#and keep them in the freezer

[nightmaretour]

Daily reminder that fruit and veggies don't have to be "healthy" to be nutritious. Drink that fruit juice from concentrate. Eat that jam and nut butter. Use fruit and vegetables out of a can. Eat a dessert with fruit in it. Snack on salted nuts (in moderation) or dried fruit. Literally any way you can get fruit and vegetables into your body is better than none at all.

If fresh fruit and veg aren't available to you, take too much energy to eat or prepare, or if you just can't bring yourself to eat them, whatever way you can eat them is good enough.

#cripplepunk #cripple punk #disability #actually disabled #neurodiversity #Personally I buy two big bottles of different mixed fruit smoothie every week because I know I have the energy to drink them #And I made a trail mix of my favourite fruit and nuts to take my meds with in the evenings #I also keep a pack of those microwave steam in the bag vegetables in the freezer for a side with certain meals #I really like the broccoli carrot and sweetcorn one #And they're chopped up small enough to be easy and low energy to eat with no cutting up required

[alpacacare-archive]

If i think about noelle deltarune too hard i just crumple and die a little. I just want to give her her sister back and never replay the game again

#noelle holiday #noelle deltarune #deltarune #noelle you live with uncertain grief. you grieve with a distracting hope that keeps eating at you and telling you she is out there. #that she is looking for you too. that she cares and is searching and didn't give up and is walking and talking and breathing #and laughing the same laugh at the same jokes you never fully got #but then something happens. someone was loud or the wind got strong or someone called your name while you lost yourself staring at the open #freezer in the grocery store. and you come back to reality. where she is gone and has been for years. where no one has heard anything from #her in years and everyone that happened to was found dead. but someone called your name. so you turn around and laugh asking them if they #needed something. because its fine. its been years and it doesn't affect you as much as it did when you were a kid. #thats what you tell everyone #you two say goodbye and you go back to your head. its hard to focus. its hard to grieve when you have hope. #its hard to accept an answer that never was

[squeakadeeks]

moodboard for this past week ❤️

#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane #i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile #this week was just horrible #there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe #even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment #during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll #the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab #AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ????? #then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly #i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window #im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard- #to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner #which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment #where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough #and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful #and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired. #im in so much pain and so stressed out #debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame

[frodo-of-the-nine-fingers]

in an effort to defeat the evil banana overlords who keep buying bananas and not eating them (because bananas are gross and bad) i have cut up the bananas that were about to go bad and stuck them in the dehydrator with some cinnamon sugar

#i dont think dried bananas are As bad and at least this way they'll attract less fruit flies #which are the actual enemy here #what's happening is Somebody who shall remain nameless keeps buying bananas so that if no one eats them she can make banana bread #but she almost never gets around to it so there's bad bananas every where until they finally make it into either banana bread or the freezer #but she doesnt make the banana bread right either bc she's tired etc and then no one wants to eat it so That goes bad also #tldr #im thinking ahead 😤 #my evil dastardly plan to circumvent fruit fries #if nobody knows everybody wins!!!!

[notjanine]

what hidden truths are revealed when people who are so so different from each other choose to love you in the same way

#i am thinking this week about how my mom just sent me the exact same ~thinking of you~ card that i have also received from my best friend #how different friends send me the same memes or gift me the same books #how close friends and loved ones remember what time i take my meds and remind me if i forget while we're together #when i'm sharing a meal at someone’s home and the person setting the table asks if i want a big fork or a small one #when people send me photos of random cats or bugs or other creatures they encounter in their day-to-day lives #and how last semester my boss found a beautiful moth and brought it to campus to show me and #my current preceptor found an abandoned wasp nest and brought it to the hospital for me #recently a few friends have told me (separately) that they want to spend more time with me bc they haven't really had female friends before #thinking about how many times i’ve had loved ones who were planning their weddings double check that i DON’T want to be a bridesmaid #how partners keep good vegan ice cream in the freezer because that’s my favorite post-coital snack #when people watch strange movies i love so we can talk about them together #thinking about the first time anyone calls me to say ‘i just wanted to hear your voice’ #there is so much love in the world #how do i know if i’m giving enough back? how do i know if i’m doing it right?

[cadaverousdecay]

finally got the basement freezer open 💪

#it had to be unplugged for days and even then it was still very frozen shut #like a two inch thick block of ice on the entire bottom of it. but now its open and can melt so. cool 👍 #we have to keep it unplugged AND the kitchen fridge is BROKEN still so we just. do not have cool places to store food other than a cooler ( #its been such a pain and so much has gone bad and we cant buy freezer meals cuz we've no place for them and i live off freezer meals so. #its been hard #ugh #but whateverrrr tomorrows my sisters birthday and we're eating out for dinner yayyy

[autumnhobbit]

going to jump off a bridge over……food

#I already feel like shit about the fact that I eat like garbage #but I’ve been meaning to make this damned ‘healthy’ salad for like 3 weeks and cannot for the life of me keep any of the ingredients viable #long enough to make the fucking thing #so today I had to run to the grocery to get tea and grabbed some ingredients #after work mind you #after I left I went ‘oh I forgot milk’ #which I NEEDED #so I stopped aFUCKINGGAIN #at dollar store to get some #then after I left there I realized I forgot tortilla chips #went ‘fuck it I’ll make them at home’ #get home #leap through the shower and get straight to work #I even remembered to get the chicken out of the freezer yesterday night #well guess what it’s still fucking frozen #so. forget that I guess #now the lettuce and corn and all the other ingredients are gonna fucking rot #my kitchen’s a fucking wreck #I have no time and no energy to clean any part of this damned apartment to do anything #I’m going to stop now before I go into the whole other thing but I am. done

[blackbackedjackal]

My goal this year is to get my collection cataloged, both images and spreadsheets. 

#I've only gotten the coyote skulls logged sine they're part of the research collection #the pelts will all get photos since they're going in the freezers for cold storage #it's been 11 years since I bought some of these and I wanna keep them in good condition #jackal's journal

[caffeinatedopossum]

Wtf even is self care when you're chronically ill? What do you do when everything hurts you and you can't get help?

#specifically looking at you human need to eat food #why are there so many steps and all of them suck?? washing dishes is hella painful but necessary #even just opening packeges for freezer food or ready-to-eat snacks is likely to dislocate several finger joints #i cant keep up with cleaning my kitchen #its disgusting. its a sensory nightmare #and then by the time i go through all that trouble food was barely worth it. i have no appetite im just so so so tired and in so much pain #the food hardly ever tastes good. a lot of the time it hurts too. either my stomach or my mouth or my teeth #or something else because its always something #it all hurts and im tired. just holding a plate or a cup hurts. laying down in bed hurts. sitting in my chair hurts

[thedisablednaturalist]

Subjected to eating green goop for my health

#wrenfea.exe #my counselor and i have been figuring out what i should eat in the mornings on work days #and im very picky esp in the morning #so no eggs or anything savory or hot #so ive been making smoothies but those have lots of sugar and no protein right #so ive been making them with fruit avocado protein powder veggie powder coconut milk lemon juice (to keep the avocado from browning) #and a tiny bit of maple syrup #it turns into a sort of ice cream in the freezer #but i do feel way more energized with protein in my diet

[meme-loving-stuck]

i get that meal-planning is insanely tedious (and who has that much room in their fridge anyway?) but what i DON'T get is like, where's the harm? why is it put in such a bad light? why do we act like it's something only privileged white yoga moms do?

if putting, idk, yogurt and acai berries together in jars for each day of the week? makes it easier for someone to fuckin EAT??? why shouldn't they do it?

like, that is food. ANY food is better than not fuckin eating because you forget to pack a lunch/cant time-manage/cant get fast food. why do i so frequently see it discussed as if it's on the same level as like, homeopathy and crystal-healing?

#BLOGGING LOUDLY #as someone who absolutely would do this if i had space in our fridge. ir enough jars #id fucki g LOVE to have a lunch made for each work day instead of a) starving or b) eating gas station or fast food #bc rhat shit costs more in the long run than like. making a bunch of stir fry and parfaits and keeping them in the freezer #idk its just something i noticed and was like. why? is this a bad thing?

[todayisafridaynight]

I didn't really get a chance to say it yesterday (or the day before lol) but I've been having tons of fun with the new stream schedule and with revisiting Judgment with you and everyone! Excited for today's stream too of course; Admittedly I Did Giggle And Kick My Feet A Little about you considering drawing Tsuruno BUT I'll of course be just as happy to see Masato/Aoki <3 or anyone else <3 I actually don't remember ever seeing you draw Aoki's scars in spite of The Controversy...

ALSO PLEEEEEEASE I Am SORRY For Shishiposting (<- It Is Fine And Will Happen Again) 😭😭😭 a bitch predictable... I do genuinelyyyyyy want to comment on every other post you make though I just wish I still had that kinda time right now </3 I will say it was funny as hell seeing you post about Daigo's correct estimation of the threat Shishido's charisma poses (SUCH a Father and Son Intelligence vs. Wisdom moment between Daigo and Kiryu btw) while I was in the middle of having an argument with someone saying Shishido wasn't charismatic lmao

judgment streams have been real fun even if i do run around my room five minutes before every one LOL it's been swell so far playin through the game the first time with everybody :]

i truly aint got any idea what to draw specifically for stream, there's been a whole lotta things ive been wantin to draw so it's gonna be hard boilin it down to one. i might just do a random sketch pile, tho it will def be annoyin havin to run and grab ref images every so often LOL BUT it'll be fun regardless :) i hope :))

i don't really get a lot of chances to draw aoki's scars. i can count of all the times ive done so on my hand and those drawings were preeeettty old, so i try Not to think of them lol. even comics where i wanted to Poke at his post recovery i've already done, and even in THAT i still had him bandaged. world wasn't meant to see him post op i suppose lol (´▽｀)

AND AS YOU SAY IT'S FINE LMAO im always happy to read whatever you got to say (❁´◡`❁) i make a lot of posts broski, it is very understandable that theres no time to comment on a lot of them. because i have little else to do outside of my Silly Posting LOOOL so i appreciate the time you can find to write in :)

#snap chats #goofy to assert shishido wouldnt charsimatic to the omi... when them blokes were three seconds away from tearin watase apart LOL #of COURSE he'd be charismatic to them he's still swingin.. lol.. that what the omi about.... silly... #pedaling back to aoki tho i did consider a baby comic that could feature his scars but eeeeeeeeee Loud Shrugging #it'll just have to be somethin i put in the freezer and forget about for a week #IN ANY CASE. we'll see what i do today later for NOW im making curry #i was gonna go get ramen for lunch but i remembered i put my chicken in the fridge to thaw <- it has not thawed #my dorm's fridge sucks in that it doesnt suck and it actually keeps things cold so this damn meat and thawed so sink time #ANYWAY. bye :)

[yaminerua]

Oh rip

I got up early to make food that would use up the rest of the stuff we had in the freezer ahead of it being replaced with a new one in an hour and I get a message saying it needs to be rescheduled so i did all that for almost nothing xD

#I hope the rescheduling will be within the next few days #at least I can freeze the sauce I made and use it on one of the days #I was gonna use it today but if the freezer isn’t going anywhere i can just freeze it #actually gives us time to get something to put things in to keep them cool ahead of the rescheduled delivery #man I’m gonna have no energy tho cos I got up mega early and went to bed late

[beatriceportinari]

Your kingfisher reminded me- have you seen him?

! ! ! ! I haven't worked on these guys so I didn't know their family name but i've seen them while walking around the shelves I love their tail feathers <3 here's one from paradisaeidae

#they were often quite beat up unfortunately tipically the type of birds we'd make perches for to avoid them just lying about #i want to say I made a perch for one of these maybe ? ? or maybe just a similar ones I was jumping around the shelves for the perches #for the cleaning part i was working sith the starting letters lol #i remember the corvidaes.... 2873467373737 crows i had to keep track of who was were and all of them looked so similar #almost lost one of them while he was in the freezer (insects) #and of course the alcerinidaes <3 darling kings #and the chloropseidaes ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! whole chariots of green darlings #anyway thank you very much ! : ) love them #reareading this woagh the typos novody mill me pls

[lipglossandsacrifice]

" to address the current issues with ferrofluid shortage (like sir! what is with your clientele!) i suggest diversity.

for example, thermometer mercury. hydrobromic acid. nitroglycerin. "

But those don't mutate people 3:

#like seriously do you not think i tried #it turned out ferrofluid was the most effective substance for my purposes #the others just kill people. okay except for mercury that was turning out pretty well #but i had to keep them in the freezers. mercury has a very low melting point. #it made it difficult to experiment on them because it was so fucking cold #inquiries | answered ask #a recruit perhaps? :) | anon ask #~[-]~ #incredibox #incredibox tab #tab incredibox #askblog #roleplay blog

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#so thinking abt my inability to do things in thr context of my 0cd is interesting. bc i would say my primary problem is my obsessive #compulsive behavior and inflexibility. idk if thr inflexibility is inherent to me bc its part of the reason i got stamped with aut1sm or but #its part of what maked it so hard to tell if i had 0cd or not. bc im just so fucking rigid and structured abt literally everything without #any reason. y do i have to do X thing and i cant do Y thing? idk my brain just says i cant. which kinda does align with 0cd more or just #like something compulsive. and its sorta weird bc i think im a lot more aligned with purely obsessional 0cd. so i dont do a lot of external #ritual. its more abstract. like constantly i have to work or b perfect or else i start getting intrusive thoughts. always thr same ones. and #to make them go away i have to physically suffer usually thru overworking to my mental breaking point or sometimes more direct ways #when its really bad. and then i have to keep working. and i do a lot of fucking ruminating. fucking constand catogorizing and pathological #self reflection. again i have high standards and high affinity for self punishment which is a lot to deal with. its exhausting and misery #making. and the annoying thing is that im like this for a reason. i mean it makes sense. having a learning disability plus bad short term #working memory plus some mood weirdness. ive created a structure that makes me productive but also creates so much pressure thst i cant #function at all sometimes. and whats worse is that even then even with the amount of checking i do i am still a master of fucking up the lil #things. i forgot to write my name in the autoclave list and caused problems for ppl bc i forgot when i went up there Even tho i new i needed #to. i also forgot to put thr foam cap on a liquid nitrogen tank which would have been SO FUCKING BAD if it all evaporated. so many samples #woulf have been lost bc i just fucking forgot to put it back. that was just this week. idk i just forget things like that. i left a freezer #door open in hs and we lost everything in the freezer. i also fucked up an whole experiment by not reading a schedule right. and its really #frustrating not being able to trust that youve done the right thing in the past. not to mention all the bullshit i mislabel but thats more #dys1exia realated. alas. i check and check and get anxious spikes of: FUCK DID I DO X? for a reason. but also its no fun #unrelated