#ME??? stopping at FLATS?? what happened

[copper-skulls]

quick Bonus Guy(tm) in his formal attire bcs I had to go check what I described it as like 4 times in the last week. maybe if I draw it it will Stick to memory

#*takes self by shoulders* CAPE BLACK. ROBE PURPLE. I AM JUST ALLERGIC TO USING TRULY DARK BLACK IN DRAWINGS #undertale #gaster #digital art #krita #two deaths related drawings #when I get the chance to give him another outfit i hope I'll remember to pull on the butterfly/moth motive more bcs I think it's fun fhakjd #guy who has 'butterfly' in his name building a massive geothermal powerplant atop lava. call that a moth to a fl- #ME??? stopping at FLATS?? what happened

[lozislaw]

I'm always thirsting for that style... stanky.... stankyle....... 😩

If you're still doing requests

Protecting your king on the battlefield is bloody, but it has its perks.

#these were meant to be bullshit sketches and flats what happened #i received more requests than i expected but apparently that doesn't stop me from overdoing it #i'll keep requests open for awhile - let me be absolutely clear about this throw it all at me #southpark #kyle x stan #stan marsh #south park stan #stan x kyle #spart #sp kyle #kyle broflovski #south park kyle #sp style #southparkfanart #south park style #sp fanart #sp fandom #sp stan #south park art #art requests #requests open #south park fanart #sot #stick of truth #sot style #SOT style #stick of truth fanart #sot fanart #thanks for the request!! <3333

[keclan]

breaking my silence as the resident swiftie mutual. it was bad.

#what a mess... #31 songs and only like... 4 were even passable #imgonnagetyouback being just a blatant ripoff of get him back! by olivia rodrigo... but worse? #like it was a materially worse song. unbelievable. #nothing musically interesting happening. the sound is so flat you can't tell when it switches from song to song #and nothing lyrically interesting happening for sure. bad. like a lot of bad lines. #31 songs!!!!! cut that down to like 10 and focus on making them good??? what's wrong with you #i didn't like midnights either. but some of the songs kind of grew on me after a while. #this album was just a nightmare. i don't know. #i do think the 1830 lyric was taken out of context to look worse than it was bc she's saying in the song that that's dumb logic #but people are making it look like she actually means that #it's STILL a bad lyric #but it's like there's so much other stuff going on that's bad here so #lot of material to work with without making stuff up #the jokes have been funny though #all in all just like. i kind of think she should have just stopped making music a while ago.

[achairwithapandaonit]

by any chance does anyone have any demon slayer fic recs where nezuko is actually more of a proper character and gets development and is allowed to grow? cause honestly the further i've gotten in this manga the more disappointed in it i've been with the lack of meaningful development, especially in nezuko

#no idea if this is actually a controversial opinion on the series cause i've not come across much criticism #but i do think it falls short on every character. the concepts are great and i enjoy the characters and had a lot of fun watching and #reading this series. but i do think that it fails to do much that's actually meaningful or impactful with any of the characters #ready to be disagreed with but i feel like the only development nezuko ever got was when she went to attack those humans and had to #be restrained by tanjirou. and it falls incredibly flat when she never really has any other struggles other than at the start of the series #i thought she was meant to be a main character but she's more like a set piece #maybe i'm just missing something cause i'm still about 50 chapters from the end. but i just got so disappointed after they did nothing with #her becoming sun resistant except pull a gag that i didn't want to pick the manga up again #like that was the chance to do more with her and finally give her development and let her relationships develop! and the fact that they did #nothing kind of highlighted to me that the series really hadn't done much with any of the characters #there's beats where it feels like there's growth but i don't actually know what about the characters has grown??? apart from getting a new #power and being stronger because of it #they don't grow as characters. and supposed development only ever happens during fights or off screen #anyway i should stop criticising. i'm just very disappointed cause i really enjoyed the manga and then that happened and it was like what's #the point #criticism #demon slayer criticism #<- so you can block the tag if you don't want to see this stuff #it feels very negative for the fact that you really can't expect much from shounen. and i DID enjoy it. it's just disappointing #(the shinobu thing is also annoying. like i like that she can't decapitate demons and that she uses poison but the reason for it being that #she's weak and small is bullshit and FEELS like it's written that way because she's a woman)

[theghostofashton]

not to overreact on main but.......why do white people go to actual effort to engage in microaggression like i am genuinely so.

#this man is just flat out calling me by my last name no title in front of it nothing #he did it in his first email and that was whatever he may not have known but when i replied i signed off w my first name #he used it once #and now we're back to just addressing me by my last name and like......idk i hate it #it is genuinely easier to use my first name to use the name i signed off with why are you not #and this is why posts about how we need to be kinder bc white people are 'trying' regarding our names just bother me bc it's like #it is so often laziness #so often people not giving a shit and not bothering to check #i can tell when it's laziness and i can tell when someone's genuinely trying #i would never get on someone for genuinely trying #but if you demonstrate being able to address me correctly and then.....stop doing that #what am i supposed to think lol #this happens so often i'm just tired. why am i supposed to suck it up when you can't get my damn 4 letter name right #delete later #sorry. it's been a Week lol

[ningtual]

i finally have wifi who else cheered 😽😽

#the delivery literally rang the bell when i was on the toilet oml i never peed this fast in my life #sorry if this was tmi but i was like bet he's gonna be here while i pee and I WAS RIGHT 😭😭😭 #loser moment #yk what was the biggest loser moment #i wanted to get my bicycle from the old apartment and drop off my keys right #and for some reason somebody removed these little plastic caps on the wheels and so they were both flat ???? #and i know exactly that they were on there when i left it bc i just had put air into them not even a week before i moved #so anyway i had to walk approx 15 mins to a bus stop and then had to take the bike on the bus home with me..... #another even bigger loser moment #one wheel also kept making noises which didn't help me feeling like a loser at all #good nows however #my mirror is still hanging on the wall 😎😎 #and i found a super cute fleece jacket and scarf in a 2nd hand store on the way to my old apartment.. #sorry for the rant but this was just a little bit much loser happenings for me in one day #000

[melangedmess]

Can't wait for Christmas fever to be over it's too exhausting

#Personal #Nothing ever good happens during Christmas #You have your catholic parents and relatives spewing the most atrocious bullshit and u have sit there like 🙎🏻‍♀️ #SHUTUP #I am glad they aren't so uptight abt church & all now at least. #The fact they are converted Christians is hilarious and sad like #Christian missionaries are EVIL and I will never stop yelling about it. If something has to convince you or worse prey when you are the mos #Vulnerable then that's not a religion that's a cult. Especially led by 1 (one) person???? #When that church can only ever talk abt Jesus being killed by the blood thirsty jews. Flat Earth. #or whatever bs u try to cook up. This group of missionaries have been busted on news a lot for being. funded by outside aid to #Convert more people. #I can't believe how brainwashing will have you believe the most weirdest shit. #Altho I'm thankful they weren't converted to Islam because then i wouldn't have the freedom I do now plus the horrible stories I've heard #From ex muslims #What other religion is there anyway who is so bent on converting as many people as they possibly could #To all my friends who have succeeded in leaving behind their families of both these cult-ish religions I love you and I'm glad you're safe. #It still affects me. I can't wait to finally start earning enough to leave this whole chapter behind. I've had enough. #Anyway if you can't tell or simply lack basic comprehension it's not a attack on YOU. It's a world wide phenomenon of conversion and brain #You can't deny that and I'm again NOT blaming you for it. Religious trauma is real. #The gangs or worse family members who will kill you for leaving religions is not something unknown. It's real it's true it's happening. #Anyway

[august--and-everything-after]

#a couple of them are genuinely very sweet BUT no one has made the effort to reach out to me after i was laid off from a job that everyone #knew was really fucking important to me so how much did they actually care yknow? #kind of want to just cut everyone off and start over its not like we talk anyways #the only thing stopping me is these 'what if' scenarios where they decide they want to have me back in their lives again #but like who am i fooling thats not gonna happen babe #if they haven't done so by now - more than 2 months out - then theyre not gonna #idk it's hard making a final decision to cut connections i thought meant something #i went to a coworkers *wedding* but when I messaged her recently i got a flat conversation-killing response #i dunno man i think this is all hurting me more than any potential benefit could help me #August talking

[jamietxrtt]

1x09 all apologies is the best episode of the show actually

#particularly because of the way it focuses on ted and roy’s relationship #i LOVEEE their relationship in this episode #how ted refuses to get angry at roy even when roy wants him to #and promises his support and roy BELIEVES HIM AND TRUSTS HIM AND ACCEPTS IT #and the way roy gets angry at ted but then comes back calmer and apologizes #that very frank conversation they have in ted’s flat where they might disagree but they’re trying to make this #as easy as possible on each other #and then the end when ROY STOPS TO TOUCH THE BELIEVE SIGN AHHHH MY HEART #i just love how they may not always agree or see eye to eye #but regardless they’re always trying to do right by each other #and they’re both able to give and recieve support from each other #its a very affectionate kind of respect #i like you and i want whats best for you and im gonna try to make it happen in any way i can #despite the circumstances we face and the disagreements we might have #i just. love their friendship #part of why it bothers me so much that roy is suddenly so distant at the start of s2 :( #i kinda feel like they hit him with the reset button between seasons #like he spent s1 learning how to be part of a community and trust ppl #and stop being such a lone wolf #and learning to love ted #and it all pays off!!! #then s2 starts and suddenly he hasnt spoken to ted in months. hasnt been back to the team or anywhere near football in months #back to his lone wolf ‘i dont need friends im better than that’ ways #and he has to kinda relearn in s2 why he likes being a part of that community #and both helping guide but also accepting guidance himself #which like. i know its in some ways realistic that he’d backslide in that regard #especially when going through something so tumultuous as losing his career #but i dont find it super narratively satisfying to watch him go through basically the exact same arc again 2 inches to the left #anyway im very excited where he’ll go in s3 now that he loves the team and ted again! i hope they dont hit him with another reset button #all that is to say yes i love ted and roy’s friendship and mutual affection and respect and i hope we get to see more of it in s3

[fingertipsmp3]

I was really sitting here like “2023 is the best year I’ve had in a long time in terms of ‘not trying to kill me’, I haven’t gotten sick once” and then I remembered the fucking catastrophic knee dislocation that’s had me limping since May

#it’s really getting tedious now folks. it’s really like. i was over it 2 months ago #i don’t know why i’m still having problems; my physio doesn’t really know why i’m still having problems; my doctor…… is on sabbatical #here’s what i think happened. i think i sprained my mcl when i went down. i also think that about 4 days into my recovery i buggered up #my hamstring by wearing my brace for too long and incorrectly. i also think that during my initial recovery i didn’t move around enough #SOME rest was absolutely necessary but i rested too much and some muscles atrophied #i also didn’t put enough effort into straightening my knee because i just flat out assumed i couldn’t do it #i think i went days without ever fully extending my leg #that’s why i can do it when i’m lying down but i still have trouble if i’m standing up. and i can’t walk without bending my knee #i also think i was prone to dislocations because i didn’t exercise enough prior to being injured. i had a weak shitty vmo and pathetic quads #i still have kind of a shitty vmo but i have better quadriceps and have eliminated the quad lag i used to have after my injury #i also think limping for so long (nearly 4 months 😵‍💫) has caused me to build muscle in completely the wrong places #and i think i didn’t ice my knee often enough to bring down the swelling in the early stages and that’s why i still get inflammation #and a weird little ball of fluid that appears by my kneecap #and i think i probably tore some fibres and pissed off my patella tendon when i initially fell #and. i think if i used pain relief such as ibuprofen more often instead of just FORGETTING. i’d have a lot easier time getting around #i also have noticed tight pants and slightly heeled boots force me to walk better for some reason??? #my sweats and trainers are comfortable and i feel safe and able to move in them #plus i can wear a brace under sweats. but my boots make my posture better and force me to walk tall #case in point: when i’ve worn boots nobody has noticed my limp #overall….. overall i think i need to stop being stupid #ice the knee whenever i’ve overexerted myself; take ibuprofen or cocodamol with meals; apply nurofen or tiger balm daily #and maybe come off my birth control. which is unrelated but genuinely honestly the new pill the doctor gave me to try is making me feel #absolutely lousy. i’m getting random abdominal cramps and it suuuucks #i may just finish the packet that i’m on and then stop and make an appointment to be like ‘put me back on microgynon i can’t do this’ #why’d they take me off microgynon? hypertension. why’d i have hypertension? i was fucking sitting around healing from a knee injury #i hate thiiiiis. maybe i’ll just ask them for an implant #personal

[starbuck]

Would like to formally recommend that everyone, regardless of gender, try out men’s underwear, because it’s INSANE how much more comfortable they are!!!!!!!

#i don’t even mean boxers - i mean briefs #i didn’t think they’d be that different from women’s briefs but it’s like night and day #why am i having the realization now at age 22 that they make underwear that isn’t constantly trying to stuff itself up your junk?????????? #why have i been suffering my whole life??????????? #same thought process about bras #i had no idea how much pain i’d been in for so many years until i stopped wearing them and the pain vanished completely #ik some people with really big chests need them for support but at the very least avoid underwire bras if you can #fucking torture devices #ANYWAYS - cannot WAIT to get top surgery!!!!!!!!!! #no idea when it’s happening but i wore a binder today for the first time in forever and it was HEAVEN #i mean. the binder was intensely uncomfortable which is why i don’t wear it ever #but not having to constantly be focused on managing the appearance of loose breasts was LOVELY #being effortlessly flat-chested! imagine it! #someday i’ll just wake up like that! crazy stuff!!!!!!!! #i’d like to have it done in the next couple years but every time i mention it my mom looks at me with fear in her eyes #despite her being generally supportive about trans stuff #she’s cool with my gender in theory but physical change scares her #so we’re gonna need to get past that first #but Someday!!!!!!!!!!! #and in the meantime i will enjoy not constantly being groped by my own underwear… again - WHAT A CONCEPT!!!!!!!! #the things you can accept as normal istg…

[salted-caramel-tea]

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#this is a vent bc i feel nauseous about it rn but i keep getting stuff about sa in my feed on different platforms and the comments are all #talking about how they don’t understand how ppl can blame themselves for the violent attack and i just. but he wasn’t violent . am i just #faking what happened was it actually sa he doesn’t even tho he sa’d me he just kept pressuring me into things i didn’t want to do bc #it’d be easier if i just let him and i know i was coerced into consent but there’s always a way where the blame comes back to me #i told him befire he arrived i didn’t want to sleep with him but i let a man i didn’t know into my flat so what did i expect . i told him i #didn’t want to sleep with him while i was there but i agreed to watch a movie with him which is code for fucking to men so again thats on m #he was still there at 4am when i wanted to sleep and i was too nervous to ask him to leave so again i kept leading him on despite telling #him i didn’t want to sleep with him and pulling his hands away from me #i let him do it in the end so why am i complaining . i let him . #it just . it wasn’t violent . i could’ve stopped it

[elysiumcalled]

Would you find it weird & creepy or comforting if you knew the spirit of a loved one was still lingering and was doing stuff to make themselves known to you?

#idk if u don’t like paranormal stuff maybe don’t read the next tags #nothings happened I was just remembering stuff that has happened lol and it made me emotional 😂 #like not long after my grandad passed we moved into a new flat and in a part of wall that got replastered his face dried into it #he would mess with stuff in my nans house #when my baby cousin was a couple years old (he passed while my cousin was still pregnant with her) she said to her mum that there was a ma #man in the wardrobe #he said he was her grandad and asked how she was and she explained what he looked like and she was right #bare in mind she’s like 3 as well #and she wasn’t even shaken up by it because he felt friendly like it’s literally her grandad (even tho they never met😳) #other stuff has happened in my cousins house too like stuff repeatedly falling off the walls until she told my grandad off and to stop #and it didn’t happen again #TELL ME NOT TO BELIEVE IN THIS STUFF LIKE ITS SO REAL??? #i lit cried remembering all this #in my humble opinion #since nothing has happened in a long time #he waited around until he could properly meet my baby cousin #and then he passed over 🥺🥺🥺 #brb crying again

[dragonlordofmiddleearth]

I really tried to give rings of power a fair shot but y'all wtf was this week's episode

#rings of power critical #not putting it in the main tag bc i know some ppl are still enjoying it #not entirely sure how bc imo the writing is so incredibly flat #the battle was so boring! and it took up the entire episode! #i felt nary a worry or a fear about who would live or die bc the characters are eithef flat or annoying #and suddenly a bunch of characters have like jumped forward in their arc? #but not in like an organic way. just from a to b to z with no other letters in between #like what do you mean halbrand is gonna be king now. he hated that shit 2 eps ago #theo was fully racist against elves but now galadriel is hot hes over that i guess #elendil and isildur having a father-son moment like theyve developed that relationship at all since last episode #where are the hobbits. theyre the only redeeming feature of the show bc they feel like whimsical 80s fantasy #but they got shunted out for 70 minutes of a battle that had no tension whatsoever #oh wait adar is also a redeeming feature bc i do want to know whats going on with him. like whats his deal #but back to the battle. browyn's whole wounded situation. wtf was up with that #it was so slow and laughably relaxed #like shes just chilling there on the table with an arrow fully through her chest #and arondir and theo are like 'uh i guess we better slowly try and stop the bleeding' #shes talking like normal. barely out of breath. woman you have an arrow through your lung!! #also im sure she was blasted with 2 arrows what happened to the second where did it go #ill shut up now even though im sure ill think of another thing that bothered me in like 2 seconds #feel bad for the actors though bc theyve been getting shit for the wrong reasons #its not bad bc black characters exist its bad bc the writers dont give a shit #theyre acting their little hearts out on these mediocre at best lines #okay shutting up for real now

[goldrushrunning]

honest at this point i have a list of republican lawmakers i hope die alone in a hospital bed

#i flat out don’t trust any republicans anymore #like im sure there are nice ones #but as a whole they’re either religious radicals or racists #like i could deal w them and be on a friendly if stiff basis but #trump came along and they fully stopped pretending #and now they feel its perfectly fine and normal to publicly harass and throw slurs at people like me #basically i feel very unsafe around them #bc i dont know what about me will set them off and i dont know what will happen when they do #and i really dont want to find out

[0rionz-belt]

I JUST REMEMBERED WHO HE IS HOLY SHIT HOW DID I FORGET ABOUT HIM??? WE HUNG OUT ALL THE TIME—

#for context: i found one of my vent posts from 3 or so years ago in which i mentioned a bunch of people i used to friends with #There were two names on that list who i could not for the life of me remember anything about. no face or memories or voice or ANYTHING #it actually took a few days or so of brute forcing my brain to even remember what my brain associated their names to their appearances #like i could remember that the girl i forgot had curly hair like mine but that was all. #and today i saw someone who i now can recognize as looking like him #and it just clicked in my brain and i felt a chill wash over me #but it makes the fact that i forgot him like i did so much more concerning #because i had been giving my brain the benefit of the doubt and letting myself think that maybe this was a guy i didnt know for very long. #But now I know that this was a very good friend of mine who I knew for multiple years in elementary and hung out with almost every day. #i can remember his voice and where we talked to each other after school and how tall he was and his most noticeable features. #I have thought about those years if my life countless times within the past few months purely because of all the shit that happened there. #stuff that formed me as a human being. the good the bad and the flat out weird as fuck. #and somehow NONE of those memories of him ever showed up. #its incredibly upsetting to me. i value nostalgia and sentimentality to a high degree. #ive kept old apps on my phone YEARS after ive stopped using them out of fear that all the convos and data will be erased. #and its troubling to me that i still can't remember anything about that other girl except for her name and hair and when i knew her. #its so fucked the human brain is so weird. literally this is why im a psych major. #vent