#bc it sets limits for me

[ganondoodle]

sorry about that last rambling post, i didnt mean to sound like its worse than it may be, but i got no ... lense to view it through but my own, and the main reason i wrote it out anyway was bc i needed to get it out (even if posting it might be not the greatest idea) .. and bc it kinda showcases, i think, how my stories kinda write themselves, involuntarily in a way? its not like im not putting in any effort- but its like .. i cant STOP it always keeps going and even the dumbest idea stays in some form, its very hard to get everything in place bc theres so much going on all the while i am very slow at making anything, writing or drawing anything, especially anythign coherent is very hard bc not only do i get constantly distracted, i get distracted by my own thoughts suddendly skipping to a certain scene and me having to go throguh imagining in detail NO MATTER how many times i have done it before for the same scene that i already decided on how it goes, when theres a new idea it can take over my entire day bc i cant let go of it-

not trying to sound either like im the only that has that sort of problem, but i think its a big part as of why i start tso many projects without being able to finish them, or even start them bc i constantly have to fight my own thoughts from derailing into another daydream session, thinking of too much too fast than i can ever draw or even write about and not knowing what is worthwhile and what isnt (im telling you i have no idea what is good and what isnt, idk why but for all i know all things i do could be trash, or they all could be bad, maybe the one i thinnk is decent is actually worse than the things i deem not good enough and once i start to think no this isnt good enough i stop having fun making or thinking it bc im trying to do better

honestly its kind of impressive that i can get anything out at all, not to pat myself on the back there but even if i hate how long it takes me, considering how much im having to work just to start working on something at all, the fact that i could post stuff coherent enough for some people to understand AND LIKE is something i should be a little more proud of

#ganondoodles talks #personal #sorry today is a bit of a brain fart day #got a headache and have wasted the entire time until now (5pm) with watching old analysis videos i have watched 5 times already #and crying over undertales music #how much could i get done if i didnt have to deal with thought trains going 200 above speed limit #also didnt mean to sound mean to people who like the things i deem cringy #BC I DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKIGN ABOUT 90% OF THE TIME #I DONT KNOW IF ITS GOOD maybe it is #my judgement of my own stuff is pretty random #.... maybe thats why i can work with fanstuff that adheres to lore better #bc it sets limits for me #it gives me options of rails to derail onto without falling straight into the woods #idk if that made sense either #... i need to start drinking more #(and i guess by calling some of my stuff cringe bc i am entirely unsure of its quality im trying to make myself smaller than i am) #(so if it turns out to be actually bad- im more safe from ridicule since LOOK I AM SELF AWARE) #and there i go letting my thoughts spin further #maybe ill delete both of these posts tomorrow when i realize how dumb this is to say in the first place

[ruporas]

hugs hugs hugs (ID in alt)

#nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #trigun #trigun maximum #and i guess #trigun maximum spoilers #i feel like i could talk forever about wolfwood’s unexpected important presence of care for the 3 of them but im also so Limited bc #half of it would be sources:just trust me #especially when it comes to meryl and wolfwood FMSMD HALF OF THEIR MAX DYNAMIC IN MY HEAD are completely pulled from those 4 panels of them #talking - its like the only scene they have together AUGHHG😭😭 But it’s fine. i love making shit up. i also think they have a good deal in #common aside from being vash’s friends (understatement) and their presence in milly's life ueeee.... and when milly BAWLED #hearing that news *explodes explodes explodes*.... anyway... this set is about wolfwood but it doesn't have to be ofc... theyre just huggin #and the 3 of them will have many more brighter hugs to share in the future #ruporas art

[purgetrooperfox]

#i'm going to explode. tumblr give me an edit poll button NOW #my partner says this is an old person feature but i just like to feel it when i Press Button #bc that's how physical keyboards work right? you get tactile feedback #like i don't have the whole phone set the vibrate when i tap it just the keyboard #idk. vote on my poll boy #third time's the charm. apologies to the dash #why is the default time limit on these a day instead of a week. a day is no time at all #YOUR. YOUR phone keyboard. AUGH

[lunarharp]

shirahama-sensei reminded me she has a thing for the teacher from pokemon s/v so i randomly went off on an au where qifrey is the professor. etc

#witch hat tag #orufrey #the first image is qifrey dressed as that guy. i'm glad she has an inexplicable attachment to some dorky pokemon man like i do #someone was like 'wouldn't it make more sense for deanreldea to be the champion' .... well no. not in my world . #it maps onto magic skill. champions aren't like the Rulers of the land they're just the most skilled at this thing #oru as a burnt out champion who's gently encouraging a kid like coco to reach him one day means a lot to me. i like pokemon narratives #agott went shiny hunting for the same thing coco had but cooler - just to impress her. she really is a pokemon rival type girl #pushing myself to the limit to prove my worth to you - to get to the summit first so i'm waiting for you.. #and then realising it wasn't just to be strong - i realised i started wanting to see your smile. i wanted you to have fun. #i think coco would defeat agott at the end of victory road and then defeat oru & i'll probably draw one last thing abt that at least.. #the image is very cinematic..the dialogue and music in my mind..I WANT TO FACE ORU!!!!!!!!!! #the super cool insanely powerful awesome champion is the spouse of my professor and he gave me advice at the beginning...no way.... #btw the elite four would be the sages which is perfect (and maybe easthies as the first guy?) evil Team Brimhats #coustas as their renegade gladion-type figure. the gym leaders would be like sun/moon and s/v combined #travelling around facing the best students from different classes - so jujy and eunie etc. #i've barely thought about 'teams' or anything bc i care amore about the narrative side of things always lol #but idk. tetia with a swirlix - eunie would be ghost type boy - riche with small things but also a ceruledge or a steelix something massiv #and brushbug would have a final form which is really long like an eastern dragon- fluffy and with wings like a fairy. It's beautiful to me #well anyway *tries to move on to the rest of life now the brief obsession has passed* #obviously oru would be fire-type tho and qifrey would be water-type and they set off together and traded their starters etc.....it goes on

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever

#jrwi fanart #cw blood #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #arthur bennett #OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob: #BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay #i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY. #THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL #so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM.. #grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that #ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT #arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES #I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM. #I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no #ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE #BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much... #GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that #we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW #he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE.. #i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar #I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS #also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that #human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY #i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK #feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh

[disastercit]

camp camp as random text posts

fun fact I was able to determine exactly what scene I wanted to use for each post, and exactly which episode it was from, and about when in the episode it was at, for all 10 of these. idk what that says about me but it's probably not good. I would go outside and touch grass but it is currently 4 am

#camp camp #staying up until 4 am doing something camp camp related is so 2019 of me #im glad i made exactly 10 bc i forgot about the image limit entirely #now im gonna go set my alarm for an unrealistically early time and try to go to sleep

[bericas]

teen wolf scenes that make me remember they're teens: allisaac edition

#twedit #allisaacedit #allisaac #teenwolfplus #teendramas #and then 4 my tags #teenwolfteens* #allison argent #isaac lahey #tw #anyway i love these guys #i never like fully vibe with multi ep allisaac sets just bc i feel like a lot of them focus on the more dramatic scenes #and like i GET it #but theyre so dear to me becuse they are soooooooooooo seventeen #theyre just little guys #the shot where she rubs his shoulder and the yellow goes over her face is pissing me off btw but theyre SOOOOOOOO SEVENTEEN THERE #if their actors were 30 no they werent!! not in these scenes!!!!! #look at him backing up towards her in the last gif and tell me theyre not 17!! YOU CANT. #speaking of 30 they should not have updated the image limit to 30. heres 16 gifs. i cant be stopped now #also posting at 10:30 pm est bc i cant be stopped #mwah mwah etc etc #OH #flashing gif tw #for the gif from illuminated

[remedyturtles]

DAMN. Just finished chapter 17 of Firefight and whooh. I cannot articulate how excited and thrilled I am for this new direction. I love your Death Wish fic and i'll be absolutely damned if I don't continue to love this one with just as much, if not more, fervor. You're an incredible writer. You immerse me in the environments, the sensations, the inner workings, and the emotions of these characters while your words seep both their souls and yours. I really just wanted to tell you how enjoyed your writing is. I look forward to each update with patience and support, and if you chose to end it, life got in the way, or any other reason, I would continue to support you as a writer and artist while repeatedly reading your works. Death Wish is the length of a decent novel and I've reread it about 4 times, each experience unique and loved because there's always something new and poignant to find in your writing. There's so much love and intent in your work, and it's so greatly appreciated. You're my favorite fic writer, thank you for all that you do. Keep doing what you love!!

waghs at you quietly. dude thank you so much you are far too kind to me aaaaaaaa

i have still a LOT of firefight to go!!!! there’s gonna be a planned hiatus in april as i am going away but i have never once abandoned a story and i won’t start now LMAO

#firefight au #fic stuff #I’ll be honest I’ve been VERY nervous abt having a hiatus as someone who updates so regularly #I don’t want to leave anyone hanging and I definitely feel like I’ve set the expectations for updates pretty high LMAO #but unfortunately I will be physically unable to update as I will have zero computer access #when I started writing firefight in NOVEMBER I had no idea I’d still be writing it when this trip came around #that I’ve been planning for uh. four years. so. #but I promise promise promise the moment I’m back home I will be continuing hiatus is not a death knell #just a legit physical limitation LMAO #I’m seriously planning to bring a notebook with me and write in it even if I can’t update so here’s hoping it doesn’t get wet HAHAHA #ok for real thanks for the lovely message I just wanted to use this chance to warn people bc it’s been bugging me that I haven’t said #LOVE YOU SMOOCHES YOU ARE TOO KIND XO REM

[meowonhao]

artist made pop-up photo dump! :P

#yes hello hi i am alive btw… #did feel the need to come back and flex a bit just bc i was at this damn mall from 7am to idk like 1pm? #but i had a nice time and bought all the things i wanted to so i can’t complain too much #went in limiting myself to just hoshi’s big tiger wonu’s bag and hao’s 디팔이 set #ended up with all of that plus coups’ drinking glasses from last season bc i rlly liked how they looked in person #still counting that as a win for me bc only going one item over what i originally planned to purchase anywhere is amazing for me #i actually didnt love any of wonu’s stuff but i just got the bag to get the postcard gift thing haha #i’ll use it at the concerts i guess! #diamond life

[claudia-kishi]

netflix but better and free :D

plex server info UPDATE~

hi friends!

i have updated my plex server so that tv shows/movies are added almost instantly! you can even link your trakt account so that adding anything to your watchlist will add it to plex!

if you're interested in joining, follow these instructions :]

create a plex account (for free!) link: https://www.plex.tv/

message me via tumblr or any other way you can find me and tell me your username or the email you signed up with!

wait for me to add you (should be pretty quick unless i am sleeping rip)

once i add you, you should get an email invitation link! if not, just let me know and i can send you the link manually~

IF YOU WANT TO LINK YOUR TRAKT WATCHLIST, give me your username and which list you'd like to use to add shows/movies

you’re done and now can access all of my content on your computer, your smart tvs/gaming consoles with the plex app, and your portable devices!

small note for phones / tablets: the plex app will probably say you need to pay, but the workaround is to just use your browser to go the plex server website and you should be golden! it’s not as pretty, but it still works!

i love using plex to watch all these things just on my tv just like any other streaming platform, so i wanted to share this experience with people who don’t have the means to set this up. <3

be sure to join the discord (https://discord.gg/Cn6PDZrBRh) for updates on the server such as times i may have to take it offline or if it may be slow.

i still have plenty of space for ppl, so feel free to reach out to join or if you have any other questions!

#plex #updated bc we just figured some things out #so now we have unlimited tv movie space :] #the only limit i have now is invites #but i don't think i have 100 people who want in so LMAO #get in while u can :P #also me and yona just had a 1.5 hr phone call tryign to set this up #truly legendary tbh #we're just sitting here like TECHNOLOGY IS AMAZING

[bumblingbabooshka]

Star Trek Voyager Season 6 Episode 6: "Riddles"

#st voyager #star trek voyager memes #I was gonna put this into a meme compilation but then I thought people might misinterpret it as ME misinterpreting their daily dynamic #which I couldn't allow #this meme applies for one episode only #limited time only seme-uke #Great Vulcan philosopher of the BL genre named Semeuk #foremost mind in his gay ass field <3 #I love this screenshot btw Tuvok looks like a gd princess #if Neelix doesn't have a crush on Tuvok why's he got him set up like Sleeping Beauty??? #Tuvok #Neelix #Tuvix #Tuvok/Neelix #If you're in the Tuvix tag you deserve to see my yaoi posts #I submit that like the 'trad wife' there is a 'trad uke' and Tuvok is giving that energy in this episode #He's scared DX and shy and clumsy and he's making yummy desserts for everyone~!!! <3 xoxo #Tuvok waking up after surgery: ................<- internally screaming bc he remembers insisting that Neelix sleep with him (literally) #bc he was too SCARED!!!! To be alone!!!! #A memory Tuvok will pretend to have forgotten and never ever ever ever admit to

[ganondoodle]

me: finally im able to cope with how much i hate totk and can fuel that energy into other things :)

nintendy: the shiekah tech just dissappeared and no one knows why or cares enough to investigate it lol. lmao. its gone bc the calamity is gone or something even tho it literally isnt bc ganondorf is right there haha lol, stop asking, why do you care. just forget it existed and look at that sexy goatman and glue instead!! glue! isnt that wild?? also its totally a direct, 100% same universe and exact same characters, despite them act totally out of character, sequel to botw-

#ganondoodles talks #ganondoodles rants #zelda #totk #im just fucking!!!! at my limit!!!! #what the fuck do you mean #the calamity is the equivalent of ganondorfs farts trying to wake himself up and you say lololo is gone so the techs gone #then why do some parts still exist huh??????? #fuyking clowns #all the threads leading organically into another game WOOOP NOPE CUT THEM ALL WE DIDNT MEAN TO GIVE IT MEANING LOL #what is ancient energy and whys there a big concetration under these regions including hyrule castle? oh my god is it bc gan is there an- #NOPE forget we ever said that haha lol lmao even #can you really blame me for feeling like im being laughed at #like totk is mocking me bc i care about botw and thought theyd take up the interesting things they set up in it to expand upon??? #and no instead they backpedal like oh no we accidentally made it seem interesting quick get the iron out we need to FLATTEN this bitch #and they keep making it WORSE by insisting that its totally 1000% a direct sequel #just fucking say its some alternative bullshit again #i am begging them to let soemone else direct the next game #bc when the guy makes accidentally good lore he needs to immedaitely flatten all the good stuff when it comes to a sequel apparently

[writhe]

#TAGS TLDR YOU CAN NEVER TRULY GO HOME BUT DO YOU WANT TO? #writing a little for d&d and having feelings about this #it was really interesting jasper and i were working on some game mechanics and we kept getting stuck at weird parts and it developed into #this conversation where we realized we experience the world #in such fundamentally different ways. like specifically talking about how paranoia #manifests and stuff but even later in a broader sense like our experiences of time and everything is so different #and they'd be like 'well what if this is something that happened to lock' and id be like 'how could that be something that anyone would #experience' and they were like 'oh because i do' #(example here was my character not realizing he had been magically transported and filling in the blank with vague memories of travel but i #was like. are you not acutely aware of every single moment you are awake and in motion even if it is excruciatingly boring. and jasper #was like. 'oh...no. i could be transported from one place to another and if time passed i wouldnt even think about having traveled or not' #which was WILD to me but then we were like 'okay i guess this cannot be something that happened to lock' because i couldnt even fathom that #but like anyway idk we got weirdly deep dive-y about d&d stuff and personal lives and i had big feelings on it bc genuinely i feel like #there are facets and caverns in myself i have only ever touched in storytelling but particularly in this campaign #and i've joked a lot about Lock and other chars in this game being self inserts #but i mean it in a good way #like the ways we tell stories or experience a world we created together is going to be through an extension of ourselves etc #but it's interesting to me to consider the limitations that brings yknow? we all live by such vastly different sets of rules and #understandings #and im writing out some stuff now and im like. yknow. #lock can never truly go home. i can never truly go home. none of us can ever truly go home #home as shifting impermanence home as transience etc #2017 levi is back apparently but hes always been right

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

Seems like you're having a bad day, Shepard.

-> You could say that...

The car lot™️ ft. Kaidan Alenko's Warlock Armory by clericofshadows

#mass effect #mass effect 3 #shenko #kaidan alenko #sophie shepard #mira makes gifs ✨ #these are my favorite bisexuals on the citadel sir ✨ #shep has two hands and both of them are for holding his hands i’m not sorry for saying it #and if i said i almost had a nervous breakdown bc i thought the upload size was 20mb for gifs #so i made a whole ass set of 20mb gifs #then had to go back and redo them all to make them 10mb 🙃 #some of these are pushing that 10mb limit i’m talking 9.996mb LMAO #the other set was better before i had to compress these more but it’s all good bc he’s still as smoochable as ever #i’m never getting over him tbh #and thank you cleric for letting me play dress up and putting him in like 400 different outfits bc that’s what him and ash deserve! ❤️

[aliengirl]

i may or may not be using my time to write a color based legacy challenge. I have already made a poll like this but I've gained a bit of followers so I'm askig again hehe

#pls tumblr let me see the results on my own poll without having t decided b myself #THATS WHY I MAKE A POLL whats the point if i will have t choose one option too #and pls let us set other time limits bc 1 day is not enough but ONE WEEK? #and btw im basing the gens goals in a book im reading about color meanings and psychology and history #its by eva heller is very good

[appleciders]

Martha Blackburn & Rachel Reid in Season 2

“Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. You’re probably really sick of hearing this, you all must be.”

“Not even a little.”

#rachel reid #martha blackburn #the wilds #thewildsedit #HM. CANCELLATION GOT ME FEELING SOME STUFF ACTUALLY. #other scenes that didnt make it bc im setting myself a healthy time limit w photoshop lol: #rachel singing to martha #the two of them joking about the hot tub #rachel screaming martha's name #the way martha looks at rachel so fondly by the campfire #when they sing home #and follow up quote was 100% 'i've got marty' like. wow the way rachel and martha hold each other up over and over #from the quicksand to now im just...im gonna miss them so bad #martha x rachel #my edit