#I’m barely alive.

[spacechairs]

the owl house will now forever be to me what it’s like to have grown up, no one knowing what’s wrong with me, being so different, struggling in school. and while I can’t say i fully feel like ive had the amazing room to grow like Luz, goddamnit. god fuck.

it’ll always remind me of my mother learning things about me, wanting to support me through my transition, loving me as her son. it’ll remind me of my dad, who’s always been like me, always full of love who’s always cheered me on in my unique upbringing. fuck i never thought id ever see someone like my dad on tv, even if it was brief. that was MY FATHER. fuck.

#im going through something #my life is hell #everything is going to shit #I’m barely alive. #and i get to wake up #tomorrow. #feeling like everything is different #but I’m not alone

[yeonggisbitch]

#i’m still alive #(barely) #but alive! #school bus graveyard #webtoon #sbg #sbg (webtoon)

[deityofhearts]

my paycheck ended up being less than it was supposed to be and after paying my phone bill i don’t have any money left for groceries and other necessities until the next paycheck (so two weeks from now) and idk what else to do other than ebeg for help affording things. Idk how much to even ask for without being absurd

$0/$150

kofi

cashapp

venmo

paypal

#deity dialogue #I hate my whole ass life lol #I’d rather be dead than have to constantly live like this but unfortunately I’m still fucking alive. #like at least I’ll be able to pay my phone bill but there’s a lot of shit that I need that I just won’t be able to afford #I just want to cry #like I do not want to do this anymore I do not want to exist anymore I’m freaking tired of it. #I hate life I hate the world I hate everything #I hate my job too. I’m full of hate can you tell??? #it’s not like I asked to be born and have to barely make it by every goddamn day

[drugsforaddicts]

Jere who? This is ”Heila” and a Jukka fancam for @bisonaari and @bisonaari only 😌

#I’m alive.. barely… #so much happened and Idk how to feel #käärijä #käärijä böle #jukka sorsa

[mossiestpiglet]

Passages from The Spirit Bares Its Teeth that make me, noted viscera autistic, feel very Seen

#the spirit bares its teeth #andrew joseph white #I’m just over half way through and enjoying it immensely #the mc isn’t as violent as I am/would be but like. that’s also definitely why he’s still alive #ecdysing

[melobin]

popping in to post this hehe

#he’s so FINE #also please bare with me i’m not doing too good mentally so im struggling with posting a little but im alive <3 #✧ melody posts

[ask-claus-and-ninten]

3 am life sign. Of the Ness and Claus being dudes.

Inspired by photos from my days in university years ago 🤧

I didn’t have a couch in my apartment. My friends just hung out on the floor and the blankets my roommate had out.

#claus #ness #mother series #mother 3 #earthbound #mother 2 #I hope Ness’ shirt is familiar 👀 #I wanna draw them more so badly #I’m still alive but barely draw </3 #working 10-12 hour shifts and sleeping that’s it #maybe I’ll just randomly appear and post art every few months who knows!

[kitocrystal]

#fanart #kitos art #alien stage #alnst #alnst till #alnst ivan #ivantill #alnst mizi #alnst sua #mizisua #cool new brush #you can bet ur @$$ Ivantill’s my favorite #round 6 is coming and I’m currently coping via fanart rn #ITS BEEN WAITED ON FOR OVER A YEAR #THIS FANDOM WILL COLLAPSE THE MOMENT IT RELEASES AND IM NOT MAKING IT OUT ALIVE PEOPLE #wahshdhf #its funny how hyunamizi is kinda canon now but i barely see much of it #this is actually my first time drawing alnst fanart despite having watched it ever since round 3’s teaser release

[merlinemrys]

honestly cannot trust some of y’all’s merthur fic recs bc i opened one and the first few paragraphs were that gwen DIED and i audibly said “no” and just exited the screen

#i do NOT support fridging gwen ‼️ i’m sorry u can be the best writer ever but that’s my GIRL i cannot stand to see her die #shows #bbc merlin #gwen #merthur #text #tais toi lys #lys lb: fic #she cannot die while arthur lives that’s fucking illegal to me #gwen dies at the ripe old age of 92 and merlin’s holding her hand as she passes #anyway. ive heard this fic is REALLY GOOD and honestly merthur’s barely there but like. HELP my one rule is that Gwen is alive idec if she’s #not even in the fic but she MUST be alive to me #😭 #*

[dereles]

Highschool AU where Laura/Talia is the drama teacher at Beacon Hills High and when the actor who’s playing the hot muscular bad boy character gets mono or something equally bad she’s like ‘Derek you have to come be this character and save the play!’ And Derek (a Senior) grumbles about it but he doesn’t really get a choice. And then he realizes Stiles is in the play and he’s a whole lot more cool with it. And then he realizes he’s supposed to kiss Stiles in the play

#could be human AU but also not necessarily #also could be Alive Hale Family but not necessarily as long as Laura’s still alive #Laura could be like 8-10 years older than Derek and be teaching #also not me writing a highschool AU when I barely even read them lmao #sterek #sterek prompts #stiles stilinski #derek hale #actually now that I think about it Derek’s character doesn’t necessarily have to be hit and muscular #I’m pretty sure there’s a gay kiss in Rent maybe Stiles plays the guy that dies and Derek plays the other guy? #i know nothing about this I saw Rent only once years ago

[ratskool]

I’m like Johnny Truant in the tags of every goddamn post I make or reblog on this site and I’m not apologizing. If you want me to apologize come over to my house and you can talk to the minotaur about it

#House of leaves #im literally going insane these days I should go back to journaling but I’m also afraid of how far off the deep end I’ll go #Literally I am losing it and I’m being serious #I’m so fucking tired of being lonely and being left out and not being able to make connections #Sometimes I feel as if im doing things without realizing and no one is telling me about it #Other times it feels like I must have something incredibly wrong with my face or body and no one will say anything #People make plans and don’t bother to ask me if I want to join and then when I find out there’s a group chat that all my friends are in #Except me and when I asked if I could join I was given a bunch of reasons that were frankly bullshit why I couldn’t join #Are they talking shit about me? I know everybody there it’s not like I am a stranger #Am I just a stranger in this world as I unllikeable? I try my best to be nice and charitable but what am I missing? #Do I black out and say things and do things? Am I more mentally ill than I know? #The only reason (or one of the very few) why I stay alive is because of my horses because I know they would miss me and I already feel bad #Not seeing them everyday #I’m tired of being the odd one out I’m tired of being entertaining when necessary #I don’t want my only friends to be horses because it further alienates me from the rest of society and I just want to be accepted I’m not #Looking to fit in I just want connection and friendship and I can barely seem to manage that #Maybe I’m just not worth it.

[emergingghost]

what the heck!

#boygenius #i’m barely alive

[betterluck-nextt1me]

i am too sad to breathe.

#tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #hell is a teenage girl #jenny you’re barely alive #i’ll eat when i’m dead

[cellophaine]

Not me being on the brink of deleting my blog and disappearing into the unknown to coming up with a new story and vigorously typing it down on my computer.

#i’m the problem #not dead just barely alive

[bibleofficial]

gloria & i getting up @ the same time today omg queeeennn

#stream #literally obsessed w her #that’s my BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!! #i mean she probably knows bc sometimes i’m like wait she’s not up 👁️👁️ then i go open her cube & blow a bit to see if it moves like ok word #she’s alive then she pokes her head out & her face is all crinkled & angry & her whiskers are fucked up eyes barely open 😭😭😭😭😭😭 PISSED #ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA she’s so fucking funny i love her so much

[deathtodickens]

#bering and wells #warehouse 13 #dickens draws #endless wonder wives #it’s me hi I’m so stressed the fuck out #but mini thriving #very mini minuscule just barely alive thriving #because car is in the shop for a month and school is annoying and work is basically just me yelling at cops #and now my kitchen is being demo’d because of a leak under the sink I didn’t see for months #I can feel the ulcers growing lol #anyway I finished another chapter of ages #not posting until the final short short conclusion is done #and then zooming into part two which has been half written for years