#and barely knows what tea is :)

[naturecalls111]

on liking girls

#comic #vent art #other fandoms #the fandom is my personal life LMAO #I had posted this on twitter and deleted it because it was vent art from back in like. Ohhh I forget. Must have been january #Like I had just had my birthday and I don't know what it was but something made me realise like #oh. I haven't come out to my parents #like it's Been a minute I probably should right #and my parents are like. the best in the world I say that with my whole chest #my sexuality is not something they would ever care about let alone judge me for #like they have so many gay friends OBJECTIVELY I KNOW THIS IS A NON ISSUE LOL #but I don't know. something about it DOES feel dangerous and I can barely come to terms with it #I hate the idea of making it a "thing'. does that make sense #i don't want it to be a “thing” #I don't want them to tell me they'll love me no matter what and that this doesn't change anything #I don't want to have to subject them to feel like I'm “opening up” and then Have to respond like that #I wish it felt like as natural of an integration as someone is being straight you know #i wish it was: i come home with the prettiest girl in the world (she is the prettiest because she is my girlfriend) and they're just like #“hi! so nice to meet you! lets sit for tea!” #and thats it no questions asked. my mom or dad wouldn't ask “why didnt you tell us?” does that make sense #This is why none of my highschool friends know either #i'll tell them if they ask but I don't want to make a performance of Telling Them #I don't. Owe them that #I don't owe anyone a heads up. I don't want to. I don't want to make it A Thing #It's a Me thing. I don't get why it has to be turned into a You thing. #also hi if you havent seen my face i look like That LOL

[coconut530]

DIVORCE ARC START

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #I feel bad for Morella she’s just so in the middle between the groups and it kinda sucks bc like she was so cool in the beginning #I didn’t notice I thought Pluto just had dark circles from staying up all night but NO POOR BBY MONTY GAVE HIM A BLACK EYEEEE #CAN BARELY SEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT’S SO SAD #Yeah WHY is it always Montresor #SHE’S JUST SITTING ON THE WINDOWSILLLLLLL #Their expressions were so good while they were bickering #I want to see a tea date between them (especially after like 71) #She’s so posh it’s so funny she leans into it so much #Lenore literally spilt the tea #Annabel why you blushinnnnnnnn #She’s gonna pull a gun on you and you’re blushing #OH Prospero… hi #I like the mirrored panel things for the movement #I KNOW WHAT YOU DID GIRL #WHERE IS HE #WHY CAN’T I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW #Oh well I guess Oct. 26th :)

[blujayonthewing]

found out boba is super easy to make at home oh god oh fuck

#although I was making way too-big servings so justin and I ended up with barely any each in our drinks tonight lmao #we were planning to make pad thai for dinner and I got a hankering to have thai iced tea with it #so I looked up how to make it and then ordered the tea but we ended up making pad thai immediately so the tea wasn't here yet #so I was like 'okay well you know what when it DOES get here can I make boba with it instead. how do you make boba' #and the answer is there's boba that you make by boiling it for five minutes and that's IT #IT'S SO EASY! TO MAKE A LIL BOBA DRINK!!! #OH FUCK I just remembered I wanted to try making some with rose syrup oTL #next time #about me

[soupnoodle]

j&w swap!au is the funniest thing ever and you are ready for this conversation

#the idea of hiring a 'i barely know how to manage my valet duty' employee is hilarious #like how many chances would you give him after three overcooked scrambled eggs? #i didn't see it anywhere but in my interpretation an initial valet got injured and that's the reason why the agency sends bertie to jeeves #instead of any other well qualified valet. yes #← you can say i crave little drama and i would nod in agreement #what if bertie tends to sleep till 11am and jeeves has to make his morning coffee himself (as he usually did) #and bertie is always like 'aggh sir i'm awfully sorry! bloody alarm clock won't work properly' #and it woke up everyone but him #i mean he's not awful at everything when it comes to his obligations. he makes good tea and definitely knows how to tie a bow :) #he's not immune to the piano in a living room. love of his life #sometimes he loves standing behind jeeves' chair and observe the room while sir is reading. moments of peace #also his room is a bit of a mess #would you fall for his big blue puppy eyes and funny freckles on his nose and even messy hair? don't answer because jeeves def would #his ass is hardly valeting #jeeves and wooster #jeeves and wooster swap! au

[icewindandboringhorror]

more photo diary posts.. various life images...

#photo context/information described here in the tags since there are no longer photo captions #(from top left to right) Image 1: BIG matcha bubble tea milkshake thing I made lazily by just getting a thing of matcha #ice cream and blending it up then adding some of those bobas you make at home lol.. served in the weird giant wine glass looking thing I h #have. image 2: the moon and two stars (or planets)!! not a very good photo/barely visible but I'm suprised I was able to get anyting #at all. #image 3: one of my WiiFit game scores ghh. A PERFECT score in this game like the minimum you could possibly get though is 15 seconds so #16.9s is VERY close.. ! image 4: some of the eyes I've carved so far out of avocado pits! one of them I even embedded a gem into for #the pupil type part of the eye. I think this is my favorite thing to make so far in my experiments with avocado. I was thinking of making a #whole necklace of eyes or something. #image 5: NASTURTIUMS... MY children.. favorite flowere... #image 6&7 : some little flowers I found in someone's yard. I Just Think They're Neat #image 8: I don't even remember why I took a picture of this it's just at tiny turkey and cheese pinwheel type rolled sandwich thing #maybe because the plate is tiny?? not very notable but. I added it to the photoset when i drafted this a week ago so . keeping it #image 9: a smoothie thing of coconut ice cream and fresh strawberries with some boba #image 10: various sketches from my desk where I jsut draw absentmindedlty on the keyboard tray all the time #if I am allowed to have a white surface near me i WILL draw on it lol #photo diary #eyes tw #eye contact #idk what to tag the eyes as or if it counts since theyre not real it's just painted wood basically? let me know if it should be something #different or another tag

[dredshirtroberts]

i know i do this every time i go without caffeine and then get back on it, but like. it is ASTOUNDING to me how much better my brain functions when i have it. like. i wrote 1000 words on my Re-do AU for L&E when i haven't been able to touch it in like a week, simply because i made myself tea today. i had 2 paragraphs this morning. now i have 3 pages.

#thank fuck i can fix my brain with tea and other caffeine drinks #i was barely able to make myself put together sentences for communication yesterday and today i have Story Telling Mode on #including hyperfocus into research briefly to make sure i'm Realistically Mortally Wounding a character #anyway i now know what temperature makes glass out of sand and what a 4th degree burn is #don't worry about it

[demonstars]

i wish dreamnap didn’t gatekeep their friendship so much but i guess that’s how you know it’s real 😔

they're just so brother idk how to explain it 😭 Like they're constantly talking off camera and you can tell they love each other but they have three or four pictures total and barely know what the other is doing at the time

#having siblings is a really beautfii experience idk what my sister is going thru rn but also she bought me tea just now and left #like we love each other we barely talk to each other we know each other soul etc Etc #star anons

[britishhusbands]

i need a minute by minute historical account of what went down with one direction when pre-,during and post- zayn leaving plus interviews from each of the boy’s perspectives

#please i need all the tea cause #like 8 years own we still barely know anything #and like what zayn revealed was just like 1% of what happened #MY NOSEY ASS WANTS TO KNOW THE TEA #mine

[lupismaris]

I'm just gonna complain in the tags tw medical stuff tbd etc

#its the final stretch and i refuse to will anything into this universe other than this is the final stretch im having treatment and it ends #this is the end of this here and now i will not continue to live like this i cannot continue to live like this i cannot carry this fatigue #any further genuinely i cannot its not a matter of will not anymore i just... i cannot. im legitimately still hiding at the office #despite everyone else having gone home because it takes too much effort to gather my things and walk to my car and im afraid of falling #i forgot my cane at home and its cold and my body struggles with temperature regulating and seizes up so badly #but the fatigue has finally reached a point where its hard to lift my bag or put my coat on or my jewelry without help #or walk across the parking lot just to get to my car and its not like the usual hey we have to adjust to new level of disabled #it's fatigue kneecapping you put of nowhere with a tireiron until you can barely loft your bag or fix tea or prepare dinner #and the fact the all the joy of food has been robbed from me because everything takes so much goddamn effort now #everything takes ten more steps and an hour more planning and special ingredients and yes i know lots of people live like this always #but i haven't and its been a forced short term adjustment period with absolutely no support from medical professionals #and im the only cook in my household/family/immediate social circle so all the labor inevitably falls on me not out of malice #but by default even if they try to help they can only do so much because they dont know what to do #i am literally on the verge of a meltdown just thinking about how much effort dinner is going to take because i cant just #eat a fuckin box of easy mac or ramen with an egg and go to bed no I've got to make a special soup with special ingredients #or a proper balanced meal with protein and veg and whole grain and certain seasoning #and im just so fuckin tired im so goddamn tired if this radiologist doesn't come back and say i can eat freely come Friday #i genuinely dont know what im going to do #food is one of my greatest joys and to be limited even in such bizarrely simple ways requiring so much excess labor #is too much. its too much on top of all this hypothyroidic fatigue. i cant do it. #i dont want to go home and make a fuckin soup. i want pizza. i want take away. i want lamb curry and rice. i want food i dont have to cook. #god im so fuckin tired my body feels so ancient like something wrecked in the seabed being involuntary hoisted to the shallows again #and im not sure its going to survive the process. i mean it has to. we dont have a choice. but fuck.

[mishkakagehishka]

Honestly last night was a low point sorry to all who witnessed it

#i think it was actually a panic or anxiety attack i'm just always in denial ab the fact that i get those sometimes #and every time i get them i feel so mortified if anyone notices but uh #anyway. my brother came home around 10 but i barely remember letting him in lol #i just remember hearing the doorbell and opening for him him asking me if i want sushi for lunch #and i think i just went ''yeah sure okay'' and went straight back to bed #bc i'd slept ab 4h by that time #he's still sleeping tho so i'm just making myself tea and planning out the rest of my presentation #i think what got me blocked is the order. i went straight into ita language and then didn't know how to get to the history #i shoulda started with latin...🙄

[mrs-lockley]

i love working with students and student assistants, you younger gen z folks are wild

#love when they come up to me unprompted and spill the tea and tsimis!!! #i know so much tsimis about their professors and counselors and love lives and everything #and when they ask me for advice i just get soft because THEY SEE ME?? AS A RESPONSIBLE ADULT?? I AM ONLY TWO YEARS OLDER THAN Y'ALL #I'M BARELY HANGING BY A THREAD #as someone on the cusp between millennial and gen z the younger ones keep me updated on the slang #i remember being so confused when they all suddenly started calling me bestie and i was like what-

[judeiscariot]

WELL GOOD FUCKING NIGHT I GUESS. JESUS H CHRIST

#I dont know what to do I'm going to go like. make tea or something idfk I can barely breathe #jude.txt #mcr

[what-is-love-babey-dont-hurt-me]

Joining new servers is fun until you recognize Certain People

#snappy speaks #most people I meet are lovely but sometimes I recognize people who I just want to avoid #this person in particular has a ao3 filled with multiple pages of fics that make me SO uncomfortable #when I realized I blocked as fast as possible #I wish discord blocks were more severe tbh #anyways ppl who know me on discord can @ me for the tea shdbfvkg #NO BECAUSE I LOOKWD AT THEIR INTRO TOO AND ITS SO BAD LIKE ITS BARELY HIDDEN WHAT THEY WRITE ABOUT

[pasta-human]

If you need to vent, I'd like to offer this post as a safe space to vent in the tags (or reblogs if you're brave enough) about whatever you feel like. Even if you just wanna infodump about something you like. Or your day just sucked. Whatever you want.

#gonna vent rq #i feel like my friend group is gonna fuckong implode any second #and i am genuinely starting to resent some of my friends because its very clear that the cracks start with a couple specific people #and i dont want to feel yhat way bc i genuinely enjoy their company #but i no longer enjoy having group conversations and hangouts with some of my friends #because it always devolves into drama and shittalking people we barely even know for nothing but fun #and it wojld be one thing if it was jist tea #but they say shit like they hate this random people or want to physically hurt them #they make fun of people for completely normal and fine things just because tjey dont like the person #THEY MAKE FUN OF DISABILED AND NEURODIVERGENT FOLKS BECAUSE THEY DONT LIKE THEM #AND I MEAN THEY MAKE FUN OF THEIR TICKS OR THEIR STIMS OR STUTTER #they straight up said that they call people ugly and their art ugly just because they personally dont like that person #like #if tjis had happened once or twice #whatever #but its every conversation theyre in #and it just feels like its gonna fall apart because everyone talks behind each others backs and half of us are aware of all tjese issues #but the other half arent #and i dont know what to do and i dont know jow we can bring it up #because ot feels like no one wants us to say shit about it #theyre comfortable living in that lowkey toxic ass environment

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

struggled and failed to get the correct temperature to attempt properly brewing the fancy new tea my aunt sent me and upon drinking it (the failure made it taste like mild leaf water) I did end up sitting there thinking about Zuko fucking up tea

#its kenyan purple orthodox tea (note it does not make a purple tea - the leaves on the plants are purpleish) and i did not have the water #hot enough bc like its supposed to be brewed with cooler water than BOILING boiling and i turned my kettle off when it was barely boiling so #then waiting a minute for the water to be less hot as the packet instructed meant that it was TOO less hot and did not brew #so then i took the tea bag out and microwaved the mug and then put the tea bag back in but thats not the same #i know what to do to try better next time #i am NOT a tea snob i usually drink strong black tea with milk and sugar and i am not picky but i was TRYING to be fancy #and literally thinking about Uncle Iroh bc i was like OKAY we're gonna actually look up brewing instructions!!! and then beefed it #it was still good!! just like not at its best

[teaandinanity]

I think I may have found my perfect RimWorld map

but unfortunately the seed is so stupid I can probably never share it

#I zoned in and was like 'aw fuck' because I could see like a third of it #but we broke through the mountain #and the other side is impenetrable ocean and mountain ALL THE WAY AROUND #like one bit is barely covered with one block of rock #but it is in fact covered #nothing spawned over there in a full year of play #transport pods crashed there so if I were playing on drop pod raid difficulty I would still be screwed #but it's VERY nice to be able to keep agriculture and infrastructure and stuff on the side of the mountains where they're safe #I always wanted a seed where I could make a little bowl city #and now I have one #I'm gonna try amping up the temp so it's not boreal and see what it turns into tho #because current version is like 'would you like to be able to grow things for 10 minutes before it snows' #which is Not Ideal #I know people do ice sheet runs but those people are crazy #babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter) #tea plays too many games