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#Kim Heechul Imagine
chicken-fifi · 3 months
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Coping (pt 2) | Heechul (SuJu) Imagine
Pairing: Kim Heechul x Fem!Reader
Requested by @bokkibunny: Hi Fifi, I see that you have two spots left so can I request a part 2 of the Heechul car accident reaction? I really loved the way you went with it, so I look forward to seeing where you take this story. Thank you!!! 💚
Genre: angst
Word Count: 452 words
A/n: wrote this with a pretty bad headache si please sxcuse any typos and faultiness present in this fic. please go read part 1 first, as well as the reaction!
Tunes: black clover
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“Can I have a moment with her alone?” he asked softly as he entered the room, unsure of whether or not he would get it given the short time they had with her before he entered. “It doesn’t have to be now of course…just soon?”
Your father looked over at him and nodded, squeezing your mother’s shoulder, “I think you should get some fresh air.”
She nodded, raising from the chair she had pulled to your bedside, she leaned over pressing a kiss to the apple of your cheek, just above a bandage. Stepping away, she began to leave, pausing only to hug Heechul tightly, whispering something he didn’t quite understand into his ear before walking out with her husband. Once left alone in the room with you, he felt his lungs constrict, struggling slightly to breathe. He could feel everything get caught in his throat despite not being close to you or even looking at you.
Taking a deep breath, he turned and walked over to the chair taking a seat, but not touching you. His eyes scanned every inch of your body much like he’d done prior to your parents’ arrival. Wiping his palms on his jeans, he closed his eyes, talking himself into telling you just how he felt about you, regardless of whether you were awake or not. Gathering the courage, he reached out taking your hand into his, cradling it as if it were made of glass. His thumbs ran over your bruised and cut up knuckles, tears well in his eyes from the tiny injuries there.
“O-oh,” he choked out, muttering your name as he looked up at your face, head falling forwards, pressing his forehead to your hand. “I can’t lose you Sweetheart, I can’t.”
Sobs fell from his lips, tears slipping down his face staining the white sheet covering your body.
“Please wake up. I love you so much more than you know. I love you too much to let you go. You have to pull through so I can tell how much I love you when you’re awake. You have to pull through. Please.”
Heechul brought your hand to his mouth pressing kisses to your skin over and over again, freezing when he felt a squeeze. 
You squeezed his hand.
You. Squeezed. His. Hand.
He whispered your name, the tears stopping as he squeezed your hand back. 
“Can you hear me?” he asked. “Squeeze my hand if you-”
Another squeeze, much harder this time. 
“Oh my god.”
A wave of emotions hit him as he realized what was going on. Pressing a kiss to your hand, before leaning closer to your ear. “We’re all here for you, you just have to pull through.”
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oraclekleo · 2 years
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Kim Hee Chul (Super Junior) Kinky* Reading
Hello and welcome!
I’m Kleo and I’m here to present some k-pop related tarot readings to you.
Disclaimer:
I would like to state that all these readings have a purely entertainment nature and their purpose is to bring some fun into my and hopefully yours lives. I have never ever met any of the idols / actors / celebrities in my readings, I don’t know them personally. Tarot reading isn’t an exact science and I can never guarantee any of it. Most of it is my intuition mixed with fantasy. Don’t take these readings seriously and don’t base any important decisions on tarot readings only, use your common sense.
If you wish to request a tarot reading, please read the pinned post on my profile first to see the instructions on how to request. I only do readings for idols / actors / celebrities of 18 years of age or older. Requests for readings including younger people will be automatically dismissed. If you feel uncomfortable with these tarot readings, do not engage in reading my posts. Thank you for understanding.
Reading Info:
Rating: 18+
Reading Type: Single - Couple
Requested: Yes - No
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Kinky*
Questions:
Position
Libido
Turn On
Kink
Dirtiest Secret*
Full Name: Kim Hee Chul
Stage Name: Heechul
Group: Super Junior
Masterpost: Super Junior
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Kim Hee Chul
Heechul (Super Junior)
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Kinky*
Position - XII The Hanged Man
Heechul is likely extremely devoted and ready to do anything for his partner when he’s in a relationship. He’s likely to make sacrifices, if necessary, in order to make his lover happy and content in the relationship. He’s more on a submissive side when it comes to it, though. While he’s pretty assertive on the outside, if he ever gets married or if he’s in a serious relationship, he’s one of those whipped men who will follow any order of their sweetheart. In private, preferably, so he doesn’t lose his face.
Libido - 6 of Wands
Heechul is likely pretty confident and daring when it comes to his sexuality. He’s not shy to express himself in clear terms or in sassy hints which actually leave no one in doubts. Heechul is also a very warm and fun lover, he’s no beast, but he does enjoy love making to the fullest and it’s a celebration for him every single time. He will make his lover feel special. At the same time he likes to take the spotlight in bed. He will expect to be praised for his job well done.
Turn On - Knight of Cups
Heechul is likely to feel attracted to a gentle, romantic and in a way pure partner. He’s likely to seek someone younger, with their heart still light and untinted with the hardships. Heechul seeks for emotional bond in the first place. No matter how hot the person is, if Heechul can’t fall in love with them, there’s no future.
Kink - Page of Wands
Heechul is a rather playful lover. He’s likely to have a thing for dressing up and role plays maybe. If he feels especially wild at the moment, he’s likely to put his collection of toys to good use. 
Dirtiest Secret* - Ace of Cups
Oh dear! Why do you always pick the softies? Heechul’s secret is that he’s actually a hopeless romantic and a vanilla type of guy and totally whipped for his lover when in a relationship. Great. Another sassy legend goes down because my cards think he’s a cutie pie. Lol.
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enterenews · 1 year
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The messy 'New Year's Auction'
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The son's jwachungudol auction event made me laugh.
At the New Year's meeting of SBS' 'My Little Old Boy' (hereinafter referred to as 'My Little Old Boy'), which aired on the 15th, an auction event beyond imagination was held.
The class president received applause by saying, "We have prepared an auction for the New Year. We will use the money raised through the auction for a good cause."
When the 'Kim Jong-guk Cheek Pinch' appeared as the first auction item, the sons could not hide their excitement. It started at 1,000 won, but the auction quickly surpassed 10,000 won.
In particular, Kim Jong-guk said, "You shouldn't buy this and give it to citizens for expensive money," causing laughter.
In addition, Heo Gyeong-hwan, who was late, said, "I went to my alma mater with an excellent award," and Tak Jae-hoon pointed out, "Where is it to win an award in 4 months?", drawing laughter.
The auction caught fire with Lee Sang-min, Heo Gyeong-hwan, and Kim Jong-min's three-way match.
Heo Gyeong-hwan, who received the winning bid, immediately approached Kim Jong-guk and said, "Jong-guk, let's do well in 2023" and tore his cheek.
In the next auction, 'Lee Sang-min drinking friend' appeared, and Tak Jae-hoon said, "I don't like drinking friends and I don't like friends", embarrassing Lee Sang-min.
The sons also hated it, saying, “This is at the level of volunteering,” but Siwon Choi said, “I will call 10,000 won because it is used for a good cause.” However, Kim Jong-min immediately called for 10,000 won and eventually won the bid.
Next, a '3-to-3 blind date' arranged by Choi Si-won appeared, and Tak Jae-hoon joked that it was "4 million won" and laughed.
At this time, Lee Sang-min called "100,000 won," and Tak Jae-hoon shot Lee Sang-min, saying, "If you say 100,000 won, you will be cursed." At this time, Im Won-hee said, "It's mine anyway. Upload it as you like."
Afterwards, Lim Won-hee said she had a lot of money, saying "200,000 won." Tak Jae-hoon said, "Isn't that person trying to get married? Isn't marriage guaranteed?"
When asked, “Who is the son you want to go on a 3-on-3 blind date with?”, Im Won-hee said, “I will take Lee Sang-min Im Won-hee and Kim Jong-min.” At this time, Kim Jong-min said, "I'm not even Dolsing", feeling unfair.
However, Kim Heechul made people laugh by saying, "Hyung, if you go there, it's Cha Eun-woo."
At this time, Choi Si-won, who was in trouble, shouted "One million won", embarrassing Lim Won-hee.
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blu-joons · 2 years
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Jealous Of Gibok ~ Kim Heechul
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Hurried steps came through the apartment as Gibok heard the password to Heechul’s apartment go again. He struggled to keep up with Gibok as he raced across, jumping up and resting his paws against your legs in order to get some affection.
“He wasn’t even that excited to see me,” Heechul half joked as he walked across to greet you too, wrapping his arm around your waist so that he could press a kiss to your cheek. “Gibok, come down, at least give Y/N the room to get through the front door.”
“He’s alright, it’s nice feeling wanted,” you laughed, tickling behind Gibok’s ears.
“At least he wants you, that’s one out of two.”
Your eyebrows furrowed as you looked to Heechul, following behind him as he made his way across to the sofa once you had taken your shoes off. As expected, Gibok was quick to follow behind you, jumping up on the sofa and moving between the two of you.
“Has he been home alone all day?” You asked Heechul inquisitively.
“Maybe an hour whilst I tied up some errands,” Heechul frowned, running his hand over Gibok’s head, “I went and grabbed some ingredients to make dinner tonight.”
Your head nodded, excited to see what Heechul had bought. “Are you sure that you want to make a mess around this place tonight?”
Heechul’s hand pushed gently against your shoulder with a chuckle, scoffing at how well you knew him. As your body rocked, Gibok jumped up, barking quietly to warn Heechul, dropping back down on the sofa when you sat back upright. Your smile grew at how protective Gibok was, although the same couldn’t be said for Heechul.
Gibok seemed to take a liking to just about anyone, but even you were an exception to the rule. As the two of you settled on the sofa, Gibok leaned further into you rather than Heechul, which didn’t go unnoticed by the frustrated figure that sat down beside you.
As much as Heechul loved how well the two of you got along, at times, he couldn’t help but feel forgotten about by Gibok. He had an extra spring in his step when you were around, he was more active, cuddlier, and certainly more needy for attention, coming to you for a tickle quite a lot of the time without even giving Heechul a thought.
“I take it it’s up to me to cook,” Heechul remarked as Gibok rested his head against your lap, closing his eyes.
You tickled your hand against Gibok’s neck, smiling weakly back across at Heechul. You felt caught in the middle as jealous eyes looked at the way Heechul nuzzled into the tips of your fingers, moving gently just beside his mouth. You didn’t want to make Gibok feel unloved, but at the same time, you didn’t want Heechul to feel like you were taking his place in Gibok’s life.
“I can push him off, get a cushion for him to lay on,” you suggested in an attempt to fix things.
“You can’t do that,” Heechul reluctantly admitted though, continuing to stare at Gibok, “he’s comfortable on you, he’s not slept all day, he’s probably desperate to rest.”
“But are you happy doing dinner by yourself, do you want help?”
A shrug of the shoulders came from Heechul as he stood up from the sofa, “I’m not the best when it comes to cooking, but I don’t think Gibok has left me with much of a choice to get on with things.”
“Heechul,” you spoke, tapping the space where he was just sat on the sofa, “sit down for a moment, dinner can wait, and you can’t cook like this either.”
“I’m fine Y/N, it’s already getting late as it is anyway.”
He went to walk away, but as his eyes looked back to see the serious expression that was on your face, Heechul sunk down and sat down beside you. With your free hand, you pressed it against his shoulder, trying your best to encourage the corners of his mouth to turn into a smile once again.
“Are you jealous of the fact that Gibok is with me?” You honestly asked him, picking up on all of the signs that it had felt like Heechul had recently dropped.
“I’m not jealous,” he corrected, trying his best to keep a straight face, “it just hurts sometimes how needy he is for you, yet how little he wants me.”
Your head nodded understandingly, having noticed Gibok’s recent change of behaviour too. You didn’t want to make a big deal out of it, but as you began to watch it bother Heechul too, you just knew that it wasn’t something that you could ignore forever.
“Why don’t I do dinner and you two can sit here together?” You suggested to him.
Heechul smiled weakly back at you, already knowing how things would turn out. Gibok would scamper as soon as he felt Heechul’s presence, knowing full well that Gibok would slink across and join you in the kitchen instead.
“I am happy that you and Gibok get on so well,” Heechul felt like he needed to reassure you, “I would hate this so much more if the two of you didn’t get on.”
“We’re a family of three, there’s never just two of us here.”
Heechul nodded in agreement with you, watching as you lifted Gibok’s head up and slid yourself out from underneath him. Luckily for you, he didn’t stir at all, unaware of your lap being replaced by a pillow underneath his head.
You slowly moved across to the kitchen, pointing across for Heechul to move across in your place. Worried eyes looked to you, but you were confident that Gibok would want to be by Heechul’s side, just like he did with yours.
“I’ll get dinner sorted, I make less mess than you anyway,” you encouraged, picking up the bag of ingredients that Heechul had left on the kitchen side.
“Are you absolutely sure?” He smiled, moving a little closer towards Gibok, slowly lowering his hand down to brush over the top of Gibok’s head. “The recipe is on my phone if you want to get it, I can send it across to you for you to follow.”
“I can already tell what you want to make looking through this bag,” you chuckled, “you really are a creature of habit sometimes Kim Heechul.”
He smiled proudly back across to you, “I know what I like, and I know that if you make this, Gibok will be able to steal a bit of the meat too to try and get him back on side.”
You nodded back at Heechul, opening up the kitchen drawer and pulling out one of the pots. Heechul kept an eye on you, continuing to scratch over Gibok’s head, making sure that you did things as you were supposed to, knowing that Heechul was too particular for his own good sometimes when it came to how his meals were prepared.
“Just to be sure, are you sure that you don’t mind doing dinner?” Heechul quizzed as you grabbed an apron off the back of the kitchen door.
“Just concentrate on Gibok,” you assured him, “give him all of the cuddles that I would give him, I know how he loves your affection.”
“Thank you, I really appreciate you doing this.”
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kpopimaginings · 3 years
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Home Again - Heechul
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A/N: For a lovely anon. I am very grateful that you have requested again and hope you like this story too. Reader is not Korean, but other than that I’ve left it vague
Living in Korea so far from your family was hard for you at times, and Heechul tried his best to be understanding of this. It was difficult, however, when the two people you spoke about most were male. He knew it was stupid to be jealous of these guys he had never met but when you mentioned they would be there when you finally took him to meet your family, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable about it.
He didn't voice any of this too you though, as he could see how excited you were about going home, and even more so that you got to take your boyfriend with you.
When you arrived your parents greeted you at the door, you gave them each a tight hug, before introducing Heechul to them. As your father took the bags up to your room, which they kept for anytime you came back to visit, you turned to your mother.
"Where are my boys?" you asked, jumping on the spot with excitement.
"In the living room," she told you with a smile.
You quickly pulled the door open, only to be attacked with love and affection from your two family dogs. Kneeling down in front of them you made a fuss as they proceeded to lick any part of you they could.
Heechul couldn't help but chuckle, as he realised that all this time, you hadn't been talking about human friends, but your dogs.
"I think those two are the only reason she comes home," your mum told Heechul. "Honestly, I think she loves the dogs more than us."
"I think she loves the dogs more than me, too," he agreed, trying his best to keep up with your native language which you had been slowly teaching him.
"If we're on a video call with her, the first thing she's asks is if she can see her boys," your mum continued to call you out.
"I can hear you, you know?" you scolded, before standing and returning to your boyfriends side.
"She's only telling me what I already know, they are all you talk about," Heechul pointed out, falling back into Korean when addressing you.
"I'm starting to think this language barrier is going to be a good thing," you told him. "Otherwise, you two are just going to try and embarrass me."
"Only because we love you," he laughed, kissing you sweetly on the cheek.
"Even when I can't understand you, I can see how good you are together," your mum commented. "Go and make yourselves comfortable, and I'll get some drinks and snacks together."
You led Heechul to the living room settling down on the sofa and finally formally introduced him to your dogs.
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NAVIGATION  |  SUPER JUNIOR MASTERLIST
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akiscribbles-blog · 5 years
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Happy Until Now
Pairing: Kim Heechul x Reader
Genre: Angst
Request: “ If you still take requests can you please write a scenario based on the lyrics of Happy Until now from Nu'ests Baekho with Heechul and can you make it an Angst ( the song just gives me an angsty feeling) “ - Anon
Word Count: 1058
A/N: Hope it’s ok that this is basically like fluffy angst. The song kinda gave me break up vibes and it also fit well with my own mood.
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You could see it, how he was acting, how he was speaking. You could tell how he felt. Kim Heechul had been your friend for a while until you got drunk and confessed your real feelings to him. You expected him to reject you because you knew that he usually didn’t date his friends. However, to your surprise, he confessed as well, drunk, just like you. And that was a beginning of a beautiful relationship, or so you thought.
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You sat on the couch, your phone in your hand. It was already late. You stared at the screen, your finger scrolling up and down your messages.
   “We need to talk”, was your last text you had send.
   He had sent you nothing after that, which made you wonder. But you waited for him, because even if you had a rocky relationship, he talked to you like an adult. He was quite busy, you assumed.
   Sure enough, you heard the doorbell ring. Your head shot up and you looked at nothing for a few seconds. The bell rang again and you stood up, walking to the front door. You opened it slowly, seeing the familiar face you loved.
   “Heechul”, you said with a sad tone.
   “Hi”, he greeted, his voice almost emotionless. “You wanted to talk?”
   “Yeah”, you answered awkwardly and stood away from the door. “Come in...”
   Heechul didn’t say anything but simply walked past you further in your apartment. He stopped and you closed the door. The atmosphere was already dark and sad, and you sighed to yourself.
   “Why did you want to talk?” Heechul asked and turned around to look at you. “Couldn’t you have said it via phone?”
   You looked at the man, his expression was serious. You felt that he knew why you asked him to visit, but he was trying to act. You weren’t sure what he was thinking, as his eyes seemed empty.
   “It is very important”, you said. “I’d rather see your face when I say it.”
   “Well then”, Heechul narrowed his eyes and took a step closer. “Say it.”
   Now you were sure he knew what you wanted to tell him. It was something you didn’t want to do, something that even thinking about, made your heart sink down. But you knew it was for the best, for both of you.
   “I think...” you began but had to take a deep breath so your voice wouldn't crack. “I think this is not going to work out...”
   “You want to break up”, Heechul then corrected.
   “I feel like it’s best for us both”, you said.
   Heechul looked away from your face, down to the floor. He didn’t say anything for a moment, and neither did you. You both had split up before but quickly got back together. Your relationship had been amazing, and then awful. You didn’t know if you could take it much longer.
   “If you think so”, Heechul finally spoke.
   “I do”, you said reassuringly.
   He looked at you again, and you could see the little sadness in his eyes. But he nodded his head, and tried to smile.
   “Maybe this is for the best”, he said. “I miss being your friend.”
   Your head dropped down for a second. You still wished he would’ve said no. That he would've hugged you and told you how he loved you. But alas, that is not what happened. Heechul just stayed in one place, unmoved. You looked up to him, to his eyes.
   “Yes”, you agreed. “You’re my best friend.”
   Heechul smiled, and you smiled back. You brought your hands up and open, suggesting him to hug you. He did so and stepped closer, wrapping his arms around you for a friendly hug.
   “Thanks for everything”, you said with a light heart.
   Heechul patted your back and then stepped away. You two stared into each other eyes for a few seconds, before he smirked lightly.
   “I have to go”, he told. “I’ll see you later.”
   “Okay”, you nodded your head.
   And so, Heechul walked past you to the front door and opened it. You stood your back to him until you heard him step out and close the door. There was something in your throat that you swallowed, and then your eyes started to water. You took a deep breath and wiped the tears away.
   But it wasn’t going to be so easy for you, from now on.
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It had been some time since your break up, a few months. Things seemed to be like normal. You and Heechul hung out like you used to and it was nothing but smiles and laughs.
   Heechul seemed almost happier, he liked to tell you about his celebrity crushes, his up coming variety shows and more. And like a good friend, you smiled with him, laughed with him. You wanted nothing but good for him. But, you often tried to hide your feelings for him, your feelings that never went away. It hurt you that he wasn’t yours anymore, that he talked about his non-celebrity crushes so openly. You often wanted to even kiss him, but then quickly remembered that it wouldn’t be right.
   “Hey??”
   You looked up, seeing that handsome face you loved. You smiled for a moment, until he spoke.
   “You ok there?” Heechul said with his brow up. “You looked like you saw Minho.”
   You glared at him, and he grinned. He pretested not to understand why you were mad. Not like you could convince him anyway,
   “Just shut up”, you said and Heechul shrugged, looking at his phone.
   You looked at him typing. Who was he typing? What was he typing? Honestly, it didn’t matter. It was probably just a co-worker and even if it wasn’t, you were okay. Or so you told yourself.
   Heechul looked up, to you, and he smiled that smile you loved so much. “You want to come hang out later?” he asked.
   You nodded, like there was no other choice. He smiled and nodded too, going to the right place with the snacks he wanted.
   You smiled for a moment, for him, for his happiness. For your friendship. It was the least you could do now.
   But deep down, you knew, you still loved Kim Heechul.
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streetlightyeri · 5 years
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‘horrible mother’ ; kim heechul
overview: moonbyul never planned on rolling out of bed to find that one of her worst fears had been realized
content: big age gap ig lmao (24 & 35)
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Min Moonbyul was ordinary: she lived with her best friend, Yuju, in their Pasadena appartment. They had loud neighbors, they worked their jobs, and they had steady relationships. Both hailed from Korea, where the rest of their family and their significant others were located. The two resided within the US due to both having gone to college in California and both getting jobs within their fields there.
They often flew back to Korea to visit family and to see their significant others. Moonbyul often stayed at her boyfriend’s appartment, while Yuju stayed with her girlfriend. Planes made Moonbyul sick, without fail, everytime. For the first 2 days after getting to her destination, she was always hunched over a toilet bowl.
So when she was throwing up on the morning of the 3rd day, she began to worry. Heechul had already left for work earlier, which Moonbyul was thankful for. She knew that if he was there, he’d know something was wrong since it was the 3rd day. Moonbyul thought over everything she had ate within the last 24 hours, ruling everything out. Then she moved to thinking through anything that could be the reason.
Once the thought of pregnancy crossed her mind she nearly catapuled herself into Heechul’s bedroom that they shared when she visited. She quickly unplugged her phone with shaky hands and went to her callendar app. She scrolled back to the previous month: November. She and Yuju had visited Korea during America’s Thanksgiving break, and her period was supposed to come the day after she returned to America, but it never had. Moonbyul had written it off as the travel that made her miss it, as it wasn’t uncommon.
Tears started to well up in her eyes as she went to her contacts list and pressed Yuju’s contact name as fast as she could. After 2 rings, she heard Yuju answer with a tired voice. “Moonbyul, why are you up at 7 AM?” Moonbyul couldn’t help the strangled sob that she let out, alerting Yuju. “Oh, no, don’t tell me you and Heechul broke up . . .”
“No, but, I’m scared he might after this.” Moonbyul managed to get out.
“Moonbyul, get to the point please, you’re worrying me.”
“I - I think I’m pregnant.”
“WHAT?” Yuju screamed, “How?”
“I’m on the pill, so I don’t know why. But, it’s the third day since we’ve been here and I’m still throwing up. Plus I missed my period this month, but I thought it was just from travel like it usually is.” Moonbyul said, resting her head in her hand. This couldn’t be happening, not now.
“Okay, I’m going buy you a pregnancy test. Stay there. Don’t do anything dramatic, and don’t tell him yet.” Yuju said before hanging up.
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Moonbyul was practically pacing by the front door. When she finally heard the knock, she praactically lept forward to open it. Yuju quickly walked in, the bag in her left hand. She rushed Moonbyul up the stairs, shutting her in the bathroom with the box after they found out how to use it. Yuju then left after being told many times by Moonbyul that she needed to go back and spend time with her girlfriend.
“And besides, I think I’m done having the panic attack, I just need to find a way to tell him. He gets back at 8:30, so I have less than an hour to think of a way. Thank you so much Yuju.” Moonbyul told her, her heart hammering in her chest at the idea of being pregnant.
Once the door closed, Moonbyul ran back upstairs, seeing that she still had 30 minutes until Heechul got home and a little less than 27 minutes until her pregnancy test was ready.
She was scared, more than anything. She grew up with a horrible mother who treated her like dirt, and from the age of 5, she had never felt the want to have children, no matter how many of her significant others tried to talk to her about having children with them in the future. She felt as if she had poor maternal instincts, depite how much people told her she was amazing with children. She had a job that she had just landed, and if she was pregnant, she’d have to move back to Korea with Heechul. Heechul was another problem: would he want anything to do with her or the baby if she was pregnant? To her, the negatives outwieghed the positives, but what scared her the most, was that Moonbyul didn’t know what she wanted the test to say. All of the negatives could be fixed if the test did come out positive. Moonbyul just didn’t know how to feel.
Thoughts ran through her head like they were in a marathon. They never stopped. Before she knew it, she heard the door downstairs open quietly, signialing Heechul was home - early. She felt her heart hammering and the cold tile of the bathtub against her back. The bathmath she sat on was the only thing giving her warmth. She was still dressed in Heechul’s shirt from the night before with a pair of sleep shorts that she threw on before Yuju had came.
The timer for her pregnancy test was still going with a little more than a minute left and she began to sob again, trying to hold in the noise, by to no avail. A sob rang through the apartment, making Heechul’s movements from the first floor stop before he ran upstairs, calling her name in a slight panic as he did so. He threw the bedroom door open, looking for her before he saw the bathroom light on. He was expecting Moonbyul to be asleep, not to be crying in their bathroom.
He slowly opened the door to see his girlfriend on the floor, a sobbing mess. He went to tunnel vision, seeing nothing else as he ran to her side. He was on his knees as he held her hand in his hands. “Baby, what’s wrong?”
“Oh God, please don’t say that.”
“Why?”
She couldn’t answer, as the timer on her phone went off next to her. They both looked at it, and she shakily reached her hand out to turn it off.
Heechul gave her a questioning look, causing her to just sob harder. He went to pull her into his chest despite his confusion, but she stood before he could. He watched her every move as she slowly walked to the counter, where she picked up a pregnancy test. Once she looked at it, she started sobbing harder. Heechul felt his heart drop. Was - was she pregnant?
“Babe, are - are you pregnant?” Heechul immediately stood, going to her side.
She slid the test to where he could see it: two pink lines were unmistakeable. His voice was barely a whisper, “I’m gonna be a dad?”
She managed to push the sobs down to let out a quiet sentence, “I understand if you want to break up.”
“What? No!” He said, spinning her to him. “I’m gonna be a dad! Moonbyul, we’re gonna be parents! This is the best news I’ve ever gotten! Oh God, I love you so much, and I’m gonna love our kid more than anything.”
She looked up in disbelief, seeing his eyes shinning with tears and a large smile on his face. “You - you want the baby?”
“Of course, you’re going to be the greatest mother of all time and I’m going to be the best dad. We’re gonna do amazing. I love you so much.”
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After the doctor and nurses had done the baby’s checkup to make sure it was breathing properly and bathed, they huddled the baby in a pink blanket, signaling it was a girl. Moonbyul looked to Heechul, who was crying in the chair next to her as he held her hand.
The nurse brought the girl over to Moonbyul, placing her on Moonbyul’s chest. Moonbyul lifted a finger and ran it over her cheek lightly; she was so beautiful. The girl moved her hand and grabbed the finger that Moonbyul was holding out.
After Moonbyul had her time, the baby was passed over to Heechul, who was looking at her like she was the best thing he’d seen in his entire life. He held her close to him, enjoying the moment like he and his baby girl were the only ones on Earth at that point. He whispered something that no one else could hear, “I promise you that I’m going to give you and your mother the best life I can possibly give.”
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k-scenariooos · 6 years
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Wanna Date? // Kim Heechul
Genre: fluff and smut
Word count: 2518
Summary: You and Heechul have been friends for ages, you two get drunk and you kiss him. One thing leads to another.
Warnings: alcohol, swearing, oral, unprotected sex.
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You opened the car door. "Hi ugly." You're greeted by your best friend Heechul as you sit down and close the door. He always picks you up from your work on fridays. You smile at him as you fasten your seatbelt. "How have you been?" You ask him as he starts to drive to his house, which was closer to your work than your own house. This was your little tradition, the two of you used to go to bars to get drunk but since Heechul is now even more famous than he was before, you couldn't do this anymore.
"I've been good, what about you?" He asked as he continued to pay attention to the road. "Just the regular work bullshit." You said sighing. Work has been a pain in the ass lately, you've been incredibly busy and working more hours. "You gotta take a break from that." He said quickly looking over at you. "I'm taking one right now." You said smiling even though he couldn't see it. You heard him chuckle. He pulled up into the garage and parked the car. You both walked towards the elevator.
He pressed the code to get into his appartement. "Go freshen up you look bad." He said teasing you. You pushed his shoulder as you went into his guest room, he never had guests over expect for you so it had some of your stuff just lying there. You changed out of your clothes into some sweat shorts and a comfortable sweater. You walked into the bathroom and wiped your make up off.
You walked back out to find Heechul already placing multiple alcoholic beverages on the table, most of them were bottles of soju. "Geez can't you wait? We haven't even eaten yet you alcoholic." You said as you sat down on his couch. "What? There's nothing better than a shot of soju on an empty stomach." He said as he sat next to you and handed you a glass.
One shot lead to another and before you knew it, the both of you were laughing and saying nonsense. You had drunken 3 bottles of soju together and a few glasses of wine every now and then. "Buuuut," You slurred as you held a slice of pizza in one hand and a glass of wine in the other. "who is dating who in the idol world?" You asked as Heechul laughed, he had a high alcohol tolerance but he was quite tipsy himself. "And why would I tell you? You were never that good with secrets." He laughed as he pointed his glass towards you and took a sip.
"What do you mean I'm great with secrets." You said as you changed your position to sit on your knees facing him. He gave you the side eye while raising a brow and taking another sip of wine. "Stop, when did I ever tell someone else's secret?" You said laughing. "You always tell me everyone's secrets." He said as he faced you completely. "Well yeah you're my best friend you deserve to know that. Which means I deserve to know which idols are together." You said smiling. He grabbed your wrist and pushed it towards your head. "Just eat your pizza." He said laughing.
"Why won't you tell me? Are you dating an idol?" You asked, the second part of the sentence a little quieter. As much as you hated to admit it, you were in love with your best friend. It was such a classic thing but it still happened. "Of course I'm not dating an idol, they don't know anything else but their work. And if I was dating I would've told you." He said quickly. "You're an idol." You said. "Yes but I've been in this business long enough to know how to keep work and private apart." He said looking you right in the eye.
You looked at each other for a few seconds before you started to feel awkward. You clicked your glass against his. "I'll drink to that." You joked. "Oh shut up you loser." He said as you both laughed and took a sip of your wine.
About an hour later the two of you were properly tipsy. Not quite yet drunk but it was defenitly getting there. "Coming back to the topic." Heechul slurred. "Are you dating anyone?" He asked. He wasn't as tipsy as you were yet. "Me? Oh no nobody would want to date me." You slurred. "What? Don't bring yourself down, not in my house." He said making you laugh. "What it's true! Anyone I've ever dated either cheated on me or broke up with me within a month, and I havent even dated all that much." You said taking a sip after your sentence once you realised how sad it sounded.
He looked at you. "So what do you mean to tell me? That you don't deserve love?" He said. You chuckled. "Of course not don't be so dramatic. I just haven't found it." You said looking at him. "Why?" He said as he set his glass down on the table. "Because I don't know if the one I want wants me too, and it's a risk." You said setting your glass down aswell. "Maybe you should take that risk." He said as he stared into your eyes.
You leaned forward and quickly kissed him, it was more a peck than a kiss because how fast it was over. He looked at you, and leaned towards you. He kissed you, slower and softer than you kissed him. A burden fell of your shoulders as you moved your hands to his shoulders. He laid his forehead against yours. "If I knew you felt the same way this could've happend a long time ago." He said. You kissed him again, now that you could kiss him you didn't want to stop. "Sorryy~" You dragged as you smiled and kissed him again.
He pushed you off him, you pouted looking at him. "Are you sure? You're pretty drunk you know." He said as he held your hands. You tried getting up but you stumbled a bit and fell against him. "You should be glad I'm drunk or I would have never gotten the courage to tell you." You said looking up at him. "So you're serious." He said smiling. "What makes you think I'm not?" You said hiccuping. He laughed. "Well good because I'm serious aswell." He said helping you sit up again.
He kissed you grabbing the back of your neck. You moved on top of him, slowly this time to make sure you didn't fall over. His other hand slid down your back to your hip, as you placed your hands on his chest to make sure you didn't fall down on his face. You softly grinded on him as he bit your lip. "Not on the couch." He said as he grabbed you and stood up, walking fast towards his bedroom.
He laid you down on the bed as he grabbed the hem of your sweater and pulled it over your head, leaving you in your bra. You pulled him down and kissed him, your hands pulling at his shirt wanting him to take it off. He quickly pulled his shirt off and went back to kissing you as his left hand kept him from falling on you, his right hand slid over your body and along your sides. Your hands sliding from gripping his hair to gripping his shoulders.
He moved down to kiss your neck. He placed one soft kiss right on the center of your neck as you let out a low soft moan. He smirked a little against your skin and continued to kiss along your neck and collarbone. You let out a whine at how slow things were going, you had waited for this for so long you couldn't wait any longer. You pushed at his shoulder making him look up at you. He sat back up as you crawled on top of his lap.
It was now your turn to kiss his neck. He let out a low grunt when you softly bit on the side of his neck, his hand feeling all over your body. You started to suck a bruise into his neck, as he playfully smacked your butt and pushed you from his neck. "Don't leave hickeys how old are you?" He said smiling at you. "Let me do my thing." You said as you kissed him again. His hands moving to cup your butt. He suddenly squeezed your butt hard causing you to jump up at little. He chuckled against your lips.
He pushed you back down again as he slid his fingers under your shorts and pulled them down your legs. He then crawled back in between your legs and started kissing around your collarbones and chest. You let out a whine. "Now let me do my thing." He said as his hands reached under you to unclasp your bra. You arched your back for him as he unclasped it, afterwards slowly sliding the bands down your arm and throwing your bra somewhere on the floor. His hands were quick to cup and squeeze your boobs. He was soft but still had a firm grip.
He started kissing along your boobs, as he stopped at a spot and started sucking a bruise onto the spot. You let out a moan, feeling his lips curl against your flesh. He moved back to look at what he'd done. You looked up to him with half lidded eyes and a slight pout, wanting him to hurry things up. He noticed the way you looked at him and smiled at you as he cupped your face.
"Hurry up~." You whined at him. "Oh have some patience." He said grabbing onto your underwear and sliding them down your legs extremly slowly. You threw your head back and let out a groan as you heard him laugh at you. He suddenly lifted your legs as you felt him placing them over his shoulders. You looked down to find him inches away from your crotch smirking at you. "Wanted me to hurry up?" He said, his tongue licking over your clit quickly, with presure. You let out a high moan at how unexpected it was as you dropped your head back down.
He continued to lick your clit as you felt his hands holding your hips down. He was fast and vicious with his licks leaving you a moaning mess for him. He slid one hand down from your hips. As he pushed two fingers into you stretching you out, your hands flew towards his hair gripping it as he continued to lick and finger you.
"Oh fuck Heechul." You said feeling yourself come closer to your high as he pumped his fingers at the perfect pace matched with his tongue. He removed himself from your clit and started to kiss along your thighs. "Come on then." He said as he went back to your clit. Changing it up he started to suck on your clit as your hands gripped on the bed sheets. You let out a high moan as your orgasm hit you all of a sudden. Your legs were shaking on his shoulders as he continued to pump his fingers, letting you have the most of your high. He crawled back up to sitting infront of you.
He stared at you as you came down from your high, how heavy you were breathing and how it made your chest rise and come down again. He took his pants off and slowly slid his underwear off aswell. You looked at him moving in between your legs again. You pushed yourself up on your elbows. He grabbed you by the hips making you sit on your knees infront of him. You looked at him, and then you looked down at his dick. You looked back up again to find him smiling at you. "Like what you see?" He said cocky. You chuckled and lifted yourself up, your crotch hoovering over his.
"Yeah." You said smiling as you reached down to hold him in place as you sat yourself down on him. He completly filled you up. He was a tighter fit than you thought he would be. You both let out a moan as you adjusted to his size. You slowly started to move, your hands gripping his shoulders for leverage. He let out a moan as his hands slid down your body towards your butt. He started meeting you halfway, thrusting up in you.
You let out a moan which was a little louder then you had anticipated. He smirked and leaned down to kiss your neck again causing you to let out another loud moan. "Fuck Heechul." You said increasing your speed. He let out a groan against your neck, as his hands squeezed your butt and helped you move up and down. His own thrust also increased. The sounds of his skin coming into contact with your skin almost louder than your moans combined. Almost.
You let out a high pitched moan as you bit your lip, feeling your high coming again. He suddenly grabbed your hips tight, keeping you still just above him as he started thrusting in and out of you hard. Your nails digging into his shoulder. He threw his head back and let out a loud groan. Your moans becoming uncontrolable as your high hit you again. A mix of moans and his name left your mouth as you came again.
He continued to thrust in and out of you, very sloppy as he was chasing his own high. He let out a mix between a groan of your name, as you felt him release inside of you. He pulled out of you and let go of your hips as you sat down on his lap. Laying your head down on his shoulder you looked at all the marks you made on his back. "You tore my back open." He said, his hands drawing circles along your back. You ran your fingers over them. "Oops." You said smiling and looking up at him. He placed you down on the bed and laid down next to you. He pulled you on his chest, as both of you fell asleep.
You woke up because the sun was so bright. Hiding your head into Heechuls chest. "Stop moving." He said in a rough morning voice. You looked up at him, eyes squinted. "I'm hungover stop talking." You said moving away from him. He quickly caught you again and pulled you back against him. You were face to face with him. His hand cupping your cheeck. "This is real right?" He asked. You smiled. "Yeah it is for me. Is it real for you?" You asked him, holding onto his arm. "It is." He said. You two looked each other in the eye. "Wanna date?" He suddenly asked in a stupid voice raising his eyebrows. You laughed. "Yeah but let's take a shower first." You said kissing him.
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k-hiphopshit · 7 years
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You Are Her Boyfriend? (Heechul x Reader)
Request from anon. Enjoy!
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Being in a girl group was a blessing, even though you had to escape the dungeon of trainees and get over the social media lurking for your next wrong move and it can get overwhelming, specifically when you've had a mental record, depression to be exact.
At first it did pull you down and you found yourself in a dark place, it may sound corny but that's when you met Heechul, it was like someone above send him to you to lean on him. Although, you did make him sweat for a spot in your heart, you were always so guarded and even though it hurt you so much when you looked at him and said "I don't want you here" even when you wanted to fall on the ground and cry in his arms, it felt like that's what you had to do at the time.
As you slowly accepted his love and let yours show you started experiencing feelings that you haven't felt in a long time, you became yourself even if that meant getting tattoos and dyeing your hair black, cursing and gaining weight from the delicious food you stopped refusing.
You expected a big backlash when you started doing those things, suprisingly your fans were happy for you and your fanbase expanded more and more, cause you were happy and unfiltered, they saw that the change was not fabricated and it was what helped you put out music that came from the heart.
Heechul was with you along the way, holding your hand and reasuring you that it was okay to do what you wanted as long as you were happy. That did not mean your relationship did not have your ups and downs, busy schedules and keeping your love under wraps and of course the homosexual rumours towards heechul was an issue that brought fights and tears, they were times that you thought you have reached the end, that there was nothing that could save this relationship.
But here you are, still strong, happy and still madly in love with each other. Even when you wanted to finally scream it to the world, you have managed to be okay with whispering it to his ear those silent nights you spend with him.
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"Babe I don't think this is a good idea"
You told him. You were happy when you heard that your group has landed a place as a guest star at the famous show "Knowing brothers", after a bit of thought it hit you that it could be dangerous for you and him, it's very easy for scandals to develop and even when it was true the last thing you wanted was people inveting your privacy, yes you would be very happy to finally let it out but it would overshine your music success and it's not the girls fault you fell in love.
"Why? You love the show and the girls want to do it"
"Yes but what if rumours start? you know how things are"
"They start rumours with every girl that comes as a guest"
"Cause you flirt with them, but that's an issue i want to bring up to another fight"
He giggled at your sneaky remark, he knew how jealous you can get and he secretly loved that, it meant that you loved him and wanted to be the only one in his heart.
"Fine but just think about it, I promise to be on my based behavior"
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Walking in the studio of the show was a stress, your heart stopped when you made eye contact with Heechul.
"So please introduced yourselfs"
Jang-hoon said. The other three members got introduced one by one and then it was your turn
"I'm (y/n) and i'm the rapper of the group, treat me nice so I won't punch you thanks"
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It was time for the question game and you decided to go last, it was much easier when the others had done their questions and prepared the whole thing, it was pretty much yoru way of preparing  yourself for the jokes and teasing.
"What is my ideal man?>"
"Me"
"No i'm not into girls"
You said to Heechul and just laughed, which caused the others to histerically burst into laughter although Heechul just looked at you surprised.
"Can you help us?"
"You can choose from someone in the room as an example"
"Kyung Hoon"
Yeong cheol said and you nodded your head
"I used to have a huge crush on Kyung hoon"
You admitted which caused Heechul to let his jealousy out and simply say
"You say that in front of your boyfriend?"
"What the fuck did you say?"
You pretty much yelled after he said that, the whole room fell silent and you could feel yourself blushing.
"Boyfriend? You are her boyfriend?"
"I hate you, you promised Heechul"
You said as you hid behind the other girls that were trying not to laugh at your freak out
"Heechul! you and (y/n)?"
" Not anymore cause I will kill him"
"You love me"
"Fuck you"
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We just needed a drink - Kim Heechul (M)
Summary | After sticking up for you at high school, you developed feelings for Heechul. The feelings are mutual but it takes you both 20 years to finally be truthful about your feelings.
Genre | Smut, fluff, high school friends to lovers, mentions of fuck, the word cock and pussy, alcohol, slight bullying, flashbacks, protected sex.
Warnings | protects sex, mentions the following words: pussy, cock, fuck. Alcohol involved.
Pairing | none.
WC | Around 3 to 4k.
Note | Requested by anon
Original request:
Hello friend~! I love your writing so so much, I saw your requests were open and I wanted to send one in. Could I please request a Heechul x reader smut fic, maybe a best friends to lovers scenario where they've both been pining for each other for a long time and then end up admitting their feelings over drinks at Heechul's place? I don't mind what kind of smut it is, vanilla or not, just do whatever you think fits in the moment? Thank you! xoxo
Masterlist / Request Rules / Upcoming
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Heechul is a man who will do anything for you, starting in high school by standing up for you to modern-day things like bringing coffee to your internship without even asking for it. Heechul is one of those guys who does things that people often feel there is more to it than friends. And if you look at it from a distance, that opinion is fair.
In high school nobody paid attention to him, he was more on his own with one of his best friends and that was that. Sometimes you saw him walk by, and somehow you were attracted to him. Your girlfriends were just making fun of his hair or the way he didn't like the uniform rules. And yet he had a certain aura that made you want to leave him. You didn't want to show too much that something was up, so you ignored his presence most of the time. Until that one day, the day you couldn't avoid it anymore, the day Heechul showed that he's not just anyone.
Like most days you sat outside alone with your homework, nobody paid the slightest attention to you because who does homework at school anyway? Your friends were long gone, but you saw the benefits of doing your homework at school. No homework at home, more free time, and certainly more time to write and draw.
"Look who we have there, all alone." Jake was one of the bullies at school, he never really paid attention to you because you were often surrounded by your girlfriends, one of which he found remarkably interesting. "What do you want Jake?" you asked quietly, your eyes still on your homework.
"There's a party tonight." Jake looked at his friends standing around you, your eyes still on that one question in the book, and you quickly erase a wrong answer.
''So? Have fun," you said nonchalantly, not really in the mood for an argument with Jake or anyone else in his group.
Jake wasn't rude to you most of the time, but he could change his mood so quickly that you sometimes wondered if there was more to him.
"Ah come on, don't you feel like a party? We'll never see you."
"That's for a reason, will you please leave? I think you must get dressed for the party?".
Jake and his group of friends started laughing, so loud that several students realized that Jake was up to something again. As a result, many students walked on quickly, but one remained standing.
"Well, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the party with me?". You chuckled, shaking your head in disbelief once the words hit you. He wanted to go to the party with you, sure, and then dump you as soon as he sees his crush.
"Not interested, maybe Mira is still interested?".
"Come on, it's me, Jake. You can't get any better." Sighing, you closed your book, ready to leave, away from men who want nothing but a mirror to look at all day long. Jake grabbed your arm, his eyes on yours.
"You're going to regret this." His grip got harder and tighter, you tried to knock his arm away with your bag. All five boys burst out laughing.
"Hey Y/N, let's go. Did you forget you're having a family reunion?".
That phrase kept haunting your head for months. The way Heechul seemed so confident in front of Jake, like Jake couldn't do anything, made you see Heechul differently than many students thought of him.
After a few weeks, the two of you met after school to get to know each other better. It was the least you could do after he saved you from Jake. What started as a mild friendship, grew after a few months into a permanent friendship where you could count on each other. Your girlfriends used to joke about the fact that you were in love, which was crazy, right? Yet you started to see Heechul differently after graduation, the moment he got his diploma realized that you would see Heechul less because you were both going to college. It broke your heart but you also knew that a friendship like this couldn't be broken easily.
"Where are you with your thoughts?" asks a voice that sounds very familiar. Heechul pushes your Iced Latte into your hand and puts his sunglasses back on. And you have to be honest, it looks good on him. So good that a little butterfly flutters around in your stomach. Heechul shakes his head and pinches your cheek.
"I asked you something, and if you wait any longer I'll drink your coffee." You hide your coffee behind your back as he gets ready to grab the Iced Latte from your hands.
''I thought of the delicious coffee''. Heechul chuckles, he puts an arm around you and you walk towards the park near your old high school.
"I'm glad I never have to go there again," he jokes as he sits down next to you on the wooden bench. He takes a sip of his coffee as he fixes his gaze on the building. "It also looks completely different."
"You have that after almost 20 years." He nods but turns around quickly, his eyes wide and he stares at you with a questioning look. "Am I that old yet?" Heechul puts his coffee down on the bench and begins to feel his face with his hands.
"You don't have any wrinkles yet, old man." You receive a light push to your arm and you think back to the time when you walked around here in your uniform. Like it was yesterday. "Have we been friends for so long?" You ask yourself more than Heechul, but knowing Heechul he answers immediately.
"Too long if you ask me." You burst out laughing as you pat him on the shoulder. You both sit with a coffee in your hand, laughing at whatever is being discussed that afternoon and yet you feel different than usual. That one butterfly is still fluttering around and you wonder if more are coming or if it was just a moment. When Heechul gets up, throws away his empty cup, he comes back and holds out his hand. "Come, I'll take you home."
The moment you take his hand is the moment that that one butterfly is not so alone anymore.
For Heechul it is clear. Ever since he first saw you in the school hallways, he knew you were special. It took Heechul a while to know what those butterflies meant, and by a while, it means about 15 years. Heechul was always afraid that he would ruin the friendship the moment he revealed anything about his feelings. So he made the difficult decision to move on as friends and put his feelings away. It worked for a while, especially when he started dating other women, he forgot about you for a while. Until he was alone, and the first woman that came to mind was you.
He tries to hide his feelings as much as possible now too, unsure if it is mutual and afraid that he will ruin more than necessary, just like before.
Heechul had asked if you wanted to come over to him, just for a chill evening with a movie and some drinks. Nothing special and nothing new for you two. While you are packing your things you will feel the same butterflies fluttering around as before. Every time Heechul calls, sends a message, or shows up at your door it's like a butterfly garden in your stomach. "Alright, you can do this," you mutter to yourself, afraid that the nerves you never really had will make you return home and crawl under your blanket with the excuse that you're not feeling well. But that doesn't help either, because Heechul will be at your door within 15 minutes.
"Hehe, there you are, I wanted to call you if you were feeling well." Heechul presses a kiss to your forehead as he takes your things from your hand. Great, more butterflies.
"Which movie do you want to watch?" you ask as you plop down on the couch with the remote in your hands. You zap back and forth, waiting for Heechul with the snacks and drinks. "As long as it's not a boring romantic Hollywood drama, I'm fine with everything."
"Ah man, was just about to set up The Notebook." Heechul throws some popcorn your way as soon as he walks past you, he puts the snacks on the table and he hands you your glass with whatever he put in it. "Nice tan, are you going to poison me?"
"Would I wait twenty years for that?" You shrug your shoulders and take a sip of the red and orange substance. The sweet taste will make you take another sip, it tastes like strawberry, orange, and coconut. "Okay what's in it?" you ask after three sips. "Malibu, and something else...nice right?"
"Do you want me drunk?" He doesn't answer but grabs the remote from your lap and sits back munching on popcorn. "How about the new Avengers movie?" You nod and make yourself comfortable on the couch.
For about twenty minutes and already two glasses later it is quiet, nobody says anything. You let your eyes wander from Iron Man to Heechul. Dressed in a white oversized shirt, sweatpants and his hair was wild with probably the thought that he wasn't going to leave after all. It suits him well. Too good.
"Is Thor not so attractive anymore?" You are startled from your thoughts when you hear his voice, a chuckle leaves his lips. "What?" you ask nervously, trying to bring your attention back to the television.
"You're staring at me." You don't answer, your focus returns to the television. He shakes his head and like you, his focus returns to the television.
"It's Captain America, by the way," you mumble and grab a handful of popcorn. Heechul does not react and that ensures, partly due to the alcohol, that the next sentence pops out of your mouth without even thinking about it.
"But you're also attractive."
Your hand flies to your mouth in shock that you've just said this, without even being drunk. You hide your face in your hands, knowing the alcohol isn't going to be an excuse. Two glasses are nothing and your third glass is still half full. Heechul knows you need more to get drunk. He laughs and moves closer. He grabs your hands and then stares directly into your eyes.
''Can you repeat that?. I didn't understand very well." You slap him on the shoulder, the blush on your cheeks as you try to hide your face again. Heechul has to be honest with himself he's just glad you said this. But whether it is the truth and not a joke remains to be seen.
"Listen, if this was a joke, fine. Don't worry. But-''. He takes a sip of his drink. "If this is the case, I want to talk about it." You slowly raise your head from your hands, and you bite your lip when Heechul is sitting quite close with his hand folded over your wrist. You say nothing, but rest your chin on your knees. Heechul pauses the film and turns to face you again. 
"I think now is the time when I'm going to be honest, maybe against my better judgment if it turns out that this was still a big joke, but oh well. I'll get over that." He pauses for a moment, arrowing your reaction as you sit up a little straighter across from him. His hand is still wrapped around your wrist.
"Since the first moment I saw you, I knew you were special. The way you were and are yourself, the way you don't care about others, and the way you treated me, especially in high school have made me feel more for you than just friends. It's been like this for a while, but I didn't dare to admit it, afraid that you-''.
You don't let him speak, a sudden burst of confidence washes over you when you place your lips on his. It's a fierce but short kiss, just to shut him up. Heechul is shocked, before he can do anything you let him go.
"It's not a joke." Heechul bites his lower lip, he lets his eyes wander from your lips to your eyes. The eyes he's been crazy about for years. "Let's forget the movie."
Heechul lifts you, you fold your legs around his hips as he carries you to the bedroom. Your lips don't let go, too busy to make up for the missed years. He lets you fall on the bed and you crawl a little further up towards the pillows you let yourself fall on. He pulls his shirt over his head, showing the toned belly you love so much, and he crawls across the bed toward you. You stare into each other's eyes, both seeking consent for this intense step in your pre-existing relationship. Without saying a word he hides his face on your neck, sucking his lips on your sensitive skin. Your hands move from his shoulders to his shoulder blades toward the edge of his joggers.
His hand is soon under your bra, gently kneading your breast as he strokes your nipple with his thumb. A soft whimper leaves your mouth as he sucks on your skin harshly leaving a red mark for everyone to see. You push him over, straddling his hips as you take off your shirt and your bra. His hands immediately find their way to your boobs, caressing and kneading the flesh as you try to hold your hips still. ''Fuck, you're so beautiful'', he whispers before he turns you over again, hovering over you as he still has his hands on your boobs. ''I don't know why I waited this long''.
Heechul wraps his lips around your nipple, sucking on the nub lightly as his other hand wanders towards your leggings, finding their way into your panties soon after. You are so overwhelmed by all the feelings that you almost forget about Heechul, you feel his semi-hard length pressing against your leg and you try to place your hand on his bulge. ''Don't'', is the only thing he says before rubbing figure 8's on your clit. Your hand retracts itself and places itself in Heechul's hair, holding on to the strands tight.
''Fuck this feels s-so good''.
Heechul turns to your other nipple, keeping his eyes on you as he gives the same attention to the nub. His fingers caress your folds, rubbing your clit with his thumb. Heechul knows once he is inside you he won't last long, but he wants to make you feel good without thinking too much about himself. His lips travel from your nipples to your stomach, one of his hands lowering your pants and panties and the same time. He throws them on the ground, leaving your pussy to make himself comfortable between your legs. ''You don't have-''. Heechul places a single kiss on your clit, shutting you up instantly.
He places a few more kisses before diving into your pussy. His tongue flattens and runs up her folds, repeating it a few times as he watches you enjoy the things he is giving to you. His index finger presses itself into her pussy as he uses his tongue to stimulate your clit. You arch your back, a moan leaves your lips as you feel yourself getting more aroused by the second.
You grab his hair with one hand, the other holding the sheets. ''Please watch me -''. Heechul sucks your folds into his mouth, holding it in for a few seconds before releasing it with a pop. ''You are more important''. He gets off the bed, leaving you all bare on the bed. Heechul takes off his pants and underwear. Automatically you are drawn to the sight of his cock, standing tall and proud. The tip is red and covered with pre-cum. You want to touch him, you need to touch him but as Heechul said, that is for another time. He just wants to make you feel good.
He watches you laying there on the mattress, waiting for him as he grabs a condom out of one of his drawers.
He opens the foil and slides the condom around his cock, pumping his cock a few times with his hand before making himself comfortable on the bed and between your legs. One hand slides the tip of his shock through your folds. A groan leaves his lips and it is the first time you hear him let out any sound this evening. And you can't lie, it turns you on more than you thought it would.
Heechul looks at you, checking if you are alright and if you are ready. You just nod, too aroused to even think about stopping. He slowly presses his length against your pussy, sliding in watching your eyes and movements every second. He bottoms out, holding his breath for a second at the feeling of your wall clenching around him.
''You are so tight'', he whispers, slowly moving at a steady pace once you said that you are ready.
His thrusts are slow, letting you feel every movement of his cock inside of you. Your walls are clenching around him and Heechul has to hold himself back to drill into you and to fuck you hard. You notice once you open your eyes, him hovering above you panting at the feeling of being inside of you. You wrap your arms around his neck, your legs around his waist with your heels on his lower back, urging him to go deeper.
''Don't hold back, please'', you whisper and a moan leaves your lips once he starts picking up pace. Moans, grunts, and deep breathing is heard all over the apartment, but you both are too busy with each other to even care.
''Faster baby'', you mumble into his ear, he crashes his lips against yours, tongues fighting over dominance as he again picks up his pace drilling his cock inside of you. The sound of skin slapping, your arousal, and both of your moans make it harder to hold out the tingling feeling in your stomach. You want to hold it in for a while, waiting for Heechul to reach his high as well.
''I'm g-gonna cum'', he groans as soon as he leaves your lips, the feeling of your walls clenching around him has him reaching his high sooner than he thought. You urge him on, whispering that you are close to him. Your hand reaches down to your clit and you start rubbing fast and rough, your other hand holding onto his bicep for support. The burning and tingling feeling inside of your stomach get more intense the more you apply pressure on your clit.
Heechul tries to hold it in, noticing the way you are desperately trying to reach your orgasm. One look at each other, and you both groan at the feeling of finally reaching your high. You arch your back as you also cling onto his body for support. Heechul hides his face into your neck, riding out his orgasm as he hears you coming undone. Both of you are too tired to even speak, let alone get up and get dressed.
''I love you'', he whispers into your ear, placing a kiss on your cheek as he hovers over you tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. You chuckle, wrapping your arms around his neck and placing a kiss on his lips.
''I love you too. Maybe this is a weird question, but can we watch the Avengers?" Heechul shakes his head, removing himself from you including the condom which he throws away in the trashcan. ''Are you serious? Thinking about that movie after we had sex?''.
You bite your lip, closing your legs as you giggle.
''Or can we have another round?''.
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chicken-fifi · 4 months
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Coping | Heechul (SuJu) Iamgines
Pairing: Kim Heechul x Fem!Reader
Requested by @bokkibunny: Hi Fifi, could you please write an expansion for Heechul from the You’re in a Car Accident reaction? She’s being kept unconscious because she had some severe internal injuries and she almost didn’t make it. Although he seems to be keeping it together quite well, he’s not fooling his members for one second (especially Leeteuk), who can see that he’s not actually coping well with the situation. He insists everything’s fine, but all it takes is a very vulnerable moment for the group leader to realise Heechul cares for her way more than he’s willing to admit.
Genre: angst
Word Count: 667 words (i think i subconsciously made this short intending for another part. idk)
A/n: i feel like it's been a long while since i've done an expansion for a suju reaction i think. i hope you guys enjoy it! you can find the SuJu Reaction | You're in a Car Accident right here!
Tunes: attack on titan OVAs
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“Any news yet?” Jeongsoo asked as he took a seat beside his friend.
“She’s in a medically induced coma,” Heechul offered. “Her parents are in there with her right now. They just arrived so I left the room to give them some time with her. The doctors aren’t even sure how on earth she survived that accident. Her internal injuries are bad. Really bad.”
Jeongsoo listened to him carefully before leaning forward, elbows on his knees, “How are you holding up though?”
Heechul looked at his friend and leader for the first time since he sat down. For the first time since he had arrived at the hospital after being contacted, he felt tears well in his eyes. Pressure growing behind them, making it impossible to hold them back. They fell as his shoulders shook violently despite no sounds really coming out of his mouth. Jeongsoo was taken aback from his sudden outburst of tears. Not once did he imagine Heechul would crack like this. Although, Jeongsoo was certain that his friend had kept it together far longer than he would have had he been in this exact same situation.
“I’m fine,” Heechul choked out. “I just need to make sure she’s fine. They’re fine right? They’ll be fine right?”
Jeongsoo felt his heart break for the man who usually never showed much soft emotion as he was showing now. As much as Heechul had tried to keep it together over the phone when he’d called him - he had sounded so calm and cold, nothing like what he looked like right now.
“Heechul,” Jeongsoo began, laying a hand on his back. “You’re allowed to care and worry about her and lose it right now. You don’t have to put up a strong front in front of me - of all people, not me. I understand how it feels to some extent - everything that you’re feeling.”
His shoulders shook harder as he allowed himself to cry in front of his decades-long friend. It was no use playing the tough guy card right now.
“I can’t lose her,” Heechul cried. “I can’t lose her. Not like this. Not when she doesn’t know just how much I love her.”
There it was.
The object behind Heechul's sudden breakdown.
He cared far more deeply for you than he had ever admitted to you - to anyone for that matter.
“You won’t,” Jeongsoo stated with far more confidence than a man who hadn’t even seen you or known the full extent of your current medical state should have. “You won’t lose her.”
But even despite the fact that he did not know a single thing about you in that moment, despite just having arrived minutes ago to the hospital - beating the rest of the guys Heechul had called in his panic. Despite not having a doctor tell him that you even being alive was a miracle in and of itself, his words brought an immense sense of comfort to the crying man.
One he did not think he would ever have the honor of having, not then.
“Promise?”
Jeongsoo knew better than to promise such things, but he still went ahead and did it, “I promise. Now, why don’t we go to her room. I’m sure her parents need you just as much as you need them right now. They understand everything you must be feeling better than anyone else right now. And I think you should tell her now too, even if she is in a coma.”
Without a single ounce of hesitation, Heechul stood up wiping his face and walking towards the hospital room he’d been in for God knows how long holding your hand. He’d tell you, even if you weren’t awake to see him say it, he would tell you over and over again until you woke up and then say it even more.
He’d say it for the rest of his life if he had to.
Because he wasn’t going to lose you.
He wasn’t going to lose you.
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oraclekleo · 2 years
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Kim Hee Chul (Super Junior) - Shadow of the Moon
Hello and welcome!
I’m Kleo and I’m here to present some k-pop related tarot readings to you.
Disclaimer:
I would like to state that all these readings have a purely entertainment nature and their purpose is to bring some fun into my and hopefully yours lives. I have never ever met any of the idols / actors / celebrities in my readings, I don’t know them personally. Tarot reading isn’t an exact science and I can never guarantee any of it. Most of it is my intuition mixed with fantasy. Don’t take these readings seriously and don’t base any important decisions on tarot readings only, use your common sense.
If you wish to request a tarot reading, please read the pinned post on my profile first to see the instructions on how to request. I only do readings for idols / actors / celebrities of 18 years of age or older. Requests for readings including younger people will be automatically dismissed. If you feel uncomfortable with these tarot readings, do not engage in reading my posts. Thank you for understanding.
Reading Info:
Rating: 18+
Reading Type: Single - Couple
Requested: Yes - No
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Shadow of the Moon
Questions:
Darkness (Their worst quality)
Shadow (Their secret)
Reflection (Their loyalty)
Smoke (Their deepest desire)
Mirror (Effects on their lover)
Full Name: Kim Hee Chul
Stage Name: Heechul
Group: Super Junior
Masterpost: Super Junior
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Kim Hee Chul
Heechul (Super Junior)
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Shadow of the Moon
Darkness (Their worst quality) - 8 of Swords
Heechul might become numb from time to time. He closes himself up, letting nobody to approach him, talk to him. Sometimes he might feel detached from everyone and everything, he’s overwhelmed with his own worries and anxieties, fearing that he’s not good enough and that others deserve better than he can give them. Which is nonsense but sometimes he believes it.
Shadow (Their secret) - 8 of Cups
Heechul is an idealist. He keeps searching for perfection and he simply can’t settle for anything less. When he feels like something isn’t working well enough according to his standards he will cut the cord, burn the bridges and start again. And it applies to himself, too.
Reflection (Their loyalty) - 6 of Pentacles
Heechul is loyal to others, to people he cares and loves. He’s a selfless and truly generous person at heart. He would never harm anyone only to pursue his own goals.
Smoke (Their deepest desire) - Knight of Swords
Sometimes Heechul wishes he didn’t feel so strongly. He’s likely a deeply emotional person, feeling everything with every fibre of his being - joy lifts him to the sky, sorrow nearly crushes him. Sometimes he wishes to be more… rational and emotionless.
Mirror (Effects on their lover) - 6 of Swords
Heechul might unintentionally scare or chase his lovers away with his erratic behaviour. When he’s happy, he’s the ray of sunshine. However, when he’s not happy, he might push people away in order to spare them his suffering. He needs to realise that people who love him won’t love him less at his low moments.
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enterenews · 1 year
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Park Mi-sun “Kim Ji-min, I almost gave you a blind date.”
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'Knowing Bros' Park Mi-sun said that she found out late that Kim Jun-ho and Kim Ji-min were dating.
In the JTBC entertainment show 'Knowing Brother' (hereinafter referred to as 'Brother'), which aired on the 14th, Park Mi-sun, Jo Hye-ryeon, Kim Ji-min, Oh My Girl's YooA, Mimi, Viv.
On this day, a profile picture matching game was held with the choice of a match. When the picture of the ‘hand-raised spider’ came out, Lee Sang-min mentioned Kim Ji-min and said, “Doesn’t she have someone she loves?” In response, Heechul Kim teased, “I loved a friend of a friend,” and Jimin Kim asked back, “Didn’t everyone come with a single concept today?” When Kang Ho-dong asked, “Did Jimin come out with a concept?” Kim Jimin replied, “No. It’s X Boyfriend,” he joked.
Afterwards, the profile picture designated by Kim Ji-min was released. The profile picture was ‘angel’, and when asked why, Kim Ji-min said “Mother Teresa” and revealed that it was because of her boyfriend Kim Jun-ho. He continued, “My boyfriend is very dirty, so I cleaned and managed a lot of things, so I developed my skills. I have a knack for cleaning. There was Parmesan cheese powder at home, so I tried to eat it, but my feet were dead skin,” he said, shocking everyone.
In particular, Kim Ji-min, who is maintaining his solo outlet, joked, “We broke up because it was too dirty.” Lee Sang-min, who heard this, said, “I also removed the dead skin on Jun-ho Kim’s feet. However, the actual commercial was filmed by Kim Jun-ho and Kim Ji-min,” he confessed a funny anecdote.
Kim Ji-min also revealed an anecdote about being impressed by Kim Jun-ho. He said, “I don’t like sashimi very much, but when we went to a raw fish restaurant as a group, we inquired about nearby meat restaurants and delivered our meat.” However, Park Mi-sun said, "It's all the same when dating," and made everyone laugh. In response, the older brothers asked, “I heard that Park Mi-sun stopped dating Kim Ji-min and Kim Jun-ho,” and Park Mi-sun explained, “She told me not to get married because she was chased by someone else.”
Conversely, Jo Hye-ryeon supported the couple Kim Jun-ho and Kim Ji-min. Jo Hye-ryun said, "We did that to Jimin before we announced (the dating rumor). you will be very blessed Because when I see him, I feel very sorry for him,” she said. In response, Park Mi-sun said, "I didn't even know that, and I tried to introduce Kim Ji-min to another man and Jun-ho to another woman. But Jiminyie said, ‘Actually, there is a man I have a crush on’. But a few days later the article came out. She said, ‘What are you guys doing?’ She got angry. At that time, she never imagined that the man she was flirting with was Kim Jun-ho,” she said.
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blu-joons · 2 years
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pairing: kim heechul x reader
word count: 506 words
prompt: pride
summary: slightly unsettled by a script, heechul is worried about damaging his pride until you remind him of the many things he’s done in his career thus far
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Your eyes looked to Heechul in confusion after reading through the proposition that the broadcast had given him for the latest episode of Street Alcohol Fighter. The disappointment on his face was clear, but you struggled to make sense of it all.
“What’s wrong with it?” You asked him as you placed the script back down beside you, “it’ll get plenty of views Heechul.”
His eyes went wide, gasping across at you as you failed to agree with him. “I’ve got pride Y/N, I can’t lower myself to these standards.”
Your eyes rolled as he dramatically snatched the script away, replacing it with himself sat down on the sofa beside you. Your head continued to shake as he looked at you, trying to get you to change your mind.
“Have you seen some of the things that you’ve done in your career? You think that that’s going to be the most damaging thing to your pride?” You asked, watching as the look of surprise on his face dropped.
As you began to reel off some of his more embarrassing moments, Heechul found himself struggling for argument, even as you went silent, he was still. His mind had left him, struggling to think of anything that he could use against you.
“I think it could be fun,” you smiled, pointing at the script in his hand, “surely even you can give something like that a chance?”
“I’ve only got a little bit of pride left,” he corrected himself, still frowning across at you, “what if this is the thing that just makes me lose the last bit of pride that I have Y/N? The show is a well-respected show too.”
Your hand poked gently against his arm, an action that Heechul still decided to dramatically react to. “I can guarantee that this is not the stupidest thing that you’ll have done in your career.”
Another sigh came from him as his eyes couldn’t help but wander and look at the script again. “I can’t believe that this is what it’s come down to. You know, a few years ago I would have never agreed to do something like this.”
“You’re the one always telling me that you’ve got to stay relevant.”
Another huff soon followed as once again you managed to find the right thing to say again to leave Heechul stuttering. The more you spoke the more irritated he became as the more he leant towards accepting the script.
“Why do you always seem to know the right thing to say?” He asked you.
A smug laugh came from you as you figured that you’d worn Heechul down, “so, are you going to tell them that you’ll do it?”
“You know if it all goes wrong, I’ll blame you,” Heechul assured you, “the remaining, tiny amount, of pride that I have is riding on this and the fact that you convinced me too.”
“You’ll be fine, and if it all goes wrong, you’ll give the viewers a good laugh.”
“You are enjoying this far too much.”
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kpopimaginings · 3 years
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Bored? - Heechul (NSFW)
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A/N: For a lovely anon, Heechul x dancer!reader smut. I’m super happy with how this turned out, I hope you all are too
(There are no condoms in this story and we are going to assume that Heechul and his s/o are in a committed relationship and have taken necessary precautions!)
Your favourite days were those spent in the studio rehearsing with Super Junior. You were lucky enough to dance with a lot of SM artists, but as you were dating Heechul you were definitely biased towards his group.
The only downside was that you often felt bad at how little Heechul could do. He seemed fine about it, happy to be there chatting and joking around between learning the bit of choreography he could do for his parts.
When everyone took a break for lunch, you went straight to Heechul's side.
"How you doing, baby?" you asked him.
"I'm good," he replied, wrapping his arms around your waist to hold you close.
"Not too bored?"
"Watching you dance? I'm more likely to get too excited than bored," he told you, sliding his hands down to rest on your butt.
"Well, we have some time," you said in a low, suggestive tone. "It's only right I help you out if I'm causing a problem."
Heechul was quick to respond, crashing his lips to yours.
You laughed when you managed to pull away. "Maybe somewhere a little more private?"
He then chuckled too, coming to his senses and realising that literally anyone in the building could wander into the rehearsal space and catch you. Hand in hand you disappeared to the nearest bathroom.
Once inside you locked the door and pushed his back against it. Hastily, you unfastened his trousers, sinking to the floor along with them and his underwear. You took him in your hand, pumping a few times and licking his tip. Heechul gazed down at you with a look of adoration in his eyes until you took him in your mouth causing his eyes to flutter closed in pleasure.
You began to bob your head up and down, swirling your tongue around his tip as you pulled back. As Heechul started to let out little grunts and groans, his hand came down to tangle in your hair. To your surprise he then pulled you off of him.
You frowned up at him quizzically.
"You need to have fun too," he explained.
"I am having fun," you defended. "I want to make you happy."
"Actually having sex with you will make me happy."
He pulled you to your feet so that you were stood in front of him.
"Well, I can't say no to that then, can I?" you replied with a smirk, before pressing your lips to his greedily.
His hands made their way down your body to push your sweats and underwear down your legs. No sooner had you stepped out of them, Heechul switched your positions so that you were now against the door.
The kisses became messy as one of his hands dipped between your legs to make sure you were ready for him.
When he was happy that you could take him, he moved his hand away. Almost instinctively, you hooked one leg around his hips to give him easier access to you. With one of his hands supporting your thigh, he used the other to guide himself into you.
You let out a deep sigh at the feeling of the familiar stretch.
"I'm so lucky to have you," Heechul told you, pressing his lips to your more gently now as he began to move his hips.
You moaned softly, trying to keep your noises to a minimum. Heechul dipped his head down to leave kisses against the crook of your neck. Wrapping one arm around his shoulders for support, your other hand tangled in his hair, as you match Heechul's rhythm with your own hips.
He continued to mutter small praises and affirmations to you as you both built closer and closer to climax. When you knew you were close, you used your own hand to push yourself over the edge, grateful for Heechul's weight against you keeping you upright against the door. Your own orgasm caused you to tighten around your boyfriend and it wasn't long before he finished too.
After taking a moment to come back down, Heechul spoke, "I do love it when you rehearse with us."
"Hmm, and now I know how much," you smiled as the two of you began to redress and make yourselves presentable.
"If this is what happens when I tell you, I'll be telling you more often."
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akiscribbles-blog · 6 years
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A New Beginning
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Pairing: Kim Heechul x Reader (kinda)
Genre: Angst with a happy ending
Request: “ Hello! I'd like to request for heechul angst with a happy ending. You are so used to him flirting in knowing brothers that it normally doesn't affect you. When he comes home after shooting he reassures you it's just work. But when Ahn So Hee came on the show, you knew something was different. Heechul has liked her for 10 years and you saw how awkward he was acting. Time passes and they get closer. You know Heechul never initiates a breakup (fact!), so you do instead. Idk how but happy end pls! “ - Anon
Word Count: 2835
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A/N: I have no idea what this is. It’s not as angsty as I’d like it to be, but somehow I did end it kinda happily. It’s just a big mess. I hope you enjoy it regardless.
It was normal. He would flirt with all the female guests in Knowing Brothers, you knew this. It was just how he acted, and you were fine with it. No matter how pretty the guest was, you knew Heechul loved you. Or so you thought.
    You knew this time it was different. Heechul was being more awkward than usual, shyer even. Yes, Kim Heechul, shy? It must have been because of someone special.
     “Show your heart”, he would say to that one particular guest and then look at Kyunghoon like an embarrassed little boy. He had never done that before with anyone else, not even you. As you knew, Heechul would be obvious with his flirting. He would often in the end of the day, if he could, show you all the affection you wanted.
   “Stop worrying”, he once said. “You know I want only you.”
   You wanted to believe him, but you knew it wasn’t the same this time. It wasn’t just one pretty girl, it was Heechul’s crush of ten years. How could you not feel like it was different?
   You didn’t want to think, but you knew he had been odd ever since he had done that episode. You brushed it off at first, but the moment he didn’t seem to have much time for you anymore, and it wasn’t just because of him being busy with touring and MC:ing. You could feel it.
   Now, you’ve had enough. You knew he would never do it, so you had to do it yourself.
   You two were at a silent little restaurant. You asked him there with you, feeling it’d be the best place to talk. He sat across you, looking down at his phone. You stared at him, your food untouched.
   “Heechul”, you finally opened your mouth. “We need to talk.”
   He raised his eyes to you, worry showing all over his face. “About?”
   “I think…” You had to pause to gather yourself. Heechul stared at you, tilting his head to the side a little. You took a deep breath. “I think we should break up.”
   “You are joking?” his voice got slightly angrier.
   “Do I look like I’m joking?”
   Heechul placed his phone on the table, staring at you with fire in his eyes. “Just like that? After all this time?”
   You stayed quiet, slowly looking down.
   “Why?” He slammed his hand on the table when you didn’t respond. “Answer me!”
   You were startled by him, taking deep breath trying not to cry. “Because you are so close with-“ Your voice cracked. You couldn’t even say her name out loud.
   “Who?”
   “You know who”, this time your voice was bitter. “Your crush.”
    Heechul then realized who you were talking about, and he clenched his hand into a fist.
   “Are you kidding me?” he asked. “You want to break up, because I have a crush?”
   “I just can’t take it, Heechul!” You let yourself go, saying everything you had bottled up inside you. “Do you understand how hard it was to look at you being so… embarrassed in front of her? So shy and flustered?”
   “You have a crush on Leeteuk, and you don’t see me getting mad about it”, Heechul tried to remind you.
   “That’s different! I don’t get all flustered when I see him!”
   Heechul sighed. “So you want to break up”, he said without any emotion in his voice. “Fine. I’m not going to stop you.”
   That was your last straw. You stood up from your seat, took your walled and threw some money onto the table to pay for your food you didn’t even eat.
   “I’m not a-“ Heechul tried to speak but you interrupted him.
   “I’ll get all of my stuff from your place next week. Goodbye Heechul.” And so, you turned around, walking out of the restaurant.
   You didn’t look back as you walked as far away from the building as possible, though deep down you wished you would hear Heechul’s voice trying to call you back, but that didn’t happen. You knew it wouldn’t happen. He has never fought for a girl who wants to break up with him. Why would you be an exception?
   You stopped, leaning against the nearest wall as you collapsed to the ground. You let yourself cry openly, not caring about the other people walking by. You had never thought this day would come, and especially not like this.
   Now what?
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You finally dragged yourself up from the spot, but the tears never stopped. You didn’t know where else to go, but to your friend’s place. He had been there for you. You knew he would take you in.
   As you had arrived to his apartment, you knocked on the door and sure enough, he opened the door.
   “Kyunghoon...” you spoke silently.
   “Hi, sweetie.” Kyunghoon narrowed his eyes. “Are you okay? Have you been crying?”
   “We broke up”, was all you said.
   He understood right away and took you to his embrace, patting your back you softly cried into his shoulder.
   “I’m so sorry, sweetheart...”
   “I want him back”, you sobbed. “I love him so much...”
   Kyunghoon squeezed you tightly in his arms. “I know dear... I know...”
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It had been a month or two, and you hadn’t seen Heechul at all after the break up. You asked Kyunghoon to get all your stuff from Heechul’s apartment, as you were still too sad to see him. You also had distanced yourself from everyone from Super Junior, just in case.
   The first weeks were the hardest. You would watch old episodes of Knowing Brothers, then funny videos of Heechul. You didn’t know why. It didn’t help your broken heart at all. You even logged off from most social medias, so you wouldn’t see any news of him.
   Then after crying for a month and losing a lot of weight, because you couldn’t eat properly, you finally went out with Kyunghoon. He was a big help in your recovery. He led you stay in as long as you wanted as well. He didn’t even tell Heechul you were living with him for now.
   “How long are you going to stay away from social media?” Kyunghoon asked as you were watching TV on his couch, blanket wrapped around you.
   “Until I’m ready”, you answered while not even looking at your friend.
   Kyunghoon sighed and sat next to you. “You can’t avoid him forever.”
   “Watch me.”
   “Look, I’m friends with him and you. He keeps asking about you-”
   “Then you tell him that I am fine and I am okay”, you interrupted your friend.
   “Are you really, though?” he asked. “You still cry randomly while doing normal things.”
   “Because they remind me of him”, you spoke, swallowing so your voice wouldn’t crack. “You know it would kill me all over again if I saw anything of him.”
   Kyunghoon sighed, but knew that you had your own ways to recover. “Okay then. I just want you to be happy again.”
   You looked over at your friend, forcing a smile on your face. “Don’t worry, I will be!”
   Kyunghoon nodded, standing up to do something else.
   You looked at the TV again, then took your phone out of your pocket. You went to your gallery, looking at pictures. Pictures of him. He didn’t want to take pictures of you two, since he was so careful about his dating life. But the pictures you were looking at, you had taken.
   Memories came in with each picture. It all came back to you, all the love you still had for him, came pouring in. You bit your lip as tears formed. You didn’t want to worry Kyunghoon, so you tried to sob as silently as possible.
   You were not okay. Not yet.
-
Months had went by from the break up, and here you were. Feeling a little better, but admittedly your heart was still broken. Heechul was the person you loved so much, you could’ve never seen yourself leaving him. It didn’t help to think that maybe he felt similarly to you, considering how long you had dated. Almost a year. This day, in fact, would have been your one-year anniversary.
   You were outside shopping, thinking you should just treat the day like normal. Well you didn’t, since you had already bought things you didn’t need but just really wanted, because you needed to treat yourself.
   You were at some random store, looking at anything and everything. You already had your hands full of paper bags, but it wouldn’t hurt to buy something else, right?
   Suddenly, your attention was caught by someone saying your name. You turned around, seeing a man wearing a mouth mask. Though you could recognize those eyes anywhere.
   “Heechul?” Your heart started pounding. All those feelings you had for him that you thought had went away, came back.
  “Hi”, he said while his voice was muffled because of the mask. He took it off and you could see his whole face. “How have you been?”
   “You know, I’ve survived”, you answered. “How about you?”
   “Well, good”, he said while scratching his head.
   “So, are you and-?”
   “No, we aren’t”, Heechul knew right away what you wanted to ask. “Not yet, anyway.”
   You sighed, biting your bottom lip.
   “How about you and Kyunghoon?” he suddenly asked you, sounding maybe somewhat jealous.
   “What about us?” you asked innocently.
   “I was surprised when it was him I saw getting your stuff and not, you know, you”, he said a little bitterly.
   “Are you jealous?” You raised your eyebrow.
   “No”, he spoke quickly. “Just odd you would ask a man get your stuff from your ex…”
   You shook your head. “You know me and Kyunghoon have been friends even before I started dating you. He is the reason you and I met in the first place.”
   “Oh yes I remember”, Heechul nodded to himself. “I thought you were really cute, so I had to ask you out.”
   “It has been over a year”, you sighed. “Remember what day today is?”
   Heechul slowly nodded. “Yes I do…”
   You then search something from one of the shopping bags. A shirt with an anime girl on it. Why had you even bought it? You didn’t know. You took it out and gave it to Heechul.
   “There. I think that’s more your style, plus it’s your size”, you spoke as he examined the shirt. “Happy anniversary…”
   “I love it”, he said, smiling to you. “Thank you.”
   You smiled back. You two stood there, without speaking or looking at each other for a moment. You didn’t really know what to say.
   “I’ve missed you”, you then finally admitted. “It has been hell not being able to talk to you… When I was being really heartbroken, I wanted to call you and talk about it so badly…”
   He sighed but didn’t speak, looking down to his feet.
   “Heechul, do you think we could be friends?” You looked up at him, hope shining in your eyes.
   He raised his brow. “Are you serious?”
   “I am. I miss your company, your jokes, your teasing. My life is empty without you”, you spoke your heart out. “Maybe our relationship didn’t work, but that doesn’t mean we couldn’t be friends.”
   He thought for a moment, letting out a deep sigh. “I guess it wouldn’t hurt. I mean, I miss your company too…”
   You smiled wide, wrapping your arms around his middle for a hug. It was nothing but a friendly embrace, and Heechul patted your back comfortably.
   You let go, looking at him. It seemed like your heart was whole again. You were happy again. Heechul smiled back, no doubt feeling the same.
   “Now come on, since you’re here, we might as well shop together!”
   “Why are you shopping in the first place though?” Heechul asked.
   “Because I broke up with someone and it’s our anniversary day today, so I need to treat myself!” you talked like he wasn’t being the ex.
   Heechul chuckled. “Sounds good. I also got dumbed quite recently, so I might need the shopping too.”
   “Then let’s go”, you offered your arm for him, and he hooked his with yours. “We both need to treat ourselves. Then in the end we could hang out and watch dramas!”
   “Ew, no”, he huffed.
   You glared at him, which made him tense up a little.
   “Fine… But nothing too cheesy or I will throw up.”
   “You’re such a drama king”, you stopped yourself. “No, drama queen.”
   “Yah!”
   You chuckled. “You’re the prettiest girl in the world”, you mocked him.
   Heechul smirked. “Damn right. The prettiest of them all!”
   “Hey! I was trying to tease you!”
   “Well you can’t tease me, when you’re just stating facts”, he teased back.
   You were not amused. “You know what else is a fact? You’re an idiot.”
   He shot you a playful glare. You only chuckled at him. He shook his head, then took his phone from his pocket. He held it up, and you could see from the screen that he was taking a selfie.
   “What are you doing?” you asked.
   “Taking a picture, come on get closer to me so you fit the frame!” He tried to get near you, holding the phone and then the shirt you gave him.
   You decided to humor him and posed with him, smiling to the camera. He snapped a picture and then did something else with the phone.
   “You never wanted to take pictures with me…” you mumbled, but he still heard you.
   “That was when you were my girlfriend”, he spoke quickly. “But now you’re my friend.”
   You smiled at him. It was going to be okay.
-
You had done shopping and now were at his place, having all kinds of things to eat and a bottle of soju you shared. You had watched a few dramas, and Heechul commented on them, being annoying. He was wearing the shirt you gave him, and honestly it fit him better than it would have fitted you.
   He was trying to take another selfie. You shook your head as he was trying to get the best ankle for a good minute. Then he finally snapped the picture and nodded approvingly.
   “Handsome”, he said while looking at the picture.
   “I’ll be the judge of that”, you said and took the phone from him. “You look very silly.”
   “You’re just jealous you’re not as pretty”, he said while taking his phone back and sticking his tongue out at you.
   You shook your head, going back to the last drama of the night. Heechul was on his phone, until he yawned and laid on the couch. You let him do his thing while you watched the rest of the drama, feeling blessed as he didn’t seem to comment on anything.
   The movie ended soon, and the couple in it broke up in the end. You wiped your tears as you had felt very emotional by the movie. You sniffled lightly as the credits rolled. Looking over to Heechul, to take in his teasing, you were surprised when you saw him all tucked next to you on the couch. He was snoring lightly, and honestly looked adorable.
   You smiled gently, taking his jacket and placing it on top of him. He moved in his sleep and pulled the jacked more on him.
   “You idiot”, you chuckled, shaking your head.
   You took your phone to take a picture of him, so you could tease him the next day. But you noticed you had some notifications that said Heechul had posted some pictures on Instagram, tagging you in them. You raised your brow, looking at the app.
   You saw the first picture that was him wearing the shirt with a caption. “It fits me perfectly! I can’t believe she thought she could wear it”, with a bunch of emojis.
   The second picture was from earlier, when you were in the selfie with him. The caption said: “Met my friend randomly and now we’re shopping! She has a great taste as you can see. She bought the shirt.”
   You let out a soft chuckle. It felt much better now that you two could openly take pictures and talk about each other. You wondered, maybe it was meant to be this way.
   You stood up and turned around, pointing the phone at the sleeping beauty to take picture of him. Then you went to Instagarm and uploaded the picture there with a caption. “He fell asleep while we were watching dramas. Lame.”
   You send the picture with a smile on your face. He was so going to say something about it after he woke up. You walked to him, watching his calm sleeping face for a few seconds. You admittedly wanted to hug him or kiss his cheek, but decided against it. You were okay with how things were going to be from now on.
   “Heechul?” you tried to get his attention. He mumbled something in his sleep. You shook your head, but kept your smile.
   “Goodnight, my new friend~.”
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