#FOR CLOSURE ON HER PART??

[wall-e-gorl]

got comm'ed to draw haiphie kiss like the atelut rian kiss gif i did! only pose not gif cause i dont do gifs as comms* but its coming out SO cute. i need to wrangle pose a little bit more and fiddle more with ephie face (its not as 3d as it should be >:T) but i need yall to look at it anyway.

#my art #crows nest crew #have we even told tumblr that hai and ephie are like. going to be a thing #have we told tumblr that ephies boyfriend is going to die for narrative reasons and we are already invested in haiphie asdfas #DID WE TELL TUMBLR THAT HAI AND SIL TALKED AND HAI OFFICALLY BROKE UP WTH SIL?? #FOR CLOSURE ON HER PART?? #HAVE WE TOLD TUMBLR ABOUT EPHIE HAPPY EAR WIGGLES #we need to keep you guys UP TO SPEED and i dont think we have #this is what happens when you have hit after hit in every session i suppose #edit i did a whole * and didnt explain #i did a comm for crows dmsona and made it also a gif cause theyre my best friend and i wanted to do something extra for him #thats the only gif comm ill do lol #its be way too expensive. my process is too complicated and fucking bad to do a reasonable price for

[brookheimer]

from strike sparks by sharon olds

#i rly forgot how much i liked olds’ later poetry like i’m not a huge fan of some of the early stuff but when she talks ab her family it’s #always just… god. #anyways. siobhan roy. obviously #obviously the second one did not happen . but replace mother with rather and i think that’s part of why shiv and the others can’t forgive #logan even beyond the obvious ones — who would they even be if they did? #it wasn’t forgiveness last ep when logan was dying but it was… it was something. something that felt i think a lot like this except yknow. #without the fucking closure. #but who are they now that they aren’t against logan? who are they? #sorry for the annotations lol this is from a few years ago #and i couldn’t find good screenshots easily online so #sharon olds #succession #literature #poetry #lit #succession spoilers #in the tags #click to read it . obviously

[vellichorom]

setting things right // prequel + sequel to THIS animatic, 

( ft @tomi-chuu‘s stanley & “ timekeeper “ )

#uwu art #The Stanley Parable #The Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe #TSP Narrator #TSP Stanley #TSP Settings Person #TSP Timekeeper #skip button ending #// ask to tag #FOR CONTEXT... skip button ending happens - my narrator remembers next to nothing about it ( repressed it really good ) #but stanley's left feeling guilt beyond BELIEF because she remembers fully #eventually the ''timekeeper'' also known as Nobody possesses the narrator & digs through the deepest parts of his mind to allow her some #* closure #& from there they both forget about the ending almost entirely #THE FIRST IMAGE PROMPTED THE ANIMATIC FUNNILY ENOUGH <3 #anyway sorry about the whiplash #you ever have old man bathwater & skip button madness in the same day #SOMEDAY i'll elaborate on the events of the skip button as well but today is not that day

[dirtytransmasc]

I hope we get a scene of Alicent with Aegon's body. If her son is damned to die, if she is damned to spiral into insanity, if she is to lose her life too the grief, let me see her with his body.

let her hold her baby in her arms one more time. let her wipe the blood that poured from his mouth and nose as he died. let her run her fingers over the viscous burns that adorn his skin. let her fix his hair. let her bathe him with a cloth as she had when he was a babe. let her kiss his cheek, his forehead, his hair, his hands. let her lay her head against him, hugging him like she had failed to do for years.

he was her firstborn and yet, her heart was still beating and his was not, she was not yet cold in her grave, no, no her son was cold, her flesh was warm, too warm. he was her baby, her son, the boy she tried so hard to protect, who had loved even when it hurt, who she had stood in front of a dragon for. she loved him, the very bones of him, and now he was dead.

let her lose her mind right there, in that room, still clinging to her body, one that's too cold, too still, too quiet. let her scream out to the gods, damning them, cursing them for taking her eldest son, amongst everything else in her life.

I want her to drive away anyone who tries to take him from her, forcing the silent sisters or whoever would be left to deal with his body at that point. let her curse and spit and claw at anyone who comes too close.

she would stay there for hours, reflecting on her memories of him. maybe she talks to him or hums a lullaby until she finally loses her battle with what remains of her consciousness and sanity, falling still against the table.

she dreams of Aegon, she dreams of the life she wish she could have provided, the life she had tried so hard to give him. a life where he was safe, a life where she had been a better mother, a life where she didn't need to live in and impose fear up on her children. maybe if she had tried hard enough he would still be alive, she'll think as she floats in the space between consciousness and unconsciousness.

she'll wake in plain chambers she only partly recognizes, she'll learn of her sons lackluster and sparsly accompanied burning, she'll learn her son was gone and she was alone. there won't be much of her left to care. she just continues dreaming, dreaming of her dead children and spiraling to madness until her broken heart finally gives out.

[my previous post inspired this, cause all I can think about now is Alicent mourning her son and its gonna put me in an early grave]

#[I know she isn't with him in the book but shhhhhh enoughs already changed let me be delusional] #I don't want to see this happen. my girl need a goddamn break. but if its gonna happen just demolish my heart in one foul swoop #all or nothing #cause if I watch a slow decent into madness I'm going with her #let her break quick and fast for my sake #I haven't read the book (as i've said a trillion times before. I'll get to it eventually) so take this with a grain of salt #I don't think book alicent didn't love her children #I do think the love she held for them and the love show alicent held for them is very different simply due to circumstance #and I don't think show alicent is lasting very long after Aegon's death #i wouldn't be surprised if she died of a broken heart shortly after him #part of me fucking prays for it cause I don't know if I'll be able to cope with her grieving for 2 years #my heart just can't #and she doesn't deserve it #just let her reunite with her children and be at peace #don't make her suffer #let her say goodbye to her baby. give her closure. let her go #I beg #alicent hightower #pro alicent hightower #aegon ii #aegon ii targaryen #aegon targaryen #pro team green #hotd #house of the dragon #its fine. I'm fine. I totally like my emotions.

[carefulfears]

perhaps the most tragic line in the entirety of the x-files is 14-year-old samantha writing in her journal that she just wishes she could see her brother's face...samantha is understood and characterized and spoken about fairly strictly as Mulder's Sister, but it's just as true that mulder is Samantha's Brother. he may spend his entire life hearing her scream for him, but she's forever the one screaming. husband and child can be replaced, who can grow me a new brother, etc etc. anyway.

#i get so upset about this like genuinely #in his eyes he'll always be a Failed big brother but to her he's just HER big brother #also the most gutwrenching part of that journal is actually 'i hope someday he reads this and knows' #14 years old and a fucking human lab rat just writing that it's too much pain and she wants it all to stop #and she just wants her brother and she wants him to know that she's thinking about him #and it's such a kindness for him to get to see that and it's so unbearable at the same time #txf.txt #closure #they go their whole entire lives feeling so isolated and just missing each other

[artharakka]

“Suru on eläin, jota ei voi koskaan kesyttää kokonaan.” ... “Ilves nostaa päätään ja tuijottaa minua. Se räpyttää silmiään kerran, toisen. Niissä hehkuu Maan auringon kadotettu valo, joka siilautuu vihreiden lehtien läpi. Sen sisuksista nousee matala, vaimea kehräys. Se näykkäisee sylissäni lepäävän käteni syrjää kevyesti, lempeästi, nuolaisee sitten peukaloani.” — Emmi Itäranta. Kuunpäivän kirjeet

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“Grief is an animal that can never be wholly tamed.” ... “The lynx raises its head and stares at me. It blinks once, twice. In its eyes glows the lost light of Earth’s sun, filtered through green foliage. From its depths rises a low, faint purr. With its teeth it nips the back of my hand resting on my lap, lightly, gently, and then licks my thumb.” — Emmi Itäranta. The Moonday Letters. Quote tranlated by me (unofficial)

#this both happened and I started this on Saturday #it was just a rare coincidence #but I choose to give it a meaning #if you have read The Moonday Letters you might get the parallels between the lynx and Minni even more #but I thought it was a beautiful moment anyway #it brings some closure #even if it is just a coincidence #the garden in question is actually my parents but Minni lived part of her life there as well #and when the ground thawns we will bury her ashes in that small forest there #animal death

[shinozaki-ayumi]

i was skimming a blood drive stream (mostly looking for ayushiki crumbs, it's been a while) and was reminded of one of the best interactions in the franchise

#''i know you're stuck in a torture school full of unspeakable horrors but how've you been?'' #girlfailure ayumi i love you #also i remembered there being ayushiki crumbs but i did NOT remember how much??!!!?? #their interactions are the best part of the game easily #but the part where she goes to his apartment in the middle of the night and basically starts to admit smth to him about how she felt #about when he told her to reach out to him whenever she needs support and he did the head pat thing #and he 1) forgot that even happened?? somehow?? #and 2) he's like ''i feel like i'm supposed to be reading between the lines rn but i'm so lost'' #LIKE YOU'RE SO DUMB... YOU'RE BOTH SOO DUMB AGFDGJGRHHHH #i need closure in darkness distortion i am telepathically begging kedwin to please let her get better so they can get a mildly happy ending

[emily-mooon]

SCOTT PILGRIM CHARACTERS AS ALVVAYS SONGS PT 2: KIM PINE + BELINDA SAYS

I’ll egress to inverness with nothing in my pocket/ Belinda says that heaven is a place on earth/ Well so is hell

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#I don’t think this song 100% suits her but there are parts that do (especially the lyrics I use in the description) #the vibe does too ngl #this song kinda reminds me of kim in the comics and her relationship with Scott and how I’m assuming she didn’t get proper closure #after he moved #I should mention you all should listen to the songs too while looking at this moodboard series cause I also picked images #that go along with certain lyrics #if to you this song doesn’t work for her at all I apologize I’ve got a medium sized pile of so gs to look at (alvvays only has three albums #*songs (autocorrect I’m glaring at you rn) #there are also a bunch of characters I have to shuffle through so yeah again I apologize I’m doing my absolute best :} #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #scott pilgrim takes off #kim pine #emilys moodboards

[onyxhellebore]

Something that gets to me about Farscape is that John Crichton was raised on science fiction, and he falls into a world where his only frame of reference is stories. Time and time again, he falls into stories he's familiar with--and it's a coin flip whether he gets to be the hero. Yes, he's OUR protagonist, but he's not always THE protagonist.

He falls into a soul-wrenching conflict with his mortal enemy that, story wise, seems like it SHOULD move his enemy to forgiveness. It doesn't. He gains some insight, but not the cathartic release a story would give. He falls back into time and, by treating the situation like a time-travel story, he causes deaths he'll never forgive himself for.

Everyone else on the ship is, for the most part, in a similar boat. The narratives they have to work with are frequently thwarted and turned against them, and it works so well. Not always satisfying in the ways that we come to expect, no, but compelling nonetheless.

#farscape #zhaan has this happen too but ultimately her story gets the kind of closure she's due for the most part #watch farscape please i want to talk about it #john crichton

[alivegirlmari]

soooo interesting to me that misty is like. so shameless / guiltfree / nonchalant about the cannibalism & cult & poisoning & murder of it all like she is NOT haunted by those 19 months the way literally every other girl is bc she did what she did and she had fun doing it! and yet she literally also cannot listen to stayin' alive for five seconds bc it reminds her of crystal, who she technically didn't even kill. lol. 🔨

#girl let me into ur PSYCHE. #'i'm sorry bestie' was so unserious but i do think that first 'i'm sorry' when she's screaming over crystal's body was real #do we think the guilt comes from the fact that it's like. if she'd /killed/ crystal at least that's deliberate #and she can justify it as oh well she was gonna tell the group about the box so i had to stop it etc #whereas crystal accidentally falling is like...there's no closure! there's no fixing it! and misty has zero control over it!!! #if crystal had agreed to keep silent obvs the friendship would be different but even then it's kinda like. on misty's terms again #yes crystal would have the power of the secret but she also then now knows what misty is capable of #so misty has the power really bc she could make crystal agree to anything for fear of being killed #and they could ~work on it~ and ~fix things~ (lol) but with crystal dead and not on her OR misty's terms...you can't!!! #spilled blood and not even on PURPOSE!!! not even for a REASON!!!! it's soooo hollow #and then like. the whole that was her best friend / spiritual clone part of it ajsfajfskfsk #anyways fly high crystal the pistol & rip crusty 2x01 - 2x05 <3 #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #* #misty

[birdmenmanga]

Is it not completely devastating that the track that plays in the Working Class Woman's room, and in the seaside shack belonging to the Washerwoman is titled "Live With Me"?

Martinaise as a whole is obviously pockmarked by grief and loss of many kinds, but I think these are two locations that, more than anywhere else, are scarred by the absence of loved ones and family specifically. These were places of familial intimacy, but you will never see the version of that place filled with joy and laughter, where the dream of living with people you love is still alive. Only the hollow corpse of it, when you tell Billie that her husband is dead. When you're getting ready to end another exhausting day, and you lay down in that impersonal room where the washerwoman's family once lived, but has lain abandoned for decades.

You, Harry, are physically there, but you can never be to these people what their family was to them. They are not alone, and yet they are, in the deepest sense of that word. And they can never be to you what your own family was to you, either.

#just thinking thoughts... #disco elysium #me when people are forsaken #I don't know man I think in some ways the washerwoman is more tragic than the working class woman #Death is final and firm. there is no space to negotiate #but the washerwoman... it doesn't sound like she parted with her family on bad terms at all. #it feels very much like 'oh yes we'll definitely visit you!!' and then it never happens #the slow letting go of hope and the grief that comes with that is immense in the way you will never get closure #Youtube

[coconut530]

🥖🧈

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #WHOOOOboy where do I even start #Title card looks beautiful #MOVING LETTER was the most fluent thing I’ve ever seen #The content of the letter was interesting and cheeky #I wonder how many other faculty members are here that we just haven’t met #And also ALL NIGHT SIRS I NEED TO SAVE MY FRIEND HE’S TRAPPED IN A WALL #And then LENORE MY GOODNESS LOVE THE FIT GIRL 😍 #It uhh reminds me of Chloe’s Warden’s Gala dress from Shiloh with the skirt behind and the pants with high boots and side hair pin #Just SLAPS her feet on the table IMMEDIATELY 😂 #“We’re willing to give you a second chance—” *sits in 🏳️‍🌈* #That bread part TOOK ME OUT 😂 #JUST THROWS IT ON THE GROUND #“IS IT WORKING?????” 😂 #And I REALLY DON’T UNDERSTAND THE TENTACLES MAN #THE TENTACLES ARE UNDER *THEIR* CONTROL???? #Scaryyyyyyyy #CLOSURE FROM EP. 1???? #The redraw of that panel is SO pretty #Galaxy eye tentacle beauty #SIRS PLEASE DON’T MAKE ME DISAPPEARRRRRRRRR #I need to escape with my gfffff #Can’t wait to see next weeeeeeeekkkk #Also on the record LENORE INTERACTED WITH THE DEANS AND GOT NO DEMERITS LET’S GOOOOOOOOO

[noirangel99]

decided to throw my hat in the ring and try making a playlist

it's mostly made up of songs i think lisa and creature would like, songs that I think would fit them, and songs I think fit the vibe of the film

#lisa frankenstein #spotify playlist #there are so many oldies songs on here lol #i just like the idea of murderous Bonnie and Clyde-esque couples killing people with oldies music playing in the background (à la TEOTFW) #also the reason why the music box theme from the changeling is there is because I think creature and lisa would love the movie #creature would def learn the song on the piano and play it for his wife #I also think “happy ending” from frankenweenie would play when he resurrects her #i feel like “introduction (titles)" from edward scissorhands or ”main titles“ from corpse bride could fit for the opening scene too #“que sera sera” is supposed to be a heathers reference since the song plays in the beginning of the movie #“please don't ask me” reminds me of what creature would be thinking after finding out about lisa's crush on michael trent #“something stupid” (the better call saul version) feels like it'd play during a montage of lisa and her husband #specifically a montage of them killing and dismembering people then getting rid of the bodies lol #“love theme” from flashdance just matches the overall vibe so well #this playlist really makes me want a TEOTFW-style sequel where lisa and creature go on a road trip and gather new parts for her #also taffy finds out that lisa's not actually dead and goes on a journey to find her (not to turn her in but just to get closure) #Spotify

[doortotomorrow]

APRIL: I've thought about you everyday since we were trapped in that classroom. Every single day. I've been afraid to love you. That's all it is, I've just been afraid. I'm not afraid anymore…I love you, Ram. I just wanted you to know that.

#BBC Class #April Maclean #Ram Singh #April x Ram #classedit #bbcclassedit #if I were the showrunner for Doctor Who #I would dedicate a whole four part serial to give the characters from Class proper closure #starting with April #because the cliffhanger this series was left on was exceptionally cruel to her

[dokutah-exe]

top five operators you wouldn’t trust not to steal your kidneys

w, because im still shocked i can recruit her? she'd do that

my ex-wife, but she'd put them back in cause it was kidney inspection day

silverash but he'd fucking. i dunno. preserve it and say "my darling little kidney bean" in some awful wordplay

any of the abyssals but shout out to skadi because she'd probably fool me into thinking its for weird ritual stuff and she just chucks it into the sea

surtr. she'd just crush the kidney and tell me im fine with just one

honorable mention to gravel, except she wouldnt steal my kidney; she'd steal my heart.

#arknights #w #kalsit #silverash #abyssal hunters #surtr #closure wouldnt take my kidney #but if she happened to come across it shed sell it in a heartbeat as part of her weird credit shop #devious wench

[rosykims]

like out of all the many, many traumas ive given elspeth my favorite has gotta be the deep roads lol. and specifically the way she never really got OUT of them. yeah so maybe her body did but not HER. shes still down there with ruck and helspith every time she closes her eyes. and during future expeditions when she goes down into the deep roads for real, it doesnt feel like some horrible nightmare it feels like REALITY and its the surface and love and warmth and alistair thats nothing more than a pleasant dream. one shes always going to wake up from. bc even in her happiest moments she's never not aware of the darkspawn digging up towards her just a few miles under her feet. and never not feeling the eyes of the deep roads looking at her, gleefully waiting for her, and knowing its not going anywhere

#i love shale but for elspeth's worldstate i dont recruit her bc im so obsessed w the dynamic of it being elspeth/alistair/oghren/the dog lol #oc: elspeth #tay plays dao #she got SEVERE shell shock being down there in the dead trenches after the realization that came from helspith's poem #why shes never seen any female darkspawn and why there apparently arent as many female wardens either #and like. Understanding that death is the absolute best case scenario for her. #alistair had to 100000% step up as the leader because she was completely out of commission. barely able to breathe let alone fight or lead #going from this unstoppable warrior who NEVER loses her nerve or control on a battlefield #to nearly dying to the broodmother bc she was so fucking terrified. bc all she could see was her own fate mirrored back at her #finally FINALLY understanding what it means to be a grey warden. and then trying to reject that reality with her entire body and soul #she pulls herself out of it enough to get out alive but she never had a moment of like... triumph over the deep roads where she had a burst #of courage and saved the day or whatever. thats not usually how trauma works and so alistair carried them thru that #thru the broodmother and the anvil and branka and back to orzammar just as elspeth was beginning to put herself back together #afterwards the lack of closure to what was one of her ''weakest'' lowest moments rly weighed her down with guilt and shame #and its only a year later during awakening when she finally reconciles with having NO choice but to go back into the deep roads #and being able to kill the mother. THAT helped. that restored some small part of her #gave her the strength to start going back down there when the need arose. resigned to an early death but ready to put up a fight #but ye. still such a fundamentally devastating thing she went thru which altered her entire personality to the point where she starts fully #embracing being a warden (bc how can someone who's seen what shes seen and done what shes done be anything else???) #and INSISTING alistair take the throne despite having always been supportive of his desire not to. even if it means she loses him. #bc its a last ditch effort to save him from the fate she's completely surrendered herself to #sigh. this game man. #i need dadw to Confirm that the grey wardens have found a cure and alistair and hof are safe because jesus christ. my girl NEEDS a win