#I really need to get my nails done

[queen0fm0nsterz]

Reading my fave thin man and lady fic. Kicking my feet a lot because tbh. Sometimes a sad man really is just a weird woman's science project in a way that is so homoerotic

#carols.txt #when i tell you i've been re-reading this single one shot religiously every single month for almost three years I mean it #《straight》 ship so good we call it queerbaiting #LMAOOOOOO #call it yaoyuri the way these old people r tragic and doomed by the narrative or whatever #listen as a bi person on the aroace spectrum whatever this fic was trying to convey really strikes a cord #while its not the same as my own this characterization of them is so intriguing. im so hooked on it #^^ one thing i think this person really nailed was thin man's immaturity (stemming from his emotions oftentime being too big to control) -> #and the desire of attention that comes with said immaturity while also having the lady be both cold (normal) and intrigued in a way that -> #that really fits her character. curiosity is one of the many facets that make up her character that don't get explored much and i think its #done so well here for like no reason💀 THIS AUTHOR COOKED TOO HARD YOU GUYS #like ofc she wouldnt send him away. shes studying him under a microscope. even though hes annoying as hell #thin man is plagued by sassy man syndrome in this which is really fucking funny cus it lasts a total of 3 seconds before she finds him out #PLUS THE TALK ABOUT THE TOWER AND THE WORLD... AUGHHH #i need this author to give me their brain NOW #AUGHHHHHAAGGGHEEHH #everyone needs to start doing thinlady the way this person was doing it #this is the biblically accurate old people (in case my theory abt baby lady having been in the pale city is wrong) #live laugh love. its my birthday. spoiling myself a bit. goddamn.

[kingofmeatballs]

*drumroll* And here it is!

Ah yes, the homoeroticism of lighting a cigarette from another man's cigarette

#btw I know that cigs won't give that much light #it just looks cool ok? #window was a last minute edition #needed another source of light #also #kids don't smoke #these are cancer sticks #you don't want to know how much time i spent just looking at Yancy's face heart eyes style #ucufogucug am embarsd #but not really #ahwm yancy #my art #iswm #guess can add this tag too #and me 💁 #also i'm begging you don't look at this damn window too closely #i was tired ok? #me in prison getting my nails done like 💅

[rawliverandgoronspice]

I just: finished my translation work 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#thoughts #IT'S DONE!!!!!! #IT'S DONE!!!! #I've been working on this game since almost exactly 2 years #two years and one month to be exact #so I'm a little emotional!! #it's going to be a really sweet game I'm happy I got to work on it #with a story that is simple and approachable but with pretty neat character depth #like a hot cocoa and cinnamon cookie during a rainy day kind of game #ALSO I got my first feedback on the unmanageable thralls outline #and the issues weren't where I expected them to be #it's always the thing I assumed I had nailed................... #actually once I secure an acceptable v2 #I Might look for people willing to give me feedback #especially on the most sensitive parts (but also overall) #I just need to be more sure of myself + have some kind of sample scene that I can slide alongside so people can get an idea of #what it actually looks like re: medium and mood etc #ANYWAY

[i-know-you-wanna-kiss-me]

feeling soooo stressed out today

#overslept #wasn't even a big deal because i don't have anywhere to go or anything to do other than tidy my room #but my room is SUCH a mess and i just want to be able to move into my sisters room like i was supposed to do weeks ago #but of course #my brother refuses to leave it and he screams at me anytime i 'disobey' him #literally going to cry it's just not fair everything was supposed to be perfect #at least tomorrow i get to buy overpriced hair products and makeup #but i still haven't even done my back to school shopping or anything at all really #i'm unprepared for ballet #tried stretching again last night and it was awful #i used to be soo good at it #maybe i'll just stick with hiphop until i can properly move my legs without them hurting #i haven't ran since june too because of the weather #need to book a nail appointment too

[blunderpuff]

my mom hates the house, hates the neighborhood (can't walk to anything/have to get in the car for everything), can't find stuff she packed, doesn't have good places to put her stuff, her big desk doesn't fit in the "office alcove", the cat is days away from being put down and so he's clingy and sad...

MA'AM. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WAS DESPERATE TO MOVE. BUYING THIS HOUSE HAS BEEN IN THE WORKS SINCE JULY OF THIS YEAR. "MOVING" AS A CONCEPT HAS BEEN THE SUBTITLE OF MY LIFE FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS. YOU DO NOT GET TO BE A PISSY TODDLER NOW. THIS IS LITERALLY ALL YOUR DOING.

#the secret world of merry mac #and she keeps yelling at Arthur to leave her alone but he's fucking dying. he barely eats and he's cold and has balance issues #the poor cat is existing in his final week on this planet and she's just mad at him and taking it out on him #i have basically no furniture (none of it matched and so i didn't mind giving it away/selling it) #so that means my things are all shoved into precariously stacked boxes and i'm sleeping on an army cot #i'm depressed too!! i left a decent paying job doing something i really liked! i would have been fine moving to a different house in town!! #she wanted (1) trader joe's (2) kaiser permanente and (3) her own swimming pool #she got (1) trader joe's 2 freeways/30m drive away (2) no kaiser and (3) no pool #this is how we always move; my mom gets the itch and then we leave. it's not that she wants to move TO somwhere-- it's just AWAY from here #(wherever 'here' is) #so i spent my entire last paycheck on furniture that won't even be here for a week or more #i also hate the (brand new) fridge that came with the house. it's a side-by-side and it's simultaneously stupidly spacious #but also the space is used in such a stupid way that you can't even lay a frozen pizza flat on a freezer shelf #she also collects screws/nuts/bolts/nails/washers like a fucking magpie and so no two are the same #and she doesn't use the correct things for the job and she just put two ROOFING NAILS into the wall to hold a magnet board up #she sucks at home repair (made worse by the aforementioned WRONG TOOLS FOR THE JOB) and so everything is done #with extreme frustration and it turns out half-assed and looks bad #she doesn't wait and/or think about where she wants stuff to go so she's just spent the afternoon hanging things up badly #and the house is going to look like it was decorated by some clown who needs to hang every piece of art they own all at once #we have picture rails so we can swap artwork/photos according to mood/season/etc but no... she just puts EVERYTHING out all at once #anyway i'm so sad and tired and frustrated and angry and it feels really unfair to keep my mouth shut when she says 'i wish we never moved!

[depraved-gf]

Want my nails done fr this time but I forgot just how damn expensive it is /cry

Guess imma keep buying these $5 self kits and breaking them off next day because I'm an overstimulated beast

#When you get your nails really done you can't break them off #I love them but holy god the overstimulation #Really need a daddy that'll pay for my nails so I can show him his fav color around his cock #Will buy you video games in return #And give head under the desk while you play them #NOT LOOKING FOR HANDOUTS ITS JUST EASIER FOR ME TO BUY YOU STUFF THAN SPEND MONEY ON MYSELF #It's a win win tbh

[woodnrust]

I should treat myself <- does not have the time nor money to treat myself

#jelly.txt #first and foremost i NEED to see a professional ballet i'm so serious i miss the feeling of sitting in a huge fancy theatre #listening to great music and watching people dancing gracefully but SECONDLY i just once in my life would like to #get my nails done professionally at a salon because i'm always doing it myself and i love the look of metallic cat-eye polish #and i do own a bottle but watching how somebody else does it first certainly has its appeal #especially since i KNOW that it's always gorgeous when done right . but yeah those are like #the only two relaxing activities that i really wanna do but alas . they're both expensive :( #but hopefully by next year i'll have a license and maybe even a job so i could save up some of my money for this kind of thing...

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

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#trying to. figure out how to push lightly against barriers I’ve never really pushed before #without seeming too disrespectful or crossing anyone else’s boundaries or drawing too much attention to myself #(bought new nail polish and it’s a lot darker than I thought it would be but also basically the exact colour I /wanted/ when I bought it #and once I finished painting one hand I casually showed my mom and she was like ‘oh. that’s dark. not really a fan :/‘ #even tho I’m a full-grown *adult* who has been flat-out told by her parents that she’s basically allowed to wear whatever she wants now #in the way of makeup/etc #I don’t want to upset my mother. I don’t want to trespass on any of her boundaries; I don’t want to seem like I’m trying to push limits. #but I. really want to wear this nail polish 😅 #I NEVER paint my nails largely bc the only colours I would paint them are ones I know she’d personally never do herself #and I don’t want to upset her by not being her exact carbon copy clone all the time #but I’m finally getting to the point where I feel like I need to push back a little bit or I’ll never be able to be my own person at all. #*sigh* #friends n mutuals maybe say a prayer that I will proceed wisely and prudently. that no conflict will be started because of this. #and that I’ll be able to keep surrendering myself and my desires about this sort of stuff—like I’ve done for 2 decades now— #if that’s what it takes to keep the peace.) #personal #delete later

[magpigment]

i think it’s so funny to be a writer with multiple stories that you flesh out and develop and world build and then never write.. like yes i have an incredibly intricate explanation for how this worlds religion works based on how each individual fantasy culture and race i made perceives the afterlife and deities of the world (that i also made up). yes there is deeply ingrained stigma even lasting into present day in my story that still impacts some of the characters more than others. yes it’s also a metaphor for modern day religious fanaticism and the way it others people for no discernible reason. yes there are also unicorn people and phoenix people and basilisk people and werewolves and vampires and necromancers and sirens and hydras and giants of all different varieties and yes i love this story dearly. no i won’t ever write it. why? reasons.

#dandy talks #my ocs #LIKE. i have so many characters!! and the world is so interesting to me! and sure the plot is half baked but that’s irrelevant! #and also the reason i haven’t actually written anything for it yet. but mostly it’s irrelevant! #and i’ll need to go back and look at my story notes and stuff for it to make sure i’ve got everything and stuff #and revamp some outdated concepts because i haven’t done any proper story building for it in like a year or two #it doesn’t help i have like several different worlds that i take turns worldbuilding #and NONE of them have a solid plot! it’s an issue!! #i really need to get at least a very rough story outline for at least ONE of these stories otherwise i’m gonna go mad #why must the creative process be like clawing my way up from hell tooth and nail. this sucks <- subjects myself to it willingly and with jo #man. i love my little guys so much tho #liu my beloved. liu is one of my oldest characters actually (as in i’ve had him as a character for a very long time. he’s still a teenager) #i need to post more art of my characters. they’re so scrungly

[ghoulsbeard]

I love plays and adaptations of plays im feeling the love for plays tonight. awhile ago i started trying to rewrite a daa fic as a play for fun and to imagine how i would attempt to even do it but i honestly and truly believe 2 is the game destined for a fic written as a play. would i have the chops for that.. probably not

#can you imagine it though. like if you could really nail varrics part particularly the whole thing would get off its feet. and the rest #would really need to sing for it to work but by gd . Isabela’s entrances and exits… merrill appearing behind a scrim. the stage tricks for #justice and the lights gone down to a single spotlight when saemus dies in his fathers arms. like fuck offfffff #the ending would be the hardest part but also the best #tied w the beginning for me bc im all about those #i had my sandwich haha so im done <3

[foxcassius]

katie and the other girl teacher at the school keep trying to convince me to get into the habit of spending 100,000 won every month and a half on getting my nails done and like. i simply dont want to do that.

#katie regularly ignores me when i say no to pretty mundane personal decisions #like not wanting to use a sinus cleansing saline bottle to halfway drown myself just bc im sick #or not wanting to pick up an expensive self-care habit #like i'll say 'thanks for the rec but its not really for me' and she just goes 'but what if i repeatedly asked you to say yes instead' #and they're nothing that's a big deal so i dont want to snap or anything and be like i said no leave it at that but also these are such #basic boundaries. why is she ignoring them so. i dont want to get my nails done. its expensive and i hate when people touch my cuticles. #and she keeps going 'but a lot of the designs are a lot cheaper like only 50k' okay well not doing it is free. #if im going to get solid-color nails why would i not just paint them at home myself ?????????????? #'the solid colors are only 50k' okay and i dont like them theyre not cute theyre not worth that. #some of the intricate designs are amazing they take talent and time theyre worth money #after going into the salon and hearing the woman talk about it im open to the idea of getting a special set for a special occasion #i do not see the Need to go get a solid color every month and a half for 50k+. #t

[szczylpierdolony]

idk why but im sooo pumped abt halloween this year for no reason like i already got some halloween candy ready for the kids in my neighbourhood and theres still a month left

#i always liked halloween but this year i just feel really exited for some reason #i love october in general bc its not that cold yet but it feels like fall and the trees get all pretty #the air smells different too ahhhhhh #but srsly ive been watching horror movies and im planning on carving a pumpkin which i havent done for like 2 years now bc i would forget #and i have a couple of books from the lubrary to finish but once i do im planning on reading coraline #idk!! im just really into it this year #the weather is very fitting too #at least today #i wanna get more candy from tiger specifically bc they have some fun stuff #maybe ill get sth to decirate our gate so that kids will know theyll probably get sth #they havent been coming bc of covid but they used to come every year but we never have candy in the house #and i always feel bad and my mom tried to find sth to give them #but ill be ready this year #idk i love fall i really do #and then november and pańska skórka hell yeah #and sweaters and my brown clothes that finally look appropriate #i need to paint my nails and i’m thinking dark green and orange later #dante yells

[backhurtyy]

yesterday i got through all my homework but two assignments, and today i want to disappear into my bed forever. make it make sense.

#the last two assignments aren’t even difficult!!! #and i do actually need to finish them because i have theatre and a concert tonight and then tomorrow i have five thousand things to do #so i need to finish them #and i also want to get my nails done :// #i don’t think that’s going to happen tho #which sucks cause i really need them OFF #anyways sorry i’m feeling oddly melancholy today

[kingleedo]

first world problems be like

got my hair appointment moved to this Saturday cause my hairdresser is leaving for honeymoon NOW I NEED TO WASH MY HEAD TODAY cause i washed it on Tuesday before i knew abt the changes and i am going out tomorrow

so keeping it unwashed until Saturday is meh, i want it to look pretty tomorrow. washing it on Friday is also a no no cause the dirtier the hair for bleaching the better

BUT I AM ALSO SO LAZY AND SLEEPY

#tbd #life is so hard man #ALSO I NEED TO GET MY NAILS DONE AND IDK WHAT TO DO #I REALLY LOVE THE ONES I HAVE NOW #but i never did the same design twice whhahaha

[crawlingalloverme]

Bare nails and toes 😶

#i need to get them done #my bf likes when i have red nails #his mars ruled venus 🥵 #in love with the fact that im the first Pisces placement he has ever dated and he loves my feet #i have a slight [retracted] skskks #he has really nice feet but i know if we have a baby the babies feet are going to be big #mr. size 12 in shoes