#I just got to talk to my friend so yay!!

[boobgoogler]

klavier is a project sekai addict capcom told me (truth) and I just KNOWWWW apollo picks at his lips when he's working hard on som shit... aka... afflicting klapollo with mo'isms

#apollo justice #klavier gavin #ace attorney #klapollo #mo art #my art #tw skin picking #? #idk if i need to tag this he's just Locked In... #project sekai #hatsune miku #shes THERE #i think hes playing brain fluid explosion girl #bc #i was playing that when talking to my friends earlier... #and my brother walked in and fed me ice cream #AND I KEPT MY COMBO.... #if u know pjsk/rythem games u KNOWWW sometimes its so hard to focus when talking but #i love that song.... #YAY ! #sorry for rambling ni the tags i love you tumblr #well... #yeah okay its 4 am but #gah #ummmm #i was watching jerma clips while drawing this so apollo becomes a jerma fan... #I WISH I GOT A DOLLHOUSE SHIRT WHEN THEY WERE UP FOR SALE.... forever regret not getting one b4 it went away.. #3 YEARS AGO?????? #WHAT #it cant be that long right? dollhouse was like... last month.... wym.... almost 3 years........

[derpinette]

girls being nice to me gets me higher than ecstasy ever could

#SORRY for the corny post but this is how i truly feel not waxing poetic here like literally it does #i just met the cool girl i keep talking about & IT WAS SÅ FREAKEING ÅSUM ^_^_^_^_^_^ YAY #HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY #OK sorry for screaming But i really am very excited... #turns out she is autistic & we discussed our neuroses while eating & ugh she is just as cool as i thought she was #always tell people you think have Swag that you noticed it on them see how it worked for me #i was so scared of spilling my spaghettis but turns out that was exactly what i needed to do to be friends ^_^ YAY #we went to a lot of different libraries together & i got a small old eyeless bunny plush from the event we went to caus i felt bad for it #i even showed her my pony art & i told her about my cringe interest (that music event i like...♯RealOnesKnow ) #& she thought it was COOL.& i felt like it was really genuine & she talked about reading BL LOL we discussed fujos together #we even talked about finding moids ugly #it was so awesome she was so cool & Nice To Me... i feel like i am on CUMULONIMBUS ( cloud 9 ) ^_^_^_^_^_^ #talking to her in person was so much better than online OMG now i wish i really was friends with you muties IRL #i wish you a Girl Friend experience just like this to those who post about wanting them i really do #also the reason why i even like my Music Event so much is because the first time i watched it was with a bunch of women #& i had so much fun & they were so nice to me i keep returning & now that Event means so much to me & I LOVE IT sorry (NOT) #i know this sounds like tumblrina fiction i would not believe it either IDK what to say to make it sound legitimate 0_0 like it is so crazy #to me as well IDK i can barely get over it & IDK if i really want to so um well YAY ^_^ AIMU SO HEPI :DDD

[hyunrun]

tw ed in the tags !!

#im feeling sooo awful abt my body today its crazy #i dont wanna relapse but also i have prom and grad coming up so its very very tempting #silly side note but ive been friends w some moots on edtwt longer than I've known some of my irls and that's crazy to me #anyway i was looking at tweets of me being so majorly uber excited abt final hitting 45 kg T-T like man omfg #feb 23 me was the skinniest id ever been and i was thriving !! #and i highkey wanna be that again #was my hair thinning and did my face look so gaunt it scared me at times? yes #did i also feel my prettiest + have the most external validation from strangers etc ever? also yes !! #i feel fat and ugly rn but I'm also just very averagely weighted #but i have a naturally broader built but i feel like i look bigger even if I'm not ?? 9ufdkjhjs #anyway its scary looking through old tweets bc I'm talking abt skipping lunch like everyday and stuff like that's scary !! don't do that #but also it makes me wanna do it again like if i could look like that again... id genuinely kill myself for it #i was kinda also p healthy back then LOL only ate god food #cardio every evening + muscle training every morning #anyway teehee thats all i very much dislike my body rn and i hope i can lose a bit so i don't feel like dying <3 #i have hope bc im only 5kg off what i used to be so !! shouldn't be too hard yaaya if i can just get back in the 40s ill be happy like a 47 #i got this !! hopefully will not destroy myself in the process yay #tw ed

[naenaex0xx]

maybe I'm comfortable with tumblr because I get to say things I don't usually tell anyone

#like how my day is? or what dumb stuff im doing lol #my “safe space” where i got to meet people somehow (and theyre very cool :3c) #well. im happy if i get to do it now #cmon nae! sympathy points wont do you any good !! #okay so. tumblr gets to be my little planner too cause i get to write things in the momoment #so im writing things im proud of! #brushed my teeth for more than two mins today #n i actually washed a lil! its embarrassing writing this here because i dont want anyone thinking im dirty.... since its gross #but anyways.. im getting better at putting my phone down at night! #that means fixing my sleep right? i just have to sort out the mornings since i lose track of time #and struggle to leave bed (its too comfyyyy >.<) #and oh. i want to start going on walks.. #itll be hard since the house is getting done n stuff but. anytine if the day. i feel like taking walks woukd be better for me #just to keave the house. my eyes always hurts when i steo outside #n thats not good :< #those are my goals for now. i do wanna get closer to my friends. and actually make friends! #ive had no friendships for nearly a year at college lol #its just been 'oh well' but i have actually felt lonely... oh well- #i guess i wanna get closer to people? #and.. talk to ny old friends too #i feel to guilty #im not good with this stuff. it drains me #but anyways. baby steps right? who knows #maybe ill make a friend on the trip! or next year too! that sounds good #ik nobody'll probably read this cause its word vomit lol #but basically yay yippee im feelin kinds alright #<333 #posts.nae/rambles

[ineffable-gallimaufry]

literally also watched but i'm a cheerleader and that was fun. dante basco was there and he still sounded exactly like zuko which is something someone needs to take advantage of imo

#idk you gotta understand it's got potential #i said i watched it and my dad was like ''why would you'' and i half considered telling him to fuck off tbh #like i bet he watched it thirty years ago and was like ''wow why are they being so in your face'' #and he was probably like ''oh wow i get they're gay and there's sex but do they need to only talk about it???'' #but NO HE WAS WRONG #good movie. i was worried it would be uncomfy and have a sex scene (i just wouldn't want that around friends might be awkward) but it didn't #so yay for not making movie night awkward .

[treesbian]

i think i'm maybe an actual cunt.... need to work on that....

my sister was so so earnestly telling me about hazbin hotel and how she thinks it might be too scary for our younger sister even though she's generally fine with like cursing and sex references. and she showed a clip of alastor and said "this is the scariest character in it right now" but it was literally just him talking slow and getting his face close to the camera and growing taller while having a disproportionate neck. and i pointed all this out and i said "wow that looks so terrifying" <- not genuine. and i also said something along the lines of "i don't think this is any worse than something like gravity falls.... i mean she was also terrified of gravity falls" and my sister was like "your point???" and i said "I don't know. I think I'm just calling you a baby"

and that was mean. sorry. i need to make a point about only bullying about stuff that actually matters 🙏 like all the microagressions. it is morally correct to be mean to someone who refuses to correct their microagressions i think. but the cartoon stuff is just me being a hater and a cunt

#talk tag #i've been a bitch today and i have no idea why. #i said a kind of mean joke to my friend/shift lead at work and i was immediately like 'sorry i dont know why i said that. #i just feel like bullying today' #and he was like 'you just woke up today and felt like bullying people?' #and i said 'guess so. sorry!!' #he got his revenge though i said 'i know how to read i know how to count' bc i missed a ticket i was meant to be making #and he said 'but neither are your strongsuit' and then he laughed and said sorry. #yay for friendship ^_^ friendship is bullying but with love sometimes

[hwanghyunjinenthusiast]

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#mutuals ans friends just so you know I'm not ignoring you #things have just been...a lot lately #and i got sick again which is funnnnn yay #just kinda not feeling like a person at the moment but just know i am not ignoring you #ily drink your water etc etc #rj talks #I'm also starting to prep moving which is funnnnn #it is actually nice to free up space in my apartment though i will say that

[lilgynt]

birthdays haven’t been too bad the last few years but with picking my dad up from rehab last year i’ve been getting antsy about it again and my work is gonna leave balloons and a note on my desk and i do work that day and i thought i had the saving grace of my brother doing a thing with me the DAY after but due to work things were now doin it on the day and it’s just looming closer and closer 😰

#personal #you have like 5 bad birthdays in a row and suddenly have an actual fear of ur bday #again it didn’t happen for a few years so i was fine but dad thing now is scared again 🙄 #anyway i would have said no to the work thing but i wanted to be normal and encourage good will between my coworkers #i mean on my 45 day review perfect notes but my supervisor had to specify leadership when talking about communication bc i DONT be #talking to my coworkers #which totally fine doesn’t effect my work at all but. #idk i didn’t want to be like no when i already don’t talk to people #but did start a convo today!!! #i’m not bad at talking with people or even strangers i’m not even super shy i’m just bad at being a person #anyway so said yes even tho it does make me antsy thinking about #and i hate working on my birthday bc it feels like. #any event on my bday freaks me out or at least used to and does again #like ideal birthday stay home in bed and survive just don’t want to encourage chance or take any risks #i just want to stay still until it’s over and everyone’s okay #but now i’m working and people are gonna say happy birthday and there will be balloons and a note #and my brothers taking me out which yay love him love solo time gonna ask for sushi #but i’m also scared like what if something happens to him? #but it’s silly to live in fear and he’s only here for like a day #and even if my dad came home i also got my first birthday surprise with my friends lying #and saying they needed art supplies and gave me a cake and hannibal stuff and it was so sweet i cried :)))

[nomaishuttle]

guys remind me to watch la bamba later

#nicha said i should watch it #also nichas my beat friend thank gd for nicha. shes like the only irl person ive talked abt it with #and shes like . no you arent overreacting r you crazy . which makes me feel a LOT better #im so sad shes leaving thi :[[ she keeps telling me t move t great wolf lodge with her JFNFJFBF #and she said that if i ever need a ride to a job interview or a drs appt or anything like that t just ask. shes my bestiee #she has a yojnger sister my age (18 (nicha is 25 BTW) but her sister sucks so nicha literally said I wish you were my sister instead. #common kamille w. she also said im her favorite and i get all rhe stuff on her cart when she leaves ^-^ yay #but tbh. i might frrr look into great wolf lodge bc their starting pay is $18 dollars an hour #plus its. hotel work. which is wayy easier than apt cleaning if im being fully honest #and allegedly its closer to my house sooo... #plus. nicha fiona and i thinkk nee? r all leaving? which leaves me dee and brenda ? brother i gtg im not gonna be one of 3 housekeepers. #ik theyd hire more but i just got here i cant be like the 3rd most senior housekeeper 💀 #sry 4 doxxing myself. potentially #oh also the pay here is 16 dollars an hour with literally no room for growth #brenda is housekeeping lead and she makes like. 17. #nee i think has been here almost since the place opened and she still only makes like 16.... which is insane #so ya i might look into gwl. #im mainly scareddd abt getting rides bc rn marian gives me a ride... #n like she could probably still give me a ride in the morning if im sooo niceys but likee. yk. how would i get home at da end of the day #ik i should just suck it up and ask my roommates bc kate is rly nice and prolly wouldnt mind but. gets scared... she also works closing #shifts so she wouldnt be able t bring me home. lily works a ton of different shifts so its not rly a reliable thang so i cant ask her #plus.everything. and then hal . yeah obvious reasons hes not giving me a ride LOL

[bunnyb34r]

Really wish this brain fog would pass bc I have a shitload of posts in my drafts i saved bc i wanted to read them but my brain said no. And it's tax season so I'm getting important papers in the mail and I cant fucking read them. Well I can read them but it's just words. Nothing is connecting up there. Thank god mom is here to help read that shit and translate but fuck do I hate this shit

Why can't my brain fucking WORK

#it feels like when i kept getting concussions in 9th grade (had 4) and i couldnt fucking focus and my reaction time dropped significantly #like we were doing a basic reaction time experiment in science and i said oh lets not use mine when we submit it (group of 3 pick best #result) and my friends were like pfft whatever go. and i did and they got real quiet and were like oh... #bc they didnt realize i was concussed concussed like bitch my ability to vaguely see in the dark is GONE i cannot see my rt is SLOWED #my brain cannot WORK RIGHT #it's recovered since then (yay neuroplasticity) but i still have bad brain fog from fibro and it's like god at least when I was concussed i #could easily be like listen i had 4 concussions i need help. no problem. but with brain fog it feels like give me a min im stupid today #i hate it!! i hate feeling broken i hate feeling like my brain is half working! it sucks!! #i got insurance shit the other day and had to ask my mom to make sure it was just a basic 'yeah youre covered heres more access' and not #something i needed to act on and it was so frustrating #marquilla #and whats worse is sometimes ill be talking or typing and think im making sense and then ill look back at it later or someone will ask me ab #it and its like oh... im sorry my brain is not working atm and i cannot get out what im trying to and what is getting out is jumbled #the absolute worst is when it hits when im driving and it's like hey you're 2 hours away from home snd now LOST get home bitch :) #luckily it only happened when i was 40 min from home and in a familiar enough area but my brain couldnt find the right 'path' #sucked but i actually knew i was actually on the right path when i saw this house with a lesbian flag sgsgdgdgdgdgdgd like oh! here!!

[aroacedavestrider]

Worried for you every time I see your system bitchcount go up. Get well soon yall

hrk well…! hiya im yoi!! (yoimiya genshin) and im answering this one cause im the most recent split hehe. honestly its kinda like….. i dunno were just trying to cope with stuff i guess! i split back toward the end of our fall semester when shit suddenly got really bad after a really good period, (im talking grade dropped from an 85% to a 59%!!! yikes) and, well…….im naturally a cheery person! so i think thats just kinda what we needed during a time of extreme stress and disappointment and i know i am sure happy to provide!!

last time someone split before me was shoby (shinobu genshin) and that was back in may when we were finally kicking our really cringe ex to the curb anddddd we needed a strong assertive force to do it! and shobys been really good at actually getting us in the mindset to sit down and do important tasks ever since. :)

so yeah it does suck that a lot of the time we come about cause something huge happens and were like “uh oh, how do we cope with this?” but i think were here for the better and were all like a little family! im happy to be here and im happy to introduce myself to daves friends on tumblr dot com!! and thank you for your concern too, were doing better ^^

🎇 yoi 🎆

#whoops sorry it got so long!! i like to talk hehe #but i do really enjoy being here with the rest of brainstuck its really reassuring having a whole system there for you when youre down #for a while i was worried i wasnt actually like… real?? since were so fictive-heavy i was like. #almost scared to make myself known? or like. officialize my presence i guess ugh i dunno its hard to explain!! #cause you know. fictive-heavy systems tend to be like ‘uh oh. am i faking? what if this is just a blorbo i think is neat?’ #but… apparently a few others in here had the same kinda feelings #tao back in sept 2021 #koko in april 2022 #hell even our karkat has had some instances where he felt really strange about just. being #but its ok!! were allowed to just… *be!* and i had to really internalize that ESPEEECIALLY after everything calmed down after the fact #like ‘uh oh am i still needed?’ typea thing. which isnt a very good feeling :/ #but. headmates are so much more beyond being useful at a specific point in time #my headmates are my friends! and i like existing :) its fun. we sing in the car together #which btw i have a really solid handle on my voice now!!! yay!!!! #anyway enough rambling hehe. yoi OUT #ask #anonymous #dave speaks #(well… not really!) #dave fictive moment #plural system

[pentanguine]

The next time I’m tempted to have a robust social life, someone remind me: DON’T

#i have done quite simply way too much over the past week #and am going to do even more this coming week yay?? #today i hosted an entire fucking picnic which was just an ordeal from start to finish #(and it shouldn't have been! i got to see my friends and the weather was lovely and my friends were lovely and it went objectively well) #but i was so worn out from pride yesterday that i had to spend most of the day in bed #and i was fretting to an unreasonable degree about whether i had enough food and the right kind of food and whether i was Normal #(spoiler: python you are never Normal and that's fine) #and then the picnic itself was. fine. objectively. good! objectively. #but i invited two different groups of friends and each group mainly talked to each other and i felt split between them #and i got so overwhelmed trying to keep track of two conversations at once #and i said dumb stuff and didn't say stuff i'd meant to say and ended up having an abrupt on-stage reality check that my brain is a bastard #who bullies me by telling me shit that isn't true #and now i'm like...so overwhelmed i feel like i'm gonna cry #too much thinking about my brain being a dick on multiple levels and feeling spread thin among my friends and worn out socially and also now #thinking about personal things i wasn't particularly planning to think about at 10pm tonight and just. #oh my god. #the next time i try to have an active social life someone lock me in a cupboard for a week #personal

[astrxealis]

dear god all my favorite medias do Something to me but there is Something about fe3h and gbf that is. so

#��� ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #basically they make me very giddy LMFAOOO ALSO OHMY my irl friend who me and lune got into gbf has been doing wmtsb :(( #we don't talk to the guy as Much but i realize he is in summer break now already wow lucky guy but yeah we're still cool ! #RAGHHH BEEN PLAYING GBF MORE YAY but we're going to Work Work Work to get him back to playing ffxiv too fr <3 #anyway you see i was fixing my youtube playlists. i also accidentally named my kh playlist so/riku but shhh #but yeah. so i was fixing my youtube playlists. and i. okay nvm i remember OKAY so yeah i rewatched the three hopes trailer for #blue lions reaaally quickly on a whim and i saw dimitri and i was already so whgjhabjgjegjhbdshgbh so yeah... yeah #and then gbf GODDAMN just. the amount of reaaally juicy characters okay. yeah? yeah. yeah

[adore-gregor]

Heyy

#i'm back after disapearing from tumblr (again🥲) #so uni was stressful #but i passed all my tests so far (well one i'm still waiting for the results but i did so well on it i could hardly have failed it) #i even did well 😁 got a b on the first one and a c on the 2nd one (which i'm happy with because quite a few failed and many d's) #(for the one i'm still expecting i should have at least get a C or i might even get a B or an A) #so yay #but my mental heath is always getting worse when i'm studying anyone else 🥲 #like i do nothing else or feel like i can't do anything else often order food because i feel like i don't feel like i have time for cooking #and the anxiety i stress so much before the exam until the very moment i have it then i'm calm again😂 #like it's whatever i can't do anything more now anyway so i might just do this #i then talk myself up i'm gonna do great on it because i studied well #but it still got better compared to when i was younger i still cooked some meals i saw my best friend during exam week #i also stay positive most of the times because generally i'm a very positive person but sometimes the nerves get to me still #also i find these study tiktoks or tumblr pages so funny the studying part with the clean desk and morning routines life together 😅 #i feel like it's not realistic and putting so much pressure on you i kinda hate it #i mean you shouldn't give up on trying to be balanced and relaxed with studying but some amount if mess is normal i feel like #my desk always rather looks a mess when i study #but it's unnecessary pressure fr studying is not an aesthetic and it doesn't need to look like it #all that matters is that you pass your exam and staying in a positive headspace ig #anyway now it's over i'm happy and i have a life again after those 2 weeks #no tests until end of january #only the extra studying for the medicine entrance exam is still a lot🥲 #besides i really love playing tennis so much lately this sport is everything to me :)) #it helps my mental health so much it gives me so much motivation and makes me happy whenever i play #also my progress was so big this half year 🫶 more than over the course of the last years fr #i went from probably below average in my team to one of the good players #almost won a set against our best player it was close months ago i lost 2:6 i had no chance #everyone says i improved sm 🥹 and yeah this makes me proud bc i trained sm so i really earned it (also found a coach again) #and it's exciting bc i made it a challenge for myself of how far i can go and how fast i can improve #with quick improvement certainly a lot is possible and i love a good challenge 😄

[dmclemblems]

I tend to love the most hated and/or misunderstood characters but I will never give up defending them and supporting them.

#I remember this one time I was doing a tier list with a friend #and I sat there for a literal Half Fucking Hour talking about One Character #bc the fandom has gotten so accustomed to hating him for such a stupid reason #that it's even leaked into Fodlan memes and I'm like bruh don't MAKE ME whip out the essays #I have to hold back when I see it esp on Twitter bc I'm like #no me stop they're not worth it they'll never understand anyway they simply cannot understand nuanced characters like this #THE WORST PART OF MY SITUATION IS LIKE... I love the hated characters and hate loved characters #like some of my most disliked or hated characters are so popular and I'm just ??? but then with mine I'm like #yay nuance yay character yay depth yay development AND SOMEHOW PPL DON'T SEE IT #but rly I'm p sure they just don't want to see it bc once ppl decide they don't like xyz they purposely ignore development and good things #same as how so many ppl decide they love xyz and purposely ignore all the bad things #but you know what I'm proud that I love a character with depth who is one of the best units in FE history #I'm proud of that 100 percent crit rate and I'm proud of the constant overkill and I'M GLAD YOU GOT AN ALT IN FEH SO QUICK BABE #AND I'M GLAD YOUR OG UNIT IN FEH IS TOTAL MURDER BABE. I KNOW THEY CAN NEVER MAKE YOU AS OP AS CANON #BC YOU'D DOMINATE THE ENTIRE MOBILE GAME BUT JUST NOW THAT YOU EVEN TOOK CELICE'S SPOT AS #MY 'SENT TO FRIENDS FOR BATTLE' UNIT BC IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE #man this entire post's tags turned into a tribute to one character instead of the others in mind whoops #but then I think he's the MOST misunderstood and wrongfully hated so It's Okay #all of the misunderstood characters I love will have their time #...is Wolf also misunderstood? I don't think anyone cares about him I think he's off the angry fans hook #nowadays Alvis has it better than he used to like man I used to have hold him up like Simba #I'm pretty sure nobody really cares about Ephidel in fact ppl just get curious or confused about why I like him so much #I think they're like my trio of ''you can squeak by'' #but that says nothing for all the time I had to put into defending Holsety and I have no idea if I'd have to still #is he still hated? do I still have to pin ppl to the wall as I explain dragon dad's feelings??? #dragon dad the savior of all of jugdral??? i will do it i will pin ppl to the wall and defend him whenever i must #DCB Comments

[tiredsadpeach]

Fun fact about me I only ever smoked for the first time at work when I had a headache and asked for ibuprofen and got offered a delta 8 vape instead

#and now I really wanna vape but I’m afraid of my family finding it and judging me for it lmao #like I honestly feel like everyone would be disappointed in me if I got one #I’m not even addicted yet I just liked the burn I want the feeling again #sucks that I still live at home and share a room with my sister because how the fuck do you hide a vape like that #but also the urge to buy one intensifies when I’m in a bad mood so I know Why I want it but I simply do not care #idek if delta 8 has nicotine in it but I want just a regular nicotine vape because delta 8 would be expensive and I would only be able to #hit it when at work and stuff so if it was delta 8 and I was driving that would not be good #yeah sorry I’m back to saying every little thought here because I feel like my friends just don’t care anymore #the one that I feel does care is my fp’s partner so I’m always reminded in a tweet by my fp later that he’s crazy and hates everyone that #talks to his partner which makes me feel so good!!!!! the only person who cares makes me hated by my fp if I talk to them!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!! #it’d be different if my fp reassured me but we haven’t really talked in two days or more idk and I’m going crazy <3 being hated by your fp #feels like all of your skin being ripped off lmaoooo