#and i don't want that

[novalizinpeace]

reason 7593757 why i hadn't released chapter 3: 'm so indecisive with how 'm going to coloring it

this is just one of many scene example i had tried to ''render'' to see if it could work in it, 'cause i don't fully like the flatcolour on it, but i also think it don't work, and 'm not learning a new colour style for this

so i have some scene that look good in render, some that don't, and some that are honestly making me reread my class in shades and light from 2020 'cause i think i had failed my teacher back then

i REALLY want to work the chapter 3 with more details that the regular asks so it have the same work that the episodes of the cartoons, but idk, 'm tired.

#Now you can see why 'm trying to not draw them too much lately #if i keep fighting with the pannels 'm going to end up angry at the characters #and i don't want that #heavens forgit this created a burnout #so gonna take it with calm #nova is going to sleep

[lonicera-edulis]

I will add Radagast's rabbits after all. The image has no sense anyway.

#wips #I just realized that if I will add fandom tag I will have to look at it while searching the tag #and I don't want that #I will put navigational tag it later #the hobbit

[originalaccountname]

#vee this is for you #i've only ever posted like 3 things on this blog in like 9 years of services #breaking my silence to yell about chuuya #yes it's related to all the recent takes about where Chuuya belongs #because all of them have great points but also none of them make sense #which makes me anxious to know if Asagiri has a better idea of where he is going or if #you know #because there's an option that doesn't require to make a decision at all about where he ends up or what's fulfilling for his character #and I don't want that #bsd #bsd chuuya #bsd nakahara chuuya #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #apparently i talk sometimes

[drrav3nb]

KING CANUTE and QUEEN EMMA in VIKINGS: VALHALLA | SEASON TWO

#vikings valhalla spoilers #vikings: valhalla spoilers #i'm happy with the scenes we got #but damn only two episodes worth? #i was expecting a whole season worth of content! #why did it take canute so long to show up? #plus I'm a bit worried that emma's obession with finding out godwin is lying is gonna come between them #and i don't want that #i thought that canute brought him into his family because both him and emma were scheming together #but he was really being genuine about it #anyway #i really loved the scenes we got #hope we get more next season #canute x emma #queen emma #king canute #emma of normandy #vikings: valhalla #vikings valhalla #history vikings #vikings #king cnut #cnut the great #bradley freegard #laura berlin

[amethystina]

I'm sorry for the sudden ask but if u don't mind me asking, is the one who says this Yohan ? : "Who I entertain is none of your business."

If it's him then ouch 😭

It's Yo Han saying that, yes. Followed by Ga On replying:

"You're right. It's not."

That said, I still haven't decided if I'll actually write this or not x'D At the moment it's just roughly 600 words of dialogue for a possible ficlet set sometime during the later parts of the drama (but before The Breakup), where Ga On gets jealous enough about Yo Han's previous conquests to (accidentally) push things between them to... develop, I guess we could say? xD

But I think the idea needs to percolate a bit first. Since while I find Ga On's apparent penchant for jealousy quite fascinating, I'm also a little wary of the trope itself. It can easily turn into something quite toxic. And while toxic is par for the course with these two, I also want it to make sense for the characters and maybe have a little more substance?

Like, it almost feels a bit cheap to have that whole "I saw these two people do something vaguely suspicious and now I'm grumpy and jealous" cliché?

Then again, Ga On is both emotional and impulsive enough to fall for it x'D Especially if it's coupled with a bit of mild internalised homophobia and guilt over the fact that he "should" be more interested in pursuing Soo Hyun, not feeling jealous over something Yo Han does.

He'd be so annoyed that Yo Han makes him feel all those confusing things and then has the audacity to flirt with someone else.

RUDE >:C

And I guess the substance would come quite naturally once Ga On reaches the point where he goes: "What if this unspoken thing between us is just another one of his games? Something he does for fun? Because that's just what he's like? I'm just a joke to him, aren't I?"

And also realises that Yo Han doesn't actually owe him anything, so whatever jealousy and attachment Ga On feels is entirely his own fault.

(For someone who doesn't like angst, I sure find ways to include it in many of my fics).

I am tempted to write it, I can admit, especially since it would also include a scene a bit later (as in, a bit after the two phrases above) where Yo Han goes:

"I'm making it your business. If that's what it takes."

Because I like that thought? Or, rather, I'm impressed by Yo Han's creativity when it comes to expressing that "I want you to be the person to entertain me now" but without sounding quite that desperate. He's perfected the skill of never appearing weak or giving other people the upper hand into an art.

So yeah. We'll see. Either way, it's not the project I should be working on right now. So it's not happening anytime soon even if I do decide to write it xD

#Amethystina Replies #Anonymous #Darkness and Light #Amethystina Writes #... or maybe not I guess? #Since I haven't decided? #Jealousy is a tricky one #And I'm really picky about it #Because it can easily feel cliché? #And I don't want that #So I need to think on it for a bit

[lolkitkatbar]

The people worried about the TADC fandom being toxic are making the fandom toxic

Okay, so what do I mean by this? I mean people are shaming people for liking certain characters or shipping things.

"It hasn't even been a month and people are already shipping characters!?"

"I hope this doesn't become like the Welcome Home fandom!"

"Welcome home 2.0!?!?"

Shut up! Yes people are going to simp for characters. Yes people are going to ship them. Yes people will make headcannons. What? Is this your first time in a fandom??? Yeah every fandom might be a little toxic, it's unfortunate, but it's the truth. You have to know how to navigate these things.

And I'm not saying that you have to like certain characters/ships. Do whatever you want. Gooseworks already confirmed that she doesn't mind ships and she simps for Jax herself!

So stop becoming like the MD fandom and let people enjoy the show how they want to.

#the amazing digital circus #tadc #I don't know #i just think this fandom might become toxic in the near future #and I don't want that #Many othere fandoms have the same “problems” this one has #So yeah it isn't exclusive to this one

[skylineheights-if]

Oh!! I also wanted to share a bit of what I have in the stat page coding!!

Vices and Virtues don't have much of an in game effect as of right now, they're just there as a fun way to show your MC's tendencies and add some spice to their personality page.

Also, as it currently stands, I'm probably gonna release through ChoiceScript initially while still figuring out/learning Twine.

#interactive fiction #skyline heights #skyline heights if #shif sneak peek #twine is hard to understand #and i know if i try to release through twine initially #i'm not gonna be satisfied #and it's gonna take twice as long #and i don't want that

[longsightmyth]

Truthteller musings for your perusal

#also that would have opened the door to people thinking The Endovier Thing might have been a little about Brendan #and I don't want that #Lilian's trauma and experiences are about Lillian even when they are about celaena #thank you

[soundlessdragon]

Fun fact I memorize numbers really easily with only a little repition because my brain assigns notes to them in relation to each other so each phone number and library account number and credit card number is it's own unique tune

#hate it when people change phone numbers because I can never forget the old ones #anyway I try extra hard to avoid seeing people's passwords and cc numbers because I know if my brain starts singing I will remember it #and I don't want that

[spotforme]

i don't mean to be crude but, actually i'll save my crude for another time

#really debating creating a side blog just for this though that has been stuck in my head but then i'd feel like i'd lost a limb #and i don't want that #debate: should i say this menial thing that has been stuck in my head that in the grand scheme of things is one of the milder crude thought #and the internal struggle goes on

[soubiapologist]

i have a question i've been wanting to ask about people's interpretations of a certain character wrt a certain something but it deals heavily with one of if not the most unpleasant things in the series and it's like auguhhhhh. it's a hard question to posit because i think it would be easy to get defensive about and i think people might actually Fight about it

#and i don't want that #and i also don't want people to think i'm making nisei slop about it it's a very genuine question (rubs temples) #like i want to keep this blog fun and mostly lighthearted or at least about as lighthearted as lovelessblogging can be #but it's like eughhhh i wanna talk about some of the like SCARY scary stuff sometimes

[flowers-and-pollen]

It's not the vaccines giving your child autism, susan. It's tumblr.

#on that note #i think i might be autistic #like i checked some (hopefully) trustworthy articles on autism in adults #bc 'autism in kids' articles are mostly signs for the parents to know #and i do think i relate to alot of the signs in the articles #like i've noticed that i get really upset when things don't turn out the way i planned them #timing wise #so uh #yeah #not gonna ask my parents to get me a diagnosis though #it might close some doors for me later in life #and i don't want that #anyway im blaming this site for making me realise #but tbh i've bren thinking about this for a while even before i got here #witchy blabs

[aza-trash-can]

Someone yell at me to write, I need to finish this fic before 4.2 comes out and shatters it

#if my hcs get proven wrong this *will* sit in my wip graveyard #and i don't want that #but motivation has evaporated #aza's trash

[scorpiongrassfield]

Hiatus

Hello everyone. You may have noticed that chapters have been coming out a lot slower than usual. Unfortunately I got a new job that's taking a huge toll on me physically, so I've been a little too tired to write. I'm gonna take a week of not trying to force another Scorpion Grass chapter to happen, and see if that helps me feel a little more energized to actually write.

In the meantime, I have a writing blog over at @moonluringfrost where I will probably be Talking about Scorpion Grass a bit, if you're interested in a peak behind the scenes.

Thank you for your patience!

#not an update #if i keep trying to work when i've got no gas #i'm gonna burn out #and i don't want that #so #break time

[forbaesa]

what if i gave caroline a book verse where she’s highkey the antagonist and her fc is abigail cowen?

#yeah she starts off as e.lena's frenemy but they end up going back to being friends #and i don't want that #i just want her to be lowkey evil hehe #001. ⠀ ⠀ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 ⠀ 、 ⠀ general post .

[obaewankenope]

Been trying to knit the continental way to see if I can knit faster. I genuinely cannot do half the things it requires but I've kind of frankensteined my own version of it that works... The stitches might be huge but that's actually okay since I'm using large needles and thin yarn and don't care for the tension currently. 5 mins on a 148 stitch row vs 12 mins is vastly better for me. And with fewer movements of my hands too. Fibro does not like fiber crafts does it lol

#Kat talks #I'm knitting and stuff to keep busy #Because otherwise I start thinking and spiralling #And I don't want that #Knitting