#and immediate disdain

[thewolfisawake]

Balmoral does fully blame Foirtchern for Faolan's fate. Like yes, she did get thrown down there but he fully believes she could have changed things. She was, at least in his understanding of her, a Fateweaver. He does think that his existence narrowed and eventually closed that path and of course, he blames his 'father' for even proposing it in the first place.

Especially because he is so sure in his head that Foirtchern did not give a shit of her chances. Odds are together, they could have escaped. But he doubted that Foirtchern wanted to remain any longer than he had to. If he had to screw over some fae to do so, so be it. And even more...it's actually interesting because Bal has his own idea of what Foirtchern is like and he's never met his Abyssborn parent until his appearance recently. But it so happens, he's a lot of what Bal did imagine.

Which probably contributes to his disdain of his parent. Like being cause for Faolan's suffering alone was already terrible terms with Bal. Side note that yes, Faolan was just as terrible of a parent as Foirtchern to Bal. However a combination of an innate loyalty as a Harbinger to her and sort of seeing an 'idealized' version of her in his memory, Bal doesn't view her anywhere as terribly as Foirtchern.

The other part of dislike, I am finding, is because Balmoral can see himself within Foirtchern. And he hates it. He hates it so much. Because he's seeing it as 'this is probably how all of them (his enemies, those he's tricked, etc) view me' and honestly? He can't blame them for not liking him if that's the case. He would want to be rid of himself too.

#{Foirtchern #{Balmoral Headcanons #really need to do something #about this frankly concerning #amount of self hatred #like he is so violent about it #and immediate disdain #like Bal please #take the advice you have give #'you do and are worthy to grant yourself mercy' #that remind you of anything??? #I say this #but it's easy for him to say and believe that for Mhoirbheinn #not himself #though also to be fair #his parents likely contributed to that whole mess #and his own personality also did not help

[fala-alfredo-pasta]

💗Komanami Week💗 Day 1: Confess

Just an average day in the komanami household

#danganronpa #komanami #komanami week #komanamiweek #komaeda nagito #nanami chiaki #nagito komaeda #chiaki nanami #my art #a e i o queue #what did ya think I was gonna make something cute and wholesome?? #i was until i got this idea and immediately knew which one I was gonna draw instead lololol #i want establish domesticity shenanigans your honor #look at them attempting to be a normal married couple. The apartment complex #say /The Komaedas/ with both disdain and pity because they actually like Chiaki #and don't understand why she's with that guy but Chiaki is so use to this being #peoples reaction that at this point if she sees/hears someone being mean to her husband #(for no good reason) she WILL call you out in the middle of the store and if she's feeling merciful #she'll give you some of the most backhanded compliments and passive aggressive jabs #the pointed judgmental and disappointed look she gives has emotionally traumatized so many #people know never to be disrespectful to her husband when she's around or lord have MERCY #meanwhile Nagito is oblivious to all this and is like: ''aren't our neighbors so nice :D'' lol

[bumblingbabooshka]

On s'est déjà tout dit Et j'ai déjà tout vu Je l'ai déjà apprise, la leçon la plus dure J'suis tombé droit dans l'mur, une fois, deux fois

[We've already said everything and I've already seen it all. I've already learned it, the hardest lesson. I fell straight into the wall, once, twice.]

#bea art tag #T'Pring #T'Pring/Spock #Spock #SNW #star trek snw #snw #T'Pring fanart #s he deserves more.....she deserves MORE!!!!! #The nerve of this man to say 'you know me well' WHILE cheating #This show's Spock's trust issues and reluctance to fully commit himself to T'Pring don't read at all as him being torn between two differen #worlds or reluctant to show T'Pring the 'real' him because we never really see T'Pring being .... idk. Disdainful of his humanity? #The most I can remember is her saying 'It hardly seems like a Vulcan lives here.' when she's poking at his interior decorating #T'Pring is out here reading books doing research and telling him she appreciates his Humanity and wants to have dinner with him and spend #time together and Spock's over here like 'I can't bring myself to trust T'Pring. Christine! Angel!' like DUDE....you're ENGAGED #Of your own volition you're engaged!! #The second your fiancee says 'let's take a break from seeing each other to think about our relationship' you start having sex with another #woman?? Immediately??? I don't like this writing ... it just makes Spock seem like a sleaze who's making excuses to be unfaithful #BUT you know what?? That'd be fine if they didn't frame Christine/Spock as like...ok? I don't get that. M'Benga is like wink wink #ohhh you like each other huh~?? HUH indeed. HUH?? Dude - he has a fiancee??? #Even putting morality aside wouldn't it just be more fun to have them be in a secret forbidden relationship or whatever? #Spock: -Singing about how he and Christine broke up or whatever- / Uhura: ....[doesn't he have a girlfriend?????] #<- I wish there was more continuity with this. Like - why is everyone on the ship fine with Spock & Christine being together #when they KNOW he has a fiancee? Is no one going to mention it? #Like there's definitely a compelling story here but the writers are never gonna find it...everyone's too busy being in a marvel movie #Spock being like oh I love Christine we really have something WHILE reassuring T'Pring at every turn that he loves her and wants to make #it work between them ooohhhh!!!! -steam comes out my ears- flames flames on...on the side of my face... #Him being upset and feeling betrayed by Christine leaving for a work opportunity....sit DOWN sir. Sit DOWN!!! #If they make T'Pring cheat on him with Stonn or whatever so they can have a contrived #'well we're both at fault who's really to blame for this goodbye forever now have a great life' ending I'm gonna riot

[ruporas]

more sugiO

#sugio #osugi #sugimoto saichi #ogata hyakunosuke #golden kamuy #UWAHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #ok #i posted on my other socials so now ill ramble in the tags bc its a little less embarrassing to post on tumblr than it is anywhere else #but these are just the results of waiting a week #thinking endlessly about sugio and then doodling my ass off the moment the weekend came #i cant really verbalize how i think of them. in a modern au sense they're ofc much better off and ill talk about that in the future maybe!! #but canon compliant wise................ :melting-emoji: #i am a multishipper so in another universe sugimoto is much more happier with perhaps. someone superior. someone better than ogata but #unfortunately i rotate sugio in my brain the most often and while i picture sugimoto be both regretful and disdainful of his feelings #i do think he accepted his feelings early on once he recognized it #and well. sugimoto is nice. hes really nice. hes sweet and silly and has a knack for romance even if he never really pursued it himself #but he has a track record for ppl that he has loved. and i think those people shape him into his kindness. #toraji... umeko.... and now the person he's closest to is asirpa who is just. eugh. ill cry if i get into their familial/platonic bond. #But u see what i mean. ogata is like a trapezoid box trying to fit in with circles. and that wouldv jarred sugimoto soooo much and consideri #ng the kind of personality that ogata elicits from sugimoto during their interactions . he's Just immediately like Why. Whyyyyyy HIMMMMMMM #but i think he gets around it. a real internal struggle. #meanwhile ogata -- the absolute legend of denial and repression - denies it vehemently. does not See it. and thinks there must be something #wrong with sugimoto -- which is smth he takes comfort in #but he'd never return those feelings -- only the passive affection that could come along with it bc physical affection =/= internal emotions #and i don't find ogata to recognize it -- only catch glimpses of it through odd feelings of warmth -- dreams -- instinctively following #or looking at sugimoto pre-abashiri. its small things and well. it'll whiplash him in the end. #bc love has been so absent in ogata's life. if familial/platonic love can't reach him #then romantic love could never either. and that makes me shake his shoulders and weep. #ive written too Much in these tags. AND THis is Not worded in the best way ANYWAY. but At the least i got to verbally wordvomit it out. it s #been just stewing in my brain bc i have no idea where else to put it down.

[cake-by-thepound]

In terms of being funny, maybe even unintentionally so, the ep reminded me a bit of pretty much all Rick-Gabe interactions until like…maybe mid-S6? The way Rick could not stand Gabriel’s a$s was just so funny. Will never for instance forget his straight up annoyance at Gabe not being able to deal with walkers when they rescued him? Or in 601 when Rick explains the plan for the herd and Gabe says he could help too? The way Rick didnt even look at him? Just immediately went: No. Just him down with quickness. And kept it moving. It was highlarious.

Rick’s hate for Gabriel may be the only redeeming aspect of 6A. I don’t watch it often, but when I do, I crack tf up. 😂

#glenn’s disdain for nicholas was also funny as hell but they screwed that up almost immediately 🙃 #the walking dead

[biboybuckley]

the first episode of teen wolf is immaculate actually

stiles introduction, swinging down from god knows where while scott holds a bat to tell him that hey dude there’s a dead body in the woods let’s go find it

lydia’s character introduction and subsequent claiming of allison as her new best friend

coach. that’s it.

stiles’ lycanthropy joke and scott being completely clueless

derek’s introduction. that’s all i need to say.

“where are you getting your juice?” *confusion* “my mom does all the grocery shopping”

our first stiles research montage <333

derek’s “the bite is a gift” speech

the!! soundtrack!!!

and of course the inherent homoeroticism of it all

#also the incredible way they set up the rest of the show and the characters dynamics #anti scott mccall #just fyi #scott’s complete disregard of stiles trying to warn him and his immediate disdain for derek (for no reason???) #all he cares about is allison and his own image #just his innate selfishness which becomes his biggest flaw later on #god baby stiles’ face when scott slams him into the wall kills me every fucking time #and how it all sets up scott’s hatred of derek and hatred of born wolves #derek literally tries to warn scott that he’s a danger to allison and scott just refuses to believe him and blames him instead #his prejudice is there from episode one #like derek really just wanted to help scott but scott fucking refused to trust him because he’s a wolf and that must make him inherently bad #meanwhile stiles!! is just rolling with it!! he immediately makes it a we situation #god i could go on forever about this actually cause scott treats everyone around him (except allison) like absolute shit #teen wolf #talia rewatches teen wolf #you can ​mute that fyi cause this isn’t stopping anytime soon

[jennycalendar]

i don’t know what happened when i started living alone and going to work but suddenly it’s like i am paying attention and the way that racism and misogyny impacts my day to day life is actually noticeable now. fling me out a window

#musings #one of those things i talk about with my dad and it makes me feel better immediately #but there is nothing more soul sucking than knowing that if the white ppl in my life didn’t know me #they might very well also treat me with this really specific chilly disdain #COMPLEX BIRACIAL FEELINGS BEING LET OUT OF THE BOX FOR ONE POST and then they’re going back in there

[avas-poltergeist]

Astarion is Vriska coded.

#terrible manipulator cringe fail loser who makes these elaborate schemes all to never commit to them/drop them immediately. #having to constantly feed an abusive parent figure at the expense of their own happiness and morality #simultaneously disdainful and drawn to kinder/better/nicer people and justifying that draw with: #“well. they're naive so let me just give them a push in the right direction. the direction of power. you know. cause they need it. idiot.”

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya is rather touch averse, cringing away from casual contact people give him under the guise of being distracted or idle movement. He's used to it, the Ragnvindrs and Adenlinde got him used to frequent affectionate physical contact, but it can still be entirely Uncomfortable if he's touched by someone outside those he is close to or someone he's otherwise Allowed to touch him.

#hc; kaeya #//Mentioned before; but am Elaborating on other aspects since Aven get brain juices flowing for this #//Unlike Aven; he's FAR more tolerable of people who touch him unprompted. & more willing to indulge for himself outside his comfort people #//Unless he himself had actively given the indication he doesn't want it; in that case THEN he's likely to anger & retaliate #//But yeah; his response is usually Discomfort & trying to get away from it one way or another. Can tolerate it to appear friendly; sure #//But would rather not want people to touch him so easily. Is decently okay with brief touches tho; like shoulder pats or the like #//Will actively lean into it & encourage further touching ONLY as a means to an end; adjusting any wandering hands only when going too far #//Esp if he can use that like a carrot on a string–if they concede to what he wants; they can touch him more. Maybe MORE than just that too #//He won't initiate any touch unless he deems it Absolutely Necessary; WILL internally scream if they Immediately reciprocate the contact #//Uses it as a 'reward' sometimes; a little pinch of the cheek; a hug; getting right into their space; if he sees they'll react favorably #//Maybe more if they have connection enough; like Huffman or one of his longer-running liaisons. Is p ok w/ sleeping w/ them as reward #//Sometimes he forgets some people don't like that he does this; like Rosie. Tries the tactic to get a favor then Remembers #//Absolutely apologizes; feels mortified when she scrutinizes him for it. Esp since she'd be one of few ppl who KNOWS just how Averse he is #to it in the first place. Him slipping up like that in front of HER is smth he'd STRESS over. She could hold over his head for all he knows #//How can he even joke abt it? Worse if she asks abt his way of doing things or indicate she doesnt Like that he uses himself as bait #//Has absolutely accidentally tried to seduce/bait sb like that who he absolutely should Not have. Like Jean. Ended up playing it off like #a joke between friends; but damn near had a panic attack from the guilt the moment he was safely in his office. bc Jean is SPECIAL to him #could he treat her like THAT? How could he almost let her SEE that side of him? His casual charm and facade are ONE thing #//But him actively doing something like THAT; esp for Jean of all people; is COMPLETELY off-limits; no matter his feelings #//Actually; especially BC he harbors feelings for her. Ppl like Lisa on the other hand; he is VERY comfortable doing this with/to #//She GETS the flirty habit & dishes it back without losing image of him in the way someone he regards at Jean's level possibly could #//And as far as Lisa knows; it's Only a playful habit; not a means to an end. The ones who prolly Know might be certain folks in the church #//But that's just bc he gets frequent checkups after every lil Rendezvous of his. Which is why he's got dirt on Every Single Person There #//Except Barbara; but he absolutely makes SURE she's not the one he's dealing with whenever he goes. Wants to spare her his messes #//Damn; veered a little but it's alright. 'A little'; HA. Nah; my tags are but the cluttered corkboard of my thoughts jhdbfjdf #//Diluc; Addie & Jean are the people he most Fears finding out abt his methods. Doesnt wanna THINK abt how they'd feel/regard him after tha #//Knows for SURE it'd be painful if the way they treat him changes even a SLIGHT. ESP Addie; he can bear the other two; but Addie??? #//Nah; he'd be fucken DEVASTATED. That's the ONE person he knows hold true unwavering unconditional love for him; no matter what #//To do anything to damage that? He'd be so fucken GUTTED. He expects everyone to get fed up with/disdain him at some point. But not HER #//Keeps this shit on the down low by always having dirt on the people he gets Involved with; if not using keeping it up as an incentive

[soft-serve-soymilk]

Adventures in writing my English SAC, also known as 550 words of Theon being an angsty bitch,,

#just pav things #Sure I had to adapt some things like making his backstory a tad bit different to fit in the 50 minute timeframe I had to write #So rather than the pseudo time-travel there’s an alternative universe where all of his siblings become spiriters instead telethia-style #DOLPHIN DON’T SEARCH TELETHIA UP YOU WILL GET IMMEDIATELY SPOILED FOR XC1 #Also I had to cut the lucid dreamer bit too because it wasn’t necessary to the plot #But it ended up being in the style of Bidngen which was one of the mentor texts we had to draw from #And I used the mandatory prompt of ✨ personal journeys ✨ to explore how violence begets violence #Theon shuns flowers as a sign of the destructive rich but at the end he says he’s a flower as well #Where he was once a victim of hatred he lashes out with the same hate against the spiriters #And so it covers his emotional journey in dealing with his trauma (badly) as well as his physical/temporal one :) #Also I wish I had more time to make his first-person voice actually. A child’s instead of it being ambiguous #He sounds like Inigo which Isn’t Wrong and it makes sense for him to be precocious but there’s a certain flamboyancy to his voice #And also Theon would not know this many big words. He is uneducated. Alas. #The problem with my first-person fiction despite my gravitas towards it is that #it’s hard to separate my authorial voice and vocab with my childrens’ 😅 in my eyes anyways #Probably why I still feel so disdainful for all of my past writing for YHNN. It doesn’t read right 😣 #The only exception is any instances where I’ve written first-person pov for Archie which was most notably in my Yr 11 exams #We share the same whimsy ig ✨💯

[transgenderbobdylan]

lets watch the monkees together

#me @ anyone who doesn't react with immediate disinterest or disdain when i mention them

[silverspleen]

I'm usually my buddy Knyx's Emotional Support Extrovert at his holiday work dinner on account of his social anxiety, but this year there's a "no friends" policy and we may just have a friend holiday dinner by him and ditch instead.

This is funny to me, I am not sure why.

#I THINK it's my role as emotional support extrovert #I think the fact that I am in this role often that I find vaguely delightful #like I'm some sort of dog or small horse you take to a work event so you're not stressed out #the dragoon diaries #and the sheer disdain he had for the no friends rule like. Fuck This. immediately.

[digital-roots]

Coming as someone who was in both the mcyt(mainly dteam) fandom and the hazbin hotel/helluva boss fandom, dream and vivziepop are eerily similar in how cult-like and defensive their fanbases are

#And im not just saying it without basis #I used to be both a huge fan and defender of them so ive seen how they work #They both are criticized for lots of really bad stuff #To the point where the fans basically break and become Obsessed with defending them #The fans see others in a with me or against me mindset #The fanbase is Highly notorious for being really toxic #They both have been accused of abusing others but then claiming they were the victim #If anyone comes out with evidence of them being terrible theyre met with immediate disdain and mockery #Dream/Vivziepop could never be bad in their respective fanbases eyes it ALWAYS has to be another person #Whether its someone who dream was friends with for YEARS or a worker who has been employed by vivzie #Its...kinda scary #a-maize-ing post

[narukyuu]

Monkey D. Luffy is the epitome of low INT high WIS character.

Zoro just dumped both.

I love them so much this show is very very good.

#one piece #one piece rewatch #i am already at Arlong park. #love how Sanji and Zoro have immediate disdain for each other #truly the ship of all time #i am noticing a lot of things now in how the show is directed and animated #and its very good

[applesofdaventry]

Thought: In King's Quest III Manny sure is away a lot. But what if it's because he's working on something tricky (and difficult and with ingredients that are a nightmare to get because they have to be collected at specific times or in very specific ways) and therefore he can't be around the house as much.

Surely that child, Gwydion, can't figure out a way to escape. He (Manny) is too great, obviously, and did a more or less fantastic job of training that brat. The next one will be even better. He can get around to replacement after he's finished magicing up this macguffin.

Surely not.

#kings quest #kings quest 3 #manannan #the obligatory surfer guy member of the order rings Manannan up and is like #“yoooo manny my guy. i need. like. a massive favor bro.” #manannan is filled with disdain immediately #“so like i want to steal this wicked awesome mask bro right. but in order to even find where to start i need to do a far scry of the past” #the disdain grows deeper #“but like. you know me man. you KNOW ME. you know i can't scry for AAAANYTHING. or apparently collect ingredients which bro ruude.” #unfortunately manannan does indeed “know him” #at the last big meet up of the order the suffer bro found manny and then would not. leave. #and then he failed to cast a scry of all things and manny had to clean up after his mess #“anyway you like collecting babies right man? ive got like five right here you can take your pick as payment brosky” #manannans interest is piqued and says back. since surfer bro is finally letting him get a word in. “i keep the ingredients used in the scry” #to which surfer bro readily agrees. #if they handshake over it manny sanitizes his hands immediately afterwards

[qvid-pro-qvo]

dnd movie good :)

#glad we all agreed that the bard and the paladin would bone #also amazing how quickly pierce brosnan is dislikable in this film. immediately disdain.