#Look I'm actually doing what I made this blog for www

[twilighthappiness]

Personally, I don't really care if minor(if they're teenagers) have their own nsfw blogs or private account for that, we're growing, and hormones skyrocket at that stage of growing(yes that includes dirty impure thoughts), in a way I found myself indulging in nsfw content, not all the time of course, it just sometimes to release those thoughts before annoying me through the day.

And soon I'll be 17, so like, that's an legal adult age for my country www

That's the thing though! There's so much nsfw of characters that are ambigiously teenagers, people say they would age them up but often it's not the case either.

Anyway adding my thoughts—

It's not to dismiss that sexualizing minors is wrong, but I do think that we as actual people have our agency to decide that— but I'm aware that I am still a minor hence why I asked in the first place.

To tell you the truth, I've been exposed to sexual stuff since I was VERY young.

(cw: mentions of sex and general suggestive nsfw)

tl;dr: my body is completely rejecting the idea that I have impure thoughts and it's currently doubling down (hence I fragmented)

Like it started with me accidentally peeking on my mom's hookup, barely witnessing it but still understood it somehow.

It then descended to me trying to look up what that act meant online which my mom saw and scolded me for, so I was left even more curious.

I started reading the various "bedroom advice" magazines my mom had because she took my devices, not really getting it but instead letting the words paint a picture in my head.

I was 8.

Soon enough I started reading fanfiction, lemons (as smut used to be called) often were in my reading lists. Like I had so many anthological smut stories featuring different characters of different fandoms.

AND IT GOT WORSE.

Sometime around when I was 10-13, I was basically numb to the vanilla stuff so I started seeking deeper, I wasn't addicted but I was really bored then. I was already into kinky vampire noncensual biting so what else?

And it didn't help that I had become such a good researcher.

By this point I understood what sex was, my mom and education never cared enough to tell me. All I know is that it feels good, because it's a biological function.

So I kept looking at darker fantasies like dubious consent, (and stuff much worse than that but I will not mention because it makes me deeply uncomfortable, desia is), drugging, kidnapping, etc.. it's not as far out there as other kinks and I'm glad it wasn't.

Sometime this year though, it changed, I was aware that things like that were normal but my past history made the thoughts really difficult and intrusive.

#(メイル) #: anonymous #cw suggestive #cw sex mention

[ask-blindspot-aesop]

A letter seem to be sent, and it was addressed to... Blindspot! Opening it, it reads...

“ Hello, Blindspot! I do hope this letter didn't gave you a fright.

I just happened to hear about the matters you're dealing with from a little birdie, and I must say, I feel rather sad to see you go through it... It isn't fun to deal with being bullied for being different, isn't it?

Although I cannot reveal my identity to you, I have attached something to this letter of mine. It mostly serves as a bit of a comfort to you in times if you need it. I'm not too sure if you'd enjoy it, but... I hope so.

If your bullies come to harass you, I hope you know that I and a few others are with you and will continue to support you. I hope that things will get easier for you, Blindspot.

Ah, I best get going. I have a few things I need to get to, and I don't want to take up all of your time. Feel free to write back to me— I don't mind having you as a pen pal of mine till we officially meet.

Till then, I wish you the best. ”

— 🌸🍒

Inside the letter was a curious little thing— a pair of cherries that were seemingly not damaged! It did looked like it was made of glass, but to achieve that is an interesting feat in and of itself.

What a strange thing...

(ps: hi mun! 👋 I just stumbled across this blog and couldn't help but want to hug Blindspot, he's so precious and I want to hug him ;v; I hope you don't mind me lurking here www, I might send an ask or two through the letter format because it'd make things fun. Anyways, I hope you have a great week!)

(Hello there! I'm glad you find him cute, it means a lot! I went through the same stuff as him as a child so I relate heavily to him oof. Feel free to interact with him more, it'll make him happy. I hope you have a nice week as well!)

"A-Another kind letter... Do people.. actually like me..? And there's a gift attached to this one as well..."

He pulled the gift out and looked amazed at the glass cherries. They looked so pretty and well made, he found himself mesmerized by them for a few moments before he snapped out of it and gently placed them inside his bag, mainly as a way to protect them from when the bullies eventually come back. He then pulled out a pen and paper and began writing a letter back.

Dear 🌸🍒,

Thank you for your kind words and gift, it's a very pretty gift. I'm not used to having so many people being nice to me, I'm.. Not quite sure how to express my gratitude at the moment, but please know that it does mean a lot to me..

As for being pen pals, that sounds quite nice, and I'd like that very much..! T-Thank you again.

-- Sincerely, Aesop Carl

#idv #identity v #idv embalmer #identity v embalmer #idv aesop #identity v aesop #aesop carl #idv askblog #identity v ask blog

[lilikags]

Hi Myu. That fanfic reblog game was meant for me because I have A LOT to say about your fics.

So, your writing denotes innovation and productivity for me. I don't know how to explain it further, but it feels like a professional work possible after deep marketing analysis and customer testing to ensure the product stands at the top of the market (in my mind there are little business meetings inside your brain that discusses these issues while you write). And why do I have this vision so clear? I think it's easy, that's the main reason why I thought we wouldn't get along when we met. When I first saw your writing, met your blog, all these methodical and professional, serious vibes made me think you wouldn't like me because we'd crash (you know, since I'm the emotional outburst and spontaneous mess you already know www) I'm obviously glad that wasn't the case, but that first impression never left my mind !!

You're innovative in the way I've told you before. You're revolutionary because you bring topics we wouldn't have considered before to the table. Because you make things differently, but differently in a way that looks so extremely measured and calculated that it's.. intriguing.

You have the ability to make,, lab art, office art if you will (because your themes are under the same branch) it's just. refreshing at the end of the day ‹3

-> ask game: what does my fanfic say about me and I will confirm or deny (or demure, as is my right, but will make a real attempt!)

HI ATE LIS

im glad i rbd that game now

this is a little funny because i will be minoring in marketing management if the school i go to has it (i'm flexible i just need a business minor) but i do take marketing now and it's like. a little funny because if i viewed this more as a business i would do some analysis of the market and the campaigns and yes i would conduct research like focus groups and surveys etc we're actually studying that now, primary and secondary research

AFJDSFSDSLFJDSLFJD professional,, i got into making my blog looking nice for myself looking professional omg,, i've been told this before (by you) but i can never get over it. i must be just that good /lh

AFJDSOALFJ THE WAY I THOUGHT YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME BECAUSE I THOUGHT WE WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO HAVE ANY GOOD CONVERSATION BECAUSE YOU'D BE TOO SMART FOR ME AND I LIKE DON'T KNOW ANYTHING this is so funny

im not scared to talk to u now tho we're both in this boat on fire somewhat

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i came here to make friends and now like. now im like. i know people. its so crazy. i just go places do my own thing and like being called revolutionary. such a big honor...

measured and calculated. thats so interesting ,, if you have coherent thoughts do tell me more. so funny because i don't put a thought into shit that i do

AFJDSFOLASJASD OFFICE ART it sounds so fun i swear my dad made a map !! for one of the offices for his company. sounds so fun i wanna do it. he made little circles out of resin and made a world map and pinpointed where the offices were it was really cool so maybe this is . runs in the family HAHAHAHA

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa im glad im like. refreshing thats so amazing to hear

#celestine #heirs.lis

[cherryobx]

She'll come around

request: "Can you do a jj imagine where kie really doesn’t like you. I know you did that a bit in the kook one but I really loved that and I love to see more!!!❤️

summary: JJ introduces you to the pogues but Kie doesn't really like you.

warnings: language, angst, happy ending tho

WC: 1,7k

(Not my gif, creds to the owner!)

If you knew JJ you knew that he was never the type of guy to settle down. To be in a long-term relationship. Or even just commit. He loved to party, meet new girls and take a different one home every time. It was just who he was.

That’s all he ever knew his entire life. Why would he want to settle down and just be with one person? He had been hurt by the people closest to him. His dad, for example. Even if he didn’t admit it to himself, he didn’t want to get hurt. He didn’t want to feel any kind of pain that came with a relationship, physical neither emotional.

But when he met you, he was willing to throw all of that out of the window. He met you at one party and talked to you the whole night because you were sitting alone by the fire. You talked the whole night. JJ actually really enjoyed talking to you. You two became friends after that. Few weeks later he found out that he didn’t like when you were talking to other guys. Or even worse, when they would touch you. He realized he had fallen for you.

He told you about the way he was feeling. At first, he wanted to talk to his friends about it but then after some thinking he knew that you were the one he should be talking to. After his confession, you told him that you liked him too.

You were hesitant at first though. You were afraid that you would just be another notch on his bedpost. But as time went on, you saw that it wasn’t like that. He actually wanted to talk to you and spend time with you. You were the first person he had felt the need to cuddle with. And that already proved that he actually wanted to commit.

After dating for a few months, he asked if you wanted to meet his friends. After all they were the closest thing he had to an actual family. Hell, he really wanted you to meet them. It took him a while to convince you because you weren’t so keen on the idea.

“I don’t know, JJ…”

“I’m not asking you to become friends or start hanging out with them. I just want you to meet them. That’s all.” He took your hands in his, pressing a light kiss on both of them.

“Please, Y/N.”

So, you finally gave in. “Fine.”

Hearing that made JJ happy. Like really happy. He was bouncing around with excitement. He just couldn’t wait for you to meet his friends. His partners in crime. Literally.

The next day, he picked you up on his motorcycle and took you to John B’s house. Or as they liked to call it, the Chateau. The ride there was too short for you to prepare for what was coming. You grew more nervous with every passing second.

Before entering the chateau, you stopped JJ so you could look him in the eyes. “What if they don’t like me?”

“What’s not to like about you? You’re literally perfect, Y/N. Stop stressing.”

“But what if they hate me?”

He placed his hands on your shoulders and leaned forward a bit so he was looking straight into your eyes. “Stop it right now. You have nothing to worry about. I’m sure they’ll like you.”

“I really hope so.” Your gut was telling you that this was not going to end well. And your gut was rarely wrong. You were praying it would be one of those times. Luckily for you, your gut was only partly right.

As soon as you stepped into the chateau after JJ, everyone’s eyes were on you. You only recognized Sarah Cameron since she was pretty popular in Kildare. The others were not familiar to you, although you felt like you had seen them running around somewhere before.

“Guys, I wanted to introduce you to someone. This is Y/N, my girlfriend.” JJ then let go of your hand that he had been holding when you walked in.

“I’m gonna go get some water. Introduce yourselves to her,” JJ said.

“JJ do not leave me here-“ You tried to grab him but he was already jogging towards the kitchen, leaving you standing in the middle of the room with a few strangers.

The brunette boy with a bandana around his neck was the first one to speak up. “Hi. I’m John B.”

Then the boy next to him introduced himself as Pope. Sarah introduced herself as well. They all seemed very nice so far. You were waiting on the brunette girl to talk but she stayed quiet, sitting sideways on the couch and staring out of the window.

When his friends realized that she was not going to speak, they introduced her to you. “That is Kiara.”

You gave them all an awkward wave. You let out the breath you were holding when JJ was finally back at your side, handing you a cold bottle of water. “Thank you,” you said, taking off the lid and pouring some of the cold liquid down your throat.

“So, now he’s your personal assistant?” Kiara finally turned her head to look at you. Her eyes scanned you up and down, almost like judging you. No, she was definitely judging you.

“What?” you asked.

“He doesn’t have to do shit for you. Stop treating him like he’s nothing.”

You were actually taken aback by her words. You hadn’t even done or said anything to her. Why was she talking to you like that? It actually kind of hurt your feelings. You were not going to let her step on you like that. She had no right to talk to you like that. So, you dug up some courage and defended yourself.

“Excuse me? First of all, I didn’t even ask him to bring me the water. And second, I’m not treating him like some assistant. We’re in a relationship, we do things for each other all the time.”

Kiara stood up and walked up to you. She stopped right in front of you. She was almost to close for your comfort. Crossing her arms on her chest and leaning her weight on one of her legs, she looked straight into your eyes.

“You’re probably just using him. I know girls like you. You act all nice in the beginning and then break their heart the second you get a chance. That’s just how it is and has always been.”

“You don’t even know me.”

“So? I’m not planning on becoming friends with you. Like ever. So, you might as well get lost right now before you break JJ’s heart and leave it for us to fix. You’re no good.”

You felt so hurt and frustrated at the same time. The voice in your head said “ha, I told you so!”. You wanted to cry so badly at that moment but held back your tears. She was already mean enough, she didn’t need to see you break down. You had to stay strong.

Everyone else was just watching the interaction, holding their breath, too scared to say anything. The tension in the room was almost unbearable.

“What is your problem? I haven’t even done anything to you. Hell, I don’t even know you. Today’s the first time I’m seeing you. I came here with good intentions. I just wanted you to like me because I know how much it means to JJ. How much YOU mean to him. And you’re treating me like shit. This is so unfair. You make all these assumptions about me. None of them are true. Why are you pushing me away like that? Tell me, what have I don to you that you hate me so much?”

The room was even quieter than before your outburst. The only thing heard was the birds chirping outside and the summer breeze outside.

When Kiara said nothing, you took it as a sign and started walking towards the door. “Where are you going?” JJ ran after you.

You slammed the door in his face and started walking away from this place. JJ caught up to you though. “Y/N, stop!” He grabbed your hand and spun you so now you were facing him.

“I’m clearly not wanted there. I told you that it was going to happen.”

“It’s okay. Hey, look at me! I’m going to talk to Kie. It’ll be alright.”

“No, it will not. It’s going to be like this every fucking time I’m around her. She hates me.”

You sighed as JJ pulled you into hug. You wrapped your arms around him and rested your head on against his shoulder.

“Let me handle her. She’ll come around.”

“Okay.”

You stood there in silece for a few minutes and you were just gathering your thoughts. “Do you want me to take you home?” JJ asked, breaking the silence. You nodded.

“You wait here then. I’ll go talk to Kie and then I’ll take you.” He made his way to the chateau. So you leaned against his motorcycle and waited for him to come back.

About 15 minutes passed when you saw the door open. But JJ wasn’t coming alone. Kiara was following him close behind, eyes fixated on the ground. When they reached you, you raised an eyebrow at JJ. He just nodded towards Kiara who had just raised her head to look you in the eyes.

“I came to apologize. You were right. I had no right to talk to you like that. I’m just really protective of my friends and I didn’t want JJ to get hurt. But I realized that I can’t control their lives or prevent them from making their mistakes. I should give you a chance. You actually seem really nice. I’m deeply sorry about what I said earlier. What about a fresh start, huh?”

“Sure,” you said, giving her a small smile.

“Good, I’ll see you around then.” She waved at the both of you as she walked back to the others who were inside the house.

“I told you she’d come around,” JJ smirked.

You lightly smacked his chest with your hand before taking a helmet and putting it on. “Just take me home, smart-ass.”

"You love my ass."

"Shut up or I'm not letting you sneak into my room tonight."

"Yes ma'am."

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[badoccultadvice]

hey, uh, idk if u know this or not but the book of urantia & the cult surrounding it are like. really racist and kinda awful. u reblogged a quote from the book a little bit ago and i wanted to ask if you knew. this link talks about it a bit as well as some interesting stuff about celestial seasonings tea brand being involved in it: https:// www. foodandwine . com/drinks/sleepytime-tea-and-little-known-religion-behind-it

I don’t know if you know this, but, the Bible and the cult surrounding it are like, really racist and kinda awful. I don’t know how to change this for you, but I will still post Bible quotes I think are useful, relevant, or hilarious, because religions are things you can decide whether or not you join--you don’t get automatically slurped into one by reading a quote from a book.

I posted the quote by randomly flipping to a page and typing what was on the page I opened it to. I thought the “Adamic Administration” part was pretty loony and I think it’s interesting to see how just a slight retelling of Bible history can change your perception of it.

My posting policy for book quotes is that if I happen upon something that’s got hurtful wording in the passage, I most likely won’t post it unless there’s a compelling reason why--if I happen upon something that exposes the author or the organization behaving in a racist or prejudicial manner, I will be likely to post that and also add additional commentary on what I think about it.

So you have this comment where you say “I wanted to ask you if you knew this” and then sent me an article from foodandwine.com, not exactly a reputable source of information on RELIGIONS AND CULTS. I wanted to ask you if you have any idea how strange your ask looks and how weird it is that the most detailed thing you can tell me yourself about this organization is that they are oddly involved with Celestial Seasonings. Like, you have nothing else in there, by the way. You’re just asking if I know. Well, the answer is: what relevance does that have to the actual post I made, or do you not have a real answer for that?

Added note: if you're here to tell me an entire religion is a cult and inherently wrong in an effort to influence my blog to position itself against a religion, and your only supporting argument is that a food site said they're in cahoots with a discount tea brand, I'm gonna be damn hostile and you'd better believe it.

#ayame-tea-blog #you knew this blog's maintainer was crazy when you walked in the door #i'm not sure how you expect a crazy person to react to an ask like that #please tell me how I should react so I can be sane for you!!!!

[randomobsessionsofa30something]

The 5 korean dramas I’m currently watching (October 2020 update).

A life update...

It’s been about five months since the last time I posted about korean dramas. Usually, if I stoped writting about dramas it was because I stopped watching any but this time I’ve actually watched plenty. However in 2020 everything is different. Turns out when you work at home you end up working more hours than in an office therefore the first thing I want to do after work is to stay as far away as possible from my laptop. So the past few months this blog was reserved to random posts made in my mobile about kpop albums. Anyway long story short, been away for a while but I’m going to make an effort to post more often. Here’s the dramas I’m enoying these days:

Do you like Brahms?

This is my favorite of the dramas I’m watching right now. It's probably not for people that like fast paced dramas. Nevertheless it’s a sweet romantic drama about a profesional pianist (Park Joon Young played by Kim Min Jae) that was considered a genius but whose career has slowed down and he takes a year off to decompress. He has had a crush on his best friend’s girlfriend for a long time but things will change when he meets Chae Song Ah played by Park Eun Bin. Song Ah is a violin student that started playing later than most violin players which makes her struggle. She has similar romantic troubles as Park Joon Young and soon she becomes attracted to him. Another trait they share is that they have trouble expressing themselves which creates missunderstandings. Their personal struggles and their romantic past will be the main obstacles in their relationship.

Record of youth

This TVN drama stars Park Bo Gum as the successful model Sa Hye Jun that is trying to make it as an actor and when he's about to give up things start to look up. At the same time he meets a former office worker turned make up artist (Park So Dam) that is having a hard time in her new job and is a dedicated fan of his. They soon have a connection. However the everyday problems from schedule issues to his new found popularity will make things difficult for them.

I love their wholesome relationship even if things get more complicated in the second half of the drama. I have to say it's been a while since both second leads in a drama bothered me as much as they do on this one. The editing of this drama is interesting. They skip often on the time line which sometimes I feel adds to the story and other times can be confusing. It's on Netflix.

Private lives

This JTBC drama is also available on Netflix. Only four episodes have been released but I knew from the first episode I would love this one. I've always had a soft spot for SNSD's Seohyun so I always check out her dramas I have to say she has improved in her acting and the chemistry with Go Kyung Pyo is on point.

The story is about a girl that was groomed from early age to be a swindler. However when a con goes bad her family falls apart and she's left with nothing but resentment. She follows in her parents footsteps to take revenge on her father's behalf. Things will get more complicated than anyone expected. She meets Lee Jung Hwan, a regular office worker, and makes the decision to leave everything behind her except he is not what he seems.

Dodosolsol lalasol

Go Ara stars in this fun rom-com as a rich girl whose goal in life is to make his dad happy. She plays the piano only because it makes him happy and is about to marry the man he chooses for her. Suddenly her life does a 180 when his father passes away leaving her with nothing but debts. Now she has to make a living after she is conned by a real state agent. Luckily Joon, a guy that barely knows her, takes pity of her and lends her money until she's able to pay him back. He also has gone through a lot and is on the run.

Honestly after his role in WWW I've been really looking forward to see Lee Jae Wook in a main role and even if I imagined a different kind of role for him I'm really enjoying this drama. You can watch it on Netflix.

The tale of the nine taled

When I heard about this drama I thought: are they attempting to do a Goblin 2.0? After watching only two episodes I would say it isn't up to that level but it is a fun fantasy drama. Jo Bo Ah plays a tv producer that is obsessed with mystic creatures and meets Lee Dong Wook's character Lee Yeon. She soon realizes he's not what he seems.

Lee Yeon is a gumiho (a nine taled fox) that just arrived to the city and is already making a splash. He notices he's being watched so he tries to hide his real identity but his brother (Kim Beom) shows up after a long time which complicates everything and forces him to stay close to producer Nam Jo Ah to save her life. Their fate though has been tied for hundreds of years.

#korean dramas #2020 #kim min jae #sbs #tvn #park bo gum #park so dam #kdrama #netflix #seohyun #ko gyung pyo #snsd #lee dong wook #jo bo ah

[toycarousel]

My sister came out as gay. I never liked her, even before she was gay. Infact i always hated her.I would do my best to avoid her in our small apartment. Family never cared. But now that she's out, they want me to magically love her again. that's not how it works. So they're forcing me into therapy to make HER feel better. Every meal and second in the house is them trying to guilt trip me, so I up and left a couple days ago. I don't know if I wana family anymore. I don't wanna go home. I'm tired

Hi, Anon! It sounds like you’re very certain that your dislike of her isn’t because she’s gay -- and it’s okay to dislike ppl who happen to be any sexuality.  You don’t have to suddenly like someone just because of their social status, if you just.  Never liked them as a person, you know? You shouldn’t be forced into therapy for something that’s not actually going on with you.  Like, being sent to therapy under the assumption that they’ll help you come to terms with homophobia (that isn’t there) is not going to be useful for you, because that’s not the issue.

However, I’m not saying that all therapy would be useless for you, but it sounds more like family therapy (in which all your family members attend, not just you), would make so much more sense, imo.  Because family therapy is more about learning how to get along with each other in general, and how to make compromises (even if that means that some people in the family agree to just leave you alone altogether).  

It really sounds like your whole family (rather, the ppl you’re living with, who are harassing you) could use that sort of therapy, because they’re not treating you fairly here.  They’re assuming that you don’t like your sister because she’s gay, and are ignoring the fact that there are solid reasons why you just don’t like her as a person -- reasons that have always existed.  I think it’s more important that all family members learn to understand each other, or, at the very least, give each other basic respect.  I don’t think it’s fair that one family member (you, in this case) is made to go under therapy alone, under the false assumption that the only possible reason you could dislike your sister is because she’s gay.  

Being guilt-tripped is not okay.  Family members should work together to find a solution for the actual problem -- your true reasons for disliking your sister.  That means that your sister needs to be willing to try changing the behaviour toward you that has caused you to dislike her (I’m assuming she doesn’t treat you so well?) 

I know how isolating this can feel... when your family members have decided something bad about you without truly talking to you, asking you how you actually feel, and working toward a genuine solution/compromise to that, so that you also can feel safe in that household.

I’m also really concerned as to where you’re staying now... are you somewhere safe, Anon? Do you have access to food, water, and shelter, as well as a place to sleep? Is there someone you’re able to stay with, like a trusted friend, or extended family? 

What your family is doing is wrong... but depending on your age and resources, you may need to go back (for the time being) just in order to be safe.  Adults, especially, take advantage of young people (whether younger adults, or minors) who have no other place to go... And I’m worried for you, regardless of your age.

If you do end up going back, though, I think it’s important that things change in some way.  You may have to open up to your family and/or therapist about the precise reasons why you don’t like your sister, in order to clear up their assumptions.  And it’s okay to do that (this is, of course, assuming you haven’t already).  If you have already, and they’re determined to not listen to you, and to treat you this way no matter what you say, then maybe set up a compromise.  Something like “I will go to therapy without complaint, if you all agree to not treat me as though I’m homophobic and not say things like (insert the statements they’ve used to guilt-trip you) while we’re in each other’s company.”

Now, I personally don’t think it’s fair that you should have to compromise like this (by forcing yourself to go to therapy, or do some other thing in order to gain your family’s basic respect).  Unfortunately, in order to survive, and cope with other people, offering them something in return for something else that you need from them is often a good way of just... safely coexisting with each other, until they’re willing to listen, or until you’re able to move out on your own and pick and choose when you see family members (and someday, hopefully soon, you will be able to choose when and how you see your family members, and which ones you see).

***In the meantime, because I’m definitely not an expert, and I didn’t have too much to offer you here in the way of advice (specifically professional advice, and resources), I’m going to link you to phone numbers for people who have run away, whose families aren’t treating them well, and general crisis hotlines/chatlines/forums.  Calling these numbers (or contacting the chatlines/forums, if you don’t feel comfortable calling), will ideally get you in touch with people who will have more suggestions, and more to offer~!!!!***

http://codedredalert.tumblr.com/post/109005732295/helpline-masterlist (there are a few of these that may be helpful, but there’s also a runaway line, which might be able to give you resources).

https://aminoapps.com/c/akf/page/blog/masterpost-for-hotlines/m0gw_xPTkuxaG8zGKDXx8PqxbjYZ2mYzdR

http://emergencycenter.tumblr.com/post/21697528038/just-in-case

https://www.1800runaway.org/ (I haven’t tested this one out myself, but it looks good from what I can see so far...)

Let me know if there’s anything else I can do to help, if there are more resources you need, and/or if you just want to vent/talk!!! Stay safe, Anon.

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