#ChaoticMind

[yourmamasstuff-blog]

The very random me...

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As I knelt to pray, the rough surface beneath me scraped my knees, leaving them red and sore. I had always thought of this place as my haven, but as I looked up, I saw a demon staring back at me with glowing eyes. The realization hit me hard - it was becoming increasingly difficult to believe in anything. Instead, I found myself getting lost in my selfish thoughts, consumed by the chaos of my mind.

As I ponder over my thoughts, I often wonder what it would feel like to attain perfection in my pride. The idea of achieving such an ideal state where nothing in the light could overshadow my grandeur seems surreal yet enticing. Despite my desire to attain greatness, I am also aware of my capacity to hold grudges and bear spite towards those who wrong me. At times, I am tempted to shut down all my emotions and turn off every flicker of light that illuminates my path, just to prove a point.

Beyond the veil of perception, the inner workings of my endeavors are in motion, tirelessly striving towards an elusive objective that merely lives in my imagination. Nevertheless, I persist in my faith, unwavering in my pursuit of a goal that may never come to fruition.

The downfall that has swept over me like a dark, ominous cloud fills my heart with a sense of sorrow that is hard to put into words. It feels like a never-ending wave of sadness that crashes against my soul day after day. As I look around me, I see people who are struggling to keep their heads above water, trying to find some semblance of hope in a sea of despair. The people whom I once admired and looked up to as a source of inspiration now seem to be faltering, gasping for air in a world that seems to have turned upside down. We are all searching for a way out, grasping at straws and clutching at false solutions in a frantic bid to emerge as heroes in a world that has lost its way. The weight of the tragedy is a heavy burden that we all carry, and it seems like it will never be lifted.

As I move forward, the situation seems to be getting worse. It's like I am driving toward a cliff, and there's no way to stop or turn back. The free fall that follows is inevitable, and during this terrifying descent, I might have a moment of clarity. I'll realize that hitting the bottom could be a better option for me than flailing in the air.

#chaoticmind

[vortexshadowend]

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#cybermagick #narrative magick #ChaosMagick #ChaoticRituals #ManifestChaos #ChaosSymbols #FluidReality #DogmaFreeMagic #CreativeChaos #ChaoticAlchemy #ChaosMagicPractice #MultiverseMagic #ChaosConsciousness #DeconstructiveMagic #ChaosThreshold #PathOfChaos #ChaosTransformation #ChaoticEsotericism #ConsciousChaos #ChaoticMind #ChaosSynchronicity #ChaosRituals #LiberNull #MagicalVortex #ChaoticFlow #ChaoSphere #MagicianOfChaos

[dcntrlzdd]

#chaoticmind#photoart https://www.instagram.com/p/Btoa8FcgX--/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#chaoticmind #photoart

[relativeimperfection]

#chaoticmind #oprah #goodadvice

[purple-tree-soul]

'Mystry Beneath" abstract art

#doodles #abstract #mywork

#chaoticmind #bp2

#abstractart #mywork #purpletreesoul #doodles

[warriorjada]

I wish I was a bird

I was feeling overwhelmed for a few days, came home from work and typed out a poem. For a long time, I've admired birds and their freedom. I think it's great that they can just fly away, unperturbed by the world.

I wish I was a bird

As a new day dawns, I awaken,

Already filled with dread and pain.

My eyes adjust and I sigh because,

I know the strength it’s already taken.

Yet, another day looms proudly,

Expecting me to face it.

Once again, I must conform,

Smile, hide it, fake it.

I wish I was a bird,

High, alive and free.

Sadly I am not a bird,

Sadly I’m just me.

No wings to lift me up above,

All the shit I’m faced with.

No chirp to sing my chipper song,

rather morbid hymns that replaced it.

I walk alone and see a bird,

I’m jealous of it’s freedom.

No thoughts, no burdens,

No being weighed down,

By life’s constant treason.

I wish I was a bird,

Majestic, swift and free,

Sadly I am not a bird,

Sadly I’m just me.

#poetry #mentalhealth #poems #writers #selfcare #thoughtstopaper #chaoticmind #birds #freedom

[huesofshivi]

Dance through the chaos or dance amidst the chaos 🦄 . . . . . #art #artofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #dance #peaceofmind #dancelove #chaos #chaosdancing #chaoticmind https://www.instagram.com/p/CRMCkvuDqvO/?utm_medium=tumblr

#art #artofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #dance #peaceofmind #dancelove #chaos #chaosdancing #chaoticmind

[goatlucyy]

I'm happy to be this way, I'm happy to be "Me"!?!

#chaoticmind #gypsyheart

[raketenfeinstaub]

Brainstorming. . . . #bnwillustration #illustrationdaily #blackandwhitedrawing #graphicartist #mareikeknevels #itsnicethat #brainstorm #brainstorming #findingideas #chaoticmind #mindstorms #chaostheory #brainfuck #toomanythoughts #creativity #workinprogress #femaleillustrator #memyselfandi https://www.instagram.com/p/BsVoqf4B1ne/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hgeqtp05u0wp

#bnwillustration #illustrationdaily #blackandwhitedrawing #graphicartist #mareikeknevels #itsnicethat #brainstorm #brainstorming #findingideas #chaoticmind #mindstorms #chaostheory #brainfuck #toomanythoughts #creativity #workinprogress #femaleillustrator #memyselfandi

[spencersarc]

You never know what will happen from day to day. You never know what’s around the corner. The news is full of doom and gloom. There is so much sadness in the world. So many tragedies that could have been Avoided. So much pain that didn’t have to be. That’s why we have to make those imperfectly, chaotic, moments count! That’s why we should start living a life with more fulfilment and more passion for the things that truly matter. I know it’s hard with what often feels like a million kids. Heck even one kid (that only lived with us part time) was bloody hard. Living in a house that’s more bedlam & broomsticks than cosy chaotic contentment is not fulfilling nor full of passion. That’s why I’ve created The intentionally imperfect home program. To hold your hand, to guide you, to support & celebrate you to create habits, to create a plan of action, to take control of that chaos that reigns in your house. To get on top of that laundry pile once and for all. This is more than just decluttering. This is creating a blueprint for life! We can’t truly start embracing imperfect if we are constantly battling with it. The doors to Intentionally imperfect home are open now! We start live on 25th January. Get yourself the ultimate gift this Christmas. Also if you jump in before Santa delivers his gifts you will get the let’s get self(ish) go at your own pace full selfcare program included. #selfcare #chaos #clutter #motherhood #mumlife #chaoticmind #motherhoodunplugged #mumsofinstauk https://www.instagram.com/p/CXqQ-p_stB3/?utm_medium=tumblr

#selfcare #chaos #clutter #motherhood #mumlife #chaoticmind #motherhoodunplugged #mumsofinstauk

[tinadesh]

#photodump #chaoticmind https://www.instagram.com/p/CXeKWn1P9XWF-jRjg95zQquSLwPrqcqMOf9YEQ0/?utm_medium=tumblr

#photodump #chaoticmind

[crispyglittermagazine]

Should I enter?? 💐🖼🎨🖌 Swipe left to see the original beautiful art piece that inspired my last outfit Do you like the match?? Tell me in comments 🌸🌱💕 . . . . . . . . . . . #inspiredbyart #fashionandart #artandfashion #clublifedesign #streetwearoutfit #collegestyle #streetwearaddict #streetchicfashion #pastropchic #pastelrack #dazzlehaven #chaoticmind #streetfashionstyle #fashionandart #veganfashionblogger (presso Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWT1e0tMxak/?utm_medium=tumblr

#inspiredbyart #fashionandart #artandfashion #clublifedesign #streetwearoutfit #collegestyle #streetwearaddict #streetchicfashion #pastropchic #pastelrack #dazzlehaven #chaoticmind #streetfashionstyle #veganfashionblogger

[vortexshadowend]

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#cybermagick #narrative magick #ChaosMagick #ChaoticRituals #ManifestChaos #ChaosSymbols #FluidReality #DogmaFreeMagic #CreativeChaos #ChaoticAlchemy #ChaosMagicPractice #MultiverseMagic #ChaosConsciousness #DeconstructiveMagic #ChaosThreshold #PathOfChaos #ChaosTransformation #ChaoticEsotericism #ConsciousChaos #ChaoticMind #ChaosSynchronicity #ChaosRituals #LiberNull #MagicalVortex #ChaoticFlow #ChaoSphere #MagicianOfChaos

[cocopunk900]

#abstract #energy work #chaoticmind #depression #expressionofanger

[scarlettjedi]

#mybrainisabagofcats #chaoticmind #livingwithachaoticmind #dealingwithtraumaticexperiences https://www.instagram.com/p/CEbC0bqABgo/?igshid=ng88idtpwur2

#mybrainisabagofcats #chaoticmind #livingwithachaoticmind #dealingwithtraumaticexperiences

[doturminds]

The Wobbly Mind

Mind is just like the paddle board on waves. Wherever the wave of thoughts flow so does the paddle board of our minds. So, I woke up yesterday with a sense of wobble in myself. I knew it was hormonal. Yet, paying attention to how I feel has been my constant practice for many years now. Acknowledging the fact that there is a wobble allows you to do something about it, take control and help regain the balance. so, here comes my fantastic dot art mind focusing technique. I knew I had to get on the ground grab my colorful sands and head out to the front door. So, there I sat trying to balance and rearrange my focus to the sand between my fingers. I chose this art totally forgetting that I had never attempted this on paper before.As I made my way through consciously pulling my attention to just the sand between my fingers and the art I was going to build, I could feel the wobbly mind just unable to settle. I realized I was just not ready for a difficult project. I had to be kind to myself and choose a simpler approach. It was important that I gave myself time to fail. I moved on to my new simpler art. 

Successfully completed my new art, feeling all centered. Celebrating that I was able to push myself through this mental exercise routine. I was so engrossed in pulling my attention into the present and just focusing on my flow, that I did not notice until later that the new image I created was nowhere close to being perfect. My symmetry was off. Yet even with the imperfection this new piece of creation was a winner as now, I was in control of the Paddle board of my mind. I steered my mind through the day’s waves of thoughts in the direction I wanted it to go. I was back in control of my Wobbly mind. 

I invite you to try the power of dotting your mind with me in the space of DOTURMINDS. Leave a comment below to connect with me for a session online.

Can you tell me what went wrong with the art? Which section is the symmetry off?

#artists on tumblr #mind #mindful #dot #centered #chaoticmind