i'm having so many feelings about alm + berkut // literally no one asked
i'm having to many feelings about alm and berkut. they are my sons, baby boy baby, sweet children of mine. i want to wrap them up in blankets and give them hot chocolate and a place to scream their troubles and be heard.
thoughts under the cut because this got long.
one of the things that stick out to me the most about alm is how responsibility is thrust upon the poor kid. he knows he's getting into a war, he knows what a war with rigel will bring. he knows how the people suffer, and how something must be done, and the only way to do that is by a war. in order for any change to happen, sometimes force is the only path. he needs to throw off the yoke of the old gods and let the people live by their own hands, he needs to stop the suffering, and if it is war that will do that, then so be it.
alm has responsibility thrust upon him, when all he's really stated before is how he wants to help the people, and that's practically it. he doesn't necessarily want to wage war. i've read a really good fic outlining to celica (through lukas) how, "if there were another peaceful solution, alm's sword would be first on the pile", and i genuinely think this is true. the boy has been only taught the practical skills (combat, strategy, weather and terrain, etc) and not the finer points of leading. he acknowledges how much he has to learn when he prepares to right back against rigel, sure, and he does learn to lead, but as the quote in hamilton goes, "dying is easy, young man, but leading is harder."
when clive comes to him and just makes him leader, he practically says "hey wait are you sure this is a good idea??" and even later, everyone assumes he's gonna be king at the end of the war
and it hurts, because if you think about it, he's never been taught how to handle the court, how to handle nobility, any of this high aristocracy bullshit. and celica's right. he has no idea how the hell any of this works. he says he's not a farmboy, but he is. he's a country bumpkin from the southern most tip of zofia, hailing from a truly backwater village.
and sure, he has celica to rely on, and clive to rely on, and mycen to rely on. he's forgiven celica already since their fight, and loves her. but she's right. and clive just thrust the title of "leader of the deliverance" and later "king of valentia" onto him. and mycen, mycen isn't truly his grandfather, and all the man does is chide alm for every single decision he makes since leaving the village.
and it's not fair!! it's wholly unfair and sad and painful to think of how alm must step up to the mantle that was pushed upon him. mycen was right. "once you march on Rigel, you place yourself in the hands of destiny. You won’t be able to stop the events that unfold. No one will wish you well. Many will even try to stop you; unexpected tragedy is sure to follow. That is the price of what you are about to undertake." and he's right, and alm said he was ready for it, but even so!!
"and what of my peace?!" he screams to the uncaring world. "what of my personhood?!"
and the world keeps turning on its axis, cold and unchanging as the rigel winter.
"this is not the time for mourning or self-pity, boy." the world tells him. "you cannot be a person, for you are the leader, and leaders must make sacrifices."
and this theme, this arc of alm's fits incredibly well with berkut's. it fits so well and i'm so incredibly sad.
because berkut... berkut was a gentle child. according to the valentia accordion, he was so timid that even riding a horse could make him cry. berkut, being the nephew to the emperor, being in line to the throne only because his father's brother is the emperor, who has no children... he has never was supposed to become emperor in the first place, either. his worldview is deeply shaped by rigel's culture, by how "a prince of rigel cannot possibly be weak". i've discussed this before, about how berkut is an unfortunate product of his upbringing.
but it hurts. it hurts how, no matter what he does, he can't ever be recognised for his accomplishments, that he fails so horribly to a farmboy- a zofian country bumpkin, a weak soldier compared to him- that the only person he has to look up to (much like alm, as mycen keeps ripping him apart, and clive only wants him to lead and also tells him off throughout the story, and celica, who's an entire ocean mass away) finds him a disgrace and leaves him out to dry, because he's simply not good enough, not even when he's been forced to walk this path.
"uncle!!" he screams to the retreating figure of the red-clad emperor. "please tell me i am good enough for you!! please tell me my own pain wasn't for nothing!"
and the silence is deafening, just like crackle of flames that drown out even the cries of the one thing he truly cared for most.
37 notes
·
View notes
how i be acting when this shit comes on
8 notes
·
View notes
by Looking4Amuro
Laios like Kabru. Kabru likes Laios. Yet the two of them refuse to do anything about it, and Chilchuck is sick of it.
So Chilchuck, with a little help from his friends, does the only thing he knows how.
He finds the biggest barn he can, and the heftiest chains around. There's only one solution to indecision, and he knows the answer well...
Words: 2552, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: ダンジョン飯 | Dungeon Meshi | Delicious in Dungeon
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Kabru (Dungeon Meshi), Laios Touden, Chilchuck Tims, Marcille Donato, Falin Touden, Senshi (Dungeon Meshi), Chilchuck Tims' Wife
Relationships: Kabru/Laios Touden, Kabru & Laios Touden, Chilchuck Tims & Laios Touden
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Gay Sex, Come Eating, Mutual Masturbation, Anal Sex, First Kiss, Rough Kissing, Romance, Attempt at Humor, Chilchuck is the greatest wingman, group hijinks, Kidnapping, But Kabru doesn't really mind, Also Chilchuck is trying to connect with his estranged wife, Bottom Laios
7 notes
·
View notes
shilling for the fellow who brings the sheep in
shilling for the fellow who milks the herd
shilling for the fellow with a wife for keeping
how
love on a farmboys
wages
4 notes
·
View notes
2:45 in Love on a farmboy’s wages XTC makes me feel smth idk how to say in words but i wish there was a whole song of it or at least a long bridge
2 notes
·
View notes
Love On A Farmboy’s Wages, 14x11”, collage and mixed media, 8/24/2022. Today is our TWENTIETH anniversary! 20 short years, moving so fast on this wild wonderful ride! #twentieth #twentiethanniversary #20 #collage #collageart (at Mooselookmeguntic Lake) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChpT81rO07o/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
7 notes
·
View notes
playlist title: rainy summer day playlist!!!
OMG!
Sade - The Sweetest Taboo
Jean-Jacques Perrey - Berceuse Pour Un Bébé Robot
XTC - Love On A Farmboy's Wages
Bob Dylan - Simple Twist of Fate
The Flying Burrito Brothers - Colorado
Buffalo Springfield - Sad Memory
Shonen Knife - Cycling Is Fun
The Shaggs - Painful Memories
Nicolette Larson - Building Bridges
John Coltrane - Resolution
3 notes
·
View notes
🎶✨️when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️
Thank you for sending me this ^_^ here are some songs I’ve been listening to a lot lately —
Glass Tears - Harsh Symmetry
The Killing Moon - Echo and the Bunnymen
D-7 - Smithers
Ana Ng - They Might Be Giants
Love on a Farmboy’s Wages - XTC
1 note
·
View note
XTCMummer
1983 Virgin
—————————————————
Tracks:
01. Beating of Hearts
02. Wonderland
03. Love on a Farmboy’s Wages
04. Great Fire
05. Deliver Us from the Elements
06. Human Alchemy
07. Ladybird
08. In Loving Memory of a Name
09. Me and the Wind
10. Funk Pop a Roll
—————————————————
Terry Chambers
Dave Gregory
Colin Moulding
Andy Partridge
* Long Live Rock Archive
0 notes
#Uncool500 - the big list (part 1)
Remember the #Uncool50 music biography I did in October and November? A lot of other people did it as well, and contest sponsor @
[email protected] has compiled a full #Uncool500 from our nominations.
Each nomination was worth 10 points, but we could each nominate four singles for 11 points, and one song for 12 points. ("Since yesterday" was my 12-pointer, the 11s went to "Constant craving", "You oughta know", "The middle", "Bulletproof".)
Ties are broken in a lot of ways. It's all inspired by "This is Uncool", a handbook of great singles from the last quarter of the 20th century. Anything in that book gravitated to the top of the tie; anything from this century followed, and songs from the 20th century and not in the book came further down.
@nonoxcol decided to use the "split vote quotient", acts that had a lot of songs nominated once or twice went ahead of acts with just the one big hit. Where a player had nominated the same act three or more times, the singles they'd nominated got relegated to the bottom of the tie - this happened to Duran Duran a lot.
Finally, @nonoxcol used editorial discretion to freshen up the 20 points section - 55 of about 350 singles were selected to represent decades other than the 1980s, and genres other than indie-rock. As I feared in my index post provocation, the largest minority on Music Twitter tends to be male, pale, and - if not stale - then certainly stuffy.
This post covers positions 500 to 227, songs qualifying on no more than three nominations. Positions 226 to 109 and 108 to 1 are in other posts.
20 points
500 CREAM - Wu-Tang Clan
499 Chewing gum - Annie
498 Chaise longue - Wet Leg
497 Chandelier - Sia
496 It was a good day - Ice Cube
495 Don't falter - Mint Royale ft Lauren Laverne
494 Bloodbuzz Ohio - The National
493 Texas sun - Khruangbin & Leon Bridges
492 Call me maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
491 Thank u, next - Ariana Grande
490 Danny nedelko - Idles
489 Cranes in the sky - Solange
488 Point and kill - Little Simz ft Obongjayar
487 Serpents - Sharon van Etten
486 Once twice melody - Beach House
485 The look - Metronomy
484 Pure shores - All Saints
483 You want it darker - Leonard Cohen
482 Green light - Lorde
481 Kool thing - Sonic Youth
480 Professional widow - Tori Amos
479 Get lucky - Daft Punk
478 Love on a farmboy's wages - XTC
477 Long hot summer - Style Council
476 All apologies - Nirvana
475 Call the shots - Girls Aloud
474 Toxic - Britney Spears
473 The words that maketh murder - PJ Harvey
472 Family affair - Mary J Blige
471 Try again - Aaliyah
470 Picture this - Blondie
469 Girls and boys - Blur
468 Under me sleng teng - Wayne Smith
467 Planet rock - Afrika Bambaataa & the Soul Sonic Force
466 Celebrity skin - Hole
465 Doo wop (that thing) - Lauryn Hill
464 California love - 2Pac
463 No diggity - Blackstreet
462 Umbrella - Rihanna
461 Everything flows - Teenage Fanclub
460 Setting sun - Chemical Brothers
459 Lie dream of a casino soul - The Fall
458 Felicity - Orange Juice
457 Venus as a boy - Björk
456 Fastlove - George Michael
21 points
455 Fanfare - Eric Matthews
454 Holland, 1945 - Neutral Milk Hotel
453 Bring the noise - Anthrax & Public Enemy
452 America's boy - Broadcast
451 Closest thing to heaven - The Kane Gang
450 Alex Chilton - The Replacements
449 Hilly fields - Nick Nicely
448 Rock me Amadeus - Falco
447 Mary's prayer - Danny Wilson
446 What a fool believes - Doobie Brothers
445 Yes, sir, I can boogie - Baccara
444 I know a place - Muna
443 You oughta know - Alanis Morissette
442 Happy hour - Housemartins
441 Dog days are over - Florence + the Machine
440 Blues for Ceausescu - Fatima Mansions
439 Modern love - David Bowie
438 Absolute beginners - David Bowie
437 Talk about the passion - REM
436 Nightswimming - REM
435 Sledgehammer - Peter Gabriel
434 Glittering prize - Simple Minds
433 Too much too young - The Specials
432 Constant craving - k d lang
431 Creep - Radiohead
430 Christine - House of Love
429 Money's too tight (to mention) - Valentine Brothers
428 You got the love - The Source ft Candi Staton
427 Jesus built my hotrod - Ministry
426 Mr blue sky - Electric Light Orchestra
425 Sunshine on Leith - Proclaimers
424 Blindfold ep (Ten little girls) - Curve
423 A lady of a certain age - The Divine Comedy
422 Luka - Suzanne Vega
421 Back in black - AC/DC
420 Every little thing she does is magic - The Police
419 Crucify - Tori Amos
418 Word up - Cameo
417 Nag nag nag - Cabaret Voltaire
416 Watching the detectives - Elvis Costello
22 points
415 Holidays in the sun - Sex Pistols
414 Psychonaut - Fields of the Nephalim
413 It's a hit - Rilo Kiley
412 Wolf like me - TV on the Radio
411 Trouble - Sub Focus & Rudimental
410 Love song - The Damned
409 I wanna be adored - The Stone Roses
408 Another nail in my heart - Squeeze
407 A new England - Kirsty MacColl
406 Bachelorette - Björk
405 Only you - Yazoo
404 Stayin' alive - The Bee Gees
23 points
403 The final countdown - Europe
402 Rebel without a pause - Public Enemy
30 points
401 Ordinary world - Duran Duran
400 Gorecki - Lamb
399 I can't wait - Nu Shooz
398 Poison - Bell Biv Devoe
397 Dignity - Deacon Blue
396 Cruel to be kind - Nick Lowe
395 The way it is - Bruce Hornsby and the Range
394 No more tears (enough is enough) - Donna Summer & Barbra Streisand
393 The number one song in heaven - Sparks
392 Something good - Utah Saints
391 Touch me I'm sick - Mudhoney
390 Headhunter - Front 242
389 Food for thought - UB40
388 Give me the night - George Benson
387 Papua New Guinea - Future Sound of London
386 Self control - Laura Branigan
385 Supernature - Cerrone
384 Lovely day - Bill Withers
383 9 to 5 - Dolly Parton
382 Tightrope - Janelle Monae
381 Evil - Interpol
380 The rat - Walkmen
379 Seasons (waiting on you) - Future Islands
378 My girls - Animal Collective
377 We live here - Bob Vylan
376 Groovejet (if this ain't love) Spiller ft Sophie Ellis Bextor
375 Up with people - Lambchop
374 Mad world - Tears For Fears
373 La tristesse durera (scream to a sigh) - Manic Street Preachers
372 Heaven knows I'm miserable now - The Smiths
371 Borderline - Madonna
370 This is the day - The The
369 Push the button - Sugababes
368 The girl and the robot - Royksopp ft Robin
367 Sunrise / The trees - Pulp
366 The drowners - Suede
365 So. central rain (I'm sorry) - REM
364 Man on the moon - REM
363 It's different for girls - Joe Jackson
362 Lose yourself - Eminem
361 Zerox - Adam and the Ants
360 Made of stone - The Stone Roses
359 She bangs the drums - The Stone Roses
358 The cutter - Echo and the Bunnymen
357 Souvenir - Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark
356 Just like honey - The Jesus & Mary Chain
355 Never let me down again - Depeche Mode
354 Street spirit (fade out) - Radiohead
353 The first big weekend - Arab Strap
352 Cattle and cane - The Go-Betweens
351 Under the Milky Way - The Church
350 Not too soon - Throwing Muses
349 Basket case - Green Day
348 One chord wonders - The Adverts
347 Close (to the edit) - The Art of Noise
346 Archie, marry me - Alvvays
345 99 Luftballon / 99 red balloons - Nena
344 Crazy - Gnarls Barkley
343 French navy - Camera Obscura
342 Christine / Tilted - Christine & the Queens
341 No-one knows - Queens of the Stone Age
340 Kung Kunta - Kendrick Lemar
339 Damn, dis-moi / Girlfriend - Christine & the Queens
338 Pink Frost - The Chills
337 Bonzo goes to Bitburg - The Ramones
336 Do ya wanna funk - Patrick Cowley ft Sylvester
335 Our lips are sealed - The Go-Gos
334 Because the night - Patti Smith Group
333 Missing (Todd Terry remix) - Everything But the Girl
332 Ghosts - Japan
331 Can't stand me now - The Libertines
330 Roscoe - Midlake
329 Oblivion - Grimes
328 Time to pretend - MGMT
327 There goes the fear - The Doves
326 Blinding lights - The Weeknd
325 Rattlesnakes - Lloyd Cole and the Commotions
324 Planet of sound - The Pixies
323 Don't talk to me about love - Altered Images
322 Race for the prize - Flaming Lips
321 Ice hockey hair - Super Furry Animals
320 Somebody told me - The Killers
319 Hazy shade of winter - The Bangles
318 Solsbury Hill - Peter Gabriel
317 Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
316 Games without frontiers - Peter Gabriel
315 All I want is you - U2
314 Upside down - Diana Ross
313 New year's day - U2
312 Destroy the heart - House of Love
311 Music sounds better with you - Stardust
310 Praise you - Fatboy Slim
309 One - U2
308 Can I kick it? - A Tribe Called Quest
307 Return of the mack - Mark Morrison
306 Being boring - Pet Shop Boys
305 The adventures of Grandmaster Flash on the wheels of steel - Grandmaster Flash
304 There there my dear - Dexy's Midnight Runners
303 Take a chance on me - ABBA
302 Treason (it's just a story) - The Teardrop Explodes
301 What do I get? - Buzzcocks
300 Pretty vacant - Sex Pistols
299 Only love can break your heart - Saint Etienne
298 (I don't want to go to) Chelsea - Elvis Costello & the Attractions
297 The model - Kraftwerk
296 Upside down - The Jesus and Mary Chain
295 Beetlebum - Blur
294 Back to life - Soul II Soul ft Caron Wheeler
293 Uptown top ranking - Althea & Donna
292 Outdoor miner - Wire
291 Genius of love - Tom Tom Club
290 The sun rising - The Beloved
289 Sweet dreams (are made of this) - Eurythmics
288 No scrubs - TLC
287 Perfect skin - Lloyd Cole and the Commotions
286 Sexy boy - Air
285 Mirror in the bathroom - The Beat
284 Walk this way - Run-DMC & Aerosmith
283 Fairy tale of New York - The Pogues ft Kirsty MacColl
282 At home he's a tourist - Gang of Four
281 Oh bondage up yours - X-Ray Spex
280 Back on the chain gang - The Pretenders
279 Ray of light - Madonna
278 Fake plastic trees - Radiohead
277 Our house - Madness
276 Totally wired - The Fall
31 points
275 The reflex - Duran Duran
274 Bette Davis eyes - Kim Carnes
273 Surrender - Cheap Trick
272 The logical song - Supertramp
271 The middle - Jimmy Eat World
270 You are the generation that bought more shoes and you get what you deserve - Johnny Boy
269 The drugs don't work - The Verve
268 The modern age ep - The Strokes
267 Heartland - The The
266 Wood beez (pray like Aretha Franklin) - Scritti Politti
265 Higher than the sun - Primal Scream
264 Someone somewhere (in summertime) - Simple Minds
263 Fall on me - REM
262 Overload - Sugababes
261 My favourite dress - The Wedding Present
260 Overkill - Men At Work
259 The story of the blues - Wah!
258 Fade into you - Mazzy Star
257 Zombie - The Cranberries
256 Black steel - Tricky
255 In the air tonight - Phil Collins
254 Shallow - Lady Gaga & Bradley Cooper
253 Our lips are sealed - Fun Boy Three
252 Bad romance - Lady Gaga
251 Steppin' out - Joe Jackson
250 Blank space - Taylor Swift
249 Dress - P J Harvey
248 Sour times - Portishead
247 We found love - Rihanna ft Calvin Harris
246 50 ft queenie - P J Harvey
245 Paranoid android - Radiohead
244 Rent - Pet Shop Boys
243 Straight to hell / Should I stay or should I go - The Clash
242 Monkey gone to heaven - The Pixies
241 The winner takes it all - ABBA
240 Hit me with your rhythm stick - Ian Drury and the Blockheads
32 points
239 Weekender - Flowered Up
238 House of jealous lovers - The Rapture
237 Everything is embarrassing - Sky Ferreira
236 Last train to trancentral - The KLF
235 I want your love - Chic
234 Rain - The Cult
233 Vogue - Madonna
232 When love breaks down - Prefab Sprout
231 That's the joint - Funky 4+1
230 The 'sweetest girl' - Scritti Politti
229 Complete control - The Clash
228 (White man in) Hammersmith Palais - The Clash
33 points
227 Temptation - New Order
A few footnotes:
347 - It wasn’t clear whether nominators were for one side or the other.
345, 342, 339 - Different language versions of the same song have been combined
297 - Separated from “Computer love”, which may chart separately
243 - All nominations for “Straight to hell”, originally the AA-side.
1 note
·
View note
THIS IS OUR MUSIC: XTC - "Love on a Farmboy's Wages"
THIS IS OUR MUSIC: XTC – “Love on a Farmboy’s Wages”
THIS IS OUR MUSIC: XTC – “Love on a Farmboy’s Wages”
Song from “Mummer”, the sixth studio album by XTC, released on this day (30 August) in 1983.
View On WordPress
0 notes
Medley: Senses Working Overtime / Grass / Love On A Farmboy's Wages - XTC (1989)
I wish we'd get more officially released tracks from the '89 "acousXTC" tour. These are some of my favorite live recordings they ever made.
This is the highest fidelity release I've heard from that era, sourced from the first volume of the incredible ONXRT: Live From The Archives series.
80 notes
·
View notes
(9/1/20)
"Love On A Farmboy's Wages", from XTC's 1983 album Mummer
FUN FACT: Longtime XTC drummer Terry Chambers cited this song as the reason he left the group.
Song of the day archive
3 notes
·
View notes
this has been one of my favorite songs ever since i was a little kid because my mom had the album pictured so i finally listened to the actual poozies album it’s from and honestly… it kinda sucked lol. there’s an xtc cover though???
0 notes
EVERY XTC STUDIO LP → MUMMER (1983)
Mummer is the sixth studio album by English band XTC, released on August 30th, 1983. Its title refers to the mummer plays that are staged around Christmas time in rural England, with performers donning suits of rags and tatters (hence the sleeve photo of the band dressed in newspaper). The first XTC record from the group as a solely studio-based act, it was the last to feature original drummer Terry Chambers, who left during recording sessions. Mummer contained three UK singles: "Great Fire," "Wonderland," and "Love on a Farmboy's Wages". While the album sold far less than its predecessor, English Settlement, Andy Partridge said: "until early 1982, our work was like black and white TV. Mummer was the first in full colour - bright sky blue."
61 notes
·
View notes