#also this was more abt the first part of the song

[wantbytaemin]

remember when shinee’s biggest scandal was supposedly lipsyncing which turned out to literally not be true but people couldn’t believe they were that good 🥲

#like im listening to swc1 (the FIRST one 🥺) and the only way you can tell some songs are live is by them sounding BETTER lmaooo like #there’s more adlibs and the high notes are longer. and also taemin’s parts peace & love you know he’s my baby forever but objectively #speaking hdksjdk also it makes me go insane to think abt how much he’s improved #but the choruses (sung 90% by jinki & jjong) sound the exact same as recorded like these boys were out of their respective minds #which also brings me to right now and the 3 of them doing SUCH insane vocal heavy lifting and you wouldn’t even know it like. #im def biased but shinee are truly untouchable

[meowmeowfication]

⇝ parallels between glass animals past albums and "dreamland" ✧･ﾟ:

hazey / domestic bliss / mama's gun / it's all so incredibly loud / jdnt / melon and the coconut / pools / hot sugar / agnes / helium / youth / dreamland / pork soda / i dont wanna talk (i just wanna dance)

part 1 2

+bonus:

#glass animals #flashing warning #long post #glass animals dreamland #mine #gifset #made with capcut #made with ezgif #PART 2 BABEYYYYYYYY #oki talking time #FIRST AND FOREMOST i actually had a lot trouble with this one #idk if its just because some of these songs arent my favs but yeah :// #ANYWAY LETS GET INTO MY THOUGHTS #ok hazey / domestic bliss was the second line that i came up with actually because both songs are abt the same thing (abuse) #but i think that the lyrics are really different for each song which is why its um. kinda weird #its all so incredibly loud was actually one of the last songs i looked into and THANK GOD IT WAS EASY #it is not a song that i listen to often so yeah aksdjhgfj #plus i really like mama's gun and i did want to add it here :3 #also i may now have a love-hate relationship with melon and the coconut #bc i love the song now more than ever but also it was so difficult to find lyrics for this one.... #even now im not too happy with it but we ball #i really didnt think melly and the coconut would be a difficult song. but god #also i like the jdnt concert vid. even if it is shaky lmaooo #ALSO OMG HOT SUGAR #i wasnt the biggest fan of this song when i first listened to it but then #i ended up listening to hot sugar over and over for this gifset and uhm. yeah now its one of my favs that i cannot live w/o #also pools was the immediate first song that came to head upon actually reading hot sugar's lyrics #personal note abt pools btw. ive always been freaked out by that song (in a good way) its such a bop but also sososo unnvering i love it #BUT the songs are pretty specific/different from hot sugar so uh. i was grasping at straws there yea #REST OF MY TAGS ARE GOING INTO A SECON REBLOG BECAUSE IT REFUSES TO BE ADDED HERE

[insert-neologism]

spiracle by flower face

#jackieshauna #yellowjackets #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #i love them sm #also it took 3 days to make that. #but I actually like it which is amazing for me but alps not bc if I like it ill watch it #and if I see them ill cry #anyways. I think it's rlly philosophical how even in their shipname jackie comes first #unless there's another shipname that im. Not aware of #shaunajackie #tagging to be sure bc for once i actually want ppl to see this #and im bored #but I have SO MANY ideas for edits #can it ah this flower face? #flower face #tw cannibalism #almost forgot damn #shauna sadecki #tbh bc she's there too #anyways that song is so them for me. bad astrology too (mainly the first verse) #there's so much love in me and not enough body to keep it in bro #there a parts which im really not sure of (think theyre gonna be easy to detect)(seen it for many times now though soo Idk) but others im #tw self harm #i have one more version probably gonna post that one too soon #anyways i hope somebody likes that bc i cant talk to ANY of my friends abt it. sad. #still bored but im really running out of things to say here. soo by #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water #mine art tag

[fourteenthz]

I am greatly enjoying reading your ffxii tags

Crying and screaming abt this ask. I'M SO GLAD they were entertaining somehow!! I feel like most of it is me rambling but damn it, that game is so good. I have my final thoughts drafted to this day bc I felt like I was posting too many text posts abt it so LMAO this ask made my day. And month and year etc etc. TYSM 😭💞

#i just noticed my last post was before eruyt IM SO SORRY #the drafted thoughts i did kinda of overwhelmed post the final so its really rambly and lengthy lol but !! if u care to hear what i thought #abt stuff after golmore jungle here goes lol I'll try to be short: mt. bur omisace is really fun and the turning point there is really well #played!!! the stuff in the arcades draklor laboratory quests is like one of my favorites part of the entire game probably right after eruyt #which is not to say much since I'm insane abt balthier and fran but I genuinely loved everything abt the arcades part #the dungeon was fun the fight with sid just isn’t better than the other sid fight lmao #i genuinely think its the most fun boss in the game excluding some of the espers but again i might just be biased. i just love balthier #so much his character is so well written and well rounded everything that resolves around him is fun and also thank God for fran #the next part i felt like it was pretty rushed tbh like i adore the story points in it i love ridorana but you get to pharos #and its like a long ass dungeon that i really felt lost half the time with it's placement in the story tbh #idk i just really liked every dungeon in that game up until that point so I was like. what is this lol but they gave me #that gabranth and sid scene right after and gotta be honest. i forgot abt my anger so fast LOL genuinely. so good. #its what i said early i really like the story points in that part but the dungeon felt really short tbh but ugh framfrit and sid. that vena #part. that shit was so good lol i prefer that gabranth fight over last one but the ending for his character was also SO good I was like #alright u get a pass for a A+ fight too. i just like him too. the scenes with vane and larsa is TOP TIER too. that shit #scared me so bad i swear that kid was dying i was fearing for my life. its so weird the way thag i genuinely think vane loved larsa #he's just not normal abt anything ig. now i cant tell u if I was a bit over level at that part or not lol but I felt the vayne parts rushed #too. the start of when u first fight him vs that last phase. idk maybe i think i wanted more interaction between him #and the party since the banter on this game is phenomenal. but yeah i think that's the main gameplay points lol #now useless stuff bc im emotional abt them but kiss me goodbye to end that game? kinda weird bc i just think #ffxii is the most platonic of all ffs (even if I adore balfran with all my life and well vaan and penelo are there too) #and its by far one of my favorite things of that game. but also i cried while penelo was speaking over the song so who am i to say anything #really. i just think the chorus is so ashe and vaan coded. i really wanted their relationship to have more screentime #bc i feel like theres few scenes compared to the amount of similarities they have. also i was sad abt her alone THEY COULD'VE ADOPTED #SIBLINGS COME ON. now i only have 3 tags to talk to u abt my feeings abt balfran so. hear me out. phenomenal. show stopping. #they didn't need that last scene but they did it for me I'm literally in love with them. i love xii story so much but the development of th #relationships are is my fav part and they are really up there. i knew i liked them when i was a kid but didn't thought it was THAT much. #perfect duo really. i have nothing to add to them but also anyone feel free to ask me abt specific parts of this game. I'll go on for days. #ask #gyroshrike

[rodrickheffley]

ok im actually gonna post a ranking today at least of the standard edition i will start working on the second half today tho

#im finding it hard cuz the more i listen the more im like. yeah none of these really hit #listened to my faves off folkmore last night and had a lil cry bc of nostalgia and how good they are but also how its sad how none of the #new songs come close imo. again tho i havent listened to the second side enough to have a real.opinion so this is abt the first half #i have a very rough ranking like ik my bottom three but theres some where its like. theres one cool part. or i like the bottom half. and #within those its like. some are just mid and some have lyrics that bug me but the ones with bad lyrics sound better than the ones with mid #lyrics....and some of them are like. fine but feel self derivative to me and like just worse versions of folklore tracks #florida is esp hard for me like do i like it or not i really do not know but i think the florida duh duh duh duh duh duh duh is cool and i #like just how many times its repeated at the end. but the whole first verse is so boring and i find a lot of the lyrics in florences part #kinda cringe and cliche

[sadhorsegirl]

#finally got three days off from work in a row and am happy to announce ill be making a return to my true passion -- moiraine posting ! #directors cut commentary in the tags obvi lol #first off if there was any god in this world the fiona apple cover of whole of the moon would be on spotify #second need it on the official record that i am intentionally misinterpreting jig of life for the purposes of this playlist!! #i know on the album its part of a series of story songs abt a woman drowning and her future self going girl u have to swim or u wont have #your future family!!! #but. what if i made it about an alternate version of moiraine being like u are never going to be able to fully escape the heterosexual #horror saw trap of ur upbringing that haunts her upon return to cairhien...is this clicking with anyone else out there.... #had to throw on heat lightning and unravel for a spot of (possibly uplifting ?) romance #and also bc the tumblr user previously known as loamvessel is so right and true for saying heat lightning is a siuraine/moiraine song #anywayyy this is a playlist abt moiraine suffering returning to her home town after graduating from college and failing to kill the devil #and all the weird feelings she must have about cairhien and her place in the pattern/more self reflection on her younger years #in the aftermath of season one #with little hints about how her dynamic might be shifting with siuan as she self isolates #enjoy lol love making playlists happy summer cant wait till september etc etc #moiraine damodred #wheel of time #wot on prime #playlist

[hyunebear]

my top 3 rn are: collision, get lit, & hall of fame

#adri.fav #skz's #5-star #fnf and item are two close calls #no honestly this whole album is a no-skip like what they've put out since #i have so many favorite parts in each song that just tickles my brain in a very unique and distinct way #first of all. the TRUMPETS in collision han jisung u are fucking insane i need to kiss his brain and him on the mouth #also ever since the unveil for get lit i have never stopped obsessing w that bass drop i can't wait to own big ass speakers #so i can get mad w that track #hyunjin's SWERVE SWERVE part i HATE him #hall of fame. what more can i say the chorus sold me immediately #but the entire concept of it is just so genius and the fact that it's the intro?????? we love her i love her #so many lines and parts in that song are my favorite bc why is felix singing “Shaking the industry Quaking reality” #is the exact representation of what they've been doing now. #now we're gonna talk abt s-class. jisung's verse. the dance break. i have more. i needed a few days to recover from that and #it's actually the perfect tt for this cb #item. it's a song where no other group can recreate or do. period. #THE BINSUNG PART?????????? pussy part thank u i lost my shit entirely #superbowl. no i'm not gonna talk abt this song. NEXT #topline has met and exceeded all my expectations it's incredible. they way they talked abt multiple kinds of lines and #incorporating it into the song????????? god their lyricism is always on point #i had to like go back to see where was tiger jk in that song bc the transition from him to jisung was so smooth they sounded like one perso #dlc. changbin i love u #this song makes me wanna just be gay and do crimes. literally #fnf i love her so much she's a blessing #reading the lyrics to this was so bittersweet and like i watched the intro and having multiple interpretations to it #makes it even more heartbreaking #the bit towards the end w minho singing is sososososo beautiful #youtiful. my skz.................... she's such a pretty and healing song and so straightforward and sincere #nah it's no big deal i definitely did not cry over her like a baby

[arolesbianism]

Breakcore may not be a super strictly defined genre but I swear ppl will call anything that has noises at all like y'know music has like just normal ass music from any other genre breakcore with a straight face and I just have to sit there and try to not reveal I'm a pretentious fuck when it comes to this stuff

#rat rambles #this is abt you splatoon players there's a maximum of One side order song that you could argue is breakcore #and I would consider it breakcore but its very very lowkey breakcore #and its c0ld st0rage btw its sooo light but it was enough to make me go oooooo a new sploon breakcore question mark? when I first heard it #I do rly like side order music but plsssssss most of it isnt even close to breakcore #also on a related note most sploon toon music in general is like. fairly normal music imo? like its Good music dont get me wrong but like #most of it is either just normal ass music with voice filters or gasp the horror uses samples in its melodies #I adore the soundtracks of all three games so dearly but talking to other ppl who do can be funny because theyre all like yeah its rly #weird I didnt like it at first but its grown on me haha #and I just have to sit there like bro I used to not care for a lot of it because it was Too normal for my taste #now by that I mostly mean like squid squad and all the idol music from the first two games #and tbf. the idol music still isnt rly my jam usually marie gets the exception because of that one amv #like I love pearl and marina with my heart and soul but off the hook music has always been some of farthest from my taste in music #which is why damp socks need to make more songs Now because holy shit do they go crazy #it takes my favorite part of off the hook (the vocals) and aplifies what I liked abt them and puts them over absolute banger instrumentals #splatoon piano is my favorite shit you know shits abt to go crazy when they pull out the splat band piano #but yeah note my specification of the first two games idol songs because deep cut music is absolutely delightful #frye's occasional english is kind of scary but it gives me fuel for my history nerd frye hcs so I will welcome it with open arms #also while I love all of the idols vocals deep cut vocals are the most consistently good imo #actually I should just like make a splat band tier list or smth instead of going on a tangent in the tags of this post

[marsbotz]

i loveeee making playlists this is a little known fact about me. my playlists r like my babies

#unfortunately i never finish them bc i csn never be fully satisfied w how the vibes and lyrics and everything match up #i do have a couple on my profile rn (LINK IN PINNED. LOL) but i have like a billionthst r like forever wips #i have twooo that r BASICALLY DONE i just need to do srt for the covers. and these are my ice emperor redo #and a jaya playlist … 🤨 but miserable version. #jaya DIVORCE playlist #that ones complex. #i struggle w making them understnadable for others lolol #my last ie one i wrote like a full google docs thing explaining each song choice in detail #but im hoping the new version is better. more understnadable #its abt my like complex interpretation of zane and vexs relationship. #the original went from like #them meeting to the intense codependency to the slow fallout and then like. zane After it all #the new one is kinda the same but shuffled round a bit. and condensed w different songs in parts #it has a LITTLE bit post vex. but doesnt dwell quite so much #immm not sure abt my jaya playlist it might need more refining. #but its like the idea of them almost feeling obligated to be together at first #and then slowly realising it wont work but its already hurt them both #but it has a good ending i think. #im kinda not sure on it but ill have to relisten. its kind of a rlly conplex thing in my mind so hard to wrap up in a playlist #other ones im working on rn are a birdrickkkk playlist. lol. and also maybe skybound?? #im also hoping to be able to make more general playlists for each of the ninja that i can keep updating #my lloyd one is coming along nicely and the jay one. Has Songs in it. but the rest r like 1-2 songs each 😭 wtf #im gonna do some research. (listening to other ppls playlists and picking out the stuff i like) #im like superrrr fussy w my playlists thi LOL #liteeally i am that guy listening to playlists liek ‘he would not fucking be represented bu that’ #BTW THIS IS KINDA FUNNY. is theres sooo many rick playlists w the desc liek ‘ugh i made a REAL rick playlist bc he wld NOT listen to mitski’ #and like. true. but this isnt for him. ITS FOR ME #for the record. rick would listen to breakcore. thats my wisdom. #my rick playlist wld PISS those ppl off. lololllllll watever #IM OUT OF TAGS LOL ok thats my thiughts. byeeeee

[mattodore]

jerma compilation video set to psycho killer by talking heads you will go down in history

#river dipping #jerma #that clip of him laughing w/o moving a single muscle in his face kills me every time #anyway hi good morning i once again did not come online yesterday kdfnjhdkfjh #i did log in to queue stewy succession posts to main tho <3 #actually atm my anxiety is Through The Roof but nevertheless we persist and we come online anyway #i finished the character page photos for the echthroi crew last night btw!!! will post them later i think #rn i want to go through simblr bc i'm very behind it's a little embarrassinggggggg dfkjhdnk #proof of how single-minded i can be bc if i'm doing one thing with my ocs it's like. i just can't do anything else. #i finished both theo and matthias's like actual character pages too <3 it helped that i'd pretty much already answered asks with their bios #i do think i'm going to go back in there tho and edit theo's to include more of what i left out in the original ask... #i also think i wanna add more abt the reformation boarding school matthias went to... kind of a big part of him that i left out #there's just a lot that happens to my ocs that i just don't mention bc i just know it's A Lot of Trauma and i don't want to talk abt it #hmmmmm what else is there to say...... well i think i'll make the echthroi character page live if you wanna peruse it's just /echthroi #i'm gonna work on imani's page next i think but i have to draft everything out first #umm and i added playlist links <3 everyone's playlists are still wips but theo's playlist is thirty songs already what can i say

[deathfavor]

Okay don't laugh but "Sound the Bugle" from Spirit is actually pretty good for Hanma like right after he starts to go on the run

#Also ngl thinking abt that dorahan series #For the ending part of the song #But listen listen kisaki was the first real loss Hanma ever experienced #That mattered to him #Went from a bland world to colorful right back to bland #And it's BRUTAL #& starts to sink back into nothing #Into being empty and disinterested in the world #Bc hanma never cared abt the gang powers or anything #So he doesn't care and doesn't have a direction again #BUT THEN at least for that series- #The fact Draken is the one who brings him back #Not literally but in terms of Hanma's old antics and such #Not just surviving but living more I guess #Idk just thoughts #Conclusion is Draken saved both Kazutora (canon) and also kinda Hanma in a way

[caruliaa]

screaming bc theres a song (no i wont tell u what one but its by an artisit i dont listen to rly to much except for the last two days but i do like what of her music iv heard) that like. i rly feel like fits a ship (I WILL DEFF NOT TELL U WHICH ONE !!!!! but its like. not one i rly ship tht much but i do think its cute and im slowly getting more into it) in like. a weird way bc like. im not like omg this song is so this ship its so cute i mean the first time i listened to the song which was a while back when it first came out i was like this feels like ppl r gonna talk abt it w tht ship or like the song feels very like. like a fanfiction to me like generally and to me i feel like its like a modern au fanfic for the ship nd i listened to the song again today nd iv been thinking abt tht but the thing is i looked to see if anyone in any context has put that ship with that song before expecting to find lots of stuff but i literally found NOTHING its ubsurddd !!!

#like. searched tumblr w the ship + song name nd the ship + artist name? no results #went to google w either? just got results w either the ship or the song or tumblr blogs #that showed up bc they had prob posted seperate posts abt the musicain/song and the ship #and like. a fucking archive.org pdf of a totally unrelated article on the first page of google #searched the artist and song name on ao3 showing only options with that ship #in hopes id find a fic titled after a lyric from the song w that in the description? #no resulfs either!! #like i feel insane how has no one ever pointed out this ship w this song ever #i do NOT!! want to be the first one babes. esp since no i feel like im almost definatly wrong #abt it fitting the ship. but i mean im also not thats someone modern au fanfic of them as a song #i mean like. i dont rly ship the ship as said but iv seen what theyre fromm !!!! #okay. the friendship between one of the characters in the ship and another character is a part of like. #why it fits bc w like the framing device of the song it fits #so perhaps i am putting too much emphasis on that friendship idk how much ppl care esp in the context of tht ship alongside it #but they shld care more abt tht friendship like ik general tbh. bc i care more abt tht then the ship tbhh 😭😭 #also like. i feel a littol dumb for not realising this earlier but maybe its bc the song is like. #a bit of a timeline on the relationship nd loke. dowsnt mention any point of any dislike #at the beginning and i think that is a thing with is ship but also COME ONN #the song doesnt need to encapsulate every single moment or aspect of the ship for someone somewhere to say it fits #im also kind of like how in character is this but i mean like. its a big the most popular probably ship in a fandom theres lots of ppl who #dont care if its in character thats not a reason someone wldnt have mentioned it either #ik its like. not a big deal ig but im so baffled tht like. no one seems to have seen this popular ship and i think prettty popular when it #released (and that was last! year!) song together that iv become obsessed w finding someone who has #im going to look thru spotify playlists for the ship and ao3 more thoroughly later bit rn im making pancakes <3 #flappy rambles #EDIT: also for cotext in not telling the ship not bc i think its ‘cringe’ its bc ik many of u ship it #and again. dont want to b the weird oe w this song that made me think others wld associate it w thw ship #which apparently not a soul hasss !!!!! which is like i said freaking me out a lil bc im sure someone wld have

[crossbackpoke-check]

"This extra space next to me belongs to you. I know where I end now. I won't get lost." -- shoot me (metaphorically) and leave me for dead (metaphorically) why won't you. To make this about Dylan and maybe it's about Connor, maybe it's about Brinksy, maybe it's about any journeyman in the NHL. My brain screamed Chris Driedger and his memorable (to me) Players' Tribune article:

And how can you mention Dylan and Zach (Za-ach, the way Dylan says it) without me having a breakdown about them? You simply can't. And for the younger dudes, maybe it's a little Bords/Briss, not yet steady in The Show, a little bit of distance, a summer that tries to erase and make up all the memories they've made separately... and then a blurry insta story in Vegas. Just like old times but somewhere else. Maybe it's not the same bed, maybe it's not the same set of forks, but maybe it's the principle of the thing.

Anyway, goodbye. Sorry for this, your tag walls make me break out in imagined scenarios.

Much love. xxx

please never be sorry for sending me messages <3 i love reading them i love getting them i think they’re beautiful and i love them i’m!!!!! [🥹💕🦋🫧✨💘😭 <- the best approximation of what my heart is doing]

ok NOW i am taking this step by step because every narrative here kicked me straight in the knees (metaphorically) i am w e e p i n g (literally): i knew tangentially about chris driedger going to seattle but i had never read his players’ tribune love letter to seattle & all i can say is oh. oh. and with the part about trains delayed but still being right on time—

sometimes a dream is a truth your heart knows long before you do. the space that the city and the team made for him (“you’d be the only guy on the team”)🗣️🗣️🗣️ !!! but the way that chris talks about needing to put in the work & leo not letting him quit,,, that’s chris filling up the teakettle with twice as much water, crowding one side of the bed (falling asleep against a bus window dreaming), becoming unburdened by the idea of not being their guy, not having the fallback being their draft pick to content and settle himself with. that’s chris betting on a future. that’s the train coming down the tracks, right on time.

(i am feeling unhinged about it)

SECOND. i know i was the one that said zach and dylan to start so technically i brought this on myself but also i have been ktfo by the mere mention of the way that dylan says zach’s name different from everyone else, stealing an extra breath, stealing as much time as he can get with him, which reminded me of a poem i just read:

The Need Is So Great, Jim Moore

^^^dylan still in love with zach even as he’s leaving, can feel himself losing him, and taking every sliver of the love in his smile that he can get. even if he knows zach doesn’t still feel the same way he’s drawing out the long goodbye & saying i love you in a thousand ways without ever saying it out loud (“i have been asking for a time but in ways that have no words” because he doesn’t want to ask too much, to ask for love) in the hope that zach will say it back OKAY I’M LEAVING i can’t do this

that was a lie because THREE. “maybe it’s the principle of the thing” please insert the most ungodly screech how could you just (lovingly) come in straight with the steel chair and bean me upside the head with that l i n e i think this story has the potential for such tragedy in it but also the most tender domestic longing because bords & briss have known each other for a long time (i think) and guys do sometimes lose themselves when they first get to the nhl.

it’s a big scene, you’re with big name guys, you’re finally doing the thing you always dreamed about, you’re no longer necessarily the best because everyone’s the best, you’re not sure how you fit in, you can get lost in the glitz and the glamor of it but you can also literally get lost in it, the slog of the season and getting caught up and down between teams and leagues and endless airports and buses and travel and ice rinks, losing your phone (accidental) and having new people hound you for quotes and fame and connection so you lose your phone (on purpose) and i think where i’m trying to go is: this could play out as the tragedy of borde going to the california coastline and briss shipping off to the vegas strip and both of them getting a little lost.

maybe there’s someone else, maybe i am steadfastly not thinking about “a summer that tries to erase and make up all the memories they've made separately” as either a summer of them pretending things are ok after a year of barely speaking and now being completely different people they never were before OR a summer of them trying to pretend like they can forget about each other because maybe they didn’t think their relationship was the same thing, is all, when they were or weren’t together. maybe it’s nobody’s fault but for the fact that they were scared and tired and lonely trying to make it in the big times and didn’t know how to show it. and then borde shows up with takeout and plastic forks in vegas and it’s december and nothing like winter in ann arbor and still they fill up all the empty spaces in each other with the things they didn’t know they’d miss until they were gone and this is the real thing, not whatever they were trying too hard to be, to recreate their own nostalgia for the love in their memories. it’s the principle of the thing, is all, to always be true to the love they have right now & not what they think it should be.

sorry that i wrote you kind of an essay of an answer but i had so so so many thoughts because your ask was so lovely so thank you for sending it to me (you are always welcome to!! i love your imagined scenarios!!! cannot even explain how much!!!) & thank you for taking the time to read my walls of tags :))) <3

#liv in the replies #every time you send me a message i do the thing where i’ve got heart emojis for thumbs & cease any coherency #FIRSTLY chris driedger who i loved as seattle’s goalie without even knowing the story: #dreidger fourth layer of a dream is making me tear up AGAIN hours later as i try to write this the echl the coast easy come hard to leave & #when he talks about being somebody’s guy laying my head down in the bog & dragging my hands over my face chris who let you say that. who let #u break my HEART i truly don’t think i will ever recover from the inception reference bc that’s what they all talk abt u know? the nhl dream #the players’ tribune articles are often some of the most poetic & touching sports writing & every time i am reminded i lose my shit about it #SECONDLY: #the ever present spectre of dylan’s first boyfriend zach werenski #i have so so so many quotes? drafts? posts? about the thing with saying someone’s name to call them closer to you i say your name to speak #more of you into the world so i will possibly look for some of those to say what i mean but also: this poem was originally reminiscent of #willingly by tess gallagher which is my ajax jack / superbuddies poem & this specifically did go with the a drop of paint / the light has #fallen through you part of it but there’s a part of THIS poem which i did not include that talks about the late light / has already happened #will go on happening forever & that whole poem with this now to say i know it’s embarrassing i’m asking for it :: easy to write about light #like falling asleep on the couch & having to carry yourself up to bed is the dylan/zach heartbreak of this. waiting & waiting for the things #you used to do & the love you used to / were promised to have with the hope that if you keep the coffee ready he’ll come drink it & instead #you have too many cups of tea one yours & one cold then half-warmed over & too sweet for your tastes but you’ve learned to drink it anyway #okAY now third: #this w/the UMICH BOYS? N O I DIDN’T EVEN!!! NOT A THOUGHT IN MY BRAIN!!! & now i can’t stop thinking!!! & i had an entire PLAYLIST already #a ??? while ago before i even truly knew the umich boys Narratives™️ i heard maude latour’s song ‘one more weekend’ & went hahaha isn’t that #a great song for when you have that One Summer of college before everyone splits off into their own lives? isn’t that a fun little umich boy #going into the nhl narrative?? to which i said NO but then it spiraled into a playlist &now there is delightful heartbreak to go with vibes #umich scholars please feel free to correct me if i’m wrong on any points i can’t remember anything presently about anything #also the f a c t that that vegas picture is real and i know exactly what you’re talking about is making me %^•*]+£’ bc how!! is that real!!! #okay ALSO just throwing in brinksy like a casual AHAHA have brainworm for a year (my autocorrect tried to go bringst like angst which. lmao) #connor and dylan… all of my journeymen… we did not touch that because i WILL start yelling about sam gagner and marc staal and #the chrysalis and the caterpillar

[kirkwallgremlin]

Character song meme

Game rules: choose one of your characters and list songs that fit them. tagged by @nelkenbabe, ty <3

Songs for Frankie Brosca

Unbreakable (Birds of Tokyo)

Step out of the dark into better light And carry your scars like a badge of pride You've come so far You know who you are All this time you've had the will inside To stand your ground the day that hell arrives You're armed and ready You will hold steady

Go the Distance (Hercules)

I have often dreamed of a far off place Where a hero's welcome would be waiting for me Where the crowds would cheer, when they see my face And a voice keeps saying this is where I'm meant to be

Lanterns (Birds of Tokyo)

In darkness I leave For a place I've never seen It's been calling out to me That is where I should be

We never carried days on our own But now it's up to us to know The weight of being so much more We will find ourselves on the road

#i would tag more ppl but rn is like no anxiety abt fandom stuff /: #but anyway #it was hard to pick a specific part of these songs bc theyre all SO frankie (especially the first one) #(which fun fact i heard for the first time while i happened to be fighting the archdemon w frankie lol) #also calling myself out here for having like 90% of my oc songs as birds of tokyo songs lol #i dont have many oc songs and such a huge number of them are from them 🙈 #oc: frankie

[astrxealis]

head hurts a Bit rn but also no regrets

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #LAST NIGHT (super early morning) was so FUN #and also LAST NIGHT (last night) #i played songs the first few minutes tbh like. okay nvm i played songs until the speaker ran out of battery (under an hour!) #first song of the year was flow bcs hell yeah. timed perfectly so that it fits w the 'deep dark far away' and AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH #theres this gaming club im in right. for school. and we have a disc server where i lurk a lot and read basically everything #but usually don't reply GAJRHEJDJBFSJ ANYWAYS they called us numbers and integers and even anons in the chat wtf #kinda funny. took me back to when dad jokes to us abt being B1 and B2 (BANANAS IN PAJAMAS YOOOOO) #okay anyways. man i was really worried thisd be the worst (b)day of my life but so far it's been pretty great. man. #i'm not used to receiving gifts or nice words from others to be frank like uhh outside of the usual customary greetings #i am Also not used to others spending money for me. guhdkfbsjfb. considering i also don't even use it for myself or for others #BUT YEAH .... shocker morning and i think i was kinda hyper ngl. was gonna get a minion but i realized you cant do that anymore #so the minion i wanted was aerith :)) so then yk! i made a joke afterwards haha :))) rip #i'm EVIL. anyways love that friend he's really like a big bro and really fun to talk to and tease #interesting to think abt bcs idk if it's the same for him but! he is our only close friend w a twin. and so are we #and dudes not as close w his (older) twin so i think he and i kinda like. get each other. NOT THAT I'M NOT CLOSE W LUNE but yeah ?? #younger twin things! really coincidental tho fr... i even remember being Slightly annoyed by them first meeting. how things change #really glad w this last year tbh bcs i've met a lot of great people and grew more! lots of bad moments too ofc but i super love the good <3 #cheers to this next year being hopefully Great despite all the flaws <3 esp bcs uhm. it's. yeah KDHSKDBSK #being a teen is so PAINFUL ...... but it's part of life and a stage i am ever willing to walk ^___^ #BUT ANYWAYS LAST NIGHT (EARLY MORNING) THAT WAS SO FUN BUT FUNNY LMFAO #actually uh yikes what #okay something happened HELP i am a bit confused w my dad rn #kinda frustrating tho bcs Bro ... it is my Special Day ...... you cld. yk. be chill ant it

[skrrtscree]

i didn't know brendon urie was in his ed sheeran impersonation arc

#its my first time listening to this song and look #it sounds like something ed sheeran would write #especially the 'dont let the light go out' part sounds like the chorus of photograph #the only time i listen to ed is against my will #also the music video looks like an ed one #but to be fair #its not as bad as the other ones #its not as messy as the others #doesn't make me feel any better abt the album though #only 1 more day left ig #panic! at the disco #panic at the brendon #p!atd #brendon urie #don't let the light go out #viva las vengeance