#FOR REASONS COMPLETELY UNRELATED TO WORK

[soldier-poet-king]

3rd??? 4th??? Monday in a row crying at work

#franposting #FOR REASONS COMPLETELY UNRELATED TO WORK #my job is FINE my workplace is FINE #im maybe a little bored but not worth bawling over #alas. lack or distraction makes my brain go whrr in a bad way #thank god my boss isnt here today :) so i can cry in peace #pull myself together. and get back to my actual job #i dont wear makeup except for nail polish (and pre covid fun bright lipstick) #but i look SO puffy eyed and bad rn

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#thinking about death again bc my dad texted an update on my mum #apparently she got a blood transfusion and threw up. thrilling stuff. but it just nudges at my head #bc it just makes me think. when shes gone its going to leave a trace. the outline of a person #i dont kno why i find that so upsetting. i just think about all the half completed scrapbooks that will whither away in my sisters old room #and it makes me cry. shell leave behind her incomplete scrapbooks. half tumbled rocks. containers of sea glass and lucky stones. digital #conversation thatll never be responded to. shoes and clothes #and memories. evidence of of a life no longer there to live it #and it just makes me sad i guess. i dunno. theres something sad about a project that will never be finished #a project doomed to be forgotten because it was only ever in the care of one person #but thats how it goes. what is is. nothing to be done about it but feel that sadness #i dunno. my head is full of static and frustration for unrelated reasons #but death pokes at my head during the day and i lose my already unsteady focus in an effort not to cry #im tired and sad and wishing my medication was working better #shes not even dead yet. im pulling a roman r0y and pre grieving. except for reals #unrelated

[madzillus]

Something something...… having love.... something……... best I could….. uh something....... wake up………. never leave

#izzy hands #edward teach #stede bonnet #steddyhands #gentlebeard #ofmd fanart #ed teach #ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 spoilers #my work #mads draws pirates #uuhhhhhhhhh yeah #here are 3 completely unrelated portraits #there is no connection. none whatsoever #there is no reason I have placed these 3 portraits together #but…….. those confessions from Ed and Izzy do mean we are one step closer to something #that I am absolutely not implying by placing these portraits side by side

[codgod-moved]

pfft wait if missa is spreens brother then with how fluffy i draw missa’s hair he could be hiding bear ears under there

#.txt #oooh that’s funny. yeah he’s part bear now #the dark rings around his eyes are panda markings actually #< that i draw around his eyes without his mask #wait i also draw kristin with panda markings because of her old skin #everything’s connected #now’s the perfect time to bring up my idea that the reason missa is away so much is that he’s a reaper that works under the goddess of death #and he’s real busy collecting souls #love how the tags have become completely unrelated to the bear thing. anyways

[pathetic-bisexual]

the annoying thing about zepotha isn’t that it’s a similar idea to goncharov, it’s that you can look in the comments of a serious tiktok about a world issue or someone venting about something and it’s just filled with people saying ‘OMG YOU LOOK LIKE ____ FROM ZEPOTHA!!!’ like idk maybe read the room??

#zepotha #i saw someone saying that the reason goncharov worked is because it had its own space #someone would make a post or tiktok about it and that’s where people would discuss it and come up with plot points and characters #zepotha only seems to exist in the comment sections of completely unrelated tiktok videos #if you want to make a fandom you need to create your own space #otherwise you will inevitably irritate people

[toxooz]

also GOOD NEWS turns out the One Week Until Eviction scare was just a false alarm and surprise surprise ✨lack of communication ✨ where as i texted her back for clarification but she said everything is fine and i aint being evicted bc she lied to the higher ups??so fuck it we ball ig its good to know she rlly does have my back to some strange extent so im still girlbossin here for another year and will have more time to build credit and look into the science of buying a house sksks

ALLL THAT BEING SAID i will start the next comic section later this week 4 SURE

#not complaining in the slightest but she very much couldve texted me again within those 4 days to say just kidding BECAUSE UHHH #''ur good honey i just lied to them☺'' me 5 suicidal meltdowns and 10 applications to any available housing later:😬oh ok great!!!! #like woman i was fully ready to accept that theres not a bitch on earth who will show me mercy to any extent and that the world is a cold #unrelenting hell to survive in for the past 4 DAYSSSS which i mean is right but ig its not completely that??? #like a ''oh nevermind sorry false alarm'' text literally anytime after wouldve work just dandy sksksks plz #like i was rlly out here thinknig she deliberately basically sentenced me to inevitable homelessness for all she knows out of nowhere LIKE #i think im above the genetic Crazy Bitch Disease #but then i catch myself calculating the most inconvenient place in my apartment for my body to decompose in '''''for revenge'''''' #if i couldnt move out in time like what in gods name is this radioactive elephants foot of a brain #plus idk how solid her excuse of not having good internet reason is to keep me here for another year so either way #after this im finding somewhere more solid to live bc i cant deal with this type of thing AGAIN lmfao #like bro u cant just make me think the happiness and peace that ive felt for the first time in my life is going to be reversed bc i have to #move back into that godforsaken house with that pos bc i Literally had no time to find another place and the amount of time that takes #BUT oh well its all good and she's still cool for a land lord so im good im good #the past almost week been crazy as hell

[caffeiiine]

finally gave in and purchased mochies

i will be watching my mailbox for two weeks

#using this as motivation to fucking FINISH MH DEAD APPLE COSPLAY #because i need to sew the coat myself because i wanted to for some reason (and i hate the texture of most cosplay fabrics but unrelated) #i have no idea what im going to do for the shirt since eim improvising a few pieces of the cosplay #and using a skirt instead of pants because i have no other excuses to wear maxi skirts and i LOVE those things #also very good competition to my brain; if i don’t finish putting together the pattern before the mochis get here i “lose” #i don’t know #it works though so #anyways completely derailed #i got akutagawa and dead apple fyodor #sodaramblestoomuch

[thatrandombystander]

Day 3 of I Am So Fucking Stressed.

#MOTHERFUCKER I STAYED BACK AN HOUR YESTERDAY SO WE COULD FINISH SOMETHING OFF #they said we need to have it ready to launch November 1st. so thats what i did. #i made sure everything on our end was ready to go for the morning of Nov 1st #AND THEN THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS SAY thanks. we'll launch it on Monday Nov 6th FOR FUCKS SAKE #and then for some completely unrelated reason i got a call from an Executive General Manager of our parent company. #because some team needed to borrow some physical material from us #they were insisting we leave it with the carpark security team for them to pick up and take to car #and were not telling me who was picking it up or when #based on past experience with this team it sounded like they were just being lazy or something #so i was insisting no I'll hand it over to you in the lobby. who is picking it up. let me know. #TURNED OUT THEY WANTED IT NEAR THE CARS SO THIS VERY BUSY EGM COULD PICK UP ON THE WAY OUT #WELL THAT'S A DIFFERENT STORY ARE YOU KIDDING ME #so he called me about it. he was very polite but like??????? #also turns out the person i was dealing with was his daughter (nepotism!) #ma'am why the fuck didn't you throw the EXECUTIVE GENERAL MANAGER title around. i would have taken it to the carpark security straight away #i still have so much work to do. i was hoping to leave early today too. #BOOOOOOOOOO #ramblings of a bystander

[crossbackpoke-check]

For Omega Yamo can you please have him be an Oiler still? Because I miss him and we haven’t even played a game without him yet. Also I’m already emotionally invested in Nuge being the Alpha in the heat situation you had come up with in tags on the shower post 🩷

dear nonnie: you and i are in the same boat here 💕

#liv in the replies #kissing you (with consent) full on the mouth travis dermott style. ily. there is no universe where this would not be ryan and oilers yamo #that’s who the brainworms started with & i have SUCH a fondness for nuge that likes to smack me upside the head whenever i see him. but #mostly because i too miss yamo incredibly much on the oilers. i hope seattle treats him well i’m glad he gets to go home but also i miss him #please have the entirety of Actual Fic that is written for this fic instead of notes #because for some reason???? my brain was like ‘actually do you want 1k of a completely unrelated fic’ that just happens to share the doc #and i was like. uhhhhh. ok i guess. thanks for the thing i Will Not Do Anything With until 10000 other things are done #in another universe where it is not midnight you would be receiving the full breakdown of how i think a/b/o scenting physiology works #& the Opinions i have about the idea of pheromones but if this ever gets done and anyone wants it i will happily make a director’s cut

[going-to-superhell]

so i decided to be a good grandchild and visit le grandparents, i had to sit through watching sky news, i lost so many brain cells holy shit

#look my white european-australian ass has no base on talking about aboriginal topics but HOW DO YOU PROVE THAT YOUR ABORIGINAL? #like bro??? #look idk how it works i'm as white as a polar bear but leave them be? #“you can get a nose job and say your aboriginal” no???? #look if any aboriginal people are here please correct me but like i'm just taking ya'lls word for it #i mean there could be a problem but honestly idk but i try #and yes they briefly mentioned trans people for no reason with a completely unrelated topic #i hate it here #unintelligible goblin noises #if i have to suffer so do you #australia #australian #sky news #skynews #THAT'S NOT A RELIABLE SOURCE

[cadmusfly]

being into image synthesis/ai art is making me more of a communist, universal basic income evangelist and open source advocate

#cadmus rambles #also the funnier thing is that for completely unrelated reasons i've had to think about intellectual property and patent law recently #someone wants to sneakily patent work i've contributed to #it's very funny and i don't think it will go anywhere

[aldieb]

ppl here aren’t really invested in this podcast-verse i don’t think but i need to post it so i don’t complain to s abt it: my year in mensa is the first podcast i’ve listened to that has made me feel the complete opposite of a parasocial relationship. or is it still a parasocial relationship if you become fully convinced that you would hate the person if you knew them? anyway we cannot be putting “year” in the title of something that is actually a deep dive into one specific internet argument rehashed over and over for like 3 hours

#text tag #it’s like 15% reasonable critiques of high intelligence organizations; 30% making fun of ‘weird ppl’; 55% the same fuckin mild internet #slapfight brought into real life. saying this as someone who loves internet slapfights lol #COMPLETELY UNRELATED but if anyone is like ‘why is west posting but not texting me back’ my phone has been a brick since this morning bc #verizon decided to. stop working. so i’m just spreading this to my various non-text media

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#ugh. i love when music ppl talk about music so much #like i know fuck all abt music and i dont pay it much mind other than: oh this is a vibe #but when ppl talk abt it it just sounds so magical #like so many layers. and i wish i could engage with it like thst #makes me appreciate it more. i love that. i love when i hear something that opens my mind to a new idea #lol ive just been watching radiohead documentaries. if u cut open my head idioesque would prob come pouring out #idk rheyre just my fave band. sad and incomprehensible and kinda weirdq #theyre a vibe when im sad and burnt out. no surprises and how to dissappear completely. that is #ugh wtf am i even doing? yesterday i was like wah im tired. snd now its almost midnight and im like im not tired. i shoukd stay up all #night entering data. that's a good use of my time. that wont fuck up my day tomorrow #sigh... but data entry my beloved. i avoid doing it bc i enjoy it too much #for some reason my brain tells me im not allowed to enjoy things and consider it work. i just have to suffer and then do the things that #dont cause me pain as an extra bc its not work if i enjoy it. which is not rational. pls stop that #ah well. data must be entered so meh #unrelated

[cowboysandunicorns]

Realizing that you're in a dream during a nightmare because the very specific way that the world is being cruel to you is exactly the kind of thing you would do to your own fictional characters

#this feels like karma #also pro tip: pinching yourself does NOT work #i repeatedly stomped on a god damn -nail- #yelling like an irate customer demanding to speak to a manager #the reasons i woke up were completely unrelated #13 years of lucid dreaming and i still get got smh #lucid dreaming #dream journal #2022

[minimanic]

It’s important to learn about the professionals working in behind the scenes positions in film and tv both because they’re talented artists who deserve recognition AND because sometimes a cursory skim of a costume designer’s filmography completely shatters your illusion of free will

#the same dude worked on blade runner fight club and tfa #completely unrelated and for no apparent reason I am Thinking about my relationship to the visual language of gender

[weirdlizard26]

ive noticed april seems to be closest with donnie in rise,, i am also thinking abt the cancelled episode abt how april met the turts,,,, in conclusion: april and donnie were online besties and gamer buds until one day april suggested to meet up irl and shenanigans ensued <3

#wl26 #rotmnt #turtleposting #donnie: hey guys im going on the surface for totally normal and not at all suspicious reasons dont follow me #leo: sooooo. we're totally following him right? #and donnie is wearing the worst disguise ever but it somehow works aknsndnd #and eventually the bros get in trouble somehow and they need donnie to help get them out #and its like #donnie: HEY remember we were playing that apocalypse themed game together and u said youd still be my friend if i turned into a monster #april: and i stand by it! why. why do you ask tho. #donnie: well on a completely unrelated note *turtle hijinks ensue* #fkndndk this is so dumb i just wanna know how they met!!!!!