#anyway i hope u had a good day today!

[doodleodds]

Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.

If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.

I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.

I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.

Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.

#p5 #akeshu #akechi goro #kurusu akira #wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack #it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size #also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks! #i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god #and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo #ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :) #why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute #well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part #hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :) #also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right #so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh) #hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake #ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it. #but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess #anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon

[bulkhummus]

i slept really good last night :o)

#i conked before 1 am which is such a rarity these days #i wish i felt good today i would be unstoppable #my tummy hurts so bad and idk what i did to it to treat me this way #i woke up at 6 am in pain and then forced myself back asleep hoping itd go away and then woke up 2 hours later with the same pain :o( #im thinking i might actually be allergic to red dye < so im gonna keep a look out but #o7 < me looking out #bc idk what else it could have been i didnt reallt eay much yesterday bc my tummy hurt too #i unno but i hope i can do some drawing today i had to play life catch up yesterday and battle the depression #im gonna list the good stuff from yesterday for myself now while im sitting on my bathroom floor lol #i bought kimchi my supermarket hasnt had in a while which wahoo! #i out clean sheets on my bed #i finished a commission #i cleaned my room #finished a dndads episode #took a nice shower #spoke on the phone with some friends and made plans with coworkers/friends #missing everyone who is far from me terribly which is part of the depression im sure #anyways those are ally my updates i did sleep really good even though i woke up early and thats the good thing #and if u made it this far #i love u an hope u have a good day :3 #personal

[skyeateyourdonuts]

weeoo

#this is gonna be me talking in tags today #ive been rather sleep deprived lately trying to keep up with everything around me #and its been taking a toll on my health like #if i go too long like this i tend to feel more lethargic and my allergies kick in #i got a sore throat bc my room has been Freezing and then i get headaches way way easier #often times my face will flush but its just my nose and idk why #well anyways lmao i just aint feelin great due to lack of sleep #so i emailed my teachers and stayed home and others might say this wasnt it #but i can barely get to sleep at all these days and just bed ridding myself #seemed like the only way for my body to be like #'fine 🙄 u can sleep' lmao #thats actually one of the worst symptoms is im restless i just Cant grt to sleep no matter how hard i try #ive had a couple days where i was running on 2-3 hours bc i spent even longer Laying there #anyways i hope this makes a difference im tired of feeling tired and shitty #luckily my mood has weirdly been high #its just my sleep and health that are low #i think when the sleepiest soldiers are unable to get sleep thats when u know smths wrong #i think also so much is happening and me trying to keep up is taking more outta me than i expected #im a gal who gets overwhelmed easily even if im happy w whats happening lmao #tho im not Happy im more In a Good Mood lmao #side tangent but i HATE being an adult who doesnt have like idk Help lmao #like my dad was so nice to me sometimes and helped me sometimes #i could go a whole day sleeping bc id be fucking exhausted #and hed qake me up and ask me when i last ate and if i couldnt decide but itd been too long #hed make smth for the both pf us or hed make it For me and id just be able to like recover lmao #ah adulthood is hard lmao #alright im done #gata #no need to read <3 yall

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

ok ok so you know how my life has majorly revolved around my pain since july & how that has been extremely difficult :) well lately I find myself getting up later than I want to & making my bed as badly as I possibly can & getting out of the house after noon when I planned to get out in the morning & walking to the library when it’s sunny & sitting there for hours & the whole time I’m most concerned with writing & that it’s incredible what I’m doing, it’s a little paradise

#you know how I hoped September would be kind to me well it delivered #I actually didn’t realize how mentally poorly I was doing until I got out of it ! #like oooooof it’s like a chronic pain veil #& to be very honest it’s because I’m physically better so I cannot blame myself and I don’t lol bc there will be a time when that happens #<< again #I mean better loosely I just mean I haven’t had 8/10 pain every day for weeks LOLLL #but it’s really quiet and beautiful & im grateful !!! like yay I can still create ! #I’m not thinking abt my pain 95% of the day now it’s probably about 40%? 50? so a lot but I’m literally not every single thought LOL #sometimes it’s even like 20! not even cuz anything is getting better bc it’s not but I will take it even if idk why!!! #(& by nothing is getting better I mean meaningfully better but I have been blessed with some good days lately which I had none #of all summer) #I say this bc every day I wake up and immediately think OH GOD MY PAIN which is so valid bc it’s awful in the morning getting up is like #falling into a black hole Lol but also while that thought is still there I also thought #wow I’m so excited to write today I’m so excited to see what Jeremiah does #HE IS THE NARRATOR OF HEALING #also like SOOO PRIVILEGED to be able to do this like I also wanted to say that! #anyway update for u since I know I have shared the Despair but none of the beauty yet lol #lots of love chronic illness/pain bbs <3

[rinhaler]

the fall of the house of usher AU with the todorokis

#🧚🏽‍♀️ — luxe chit chat #i cant stop thinking abt how good it was holy moly #im SO hit and miss with mike flanagan but i rly rly enjoyed it all #VICTORINES EPISODE WOW #i love how shitty the wholeeee family is i feel like u could definitely do something fun with that plot for an AU with the todorokis #touya would be napoleon #like i will not accept any other character for him #i havent thought abt the rest but this concept is so so sooo fun i love messy family stuff #i heard someone say it reminded them of succession which ive never seen so #maybe i should watch succession #ANYWAY i hope ur all good sorry i havent been as chatty lately #my anxiety has been so bad after my friendship breakup #im still goin thru it and my emotions are a rollercoaster but im doing my best yk #i am gonna try and get back into writing and creating stuff #hopefully will have something to post today or tomorrow #im editing a draft i had from before all of the drama so fingers crossed!! #take care of urselves and have nice days everybody mwah mwah

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #good evening friends :3 #I had a lovely day yesterday... #I am so tired from staying up so late #but that's fine #it was worth it #I'm super nauseous today though U@w@U #which is unrelated but blehhh #being tired and nauseous is all I've known lately #anyway today I hope to do a thing with my partner.. she was gonna send me some things in the mail and I was gonna help her decide on what 😊 #I've had a good day as far as writing and RP has gone both yesterday and today #I'm posting this a bit late cause I've been in bed all day ehehe #let's make the rest of today nice and cozy and good friends!!! #Youtube

[artnerd1123]

Is chrismuth

Mer crismus

Merry cRISIS-

#MERRY C H R Y S L E R #anyway #hope everyone had a lovely holiday if u celebrate! and a good relaxing day if u don’t! #for those who worked today I’m very very proud of u and I hope u get some well deserved rest so soon #ok that’s all I just wanted to wish everyone a good day before it’s over okbaiiii #arty escapades

[chaiu]

went to this little cinema cafe to watch aftersun and had the best iced chai latte ever…. it was so good

#definetly going back 👍 if not for the movie then at least for the chai #anyways i’m done for the night. U_U zzz. i hope u guys had a good day today love u #diary

[garoujo]

sos the gym is literally soooo busy ꒰⑅ᐢ. ֑ .ᐢ꒱ today is suddenly cardio day cos !!! there are no machines free for legs !!!

#ʚ・◞📎 — em entry. #tearz in my eyes seeing all the taken squat racks :__; guys pls hav mercy i beg! #i am just a lil guy who wants to have a good workout so i can go home n eat noodles :3 #anyways hewo! i hope u guys hav all had an amaze day <3 it is vvv sunny + warm today!

[hawnks]

behind the brightest smiles are the eepiest girls……..

#HELLO I am soooooooo sooooooooo sleepy rn #zzzz #zzzzzzzzz #I was road-tripping to see a friends reading for their new book today hehe #the bookstore had a little kitty cat that lived there and I didn’t even know until the reading started and there was just a CAT #slinking through rows of folding chairs #I almost gasped out loud jajdkdkdkdkf #highlight of the night tbh #the THRILL of seeing a little creature <3 #anyway I hope u all had a good day and that you get to start tomorrow well rested 💪 #squawk tag

[ghostbeam]

Going over my Dabi wip again and getting a little bit excited

#it’s fun to write tbh!!!! #I have had like. not a good day<3 #been a little bit sad today idk why but I think I might be coming out of the funk #hopefully #(watch me wake up the same tomorrow) #omg anyways u do not care abt that I’m here to say that I am going to try and write a little bit more tonight #I’ve only got up to like 1k so far #but we are slowly but surely getting thereeeeee #I Hope u all had a good day and a happy start to 2023<3 #ghost thoughts

[willowfey]

sometimes life is boohoo sad and then ur mom brings u back a creamy mango lemonade freeze with mango boba and hello kitty halloween spa things and suddenly u are woohoo glad

#it is not even a little bit frozen anymore but it’s SO GOOD i don’t even care #i accidentally killed a frog last night and got locked out of the house and had to throw pebbles at my window until my sister noticed #and then she teased me and called me a murderer for accidentally killing the frog and that made me feel like an EVIL PERSON #so that was traumatising #also the hot guy on hinge who said i was ‘very very cute’ & looked like i walked right out of a disney movie & was asking abt my hobbies #and almost accurately guessed my meyers briggs except for one letter i think is ghosting me #which i guess was to be expected bc we have like Nothing in common and both matched on looks alone…. still #i’d hoped to get a Little more fun out of it first #aaaand what else…… my room is a mess i have a million things to do & instead i’m sitting on the couch with my neck pillow reading fic #and i think. i THINK. i am done descending into a hole of depression. and i might have the strength to at least sit still for a minute #before attempting to climb back out #i am still very sad about a lot of things and i still feel tired and helpless and anxious and all sorts of things but #it feels like something i recognise again as opposed to some eldritch beast taking over my body #maybe it’s because i cooked yesterday that tends to help. maybe it’s experiencing emotion vicariously through little fictional guys #something like that. also the road in the neighbourhood was repaved today #a new path ahead of me it seems. #anyway if u see this pls come tell me about ur day ! i want to connect with other humans

[cetoddle]

also i got lots and lots of compliments on my outfit today and they were able to fix my necklace! i only wanted the big knot out but they fixed the other ones for me too and even cleaned it and for some reason they didn’t even charge me !! and i got my book ! yayyy

#successful day 😎👍🏻 #also the part for my car arrived..now i just have 2 wait on my f*ther to replace it for me.. #anyways #i didn’t even wanna get up out of bed today but i had to cause i had therapy and u know what #i ended up having a pretty good day -w- #i didn’t get to talk 2 the cute barista at starbucks but..whatever #but! i did end up dressing up a little and i felt so cute today and got lots of compliments which was nice #and i got all my shopping done and had fun.. #im still surprised they fixed and cleaned my necklace and didn’t charge me.. #i asked abt it and the guy said not to worry abt it and to just come back again sometime *wink* #and i said okay :D and left and then tripped on the curb outside when i was leaving #i’m not exactly in the market for fine jewelry and hopefully my necklace won’t implode on itself again at least for a while so..i probably #will not be going back anytime soon #i did kinda wanna ask if i could have like my ring size measured but i was too shy to ask #the guy behind the counter was kinda cute and very nice and i didn’t wanna bug him so i just sat and waited for my necklace ;-; #i don’t even wear rings im just curious #uhmm. what else. i got some ingredients to make cookies tonight :3 #it was nice to have a good day for once -w- i just hope this isn’t a bad omen that things are about to get super fucked #im not trying to be negative!! but it is a genuine pattern in my life that whenever i have a good day or things go well for a bit #that means something disastrous is looming around the corner #i guess we’ll see :’) #snow.txt

[seventh-district]

IT’S FISH DAY IT’S FISH DAY IT’S FISH DAY

#Seven.txt #fish stuff #vibrating with excitement #and also nervous energy and sleep deprivation but it’s fine cause ITS FISH DAY BABEY #i’m sitting outside waiting on them and i /had/ another package with snails coming today as well #and i was typing up a post like ‘let’s see which one gets here first. the snails or the fish?’ #cause they’re coming from two different carriers y’know #but the snails literally got here while i was typing that post so uh. the snails won the race lmao #anyways i am exhausted and anxious out of my mind cause the stakes are pretty high with these fish #and i’ve averaged about 4hrs of sleep this week #and you’d know how bad that is if u knew that my depressed ass can easily sleep for 12-16 hrs if i’m allowed to #not that that’s good either but. 4hrs is NOT enough for me friends #i am. running on pure distilled nervous energy rn #but i’m still excited don’t get me wrong. i just hope everything goes well and they aren’t too stressed or beat up from the shipping #wish me well that i don’t fuck things up!!! #i have like. a number of years of experience to fall back on but i am still always learning and i’m nervous every time i get new fish #anyways. the guilt of all the messages and comments i’ve gotten lately that i haven’t replied to is eating me alive :) #and it makes me feel bad for posting things on my socials whenever i have any un-replied to messages #cause i don’t want people to think i’m ignoring them!!! i’m just so busy rn!!! and it’s less effort to type out a lil post like this #versus sitting down and thinking of the good genuine thoughtful responses that i wanna give to people #especially when i like. can’t think straight rn. about anything other than keeping these fish alive #so. that will be my full day today but once things calm down and everyone’s hopefully settled in tomorrow #i can finally start working on replying to everything #okay enough rambling. back to staring at the fields and waiting #at least the weather’s nice. and i’m sitting in the golf cart so i’m in the shade #which is good cause i’m wearing a hoodie over a shirt and long pants #and i’ve got a coffee and music playing. now if i could just chill out everything would be great #but knowing myself I Will Not

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i truely have so much anger built up inside me about my job. ive done a very good job of making it unbearable #and after taking a 10 day vacation. plus 2 days of not working bc im sick. i really dont wanna go back #i was planning to take 3 days to not do fucking anything but my boss just emailed me with some time sensitive #logistical things. so like i guess i gotta fucking do that tomorrow. i started reading the email and it made my head hurt #and she started it off like. hopw ur feeling better and i dont wanna cause stress but... #like bro. listen. if u tell me these things u put them in my head and i csnt stop thinking abt them until theyre done. and its not her #fault bc im the one that put myself in a place where im barely keeping it together. its just frustrating #bc it feels like hope u feel better but also kill urseld 💖 but again thats just how it feels bc im so. idk how to describe it im like in a #state of post burnout. im sitting in the ash. alone in a desolate landscape and its like jesus how tf do i fix this? #and i cant even run out my anger rn bc im sick. and i mean i have the energy to run i dont feel lethargic but like i doubt that would aid #recovery lol. ugh. 2 months. thats all. then i move away. assuming i find a place to live lol. bc i currently haven't yet #but whatever. assuming i get better quickly and dont get worse and dont get covid on top of this cold bc my dad got covid #it will have been a bit of a blessing i came back sick bc i have a clear justification for not working and for telling people to fuck off #when they ask for things from me. like today a lab mate asked if i could sample Monday. which it technically #a holiday but i probably would have said yes if i wasnt sick. and i would have had to teach undergrads some bullshit friday if i wasnt sick #instead i just did nothing all day bc i almost moved bsck my flight and didnt leave home until the weekend anyway #i guess its good i didnt bc then i would have been stuck in ohio bc my dad found out he had covid yesterday #idk its all just frustrating bc im halfway in a transition and im not doing very well but i cant do anything to fix things until i leave #the southwest. like i dont even kno if i have health insurance rn. my benifits change request was processed but like does thst mean it was #approproved? fucking idk. so everytime i do anything i imagine a worstcase scenario where i end up hospitalized and damned to an empty #bank account or eternal medical debt. tho my mum said they passed a law where they arnt allowed to do thst to u anymore 🤷‍♂️ #whatever. im annoyed. i dont wanna work 😫 #unrelated

[rinhaler]

I’m soooo excited to finish writing toxic!megumi btw 🤤

#🧚🏽‍♀️ — luxe chit chat #the doc is low key gathering dust but it’s okay #idk if I mentioned Kay is here until Monday so we are just hanging out and having fun! #we’re rewatching spy x family atm! #just been watching a bunch of stuff and playing games together it’s been rly nice #idk how many of u here followed me from my old blog #I mentioned having a rly tough time with a friend and tbh the situation hasn’t improved in the least #my mental health is super bad bc I feel really trapped with no options #but spending this time w Kay has been so nice #I’ve just had a shower n we r gonna watch more sxf!! #ANYWAY my point is I just haven’t had a chance to write lately since he’s visiting! #he uses my laptop to play Pokémon and stuff bc I have a better gaming one hehe <3 #but I am gonna finish toxic megumi sometime next week #im hoping I might be able to squeeze some time in to write in when Kay sleeps in! #i wanted to do it today but he woke up not too long after me! #he usually sleeps in super late he doesn’t sleep too good :( #omg I’m rambling so much I’m sorry I hope ur all having good days and nights and taking care of yourselves!!