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haileybeehappy · 1 year

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Drug Dealer Harry

Long Hair Harry because I’m in love with him.

Idk the word count. It won’t let me check.

Warnings: ummm. Drugs… obvi. Fingering. Oral (fem receiving) switch reader and Harry

There is no love confession. There is no spilling of the heart. So you lay in your bed with your finger hovering over the send button of the text you have typed out for Harry.

Do you think I could get a few grams tonight?

I’m not to far from your place now if you want me to drop in

You pop out of the bed and shoot to the bathroom fingers typing as fast as you could get them to move.

Sure. Pop in whenever. Door is unlocked.

You slip the lock of your door and bolt into the bathroom to throw yourself together before he gets there. Brushing your teeth while trying to pick an outfit that says ‘I definitely wear this when I’m alone lounging around the house but I still wanna look hot asf’. You settle on an old band tee you had stolen from an ex and a simple pair of spandex shorts that weren’t too short. You brush some mascara onto your eyelashes before applying a little blush and highlighter to give your face some life and just as you finish running your finger through your hair you hear your door open.

“You know it is very unsafe to leave your door unlocked. Anyone could just walk right in,” Harry jokes as he takes his shoes off. You have wandered out of your. Bathroom and Into the living space of your one bedroom apartment

“Good thing we know every single person who lives in this god forsaken place. Who’s gonna break in?” He shrugs.

“I don’t know man. I hear there’s a drug dealer in the loose out there,” he says with a smirk.

“Oh no! In our precious little town?! What are we gonna do?” You feign shock. He just shakes his head and reaches into his pocket and throws a small ziplock baggie at you. You catch it at the last second between your fingers. Harry plops down on the couch and starts digging around his backpack. Pulling out a rolling tray and papers. You watch as he rolls a joint. His fingers moving at a steady pace. The motions being muscle memory by now. He brings the paper up to him mouth and licks the edge. Watching him roll joints is quite literally your favorite thing in the world to do. You love watching his hands. His tattooed ring clustered fingers. He looks up and catches your eyes on him as he brings the j to his lips and lights it up. He motions you with his head to sit next to him. You slip into the couch next to him and after he takes a drag he hands it off to you. Your fingers tracing his as he lets go. Your breath hitches in your throat as you inhale and start to cough.

“God y.n. Don’t die on me,” his hand comes to your back and soothes you as he rubs from the small of your back to your shoulder blades and back and forth.

“Holy shit,” you cough through the smoke.

“You’re definitely more of a professional than that damn,” you let out a laugh and his hand stills on your back. You give him back the joint and lean back into the couch. His hand moves up and onto the back of the couch. Keeping you tucked into his arm.

“I don’t know what happened. Damn went lil bitch on you,” you laugh. Dropping the back of your head and into his arm.

“There’s times you’re not a lil bitch?” He feigns shock. You gasp. You smack your hand against his chest.

“You’re so mean!” You exclaim. Before you can pull your hand back he captures it in his hand. He has always been relatively touchy with you. But he was with everyone else in his life too. Your heart quickens at the contact of his hand over yours.

“Hitting isn’t nice y.n ,” he has the j in the same hand he has pressed against yours. He brings the hand from around the back of the couch and switches the j from on hand to the other. He then brings it to his lips and inhaled. Your body and his so close you can feel each others heart beat. His hand doesn’t go far after he release the joint from his mouth. He brings it to yours and tips your head with his hand that is still holding yours. “Come on, take it,” a pulse is sent through your body. You slip it between your lips and let the smoke flow into you. “Good girl,” you close your eyes and hold it in your lungs. He’s definitely doing that on purpose. There’s no other meaning to that right. You blow the smoke out and stay propped against his body. Leaning into him more as you slowly feel your body slip into the comfort of your high.

“How come I haven’t seen you in a while?” You had avoided him due the creeping up of feeling and the fact that you had some very vivid sex dreams about him and couldn’t look at him without blushing. So you’ve been stretching your weed out longer and buying more in one go.

“Things have been busy. And I haven’t really had the money,” you shrug after a long pause.

“You and I know you only pay cause you want to y.n,” you open your eyes and look up at him. Your nose almost bumping against his.

“Oh? This is news to me,” you smile at him. He nods in an affirming way.

“Of course y.n. I would give you anything for next to nothing,” you cock an eyebrow at him.

“Well what is next to nothing then?” He leans closer to the point his lips are hovering over yours.

“I’m sure you can figure something out,” you lean up and close the gap between the two of you. His hand release yours and his fingers come to touch your face. Taking your chin between his fingers. You lean into him. Your legs colliding with his. He pulls back from you and leans forward. Dropping the joint onto the rolling tray before sitting back and in one swift move grabbing your leg and guiding you to straddle him. You let a laugh like yell. He smiles up at you before slipping his hands up from your thighs to your ass. To your hips. To your waist. His fingers gripping at your waist as he rubs his thumbs over your hip bones. Your lips not quite touching ghosting over his you tease him as he comes up to kiss you. You pull away ever so slightly. He lets out a whimper as you pull away one last time. You look down at him with a smile as he pouts up at you.

“I’m sure you can figure something out,” you laugh as his hands tightly grab your exposed skin under your t shirt.

“Please y.n. I need it,” you smile through the kiss as you press yourself into him. His hips grind up into yours as being your hands to rest on his neck. Lightly pressing your thumb into his skin. He lets out a little moan and pulls down harder into his lap.

“So good for me Harry,” you mumble into his lips. He just hurriedly nods his head.

“So good for you y.n,” you swoon at his little whines. You slowly start to grind down onto him. Not using speed but pressing against him hard. “Please, I just wanna feel you,” you grasp the back of his head pulling his face into your chest, gripping his hairs at the base of his head pulling on them slightly.

“Be quiet and let me play,” you whispered in his ear. He nodded. Head still tucked in your chest. His hands tap twice on your back. You release your grip on his head and he comes up with a gasp. You run your hands through his hair as he takes a few more breaths. Your hips starting to circle and grind down onto him. His erection pressing into all your sensitive spots. You drop your head back his hands move their way up into your shirt. He adjusts so he can lean up and he starts to press kisses onto your skin. You let out a moan, his hands move up to the center of your back and grasp at your bra.

“Can I?” He asks. Barely a whisper.

“Yes. Please,” his continued to place kisses as his hands very easily slip the clasps off the hooks. You freeze and sit up looking down at him with a surprised look on your face. “I can’t even take my bra off that fast,” a small smile cracks across his face.

“I’ve wanted to do this for a long time. I’m not gonna mess it up by fumbling your bra,” he nods.

“That or you’re a little whore huh?” He freezes. His eyes searching yours. “But you’re my little whore huh?” The tension in his eyes dissipates.

“Yes ma’am,” he whispers.

“My good little whore huh?”

“All yours,” he whines. You smile at him and pull away. You reach down in one swift movement your bra and shirt are off and onto the floor. His hands come back around from where they were resting in your spine. Hovering in the edge of your breasts.

“It’s okay, you can touch baby,” you give him permission. His hands gently grab at you. His mouth pressing warm kisses across your pebbled nipples. His touch so soft it’s almost comforting. You can feel yourself coming to the edge as you continue rubbing your clit against him. You don’t stop as you bring yourself to orgasm. As you start to slow you reach your peak his hands grip onto your hips and helps you move at a fast pace. You ride out your orgasm and come to a slow stop. You rest your head on top of his while you grip him around the base of his neck. The both of you breathing heavy. He has his arms secured around your waist. “Such a good boy for me,” you huff out. Slipping off his lap and laying back flat against the couch cushions. Your legs up onto him.

“Now it’s my turn,” he says and he moves between your legs and hovers over your body. His arms locking you, placed on either side of your head. “You be good for me now baby, you think you can do that?” He questions you. A stern lookin in his face.

“Yes.”

“Yes Harry,” he corrects.

“Yes Harry,” you respond.

“Good. Girl,” close your eyes tight and trying to keep yourself from whining. He leans down presses kisses along your collar bones. Kiss. “God,” kiss “you’re,” kiss “fucking,” kiss “beautiful,” kiss. He has worked his way from your collar none up to your jaw. He brings his hand up and grips your chin. His fingers slowly moving from your chin and entering into your mouth. “Suck,” he demands. You wrap your lips around his thumb and begin to suck. Your tongue coming up to press against the digit intruding your mouth.

He pulls himself from your grasp and drags his wet fingers down your chin. Your neck. Your chest. Yours stomach. To the waistband of your shorts. He traces the hem back and forth. Back and forth.

“Please Harry,” you whine. He smirks and dips his hand into your shorts. Past your underwear. He hovers over your clit. You raise your hips to meet his touch but the second you try he pulls his hand out of your shorts.

“Don’t move,” he says sternly.

“Yes sir,” you whimper. He smirks at your response. He sits up and dips his fingers into the hem of your shorts. He pulls them off your body in a clumsy move. He flings them over his shoulder in an exasperated way once he has them off your ankles.

“I can’t wait to taste you,” he says almost inaudible. You raise yourself up into your elbows looking up at him.

“Please Harry. I need something. Please,” he smiles and lovers himself so he’s face level with your pussy.

“I think you’ve forgotten you’ve gotten off. This is all for me,” he glances up at you. “You better not come until I tell you that you can,” he hooks his arms up around your thighs and places his large hands on the tops of your things pulling at you legs so they fall open and he holds them firm. He starts slow by placing kisses around your clothed center. Your thin underwear leaving the smallest amount of space between the two of you. You try your best not to move your legs but the second his lips touch your clit you go to lift your hips and close your thighs out of pure stimulation but his hands keep your bottom glued to the couch and he forces your legs back open. Holding them down and apart before placing another kiss on your clit. Lingering longer.

“Please Harry, please.” Your hands let go of the couch cushions and find their way to his messy hair. Tangling the long strands between your fingers. You pull at his roots and he lets out a moan against your pussy. Which causes you to pull harder. He lets go of your legs and brings his fingers to your underwear. Grasping at the lace and tearing it right in half pulling the gusset of your underwear apart and giving himself full reign to your soaked center. You let out a yelp at the sudden act and sit up a little straighter.

“Hey!”

“I’ll buy you ten more pairs,” a smirk on his lips and he dives into you. His long licking a slow stripe across your slit before coming to your clit and suctioning his mouth around it and ever so slightly applying pressure with his tongue. You let out a loud moan and pull at his hair again.

“Holy fucking shit baby yes,” he releases his mouth from you and goes back to licking at you. He continues to suck and lick at you. Bringing you right to the edge and then pulling back and letting you wind down.

“Harry please,” you whine pulling at his hair. He smiles against you.

“Come,” He demands. His tongue laps through your folds as his fingers dip into your core. With that simple move an orgasm rocks through your body. You tug at his hair, hard. Your hips raise up off the bed as your toes curl. His name escapes your mouth over and over like chanting a spell. He groans against your pussy as you come down from your high.

Your orgasm fades, your body still tense as you look up at him. He has brought himself up into his knees and is looking down at you. A slight smirk on his face.

“If I didn’t think you’d explode I’d spend all day between your legs,” you roll your eyes at him.

“Shut up and fuck me,”

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phoebehalliwell · 3 years

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don't know if you answered this before but in what order would you rank the endgame couples - piper/leo, phoebe/coop, paige/henry? very curious

oh hmm i actually have never been asked this!! hmm this is difficult. okay so like. obvi before we begin i must offer a disclaimer here. i am a paragon of bad taste. let’s not forget my entire valentine’s theme was dedicated to prue & jack. we’re starting at rock bottom here. i also love projecting my own idea onto incomplete pieces to fill the gaps. like. like i get how there’s not a lot to love for paige and henry and phoebe and coop but in my lil brain they are all very complex and like fleshed out and i gotta a lotta beliefs. in fact. like. hmm. no i’ve already said i have bad taste like piper/leo are probably gonna sit at the bottom of the list for me just because i cannot craft them how i want bc they’re already solidified in canon. like. idk they’re an adorable couple all that the full nine yards or whatever but like. well for starters they’re not my favorite ship tropes and then on top of that again There’s A Lot Of Canon. and i am a narcissistic diva okay i wanna be able to fill in these gaps. so like. hmm at the top based solely on coupleness and the versions of them that live in my noggin it’s

phoebe/coop bc like hear me out man they’re like the embodiment of love. we’ve been hit over the head so many time how they’re the embodiment of love and like salvation and rebirth and renewal like!! like part of me wishes that we had introduced coop in s5 and given him more skin in the game but also if they fucked up this relationship i would have been so bummed bc it really is. it’s love!! like it is the embodiment of falling in love like phoebe is stone cold right and she’s kind of starting to accept that maybe she just doesn’t get it you know. maybe that’s it. she gets her column and she gets to help people find love and see like piper and leo at peak domesticity and like engage in love, but like, remotely.because it’s not for her. and then here comes this cupid who’s like no i’m gonna find you love which is a cute gesture but like she genuinely doesn’t believe she’s made for love she genuinely doesn’t believe she gets to have love but then you know like. like her eyes get reopened to the world around her yes she engaged with love remotely but she had become so far removed from it that it lost the feeling. she saw it but she saw the individual brushstrokes and then here comes coop and he helps her take a step back and see the painting. and like!!! it’s beautiful. and then of course there’s the added trope of like. falling in love with coop he’s supposed to help you find love and now you know what the hell you’re trying but like. you’re in love with him. but you can’t be but you are. like!! and then on coop’s side you know he’s a cupid he’s been doing this for centuries and his love for humanity is obvious and his love for love is obvious but this is new. and he doesn’t know what it is!! like he knows love obviously but he’s never like you know fallen in love. and he can’t recognize it because he thinks it’s impossible but the next think you know he’s got all those lovesick symptoms he sees in the couples he puts together and oh my god he’s in love with phoebe. and then of course both believe the other won’t reciprocate bc it’s out of the realm of possibility. but then the other does reciprocate!! they also just like. i mean all three couple do but like phoebe and coop maybe the most. seem like the type of people who just kinda get lost in watching their partner work. like when phoebe is having trouble with a letter for her column she like paces and mutters the letter out loud to herself like she’s the one asking it and like bareface in pajamas like a crazy person is just repeating the same thing over and over again and coop’s just fucking in love with her like look at her!! and vice versa i don’t think coop has really spent that much time being human i think he takes absolute delight in small things phoebe has just forgotten about but to see coop’s face light up like at so flea market or something finding something that was undeniably crafted with love like he can feel it imbued in the item and his face just lights up and he wants to tell everyone how like it’s love!! love!! it’s all around us it’s in here can’t you feel it and phoebe just looks at him and remembers how pure love itself is and just how happy she is that you know. this is her life. and she gets to fall asleep and wake up next to this man like hello?? hello??!???! and then i’m gonna go

paige/henry bc like i feel like they’re criminally underrated again bc we spedrun what should have been a slowburn but they gave me the legos and i will built the death star like. like these are two people who struggle with family and identity so much who have learned against their nature to lean into and grow with one another. like what we see of paige is a woman who loves her independence and loves her freedom and yesh has a complex relationship with family bc she was given up at birth but it didn’t matter because she found a loving family so who needs the ones who gave her up not her but she couldn’t help but wonder but she didn’t care she had her family. until she didn’t. until she was seventeen alone and scared and what are you supposed to do with that?? and let’s not even get started on the fact she only gains her new family through death as well. like. there’s so much there there are so many reasons to stay guarded and fearful and just overall pessimistic about the concept of family especially as something built to last. and then henry!!! who never knew his birth parents and on top of that never got a home like paige paige got a home she got a family who loved her hell she actually got two henry never had that henry always had nothing and like he kinda grew up in that shell said he didn’t want to leave when people started getting close he had to push them away bc he didn’t know who he was if he wasn’t alone and paige is like hey hi?? you wanna be alone so bad be alone but i actually fucking like you and i know you like me too so don’t just push me out because that’s what makes you feel "comfortable” when you know you’re miserable in your comfort. and she’s right but it’s still a hurdle for henry and it’s this push and pull of the tides where bit by bit they kind of have to learn that it’s lonely up on the pedestal of independence and it can actually be nice to be vulnerable with somebody yes it’s fucking terrifying to just like show yourself to someone honestly because like!! they can turn away what if they turn away but to experience the rewards of love we must first subject ourselves to the morifying ordeal of being known. and it’s a painful process for both of them but the fruits of those labors man it’s well fucking worth it and it’s a relationship especially on henry’s side that is plagued with external insecurities other people telling him that he is not cut from the right cloth to be with paige but like. it’s like he’s already torn down his walls to be with her and she’s done the same and he realizes he loves her like He Loves Her like. like!! who gives a fuck what anyone else says he loves paige. and then paige reciprocates omg!!! haha fuck yeah. and then like i also think henry’s just super fuckin corny levels of domestic like makes french toast every sunday and fingerpaints with his kids and is in the dad’s club at the elementary school and just does all the things that he fuckin prayed for as a child just a constant stable feeling of home of love and like. like!!!! i’m gonna bite someone like. paige&henry man.

piper/leo though as previously established is like Thee charmed couple you know they are there all eight seasons they get points for that but obviously from reading my first two ones i kinda just fill in a lot of gaps there which i am able to do bc each couple probably checks in at 150min of screentime total. piper and leo don’t get that so like i don’t get to do that. and like. the origins of them i just don’t quite get you know which was really just cause it was such a new show and this was a new lil relationship they weren’t sure what they were gonna do with it and then again like issues with canon and the whole whitelighter thing but what i would have loved to see more in the early stages is just like why. like obviously they both found the other cute but we never really got the Moments bc it was all so preferrial and then next thing you know leo’s dying in the attic and piper loves him like i would have loved the in between and a bit more of the internal monologue the jump then fall especially on leo’s part which is like canon’s fault but like. you know like why if he was a whitelighter and knew the rules blah blah blah and it was because the writers didn’t know but like. still you know. and then s2 was bogged down my dan and i just really didn’t care for it that much because like. idk i didn’t love a lot of leo’s vibes early s2 were he was trying to keep it strictly professional and just ended up coming across as weirdly bitter and possessive however i Loved him bonding with dan in pardon my past that was a nice touch. of course later seasons pleo really makes up for the lackluster of the early seasons bc they are just so domestic like they know each others strengths so well and leo loves piper’s cooking and they’re corny n cute and they have their little moment and i do mostly like their relationship therapy bits i like that that was incorporated bc like. it happens man it’s not something to keep taboo it happens. but i do feel like that shit was often resolved too quick and then the same shit dredged up ten minutes later like some one trick pony. i also love how ride or die they are points for that. leo’s like i killed an elder and piper’s like alright. they’re really in it through thick n thin n i respect that

#bc they Know each other that's the whole goddamn point #but yeah #these r my opinions obvi you are allowed to diagree i feel like this is very much not universal #but there are my opinions!!#phoebe x coop #paige x henry #piper x leo #💌#charmed

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luobingmeis · 5 years

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fukc,,,, talking about lucretia reminded me of how much i love her afionavaw. you said that you have thoughts about the order of the seven birds forgiving her? you don't have to elaborate it rn but what order do you think it it? i think magnus or merle would be one of the first ones to forgive her, then lup and barry, and davenport and taako would be the later ones. also sorry im bombarding you with questions alfwbgkh

@marblesaremyfavoriterock asked: I’m loving this discussion u and anon are having abt Lucretia and forgiveness!! In the post abt Lup u said you’ve put a bunch of thought into how each of the birds come to forgive Lucretia and how long that takes and I’d love to hear ur thoughts on that stuff if you want to talk abt it!!!

(disclaimer: i am speaking for myself and only myself and i get that not everyone might agree with what i think, and obvi that’s fine, but i’m not here to start fights/angry discussions)

my entire blog is actually just a secret campaign to get everyone to love lucretia adventurezone

but!!! about the other birds!!!!! i have put so much thought into this so first let me just put everything in the order of which i think forgiveness happens

merle/lup (during s&s)

magnus (during s&s)/davenport (shortly after s&s)

barry (a while after s&s)

taako (a while after s&s)

and now, my explanations:

merle: from the get-go of s&s, we see that merle never treats lucretia with animosity. while taako and magnus are pointing their weapons at her, merle is constantly asking what they’re doing and trying to get them to put their weapons down. also, canonically, i think it’s safe to say that merle doesn’t hold much of a grudge. he appears to like kravitz, even though kravitz almost killed him and had probably some hand (pun intended) in merle’s loss of faith for a little bit. he also greeted john warmly and kindly, even though their last interaction involved merle telling john to “kiss my ass, you sanctimonious bastard.” also, though, maybe it’s just me, but i saw merle and lucretia as two very good friends. in stolen century, he constantly encouraged her and was the one to tell her that she should consider taking on a more leaderlike role. in the bureau, he admired the faith she had in herself. so, i think he would forgive lucretia first because, honestly? that’s just how merle is. not only does he admire lucretia and see her as a good friend, but it’s just in his nature. also, important to note, merle obviously loves his kids, and without lucretia, he wouldn’t have his kids. so, w/ the prior friendship he had with lucretia/madame director, his personality, and what he got after the voidfishing, i think he was always in a state of forgiving lucretia.

lup: see this post

magnus: magnus is actually interesting in my opinion because, if it wasn’t for the fact that he found happiness in raven’s roost, i think he would be a lot less inclined to forgive lucretia. during stolen century, magnus learned how to ask for help and really became “the protector” during those one hundred years. he gained a family, and a dear pet, that he swore he would protect. however, this was lost after the voidfishing. he still wanted to protect but he didn’t exactly know who, or what. factor in the fact that he was the first one to start distrusting the director, plus the fact that he was getting very close with the voidfish, who didn’t seem to know how to answer any of his questions about the director, and all of that would add up to a rocky forgiveness of lucretia. except, now we have to consider two things. one being the fact that travis said it’s canon that magnus saw how hard of a decision lucretia had to make and, because of that, magnus doesn’t hold a lot of malice against her. the second thing that i think we need to consider is raven’s roost. after stolen century, i think we can say that magnus got the “happiest voidfishing,” in a way. he had raven’s roost, a stable job. he lead a city through a revolution that they all believed to be a success. he found the love of his life. it is canon that those years in raven’s roost were some of the happiest years magnus has ever experienced. if magnus didn’t have raven’s roost, didn’t at one point have julia, i think it would’ve been a lot harder for him to forgive her, bc what would he have had? he would’ve lost his friends, and who’s to say what life he would’ve made outside of raven’s roost. but, because lucretia was technically responsible for him going to raven’s roost and eventually finding julia (and stephen), i think that also factors into his forgiveness of her (plus the canonical stuff travis said, which i am 100% here for).

davenport: i firmly think that davenport forgives lucretia fairly quickly after s&s. now, you might be saying, “jordyn, what the actual fuck,” and don’t worry, i said the same thing to myself. but play with me in this space, give me a chance. i would put lucretia at lawful good, or at least in the “good” category between lawful/neutral. davenport, i think, falls kinda more around true lawful/true neutral. and this, i think, would factor into his forgiveness of lucretia. in stolen century, i think we saw early on that davenport is a very “means to the end” type of guy. he was the one who suggested destroying the crystal on the robot planet. he suggested blowing up the sacred mountain of the conservatory. by cycle 66, he was angry and tired. in cycle, what, 92? when they voted on the relics? davenport didn’t actually vote! he never expressed his opinion on the matter. he let the majority decide because, with whatever they chose, he would go along with it as long as they could see an end to their journey. then, during s&s, he was the one to suggest leaving. he was the one to suggest killing the voidfish. throughout seeing his actual character, and not just voidfished davenport, we see him constantly pushing towards the gruesome, though some might say “easy way out,” decisions. bc that’s who he is. destroy the crystal bc, even if it hurts people now, it will stop the hunger later. destroy the mountain bc, even if it sucks for this world, we can use the light to save other ones. make a decision between relics and a barrier because, even though we don’t know the results now, it could help later. leave this world, people are gonna die now, but we can try again next cycle. kill the voidfish, because then everyone can fight back. see? very “means to an end.” so, now, how does this factor into forgiveness? w/ the other birds’ forgiveness, it’s hinged on a much more emotional/social level. merle forgives bc it’s in his nature. magnus forgives bc of the bonds he has formed. davenport, though? it’s all… pragmatic, professional, almost? i think he would look at lucretia, at what she had done, and then at the fact that they saved the world, and would think, “well, she did what she had to, because without that, we wouldn’t have saved this world.” i don’t think he enjoyed being turned into just his name, and i still think he and lucretia need to talk, but i think, looking at the results of everything, he kinda sees it as “X had to happen so that Y could.” now, his forgiveness does hinge on saving the world. say they ran to a different plane? i don’t know if davenport would have forgiven her as easily, because then their failure would just look like a halt in their journey. but because they won? i think he would forgive lucretia because, well, they won. they finally got a happy ending and, after looking at all the decisions davenport tried to make, i think it’s safe to say that he understands having to make hard decisions.

barry: barry, like magnus, is complicated, i think. i think he has more notches in the “not forgiving lucretia for a while” category than not. why? similarly to taako, because of lup. except, instead of taako not knowing who lup was until the end, for barry it’s because he knew. when he was a lich, he 1) figured out what lucretia was doing and 2) figured out that lup had been voidfished. he found out that lucretia had made this organization w/ an inherent distrust of magic items and powerful magic users, he found out that lup had been voidfished entirely, and, most of all? lucretia was now actively working against him. i do not subscribe to the idea of lucretia being a villain, but in barry’s eyes, i think she was, just like barry might have been closer to an antagonist in lucretia’s eyes bc he was trying to undo her plan. so, i think barry takes a while to forgive lucretia bc 1) he lost lup, and knew he would forget lup once again once he was “alive” again, 2) lucretia knew he was out there and was now making her organization a place where he could never be, and 3) his friends were now actively working against him bc of the structure of the bureau. i think a huge part of the reason for barry and taako’s reluctance to forgive is so closely hinged on lup (well, for taako, that’s canonical) because i think it’s also important to remember that lup never forgot. sure, she was forgotten, which sucks a whole lot obvi, but she never had to forget her love and her brother. so i think that’s where a sort of rift happens bc taako and barry had to deal with forgetting lup, while lup never forgot them, and though that might be a post in itself if i could think of the right way to word it, i think that also factors into forgiveness a lot. i think, like w/ taako, he and lucretia also have a discussion, except i think that one might be a lot more emotionally charged bc these two were actively working against each other for a time. but i do think that they eventually reach reconciliation and perhaps do actually consider each other friends again.

taako: taako in itself is complicated just bc of how so many people are divided on it, but i think taako’s general rate of forgiveness (and lack thereof for a time) is self explanatory, but i gave my two cents here if you’re interested. tbh, the taako&lucretia situation would be much better told if i actually just wrote a fic on it, bc i feel like my thoughts could be much better expressed in prose than me trying to word my headcanons in a way that people could understand exactly what i have in my head. however, if pressed and given some time to answer and sort out my thoughts in a completely different post, i could probably try to write out all my thoughts on taako&lucretia post-s&s.

#answered #i saw seven birds #Anonymous #//#/////#taz balance

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hotgirlinahotcar · 6 years

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* headcanon free-for-all

tagged by: several of you for other things (that are started but still in my drafts...). And with all of y’all already tagged in those too... instead of re-tagging the same people for the same stuff... new thing... tagging: @conviictus / @melioriisms | @cunninglinguistx | @governingmouse | @governinglion | @nicophaught | and everybody else who wants to | non-rp-blogs: just replace ‘your muse’ with one of your fav chars to write about notes: the following answers are heavily influenced by headcanons {d’oh} and whatnots and are subject to change if we ever actually find out more about Gidge...

♥ is there an article of clothing that means the most to your muse? Yep, several. Nope, not her jackets. All the special shirts and other garments that weren’t initially hers but somehow ended up in her possession for some reason or other... (except for stuff that was just discarded or forgotten at her place that ends up in her closet without having any special meaning to her).

❀ what does your muse’s daily routine look like? Most days Gidge gets up at the asscrack of dawn to go surfing - unless the weather won’t permit it (in which case she either goes back to sleep, wakes up her woman for a different kind of workout or catches up on chores and whatnot instead). After a quick shower she then shows up for work barely on time and spends her day there being her glorious sapphic psychologisty self... then after work there really isn’t much of a routine anymore, it’s more of a day to day thing... either back to the beach, or when stuff is piling up, it’s time for chores/errands/paperwork etc and she does the adulting thing. The nights that are all about her girl and spending time together doing whatever they feel like really are her favs though (especially when those also happen to include beachy-surfy and/or lesbionic stuffs). If she’s single though, she might turn her axe-effect up to 11 and hit some lezzie nests for starters... Just hanging out with friends in general is never a bad idea either. And of course the more or less sporadic lazy and quiet nights in are good for the soul too. Naturally, with a lifestyle like that, there also are the days when she’s just beyond exhausted because all that lack of sleep for various reasons caught up with her and she just goes to bed early to recharge properly.

◎ does your muse plan for the long-term or short-term? Both. Realistic goals and all that. Of course she’s only human though, so while she may have the sapphic psychologist skills professional knowledge beneficial to maintaining a healthy balance in general, advice is always easier given than taken. In consideration of that, in most matters, she not only encourages clients and friends alike but also tries to live by it herself. On the flip side of that, nothing wrong with indulging in occasional crazyass notions either. Even the wildest dreams come true for some people after all... In advice-mode she’d also insist on cautioning against actually expecting the more unrealistic stuff to happen though. Cause that kind of thinking has the potential of providing the ideal environment to the birth of delusions.

◆ what is one secret your muse has? Her girlfriend Franky is probably the biggest one... and the canon one... other than that, in verses where she did the pro-surfing circuit thing, it’s not so much of a secret as a part of her life that she just doesn’t share with people at work... with the long lost kid trope, there’d be that... then I have plenty of ideas about the reasons why she got into psychology in the first place... like being forced to go to a mental institution/straight camp when she was a teenager... as in shit was done to her there by the people who were supposed to help her and it becomes her calling to provide therapy done the right way and save people from suffering the likes of what she had to endure... lotsa stuff along those lines. And then there’s the ever classic infinite roulette game of insanity: ‘paid for college (or whatever) by being/got rich by being/gets off on being/leads a double life as/is undercover as/used to be/is mistaken for/pretends to be/wants to be/is forced to be/is being lured into becoming/is basically the same person {cause you’re playing the same muse - a stripper/porn star/lingerie & nude model/hooker/high class escort/assassin for hire/notorious thief/criminal in general/heir to a famous crime family/rockstar/other type of celebrity/is married to/divorced from/related to (somebody rich and famous)/vampire/mermaid/witch/werewolf/alien/ghost/superhero/immortal/time traveler/pirate/ninja/dinosaur/rocket ship/shark toast/swirly whirly junglepants/several or all of the above/is basically the same person {cause you’re playing the same muse - and somebody knows/finds out/stumbles over the intel/gets dragged into it/starts investigating by looking into something unrelated/gets an (anonymous) tip/comes from that world too (and is either keeping the same secret or the complete opposite, is well known for it/comes from another but equal/similar/conflicting/antagonistic situation/is basically the same person {cause you’re playing the same muse}’ {you get the point, these could all go on forever and range from slightly canon-divergent to the crackyassest bloody shit you could ever imagine... Now, I’m not saying I could imagine Gidge in any and all kinds of scenarios, but I’m never not up for at least spitballing, no matter how cracky and insane it might seem.} {Back to the serious side though, I love the whole secret thing so much, so there’s gazillions of headcanons/ideas that I have, but not too many that I’d just ascribe to Gidget in general, so it really depends on the thread.}

ϟ who means the most to your muse? why? Her girl. She’s the love of her life and the world wouldn’t make sense without her in it. And while Bridget had a life before her, since she met Franky/Lorraine/*insert your muse’s name if you wish*, she can’t imagine ever going back to that because she doesn’t even remember what she was living for before she experienced the love they have for each other.

☛ what is your muse’s biggest regret? {I’m gonna leave this basically open for now because I think that would heavily depend on plot and thread and whatnot.} For example, if she did have a kid that she lost somehow, obvi it’d be that... but ‘kids are gross’ versions of her never even would’ve had said child and thus would have entirely different biggest regrets... ex pro-surfer Gidge might forever mourn the loss of that career and might not ever stop resenting whatever ended it... {so yeah, options, options, options... with variations... and alternatives... so just scroll back up to that roulette wheel and we’ll leave it at that until something specific comes along.}

❥ is your muse cool? She thinks she is anyway... XD Nah, she’s chill, but she def has that adorkable side too. Especially when she’s actively trying to be cool... like that ‘I’m not a screw’ scene... {Sorry babe, but your inner Elsa had her gloves on there...}

✯ which three traits define your muse? {Actually... lemme change this one a bit... you can do either version, whatever you prefer.} to be answered at some point in the not so distant future {So I just realized this is just gonna make this post a lot longer and doesn’t even quite fit in with the headcanon thing anymore anyway and can easily be a whole other tag thing by itself...}

♕ would your muse hug a monster? *smiles at @governinglion with wide open arms* {PS: Dude, we really should start talking about starting something... I even have a couple of ideas I’ve been meaning to shoot at ya but haven’t yet cause my ADD is playing fucking pinball with me atm...}

❣ is your muse a fighter or a lover? What’s with the ‘or’? It’s entirely possible to be both at the same time... Just sayin... So yeah, definitely both. Particularly so when the lover brings out the fighter. (That goes for kinkyass passion-motivated activities as well as the ‘my love for you will make me fight to the death and I ain’t letting nothing and no one get in my way’ thing.)

✎ what does life mean to your muse? Biologically, she’s pro-choice. Philosophically... okay, yeah, nope... not gonna go there. To answer in some profound yet vague and still revealing way I’d have to write a fucking epos. So I’ll pass. Your call whether you wanna ponder the meaning of life or disregard this one too.

Disclaimer: Actually this was a meme before I misappropriated it for this. So all credit for the questions goes to whoever wrote them originally. @vhsmeme I think... I hope you don’t mind that I turned it into a tag thing instead. By the time I realized I should’ve fucking asked you first, I had already written most of the replies... so...

But yeah, not cool to just assume it’d be okay, and I acknowledge that. Sorry!-ish. In my defense tho... there’s a hugeass ‘free-for-all’ right there in the title... I just realized that... XD

#conviictus #cunninglinguistx #governinglion #governingmouse #nicophaught #playing tag and stuff #headcanons #wishlist #gidget the surfer girl #sapphic psychologist #gidget's secret past #take courage from her as your prize #she's a mystery girl

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academyeah · 7 years

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high school tips !

from a rising junior that... sorta slacked and human disaster’d her way through 10th grade so don’t be a me (but i learned a lot of lessons). obviously, it’s case by case (ex: some guidance counselors may be shitty, i’m sorry if that’s the case for you) so obvi take these things with a grain of salt. honestly your one take away from this post should be: do what’s best for you and yes, you can do this.

notes. write your notes in real-time. meaning that you don’t have to make them super pretty, 1000+ likes and rbs worthy on the spot. you can always re-write and/or re-type them later (and doing so helps with studying and keeping the material fresh in your head!), but when you’re in class, just jot things down in a way that you can understand and condense it later.

counselors. talk to your guidance counselor. i was so afraid to talk to my counselor because i thought that i would be judged or that it would be like one of those teen drama horror stories where they just don’t understand!1!! but honestly, when i went to my first appointment with mine, i felt so good. your counselor is an impartial adult figure in your life, they’re there for you, not to snitch to your parents/guardians/teachers/friends.

counselors p2. counselors can also link you up with in-school and out of school resources that are so important (so utilize them, if you can!). for example, i confided in my counselor about my anxiety and certain thoughts that could endanger myself, and importantly about how i felt suffocated by all the pressures in my life. he talked me through options, which included in-school professional counseling (which i never knew about before) and a free community counseling service. he also reminded me that there is no pressure and i can always come to him to talk. you guys, i can’t stress this enough: guidance counselors are godsend.

novel study. i know sometimes it’s way easier to just use sparknotes or enotes for ISUs/novel studies and the temptation is too real (and sometimes, necessary to give into, depending on priorities and individual grade goals). but honestly, through the “mandatory” reading in my courses, i’ve been introduced to some of the most amazing books that remain my favorites ever! bonus points, if you’re familiar with and enjoying the novel, the teacher will notice, through your responses/projects/etc, so more of a chance to boost that mark!!

two planners. if your school gives you an agenda (like mine does, since our academic set-up is very unique and it even comes with school-specific printables, #studyblr af lol), get another one for personal/other commitments like work, extra curriculars, etc! trust me, it’ll help keep you sane to separate academics and personal life.

study group. i think besides the guidance counselor part, this is the next most important tip: form a study group. i’m not telling you to go assemble your avengers of straight A students, but find people who are committed to a like goal and work hard. for example, my friends and i all abhor math. but we knew we all needed to pass and get the best marks we could, so we met up bi-weekly/once a week to do homework / go over notes / pray to khan academy and generally just help each other out. and we did pass, all of us 80+ averages.

the experience. i know that this community is embodied by the grind never stops™; we all have big dreams, aspirations, goals, and by all means chase them. this is gonna sound cheesy, but don’t forget to breathe, to drink in the moment, to take the good things as they come. i used to be the kind of person that opted out of school functions because i thought it was cool to skip out and go home/elsewhere but i’m telling you now (and if you have the means to!) go to the dance, watch the game, attend the end of year bbq. HS moves so fast, i feel like i was a niner yesterday and tbh, i still feel like a niner. so enjoy the time you have with your friends and community, don’t take it for granted and have fun!!

#I HOPE !!!!!!!!! this made sense and helps someone out there #i found my old agendas from gr9+10 among other Stuff™ and im getting emo and nostalgic???? so ofc i wrote advice #studyblr #studyspo #studyblr advice #highschool advice #highschool tips #hermionesquared #estudiablr #medkip #ibstudyblr #intellectys #studyquill

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louisfr · 7 years

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Make me admit stuff? 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yup  2. You talked to an ex today, correct? No 💀  3. Have you taken someones virginity? No, whats that? Only good stuff  4. Is trust a big issue for you? Kinda but mostly don't  5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Yeah  6. What are you excited for? Nothing right now actually  7. What happened tonight? Beauty products and KUWTK  8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? Yeah totally  9. Is confidence cute? My face is cute  10. What is the last beverage you had? Coke after Tinto de verano  11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? Like 3... or so  12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Obvi  13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Probably party but idk, I'm a take to go person  14. What are you going to spend money on next? Probably food but saving all for trips  15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yeah  16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Sure I will  17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Strangers or my bff sometimes  18. The last time you felt broken? Yesterday and today almost but deal with it  19. Have you had sex today? No 🙃  20. Are you starting to realize anything? Yeeeeesss  21. Are you in a good mood? About to start a break down but having everything under control  22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Yeahhhh 🐟🐬  23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Yeah  24. What do you want right this second? A hugh or chill with bf  25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? Fuck off (start drama)  26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Yeah and all the rest 💁🏼  27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Nooooooooo 🙅🏽‍♂️🙅🏽‍♂️🙅🏽‍♂️🙅🏽‍♂️🙅🏽‍♂️  28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Anything from Juan (bf)  29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? Not now  30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Yeah (this was like created bc someones obsession with another one? OMG)  31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? No  32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? Yeaaaahhh 💍  33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? No but I used to  34. Listening to? Nothing rn  35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Yeah, love to  36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? Yeah  37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sure, just happened to me  38. Who did you last call? Bf  39. Who was the last person you danced with? Idk  40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Cause I love him. OMG this really is like something created from some obsessive person that tries to figure it out if the other one likes him/her  41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Id remember  42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Yeah  43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? No, I know my moves honey  44. Do you tan in the nude? Yeah  45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Yeah  46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? No 😭  47. Who was the last person to call you? I think it was bf  48. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes  49. Do you dance in the car? How? omg  50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Just my D....  51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Like every 5 seconds  52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? 😴 💤  53. Is Christmas stressful? Noooooo at all  54. Ever eat a pierogi? ?????? Is that dick in Italian  55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Strawberry 🍓  56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Like all of them  57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yeah 👻  58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? A lot of times  59. Take a vitamin daily? No, always forget  60. Wear slippers? Yeah  61. Wear a bath robe? No 🍑  62. What do you wear to bed? Like anything confortable  63. First concert? Katy Perry  64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? None bye 👋🏼  65. Nike or Adidas? Adidas  66. Cheetos Or Fritos? None  67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflowers 🌻 seeds  68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Who? 🐍  69. Ever take dance lessons? Professional ones bby 💃🏻  70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? 💃🏻  71. Can you curl your tongue? Yeahhhh 👅  72. Ever won a spelling bee? Wtf ? 🤓  73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Every time  74. What is your favorite book? I'll say Feux 🔥 fronm Marguerite Y  75. Do you study better with or without music? With  76. Regularly burn incense? When I have  77. Ever been in love? Yeah  78. Who would you like to see in concert? Beyonce  79. What was the last concert you saw? Katy  80. Hot tea or cold tea? Both  81. Tea or coffee? Both  82. Favorite type of cookie? Chocolate chips 🍪  83. Can you swim well? Yeah  84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yeah  85. Are you patient? Yeah  86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Band  87. Ever won a contest? Yeah 🥇  88. Ever have plastic surgery? No  89. Which are better black or green olives? None  90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Obv!! we are not in fucking meddle age (they also fucked after that too)  91. Best room for a fireplace? Principal bedroom  92. Do you want to get married? Yeah 💍

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