#anyway theres my little rant

[powderflower]

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

#ranting in tags #my dad is going to the ER and hes like a super ‘i dont need to go to the doctor’ guy so im a little freaked tf out #anyways #fuck #fuckkkk #pray for him ? i guess idk #theres nothing else anyone can do #fuuuck and we were going to a comedy show tonight #and im not gonna want to go without him #god fucking damnit #any fucking ways #jesus i hope he will be okay #maybe i should pray :( #id ont know #im #fuck man

[lemonthepotato]

#lemons random rants #Higurashi #Keiichi Maebara #also battler to an extent? #I’ve never read Ciconia so idk who the protagonist is #lemme look it up #I couldn’t tell if he was a guy or girl #my sweet little lavender boy <3 #because I don’t think you can say the fem word anymore… and ‘roseboy’ sounds silly #he’s Babey… plz tell me he’s a lesbrion #ok I misspelt that as a joke but that sounds like an eeveelution #never read it tbh… #any new meguri chapter? #OH YEY!! #THERES A NEW ARC!! #im gonna read it #satoko lied people died… #and vicariously she will live while the whole world dies #anyway ihhh yeahhh…

[skateisawesome]

at what point is an intro post necessary?

OH WELL HERE IT IS!

my name on here is skate, im a minor, im a girl, i use she/her pronouns and i have no idea what im doing!!

im in highschool so im a busy girl and i will complain about school

some fun facts about me are: i play 6 instruments and sing, i like reading, my favourite season is winter, i speak a fair amount of french and italian and i can crochet.

im also mentally funky so just prepare yourself for that!

most of my posts are about osemanverse but i love taylor swift and will not shut up about her. i am in a pitch perfect phase at the moment so expect some of that too and mostly i post whatever else pops into my head at the time.

my asks are open and i love answering literally anything and if you ask a question ill probably fall in love with you or smth

my tags are 'skate has words' for my writing 'skate answers' for answering asks and 'skate rants!' for rants obviouslyyyy

also my messages are open and, yes, i am extremely awkward, i would LOVE to be friends !!

im very infrequent on here and will sometimes forget tumblr exists for weeks so im never ignoring you im just stupid and i have memory issues

if youre gonna be mean to pretty much anyone i dont really want you here.

especially if youre gonna be racist, homophobic, transphobic, an ableist or just generally an asshole.

anyway have a good day !! :)

#please never read this #this is embarassing #if you even think for a millisecond that you might know me in person i am politely asking you to leave immediately #intro post #i dont know what to put in here #ps i only did this bc i saw pickledsad do one so shoutout to her! #i dont know how to tag this #i also dk how to use tumblr #how does this work #theres like 120 of you so i figured at least one person would care at least a little bit and if you dont then still be nice i have feelings #( whispers ) #if you wanna call me december im okay with that #it was nearly my name #anyway #nobodys gonna see this #but #if you do see this #feel free to call me december i guess #it would make me happy #but no pressure #also like #should i put my tags in this #i will #skate has words #skate answers #skate rants! #i love referring to myself in the third person #i do it ALL THE TIME #its kinda bad #but like

[randaccidents]

Aight I'm awake and writing this in class :3

So, what's up with the shadows in this post? Is that Whole? Ehhh yes and no. That's just a shadow.

Kind of like in Light.

"But wait isn't that Whole" EXACTLY. Whole is a shadow.

And here's where my interpretation steps in. (tossing in a read more this got long)

I think that HMS have always been Whole, in dissonance and harmony alike. There is no higher being they will become when they are harmonious, there is no total being that they make up. They ARE Whole, and there is no Whole. (side note I'm using the "mental illness as a loop" interpretation instead of an actual time loop, there is potential for growth)

So if there is no Whole, why does the shadow exist?

A shadow tends to be what's haunting you, and not what you aspire to be in the mirror. I see HMS pursuing becoming Whole as literally chasing their own shadow, something that doesn't exist yet is still inherently themselves.

Whole, to me, is a shadow that is cast when HMS are together. 'Whole' is a concept that they chase, so he is the concept that they cast.

HMS doesn't reflect Whole, Whole reflects HMS.

As a kind of additional slap to the face, his name is not Whole or Harmonia. He is less than HMS are after all, nor is he the ideal human they are chasing. He is "a sad sulking mess, this human you're being", so he is not Whole. He is also formed regardless of dissonance or harmony as long as they are together, so he is not Harmonia.

His name is Me. ("I AM ME")

There is no god here for you to find. At the end of your faith, there is only Me and Me and Me. You are the gods and titans you have always searched for, Apollo and Artemis and Atlas.

#cccc #chonnys charming chaos compendium #headcanon #character study #a little bit #cj whole #SO YEAH #me and my friend ranting about 'Whole' being represented in canon as a shadow #and what that might mean #and I went 'yeah Imma incorporate that into my belief system' #Whole's name is Me #theres the additional fun little meta narrative of like #HMS have god and titan names but they seek a human #they worship that human as The One God #so to have there be nothing there #to have what they seek literally at their feet and inherent to them this whole time #slap to the face moment #anyways thank you for listening to my ramble about shadow Whole #Imma eventually toss in my interpretation of HMS too #mostly cause Im writing them #I need a new tag for this uhm #rand.hc #Tridential Whole

[gunstellations]

🚬

#trigun #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #trigun 1998 #my art #ive been feeling badly about my art lately and college has been exhausting me #ive been easily getting frustrated at myself for not being able to produce what i want so i did a simple doodle without much pressure #im still a bit unhappy with it but i just gotta believe every piece even imperfect is a little bit of progress and practice #i do really want to draw a lot more but theres little time and i wish i could produce art more quickly #sorry for the rant in the tags #but anyway #enjoy! ill probably do more trigun in the future when i have time #i have a few wips that need attention as i speak

[whimsicmimic]

once again thinking about The Worms and the greater lore implications wrt zazie my best friend zazie

#theres a whole rant that ive gone on multiple times wrt zazie and the worms #and just the ecology of nml as a whole #and how the worms cannot be a singular species w variations on screen being different life stages #they have to be multiple species all falling under the umbrella category of worm much like what we do w fish #worm is a clade. not a species #though given how it ranges from protist to megafauna. fuck dude who even knows #anyways. the fact that zazie has domain over ALL of them. that zazie is the mouthpiece for a collective consisting of an entire planets #native species. i simply think that zazie is a fucking fascinating character #zazie is the most interesting character in trigun you cant change my mind #they are my specialest little guy

[hammy-fan]

i hate myself for discovering things when i didn’t get them bc its RUINED

#i am not okay with this #be more chill #thinking abiut that musical a lot lately #im just michael in the bathroom by himselfffffff #cunty as hell #michael served too hard for my adolescent brain to understand #i had a crush on the squip #but #it shouldve been michael #um anyways little rant #theres other things but im done typing

[ashfdhfgdsfk]

might remake to a new account entirely and change the name i go by

#depresso rant incoming skipp all this if you dont wanna hear it #txt #el/ena might have to become a deadname for lack of a better word sjdhfg #putting the slash because im beyond paranoid now #nothing on this earth is sacred i feel like ive lost the only safe space i had left #would you guys call me some silly name if i asked :-( fuck #shit im so hurt this is the worst #trying to be positive so im not just a huge drag but im so isolated in my real life and as stupid as it sounds #tumblr was becoming a little home id carved out for myself #and i feel like im never going to feel safe here again #but in order to tell you guys about a new blog url ill have to post about it which means they might see it too and uagshfg #and god it doesnt even matter bc my arts out there anyway and a few random 10k+ note posts so theres a chance theyll find me no matter what #and shit i loved so many of my old urls but i cant ever reuse them and i feel like im seriously losing my fucking mind trying to hide #like tumblr and having you guys was the only thing keeping me going through all this shit and it feels like ive lost all of that comfort #this is gonna be the worst fucking birthday ever dude just for that extra cherry on top like i seriously have nothing going for me rn SJDHG #denver and a few lovely mutuals to keep me kicking but oughgf #i feel sick #feel like i need to shower and scrub my soul raw to get this vile ass feeling out #god im sorry to be negative i rlly am i try to keep things cheery round here but im styeadily reaching my limit #and i want to reblog stuff to comfort myself but i dont want to reblog anything in case theyre watching and fuck im so dfjsfgjksfjkgsfkdgh #i could really go for a hug right about now s'all

[avaloniaofficial]

SCREWLLUM MY BELOVED

ngl i thought he was gonna get either insane hate or just be ignored because he deviated from the cloned-in-a-lab anime twink ~With A Dark Side~ formula literally all the hoyo guys follow but no. he’s still getting babygirlified. we love to see horizons expanding.

anyway screwllum is my grandpa and my friend. he has insane drip and werthers originals in his pockets.

#screwllum #hsr #being careful with tagging bc idk how bat to the hornets nest this take is #but yeah i do think theres little to no creativity going on in the character designs for the most part #even if they do look different from each other they feel kinda like barbies #in both genshin and honkai both are guilty #there is no cake on that man there is no chest on that man you have been starved #ANYWAY good on them for taking a hop of faith with him. he’s wonderful #and thats not just my robot character bias talking #rant over enjoy your day

[brightokyolights]

.

#another rant lmao #anyways just seriously thinking about how every single time i have voted ive done it tactically instead of just voting for who i prefer #luckily my mp is decent. not perfect. but pretty good #like theres little i could say i disagree with them #anyways point is i always got kind of frustrated with people #why would you split the vote? this is how the tories continuously get into power #but tbh regardless. maybe there is no Right way to go about this #and maybe you shouldnt just vote in hopes of keeping the tories out #even if youre voting for a party thats gonna lose #maybe thats better than giving a vote to someone whos a dickhead #i think looking at americans has kind of helped me come to this conclusion #because look whata happened #they did it. they got the democrats in. but did it matter? why the fuck play into a system thats not for you #idk im not too well read on politics etc i am but a girl #le text post

[mostlikelyshutup]

... (absolutely useless rant in tags)

#okay im gonna rant in the tags about us politics for a sec #and remember i am just a person and my info may be flawed and i am almost definitely biased with my use of it #but ive been seeing a lot of 'trump is so much worse i dont think you remember how bad trump was' going around #as like a tactic for voting for biden #as if people considering not voting for biden are doing it for like frivolous reasons #hes funding a genocide! #thats not a funny little flaw or something to ride out #i am by no means saying vote for trump and i will say that i voted for biden last election specifically to get trump out #the people considering not voting for biden are not just doing it because because they dont agree with him completely #they are doing it specifically because of his active and meaningful policies that go against their morals and ethics #even if we take palestine out of it (which we shouldnt but for arguments sake) #hes delivered on almost zero of his promises! #like he promised to change a bunch of shit if elected and he hasnt really done anything #in fact we are in the same or worse condition nationally than we were four years ago #the difference is that democrats feel comfortable because theres a democrat in office #anyway #i think you should all vote uncommitted in your primaries #and no matter what vote when it comes to the national election for whoever you feel with do right for yourself #and your morals and ethics and whatever #k mumbles

[pneumonic-screamers]

why is presenting and passing as masc so hard. I hate this stupid world can we like remove gender please and thank you

#jinx's hijinks #like this fucking gender dysphoria man its kicking my ass rn #like being some form of genderfluid/genderqueer is a struggle for me at least and like it hurts so bad #because i want to be a biy and act like one andd dress like one abd be faggy and masc but nooo #i love being trans like so much but my god it should be easier but this shit show of a society has these stupid fucking made up rules #and no matter how much i know its all just a concept and i dont have to abide by it i just wsnt to go one day without being misgendered #i wish i could just tell the people around me what its like and them all to understand for once #theres like one other trans guy i know irl and we arent that close to really talk abt that stuff #like hes really cool and weve talked a little bit abt gender and shit bc he clocked me as trans from the secondbhe saw me #but like god i wish this was easier #anyways #sorry abt that #rant in tags #tw rant

[dandyshucks]

waking up to see someone left a semi-self-demeaning reply on a post of mine and i go to their blog just to make sure they're not someone nasty before i reply encouragingly to them, only to see theyre very into the racist white man youtuber profiting off of Algonquian culture that obviously doesnt belong to him 😵‍💫😵‍💫

#this guy is also performing white saviourism to an incredible degree #''well if /i/ dont keep the stories alive then who will?'' THE FUCKING INDIGENOUS PPL IT BELONGS TO MAYBE ??? #i had a whole argument w my brothers about this where they insisted he wasnt racist for this and this was totally fine actually #so this is a very sore spot for me and seeing this person touting how great this guy is has been a slap in the face this morning #theres. a lot to this guy. and it's very frustrating that everyone adores him and has no idea how fucking racist he's being #bc he's being racist towards indigenous ppl. and ppl often dismiss anti-native racism :/ #not that (white esp) ppl rly take ANY racism seriously. but. its a gross trend I've noticed w anti-native racism #like everyone brushes off the caricature present in p*zza tower. bc oh its just silly :) its just a joke :) #bro they are straight up painting us as savages lmfao. thats like. classic racism against indigenous ppl. how are u just okay w that. #anyways! sorry to rant here im just. feeling a little nauseous fhfkdl that was not smth i wanted to see this morning or ever rly #its a very very sore spot for me still after that whole thing w my brothers :'''))))) #vent // #dandy.cmd #racism tw

[n9ph]

*spends hours on end and an insane amount of robux trying to make my gabriel avi perfect* my six:

#62 robux btw (a little under a dollar) my gabriel....... um its complicagted #ive re-made my gabriel so many times too #at first he was REALLY rough but hes gotten better over time #im very happy with my current gabriel ill take a pic later #also six was just ez to make bc someone literally made a tv head of him in the tv #theres a hoodie form too im thinking of making it #it would be around the same amount too #like. 60 robucx lol #if i had to guess ive probably spent like 2k robux on making gabriel #i havent redone my toon entirely just change certain aspects (face and wings #and i bought some clothing so it wouldnt be as blocky yet #i use blocky anyway #i wanna make other chars i think dave would be fun to make same with n and maybe cesar :D #ok rant end sorry for going insane

[mejomonster]

i have, somehow, finally returned to writing the Original the blank files story that spawned the absolute plethora of other stories. and i 

i realize it is absolutely critical this story takes place in the 2000s

#rant #tbf #i mean. its meant to be set around 2012 and just prior and just after anyway #but i realize the HIGH SCHOOL portions are SO colored by the 2000s experience #theres just. a specific brand of WTF homophobia even from other baby gays who knew no better from that era #i remember being called homophobic shit BY the other gay kids because once we were exes #theyd pretend to be straight and make fun of me for liking pussy like OK well u wanted me to touch urs so maybe #ur joke about me eating tacos and being a carpet muncher freak is a little hypocritical no? #but like. that was ABOUND #and even if u Were somehow straight or exclusively dealing with straight ppl #they would do these 'gay marriages' of 2 straight girls acting married cause theyre Great Friends JUST so they could then insult #any girls who ACTUALLY liked girls #and guys? oh man poor guys. gay and all variants of gay were used Intensively to bully #i think the only guy friend i had who handled it alright was my also bi friend. who was class clown and a full bitch and he could insult #everyone back while also Towering over everyone so like. aside from thinking it was bizzare gay was an insult #they couldnt hurt him much #but yeah like me and him were the only people vaguely aware we were bi bitches in high school. (because everyone was biphobic and said #we werent real -.- ) #it was ah. a way different high school experience #like. im really not kidding u could be a lesbian butch dating only other lesbian butches #and the second u would break up ur dyke ex would call YOU a filthy dyke carpet munching freak and spread rumors about u #despite ALL of yall looking like the obvious gay people here. it was certainly some Bullshit #(also its probably a miracle i didnt date many boys because im SO fucking queer and so fucking masculine i think id have short circuited #and lost my shit if a person called me anything like queen GOD YUCK) #also being trans in retrospect. explains so much of my teen years #lol one of my BIGGEST teen crushes was also nonbinary in retrospect. we Knew somehow before we Knew. #probs why we clicked. we both didnt act like the goddamn percieved gender ppl treated us as

[imalayla]

Really dislike how "lure coursing" in dogbook is being used to mean "FastCAT"... They're two entirely different things.

#i could rant on but dont wanna seem like a dick #but theres a reason even in sighthound lure coursing events that singles dont get you any points #or championships #fastcat isnt competition or lure coursing its literally just a 100 yard dash and your titles are participation trophies #which is awesome and i love seeing dogs do something fun and its nice to get the big pretty ribbons #i was happy when declan got his Bcat title and ill be doing it with stoli until hes old enough to compete in actual lure coursing #a CAT is essentially a single in sighthound lure coursing but CAT courses are shorter #i think around 600 yards yeah? #and no competition #anyway thats my rant #i know i sound gatekeepy but these words actually have a specific meaning #coursing isnt the same as lure coursing either #anyway #i can be a little snobby as a treat #its reallt confusing when people who dont own sighthoudns say they do lure coursing