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#anyway............................ good morning!!!!!!!! <333 i'm so happy i finally answered that ask last night like!! i'm really trying
mattodore · 3 months
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...okay so the b&a of this edit looks a lot less impressive than i thought it would
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#i sunk like five hours into this edit all together i think... how......... like where did all that time go.........#well. skdfjnhdkjfhksdgghdfjknghkjndfkhdfkjhdknjfgh#river dipping#ts4#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ykw is so funny..................... i already have three other screenshots i want to edit 🧍#i just really love the way their sims look when they're in their thirties and the lighting in this room is so gorgeous#BUT! i'm gonna save that for later. rn i'm just gonna scroll and post some drafted reblogs and then read#i seriously used like all of my free time yesterday messing around in photoshop......... today i'm just gonna do next to nothing#<- person who knows they're incapable of not looking at their ocs every few hours <- i am definitely going to end up in photoshop again#anyway............................ good morning!!!!!!!! <333 i'm so happy i finally answered that ask last night like!! i'm really trying#to be more timely with my responses to people!! that said... i'm definitely behind on my activity again#and i still have mentions i wanted to reply to from last month. eek.#listen........................... Avoidant personality disorder (AVPD) is a mental health condition that involves chronic feelings of#inadequacy and extreme sensitivity to criticism. People with AVPD would like to interact with others#but they tend to avoid social interactions due to their intense fear of rejection.#thank you cleveland clinic definition of avpd <3
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rreader · 7 years
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Heey, I'm new in all of this tumblr thingy but I've found your blog and I really love it! So I was wondering if maybe you could make a story about a girl that has been Bucky's best friend (besides Steve) since he got his memories back, and one night they get drunk at her place after a mission, but things get a little "out of control", so the days after that they have to decide what's going on with them and with their feelings?
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x ReaderFandom: MCUWarnings: THE SMUT IS BACK PEOPLE
A/N: first of all, let me welcome you to tumblr!!! I hope you enjoy this hell we all call home lol. also, I’m really glad you enjoy my writing and hope you like what I made out of your request.
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                                                           ***** 
“Sowhat do you say, boys? Drinks at my place?” you asked when youwalked over to them on the jet.
Themission was a success and you were all on your way back home now. 
Celebrations were in order.
Buckysmiled and nodded. “Sounds good.”
“I’dlove to, but I’m having a date tonight,” you literally beamed whenthe words came out of his mouth. He was your best friend, had beenfor ages and you just wanted him to be happy and find love again. Hewas slowly getting over Peggy. It had taken a long time, but he wasgetting there.
“Who’sthe lucky girl?” you sat down next to him, still smiling like anidiot.
Buckydidn’t listen anymore, way to distracted by your smile. You didn’tseem to notice.
“Youknow her. But that’s all I’m going to say. I want to make sure itworks out before I let you know who to kill when it goes wrong.”
Youkissed his cheek. “You know me so well.”
                                                        *** 
Buckyand you went straight to your apartment after you had landed.
Youhad ordered pizza and watched some crappy movie on TV.
Itwould’ve been a nice and relaxed day for both of you until you hadsaid those six words that would change your entire relationshipforever.
“Haveyou ever played strip poker?”
Hestopped drinking his beer mid sentence, bottle still on his lips andturned his head towards you.
“Itake that as a ‘no’ then,” before waiting for an answer on whether ornot he even wanted to play, you’ve already gone into the kitchen to getall the alcohol you had. “So the rules are simple. We play pokerbut instead of betting money, we bet our clothes.”
“Andyou want to play that because..?”
“It’sfun! And we need to rewind a little after that mission. I planned ongetting drunk with you tonight anyways. Might as well make it alittle more fun, right?”
Hegot up and went over to the table where you were setting everything up for the game.
“Before we start, Ijust want to let you know that I’ve trained quite alot since I became me again,” he sat down and grinned.
Youlaughed and sat down on the other side of the table. You were excited to see if he was telling the truth.
“Stoptalking and start playing, Barnes.”
                                              TwoHours Later
Youjust wanted a nice and fun evening with your best friend.
Butalcohol made you do things you normally wouldn’t.
Andright now, you wanted Bucky.
Hewas almost naked, only wearing his tight Calvin Klein boxers (verytight, by the way).
Youstill wore your shirt and underwear and were certain you’d win thisround as well, which is why you threw Bucky a seductive grin.
Helooked into his cards, trying to concentrate on the task at hand. Quite literally.
“Comeon, Barnes. Just give up already.”
Heignored you.
Thiswas taking way too long for your liking, so you got up and walkedaround the table, which made him finally look up to you.
“What?”
“Nothing,”you pulled your shirt over your head and thanked yourself for puttingon nice underwear earlier. Then you straddled him and as if out of an instinct, he placed his hands on your thighs.
“(Y/N)?”
“Pssssht,”only now did you realize how much alcohol was flowing through your bloodstream. But youcouldn’t care less. You felt him hardening under you and that was allthat mattered right now.
Youstarted to rub yourself against him and kissed him hard and sloppy.
Ifhe cared that it was sloppy, he didn’t show it, simply went with it.
Hethought about stopping you right there, which he probably should have done. Hedidn’t want to use you like that, but he couldn’t control himselfwhen you were sitting on top of him, moaning into the kiss and rubbing yourself in such a way against him.
Soinstead of doing something that would stop this, he stood up with youand placed one arm under your butt to hold you upright, with the other heswept all the poker stuff off the table and placed you on top of it.
Youbit his lip and grinned.
“Alwayswanted to have sex on that table,” he grinned as well and startedkissing your neck, while opening the strap of your bra, carefullypushing it down your shoulder and then kissing his way down to yourbreasts.
Youbent your back to give him better access and pushed his boxers downwith your feet.
Theway his penis sprang free gave you the rest and you pulled him backup, while you pushed your panties down with your other hand.
“Can’tdo it. I need you now.”
Hesmiled at how impatient you were and kissed you deeply when you felthim enter you. Very, very slowly.
Youboth moaned against each others lips, eyes closed and foreheadagainst forehead.
Despiteof you appreciating how soft he was at first, it wasn’t what you were lookingfor right now.
Youbit his earlobe.
“Takeme.”
He obliged, grabbed your thighs and raised them a little to fasten his pace with ease. Yourelaxed and leaned back until your back hit the table, enjoying thefeeling of Bucky slamming into you.
Youbent your back once more and bit your lip. He fit so perfectly andhit all the spots a man should hit every time he entered you. But youwanted so much more. You were drunk out of your mind so your inhibition level was pretty muchzero when it came to shame.
Youheld out your hands for him to pull you up and pushed him a little soyou could stand up and turn around. You bent your body once more, butthis time forward.
“Goddamnit, doll.”
Itdidn’t take long before you felt him inside you again, having an even fasterpace than before.
Younever had this kind of sex, but now that you did, you realized that you probably should.
Itwas fucking amazing.
Atleast right now it was.
                                           Thenext morning
“Ah,there you are, good morning, (Y/N),” Steve grinned and kissed yourcheek like you had the day before, but you immediately shoved himaway and pressed your index finger against your lips.
“Please.Lower your voice. Thank you.”
Fora moment he stared at you, then he laughed.
“Areyou having a hangover?”
“Mhhh,”you took an aspirin and washed it down with some water.
“Man,can’t wait to see Bucky. Where is he?”
Youfelt your cheek redden at the mention of the man that had fucked (yes, fucked definitely was the right word this time) you last night and turned around so he wouldn’tsee.
“Don’tknow. Sorry, gotta go. See you,” you rushed away as quickly aspossible.
Youstill remembered it all in detail and you couldn’t believe what you did. Imean, strip poker? And you were sober when you made that decision?!
Youwoke up with a naked Bucky behind you this morning and quickly left before hecould wake up.
Youcouldn’t face him without thinking about how he had grabbed your hair while he was doing you from behind and you weren’tready to talk about that yet. Or the next day. Or the day after that.
Butthe odds weren’t in your favor and you ran into him that same day inthe hallway
“Thereyou are.”
“Yep.Here I am,” you nervously laughed. “What’s up?”
Heseemed unsure on how to approach the topic.
“So..Last night.”
“Yeah..I know.”
Thenthe awkward silence hit you both. Neither of you knew what to say.
Whatwas there to say anyways?
Youhad evaded eye contact from the start, but when you finally did lookhim in the eyes it all came back and it didn’t take 10 secondsbefore he pushed you against the wall and kissed you hard.
Oneleg was already going around his waist and the second was followingsoon when he lifted you up.
Neitherof you seemed to realize that you were not alone and it only occurredto you when Peter and Tony walked around the corner and found you inthat state.
Peter,the teenager with all the hormones that he was, quickly turned aroundand excused himself, but Tony simply pulled out his phone and snappedsome pictures.
Onlywhen the flash hit you did you realize that your show was on display for pretty much everyone who wanted to see it and you quickly hopped back down.
Buckyshielded you with his body.
“Stark!”he didn’t raise his voice but there was a certain threat in it, soTony quickly retreated.
Youhad to laugh a little and your head fell back against the wall.
“Whatare we doing here, Bucky?”
Heturned to you.
“Idon’t know.”
Youshook your head a little when you stared into his beautiful eyes.
“Butmaybe we should find out.”
Youbit your lip and nodded after a minute of consideration.“I’d like that.”
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