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mdpikachu · 5 months

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yes this is the dante theory list for those who liked this post but im also making it my pinned

First; Hi, I'm Md (they/it/she) and welcome to my autism hole. Boops you. HERE is my art blog, HERE is my eldritch sideblog, HERE is my berserkerlot sideblog, and HERE is my photoblog, HERE is my AO3, HERE is my Flight Rising, HERE is my BlueSky. Okay, now back to the actual post.

Md's hot hot list of Dante limbus theories that I've been sitting on since I started playing

ONE OF THESE WILL BE RIGHT. MAYBE. cut for length. discuss in the comments. contains ruina and lobocorp spoilers. maybe even leviathan spoilers. assume spoilers for the newest content. pinning so i can keep adding to it in the future. (edited 4/7) (up to canto 6.3)

Theory 1, from early march 2023- Dante has the option to get their head back, takes it. Human Dante is shown. except clearly hiding unfamiliarity with the sinners. The clock head is still alive. A clock doesnt need a body to live. Human evil dante uses the golden whatever to cause Problems and has the sinners chained to them. vergil is free tho so he can beat down evil dante. (this now works with a canto 5 tidbit where vergil said he'd only step in if "all sinners dead, dante is beaten, and the hands of the clock are about to be torn off".)

T2, 3/12- 9 circles of hell, Dante, and a few subsections. Dante is sinner 10. Charon is also in the divine comedy so she'll get a section. Dante are u lucifer. who is the lucifer of the setting?? i'm saying pre-dante Dante until otherwise noted. (not personally fond of this one)

T3, 3/15- iori saw limbus going a certain way and guaranteed it by making sure Dante got factory reset by force. villain to cause heroism. (dont know enough about Iori for this one)

**T4- Backwards clock relation possible. (possibly canon validated) (even more possible connection as of 6.3)

T5- Saying Dante had a significant other named Beatrice is way too low bar but It's a necessary one. ech

T6- Dante IS Beatrice and given the name of someone else. (too ez)

T7, 3/17- future Dante guaranteeing the future changes by getting past Dante's head removed. issue solved. This one is based on the opening and reading the lyrics real goodly.

T8, 3/20- Dante's head has a lil bit of angelas ai in there. or ayin data. benjamin. any of them. carmen even. fuck whatever. maybe hokma bc ticking in ruina theme. (this one lead to some Better Ideas. see later) (4/7) POSSIBLY SUPPORTED BY 6.2. WHY DID THEY SEE THAT.

T9, 3/23- The three censored letters. B E A, S I N, E G O, A L I, who knows. v e r. could be anything this one is nothing

T10, 3/26- Faust VERY SPECIFICALLY says that brains cant be replaced-- so even if Dante gets their head back, it's incompatible now. (!! this is a Top Theory)

T11, 3/28- Beatrice or someone else died around Christmas, which makes Dante sad even without their memories. The pain exists but the context is missing. (They also seem to know Christmas music without any issue, able to sing along with Charon in their head. This is not addressed in canon.)

T12, 3/30- Beatrice was one of the orphans that died in Leviathan :) the time period matches up. It was around Christmas.

T13, 3/31- HARD LOBOCORP SPOILER. Thinking about In Hell We Live (Lament). "Each loop we live/die thru"? How many times? How many times has Dante done this? Or Pre-Dante, anyway. Faust is probably in on it. The new L corp took one look at what Ayin was doing and went "we can do that too lmao". Losing their memory was a base requirement to prevent madness. I rewrote this theory on 9/19 but added "to prevent a paradox"

T14, 4/18- Less a HC and more a suggestion, just use F Corp's shit to Unlock Dante's memory. If we ever visit District F, you KNOW Faust is gonna keep them on one hell of a tight leash.

T15- Is the Star a Singularity? Did Dante STEAL it? Are THEY the singularity? The clock? This one's too easy too though.

T16, 5/8- WAT IF THE STAR IS LUCIFER. MORNING STAR. CAN MANIPULATE SOULS IN HELL. (weak but proj moon loves their Christian imagery. this will come back repeatedly) not this one

T17, 5/10- Dante is either connected to whitenight OR a jesus figure (12 apostles, sin, not dying when killed, revives people, etc. the christianity again. it will continue. i already drew plague doc dante.) (4/7, possible but carmen is the lucifer adjacent if 6-34 is anything to go by. jesus is still open.)

**T18. 5/16- Dante's clock hands are made from a Golden Bough. ez. LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO canto 5.2

T19. 6/16- This has 0 canon basis but what if Dante was a Bloodfiend, would that be cool or what? They already don't need to eat, but is that from the clock or something else? Do they get IVs with nutrients? How does this work? Idk. I just want Dante to cut their hand open, make giant claws and rip a man apart before eating dirt. Dante can chew on a Sinner as a treat. c:

T20- Wouldn't it be fucked up if Dante found their head and it had either Distorted or was an Abnormality??

T21, 9/29- Religious Bastard Dieci Dante Aligheri.

T22- Dante has gotten Very Attached to the Sinners as their only form of contact while they've gotten themselves together. They recently realized many Sinners are doing this for the end goals, not to be a team. This seemed to upset them. UPSET THEM MORE. DISTORT THEM. DANTE REALIZES THEY'LL ALL LEAVE WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD. Carmen! Come get this bitch.

T23- Actually, Dante should distort for any reason. I Absolutely Understand the Mechanics (lying). Got too depressed, hit -45 SAN and decided they're just a useless tool instead of a person? Absolutely. You're now a piece of equipment. (when Heath asks if they're okay in canto 5 bc they got injured, dante responds "the clocks fine so who cares?") (I now understand the mechanics but want it anyway) They won't.

T24- Building off the previous, they're really starting to believe they're just a tool like how Gregor thinks he's a bug. That Is Not Good For Your Mental Health (garry ib icon.png)

T25- Putting this here just before my fav one, their skin. We never see it, so a list of potential possibilities excluding Being White bc that's BORING: Any POC, ashy skin (like vergil), dark ashy (charon), pure black or close to (a lot of people do this, me included), dark and covered in stars, very tattooed, very mechanical, just outright a robot, bloodfiend again, ETC. Based on the few images we have that show anything, it's just pitch black under there unless it's a skinsuit. the rest of them may be any of the above but for now most of these are defunct.

T26- My Current Top Theory of All Time- Dante is an AI. They have never been human, just machine. At least one of their creators cared enough to do better than Ayin ever fucking did, fostering curiosity and a desire to live in the little AI. Thing is, after Angela, AI became Very Illegal. There's no way their creators survived. L Corp New got them. Old AI Dante was, at their core, still an unfeeling machine that made decisions based purely on cold logic. New Dante is a person that is learning and growing, refusing to follow the colder path at times.

Is the clock part of them? Unsure. That can work either way.

But they're definitely becoming a person who doesn't want every encounter to end in bloodshed and death. Good for them. (this part is correct)

T27- Dante is not Ruina Dante. they didn't get booked. I think they'd throw hands on sight.

T28- Verg/Dante that's all glory to yaoiville

**T29- Dante navigator skills IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I WIN FOREVER MOM HOLY FUCK

T30- I missed one! Their eyes with a human head. This has a few that rotate. Red eyes, Gold eyes, Gold with the star, heterochromia with only one gold/star and red, pitch black (pre-d), or night sky/star. mix and match. who cares?

T31- I personally like the idea of Dante being a redhead (real red not ginger like ish) but realize it doesn't make much sense. Black hair works too, esp smoky, but they need more color. maybe fire streaks? if POC, maybe dreads?

T32- I am now also accepting heathcliff/dante post canto 5.1 he care so much.... actually just sinner polycule is valid. so is sinner family. both work. the only part I dont like is dante/faust. doesn't feel right. Charon excluded. that is our child.

T33- Forgot an old one where I figured Dante was a hacker that got into a Lot of trouble and being sinner #10 was meant to be a suicide mission.

T34- Dante being an ai part 2, having been planted in a body. maybe even a body they knew.

T35- another i forgot but dante being all scarred up or stitches or frankensteiny and-- [etc]

T36- Memory loss being fully intentional to kill their previous self and only carry over the necessary. A new start.

T37- Yknow how we never SAW Dante being an upper torso and arm in canto 3? Why? What is being hidden that's so important? robot parts? are you a robot? are you a -

T38- Dante being an artist of any kind. musician, poet, painter, etc. even post amnesia. give em a hobby

T39- Somewhere else I discussed forms that'd be fun for a Dante Distortion but i cant find it so ill reiterate: coffin spider, all around helper clock, useless fucking thing. all of which have gold chains suffocating them and it doesnt fight back. give it morphine

T40- this one's insane but dante's og self being the Player. thats why they were "me" and not "dante" we're not them. but we also are.

T41- This ones a joke but og dantes name actually just being "Me". (but not pronounced that way) (alternatively it was a nickname)

T42- Dante being an interviewer or reporter- A big name one. No wonder they keep secrets like K corps singularity. They can release that publicly later... if they choose to.

T43- RECREATE CARMEN. DO IT PUSSY. That 5.5 Blade scene is Damning as all hell. That or the bough + the monolith had an Interaction.

T44- Dante's internal programming knows the City Lore but Dante isn't allowed to know. The fact so much of that scene was censored...

T45- Dante is Bongbong

T46- I haven't beaten Ruina so I don't know a lot about Constructs or Librarians but like. Maybe they were one of those.

T47- Dante is going to eventually explode (figuratively). Even they can only take so much abuse and bullshit. Self-esteem can only go so low.

T48- Dante being a disaster chimera of stuff. AI made of someone else's brain, in someone else's body, with other stuff installed, etc, etc, etc.

T49- The Star reminds me too much of Blue Star, talking about Sin and such. Maybe it's an abno relating to that. who knows.

T50- Dante is an ID and there's a mirror in their head keeping them active. I hope they do a Charon/Lapis and totally overwrite the og bc the og's an asshole.

T51- Dante's the first successful "new human"

T52- Dante IS fucked up but something in their head hides the fuckedupness from everyone else.

#mddttxt #limbus company #project moon #dante lcb #pinn'd post

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divorcetual · 1 year

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[ID: First, a tumblr conversation. The name is blocked out for one and the other is bluehairandpronouns-tournament. It reads

Blocked user: My comments keep getting eaten so would you include image descriptions? or start doing it?

Bluehairandpronouns: no. I've said it before I cant make image descriptions because i'm visually impared and vant make them for characters I don't know. If you would like to make them for the posts thats okay, but I myself cannot do that. I also can't add them to posts afterwards bevause tumblr doesnt allow you to edit polls

Blocked user: So you're posting images despite not being able to describe them

Bluehairandpronouns: Yes. I said im visually impared not blind. I gave you the option to help be describe them them if it bothered you that much and you're clearly not interested in it, so I'll have to end this conversation here.

Second is an image of Sasuke Uchiha looking at the camera, his sharingan activated. He holds a sword /End ID]

Sasuke for formatting ughhh this persons been in my notes for dayssss I blocked them on my main so they couldnt comment anymore (its a bit more work to block on sideblogs and I couldnt use the computer at the time but it does prevent them from commenting on posts) and i'd hoped it would get rid of them but they messaged me 2day.

Blehhh i understand asking for IDs thats totally understandable, but if ur gonna harrass someone for havung the Audacity to say they cant make 128 IDs for characters they dont know bcs theyre visually impared AND not take them up on the offer to ID for them idk what u want!!! literally those are ur two options

#srry a little vent-y its just like. what do you want man #they continied messaging after this until I finally got my computer n blocked them :/#like its not that I dont want to post IDs whenever I can do do strain myself bcs ik how important they are but like #i cant do it w/ so many images at once #“ik I acted harshly on this but theyd been on this for multiple days i was just. fed up atp”

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sujuyeonn · 9 months

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HIIIIIII SUJUUUUU OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE ACTUALLY HERE AAAAAAAA WELCOME TO TUMBLR AKA MY HAPPY SWAMP (lume here, this ask ended up going from my main bc Tumblr doesn't let you comment or ask from sideblogs)

Also Tumblr can be a lot to a new person but I've been here for 6 years now, so I know pretty much everything there is to know about this place. You can hide your liked posts and following if you want, and ofc disable recommended content and have an actual chronological timeline. Also the hashtag game is very interesting here. But I don't wanna infodump in this ask, just wanna welcome you on board 🙌 I'm so glad you're here!!

HELLOOOOO I CANT BELIEVE IM HERE EITHER (reliving my 2012 era lmao) …your swamp? shrek coded

if you saw that I ended up stalking your profile… no you didn’t :) it’s a lil overwhelming I do have to admit (the posts I’ve seen have been… interesting) but it seems fun!! glad to be here too😤

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thetrashywritingwitch · 2 years

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if anyone comments on any of my posts, know i cant directly respond bc this acct is my sideblog and you can't reply to posts from a sideblog so like... just send me an ask or DM to make sure i see things

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evanox · 2 years

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re: ur tag vent, just speaking personally, i dont always reblog xreader content bc of how stigmatized it is, sometimes im afraid to put it on my actual blog because im afraid of being thought of as cringy by people following me (and i cant do sideblogs, my brain just cant handle having to manage more than one blog at once) it doesnt rly have anything to do with whether or not i liked the fic itself—but i try to leave comments in the replies section on tumblr postings of xreader content that i like to show my appreciation. i know thats better than just liking it, but idk if its nearly as good as a reblog... i would reblog but i just do not have the guts i am sorry

I mean I kinda feel that bc I always thought x reader or y/n content was really cringe but.. look at me now lmao 💀💀 I've had this blog since 2015 so I was worried what my older mutuals would think seeing me come back after a 2 year hiatus to write y/n hc for a man with cat ears of all things but!! I've been blessed with really cool moots so regardless of how they feel about my posts we're pretty chill so,, I say if your followers can't handle your cringe they can go乁(ツ)ㄏ

That being said, the reblogs that I appreciate the most are the ones with sweet tags bc it's exciting seeing how people feel about what I write (ough bonus points if you add what was your favorite part) and I can look back on them for a pick-me-up when necessary,, so yeah even a comment without a reblog still goes a long way!! Either way you really didn't need to apologize!! This is not an obligation at the end of the day but thank u for the message <33

#answered #me n my silly rambles

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possum-socks · 6 months

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you always leave the best comments on my art HAHA oh wait this is my main, i cant send asks thru my sideblog which is disastermanagemant ANYWAYS THEY'RE ALWAYS SO FUN TO READ THANK YOU AHAA idk why tumblr is suppressing my posts from you maybe an issue in your settings? NOT SURE BUT AAAAA THANK YOU ALWAYS

OMGGGG hello kicking my feet at this hi

Of course!!! I literally love your art sm no matter what you draw, it is zero effort on my part leaving comments bc i like ur stuff that much i am merely admiring some cool art from a cool person 😁 it just makes me glad that my support reaches you!

i am your no.1 fan its true i want to eat your art every time i see it i would kill. do you understand

tumblr is just a hater for not showing me your posts </3 it doesnt matter because i will find them anyway. Thank YOU for being you and sharing your stuff i hope you keep creating for as long as you have a passion for it.

#your style is sooa cool #you inspire me to create #thanks for the ask but most of all thanks for sharing your stuff :)

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hanjisungz-archive · 5 years

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#hm..... im... debating something but i dont know if i wanna do it or not ???#i may take a hiatus from this blog.... or tumblr in general....#i dont know what to do because all my sideblogs are on this account.... so all my dashes for my blogs are combined into one #i just.... am not happy with stay tumblr (or stays in general kinda) right now #idk maybe i just spent too much time on twitter and all the shit that exploded there.....#and i cant comment on anything as its not my place so.... ill just leave that there #but i dont wanna take a break from tumblr... just this blog/stays #and my whole dash is filled with skz and as much as i hate to say it #only jisung really makes me happy out of skz #go ahead and send all the hate you want i dont care #just all this shit with ch*n and i dont know... i just dont know #so yall may see a semi hiatus post soon... or you wont i dont know #all i know is that if i am here i probably wont be as !!!!!! you know... as i normally am #oneus is doing a bunch of stuff and ill be giffing them on that blog bc right now watching all six of them joke around and be dorks #is one of the things that makes me the happiest #i still love jisung endlessly. hes still my ult bias. i just idk maybe i need to take a step away from skz #and the comeback is coming up..... and everything #god why did all that twitter shit have to pop up now #i was just getting better with the earlier incident.#i dont know. im just confused.#maybe this is just a mood swing and ill be okay tomorrow for the comeback #ill probably make gifs for the mv #or i wont #idk if anyone even cares or waits for my gifs #this is really long..... idek if anyone will read this far #ill be on my oneus blog i guess if you need me #to all my anons (or to anyone that still wants to talk) feel free to send asks here if you want #ill answer and stuff #idk im just not feeling the whole 'shitposting' stuff like #this blog will probably just reblogs and og content for a little bit while i get my head straight

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duman-anon · 5 years

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winx villains in Hogwarts Houses

Icy: Slytherin

Darcy: Hufflepuff

Stormy: Gryffindor

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Darkar: Slytherin

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Valtor: Ravenclaw

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Ogron: Slytherin

Anagan: Ravenclaw

Gantlos: Hufflepuff

Duman: Gryffindor

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Tritannus: Gryffindor

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Selina: Ravenclaw

Acheron: Slytherin

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Kalshara: Slytherin

Brafilius: Hufflepuff

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Bonus:

Diaspro: Hufflepuff

Mitzi: Slytherin

Avalon: Ravenclaw

Chimera: Gryffindor

these are just my opinion, it would be easier to put them all in Slytherin but no :) they all can’t be there.

also I just guess for the villains from season 5-7, I’m not so in to them

#bc Im bored and thought about this #these are just my opinion if you have another headcanon you can tell!#or if you wonder why I put a someone special in that certain house #just ask #but I cant answer if you leave a comment on this post bc it is a sideblog :)#winx club #winx villains

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writingpuddle · 3 years

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Is this blog connected to your main blog? As in like you clicked “create a new blog” while logged in and it creates a separate one? I want to make a aftg sideblog for my obsession bc all I do is use my tumblr that I haven’t been active on since 2013 to creep on aftg and I want to create one separately to just be free with my obsession and not hide in the shadows lol.. however I don’t want people to tell that my main blog is connected to the aftg one.. I have no idea how the creating blog functionality works in this joint.. okay thanks for any help :)

hey friend! i will preface this by saying that with any functionality on tumblr, im fumbling around in the dark, but here is what i have picked up from having a sideblog for a couple years

yes, my two accounts are on the same log in. i have my main account, and then this is the "sideblog," and i can toggle between them without logging in or out. when i scroll through my dashboard, i can choose which blog to reblog/queue things for, and post to either blog from the post editor. i created my sideblog primarily because my best friend follows my main, and he's never finished the series so i wanted to be able to reblog spoilers without giving away the end for him (i have since spoiled the end for him because i am impatient and decided i wanted to talk about it, but that is beside the point)

people cannot see what your main blog is just from looking at your sideblog. mine probably gives itself away because the blog names are vaguely similiar, but even so you'd have to know of both accounts to connect it; if all you saw was my sideblog, you couldnt figure out my mainblog just from looking at it. you can absolutely keep the two separate and it will not be immediately obvious that the two blogs are related. HOWEVER. there are a few key weaknesses about sideblogs that can give it away

1. replies. you can only reply from your main blog, so if you want to leave comments on something without using your main, you have to reblog, or people will see the name of your main blog (this leads to hilarious interactions where someone comments on a post i made on my sideblog, and i have to clarify in the replies that yes, i am in fact op, i just cant reply as myself)

2. if you follow someone, they will see your main blogs name, not the sideblog. (this is how a number of people i followed for aftg ended up politely following my main and i agonized for awhile about explaining that they were in fact, interacting with me twice as two different people). there is no way to follow someone "from your sideblog" and have them see that your sideblog followed them. so an astute person could notice that blog A followed them, but then afterwards blog B reblogged a bunch of stuff from them, and put it together, but that will only apply to people you follow from aftg, in this case

3. ditto with likes. anytime you like something, it will show up in the persons notifications as your main, so make sure you’ve got your likes set to private so anyone on your main cant see them.

there is probably other stuff, but i dont exploit a lot of the functionality of tumblr, so i wouldnt know what it is (ie groups and stuff). if its important to you to keep your interests completely separate, you'd probably have to make a whole new account.

#tumblr #main and sideblogs #please take this with a grain of salt at any given time im making this up as i go along #anons

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feifood · 3 years

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U POSTED MY REQUEST WHILE I WAS WRITING THE OTHER ASK SBKDJSKS no need to answer this but if u want then go ahead SO ADDING TO MY RECENT ASK , thank you so much for taking in my request , it really means a lot ! i'll be sure to send in another again when you have a minimal number of reqs in ur inbox ! i'm literally gonna make a sideblog later so i can rb ur works + add some comments in the tags . i gotta sleep rn bc it's almost 1 am in where i am , have a great day/night <33

love , 💮 anon !

💮anon u literally spoil me to death i cant handle all this affection omg CREATE A SIDE BLOG GO SUPPORT ME OH MY AGWUWJDIFISHDJF I CANT IM FREAKING OUT UR GOING SO FAR FOR ME ILY 😭😭

AND YESYES SLEEP IS IMPORTANT !! Hope you have a good night sleep cutie love you soso much !! 💙

#fei.asks #💮anon

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sophiphi · 3 years

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Hi there!!! I am so glad you enjoy my work, that makes me overwhelmingly happy to hear. I would love to know which ones are your favorites, or if you have anything you would like to see from me. I would love to dedicate a newer publication to you! And I am currently closed for requests, but... I can make an exception and add any of your ideas to my queue😊 thank you so much again!!! You're a love.

Hey! First off- I am SO sorry that it took me a couple of days to answer 🤧 I wanted to be able to re-read all of your fics again and relish in your amazing work before I chose my favorites, and suddenly you just posted your recent one and i was like “this!! this is my favorite one!!!”

I’ll write a longer comment on there on ao3 (it’ll be under “audiluscious”- it’s also my username for my sideblog on here but its currently inactive lmao, ive been using my main a lot more lately) once I get more than 4 hrs of sleep don’t you worry 🤧 But long story short- you have me absolutely OBSESSED with your fic and I can read it over and over again without getting tired of it 😌 Also the scene of them in Julie’s dream- Luke’s line about the stars being jealous of Julie??? GIRL THAT WAS ABSOLUTELY GENIUS LET ME TELL YOU

Share some tips with me ma’am, bc ur mind is just *chefs kiss*

Lmao anyway, I loved all your little drabbles too here on tumblr, and I absolutely adore your other multi-chap 5+1 fic (the one about touches, which i cant wait for the next update on btw ;))! As for any dedications or requests, I’ll have to get back to you on that one, but I am very very honored that you would even CONSIDER dedicating one of your beautiful pieces of art to me, I didn’t even do anything to deserve it 🥺

If I have any ideas for a story, any requests that come to mind, or just anything JATP related that made me think of you in general, I’ll be sure to drop by your ask box ;))

#girl u have no idea how much adoration i carry for all your fics- both fluff and angst #the fact that you even dropped that ask into my ask box???#i was in shock no kidding 😳 like what did i do to deserve ur attention ma’am all i do is blab abt nonsense here on tumblr #but thanks 🥺🥺 i really do appreciate your show of appreciation #even tho i seriously have no clue what i did to deserve it bc lets be real- YOU’RE the one who deserves recognition here not me #pls excuse the long ass answer and all this rambling- ya girl is running high on caffeine and sleep deprivation 😗✌🏼#askbox #sophy shut up #blushandbooks #jatp crap

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dedicatedtokara · 4 years

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weekly finds #4!

hello! it’s officially the 2nd month of online school((f in the chat bois)) and i’ve been holding up fine but with very intense self care! some of u guys actually liked my playlist and followed me on spotify!!! that made me so happy!!! thank u guyth but i realized i cant reply to ur comments on my post bc this is a sideblog 😔 sorry about that, my asks are open tho! i made a playlist for my weekly finds! if you’re interested hehe! 💌

find me here!

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dreamsculptor · 4 years

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mark0fcourage replied to your post: have ppl forgotten that smallest feeblest boggard...

i see people still rb guads main unironically like how many people do i need to give the business

god yea ... tho most of the time if i see gaud in a post they’re like, in the pile of reblogged comments on it. even then most of my mutuals dont post stuff w their(gauds) main, but that’s easy bc their icon is recognizable from 200 miles away

its just annoying at worst to me honestly, and i cant blame ppl for not recognizing their sideblog

#mark0fcourage #transmission

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chanyueda · 5 years

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my dumbass previously posted this on my sideblog lmao but its ok i posted it privately and now i have to suffer the consequences of copy pasting it manually on this phone because apparently i cant copy paste the whole thing

Dearest pen pal,

You did not write back again. I’m starting to feel like I really annoyed you with everything that’s happening to me. Tell me, should I even continue? I’m sorry, Steven. I really am.

Can’t you at least write back, just one? I’m not really telling you to actually do it but I haven’t heard from you! Are you okay? Do you need help? I’m worried! You don’t know how you make me feel so distracted with everything that I have to do. I’m on my final year at college, it’s stressing, yes, but what stresses me more is the fact that you’re not writing back to me.

Please be okay, for my sake? That’s all I ask of you now. Forget about writing back. Just...be okay.

Your pen pal,

Andrew

Something nagged at the back of his mind. Why did he decide to not write back anyway? His conscience slowly swallowed him. This...Andrew, kept hoping he’d write back one day, but he never did.

Steven unknowingly crumpled the letter. He felt a wave of anguish that boiled inside of him. He was confused; why was he feeling this way? It’s only the second letter, but the emotions were already too much for him to bear. He could only crumple the paper more for he can’t translate his feelings into words.

Steven wanted to write back immediately after crumpling the paper. He was already on the move to get a pen and paper, but he realized he didn’t know the address of this person. Usually, the letters are put in an envelope with the name and address of the sender, but looking inside the chest, no envelope was found. It only contained Andrew’s letters, which baffled him more.

It’s not like him to leave letters like this. When he received one, whether it’s from a carrier company or some random one, he’d keep the envelope. He thought, maybe if he kept it, if ever he wanted to send a letter, he’d have a clue of the address. So why, in this case, the letters were not placed on their envelopes?

“Why are you being weird, standing in the middle of your room like that?” Star, his roommate, stood in the doorway again, doing a facepalm.

“I’m not...?” Steven glanced around, yeah, he was definitely standing up.

“What’s gotten into you?” Star asked, already concerned. He approached Steven cautiously.

“The letters.” He replied with no hesitation. “They’re weird. Not me.”

“Care to share?”

They sat down on the bed and Steven got hold of the two letters he just read minutes ago. He fumbled with his fingers in nervousness, and straightened the second crumpled letter. Star could not help but laugh, which earned a look from Steven.

“I’m sorry, it’s just that...you crumpled it. And you’re just on the second one! There’s hundreds of them for you to crumple.”

“Stop...” he groaned. “Look, I’m not good at this but, this person...Andrew, keeps on writing to me.”

“Yeah, you got that much from reading 2 letters.” Star shrugged. “What I mean is, you’re assuming shit.”

“No!” Steven unknowingly shouted. “I...I’m sorry I shouldn’t have...”

But Star didn’t get offended or anything, instead, he laughed it off, saying, “You’re just confused okay? Naturally, everything about you will affect everything else, including your feelings and emotions. Anyway, continue on! I want to hear more.”

Steven sighed before continuing, “He’s been writing...no, telling me that I’m not writing back to him anymore. Like, he’s insinuating that we were communicating before but I just...stopped?” He let out an exasperated sigh. “I don’t know!”

“Let me see that!” Star forcefully grabbed the letters from Steven’s hands and read them on his own. His facial expressions varied from time to time; he was shocked at first but soon after, he found himself close to tears.

“You’re overreacting.” Steven commented while watching him.

“Wow, the audacity! You’re the one who’s overreacting! I’m mainly conveying normal emotions while reading shit. Besides...he really made it sound like you were exchanging letters before. Why would he even bother to write pen pal if you two weren’t doing this?”

Steven remained quiet.

“Plus the second letter—“

“What’s wrong with it?!” He said suddenly, which sent Star into a fit of shock. “Sorry.”

“Who’s overreacting now bitch?” Star rolled his eyes. “Anyway...Andrew didn’t write your name at the first part. The...salutations shit. I don’t know, I don’t write letters.”

“Wait, what?” Steven stole the crumpled paper and reread it again. “Y-You’re right! I...I’m confused. Maybe he just forgot it? Or...maybe he purposely left it out?!” He rambled, which earned a look from his roommate.

“Why...do you seem angry?” Star shook his head. “No, why are you angry? What’s it to you, anyway?”

Steven couldn’t make out a reply to that.

“You’re affected!” Star laughed once more. “Minutes ago, you were ready to fight whoever this Andrew is and now…”

“I’m still ready to fight him! For a different reason, that is…”

The question still stands, what’s it to him anyway? Andrew just didn’t write his name and now, he’s mad about that? Something tugged at the back of his mind, but he paid no attention to it.

“Yeah whatever, you gotta get ready. We’re leaving in 5.” Star stood up from the bed and went out the door. “Take the letters with you, if you want.”

Steven stared at the unread letters. It was too early to form conclusions, and he knew that, but he can’t help it. He just wants this whole letter thing to be over. But he knew it wasn’t going to be that easy. These letters might, and still contain the answers to the questions he’s had on his head. These letters might give an insight as to what happened between him and his mysterious pen pal.

What even happened between the two of them?

i fucked up the middle part HAHA im too lazy to edit more ☹️ anyway i really love editing your parts @avantbergara bc im really trying to align it to your personality but i think im doing worse? lmao idk whatever

#standrew #buzzfeed worth it #bwi #second chap already???#im making progress sis #letters #this made me sad ya know

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