#GOD IM STILL. REELING.

[ufonaut]

saw sondheim's old friends last night at the gielgud theatre! seeing bernadette peters live has been practically a lifelong dream and getting to hear her perform send in the clowns, losing my mind, and not a day goes by had me & everyone in the audience sobbing -- after all this time, she's still completely extraordinary, funny as hell and so magnetically herself. lea salonga & the rest of the cast were incredible too, an evening far beyond any expectation i could've ever had! (28/10/2023)

#bernadette peters #stephen sondheim #lea salonga #gavin lee #bonnie langford #sondheim's old friends #gielgud theatre #west end #london #u can reblog #LIL VIDEO FROM THE ENCORE #GOD IM STILL. REELING.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

saw @chez-cinnamon's absolutely BANGER butterfly!Howdy design and couldn't resist! two fluffy flutterbyes <3 solidarity

#still unsure of Why this was the only pose that came to mind but! who am i to deny the brain what it wants #i also have no idea what it is about butterflies and mullets + extra fluff #it just feels Right. #oh also if you haven't checked out chez-cinnamon's Real World au uhhhh Go Do That!!! #its fun! its funky! its fresh! its got a lot of great art! its got a Comic! #emphasis on a Lot Of Great Art! #i will admit im emotionally invested in the plot. its reeled me in. im Fascinated by it #also(x2) i Cannot get over how swagtastic that butterfly howdy design is #like!!! look at it!!! the colors the patterns the WINGS agh the wings <3<3<3 #truly a unique and creative design that im totally not jealous of ahaha what- #kidding im Kidding. or am i... i am i am #scribble garnish #yassified howdy <3 #welcome home #alrighty its officially 2 am i needed to be asleep uhhhhh three hours ago #gonna queue this up and conk out. while lovingly thinking of chez-cinnamon's butterfly howdy my fucking GOD #cant get over how Gorgeous he is #the facial patterns.... the colors.... immaculate #top tier design i am Taking Notes #ok ok sleeping now. Sleeping. snz snork mimi and all that. etc

[christakisbang]

찬이의 “방” 🐺 Ep. 193 - MANILA (ft. a very special guest)

#stray kids #bystay #bang chan #lee felix #chanlix #stray kids gifs #lee felix gifs #bang chan gifs #idk what else i usually tag im still reeling wait uh #my gifs #THERES MORE TO COME ILL GIF THIS MORE I JSUT WANTED TO BANG THESE OUT AS FAST AS POSSIBLE #even tho the quality is ass i know i know. but look at them. #this fever dream of a live #GOD. god #god

[lampliekwoah]

How am I supposed to sit here and do work when no one here knows that Evan Buckley is now canonically bisexual.

#911 spoilers #9 1 1 #911 abc #911 fox #spoilers #9 1 1 spoilers #my god i am still reeling #im so 😭 #this is such an auspicious day #my little bi heart is exploding with the joy of representation #i might be being dramatic about it #LET ME HAVE THIS #*gross sobbing*

[loversgothic]

hello i have made it to 19 :] i am really happy to be alive still to make art for you all. i wanted to say thank you guys for making me feel the most seen i ever have been in my entirety on the internet, and i appreciate the friends ive made thus far. youre all very delightful people and i hope i can make more for you

please gaze upon this surprise my best friends Valentino and Eyler got for me of Gabriel singing Creep by Radiohead (THEY HID THIS FROM ME FOR A MONTH STRAIGHT)

#im sorry im showing off this fucking video to everyone its REALLY FUNNY i think everyone should see gabriel singing creep by radiohead #also gianni um. qrted it and said this was his favorite cameo hes done. so god bless #.txt #doodles #thank you you are all very sweet #im still reeling from last year eheh. how funny it is that i made it to 18 when i believed all my life i wouldnt make it. im here! im alive

[self-spaghettification]

i love being fixated on viravos and having the most fucking wacky kink associations / fic ideas and being fucking insane about them and them being toxic ane insane to eachother but also kinda good for eachother i love it when.

my silly little villain duo.

i love how creative the community collectively is when it comes to them as well like nice to know im not alone in being fucking insane <3

#like you wouldn’t believe how many crazy ass fic ideas i have in my notes app and dont write but save for when thar day comes <33 #there are so many viravos fics i still need to read tbh #i barely read fanfic im an instagram reels doomscroller but i have a dedicated collection of strange reels i associate with them #why couldn’t god just make me normal. #viravos #self spaghettification #riley rambles

[t00nified]

Actual footage of me seeing Rayman in Captian Laserhawk

#Toon Talks #im still reeling #im not ok #oh my god #captian laserhawk #rayman

[bumblingest-bee]

so i saw an absolutely delightful production of fiddler on the roof last night at olney theatre center. it was brilliant and if you're anywhere vaguely within the washington dc area you need to go see it before it closes on the 31st.

this staging was genius. it starts out in an ellis-island style immigration center that is slowly transformed into anatevka as tevye begins to sing about tradition. the other immigrants in the room become the characters of the play and the border guards become the russian soldiers. at the end, we return to the immigration center as they slowly walk through the doors to a new life, with tevye being the last to go. i'd heard about the concept before i went and was kind of apprehensive but now i want literally every production of fiddler to be done like this it was so good.

the performance itself was just wonderful! tevye was absurdly talented and uproariously funny. my favorite thing about his performance, though, was his interactions with his daughters. he was so believably loving and tender that i cried my eyes out and wanted to go hug my own dad for about 50 years. golde was undoubtedly my favorite golde i've ever seen - she was hilarious and likable and had impeccable chemistry with tevye.

the three daughters were all wonderful - tzeitel was the exact right mix of headstrong and sensible, hodel was adorable with perchik and had the whole theatre audibly sobbing after far from the home i love, and chava was so full of personality and had such a gorgeous voice that i wish she got to sing more.

the three love interests nearly stole the show! motel was adorably funny, perchik was my ideal socialist boyfriend as usual, and fyedka was so sweet and had such good chemistry with chava i wanted like ten more scenes with the two of them!!

the rest of the cast and the whole ensemble was great too. yente was yente. lazar wolf was bouncy, energetic, and actually very likable. the constable was chillingly believable. the fiddler on the roof herself danced around the stage barefoot like some kind of haunting, puck-like figure. and don't get me started on how beautiful the costumes and sets were, or how good the orchestra was, or the choreography!!

anyways i got an absurd amount of signatures at the stagedoor (the cast were all absolutely lovely) and walked out of the theatre literally skipping to my car in joy. i can't remember the last production that's left me walking on air like that! it was three hours of sheer catharsis and laughter and absolutely everything that fiddler on the roof should be.

#bee posts nonsense #god it was so good im still reeling. definitely my favorite production of fiddler i've seen #theatre #fiddler on the roof

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Since the Neighborhood are adventurers, I'd like to imagine they travel by sea a fair amount of times too! A nice boat trip while occasionally breaking out into a sea shanty, eh? (And for gits and shiggles, to keep up with the whole.. Eddie in water joke, I imagine the poor guy is clumsy enough to go overboard. He may not be unconscious during it, but it wouldn't make it any less funny with the group desperately trying to pull him back aboard-)

OH OH OH allow to ramble at length about this!!! what an idea!!! i fucking love boats & the ocean & being on the water so this ask is checking all my boxes rn

first i imagine that the length of their trips varies wildly, along with the quality due to the glorious variation in weather & bodies of water. and i'm choosing to believe this universe uses tall ships instead of like... fantasy steam ships. because i fucking love tall ships. the sails, the rigging, the elegance... an absolute bitch to maintain and maneuver <3

i imagine that depending on the ship, captain, and size of the crew, the Neighborhood may be required to help out to earn their keep. especially since they're a crew of nine eight, and some ships are woefully understaffed!

I'd imagine that Poppy sometimes takes the cook's job if the crew is currently lacking one (or if the cook wants a fucking break, jeebus it's a demanding job. there's a reason ship cooks in moves/tv are always stern & serious). Barnaby can probably charm his way into doing nothing but provide music/entertainment (much to Sally's aggravation). everyone else are plain deckhands

of course i imagine that that doesn't always happen! plenty of ships are probably content to just take their coin and tranport them. some of them (Eddie, Poppy) may still wheedle their way into helping out though. they strike me as characters that can't Not help

who i imagine loves their little water journeys: Barnaby, Wally, Sally, Wormie

neutral: Frank, Julie

hates it: Poppy, Howdy, Eddie

allow me to provide reasoning!!

Barnaby's impeccable balance probably means that he's stable as a rock even in choppy waters, and i'm reasoning that he doesn't get seasick either. his vestibular system is as solid as his sea legs! he probably finds the whole experience relaxing as anything. He gets to just recline on the bowsprit's base or wherever he isn't in the way & smoke/play his accordion/nap.

Wally just has such a love of life and new things, so why wouldn't he love being on the water? it's different! it's new every time! there are ample things to learn about and do! Home probably keeps his systems stable so that he doesn't have to deal with seasickness. though it probably takes him a little bit to find his sea legs... catch him stumbling around like a lil newborn lamb. sometimes he is facedown on the deck <3 i imagine he'd enjoy going aloft!

Sally would probably love the inherent romanticism and adventure of it all. Who knows what dangers and glory they may face! I bet she writes up a storm during this time - plenty of story material! food for the imagination! what does Anne say... Scope for the imagination, i believe! i bet she also loves having a captive audience. Literally. they're stuck on this ship with her <3

so many lines for Wormie to climb... so many little places to crawl into... new people to trick into giving her treats... down time where the Neighborhood is relaxing in one place. abundant time for affection!

Frank probably doesn't have strong feelings about it. It's a boring ship with no bugs or things to do. Except when he manages to rope crew members into having a lil impromptu fight club. Or when the Neighborhood is put to work - i wonder if he'd find the maintenance soothing or pleasant... or if he'd relish in the hard work of pulling lines

Julie is likely in a similar boat (ha) as Frank. once the initial "wow! whoah!" wears off, it can get boring! and games are limited - there's only so much you can do on a ship (depending on the size of the ship of course), and there might be strict rules to keep passengers out of the crew's way and to lower risk. She probably entertains herself by "bothering" her friends and the crew & cloudgazing.

Poppy... do i need to explain? wooden ship on the ocean, which i understand can be terrifying. who knows what lurks below the waters? if the weather will change on a dime? if one of the flammable things on board catches fire? if the ship hits something? etc. I imagine it's impossible to get her to go above decks. They have to literally push her statue-frozen body onto the ship when they first board

Howdy! honestly i just think it'd be really fucking funny if he gets Violently seasick! like, curled into a ball in his bunk & involuntarily making agonized noises. he sounds like a ghost w/ all the pained moaning. his sea legs suck unless he stances all four at the right distance to anchor himself in place. he's a weak, sickly, fragile little thing, take mercy on him... he doesn't even have the strength left to swindle or sell...

Eddie. now we get to the point of anon's ask - his sea legs would be nonexistent. he's staggering and stumbling all over the place. the ship just barely tilts and he's smacking into a mast or careening across the deck. and of course, hitting the guardrails at precisely the right speed/angle to allow him to tumble overboard. i bet this happens enough that every time the Neighborhood is so much as on a dock, there is at least one person either holding his arm or acting as a barrier between him and the water. as soon as they get on any ship, he's immediately sent below decks. any attempt he makes to come up is instantly blocked.

there's a lot of both comedic and angst potential there. small ship, calm waters? comedic. some neighbors are playing cards, there's on off-screen splash & Frank immediately sighs and gets up all "god damn it, Eddie-". lmao im imagining him floating there and rapid-fire blabbering in fear 'cause there's a shark (it's not a shark. it's a dolphin. everyone on board is so unimpressed.) he's sobbing in fear as they pull him in <3

but angst? imagine there's a storm. imagine it's an all-hands-on-deck situation, every available hand is needed, and Eddie is strong as fuck - he'd be a monster at pulling lines. probably wouldn't even need to sweat them. but a violently rocking ship, slick decks, maybe even waves splashing over the deck... oof i can so easily imagine Eddie slipping & sliding right over the side. maybe while the others watch. maybe they try to grab him, but they're too late. and in such a horrible storm, there's not much they can do - it's dark, the water is incredibly turbulent, the ship can't turn around easily, there's torrential rain. a high stress situation! i'm imagining Frank grabbing a lifebuoy, firmly fastening it to a pin, and then throwing himself overboard after Eddie. something to think about! (i'm imagining that after the storm clears up enough, everyone rushes to the side to check. Eddie & Frank are trailing after the boat, lashed to the buoy and exhausted. maybe a little banged up, but overall fine!)

and then yeah.... oh the shanties Barnaby could lead... the whole ship sings! and then them all in their bunks (or in their hammocks!) in the [insert term for living quarters here, it can vary] when its sleepytime. y'all would not believe the shenanigans that can occur in the fo'c'sle (or the main hold, basically wherever the ship's sleeping quarters are), especially before actual sleep occurs. peak silly time.

there's a lot of potential here, thank you anon!

like now i'm thinking - what about sea monsters? or jobs that Require them to go on the water, as in the job takes place on a ship? ocean battles! ocean searches!

#since eddie is pretty much banished to the holds no matter what #i imagine he & poppy are the main neighbors looking after howdy in his frail sickly state #im imagining eddie sitting on the bunk with howdy in his lap #howdy feels someone petting his hair and blearily cracks his eyes open to be all '...barn...?' #barnaby: *is actually eddie* #howdy: *groans & squeezes his eyes shut* oh god not You... #eddie: *mildly offended* hey now... #im also having a lot of fun imagining frank & eddie after they get reeled in after the storm debacle #they'd just flop onto the deck. exhausted. waterlogged. still holding hands though #they'd probably end up with colds... snifflin and sippin tea while cuddled up in a bunk under the same blanket... #everyone hovering nervously because for quite a while there they actually thought they Lost them both for good.... #SO MUCH POTENTIAL #i imagine that howdy actively avoids jobs where he knows they'll have to take a boat #oh his dismay and horror on the times he comes along and they have to unexpectedly go on the water.... #even if its just a short trip across a river you know howdy is bent over the stern & feeding the fishes #LMAO WAIT #im imagining wally going over too but in a really funny way. he's standing normally but when the ship tilts too hard #he just slides across the deck and right off the ship. not even blinking or moving. he just goes 'oh! im sliding now' #and everyone turns just in time to watch him vanish over the side w/ perfectly posture #i think this is a situation where barnaby would toss his hat to the side and jump right in after him lmao #but in a funny way! the waters are Calm! the ship is Slow! he climbs right back on with wally (perfectly fine) slung over his shoulder #home lectures wally the best they can w/ the language barrier <3 and barn resolves to teach wally how to swim #because apparently that's not in his skillset! he just falls in the water and Sinks! well. he floats for a minute until he inevitably sinks #& he does not react to it at all. he's exact opposite of eddie on the 'how they handle being in water' scale #eddie: lowkey panics. swims for safety #wally: lets it happen <3

[robotpussy]

people seriously cannot break free of the gender binary. there are always new ways people are trying to reinvent it or refer back to it from the reduction of people to their assigned gender at birth, to the term "non men"

#im still reeling from seeing a housing ad that actually said afab non-binary ppl only like oh my god #and they said women and afab non-binaries you couldn't just say no men? or is that because you see #non-binary ppl as diet woman 🤨

[hihereami]

Oh my god.

Went to see ARGENTINA 1985 with my grandparents today. Fuck. It’s an excellent movie - a must watch, whoever you are, from wherever you are.

it's definitely suited for an audience that doesnt know All That Much about what happened and it's also definitley suited for the argentinian people, it really touched on so many things that we're still grieving as people to this day. You’ll understand the severity, this tiny personal bit of history about the wider horrors Latin America lived because of Plan Condor.

And it’s a movie that I really urge you see it on a cinema theatre. There was a moment -- not at the end, but close -- that made the whole crowd break into applause. It was so poignant. So meaningful. It spoke to us. We were crying and clapping, all of us.

I really reccomend you watch ARGENTINA 1985 in theatres if you get the chance - it was released in several countries. If not, Amazon Prime will have it October 21st.

#oh my god #im still reeling #babbling babbling #argentina 1985

[wantbytaemin]

they ask me if im into butches…. god

#it’s an i shan’t speak moment rn you’ll understand but like. what a QUESTION im reeling still #if im into anything im into butches. god bless

[ko-neko-san]

What do you MEAN Hayden Christensen wasn't carrying a dummy in rots when he carries Obi-Wan to the elevator??? HE DOESNT LOOK LIKE HES CARRYING A GROWN ASS FUCKIN MAN ON HIS SHOULDERS. HOW MANY OTHER TIMES HAS HE DONE SOME SHIT LIKE THIS THAT I JUST DONT KNOW ABOUT.

#im so totally normal about this #hayden christensen #ewan mcgregor #revenge of the sith #saw a blooper reel from rots and now im not okay #i guess it makes sense #but istg i thought it was just a dummy #jesus #and yeah i know fireman carry makes it easier anyway on purpose #but still he doesnt even react when ewan gets down #my god

[widevibratobitch]

not my goddamn voice teacher whom i have an unhealthy little crush on casually dropping a 'I CAN'T STOP STARING AT YOUR LIPS TODAY haha i love the colour <33' in the middle of our lesson like it's a normal thing to say to a gay ass bitch like myself

#queen........ i think i hauve covid #anyway. god. good god. im still reeling from that sorry #when i tell you i blacked out for a moment there #yes yes she has a husband and two kids and is also coincidentally the most beautiful woman ive ever laid my eyes on #and also the kindest person ever #with an incredible voice and only slightly fucked up technique #anyway she also said that she wants me to sing fiordiligi 'sometime soon' and i almost pissed myself and did all i could not to start crying #this week was a fucking nightmare but today. i feel like today is good <3

[beskad]

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#i love my friend dearly and I'm glad I was able to help her out today #but i am woefully underqualified to truly assist with this legitimate hoarding situation #in terms of experience/technique #and psych knowledge #I'm glad she trusts me enough to let me in to help her. that is HUGE and it's not easy and I'm glad she feels safe with me to do that #but god it's really a lot #tbd probably #just still kind of reeling #and i hope we're able to find either a cleaner or counselor who can further assist #it is literally beyond my ability #i can help chip away but we need a professional in there as soon as shes able to handle it #again im glad that i am a Safe Person for her. It is miserable alone #we have enough shared trauma that she knows I'm not judging/i don't think any less of her/i don't see it as some sort of moral failing #i GET IT. anxiety and depression and ocd are fuckin hard and no one's fault and you just do the best you can #and sometimes your best still leaves you drowning #I'm diving in and bringing her arm floaties until a life raft can come