(Warning: This story describes deeply disturbing events and testimonials in graphic detail.)
Expressions of agony survived their deaths, army reservist Shari Mendes said as she described what experts saw when they identified and prepared for burial the bodies of female victims of Hamas’s October 7 massacre.
“These women arrived with their eyes open, their mouths grimacing, their fists clenched,” said Mendes, whose IDF rabbinical unit worked with the bodies, all of which were brought to the IDF’s Shura base.
The more we find out, the worse it gets. Go to the article if you want the details. They are truly awful.
I wrote uhh something that takes place in episode 10 of the first season after Kidou asked Kageyama about Fuyukai putting a trap on the bus and Kageyama just told him that what makes a great commander is ensuring the win before the match even starts. This was a little headcanon-ish of mine of what happened after that. A notable thing is this was also a bit after the match with Meito where Gouenji couldn't fight because of his leg injury.
To Those Who Take Flight
Chapter Summary: After Kidou asked the commander regarding Fuyukai's actions, he found himself remembering even more "accidents" that happened in the last year's Football Frontier. His contemplative walk took him to Inazuma General Hospital where he met the man he wanted to talk to the most.
Characters: Kidou Yuuto, Gouenji Shuuya, Gouenji Katsuya
Relationships: Kidou Yuuto & Gouenji Shuuya; Gouenji Shuuya & Gouenji Katsuya
Word Count: 1,523
No Warnings Apply
Genre: General, canon compliant, drama, doubts, family drama
Chapter 1: Reason
Kidou dragged his feet around Inazuma Town, a place his body automatically goes to after his responsibilities since his first match against Endou and Gouenji.
He pulled on his red jacket to hold himself together. His brain repeated the commander’s doubts on his team like a mantra… Did he really believe Teikoku Eleven wouldn’t be able to win against Raimon? After all the training they went through?
In all his life following him, this was the first time the commander expressed zero confidence in Kidou winning in anything he had ever worked for. It was one experience that he wouldn’t be comfortable enough to call humbling; it was degrading…
But even more so was the thought that he wouldn’t be able to trust them to win even after they already proved themselves in the nationals last year—!
Kidou’s feet pressed heavily on the ground as he felt his own weight suddenly multiplied.
On the Football Frontier last year… how many people were not able to make it to their match? How many healthy and usually careful players were benched because of an injury that occurred before they arrived at the field?? Kidou’s feet made fast strides without him realizing it; without him even thinking about a place to go.
Different faces flashed in his memories. They were few. Too few, in fact, to be considered to be part of some grand scheme. And with circumstances too mundane to even make a connection from.
But there are faces… and one in particular that Kidou had always felt so much empathy and connection with.
He continued with heavy steps that made him feel so cold despite the enticing warmth of the afternoon. The words in his head fell on top of each other as he revised phrases and sentences that didn't seemingly want to escape his lips. Before he knew it, his feet took him to Inazuma General Hospital guided by the face of the enemy he waited a year to see on the same field.
His sister's room is on the fifth floor—a fact that he only knew after spying it on one of the… files on the commander's desk. It was not exactly a weird detail to be there… perhaps; as it also contained his entire family background. But, simply acquiring all this information didn't really prove anything. Knowing everything about a person was merely… the commander’s way of doing things.
Kidou broke his stride as he doubted—wondered what he was doing there.
He bit his lip as his chest burned in cold flames.
His heel pressed on the floor, about to turn around when he caught a glimpse of a familiar blonde in front of the elevator he was beelining to earlier.
Kidou felt an electric urge to talk to him.
To tell him something… something that… something that's important. Something—what was he planning to say??
All the words he clumsily mended together fell apart like a few pieces of hair that the wind took from his loosened fingers.
What could there be to talk to him about that could be called a fact? Wouldn't sharing his unproven allegations of his own coach to him just unnecessarily put doubts on Gouenji? Kidou waited so long to resolve their unfinished business; the last thing he wanted is for his opponent to be distracted by Kidou's doubts on his own mentor… by his own personal matters.
The long tribulations Kidou went through in his head was but a few seconds outside, he realized, as he heard Gouenji's unusually weak voice addressing an older man suited as any doctor would in this place.
The familiar man— Gouenji Katsuya, according to the commander's folder— spoke with a sharp chill that reached where Kidou hid just before he made a turn on the hallway.
"...can't even wait before your leg completely heals?" The doctor pointed the paper he was holding to Gouenji's raimon tracksuit as his eyes shifted from his once-broken leg to his face. "What would it take for you to realize that all soccer has ever done is to harm you?"
Guilt stabbed Kidou at the way Gouenji's head bowed slightly; he mumbled in a tone so low and broken that Kidou felt himself an unforgivable voyeur to catch him vulnerable like this. "It was just a minor injury."
Both Kidou and Gouenji felt their breaths stop at the sigh that left Dr. Gouenji's mouth. It was a move that Kidou knew as well.
"Do what you want."
Utter disappointment. No, Kidou figured it's something even lower: 'There is no hope for you.'
Kidou shied his eyes away from Gouenji's battles as more, new thoughts came into his mind. The matter of Yuuka's accident was pushed at the back of his head as he delved into the genius striker's attachment to soccer. Kidou flipped his memories like it was a thick book of condensed data that his thumb turned with amazing speed.
Did the commander have information about it? When did he start soccer? Why did he start playing?! Was it just because it was something he was exceptional at?!!
The questions flooded and turned so loud that they drowned out Katsuya’s footsteps. In a matter of seconds, Kidou's initial reason for going there was muted by the barrage of infinitely slamming thoughts.
"You’d think someone who has everything would have a better hobby."
Kidou's heart almost leapt out of his chest as a husky voice put him back where he stood. It was a tone with more strength than what he heard from the halls, but was subtly weaker than the usual Gouenji.
Kidou retreated the hand that jumped instinctively to his chest and stood with more dignity as he let his enemy rightfully criticize his character with the deadly blade of his eyes. His gaze held so much unrelenting intensity that Kidou felt like his knees may begin to quiver if he wasn't pouring all of his will into keeping it solid.
"Gouenji—!"
Kidou's sentence was cut short with a sigh that sounded almost like the same one they heard earlier; a fact that Kidou had enough heart?— delicacy to never willingly point out.
Gouenji spared a glance before he clicked his tongue and made a turn to leave.
"Wait!!"
His steps didn't waver.
"I have something to ask you."
He merely halted on his place but he made sure to relay the intention that he would make no move to turn around and face him.
"Why?"
He made a small glance from over his shoulder.
"Your sister, your relationship with your father… After every terrible thing that soccer caused you, how could you continue to play it?"
The surprise on Gouenji's face finally tamed the ferocious anger displayed. He turned sideways as the reflected patches of the rays of the sun outside the glass windows kissed his cheek; he stayed bewildered with the question. "Why?"
Gouenji unconsciously turned his body where Kidou stood as his subtle facial expressions morphed to several ones in a matter of seconds.
Kidou stood speechless at the impressive showcase of how the other athlete thinks outside of what he'd seen from his matches. His eyes glowed with amazing passion as his tanned skin was given more attention by the afternoon light shaded by the bountiful leaves outside; his musings were made obvious by the slight parting of his lips and the way his hand made little twitches of his fingers.
Gouenji opened his mouth to speak but clammed it shut as he seemed to get lost in his world again.
Kidou couldn't find this anything but… aesthetically pleasing. It was one that his brain urged him to paint as soon as he would be able to; all the details and colors visualized and ready to be recreated with little twists of his own.
Even the way Gouenji suddenly glanced at the window to look at the trees was graceful. As did the change in his expression as he pointed at one of the branches.
"?" Kidou silently followed what Gouenji's finger was trying to show him. He finally heard a semblance of the singing of birds as he was made aware of their existence right there. But, Kidou merely opened his mouth in confusion.
"Why does a bird fly?" Gouenji's voice was something between unsure and confident, but it contained his hardened will. "My answer is probably something like that…"
Kidou could only hang his mouth open in answer.
This earned a surprising sympathetic look from the striker. "I’ll be in the match this time… whether you’ll be entirely there or not."
He started walking away; leaving Kidou to stay in his place and watch his back with less uncertainty in him than from when he walked in the hospital.
Continuing to mull the interaction over, Kidou unconsciously sat on one of the chairs on the hallway; one where he could look directly out the window from. He rested there now with his thoughts quieter and a tad bit clearer.
Luckily, he was just in time to see the birds fly away in his brief stay there. He then inevitably pondered, "Why… do they fly?"
🎈 BALLOON — what is something you’ve created and/or accomplished recently that you’re proud of?
"umm... i don't know? i guess it's nice i haven't been fired, yet..."
✈️ AIRPLANE — have you traveled anywhere that helped you discover something about yourself and/or about the world?
"nowhere. i've only been on a plane, like... once... and i don't even remember it. i'd love to travel, though. go anywhere."
🗡️ DAGGER — what is something or someone you know you can’t afford to lose? how far are you willing to go to make sure you don’t lose it/them?
i can't afford to lose anyone. not again. i try not to think about losing people too much... it's, um... hard for me. i want to say i'd do anything to keep the people i care about, but... it feels like a loaded question."
👻 GHOST — is there someone or something that you feel is missing from your life? do you know if there’s any way to find it/them?
"...my brother. i wish—whatever happened, i wish it didn't. but i also hope he's dead. i really do. it's horrible to say, but to think he's just suffering somewhere... it's too much."
❤️🩹 MENDING HEART — how strongly do you experience your emotions? does it depend on who you’re interacting with and/or the context of the situation?
"i think i usually experience them pretty strongly... but i guess it does depend on the situation? but usually... strongly."
Long overdue, but here is my S7 Octavia playlist. Spotify link in comments.
Heart on Fire: The Triumph of Octavia Blake
Icon for Hire - "Seeds"
"We'll go up in flames
And down in history
As the ones who break through to find the sun
They tried to bury us
They didn't know we were
Seeds"
Niklaus Christian Day feat. McKenna Hixson - "I'm Not Broken"
"I may be bruised, but I'm not broken
I may be tired, but I'm alive
And I will live, with arms wide open
This heart can mend, I'm not broken"
Fireflight - "What I've Overcome"
"If only you could see me yesterday
Who I used to be before the change
You'd see a broken heart
You'd see the battle scars
It's funny how the words can't explain how good it feels to finally break the chains
I'm not what I have done
I'm what I've overcome"
Nichole Nordeman - "Sound of Surviving"
"They told me
I'd never get to tell my story
Too many bullet holes
It would take a miracle
These voices
Inside my head like poison
Trying to steal my hope
Silencing my soul
But my story is only now beginning
Don't try to write my ending
Nobody gets to sing my song"
Abstract ft. Tamzene - "Kintsugi"
"I'm not perfect with my methods, I been broken past repair
But there's gold inside the cracks cause I learned how to really care
For those who were mistreated, half defeated I'm a voice
Cause seeing beauty in the broken takes a mirror and a choice"
Amy Lee - "Love Exists"
"It can make you better, it can change you slowly
And give you everything you want, ask for nothing in return
In the blink of an eye, the hint of a smile
In the way you say goodbye, and every time you find me"
Photronique ft. Shari Short - "Watch Me Rise"
"I found my light inside the dark
I filled the hole within my heart
You have no power over me
Watch me rise above all the lies
I won't break, no matter how hard you try
Watch me rise, I'm touching the skies
Nothing can't stop me from living my life"
Kurt Hugo Schneider & Andie Case - "Champions"
"Knock me down but I get up
A thousand blows are not enough
To keep me on my knees
I'm stronger when I bleed
I've been to Hell and back
Picked myself up from the ash
It made me who I am
Champions aren't born
We're built"
Hidden Citizens ft. Ranya - "Strange Young World"
"This is the resurrection
This is the reason
After the dust has settled
We pick up the pieces
We're the last of our kind
With the will to survive
In a strange young world"
Skylar Grey - "Coming Home Part II"
"Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain
Wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home"
How many times have I started this entry only to rip the page out and throw it into the fire? The new year dawned with all the promise and hope of moving on and healing after the war, but now it seems as if everything is crashing down. There is a mighty depression not only descended upon our family but the nation as a whole.
Reconstruction, they call it, is supposed to mend our nation and bring us back to a unified glory. They may as well call it deconstruction. Our taxes have gone up. Our crops suffered through the brutal end of last season. Graveyards are full of young men who died too soon and for what? These are just our community's problems. These speak nothing as to what our family has endured.
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Our dear nanny, Shary Bobbins, had to leave us for a spell to care for her ailing mother. We were sad to see her go but we understood. We hired another nanny, May, and we liked her well enough. She was there when the twins arrived. I wasn't feeling 'phantom' feelings. There were two babes! A boy and a girl. Jane Marie was born first and her brother, James Thomas, followed minutes later. Our happiness was not to last though.
May died while attending rushing to the babies. She grabbed her chest and just fell to the floor like a sack of oats. I had tried calling to let her know I was in the room with them, but it was all for naught. She was gone. So we buried her across the way at St. James. Shary came back to us and things were back to how they should be. I wish it could've stayed that way.
The babies were barely 2 weeks old when we lost James. Jane was squalling. Her call was very different than James. Hers is higher pitched and more ear piercing. James was a content little fellow who only cried when he needed to be changed. I checked on Jane first and got her calmed, and then I moved to James. He wasn't the right color and he was cool to the touch. He'd passed while sleeping. With no fanfare or fighting. He just silently slipped away. I didn't know what to do.
I must've made a noise, because Shary and Mother came in just then and just everything happened in a flurry. We put him in the ground today. My darling little boy lies next to his sister, Sarah Sue. I wonder why I'm not more forlorn but maybe it's because I have Jane who is a demanding task master. I'm sure I'll grieve at some point. I just hope that I'm strong enough to muster through it. All of us have been in a daze. I'm thankful that spring has not fully bloomed yet, because the dreary days we're seeing now fit the mood of the house.
So let's talk about that 80-page neopets fanfic i wrote when i was like 14
so I posted about this a while ago but people to my surprise showed genuine interest in this thing. alas, the fanfic has been lost to time, i still have the file but it's damaged and I can't seem to restore it. Also, the entire thing was in dutch bc i no spoke english very well at the time. but i do remember a lot of the details, so i decided to post about this here to recall this embarrassing product of my imagination.
the plot: a found family consisting of a bunch of assholes tries to find jelly world and is then sent on a quest by the leader of jelly world to find a bunch of magical crystal shards spread across neopia. Reunite the shards, jelly world will be brought back to the main dimension in neopia.
the key players:
tama: oc, orange kougra. Prissy and extremely girly-girl type rich kid who was raised on krawk island being very spoiled by her governor parents or whatever. current chosen one that can open the gate to jelly world.
number twelve: oc, green lupe. number five's younger brother (by a lot of years). I never thought up a proper name for him so he is just number twelve.
sinsi: canon, brown ixi. she never really served a point but she liked to hang out with clop and play cellblock with him. idk i just thought her design was cute so i shoved her in.
shari: oc, blue wocky. basically the no1 fan of the prisoners with an enormous ego and amount of self confidence. she could change colors at will like a chameleon because she was a mary sue and i didn't fully understand the concept of paint brushes back then.
zeetin: someone else's neopet i was allowed to use, halloween kougra. Just the bad boy love interest for tama. shari's adoptive brother but after he and tama started dating they drifted apart.
the prisoners except the yellow knight because i thought he was boring: canon. Consisting of: clop (mute darigan moehog), barallus (unhinged korbat), meekel (shy and fearful blue kacheek) and number five (twelve's older brother, previous chosen one that could open the dimensional rift to jelly world).
shinwa: oc, fairy jelly acara because she's Special. basically the last leader of jelly world before the downfall. She sends everyone on a quest and appears in dream visions idk she's magic. her name means legend in japanese because i'm a genious /s
galgarrath and haskol: canon, grarrl and skeith. minibosses that chased the Crew to add some peril to the story because otherwise it would've been boring as tar
other bits about the story i recall:
running gags included disliking the faerie aesthetic and purple stuff in general. there was also a weird amount of alcoholic cider involved.
so the whole reason jelly world was cast into another dimension was because of some nondescript skeith wizard who was jealous of their prosperity cursed the land by shattering the magical crystal powering it idk. shinwa, having magical abilities herself, had the power to select a new chosen one that could open the rift and thus possibly restore JW every sixty years or so. 5 was the last one and succeeded in going there, but failed to restore the crystal and was promptly locked away in the dungeons of the darigan citadel. Tama, being the next, was our main Chosen One for the story. She was the main character i guess but i hated writing her pov a whole lot because she's so unlike me in every way.
The Crew(trademark) consisted of tama, shari, zeetin, sinsi, 12 and the (ex-)prisoners sans YK and yes they did succeed in finding JW.
oh yeah btw the prisoners broke out during some kind of plot convenience it was never properly explained nor was it ever established why the yellow knight wasn't there. Meekel also bailed on the quest for JW pretty soon when he figured out haskol and galgarrath were after them (to retrieve the prisoners because it pissed vex off that nobody would play his game anymore now).
Forced Hetero Romance(trademark) between Zeetin and Tama which I also hated writing
Shari had like 4 near-death experiences but kept getting into trouble either way because she's Stupid
the most compelling thing in the entire story was honestly the relationship beteen Shari and zeetin.
some of the official neopets canon was obviously thrown out the window because I didn't know everything (still don't) and also the canon in and of itself is wobbly to begin with.
one thing i established in my canon was that uni's didn't fly gracefully like pegasi, but rather had their wings move very fast like insects because they're so damn small and they're pretty hefty creatures. Clop also flew this way due to his similar wings-to-body ratio.
strangely enough, zeetin, who did have wings that were more proportional to his body, couldn't fly
Clop spoke in CTL: clop tapping language. 5 and meekel were his interpreters.
twelve had no personality to speak of seriously he was only there to prompt tama to go on her quest and run away from her dull life
the story ended at about 80 pages in when i lost my neopets hyperfocus and just kinda gave up. at this point in the story they had just gotten to JW for the first time, met shinwa, and been sent on their quest to look up the shards and restore the crystal to bring JW back into existence in neopia.
From here on the plan for me was for the Crew to split up and go across different parts of neopia to retrieve the crystals. would they end up restoring it? I have no fucking clue man i never got that far. i know that zeetinxtama was endgame, though his relationship with shari would be mended as well. think up your own ending if you will idc
Notes - Yeah, so some genius came up with "Irish Fairy Doors" which are now a huge thing, so for little Lily, as she is of the age for it, we are going to give her her very own one.
The images used are not mine, full copyright to the owners.
Alexianna and Tom looked at the apartment, Alexianna almost giggling as she looked at her belongings in their new home. From the pictures on the walls to the bed linen in the rooms, everything was theirs, a sign that this beautiful place was the place they would call home for some time, enough time to get themselves through the stresses of the rest of Alexianna’s course and for her to be able to work full time at the end and earn more to look after them.
‘Do you think she will like it?’ Tom smiled, already knowing the answer.
‘I don’t think she is going to know if we are joking.’ Alexianna laughed. ‘I need to get a shower and we will go collect her then.’
‘Go, you don’t have a lot of time.’ Tom ushered. Alexianna did as he stated, leaving Tom to smile as he waited for her return. He could hear the water running upstairs and the door to the bathroom closing, telling him that Alexianna had gone for her shower. It was then he leapt up the stairs and rushed to retrieve his gifts for her and Lily, placing them where they needed to be before going down the stairs again and hoping that with the rush they were in, she would not return to her room again before they left, leaving her to receive her surprise alongside her daughter on their return. He had just made it to the kitchen when he realised that her phone was ringing. Usually, he would not go near it, but hearing it was Daniel’s ringtone, he knew she would rather someone answer. ‘Daniel, hello.’
‘Tom, how are things?’
‘Very well, and you?’
‘Great. Listen is that terror of a little sister of mine around at all?’
‘She is in the shower at the moment. We have to collect Lil’s in a moment and she needs to clean herself off after the last few boxes.’
‘It’s all in?’
‘Every last bit.’ Tom confirmed.
‘Thank fuck.’ There was a definite sigh of relief from Daniel. ‘And Lily’s appointment?’
‘On the mend, she is off the steroids, but on the inhaler for another two weeks, if she gets better, she is off that too.’
‘Thank God. So no more of that dive hole?’
‘We are taking Lily there after school to say goodbye.’
‘Does she know?’
‘Not a clue. We are just going to walk into an empty house and say nothing.’
‘Tom, please, I am begging you, get Al to record her for me, okay? I need to see her face.’
‘Of that place or the new one?’
‘Both, please, I need to see my Lily-pads face at this. I am devastated I cannot get there.’
‘I will be sure to pass on the message.’
‘Cheers, Tom. Listen, about that question you asked about someone minding Lily...can I ask why?’
‘I want to bring Alexianna away for a night as a treat for her, but I know she will not leave Lily for that long.’
‘I’m off the rigs for six weeks, I was planning on spending at least two in London with her and Lily, maybe even an extra one with Anna to finally introduce them.’
‘She will love that.’
‘Actually, could you do me a favour?’
‘If I can?’ Tom was half scared as to what Daniel would ask of him, but when the other man began to tell him, he smiled.
‘Tom?’ Alexianna rushed down the stairs. ‘Tom, it’s nearly…’ He was standing there with her coat in his hand, ‘Thank you.’ He smiled as they rushed out the door, her bag, keys and phone all in Tom’s hand. ‘I would be lost without you, Tom.’
‘I will quote you on that.’ Tom chuckled as they got into the car and went towards the school. ‘Before I forget, Daniel called your phone.’
‘You answered him?’
‘Yes.’ She smiled in relief. ‘He said to record Lily’s reactions and that he will call tonight before she goes to bed.’
‘Thank you.’
‘Anytime.’ Tom took her hand and kissed it as they waited at traffic lights.
*
‘Come on, Lil’s, get your bag.’ Tom instructed as they arrived at the old flat, opening the door of the car to let her out. Lily hopped out carefully, Tom taking her hand so that she would be safe.
They rushed up to the front door, the rain was not too heavy, but enough to hasten them. ‘Get in and get your uniform off.’ Her mother ordered as she opened the door. Tom behind her, unbeknownst to the child getting ready to record her.
Lily immediately rushed into the bedroom to do as she was told. ‘What the…?’
‘Lily, do as you are told.’ Alexianna ordered, trying to hide her giggles.
‘Mommy, we’ve been rob-bed! Call the police!’ Came a very concerned little voice from the room.
Alexianna and Tom laughed to themselves as Lily became more and more befuddled. ‘Just get changed, Lily.’ Alexianna forced out, unable to hide her laughter.
There was the sound of drawers opening and closing. ‘But everything is gone.’
‘We must be in the wrong house.’ Tom stated simply.
‘No, Tom! This is the right one, cause the key worked in the door, don’t be silly.’ Alexianna erupted in laughter behind her hand again as her daughter reprimanded Tom from the bedroom. ‘All our stuff was here afore, Mommy where is everything?’ Lily demanded, coming out of the room looking both peeved and confused.
‘I guess the fairies took them away when we weren’t here.’ She shrugged.
‘We need to call the police.’
‘Okay, how about we go in the car to the police then?’ Tom suggested. Lily nodded decisively. ‘Alright, back out to the car.’ Tom instructed.
Lily paused for a moment and looked around. ‘Maybe it’s not our house, it was never this big. But that’s Uncle Daniel’s bed.’ She pointed to the lumpy foldout. ‘I don’t know.’
‘Come on, we’ll get out and get sorted.’ Alexianna encouraged. ‘Say bye.’
‘Why ´would we say bye to a house, Mommy?’
‘Because it’s polite to say goodbye to fairies.’
‘Bye fairies!’ Lily all but shrieked as she turned and left.
They got into the car again and Tom started the car. Looking to Alexianna, he waited for her to look away from it and back at him. ‘Ready?’
‘Yes.’ She nodded.
Tom indicated out into traffic and began the journey to their new destination.
Inside the damp and musty flat, there was no sign of the woman and her little girl that called it home for four years. Who sought refuge there after an abusive marriage came to an end, only a keyring with two identical keys on it and an envelope posted from a rig in the North Sea, containing the exact same as what was on the table.
*
‘Mommy, why is the gate doing this silly thing, who is opening it?’
‘They are electronic.’ Alexianna explained.
‘Is this the police station?’
‘No, love.’
‘But we were rob-ed. We need to tell the police.’
‘Lil’s, we just need to come here first, okay?’
‘Okay.’ Lily was less than pleased with the delay but could do nothing about it from her car seat.
Tom parked in the allocated spot for Alexianna’s apartment and the pair looked at one another again.
‘Come on Lil’s.’ her mother exited the car and opened the door for Lily to come out.
‘This is pretty.’ Lily commented as she looked around. ‘Why are we here?’
‘We need to do something.’
‘Like what?’
‘You’ll see.’ Her mother smiled as she walked up the steps and towards a door.
Lily watched curiously as her mother took out a key and walked into a home. Assuming it was like the other nice houses her mother cleaned, Lily stepped in and wiped her feet before stepping forward. She frowned to see her mother standing expectantly in front of her. ‘Mommy, you’re being….Mommy, that’s my Paw Patrol jacket.’ She stared at the coat rack inside the door where indeed, her favourite coat was hanging. ‘And that’s my picture.’ In the hallway, Alexianna had put her pictures from Lily’s first day at school. ‘Mommy?’
‘Well, that is odd, that is your picture.’ Alexianna played up. ‘What else is here?’
Lily rushed from the hallways into the room beyond it and gasped. ‘My DVD’s.’ Alexianna and Tom made their way in, Tom holding his phone as he recorded her reaction for her uncle. ‘Mommy, all my stuff is here.’
‘It is, isn’t it?’ Alexianna beamed. ‘I wonder what’s upstairs?’
‘Up...there’s upstairs?’ Lily rushed out the door again and ran up the stairs.
‘Lily, there are people below you, don’t stomp.’ Alexianna warned, but she followed her quickly.
‘MOMMY!’ Lily was standing at the door of the bathroom. ‘A real bath, Mommy, it has a bath.’
Alexianna swallowed at how something like a bathtub caused such a reaction in her daughter. ‘It’s lovely.’
‘There are even duckies!’ Lily looked at the set of coloured rubber ducks on the back of the bath, set up neatly.
‘What else is here?’ Tom asked, too excited to wait to see how Lily would react to the next bit.
As curiosity overtook her, Lily walked out of the bathroom and looked at the two closed doors that she noticed on either side of it. One was plain, but the other was not. ‘That’s my name.’ She pointed to the door that was decorated. ‘That...why is my name there?’
‘Why don’t you open it and find out.’ Alexianna beamed as she watched her daughter go to the door and open it.
Lily did as instructed and looked around. ‘What the…?’
‘What’s going on Princess?’ Tom asked.
‘All my toys are in this room.’ She looked around, inspecting everything. ‘That’s all mine, and that’s a picture of me and Mommy and Uncle Daniel.’ She pointed to a picture on the wall of when Daniel and Alexianna had brought her to a petting zoo when she was younger, the three of them smiling happily. ‘Why is everything here?’
Alexianna knelt down and smiled brightly at her. ‘What if I told you that all your stuff is here because this is your new bedroom, all for you.’
Lily’s confusion intensified. ‘What?’
‘This is our new home, Lily. We live here now.’
‘No more smelly house that makes me sick?’ Alexianna shook her head. ‘And this is my room?’
‘All for you, no sharing with me anymore, you get to be a big girl, with your own new bed and these shelves are for your books and everything.’ When Lily began to cry, Alexianna was terrified and hugged her. ‘Hey, what’s wrong?’
‘I have my own room.’ Lily sobbed.
‘I thought you would like it.’
‘I do.’
‘Then why are you crying?’ Alexianna asked.
‘I am so happy.’ Lily wailed.
Alexianna looked up at Tom who had been filming but was, until that stage, was wondering if he should stop. When Lily’s sobs became more powerful, Alexianna hugged her tighter. ‘Talk to me, Lils.’
‘I have my own pretty room.’
‘I know, Tom made your bed, and got the lady that painted your walls.’
Lily looked around her, noticing that there was art on the walls, beautiful fairies and flowers and even a Fairy door in the corner with a little letter with it. She walked over and took the letter. ‘Mommy, what does it say?’ She sniffed, wiping her tears on her sleeve.
‘Let’s see.’ Alexianna took it and opened the wax seal on it. ‘This is fancy, it’s like Harry Potter’s letter, isn’t it?’
‘Is it from Harry Potter?’
‘Probably not, you’re too young for Hogwarts.’
‘I thought she would be too young for knowing who he is?’ Tom confessed.
‘No, she’s seen the first movie.’ Alexianna informed him. ‘Now, let’s see here. Dear Lily, we were flying past your home and noticed the lovely painting on your wall and thought that perhaps, if you are moving in, then we could be new neighbours and stay too? My name is Delia and I live with my little fairy sister Amelia and we would love to be friends.’ She read.
‘Mommy, our very own fairies.’ Lily bounced with joy. ‘Tom,’ She turned to look at Tom. ‘We have fairies.’
‘I see that.’ He smiled as she rushed over to hug him too. ‘Are you happy, Princess?’
‘Very.’
‘Look at your bed.’ He stood out of her way so she could look at it. Giggling excitedly, she climbed up the steps and onto the raised bed. ‘Baloo!’ she giggled. ‘Tom, I have Baloo.’
‘Well, isn’t that wonderful.’ He beamed, looking to Alexianna who was crying and smiling as she watched Lily look around. ‘Come here.’ He pulled her to him and kissed her. ‘You shouldn’t be tearful.’
‘Not even happy tears?’
‘There are more permissible, but not too many, you need to be happy, you deserve this, Lexi.’
‘I never thought it possible.’
‘Well it is, and you deserve it.’
‘Mommy, look at my Paw Patrol pillow.’
‘I see it, Sweetheart.’
‘Where will you sleep?’ Lily noted the issue of one bed.
‘Well, I have the other room.’
‘Another whole room?’ Lily’s eyes were wide. ‘Really?’
‘Yes, and when Uncle Daniel comes to stay, you and I will sleep in here and he can have my bed, because…’ She pulled out the seat that was in the corner of the room and got it to go from a chair to a bed. ‘Or when you are older, you might have a friend for a sleepover.’
Lily’s eye lit up and fresh giggles ensued. ‘Do we get to have downstairs too?’
Alexianna and Tom looked at her and smiled. ‘Everything is ours Lils, we have a proper home, and we only need to get a small bus to school unless it is dry.’
‘So I still have my friends?’
‘Yes.’ Alexianna nodded.
‘I like our house, Mommy.’
‘I do too, Lils.’
‘Can I see your room?’
‘Sure.’ Alexianna helped her daughter off her bed. ‘Mind the railing. That’s there to stop you falling out.’
‘I love it.’
‘Good.’
They walked to the other room and Lily rushed in to look at it. ‘Mommy.’
‘Yes, Love?’
‘Your room is boring.’
Alexianna and Tom laughed. ‘Is it?’
‘It’s pretty but boring.’ Lily stated as she inspected it.
‘Well, I am a grown-up.’
‘Will Tom stay here too?’
���Sometimes, maybe.’ Tom smiled.
‘Now you don’t have to take Uncle Daniel’s bed, you can share with Mommy like you do in your house.’
‘Okay, please tell me you have the….Tom, turn that off.’ Alexianna instructed.
‘I’ll edit the end.’ Tom promised, stopping the video. ‘I like it by the way.’ He smiled at her. Alexianna studied him for a moment before her eyes narrowed. ‘What are you up to?’
‘Nothing.’ Tom looked at her as though insulted.
‘Tom, you are up to something, I know that glint in your eye, I have known that glint since I was eight years old, don’t BS me.’
‘I did nothing.’
‘That’s a lie and you and I both know….it.’ Tom’s grin increased in size as Alexianna looked past him to the shelf behind him and to something on it. ‘Did you….?’
‘Do you like it?’
Alexianna reached up and took down the stuffed toy, smiling as she looked not only at it, but at the thing in its hands. ‘I love it.’ She whispered. Taking out the framed photo and cuddling the toy before putting it on her bed, in the centre.
‘Mommy, you have Stitch!’ Lily smiled happily.
‘Yes.’ Alexianna watched as her daughter climbed onto the bed and inspected the blue Disney alien. ‘You are not allowed steal him, he’s mine.’
‘Okay.’ Lily sighed. ‘I can let him play with my toys though, can’t I?’
‘Fine.’ Her mother grinned. ‘I need to put this over here.’ She took the photo and placed it pride of place next to her bedside lamp, unable to hide her smile as she looked at the picture Sarah had taken of her, Tom and Lily by the seaside on their trip to his mother’s, Tom with Lily on his back, all three of them not paying attention to the camera, instead smiling and laughing together. It was so natural, she had never realised Sarah had taken it, but was utterly grateful she had.
‘Only up here?’
‘It’s personal, I don’t want everyone staring at it.’ She smiled. She walked back over to Tom again and wrapped her arms around him before he did the same to her. ‘Thank you, Tom.’
‘You deserve it.’ He kissed the top of her head. ‘Now, who wants dinner? Let’s christen this lovely new home with a wonderful Indian, my treat.’
ANYA: Anya Christina Emanuella Jenkins, twenty years old. Born on the fourth of July, and don't think there weren't jokes about that my whole life, mister, 'cause there were. "Who's our little patriot?" they'd say, when I was younger, and therefore smaller and shorter than I am now.
~~Checkpoint~~
[Drabbles & Short Fiction]
Those Lost at Sea and Never Found (Lindsey/Wesley, M) by Shadowscast
[Chaptered Fiction]
Helpless No Longer Chapter 1-6 (Buffy, Kralik, Travers, Scoobies, M) by Alice Lost
i still want to be your girl Chapter 5 (Jenny/Giles, T) by The_Eclectic_Bookworm
More Than Just a Girl Chapter 7 (Spike/Buffy, T) by Tempestt
Worlds That Don't Belong Chapter 19 (OC, Buffy, Scoobies, T) by OtherCharacterNut
Another Hero: Season Four Chapter 3 (Doyle, Angel Investigations, T) by rainysfeverdreams
A Welcome Storm Chapter 2 (Connor, Angel, K) by peppercornshrimp
Snappish Chapter 24 (crossover with "Iron Man", "Supergirl", "Arrow", "The Flash", FR15) by batzulger
Where the Forest Meets the Stars Chapter 2 (crossover with Stargate, Buffy, FR18) by Hermionetobe
Drawing a Blank Chapter 4 (crossover with Grosse Pointe Blank, Xander, FR18) by GeoJeda
Stand Ins and Stunt Doubles Chapter 12 (crossover with "Avengers" and "Hancock", Xander, FR15) by dogbertcarroll
Star Wars and Buffy are Non-Mixy Chapter 126 (crossover with Star Wars, Buffy/Obi Wan, Andrew, FR18) by Sharie
[Images, Audio & Video]
Video: Sucker for You (Spike/Buffy) by Amber De Fere
Video: The Love of BtVs (Buffy, Willow) by fangirlgeek96
Music: "Standing In The Way" cover by feralteddy
Video: no scrubs. (Buffy/Spike) by bvffysummers
Video: Craving You (Buffy/Spike) by Buffy Spike
Video: Movement (Buffy/Spike) by 1SnoWhiteQueen1
Artwork: Angel wallpaper (worksafe) by Priceless
Video: Sweet Ophelia (Drusilla) by Name the Stars
T-shirt design: Are You Ready to Be Strong? (Buffy) by Jenabug32
T-shirt design: Girls Slay! by CaitlinBloodyMary
[Reviews & Recaps]
A New Man by shallowness
Podcast: The Werewolf Hunter (S02E15) by Buffy Boys
Buffy Reboot / Boom Studios / Discussion by baldbookgeek
"Buffy the Vampire Slayer: New School Nightmare" by Carolyn Nowak and "Slayer" by Kiersten White by Nicole Monk
BOOM! Buffy # 6 Issue Discussion Thread (Full Spoilers) by multiple people
[Discussion/speculation re: the covers of Hellmouth #1] by multiple people
PODCAST: Still Pretty #82. Earshot (S3.18)
PUBLICATION: BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER #6 by Wenxian Tan, fanbasepress.com
[Recs]
"Normal", Buffy/Riley/Angel by badly_knitted recced by petzipellepingo
Spuffy fic Persistence of Memory by Cindergal recced by Priceless
[Community Announcements]
Multifandom: Signups will be open until July 14 for intoabar crossover ficathon
Beta search for the next installment of "And Fear Finds Nothing Left to Mend" by rahirah
Unclaimed pinch hit asking for Fanged Four ships (Request 7) by LuciferxDamien at hetswap
School's Out Drabble Contest
[Fandom Discussions]
Very specific accessibility needs by beccaelizabeth
Spike stakes Harmony right in the center of her chest by rahirah
[the way Buffy was portrayed in "Sanctuary"] by marshmallow-the-vampire-slayer and others
Is Doppelgangland a plot hole? hosted by DeadlyDuo
Relationship links & ties - "What we once were informs all that we have become." by Stoney
Buffy Comics..... how canon are they? (Boom) hosted by GoSpuffy
Angel [the Series] Scenes & Quotes hosted by Priceless
Spike vs Angel [as fighters] hosted by bespangled
[On rewatching AtS as an adult] (anti-Bangel) hosted by FRP7
Did anyone feel bad for inca mommy? hosted by MK4CRT
The Buffy Tag by Morgan LyFe
[Articles, Interviews, and Other News]
Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Friends & Frenemies - game overview at Origins Game Fair 2019 by BoardGameGeek Express, with Amber Benson and Charisma Carpenter
Book: I Like to Watch: Arguing My Way Through the TV Revolution by Emily Nussbaum (includes essay on BtVS)
PUBLICATION: Amber Benson on ‘The Nightmare Gallery’ and the Influence of ‘Buffy the Vampire Slayer’ by A. B. Sumerel, telltaletv.com
Event: screenings of BtVS the movie on July 5th, 6th, 7th at 5th Avenue Cinema, Portland, OR.
Memasuki ramadhan, taraweh rame2 di masjid, shari, dua hari, tiga hari semangatnya ilang, terlena dengan acara tv. Sinetron. #ramadhanku
Baru 5 hari puasa, jadwal bukber udah padet macem tol cipali pas lebaran. Paling semangat ngumpulin suara menentukan tempat, giliran dirumah bukber sm keluarga disuruh bantuin masak, piring2 dibantingin. Capek katanya. #ramadhanku
Bulan ramadhan namanya bulan turunnya Al-qur'an. Waktu luang banyak, Muroja'ah enggak, kerjaannya mantengin hp terus sambil ketawa - ketawa, pas ditanya lagi ngapain? Katanya lagi baca qur'an lewat hape. Pas dicek ternyata nonton vlog orang. #ramadhanku
Bulan ramadhan itu harusnya malam2 digunakan untuk berkhalwat dengan allah, qiyamullail, bukan diisi dengan main game atau nonton football match sambil menunggu sahur. #ramadhanku
Pahala bulan ramdhan itu berkali - kali lipat! "Setiap amal anak adam dilipatgandakan pahalanya. Tiap satu kebaikan, dilipatkan 10 kali lipat hingga 700 kali lipat.” (HR Bukhari Muslim), tapi sholatpun tak dikerjakan dengan benar, nanti2, sampai menjelang ashar baru buru2 sholat. Pas ditanya, "kamu sholat apa?zuhur?" jawabannya "yang penting kan sholat" emang yakin sholatnya khusyuk, yakin diterima? Malaikatnya udah operan mau sholat ashar.
Kalau ditanya, "kamu gak tarawih? Kok bukber mulu kerjaannya?" terus dijawab "besok aja terawehnya, kek gda hari besok aja"
Yakin besok masih dikasih kesempatan buat hidup?
10 hari terakhir, banyak orang menyempatkan diri u/ beri'tikaf di masjid, memaksimalkan segala tenaga u/ ibadah kpd Allah, kamu? Sibuk mantengin olshop buat beli baju lebaran, atau safari mall hunting diskonan? #ramadhanku.
Katanya ramadhan, puasa iya, tapi masi marah2, masih jutek sama orang, sholat bolong2, mending kalo on time, taraweh juga enggak, giliran idul fitri bilangnya "alhamdulillah hari kemenangan telah tiba" emang menang apaan? Punya calo ke surga?
Sahabatku, inikah ramadhan yang kita nantikan? Inikah perlakuan kita sbg muslim terhadap tamu mulia yang kedatangannya dinantikan?
Arjuki 'ala qadri nashabiki (Ganjaranmu tergantung kadar lelahmu)" -HR Muslim-
Maksimalkan bulan ramadhan untuk mengisi tiap detik penuh hikmah, do'a dan sujud. Krn amalan yang pertama kali dihisab adalah sholat, dan puasa adalah ibadah yang pahalanya Allah sendiri yang kasih.
Diriwayatkan oleh Bukhari, 1761 dan Muslim, 1946 dari Abu Hurairah radhiallahu’anhu berkata, Rasulullah sallallahu’alai wa sallam bersabda, "Allah berfirman, ‘Semua amal anak Adam untuknya kecuali puasa. Ia untuk-Ku dan Aku yang akan membalasnya."
Masih ada waktu 15 hari kedepan kurang lebih untuk memperbaikinya, menambah amalan sholeh, meluruskan niat kita. Tunggu apa lagi? "Nunggu hidayah dari allah" katanya.
Sahabat, ingat : "...Sesungguhnya Allah tidak merubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka merubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri..." (Q.S Ar-Ra'd : 11)
Inkyo was never one for overt displays of emotion -- that much, by now, was easy enough to surmise -- but when Misery leaves the room, it’s clear that her shoulders relax.
Her clenched hands seem to untense, just a little, and her gaze loses a bit of its sharpness.
She places her cellphone in front of her, on the table, letting out a soft sigh, its screen displaying the same case overview the rest of you had, save for one thing:
DISCOVERED BY: BELLA, INKYO, JACE
Don’t give the game away, okay?
...But she does not address this -- as if it’s not important -- as if it’s an afterthought -- instead addressing Shari.
“... I do not hate you. I was afraid that something had happened to you. While I was mending the puppet, it occurred to me that it might have been in such a state because you had been attacked while I was in the convenience store... so I tried to find you. ...I got scared. I do not like those woods. So I turned away, believing that you were alright and merely hiding or perhaps wishing to be alone... since there was only one set of prints. Had I known you were passed out I would have tended to your injuries.”
She clutches the fabric of her haori, ever so slightly.
“... ...And then we were all brought here. The doll said that whoever did it would be punished. I could not be certain that you were the one who ripped up Joy... so I wanted to err on the side of caution just in case. Even then, I did not wish for you to get in trouble. When I received the instructions to keep quiet, something... did not feel right. The message was not in itself threatening, but I felt something sinister was afoot.
“I did what I could, but ... it was not very effective. Although I do feel as though I should rescind Lord Johann’s gold star and give it to Lord Franz instead.
“I apologize to the rest of you, for not saying anything sooner. It was as Lady Misery stated. All of this was due to a small disagreement... ... and some floundering about, on my part. I have been told that my distress makes me less effective in times of crisis.”
It might be difficult to picture her that way -- distressed, that is.
“Regarding what has just been revealed... surely, this mandate to kill one another is but another test by Laplace. They wish for us to find an alternative means...”
As if to convince herself and not the others, there’s a bit of force behind her words... but she says nothing more.
There you go Shari @peaceandcoolvibes maybe you should remember what’s said hun. Then again you tell so many lies you forget 😂😂😂😂😂😂 oooo do you know Justin bieber? Or maybe Shawn Mendes? No actually Ariana grande? Even Rihanna right? 😂😂😂🤣😂🤣
1UP Ventures game studio seed fund by former Microsoft VP of game publishing VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports
2 3L Capital Growth fund by founders of Demand Media. Looks at media-related companies, among other things VC (Growth)
3 3311 Ventures VC arm of production co. Not clear if still active VC (Seed)
4 Advancit Capital Early stage VC focused on all things media, by Jason Ostheimer and Viacom/CBS controlling shareholder Shari Redstone VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
5 AG Ventures investing arm of Shawn Mendes manager Andrew Gertler's talent management firm (AG Artists).
6 Alven Seed & Series A firm in Paris VC (Seed)
7 Andreessen Horowitz Large generalist VC, track record and stated interest in various types of media startups VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports All things media
8 Arrive VC arm of Roc Nation, the talent management and entertainment company formed by Jay-Z VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
9 Ascension Ventures VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
10 Axel Springer Digital Ventures VC (Series A-B)
11 Axel Springer Plug and Play Accelerator Startup Accelerator
12 aXiomatic gaming and esports focused holding company, backed by many top Hollywood investors; parent company of Team Liquid esports team. VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
13 Backstage Capital VC (Seed)
14 Bauer Venture Partners corporate VC of German media (magazines) group Bauer Media VC (Series A-B)
15 BDMI North American VC arm of Bertelsmann, one of the world's largest media conglomerates VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed)
16 Bertelsmann Asia Investments
17 Bertelsmann Brazil Investments
18 Bertelsmann India Investments
19 betaworks ventures well-known seed fund and incubation studio, always tinkering with new ideas at forefront of social and online media VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
21 Bonnier Ventures VC arm of Swedish media conglomerate Bonnier VC (Series A-B)
22 Bose Ventures audio/voice focused VC arm of Bose VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Augmented & Virtu… Music Tech / Music…
23 Brickhouse Ventures Canadian esports VC fund with US & Mexico offices VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports
24 Brighteye Ventures media & edu focused seed fund in Paris VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Digital Learning / E…
25 Broadway Video Ventures LLC no longer active, see Five Four Ventures for new iteration VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed)
26 Bryant Stibel VC firm of Kobe Bryant and Jeff Stibel; unclear if still operating following Bryant's death in 2020. VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Sports Media / Fan… Gaming / Esports
27 CAA Ventures VC deals by top Hollywood talent agency CAA VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
28 CASSIUS Family US & Europe seed fund focused on consumer brands and content/marketing VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
29 Causeway Media Partners dedicated sports media fund, led by owner of the Boston Celtics NBA team VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Sports Media / Fan…
30 Cobalt Capital (fka Evolution Media Capital) media-focused growth VC VC (Growth) All things media
31 Comcast Ventures corporate VC of telecom giant Comcast, invests broadly not just in media and telecom VC (Series A-B)
32 Compound Ventures deep focus on interactive media, AI applied to media, virtual characters, animation VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
33 Courtside Ventures sports-related VC fund VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Telecom / Commun… Sports Media / Fan… Publishing / News Gaming / Esports Digital Video / Digit… Augmented & Virtu… Music Tech / Music…
34 Creandum Stockholm-based early stage VC with offices in Berlin and SF, known for seed investment in Spotify VC (Series A-B) All things media Sports Media / Fan… Gaming / Esports Digital Learning / E… Digital Video / Digit…
35 Crush Ventures Talent mgmt firm Crush Management's early stage investing arm focused on "the intersection of pop culture, consumers, and tech-enabled experiences". The firm's clients include Sia, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, Lorde, Train, Weezer, & Green Day. VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
36 CRV large VC firm in Boston and SF with investments in Niantic, Patreon, Kapwing, etc. VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports
37 Curious Capital (HeinenVerlag) VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
38 Daylight Holdings VC fund of Hollywood talent mgmt firm VC (Series A-B) All things media
39 Deep Space Ventures esports VC fund VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports 8/15/2021
40 Demain Prisma Media VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Startup Accelerator Augmented & Virtu… Digital Learning / E… Music Tech / Music… All things media
41 Disney Accelerator Startup Accelerator All things media
42 Edge Investments Invests in IP/content companies and in tech for content distribution, engagement, or commercialisation. UK focused. Looks to lead rounds and take board seat in companies with demonstrated product-market fit. VC (Series A-B) Digital Video / Digit… All things media
43 Endeavor / WME Ventures VC (Seed)
44 Endeit Ventures VC (Growth)
45 EQT Ventures multi-stage VC fund of European private equity giant EQT VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports Augmented & Virtu… All things media
46 Five Four Ventures spun out of Broadway Video, Lorne Michaels' production company. Investing and incubation media/consumer startups VC (Series A-B) Incubation Studio
47 Floodgate generalist seed VC VC (Seed)
48 Founders Fund large generalist VC firm formed by Peter Thiel and Paypal Mafia folks, known for investing in contrarian or off-the-beaten path startups VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
49 G+J Digital Ventures corporate VC of Bertelsmann-owned publishing giant Gruner + Jung VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Publishing / News All things media
50 Galaxy Interactive VC fund affiliated with Galaxy Digital (blockchain-focused merchant bank). Investing in interactive media and fintech startups, primarily at Series A. VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports
51 GC Tracker Fund AR/VR, gaming, & esports fund affiliated with Greycroft Ventures and run by Jon Goldman VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports Augmented & Virtu…
52 German Media Pool Media-for-Equity
53 GMG Ventures VC arm of The Scott Trust, the parent foundation of Guardian Media Group. Investing in Seed and Series A startups within focused on "the news, media and entertainment sector." VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Publishing / News All things media
54 Greycroft Partners generalist Series A/B VC with consumer bend VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Digital Learning / E… Augmented & Virtu… Publishing / News Gaming / Esports Music Tech / Music… Sports Media / Fan… Digital Video / Digit… All things media
55 Greylock Ventures large generalist VC firm, had been very active in social media investments but less so now VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
56 Griffin Gaming Partners gaming VC fund, collaboration between Peter Levin and LionTree VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports
57 Guggenheim Digital Media
58 GV (fka Google Ventures) large generalist VC firm, some media-related investments VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
60 Heartcore Capital fka Sunstone Capital...large European VC firm dedicated to consumer startup investments VC (Series A-B) All things media
61 Hummingbird Ventures European seed VC that's strong in mobile gaming VC (Seed) Augmented & Virtu… Gaming / Esports
62 HV Holtzbrinck Ventures GmH corp VC of German business publishing giant HV Holtzbrink...focuses more on fintech than media but does range of deals VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
63 Index Ventures top US-Europe VC firm; generalist but strong track record in consumer, media, & gaming VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Digital Learning / E… Digital Video / Digit… Gaming / Esports Augmented & Virtu… Music Tech / Music… Sports Media / Fan… Social mobile / Soc… All things media
64 Intel Capital VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Digital Learning / E… Augmented & Virtu… Digital Video / Digit…
65 Interactive Gaming Ventures Gaming / Esports
66 JabCap family office whose private market investments include a focus on gaming VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports
67 Kleiner Perkins Caufield Byers top generalist VC firm...some media-related deals. Lots fo turnover in partners recently so interests may have changed VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
69 L2 Ventures Joe Montana's Seed VC firm VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports Sports Media / Fan…
70 Lakestar multi-stage VC in Europe VC (Growth) VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports Music Tech / Music…
71 LDV Capital VC dedicated to visual tech / computer vision VC (Seed) Publishing / News Digital Video / Digit… Augmented & Virtu…
72 Learn Capital internationally active VC dedicated to edu/learning startups VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Digital Learning / E…
73 LEGO Ventures corporate VC of LEGO Group, focused on educational/kids media and gaming VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports Digital Learning / E…
74 Lerer Hippeau Ventures NYC seed fund by HuffPo founders / BuzzFeed anchor investors that invested in lots of digital publishing startups. Generalist fund with lots of consumer deals VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) All things media
75 Liberty Global Ventures VC arm of telecom giant Liberty Global, which is based in Denver and owns telecom companies around the world, particularly Europe VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Digital Video / Digit… Augmented & Virtu… Telecom / Commun… Content Rights / Li… Social mobile / Soc…
76 Lightshed Ventures VC arm of media equity research firm LightShed Partners VC (Series A-B) All things media
77 Lightspeed Venture Partners big generalist VC firm with numerous partners interested in media / content / social startups VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Digital Video / Digit… Social mobile / Soc…
78 LINE Ventures VC arm of LINE (Japanese social/messaging giant), investing in all things tech with particular interest in gaming and interactive media VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports
79 Liontree Advisors top media-focused merchant bank that does some startup investments VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Social mobile / Soc… Telecom / Commun… Sports Media / Fan… Publishing / News Music Tech / Music… Gaming / Esports Digital Video / Digit… Digital Learning / E… Augmented & Virtu… All things media
80 London Venture Partners leading gaming-focused VC VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports
81 Ludus venture studio incubating & investing in gaming startups in Turkey Incubation Studio VC (Seed)
82 Luma Launch generalist LA seed fund that has some mediarelated investments VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Sports Media / Fan… Augmented & Virtu… Social mobile / Soc…
83 Luminari Capital no longer active, now operating as Waverly Capital VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
84 MaC Venture Capital generalist (pre-)seed fund with strong consumer and media background. Talent manager Troy Carter and production company MACRO are strategic LPs. VC (Seed)
85 Makers Fund new gaming-focused VC VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports
86 Marcy Ventures early stage VC of Jay-Z, Jay Brown and Larry Marcus VC (Series A-B)
87 Matter.vc no longer active; accelerator for journalismrelated startups Startup Accelerator Publishing / News
88 Maveron VC firm focused on consumer startups, founded by Dan Levitan and fmr Starbucks CEO Howard Schultz VC (Series A-B) 8/15/2021
89 MDC Ventures VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Telecom / Commun… Publishing / News Podcasting Music Tech / Music… Digital Video / Digit… Content Rights / Li… Augmented & Virtu…
90 MDIF - Media Development Investment Fund debt & equity financing for media in countries where free press is under threat VC (Seed) Grants/Impact Investing Publishing / News
91 Media Ventures GmbH VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed)
92 Medici Capital Partners Growth/pre-IPO investor in consumer tech VC (Growth) All things media
93 Menlo Ventures large generalist VC firm; has done some media deals, namely Roku VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
94 Modern Times Group investment fund corp VC, strong esports ties VC (Series A-B) Augmented & Virtu… Gaming / Esports
95 Muse Capital seed VC focused on consumer startups. Many ties to entertainment industry VC (Seed) All things media
96 Naspers South African newspaper publisher turned internet and e-commerce investment giant after it led Series A in Tencent, a stake now worth $100B+ VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
97 New Media Ventures angel group and micro-VC fund investing in for-profit and non-profit media ventures in the US that advance the values of the US progressive political movement (generally, aligned with the Democratic Party) Grants/Impact Investing VC (Seed)
98 Next 10 Ventures VC and incubation studio focused on startups related to online content creators / influencers...founder Ben Grubbs led creator relations at YouTube VC (Seed) Incubation Studio Content Rights / Li… Digital Learning / E… Digital Video / Digit…
99 Next Media Accelerator Startup Accelerator
100 NFX VC firm focused on startups with network effects ("NFX")...very strong on gaming and interactive media VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports Social mobile / Soc… All things media
101 Night Ventures $20M VC fund by Night Media, a talent management firm the manages influencers like Mr. Beast and Preston. LPs in the fund are primarily top social media / gaming influencers. VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports Social mobile / Soc…
102 North Base Media seed @ for news publishing startups globally VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Publishing / News Digital Video / Digit…
103 Northzone leading European VC best know for Spotify...generalist firm but looks at media / gaming VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Augmented & Virtu… Digital Learning / E… Digital Video / Digit… Gaming / Esports Music Tech / Music… Publishing / News Sports Media / Fan… Telecom / Commun… Social mobile / Soc… All things media
104 NTT Docomo Ventures VC arm of NTT DOCOMO, Inc., investing in tech with a particular interest in communications and content platforms. VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
105 Omidyar Network impact investing group of ebay founder Pierre Omidyar...funds media related to promotion of democracy / strong journalism Grants/Impact Investing VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
106 Play Ventures new gaming-focused seed VC firm VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports 107 Play2Live fund VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports
108 Plus8 Equity Partners music-focused VC firm VC (Series A-B) Music Music Tech / Music…
110 Raffay Media Ventures VC (Series A-B) Media-for-Equity
111 Raine Group top media merchant bank, with PE fund, VC fund, and hedge fund VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) All things media
112 Raised in Space music-tech focused VC firm affiliated with Scooter Braun and Ripple VC (Seed) Music Music Tech / Music…
113 Raptor Group family office of hedge fund billionaire Jim Pallotta...invests in media/sports related startups among other things and owns major sports teams VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Sports Media / Fan… All things media
114 Reach Capital education focused VC, will look at educational media deals VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Digital Learning / E…
115 Remagine Ventures media-focused VC with top European media conglomerates as Limited Partners VC (Seed) All things media
116 Sapphire Sport dedicated sports media fund by Sapphire Ventures VC (Series A-B) Augmented & Virtu… Digital Video / Digit… Sports Media / Fan…
117 Schibsted Growth corp VC of media conglomerate Schibsted VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
118 Sequoia Capital often considered top VC firm in world, has done some big media-related deals like YouTube and Unity but is generalist VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
119 Serena Capital focused mainly on French startups; manages the V13 fund for entertainment startups on behalf of French lottery FDJ VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports
120 Serena Ventures VC fund of tennis icon Serena Williams VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
121 Seven Ventures affiliate of ProSiebenSat.1 Media-for-Equity
122 Sinai VC Series A/B focused VC, strong consumer focus with many media-related deals. Managing Partner Jordan Fudge also has a film financing fund VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Gro
123 Sisu Game Ventures dedicated gaming VC focused on Nordics/Europe VC (Series A-B) VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports
124 Sky Plc corporate VC of Sky VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) All things media
125 Skycatcher hedge fund making growth VC and seed VC investments in gaming and in emerging markets consumer mobile. VC (Growth) VC (Seed) Gaming / Esports
126 Smash Ventures new firm; led big SPV into Epic Games VC (Growth)
127 Spark Capital large generalist VC firm, perhaps most famous for being one of the main early investors in Twitter VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth)
128 SPH Media Fund corp VC of Singapore Media Holdings VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) All things media
129 Spintop Ventures seed stage VC in Nordics VC (Seed) All things media Gaming / Esports
130 Station12 VC (Growth)
131 Strand Venture Partners Late-seed & Series A/B investor focused on sports & entertainment, food & beverage, and real estate related startups VC (Series A-B) Sports Media / Fan…
132 Structure Fund VC (Seed) Digital Video / Digit…
133 Super!com investor/publisher for games Gaming / Esports
134 Supercell Ventures corp VC arm of mobile games giant Supercell VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports
135 Supernode Global media-focused VC firm led by Michael Sackler, who is the sole LP. Affiliated with Rooks Nest Productions VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Telecom / Commun… Sports Media / Fan… Publishing / News Podcasting Music Tech / Music… Gaming/Esports Digital Video / Digit… Digital Learning / E… Content Rights / Li… Augmented & Virtu… All things media
136 Sweet Capital consumer mobile focused seed VC funded by founders of King games...focused on gamingrelated and interactive media startups but won't invest in games VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
137 TCG Capital (fka The Chernin Group) led by Peter Chernin. Acquiring, incubating, and investing in consumer companies, particularly in media. Active in acquiring media brands VC (Growth) All things media
138 TechStars Music accelerator for music-related startups Startup Accelerator Music Music Tech / Music…
139 Tencent active corporate VC of China's leading consumer tech company VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Augmented & Virtu… Digital Learning / E… Gaming / Esports Social mobile / Soc… Gaming/Esports
140 The Fund trio of micro-VC funds each focused on LA, NYC, and London startups with money for each fund contributed by local founders & execs who act as mentors. Broad focus, including media/entertainment related startups. VC (Seed)
141 The Information Accelerator accelerator for news publishing startups Startup Accelerator Publishing / News 142 The VR Fund early stage VC dedicated to immersive media VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Augmented & Virtu…
143 Third Wave Digital early stage digital media VC in LA VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B) Social mobile / Soc… Digital Video / Digit… Augmented & Virtu… Gaming / Esports Sports Media / Fan… All things media
144 Transcend Fund The Transcend Fund is an early stage venture capital firm that partners with some of the most ambitious and talented founders in the gaming industry to collaboratively build the future of digital entertainment. VC (Series A-B) Gaming / Esports
145 United Talent Agency VC (Series A-B) All things media
146 Upfront Ventures large VC firm in LA, generalist with some media related deals. Kevin Zhang leads focus on gaming and interactive media VC (Series A-B)
151 Watertower Group investment bank and seed fund focused on entertainment and consumer startups VC (Seed) VC (Series A-B)
152 Waverly Capital VC firm focused on media (the new incarnation of Daniel Leff's Luminari Capital) VC (Series A-B) All things media
153 WISE Ventures sports, media, and real estate related startup investments by the Wilf family who own Garden Home Development and are coowners of the Minnesota Vikings and Nashville MLS; created esports team in Minnesota with Gary Vaynerchuk VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Gaming / Esports Sports Media / Fan… Social mobile / Soc… Digital Video / Digit…
154 WndrCo. holding co that does control investments in media plus has an active seed VC arm writing $100k checks. Parent company of Quibi. VC (Series A-B) VC (Growth) Digital Video / Digit… Augmented & Virtu…
155 Women Nation Fund (by Live Nation) Live Nation's fund for female entrepreneurs focused on live entertainment VC (Seed) Music Tech / Music…