#and selfconcious

[chiptrillino]

By any chance do you have a larger photo of those Yue designs? I'm absolutely digging them

uhm... sadly i didn't at the time you asked me. but i do have now! so sorry for the longer wait;;;

the one i posted were really tiny and i was working anyway on these. it just took me a bit to get it done :D uhm... so here me playing dressup... with yue... again... sorry yue...

if i have to explain mayself... my thought process is basically... yue is the moon. so her dress is either the moon or the enviorment around or below her. and.... you know... fish... -tries not to feel my ex profs glaring at me like "elaborate more dang it"-

also! all these option but if someone tells me to draw yue again i would still give her... a new outfit or just idk... because i can't pick!!!!

#chip!ask #chip!art #atla #yue #in uni i would have to like... go through my whole thinking process. #why did you do this why di you do that? #and i mean... i could reply and go into deatail about my thoght process but... #i am getting shy... #and selfconcious #and i just realized i forgot to click the boots of in that one translucent dress but i kinda like it like this??? #the boots are a vibe there not gona lie! #whaaa #-coughs and hides- #also my brain: red version for lunar esclips??? #(also you just asked over moon yue outfits... don't ask me about the others i am not done ... #don't ask me about other outfits... at this point i think it would be best to just offer you guys a picrew and let you go wild with it #DESIGN YOU OWN YUE! pick a hair pick the jewlery #everything couts! i think... #ah #if i am alowed to be biased and pick favourites! i pick the translusent ones... #its just a vibe! #a friend told me that it looks like elsa and i am feeling some negative kind of feel here...

[crechurechaos]

i am so normal about themg 👍👍

bonus (helfp i keep laughing at thism, i need sleep so bad)

#hlvrai #half life but the ai is self aware #hlvrai fanart #hlvrai benrey #hlvrai gordon #benrey #gordos feetman #frenrey #i actually almost forgot that tag LMA #art #fanart #digital art #car seat headrest #experimental art #eyestrain #cw eyestrain #i hope this looks alright because this was like astigmatism hell for me AJBSJABSJ #also this song has TAKEN OVER MY LIFEEEE need it injected into my veins rn #lowkey feeling really selfconcious about this help ajdbsjabddbsj #unrelated but for some reason the ending of that song has become a vocal stim for me bjsbdjsdb #ok bye whoever may be reading this have a good dayyyyyy

[meowjings-arsb]

Practiced drawing the man the myth the legend Viktor Humphries a little with like… an actual head shape 👍

#shsjsjs I forgot to post this earlier djsjsjs #apologies for all the signatures. was feeling a bit selfconcious about the sketches so ya. #too tired to line and color them tbh #he’s a pretty mans and I didn’t like drawing him in my usual style so now I’m tryin to learn head shapes 👌 #my stoof #milly’s arts #signatured #viktor humphries #slime rancher #sr #thinkin about changing my signature since it’s currently not very pretty to look at I don’t think.. hmm…

[echo-has-queries]

Socialy awkward but Social *Media* awkward. When you're just scrolling through your dash too afraid to talk to anyone, feeling like every like and reblog might cause offense.

#can I just #turn my selfconciousness off please? #I am literally alone in a room and anonymous #gahhh

[mitamicah]

Well one should never say you are having a good day. I hope the rest of you have a better day.

Tw brief mention of selfharm; negativity; self hate

I feel like screaming, throwing my head repeatedly into the nearest wall or otherwise just do anything to distract myself from this thing called life.

I forgot my light on my bike so I had to walk and then missed the train. Oh and the trains is now delayed big time because a cord has been cut. So if I am lucky I have to wait 40 minutes on a new one. If I am not lucky who knows when I will get anywhere!! On top of that I was at a 'read up from your diary' event where I miscalculated how much time I could take without boring people to bits- I still have the embarrasment of the silence hanging on to every fiber in my body.

I should've known that nobody cares for me and my songs. I should've known that waiting to go to copenhagen today would only tempt disaster.

40% power on my Phone.

Nowhere to recharge.

Hopefully it will hold.

I am so tired.

How pathetic am I?

#this is ridiculous #in short to nobody wanting to hear me rant under the line #i missed the train #the rest of the trains are delayed because a cord was cut #i were late because I miscalculated how long is appropriate to talk #i am now selfconcious about having bored people #and my might die before i come anywhere #micahs thoughts

[lucyvsky]

ok so like. this weekend i saw fall out boy with my friends friend. who i had never met before yes . i have spent so long talking to only people. who were in college. or on tumblr. that i forgot how fucking nerdy i am to normal people jesus FUCKING christ.

#suddenly. i am selfconcious about my depth of knowledge on subjects. cognitive dissonance. etc. #you mean to tell me no one else i know . in real life has the same level of depth of knowledge of computer history as me.... #god. the humanbtiy #kept talking about fall out boy this weekend. increasingly concerned depth of knowledge realization across her face everytime i talked.

[cardi-c]

hanks for the tag @hyperobsession

Last Song: Crazy, Mad, Insane - Beast in Black

Favorite Color: Blue!!

Currently Watching: Supernatural! gonna start ofmd soon

Last Movie: i think it was barbie??

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Savory all the way, i dont see the appeal in many spicy things tbh (i am weak)

Relationship: taken

Current Obsession: Ghost, Baldurs Gate and Good Omens

Last Thing Googled: Astarion Approval Guide jkdajaa for my next playthrough

Selfie:

Tagging: @totallynotmystuff, @devoured-by-shadows, @agentduckorico & @ghoulymadge if you want to !! <33

#tag games #too selfconcious for a selfie!

[howabhwmwn]

Thinking about Chicanery. Chuck being so confident in opening the phone to show theres no battery in there was in part because he couldnt feel it and thus he thought it was not there, sure, but i believe he also thought that Jimmy would never ever hurt him like this. he would never put Chuck through this pain. he was so so certain of it. And that surely also played a part in him loosing his composture like that after the battery was revealed. betrayal by his brother who he loves. a lot. its so similar to when Jimmy lost it because Chuck recorded him.

#theyre going to be the death of me #everytime i say stuff about the older seasons im selfconcious about saying smth that was already said a 1000 of times #but its on my mind and tumblr is my thought dump place #chuck mcgill #better call saul #jimmy mcgill

[mercurygray]

First Lines Meme

got tagged by @latibvles and @tortoisesshells to do this first lines meme which means I should probably really do it.

Mourmelon did not improve on acquaintance. (Chapter 45, The Darkening Sky, Band of Brothers.)

It was always warm in the nursery. (Chapter 3, Stand Your Ground, House of the Dragon.)

She never tired of coming home. (Drabble for Elin Florent, House of the Dragon.)

She wasn’t looking for attention. (Drabble for Edith Eadig, Vikings: Valhalla)

Mike Sadler was bloody late for poker. (A Falcon Circling, SAS: Rogue Heroes)

Billie Mitchell didn’t miss much. (Drabble for Billie Mitchell, The Darkening Sky, Band of Brothers)

Battle was its own kind of prayer. (Chapter 2, Stand Your Ground, House of the Dragon)

It was a very small bed. (Drabble for Marjorie Gordon, The Darkening Sky, Band of Brothers.)

She’d been a fool to think it meant anything. (Drabble for Edith Eadig, Vikings: Valhalla)

He had a good idea she’d be alone. (Drabble for Dick Winters and Joan Warren, The Darkening Sky, Band AU, Band of Brothers)

Tagging @foxee-writes @emma-ofnormandy @therealvikingstrash @ewanmitchellcrumbs @muse-oleum and anyone who wants to tell me right now about the new thing they're working on.

#short! punchy! to the point! #ngl shoshi said something once about my opening lines and i've been selfconcious about them ever since #but I do try #askbox memes

[asunnydog]

Uh-ho!, it seems Chiasa has a strange looked app that found it's way into her phone, it would appear no matter how hard she could try it simply would not go away.

the app in question would be a large white irse as if staring back up at her. however if one were to look closely. there would be a skull-like face looking over her shoulder!

Chiasa might be saying some...uncouth langauge under her breath when she mucked about with her phone, trying to figure out what to do with the application. She knows the jokes, and she does’t want to be the one having to go up to a friend and say “hey I installed a weird thing on my phone by accident and I can’t get it off”.

After a few minutes of flumbling and accidently clicking on the app, it seemed to have...dissappeared? She doesn’t think she uninstalled it, but maybe it went away on it’s own?

She might need to actually ask someone about it, but for now she could go back to buisness.

#chiasa is selfconcious about technology bless her

[teethburger]

my mom gave me a little synopsis of our family and im really excited to announce that i am a descendant of a gay painter, a guy with a mustache that built airplanes, and a lady with an annoying voice

#now im selfconcious about my voice #but it’s nice to hear about my queer ancestors #joey says some sh #chaoscore

[papus-clown-enclosure]

I am not comfortable in my body and havent been in years but like i would definately wear this if i could get my hands on this

Blue's clues outfit my beloved 🥺💙

#papuka rambles #listen i keep seeing cute but tight fitting clothes with nostalgic prints or images/embroidery #or cropped shit and like im this close to going fuck it but i know myself and i would never actually #😭 stupid ass selfconcious all talk lying ass bitch #i would fight myself if i could

[froggarolli]

// my muse on Fizz is a bit low at the moment, and I don't believe forcing him right now is a good idea, we just gotta let the clown breathe

My muse for Loo Loo Fizzy is quite high though, you can catch us over at @rollinpinwheel kicking gum and chewing ass

#off stage { ooc } #i think im struggling cus i am really selfconcious and Fizz is a very complex character #i also really value the voice of a character and if i sense im not grasping it the way i want it im like #ok i need to take a step back #i also see nothing wrong with riding the high of another muse #i think pin comes easier to me cus theres so much room for interpretation instead of solid info

[frick-it-sugar-spice]

hahahaaaaah wow I do not have any stamina for swimming anymore

#i am not surprised but i am somewhat disappointed #and now i am way more determined to figure this shit out again #oh i could hold my breath and sink like a stone for aaaaages #its the coordinating the arms and yhe breathing and the not smacking in to other people and the body selfconciousness #and remembering to use my legs at the same time as my arms #basically i am an uncoordinated mess damn. but i did it. #scars out shirt off hair up and i did it #pacing too. pacing is hard. i am.not built for pacing. i was built for sprint and go and zoom and learned to swim that at heart too #quit eavesdropping toots #im gonna do it again. im gonna get better at this shit #txt

[smokedddd]

<3

getting in the shower. Just thinking about you being with me. Maybe back in my apartment. There was enough space for me to be pinned between you and the wall.

#vance <3 #not very suggestive but. selfconcious #so.

[doing-downtime-hero-shit]

Nothing like adhd med clarity hitting you mid piss what the fuck

#its like adhd chaos bg noise then a wooosh of a nice wind in the field that is my brain #and siddenly i have gladses on and can see the one person i have been looking for for years clearly in front of me #or whatever. like its that feeling of relief and Oh Cool #exCEPT I AM MID PISS AND VERY AWARE NOW #well was. #the 2nd weirdest time was mid hyperfixation infodump to a boss/coworker and mid sentence getting the clarity and being like #ah. my b that was 20 minutes of in the clock time of me talking about my headcanons for a very niche thing with a captive audience #tbf they were totally ok with it like i habe no idea what you were talling about but you kept stocking andnit wasnt rude spnits all good #(but i was still a lil selfconcious bc it was like a super deep fan thing so removed from the source idek how i explained it or got there) #actually adhd