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thejgatsbykid4 months ago
Not to be pedantic abt the witcher (although you KNOW i love to be pedantic about the witcher) but i do get a little huffy abt the way that cdpr essentially dictated the visuals of Geralt forever as Hot Muscle Man bc he is NOT that he is kinda short kinda ugly wears a stupid headband PLEASE understand that he has so much sex appeal but it's not bc he's henry cavill it's bc he's kind to children and he will hold your hair while you puke and he definitely definitely eats pussy without being a baby about it. He always moves spiders outside instead of killing them.
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revenant-dumpster-fire2 months ago
Super boring vent:
Toxic players in Apex really mess with me.
Like yes, I'm sorry I have only been playing this game for a month or so, I never played Titanfall so my aim is bad, I don't fully understand all of the mechanics, and I exclusively play casual because I don't want to affect other people's ranking.
My friend wanted to do Arenas so we had one other random teammate, and one of them (a Wraith) was just so needlessly cruel to me despite my empty banner, no cosmetics, and obvious newbie status.
I know I need thicker skin, but it's very hard for me. I'm excessively sensitive. I just want to know: Why do people get so worked up in casual? Why stop having fun just to be mad at someone who is clearly new? How can people talk to other people like that in any situation? I couldn鈥檛 be that mean to a stranger if I had 6 months to prepare and 7 professional hockey players with anger management issues to help.
Thank you to the Octane player we got in a later match that was so nice and kind, probably sensing that I just dealt with mega toxicity in a previous match. I wish I could say it fixed everything, but in truth the Wraith really messed me up the whole night, even when my friend and I went back to Duos. I haven鈥檛 played so badly or with so little confidence since I started playing Apex, all because I can鈥檛 take salt.
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c-kaeru6 months ago
Okay 鈥渓ittle鈥 personal ramble in the tags abt me, fanart, and fandom
(It actually got pretty long haha)
#Okay I feel like rambling abt things#nothing bad just some stuff relating to fandom and art and a bit of my personal stuff#And ofc I love doing it in the tags bc ppl can't reblog easily and I don't necessarily want ppl to reblog my personal or salty stuff#anyways#idk where to start#this is probably end up looking messy bc I'm mostly gonna think out loud and infodump XD#okay you probably notcied (or not idk actually but I feel like it) that I've been slightly less active lately#and when I come back it's to post non spn fanart#I've been taking some distance for my own mental health#the drama actually got to my core even though I told myself its only fandom and fictional shit it hit me from behind and it was really nasty#that's around the time I did my figure studies bc I at the same time I was artblocked and had some personal life shit going on#so yeah it was Bad#and as I was just getting better Genshin Impact (a videogame) came along (my irl friends roped me into it)#and it's been cathartic to have something else to focus on#It's to early to say I'm moving on and I really hope I don't move on from spn like I did with Naruto#like now I don't feel anything towards Naruto at all#back when I was into it I was scared I would fall off interest with it and it actually happened easily and without pain#and I don't want that to happen with spn bc it means a lot more to me#I can't promise y'all anything bc I certainly don't wanna force myself to draw anything#I've always gone with the flow and it worked for me so far#so yeah you might see more Genshin Impact art on your dash even if Im very much still drawing destiel#it's not like (and I know how harsh that might sound) I owe anyone anything#I'm here for fun#I draw WHATEVER THE FUCK I want#and if my genshin art that I very much love (see my latest art) barely gets notes bc it's not as popular as SPN well I'm gonna try not to ca#*care#(I say try bc. It kinda hurts to see the reason ppl like your art is mainly bc you draw super popular characters)#(it kinda makes you think your art itself is actually not really good and that people only care abt the characters)#ANYWAYS I don't wanna go down that train of thought.#atm I actually think I can focus on 2 fandoms which has never happened before and I'm gonna try to keep it that way C:
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vnsightly4 months ago
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g-a-y-g-o-y-l-e2 months ago
sometimes people need to draw All characters as hyperconventionally attractive and it shows. if every single one of the characters you draw look like influencers i may be entitled to five FREE years at the eyewashing station
#italked#original post#this isnt directed at folks who try their best the same face syndrome struggle is real#and it can take a sec to figure out how to draw older folks without it looking like bad 'old person' prosthetic makeup#but when you actually really TRY its always apparent. like it shows and i appreciate that#this is directed at folks who specifically Work to draw all their characters like the same white woman with lip gloss and contouring etc#OR the same white man. thats it those are the options#both complete with hyperrealistic shading!#if every single character you draw looks like they could be from league of legends- THAT is what im talking about here#league of legends disease#itagged#bonus points for the whitewashing thats also always present for some fucking reason#its clear they study influencers and either stan disney or an infamously misogynistic videogame like league of legends or overwatch#racism anecdotal#whitewashing anecdotal#bodyshaming anecdotal#sexism anecdotal#misogyny anecdotal#quoting discord!me tag#i hate to criticize art styles but like. this shit is actively bigoted so its free domain to criticize#like when you make all your characters look like influencers you are saying noone else matters or looks good#you are 'fixing' them#its not great#like im all for redesigns but if youre just making everyone look like influencers Thats Obviously Not Good#extra bonus points if they draw boybands too. i dont know why thats also a running theme if slightly less common. Slightly#once again: this is not targeted at small/young/new artists!#im talking about those 20/30-year-old white women doing this professionally and on purpose#if you try to target small/young/new artists on this post i WILL clown on you!#coughs. i often come across these blogs on the tumblr radar. and im not saying Right Now but im not NOT saying that either#i usually consider 20/30 yos 'young' but when i say 'young artists' im talking like. kids and teens. that age range
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autumn-mornings5 months ago
Y鈥檏now I just realized how badly playing team multi-player games as a kid fucked me up. Like, being a self conscious eleven year old, already having to grow up faster than I should have, also feeling a need to prove myself to random men on videogames to disprove the whole聽鈥済irls can鈥檛 play videogames鈥 thing really took a toll on my self-worth. I鈥檝e dropped so many multi-player games just after leveling up because聽鈥渙h shit there are expectations for me now鈥, I鈥檝e even felt insecure when someone calls a videogame level I鈥檝e been struggling with easy, and I know this isn鈥檛 just a me thing because my best friend also can鈥檛 pick up a multi-player game anymore.
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kikis-inheritance4 months ago
I need video game recommendations!
Ive got like 1.5 weeks till my advisor comes back from vacation and I need to work on my thesis again
In the meantime I need a new hyperfocus
#imma put the games ive played recently here:#ive played all 3D Zelda games except for Majoras Mask and Skyward sword - but I plan on getting Skyword sword for the switch in july#I did beat Legend of Zelda age of calamity recently too - and ive been playing the 2D ones but tbh not a fan#I own the sims - but its a bad kinda hyperfocus for me#I just recently beat Stardew again#Ive played through all of the Fable games this last year#played Skrim recently - and just beat Fenyx rising (and am finding the DLC boring)#Ive played all the pokemon main series games - still play PoGo but thats not a hyper focus - and do not want pokemon snap#I own borderlands but beat it twice when it came out - same with GTA 4/5#I dont generally play Horror - First Person Shooters - or Quick Like Story event games (like DBH - Resident Evil - Silent Hill - Cyberpunk)#ive thought about the Witcher 3 or Bloodborne/Darksouls but I dont have a great gaming PC#oh yeah my counsles are the switch - an okay laptop - a game cube - and an xbox 360 - plus all the handheld nintendos from Gameboy to 3DS#ive thought about getting valahala but thats a co-op game and I dont have anyone to play with (its y I also avoid things like Dota or WoW)#This is the problem with watching videogame youtubers is that I watch them play games then feel like I dont need to play it and spend the $#oh and at this point im just brain storming so like if anyones read this far A: Ur cool B: honestly not obligated 2actually reccomend stuff#oh and like other random games I own/have beaten recently: AnimalCrossing - 2PointHospital - SuperMarioSunshine -#- Oblivion and Elder Scolls- the OG Spyro games (not the remaster)#I just had a though - my partner own a PS4 and own Horison Zero Dawn - that may be fun - imma have to look up game play#oh but everything robotic in that game - which is a big turn off - sighhh
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hufflepuff-skank4 months ago
Bruh I haven't been able to do anything all day, why do I feel so physically bad. My body is stiff and sore and fatigued and i feel vaguely nauseous and dizzy and i just,,,, do not like this at alll. Literally have not been able to even listen to music let alone look at a screen or read or message friends or something. I feel so bad, but I dont for sure know why, and I just want it to pass, whyyyyyyyyyy.
#i was finally able to talk on the phone and play videogames for a short bit earlier after I got some sleep but it didnt last long#i just#feel#bad#i cant explain it#but my elderly cat Hector is comforting me#my tummy isnt one of the things bothering me today so he's able to cuddle me in his favorite way which is by lying on my belly/chest#hes purring so much#he lob me#ok stream of consciousness rn-- im ordering a bunch of flavors of instant rice noodle packets (like typical ramen) bc i had some recently-#-and it was the fucking bomb and im so excited#theyre not heavy in the stomach and Ill have a variety of flavors to choose from so i wont get bored or grossed out like i usually do when-#-I eat the same thing over and over again#im hoping itll be a good small meal for me when im not feeling my best#which ugh im getting a headache. imma take some pain pills and go to sleep. which also?? ive been sleeping so much today??#it's really similar to when i was feeling REALLY bad in the hospital with the weed thing. s2g i did nothing but sleep and vomit during-#-that time. the sleep was partly bc i just didnt want to be conscious for the agony but also bc i literally like/// could not even think or-#-exist or do anything normal. it was unbelievable. but yeah this excessive sleeping im doing def feels at least partly involuntary#im probably about to reach tag limit so im gonna leave and get those pain pills so i can get some sleep#i might eat a teeny tiny snack so i dont wake up from hunger later. but not too much food bc then ill be really uncomfortable-#-trying to get to sleep. i really am just so fuckin sensitive to bodily sensations. ...and emotional sensations 馃槀 Im just a fussy baby#tags
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starredforlifea month ago
if my roommate and I streamed fireboy and watergirl on twitch would y鈥檃ll watch
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ghostprinceiii26 days ago
My absolute refusal to give up on a run or try any less hard than usual means that I'm going to be stuck in this run until Hades or Theseus kills me 馃様
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efferveseance5 months ago
i thought god mode was the only thing making me not awful at hades but then i got to theseus and asterius in normal mode so we love that for me
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