#I just cant handle people anymore

[nuppu-nuppu]

Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again

#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining #once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol #like idk how to be friends #i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely #and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have #actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality #i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again #because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it #pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic #how do i start living again #how does one live anyway #im just in my head all the time #this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness #im so stupid!!! #im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself #im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself #but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go #idk how to be a person anymore #i’m just sad #thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol

[lecliss]

The choice from Sunday is kinda weird cuz the options are build a cage in the house for the bird or build a nest where it fell and one leads to the bird growing up but dying once its set free and the other one probably leads to it dying much sooner. They both feel like the same option and even tho obviously the most kind, caring, morally right thing to do is keep it inside so at least it lives longer even if it's in a cage. But like to me both options suck and are basically nothing cuz I'm sorry if I look like a bad person for this, but I'm not sorry, but I'm not fuckin touching a wild animal. Even if I knew it was there even if I bothered to check out the sound to find a bird, which I wouldn't, I'm not touching it. I'm not even getting close enough to find out it's too young to fly yet. Whatever happens to it happens man and I'll never know what happens to it cuz I'm not even gonna look at it. Like, where's the 'you seem like an asshole but really it's quite a normal choice' in this whole trial thing??? That's usually an option you can pick. Sunday!!! Sunday, listen!!! There are more than two choices!!! You don't have to always do something!!!! You can just walk away!!! You don't have to try to do something for everyone all the time!!! Think about yourself sometimes!!! It's not selfish I promise!!! SUNDAY!!! OH MY GOD HIS WINGS ARE COVERING HIS EARS HE CANT HEAR US!!!!

#i genuinely dont wanna pick anything #like okay. i know they dont have animal control or a shelter in this setting. but irl genuinely just call some people and see if theyll take #it if you wanna do something about it. #you are not getting my ass to touch a wild animal of any kind. i dont care what the situation is #i was asked once if i could help take care of some baby mice a friend accidentally ruined the nest of and a shelter wouldnt take them #and i was like. im sorry but no cuz i know for a fact im not equipped to handle something like that and i dont wanna touch wild mice and #i KNOW at least some of them will die and i wanna now have to deal with dead mice. and you know what happened? #the friend couldnt keep up with how often they needed to be fed and they died. and now you have dead mice. #something could have happened where they survived outside like the mom came back and fixed it maybe or at least one fended for itself #like its a shame the nest accidentally got ruined but it was an accident and things like that happen all the time #yes its an accident you caused but in the case of something like that i really dont think its suddenly your responsibility now #and i know itll make you feel better to try to make up for it but now you have dead mice #and i know for some people at least trying to help makes them feel better but now we're at the point where i just dont understand #i just cant comprehend the feeling or the idea or the thought. #so its like. i get sunday feels like he HAS to do something for everyone all the time but its genuinely turning him into a monster and he #cant see that. like trying all the time despite getting nothing done will tear you apart. let yourself rest #do the small things you can do around you. dont put the weight of everything on you all the time otherwise you wont get anything done #and youll start thinking not doing anything isnt even an option anymore #i promise its okay. take a break. #im not even referring to sunday anymore. you 🫵 its okay. take a break. make yourself feel better #then come back to things with a clearer calmer mind and do the small things you know you can do #dont force yourself to do everything because you feel like you have to. itll be okay. i promise #hsr 2.2 spoilers #hsr spoilers #oh right this is a spoiler post ifnfjfnfk #long post

[burgeaux]

ok now that I'm in elpis I'll probably just post/react and shut off my phone immediately after more than ever to avoid spoilers and allusions and such

#i hope people dont see it as rude but #is this a safe space #maybe its just me not handling sttention well but people's obsession with sprouts livetweeting is a bit weird sometimes ngl #either people not letting sprouts actually go in without any allusion whatsoever #or talking about future events IN MY OWN REPLIES LIKE YALL STOP TALLING ABOUT VENAT IN A TWEET THATS OBVIOUSLY COMING FROM SPROUT IGNORANCE #i mute any tweet that gets traction and isnt my own art anymore just b #people cant help themselves and i see it in other sprout's replies #and dont get me wrong i love people being excited to watch me go through it its very fun but damn some randos are weird #it just feels bad when i can tell people follow for that and not burgeaux/my art #and i know the solution is to stop livetweeting but why should i sacrifice the way i talk/post on my side account of all things #i hope this doesnt make me sound awful i really am appreciative and love talking with people about the story #it just puts a bad taste in my mouth sometimes and im not used to attention like this i guess

[strawberrycamel]

Communal DPxDC tag blocklist

heyy, so i'm just gonna share all the tags i've been using to block DPxDC posts bc i think it might be helpful for others trying to avoid those crossover posts.

First, the official tag that is meant to be used for dp and dc crossover posts is DPxDC (without spaces) and you are not supposed to tag either of the main fandoms when you make a DPxDC post.

That being said, my blocked tags are:

(edit: put under a readmore bc its a bit long)

anger management prompt

anger management ship

batpham

dan phantom x jason todd

danny phantom batman

danny phantom dc

danny phantom dc crossover

danny phantom x batman

danny phantom x batman crossover

danny phantom x dc

danny phantom x dc comics

danny phantom x justice league

danny phantom x young justice

danny x jason

dc x dp

dc x dp anger management

dc x dp au

dc x dp crossover

dc x dp fic

dc x dp fic idea

dc x dp prompt

dc x dp writing prompt

DC+DP

dcxdp

dcxdp crossover

dcxdp prompt

dp + dc

dp anger management

dp dc

dp dc crossover

dp x batman

DP x Batman DC

dp x dc

dp x dc anger management

dp x dc au

DP X DC Batman

dp x dc crossover

dp x dc fanfic

dp x dc fic

dp x dc headcanon

dp x dc prompt

dp x yj

dp/dc

DPDC

dpjl

DPxDC

jason todd x dan fenton

jazz x jason

jazz/jason

Ra's x Jazz

tim drake x danny fenton

There is also the option to put things in 'Filtered Post Content' which is right below 'Filtered Tags' and I've recently started to use it to block

DPxDC

As noted in the last reblog of this post, you can go full scorched earth in Filtered Post Content with one fandom to try and avoid DPxDC crossover posts as well. This doesn't work personally for me, since I like both fandoms separately, but it might be useful for others.

Please feel free to add to the blocklist!

#danny phantom #dp #dc #long post #coming out of my hidey hole for a thing #been having a time of it lately and was trying to Avoid thinking about this but alas #hopefully this can help some other folks having a time #tumblr's tagging system my beloathed #also uh #if im suddenly not your mutual anymore its not personal #i just kinda cant handle seeing dpxdc posts at all anymore so im #trying to just follow dp only blogs #and clear out everything else #i wanna reiterate i love you guys very much and you've done nothing wrong. you all are really good about tagging #so um yeah #i really hope this comes across correctly qwq i really do love you guys but i gotta do what i can to make my dash comfy #also uh. this blocklist definitely isnt perfect. just what i've seen in the last year or so / what got through my tag filters. #and even with all this + the 90 or so people i have blocked. stuff WILL still get through #but it should be a lot less stuff #i say again. tumblr's tagging system my beloathed #hmm idr if i wrote it in the post but: enjoying and making stuff for DPxDC is perfectly okay! please do keep enjoying it! /geniune #its just. a lot. for me. and im trying to avoid it is all. so uh please please be mindful of what you type for your tags #i think :squints: that covers everything #but yes please add to this blocklist if you have other tags. i would very much appreciate it

[bulletsfrank]

me when running away from everyone makes me end up all alone:

#i dont have any irl friends anymore theyre all gone with my old discord and its been too long to go back #i lost myself over the summer in ways i can never explain.. i dont know where i am if im being honest #drinking is worsening it all #i feel so insane.. genuinely.. i cant stop getting into my own head and letting it all happen #its just me and teddy #im too scared to leave the house for longer than a few hours anymore #i cant handle people looking at .e #me. i cant handle talking. i cant handle daily tasks of anything. even these days moving feels too hard #i keep finding myself face down floating in the river #and when i turn my body over #my face isnt rotten #it isnt bloated at all. #... its just me and i look young and like i died two minutes ago #then i snap out and im making dinner #and im someone else. somewhere else forever #im so alone but id rather it right now. no one knows how bad it is. intentionally. i never tell anyone #because what would they do? #the only thing i ever learned was to run away and hide. i cant stop thinking i need to keep doing it #i just want everyone to be rid of me so i keep running and running and running

[carcarrot]

ok thats it i literally need a new job now .

#i know i bitch and moan a lot abt my job. but not without good reason! #however i really want to get out of here now today. #fucking. supervisor who keeps telling me to do more as far as maintaining the coffee area #when 90% of the issues are actually fault of the dumbass stock traders we make coffee for who dont know how to make a cup of coffee #and cant clean up after themselves. and i get that its my job but this is also just fucking stupid #and normally she tells me this stuff in the area where i brew the coffee which is more or less away from people #its at least more away from people than the hallway where the coffee station is where people always are #which is where she chose to loudly tell me more things i should be doing #maybe don't fucking do that in front of the people i do this stuff for! now they think im a fucking idiot! #like that's just. idk kind of unprofessional to me like you don't lecture your employees in front of customers #if we're so concerned abt the appearance and image of the service we provide (which this place is concerned way too much with) #then idk maybe talking abt that kind of stuff should be done more privately. or at least quietly #like she wasnt yelling at me but like everyone around could clearly hear it #but like ive said before i cant standddddd this job anymore. #so i might apply for that store leader job at gregorys coffee #even though the work culture there seems like a different kind of annoying #id at least be making Much More and also closer to where i live so #i just have to fix up my resume and make it seem like i can handle more of a management kinda job

[anglerfishenthusiast]

the trauma of it all from being a survivor has been rearing its ugly head again for the winter in place of my usual SAD which hasnt kicked in yet and hopefully wont because i may die if they hit in tandem and its becoming nigh impossible to exist online again but i dont really know what to do about it outside of unfollow basically everyone who isnt someone i know personally and i dont really wanna do that. so.

#every single day i see a post from someone who fetishizes my trauma usually inadvertently put on my dash and its like #either you people need to vet who youre reblogging from way harder or dont care and share their posts anyways and need to die #and its just so exhausting. im so exhausted. i cant handle it anymore again 😭 #being a survivor is so fcuking difficult existing online in the era of loud trauma fetishization is so so so bad and so hard to do #lemon squeezy.txt

[dsgustng]

I hate that Disability thing where ur disability is.... debilitating and affects ur every day life in extremely drastic ways... but it always feels like you need to be worse to ever get proper help or be taken seriously..

#i spent years of my life learning how to mask my autism because i was punished constantly and im like. just barley capable of working #and because of it everyone says i dont 'act autistic' or like 'youre able to work fine so you must not be' #i cant work fine!!! i cant! how many times do i have to explain to people im constantly exhausted and burnt out #'oh you do things fine an autistic person would struggle with basic task' I DO!!! IM JUST GOOD AT PRETENDING LIKE IM HANDLING SHIT DAWG #its also annoying because their arbitrary rules on what makes an autistic person is always rlly contradictory and biased #also with being physically disabled people dont get it . like yeah. i can stand and mop and run but it hurts #it gets to the point i cant hold up my own weight anymore #why dont people get it

[germx]

you guys are lucky i save so many posts to my drafts

#im too jaded to argue with people on tumblr anymore so i just type up posts and go no tumblr cant handle that and save it to my drafts #bug talks

[widevibratobitch]

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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa #something is Wrong lol #i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡 #and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches #all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now #but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit #and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on #to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back #like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend #i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect #i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back #but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms #or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations #or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings #or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af #because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff #im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility #i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn #but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself #and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc #i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself #and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it #i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do #i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it #and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person #<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation #of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡 #like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT

[spearxwind]

Hey you've probably been asked this before so I hope this isn't a bother, but is your comic Extinction officially cancelled? I really enjoyed it, it was probably my favorite webcomic I've ever read and I loved the dialogue and characters.

Hiya! And it's ok I can answer it again

I wouldnt say officially cancelled, but it is definitely on indefinite hiatus for now at least

It makes me really happy that you enjoyed the comic and that it was your favorite!! Gosh It simply became unsustainable for me to maintain, juggling my irl studies, and the comic itself, as well as my free time and social life. Comic pages took a long time to finish, and my studies demanded more and more time from me most of which I spent drawing or writing for class, so for my free time I wanted to do other things in the end

Currently my focus is on other stories, though I still love Extinction to bits. I would definitely love to return to it someday and finish it or reboot it if necessary if my life stabilizes enough, but at the moment I can't dedicate so much time to it as I used to be able to

#for reference. i was working on extinction during a time of my life where i practically did not exist irl and had zero social life #so my very limited free time outside of class went into drawing... both other art and comic pages #ive since moved past that very much and so i have less time. and due to a lot of moving stuff and studies i have not had a stable schedule #So i have just been. drawing a lot LESS in general. even for things that have been catching my attention #i genuinely still love the characters though but i genuinely cant express how UNSUSTAINABLE it was long term for me #huge respect to people who can keep up webcomics long term. i have not been able to due to life circumstances #i hope this is understandable too it really saddens me having had to stop but it couldnt really be helped #i hope it is not too big of a letdown... i am just one guy handling all of this #ask #anon #extinction #putting this in the tag in case people search #if you dont wanna stick around anymore due to this i completely understand! but if you do you will catch wind of my other stories #i still love creating and sharing that. either way i hope you have a good day! and thank you kindly for caring

[skeelly]

silly, joking, sarcastic, funny, unserious, spamming, DOUBLE TRIPLE QUADRUPLE MESSAGES, stupid convos>>>>>>all lovey, all "sorry", long paragraphs that only make your mood go down, one word messages, and "ily" after every sentence

#just saying #id rather joke with a friend then be sweet and lovey with them #i cant handle sweet #i actually hate it #and the constant “ily” in every message make me wanna punch my phone #but i never say it cause i always say “ily” to my friends #and its ok once and twice but anymore than that makes me uncomfy #IGNORE THIS POST #kristenstedtalk #AND I HOPE THIS REACHES THE RIGHT PEOPLE

[rotten-dan]

It feels terrible to have anxiety.

#on top of how shitty it makes ur brain. #it just causes problems for everyone around me #i wish i could just *do things* #and not be terrified #i wish i was normal #i wish i could just stop feelkng so guilty and sad #i wannna be normal #i just wanna be normal enough i dont tire people out #i cant handle it anymore. #i feel like a wounded animal #i just wanna find a spot where i can laydown in secret

[dockaspbrak]

what the hell

#ok not to be rude but #i sort of cant handle the depression perhaps anymore like it is unending #i dont understand why god cant just give me theability to reanimate the dead or perhaps just do it himself #i miss the little guy i kind of dont know what to even do #i feel stupid bc i feel like its like....people dont really perhaps i just dont think people are that cool about talking abt grief #esp about pets..like #i feel silly for being so depressed but i also cant perhaps handle it #the self loathing is really hitting a peak this week idk like #where do ie ven go from here is my thought i guess i dont really want to be alive or do anything i just miss him so much #he was so sweet and small #i keep getting served videos about like senior 20 yr old cats being surrendered to shelters and like #im so mad like id do anything to have gotten 2 more years with him wht the fuck are you giving them up for #what the hell #its frustrating because ir eally dont want to be comforted or even spoken to about this im just like mad #mad and bargaining clearly i forget what stages those are #depressed yet pissed off also like what the fuck did he do to deserve this it was so fucking fast #cherish your fucking pets. treasure every fucking day #ugh #maybe ill try a different kind of eating again for awhile tbh lets see what thats like in the new context of living w regan #its hard bc its human nature to criticize and correct i think so its hard to feel like i have the space to do what i want? bc of that.... #idk idk

[saddlepunk]

NOT having a panic attack at work just having funny lil thoughts i cant get out of my head and a silly little increased heartrats that drove me 2 the bathroom to shiver for a bit. now that its over im all good. i can shove all this stuff down in2 the bad zone and maybe if i ignore all this even HARDER itll go away

#he deleted all the messages before i could respond anyways so #i guess maybe its fine #or it isnt and thatll be a nasty surprise for later #either way i deserve this and if he isnt saying anything abt it anymore then i wont either bc i cant fucking handle it #i wish i was a better person but im not #which is also why i can never move in with anyone i dont sort of think deserves it a little too #which is terrible of me but also goes a long way to proving my point i think? #its fine for me to be terrible because i find myself in terrible situations with people who are bad in the same ways as me #and it just makes everything worse but thats how it should be #if i cant kill myself i SHOULD suffer for it

[rootbeerfloats]

finished the succession finale. its royver

#speaking #succession s4 spoilers #god okay its just now hitting me that my favorite show is officially over. WHAT AM I GONNA DO 😭😭😭 #i cant even say 'succession is the best currently airing tv show' anymore oh my god #god that finale made so so so much sense though. it was heartbreaking but it was the only way succession couldve concluded i think #with all three of the siblings losing everything... god... god #i know so many people have said this already but shivs finale has got to be the most heartbreaking oh my god. she chose staying in an awful #marriage to a CEO over being with her brothers because she couldnt handle them having power over her again #she was doomed to be exactly like her mother from the beginning!!!!!!!! #also there are going to be SO many bad shiv takes after this oh my fucking god ive already seen so many. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HER LIKE I DO #tom being CEO makes perfect sense its been hinted at since the season 3 finale but GOD. he really did malewife his way to the top