Obsessed with the thought that tho mihawk is comfortable in his lone wolf life style, he does find it a bit too lonesome sometimes when the mood is somber, the silence is too much and he just remembers shanks' laugh and maybe no matter how much shanks' crew are too loud (understatement) he does find them entertaining, and maybe he enjoys ben's company in a comfortable silence, he may even consider him something close to a friend.
It just gets too much sometimes and he loathes the loneliness. When he's in one of those moods, he's mostly drinking and picking petty guaranteed wins. Going around like "you disturbed my nap" to whomever he's slicing into two and it got quite worst after he got used to zoro and perona and now they're no longer there and he was never much for kids but those are HIS kids and he misses kicking zoro's ass and baking with perona and them helping him in the garden as an unspoken, forced bonding family time.
He may like being alone but he hates being lonely, especially after he met people he actually enjoyed sacrificing his alone time for (not that he'll ever admit it)
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Now he's hanging out with cross guild (while waiting for zoro to get stronger and come after him so he either take his retirement or just dies in peace, both are good, really) and no day passes without at least one murder attempt from his side, but really, try to take the clown away from him and it would be you he stabs.
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Don't call my name, don't call my name,
Alejandro
I may not have quite enough writing confidence to throw myself into that end of the Cyberpunk AU just yet... but I have my own ways to contribute!
(we are having such fun with this thing. it's delightful. our brains are massive and wrinkly and capable of infinite crime.)
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Chiming in to ramble about ship bias
Canon-wise, Octatrio will always be my top ship bias for Jade, but on a broader introspection, my favourite ship with Jade will always be Jade and a Situationship regardless of the muse in question.
It's easier to picture shipping Jade with someone he worships, that he admires, or that he adores, but for both personal and impersonal reasons, he doesn't initiate the official relationship or even accept it if he is offered by the person in question. Instead, Jade prefers to live in a parallel reality to this person to whom he's devoted himself, by going to lengths to ensure that their lives will never interact or overlap each other yet always staying close by just an arm's reach away. Even if the person in question got into an official relationship with someone else, it doesn't dissuade Jade from moving on because part of him expects this possibility and it's all within his expectation that the way he lives his life isn't the way everyone else wants to live their lives.
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i can't stop thinking about this particular feeling of alienation, which i'm sure applies on different levels to anyone who doesn't fit in to society's expectations of straight and monogamous, but i'm speaking specifically from an a-spec perspective - the feeling of alienation from the way that everything seems to revolve around love and partnership and family (and specifically family tied by blood)
like, i'm just a reading a book and because it's a book aimed at adults instead of teenagers, the recurring theme at its core is the connection between parents and children, which i can relate to, except it's specifically from the perspective of the adult who has chosen to form a family and have children with their partner - and suddenly i can no longer relate to it, not because i currently don't have children but could still imagine it and therefore gain something meaningful from the text, but because that is something so completely outside of my world that this entire pillar of society or "humanity" is lost on me
idk what i'm trying to say here other than that the a-spec experience is just so fundamentally alienating from the world, on top of and regardless of the queer experience, because you're constantly faced with these fundamental "philosophies" of society but can't fit in to any of them: even if i had a purely romantic partner of the opposite gender, it would be considered "incomplete" if there was no physical relationship; even if i wanted children and decided to adopt, it would be considered weird or unnatural to not want biological children
anyway i guess my point is that aro/ace exclusionists are wrong because someone could be asexual heteroromantic and they would still not be "straight" in the eyes of society. do you get it
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sometimes i think abt how i dont make like personal posts very often until i remember i babble incessantly in the tags of like every post i rb ever. dont need personal posts when im rambling my thoughts on everyone elses posts constantly fr fkdknfdk
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exciting news. i'm about to be very busy doing art stuff so hey if you wanna help support me i made a ko-fi? there's very little there so far but uhh hey check me out, i will love you forever if you feel like throwing me a few bucks.
awesome cool ko-fi account link here
yeah
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You know, Badboyhalo brought up a good question today. What would have happened if they hadn't failed the pressure plate puzzle at the start of QSMP after they got out of the train?
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-sips tea while scrolling along-
Okay, so. I don’t keep up with the anime, but as far as I’m understanding, there’s one guy that creates insanely crackish anime fillers that don’t match the tone of DC cases at all.
Which to me sounds like there really isn’t anything stopping them (the anime team as a whole, though maybe also this one dude) from adapting like. At least 70% of the Special volume cases. And the only reason I wouldn’t say 100% isn’t because of insanity (though the last few volumes could create 2-3 episodes of a contained storyline), but because certain earlier cases have a level of gore that I don’t think current anime would allow even with censoring.
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