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iman2 · 4 months
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The inferior lunch
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What is it? Are you afraid to be a deadbeat? That’s not MY son.
Yes it is! He’s never going to leave me. He’ll never hurt his son, lol.
He has NO son, tho. 2 daughters, no son.
Yes he does. We’re twins too.
You’re Chris right now, so who I am when you’re Chris?
The ex. You’re me. DESTITUTE. I’m supposed to be r1hanna.
CARIBBEAN terrain. Look, if he goes the deadbeat route, I’ll just take the blame. Evil wife. I don’t like how y’all still have access to him via those kids. The THREE of you do spells on him for money. I want my fucking money. All of you have it and I have none. I keep telling him, if he wants y’all. He needs to PAY me and help me date someone else. Why won’t you convince him to do that? It’ll be the last you’ll ever see of me. Happily ever after without me.
You can’t be me. I’m aal1yah.
Aal1yah is evil. That’s it? Don’t waste my time. You keep Chris and give me the diamond life.
I want to stay in America.
You can. Just do what I asked. Make me the side piece and I find someone else.
My son is American. I’m an American. I need to live here forever. He needs to stay with his son.
I know that it’s spellwork. He loves echo. He will never leave echo. He will never hurt echo. He will reject you to protect echo. Echo. Echo. Echo. Echo. OKAY! I’m fine with that.
Echo is not cmbii. That refrigerator child is not cmbii. He’s a DRUMMER rn. Alive. Stop hexing my fucking womb.
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I don’t like alyuh and the deal is the same, Nia. Help me date someone else.
Excuse me, royalty is everything to him.
Who gives a fuck? I think I can make quav0 faithful.
Brrr? You think they want you?
You think they want YOU? I’m not you, nia. I didn’t make royalty either. That’s not my kid. Also, help me help you. I want my fucking money, I said. I can’t eat that cheap ass fish again. I eat it, I remember that I used to be a queen. Nara. I see the food. I remember the fine China. Teacup. Bowl. I ate it on some napkins.
My child deserves the world.
You’re amm1ka again. Wtf is this popeye’s thing?
I’m his weakness. I’m his weakness. I make him weak. He’ll do anything I say. Okay.
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Okay weakness. My fucking money please. You can have him. Send me your checks, get the marriage.
I’m the only one with a son.
It isn’t his son. Even if it is. :) I’ll just make a better one. He’s rich enough to force the sex in a lab.
You’re crazy. You couldn’t be his wife. Everyone says that you’re looking for clout.
I’m looking for bread, cheese and dough. I don’t care about y’all lil family. Just give me money. In fact, take me to one of them celebs parties with you. I’ll find a man. It could be easier than spellwork.
I won’t win if you show up.
Bey0nce won’t win. What level do you think you’re on? If jayzee saw me irl, he would cry. I’d buss a cap in his ass too.
Why are you not me, right now?!?
I was never YOU. It isn’t you. It’s rock nayshun. It only works because I am a living sacrifice for some dinosaur people. I told you what to do. You don’t want to listen. If you’re his weakness, be that. I will be someone else’s strength. Get out of my house, you bitch.
I’m American. Blackanese.
Who cares? FOOD. I know the mom is behind you. Grandson this, grandson. Let her pay your bills. Let her be in the middle of the two of you. Boy will come see grandma and y’all will congregate there. Meemaw’s baby, daddy’s maybe.
She’s the fucking dad. She wants to choose her in-laws, then okay. What’s the popeye’s thing?
You’re the reason for that. You’re the one blocking his success. I love him. Me. 💕❤️✨✨
Okay…my money.
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miyaniacs · 4 years
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So um I guess this is a emergency request but take time if you need tsukishima, atsumu, shirabu and oikawa reacting to their sweet s/o showing up to school with bruise on thei eye because her mom threw a glass bottle at their face thanks and sorry if you don’t write this kind of stuff
Okay i - what. I can’t describe what I’m feeling rn. I really hope you’re okay baby 🥺❤️ that’s something no mother should do. Like ever - I truly hope this happened just this one time and not anymore and if it’s not the first time / it happens regularly. Please get help. Or stay at your friends for a bit ... Also if you wanna talk - my messages are open!
And I’m sorry that it’s not that emotional- i didn’t want to add anything that didn’t happen and tried to do it more neutral- hit me up tho if you want anything more detailed for one of them like a oneshot or something else
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Warnings : mentiones of physical abuse
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HC seeing his S/O with a bruise
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Tsukishima
As soon as he sees the bruise he‘d grab your arm and pull you into the next vbc club room and talk to you in private
you try to play it off and tell him that you fall or something
But he’s not that stupid
So eventuell you have to tell him
As soon as he hears the words “my mum” he’s shaking.
He’s just seconds away to go to your house and tell your mother off.
But - you’re his priority now so he takes a few deep breaths and pulls you into his chest
His arms are so tightly wrapped around you - you struggle to breath
After a few minutes he gently pushes away and places his hands on your shoulders - eyes locked with yours
“You’ll stay with me for the next days.”
“No Tsuki I ca-“
“No. This wasn’t a suggestion. I’m coming with you after school and get your stuff. I won’t let you enter this house alone”
At yours his eyes are throwing daggers at your mother, he’s always staying in front of you, not letting your mum touch you nor look at you for too long.
This night he holds you Soo close
He feels your body slightly shaking in your dream and in the dark room the tears shine in the moonlight
He’s not sleeping much, his thoghts circle around what he can do to help you.
Gosh he’s so soft the past days. Always kissing you, holding your hand, hugging etc.
Atsumu
Now. He’s even more angry than Tsuki.
You don’t even have to tell him that it’s your mum
He already knows. He’s not that obvious when it comes to you
He’ll pull you on his lap in some empty class room and let’s you tell him what happened
He’s constantly stoking your hair and back, placing kisses on your head or just holding your hands
You begin to cry and omg he’s trying his best not to scream out
He’s so fuckin’ angry
It’s so hard for him to control his emotions
But you need him now. So he pulls himself together
After school you left to go home & he left for practice
He pulls osamu to the side
And omg. He’s RAGING
He’ll try to explain what happened but he’s so furious. He just punchs the wall over and over again screaming
Osamu and Kita have to drag him to the ground
After he somehow manage to tell him - they’re both on their way to yours, telling the coach it’s an emergency & calling their mum.
You open the door to find the twins out of breath.
“Where’s your mum?” Osamu aks
“Still at work - why? What are you doing here?”
“Getting you out of here - you’re staying at ours. We already talked with mum.” Atsumu says and is already on his way into your room getting the stuff you need.
Later that day, their mum helped you cleaning the wound and made you some tea
You and the twins have a movie night and you fall asleep in Atsumus arms, which are protectively wrapped around you a few “ I won’t let her hurt you again - ever” are also heard.
Shirabu
Okay so you only meet him before your first classes for a few seconds.
He sees the bruise - but there was no time to talk
Sooo during the whole day his mind keeps thinking on what happened
He knew about your mum’s outbursts... but she wouldn’t right?
Well... at the last class he knew. She would. You’re not that clumsy and you’d also won’t try to hide it if you’ve just fallen
He’s so angry?? And sad ?? And confused??
You have to get out of there tho.
Soooo after practice he goes to Ushijima and asks him if he can help him
Having Ushijima there’s no way your mum would try anything when he gets you out of there
So after practice ended they meet you outside the gym
“Don’t say anything- I figured it all out. You’ll stay at mine.” He says and pulls you into his arms.
“But.. she won’t let me...”
“That’s why i asked Ushijima to come with us.”
You look to your right with big eyes and are blessed with Ushijimas kind and soft smile.
“I’ll do whatever I have to do to help.” He smiles
You open your door and are greeted by your mum screaming why you took so long.
You tell her that you’d be staying at Shirabus for a few days.
She’s about to say something BUT then she’s met with a intimidating wall walled Ushijima and so she mumbles something which can be understood as a : do what you want
You’re in for some fast food and Ben and Jerry’s that night
also he’s constantly having his hands touch you - making sure that you’re still here with him - he’s still trying to comprehend what happened- yet he knew that you won’t go back to this house anymore.
Oikawa
Okay so he sees you and he’s like
“Nawww my clumsy babyyyyyyy”
Then he sees the way you avoid looking at him and all his carefreeness and sillieness is gone
“Y/N, Love, what happend - don’t ... pls don’t tell me.”
You can’t answer and just tear up
You’re already wrapped in his arms his head resting on yours
“Shhhh it’s okay baby. I’m here. I won’t let her lay a hand on you ever again.” He’s so serious now.
Inside he’s burning. He’s so angry. And he doesn’t understand HOW. How could someone hurt someone as precious as you?!
He’s rocking you back and forth, whispering sweet nothings trying to comfort you
After you calmed down he tells you that you’ll stay at his tonight.
his parents look at you - he already texted them what hapoend - their eyes are filled with sorrow
They tell you that you can stay for as long as you want and if you need any help you can just tell them
That night soft Oikawa is activated
Omg he treats you like his baby.
You’re wrapped in 3 blankets, hot cocoa with little marshmallows in his favorite cup, chips and chocolate right next to you.
Him sitting behind you, his arms around your waist, chin resting on your shoulder while you two watch a Disney movie
The next day, his mum drives you to your house
You get all the stuff you need and leave a note on the kitchen table telling your family that you’ll stay at Oikawas for an unknown time
Now you have him clinging on you at night for the rest of your life - happy you
Edit:
ALL THE BOYS WOULD CRY.
Tsuki would do it under the shower so NO ONE would figure it out - they all feel that something isn’t right tho
Atsumu would just break down at some point at a random time because trying to be strong for you was just too much at some point
Shirabu would cry while he‘s explaining everything to his parents on why you need to stay
And oikawa would either cry while he’s holding you In his arms or at night during his sleep when the thoughts and the realization on what happened hits him ( he probably tries to push them aside before)
They all still try to not do it infront of you because they want to be your rock and they want you to feel that they are strong enough for the both of you
general tag list : @brokeyiam 
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Misunderstanding - GD
A/N: This was the first fic-fic I actually wrote so I edited it so let’s see how it does!
legitimately very cringy but I chose to keep it up! I wrote this in 2018?
Warnings: Language, Angst
Word Count: 1.8k
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Your POV
I love Grayson Bailey Dolan. That is a fact. A well known fact to almost everybody, or at least that's what I thought.
We met three years ago in Jersey, when I was with my grandparents for the summer. I was reaching for a pancake mix, but it had been conveniently placed on the very top shelf. A cute boy with brown hair saw me struggling handed me the box.
We exchanged numbers and talked for a while before heading our separate ways. That boy was Grayson.
We spent the entire summer together [with Ethan too] and then I had found out that they would be moving to LA, where I already lived. We've been dating for almost three years, and it's been a dream. One of the reasons why we've lasted this long is our shared love for film, which is actually why I'm still in LA (besides the twins), is that I'm in film school, and I help them film all the time.
I'm working on a project for one of my classes, and to switch things up, I decided to use my friend Kian as a subject. The twins also happened to be in New York at the moment for TRL, but I still did want to spend time with Kian. Things were always a little tense with the twins and Kian, with the whole Meredith situation, but they both respected my relationship with the other. 
Kian being one of my best friends, had asked me to come over and hang out, and then I asked him if his house members would want to be in my short film. 
They said yes, so I drove over with all of my equipment. 
When I knocked on the door, JC answered and we caught up a little before Kian saw me and toppled me before I even got through the door. 
"You ready to film!!?!??" He practically yelled into my ear. 
"Okay first off, lower your voice, and don’t forget Lawley, this is still my project."
"Yes ma'am," he said with a little salute. 
Almost 3 hours later, filming was done.
"Great job everybody! Thank you for allowing me to do my film y’all, I should get home and edit, but I'll see you guys soon and send you the finished project!"
I was met with a cacophony of "But it's late!" "You should stay the night" "Don't go Y/N!" "We love you please stay!"
I finally gave in, slipped my shoes back off, put down my bag, and plopped on the couch.
"Okay then, what movie are we watching?"
"Well are you guys ready for a Jim Carrey marathon?"
Shouts of disagreement were spread out throughout the room.
"Rude- like you didn't have to be so mean about it like I thought we were friends guys! I thought you guys loved me but I guess none of you would care if I just locked myself in my room all night and cried. Like-" Bobby on the opposite couch had had enough.
"Kian if you don't shut up right now I swear I will lock you out of the house and clear out your room and you can find it all on the curb tomorrow morning."
"But then Y/N could just welcome me into her home."
I shook my head and told him he was on his own, and in return was promptly flipped off.
We eventually started a High School Musical marathon but soon everyone went to their rooms or fell asleep, so it was just me and Kian. He turned to me once the movie ended.
"Y/N, wake up!" I groaned in response, still only half awake.
"You should spend the night man, it’s late."
At this I startled awake, remembering that the twins were supposed to come in from their flight around this time.
"No- I have to get home!"
"Wait why? It’s after midnight?"
"I don't know when Gray gets back, well I do, but you know it’s late, and I want to be there when he gets home."
"God, you're such a nice girlfriend. Okay, go home, but please be safe driving!"
"Thank you Kian, I love you!"
"Love you too now go get your mans!"
I finally got home after the short drive and got up to the house. Once I unlocked the door, I screamed at first, because I was scared that it could have been an intruder, and then it turned to excitement. Gray was home.
"Hi bubba I'm glad you're home!" I leaned in to hug Gray, but he didn't accept the embrace. "Is everything okay? How was set?"
"I dunno, how about you ask Kian," he responded curtly. He seemed tense and honestly pissed.
"You know Kian is just a friend, bubba." Who does he think he is?
Grayson's POV: 3 hours ago
We had boarded the plane a while ago when Ethan showed me a picture of my girlfriend all cuddled up with Kian on Harrison's instagram. The caption was "harrisonwebb97 the gabriella to his troy.
"What the hell is this??"
"Gray, they're just friends. I don’t like him but they’re close. "
"Friends don't hold each other like that. And that caption too- like what the fuck dude?"
"She's known Kian for forever though, have trust in her, plus like look at everyone right next to them too."
"I'll text her later." I did text her later, a lot actually.
where are you?
getting on the plane...
i love you
is your phone off?
please answer me
y/n answer me wtf is going on rn
are you having fun?
kian looks like he's having a blast, holding you like that
i bet you and kian hooked up after that picture on harrison's instagram
well now i'm not the only one in LA.  
whatever, I'll see you at home
maybe I should have kissed that fan at the airport, she probably would be less of a slut then you.
Delivered 11:34 pm
I left voicemails too. I knew they were just friends, but she would've answered me by now- she always answers. The delay could only mean one thing. At first I was upset and hurt but now I'm pissed. This is all so stupid.
Grayson's POV: Present
"And friends lend each other sweatshirts." She should know what she did.
"What are you talking about?"
It took her a while before she realized she was wearing Kian's sweatshirt. "He gave it to me while we were watching the movies, I was cold, that's all."
"That doesn't even make sense but what were you doing there in the first place?"
Your POV
Now I was mad. I thought that after everything he would understand that I was loyal to him and only him. He knows that Kian and I are friends.
"I was there to shoot my project and then they asked me to stay for some movies! And it’s just a damn jacket, Gray." He wasn't the only one angry now.
"Well why didn't you answer your phone?"
"My phone was off? You know that- whenever I shoot I have my phone off! Sorry I forgot to turn it back on? What’s your deal right now, because you’re getting so aggro I’m starting to get mad.”
"Check your phone." His face was stoic, and he completely dismissed my words.
I read the messages. All of them. I didn't even want to think about what was on that voicemail. He knew my insecurities-he knows them.
His words had tears starting to trickle down my face, "You don't trust me?" How could he be so presumptive? There’s never been anything like that between Kian and I or anyone else but him for that matter.
"Why should I? I mean you're the one whoring around." His face was blank- and it was scary. Scary how when he’s usually just such a bright and uplifting person, to this dark and angry guy.
The tears just kept on coming, and I could do nothing to stop them. After everything, and this is how he treats me? After one post on social media, he’s calling me such horrible names?
He started to turn away towards the door with his still packed suitcase.
"Three years," I mumbled through my tears. He probably couldn't even be bothered to hear me.
"What?" As he turned around I could tell he was annoyed, but I was heartbroken because my boyfriend, or ex boyfriend- whatever he was now- had said these things. I couldn’t believe how the person I trust the most could be saying such vile and hateful things.
"Three years of trust, of an honest and strong relationship! Gray- I love you. I love you and only you. I thought we had established that but I guess we aren’t on the same page. Kian and I have never been anything more than friends, and you know he has a thing for Franny. I was cold! That was all! I turn my phone off when I film, and you of all people should know this. When I walked through that door I expected to see the man I love almost as excited to see me as I was for him, because of how much I love and miss you. You know that I trust you. You know how I feel about the literal millions of girls pining after you day after day, yet somehow I’m the one you chose. I thought that we had a mutual understanding and that we both trusted another and that we loved each other. I love you Grayson Bailey Dolan. Why can't you see it? Everyone else can."
At the last line I fell to my knees as I sobbed. My body wouldn't stop shaking and my face was probably all blotchy and puffy but I didn't care, I just felt heartbroken.
Grayson's POV
I knew I fucked up. We've gotten into fights before, but nothing too major, and they've been small and it ends with some ice cream. Cute and happy couple-y shit. Not tonight- tonight the only sound in the apartment was the sound of her soft and shaking sobs.
"Look I'm sorry I neve-"
"Why? I mean the things you said," she croaked, and I felt my heart break when I saw the look in her eyes, filled with sadness and fear.
"I was scared, I mean like Look at Kian! He could have anyone." She started to almost laugh? I swear I heard her chuckle.
"Grayson, I told you. Kian has a thing for Franny, and it is mutual, they just aren't official yet. I love you, and only you, and Kian's my friend and all, but I would never actually date him. He’s basically my brother! I don’t see why you can’t just believe what I have to say!”
She was still crying and all I wanted was to hold her. And to apologize over and over again, and to tell her how stupid I was for ever making her so upset.
I wrapped my arms around her, and while she still was tense, she relaxed slightly. I rocked the two of us in silence for a bit, then decided to speak. 
"I'm an idiot." She scoffed at that.
"That has been established."
"And an asshole."
"Yes."
"And extremely jealous..."
"No shit Sherlock! What the hell was that!" She slapped my arm with that, but I know she intended no harm. 
"...and a terrible boyfriend." This received no response, so I continued. "I shouldn't have acted the way I did. I should never have said the things that I did, regardless of if it was an impulsive move or not. Y/F/N Y/M/N Y/L/N I love you and I fucked up. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I promise to never doubt your love and trust again. Hell, I don't want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to spend eternity with you, and there's no way you’re getting rid of me. I want to raise a family with you. I want to move back to Jersey with you, I want to live my life with you, and I want everything, but I only want it with you-and now you're crying again." She had turned around, and was holding me close. 
"You want a family in Jersey? With me?" She looked up at me with tears still in her eyes, this time hopefully happy tears, but she still sounded scared and unsure. That uncertainty in our future made me feel so horrible.
"Of course. You're the one thing always on my mind and I love you, and only you, forever and always."
"Forever and always" she whispered, and she looked up at me, and now she's actually smiling! "Bailey, I love you, but don't test me again, okay?" she was finally wiping the tears off of her beautiful face.
"I got you Y/N, and I love you too, now lets go to bed okay?"
"Okay."
It would be alright, with time, but for now, they both just needed to hold each other and sleep it off.
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littleforestfairy · 7 years
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Every aesthetic ask :3c
God damn it Shay
flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?
Yesterday when I was singing a Seventeen song stuck in my head
fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?
Will I ever meet all of my friends in person???
daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?
Uuuhhh I’m not really sure?? I can’t really think of any big accomplishments I’ve made yet
1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?
Laughing so freaking hard at a ridiculous clip from a Seventeen concert
matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?
I guess I would work harder to finish things, put something amazing out into the world to be remembered by
black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?
1. Become a well known author
2. Meet all my friends in person
3. Go to Japan
pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.
I’ll do my sister cus I was just talking to her:
She’s incredibly talented at things like knitting and sewing and playing the piano, but it’s sad how much she underestimates her talents because she’s so impatient and wants to already be at a certain level and convinces herself she should be there already with how long she’s been doing it. Her natural personality is pure sarcasm and sass, teasing and poking fun and pointing out dumb questions with sarcastic answers, she has almost no filter, saying what’s on her mind even if it’s probably not the best time to say it, and sometimes she doesn’t even realize she’s doing it because it’s like her default setting. She’s got a hot head sometimes and has a tendency to get easily angered over small things, building up on top of other small things until it’s a big thing she can’t take anymore. She’s also very caring. She’s the oldest and, even though I don’t want her to do it, she has always put others before herself, ensuring that my brother and I were always comforted and taken care of first even when she felt like breaking down. With that she bottles up her emotions too much, convinces herself that her well-being doesn’t need to come first when it comes to my safety. Though I know she’s trying hard to snap out of that mentality, it’s just hard. She can get very excited over the things she loves, not exactly outwardly jumpy or bubbly, but more excited and frustrated rambling for an hour after she’s binged an entire show in 2 days.
I’m gonna stop there cus it’s so long already
moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?
Yeah, I did!! I have loving parents who always did what they could to ensure we were happy, and siblings close in age (well, one being a twin), so we were able to grow up together and never any distance cus of age or anything
stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?
Like last week
plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.
Hmmm I pick my lovely friend Mark because I know he loves space and stars and I think he’d really enjoy just hanging out and stargazing
converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?
Nooooo, I could never ever do that
lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?
A few days ago with Yams!! We were talking about kpop !!
handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?
Uuuuhhhhh I have no idea honestly, that’s too much pressure
cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?
They’re very nice! And very underappreciated! My sister and dad have very dark brown eyes that they look almost black and they’re super cool
sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.
"When someone leaves your life, those exits are not made equal. Some are beautiful and poetic and satisfying. Others are abrupt and unfair. But most are just unremarkable, unintentional, clumsy." - Griffin McElroy
It was in the last episode of The Stolen Century and it just really resonates with me personally because it is very very true
oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?
“I Never Get Anything Done and It’s a Surprise This Got Done”
overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?
buy a huge house, buy my parents and my sister their dream cars, go meet up with all my friends, go on a huge vacation with my family to Japan or Germany, or both
combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?
I try to be, I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. I do like trying to see good in people and find out if they really meant something hurtful. I don’t forgive people who refuse to be sorry though or really hurt me, that’s just too much to ask
winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.
In a year, you're gonna go through the worst tragedy of your whole life, it's gonna make everything feel like the world is falling apart, but I promise you'll be okay in time, it gets easier and you'll have your family to be beside you. And in a few years, you're gonna meet the bestest friends you've ever had who will become like a second family, and that entire summer when you meet them will be the best summer of your whole life, because you'll spend every day and every night laughing with them and it'll be so freaking amazing.
pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?
Definitely pastel!
tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.
They’re super cool and while I personally don’t want any tattoos and I have no idea when I’ll even pierce my ears, people should be allowed to do whatever they want to their own bodies, they’re great ways of expressing yourself and showing to the world who you are and what’s important to you and what you love.
piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?
Nope, just not really my thing.
bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.
iiiii dunno, nothing really comes to my mind at the moment
messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.
“Why are you listening to me, that’s creepy”
cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.
I’ve been to no concerts!! Except Cheetah Girls when I was like 9 or 10 or something!
grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?
I dunno honestly
space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?
I do have a desk but I don’t use it rn cus I don’t have a chair. It’s an art desk so my paint and stuff is mostly organized, though there is a bit of a mess that I’ll move whenever I get a chair
white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?
Brush my teeth, get a bottle of water, watch videos until I get sleepy
old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?
Uuuhhhhh that I read smut fanfics a LOT 
beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?
I would dye it cotton candy pink because it’s a freaking super cute color, but it would require bleaching for my hair and I don’t want that
eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?
I don’t wanna pick just five I wanna pick all my friends and we’ll all go on a road trip and hit all the touristy spots
11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.
I actually do make wishes when it’s 11:11, but tbh I don’t wanna say anything I do or would wish for, cus you’re not supposed to say wishes or they won’t come true ! 
painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.
I didn’t put it together, but my grandma did, and it was a green, white, and pink fairy dress with sheer fabric over it and little flowers on the sheer and it was big on me but it was super cute
lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?
I’ve never been drunk or high !
thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?
Kill someone
storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?
Only listen to one song. Because I’ve got too many people important to me and I don’t wanna see just ONE of them for the rest of my life
love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.
Noooope
clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?
I’ve had short hair before and I didn’t like it, I much much prefer long hair
coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?
Usually it’s just strawberries and creme frappucino, which is. just a menu item so I would trust anyone to order it. But when we have the money, I get a banana chocolate chip frappucino and it’s not really that complicated, so I’m sure anyone could order it
marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?
My friends and family !!
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Emergency request I guess. My mom told me she doesn’t want me in her life & that I ruin everything. Really sad about it, but I know I don’t deserve this, so I’m taking a break from her. So maybe navigating the realization I have a toxic mom, and thinking that everything negative she’s said about me is true even though it’s not with Atsumu, Kuroo, Suna & Bokuto. Mentally exhausted and just want hugs a comfort.
Okay sooo hey! Uhm I’m glad that you at least came to the realization that this is NOT what you deserve and you are definitely better off without someone telling you that you’re not enough - it doesn’t matter if it’s a friend or a family member - you need to distance yourself from those who drag you down.
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HC : Comforting their S/O who’s got a toxic mother
Atsumu
Okay so as soon as you told him what your mum said he is raging
Like wtf is she doing?
Who is she to tell the love of his life that she isn’t enough or that she isn’t worth it?!
He‘s probably starting to rant about her while - without realizing it - telling your how amazing you are and how much he loves you and how perfect you are in his eyes and how you light up his world
During his first 5 words of said rant he will tell you that your mum is toxic and that you can borrow his mum if you need one
Making you laugh by saying that his mum will probably be happy to have a girl and not just chaotic twins
While ranting he’s also walking up and down the room while wildly gesturing with his hands
When he starts the : HOW AMAZING YOU ARE - part his eyes lit up
When he reaches the end of said part he’s kneeling in front of you ( who’s sitting on his bed ) taking your hands in his and looking in your eyes while saying:
“Baby, you are more than enough - she’s the one who doesn’t deserve such a beautiful child. Try to cut her out of your life - she will eventually see what she lost. I’ll stick by your side the whole time. And now tell me again what exactly she said so I can tell you 10 reasons why you’re perfect for each one she said.”
Will definitely put on horror movies so he can hold you closer and show you that he can protect you !!! 😤😤😤
Reality will be that he’s laying in your lap, facing your stomach screaming whenever he can hear a person scream in the movie
The night will end in cuddles and him being all soft and fluffy and holding you in his arms, tightly pressed against him, not letting you go for one second.
Bonus: during all his ranting he took your favorite hoodie of his and throw it on you saying : here wear it so you get some comfort until I calmed down
Bonus Bonus : yes. Osamu comes later the night and brings you all the leftover from his shop
Kuroo
Ayt so his first priority after you told him would be to comfort you
He’d treat you like his small kitten
Letting you crawl in his lap, arms wrapped around his waist, faced nuzzled in his chest
If you start to cry he’ll rock you back and forth babying you
He’d stoke your hair and after a few moments he’d start discussing this topic with you
Kuroo will be really carful with it tho
He doesn’t want you to get hurt even more
So he’ll lead you the way
So you’ll feel as if it was ALL your idea to decided your mum is toxic and that you should distance yourself from her
He’ll be so encouraging with all the decisions you make
Later on he’ll make sure to show you how much he loves you and that he’s always there for you
Also he’d be so helpful when you’re afraid how your life would be without you mum in it
But since he basically grew up with only his father and grandparents he’ll tell you that you can still grow up being amazing- not as amazing as him tho but still amazing
He will help you get on his level of ‘amazingness’ Tho ahahah
Also kuroo is practically a mom so - you already got an amazing caring, loving mom with him ( still call him the male version of mom tho 😏)
Definitely will order whatever your comfort food is
Also definitely will make a fool of himself to help you to focus on something else’s
Bonus : idk WHY but I feel like the night will end on a playground ??? And later on emergency room Bc he wanted to test this COOL thing out he read about in some sience magazine and ended up hitting his head - now YOU have to promise the doctor to wake kuroo up ever few minutes to see if he’s not unconscious 😔 well at least his plan worked? You’re now thinking of something elese?
Bonus Bonus : after the 6th time waking him up you stayed awake and played never have I ever with Bokuto on the phone
Bokuto
Okay he wouldn’t be as vocal about how much he dismisses what your mother says
Neither would he be really helpful considering spoken words
YET
You come to him, all sad & almost crying
Omg
Before you can open your mouth, he’s all over you
You’re wrapped up in his arms in a breathtaking hug
He’ll shower your face with kisses
Take you to the bed & cuddle you to the MAX
He’s wrapped around your body like a monkey
An hour later he finally asks if you wanna talk about it
After you told him he’s all emo
How could your own mother be so mean to you?
He states to cry so you start to cry to because?? How could you now
Now you’re both in each other’s arms, crying, occasionally telling each other how much you love them
He’s trying to list all the things he loves about you but you don’t really understand anything because he’s crying
YET something about how soft and plumb and perfect your ass is was understandable
Bokutos way of showing you love and appreciation is enough for you to realize what real love is
And that the ‘love’ your mother showed you isn’t real love and it’s not what you deserve
You deserve this- laying in the arms of a man who loves you with all his heart
Suna
Okiiii uhmmm well how should I put it
You tell him everything yeah?
While being on the phone with him right after you had this talk with your mom
And he will listen to all of it
ALLL OF IT
Being understanding af
After you finished tho
💥SASS EXPLOSION 💥
He’ll sass out your mom for 30 minutes straight
You’ll end up crying because he just can’t shut up about it
THEN you hear someone knocking at the front door and he’s like : open up
There he is
Mother uhm BOYFRIEND of the nation with a bag full of all the stuff you enjoy
Ice cream, chips, chocolate, a still hot pizza, cheese to make nachos, you crave it? He’s got it all packed up
Also brought this one fluffy blanket you always use when you’re at his
You’re now on your bedroom floor, wrapped up in said blanket, all the food in front of you
Happily munching & watching Disney movies- Rapunzel is on rn
“That’s your mom - I always knew she reminded me of someone.” He says pointing at the TV as soon as Rapunzels “mother” is shown
His main goal would be to get your mind off the things she said
All cuddled up in bed now, ready to fall asleep he makes sure to tell you how much he loves you
So you’ll be falling asleep to him listing all the things he loves about you
At his point 58 you sigh and drift off to the land of dreams
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