#because four years in is the best time to make this post 👍

[acanvasofabillionsuns]

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*there's not really anything else that i reblog and warn for with any regularity, but i'm willing to go back and tag posts if you send me an ask requesting it! additionally, my warning tagging convention is [thing cw] or just [thing mention] if it's not depicted. so for example if there was an art post showing blood i'd tag it "blood cw", but a story that briefly discussed someone dying would have "death mention."

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my general tagging convention for fandoms is [media name] for any posts featuring it, [abbreviated media name + character name] or [character's full name] for any characters in the post, and [ship name] for any featured ships. so a prinxiety post would be tagged with "sanders sides," "ts virgil," "ts roman," and "prinxiety," along with any other relevant tags. or a post featuring phineas and perry would be tagged with "phineas and ferb," "phineas flynn," and "perry the platypus," because for the p&f fandom i tag characters' full names. exceptions include rottmnt, because i didn't want to type out the full show name, but the characters are all tagged [rise character name] & the mxtx fandoms like the untamed and svsss, they're all under "mxtx" bc i haven't actually consumed any of the stories

i have a lot of fandoms i reblog stuff for but the main ones are sanders sides, miraculous ladybug, mcyt*, dnd podcasts (the adventure zone**, legendlark, and spell check mostly) A:TLA, and dp x dc (danny phantom/dcu crossovers - those posts get tagged "dp x dc," "danny phantom," AND "dcu" (i might omit one fandom or the other if the post is, say, a fic that mostly only talks about one fandom, but it'll have the "dp x dc" tag still))

*similar to dp x dc, mcyt posts will always have the "mcyt" tag, and if there's an associated smp with it, i'll tag that as well. i think the only smps i've tagged are dsmp, qsmp, hermitcraft, and life smps. ngl, my character tags for mcyt stuff is a mess and i don't feel like fixing it legendlark is also similar - each post has the 'legendlark' tag and then the og campaign is tagged 'dames and dragons' and any hrose camp posts are tagged as such

**i don't have one unifying tag for all adventure zone content. each campaign has its own tag - so like "taz balance" is the main taz tag you'll see on my blog - and then the characters are all just [taz character name] (e.g. "taz taako")

#because four years in is the best time to make this post 👍 #i'm probably missing some stuff but these are the main ones i think #if i remember anything else i'll add it in 👍 #meri monologues #edit: okay fixed whatever glitch caused the links to ride up to the previous line !!

[larcenywrites]

how would Tony (young and regular/older Tony) react if you need to have your wisdom tooth removed and he's gotta take care of you? like, calm you down before the surgery, accompany you to the orthodontist, take care of you during post-op? and you're all sensitive and upset and feeling shitty and miserable :(

It’s been 8 years since I got all of my wisdom teeth removed but that shit was awful and sometimes the scars flare up and hurt to this day 😭 also my fav story to tell is that after my surgery I was so fucked up on those pain meds for a while (mine took a lot longer to heal than normal and hurt so bad so I took the hard stuff longer than most people lmao), and I played Mass Effect 1 all day every day, and completed it like three or four times over the course of a week 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my two friends got theirs removed during the same summer as me, and there’s went so smoothly??? Like one had no paid after day 2 or 3 and was eating like normal on day 5, and my other friend took a while before chewing felt more normal but she said her pain wasn’t bad after the first day??? And I literally felt like I was dying for almost two weeks 😭

Young!Tony might have gotten his removed too! 3 or 4 years ago probably, but he’s been through it! He’ll drive you there and back, but on the way he’s probably not the best at comforting you 🤧 He’ll tell you it’s not that bad, and then proceed to tell you all about how he woke up mid-surgery 😭 he thinks it’s kinda funny, but it’s not when you’re about to be in that position :( If you’re anything like how I was after mine, instead of being loopy and stumbly afterward, you walk to the car (mostly) on your own (only stumbling a little bit) after being very grumpy and mean to both Tony and the doctor 😃👍 who thankfully think it’s funny, and Tony only annoys you further when you’re staring through the window with an angry glare and he’s busy asking you how you feel or if you remember anything. Yeah, you feel like shit! No wonder you’re so grumpy! He tries to stay quiet for the rest of the ride 😔 but he’ll put on your favorite songs :D He also made sure to put a towel on your lap maybe or maybe not after Maria advised him to beforehand…

If you don’t already live together, he’ll pretty much try to live in your house for the week even though your parents might be right there to also take care of you 🥺😅 buuuut blood makes him a little squeamish, so helping you replacing those first cottons balls might be a little bit of a hassle, meaning: he’ll be wearing gloves and will be visibly disgusted 😭 but you’re too out of it to notice anyway! The first day, you’re probably doing a lot of sleeping :( but he’ll sleep with you :D propped up with you on some pillow and just watches every movie you own! You probably can’t talk really good either that first day or two, which sucks because all Tony does it talk 😩 well, maybe it’s not so bad then? You also won’t be alone in having to eat things like Jello and pudding and mashed potatoes, because he’ll probably eat them too 😋 It kinda gives him an excuse to only eat vanilla pudding all day 😅 He can’t really help you feel any better besides being surprisingly on time for any medication, and while he promises to take you to your favorite restaurant as soon as you think you can eat real food (which is hopefully after the first week unless you’re like me, then it takes almost two 🙃), but that might kinda make it worse because it gets real boring only eating the few soft foods on that list 😭 And it’s frustrating honestly. Don’t feel bad about randomly crying when he brings you a cup of jello 😔 He’ll be like “wait, was that the wrong thing, I’m sorry 😰” and then he has to sit through your mini rant about being tired of feeling awful 😞 and there’s nothing he can do so he also feels awful 😞 But, at least you kinda have an excuse to sit in bed all week and watch movies or play games? Each day will feel a little better :)

Now older Tony, he’s been through a few surgeries, though it’s been years since this particular one. You can rest assured, at least, that you’ll have only the best doctors and best medical advice and stuff? Nah, it’s still stressful ^^;; Tony’s been through lots of surgeries, and he’ll assure you this is one of the easier and most routine ones! It’ll go fine! You won’t be able to eat normally for at least 5 or so days, so he’ll be sure to take you wherever you want to go the day or two before, too 😘 If you’re super freaked out, he’ll try his best leading up to it to avoid any mention of it unless necessary tbh. He’s suddenly around much more, trying to butt it on daily routines and work, chores or cooking, asking you’re opinion of blueprints or about vacation plans. But it’s pretty unavoidable when he’s driving you there :( He’ll ((technically)) be with you the entire time! He’ll be there when it’s done! It may not feel like it in the moment, but he was right when he said you’d literally be out of there within five minutes! Well, from your point of view anyway. You’re probably a little wobbly on your feet, and hopefully not trying to wriggle out of his guiding grip on your shoulders 😅 And sorry to tell you, while you won’t film it, he’ll purposefully be trying to get you to say ridiculous things and asking you all kinds of ridiculous questions 😔 And tell you all about as soon as you’re feeling better!

He made sure to buy all your favorite yogurts and he’ll even make some soups! Luckily he’s seen plenty of blood and had plenty of surgeries, so blood doesn’t bother him and he doesn’t mind having to help you clean up. And though you’re on bedrest for a few days (the surgery may just be in the mouth, but dental pain really takes out all your energy 😭), at least that means he (finally) has to take a break from work to spend all day with you 😁 though, it’d be better for both of you if you weren’t in pain and so over it :( He feels really bad that there’s not much he can do to help you feel better :( You may get a little snappy with him because you feel so bad, and he tries his best not to let it get him down 😔 But he’s still persistent in trying to find way to keep you entertained and keep your mind off of it (sorta). Puzzles, video games, napping as best he can with you- whatever helps! And when you start complaining about having to eat the same stuff all day, he’ll promise to pick up whatever you want as soon as you can eat better!

And either way, the biggest challenge for him is trying not to instinctively kiss your cheek before bed when your laying next to him 😭 those first few days everything hurts, and he hardly knows what a gentle peck is, so he’ll have to remember to swoop to your shoulder of top of your head that first week 😅

#anon #anonymous #answered #larstalks

[sleepychaika]

so. ive been thinking a lot. about omori and about what might ensue post-SUNNY route ending. [omori spoilers ahead]

one thing about me is that if i join a fandom, it usually--with some exceptions--means that i mainly enjoy a piece of media as a form of escapism. so like. feel-good stories. or maybe excruciatingly painful stories but they have a good ending that leaves you happy, hopeful, whatever. good friends, best friends, an OTP or two--you know the drill i guess. not saying i only enjoy light stories, it's just that i'm always finding a way to sneak in something happy in there, or finding fandoms that know how to do that.

omori. might be my first hyperfixation (= a story which forever and ever will be among my most favorites even when the obsession dies down) which i can't enjoy in the same way i've been enjoying other stories (don't get me wrong i'm still enjoying it immensely)

because

there is no happy ending i think. as in, that's just not possible? my opinion on that is not set in stone, but for now that's how i feel about it

and my deal is that i Love the characters, i Love the potential in ships like sunflower- ok. grips your, whoever's reading this, shoulders. i love love LOVE the dynamic those two had before things went south. these silly kids were so cute together. But what i love even more (not because it makes me feel fuzzy anymore but because good storytelling) is how it makes perfect sense (to me) that it would be incredibly heckin unhealthy for them to start any sort of relationship. ultimately, i doubt they're even capable of becoming friends again, not just after what happened with mari, but also after what sunny has put himself and basil through

which is nuts. when you're used to, like, thinking about characters (either on their own or OTPs) and twirling your hair and kicking your feet giddily, when you'd actually like to go ^__^ and draw them being sweet together, and then you're faced with the sheer tragedy of the whole gang in OMORI, it's. let's just say oughhhggfggghhgggggbbbh.

it happened and, snap, everything fell apart. FOUR years of nothing, despite all of them living In The Same Town. they have already grown apart tremendously. i can see it, they graduate from high school and that's it—moving from faraway town, maybe not keeping in touch at all. why would they want to, if the memories are so painful, and if the memories that are good not just seem, but really are so distant now? it's healthy to find new friends, to continue living this new life away from the old one.

it makes sense, it all makes perfect sense!!!!!, and yet it's so damn hard to accept the likelihood of that outcome when you've been looking so long through the eyes of sunny/omori who's been abusing escapism biggg time. it's the contrast between how his dream world is and how the real world is that gets me the most, i think!

like, i have another favorite story, evangelion. it's also very tragic but... there is no contrast, the atmosphere in the world of eva has always been kind of hopeless, you just calmly watched things fall apart. OMORI, on the other hand, has that added contrast, and the SUNNY route ending is more bittersweet than utterly hopeless, and maybe that's what makes me wanna crawl up the wall haha!!!!! :'D :'D :'D

so i see all of these post-ending headcanons about how the gang would hang out together, all the ships, and like. 👍👍👍!!! but i can never fully, idk, buy it? it all seems...just a tad too good to be true? like an AU or something :(

i'm not complaining at all though. i enjoy the optimistic fancontent tremendously as well; this just is how the storyline of OMORI makes me feel, and i love it for what it is (to me). long ass speech is over, entering my silly mode again

#.txt #omori #omori spoilers #ive only played the snuuy route #have only gotten two endings #maybe exploring further and also playing the other route (both of which i plan on doing) might change my whole outlook #maybe not #by exploring further i mean getting neutral endings #😔 i want the best for the gang's friendship but. sighh

[dojunie]

tag game!

rules: post the names of all the files in your wip folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have wips.

tagged through osmosis by @cinnajun <3

ykwtfgo. but if i put all my wips in here this post will need a read more, so i'll only do four 👍

✦ #1: for the first time [hrj, besties to fwb to lovers, summer fic = obligatory beach episode; you and best friend renjun don't want to go into college as just the innocent bookworms your other friends have pinned you to be, so the summer before university starts you both decide to... experiment]

✦ #2: kick it! [pjs, strangers to lovers, you teach kickboxing at a dojo in the city and jisung's mom lowkey guilt trips you into teaching her kid self defense... you think he's going to be like ten years old; surprise, he's a senior in highschool, only two years younger than you and nearly a foot taller, how the hell does this kid not even know how to make a fist with his hands???]

✦ #3: lets play ball [ldh, baseball pitcher hyuck, frenemies to lovers only because donghyuck is a huge pain in the ass, you're his 'good luck charm' he says, which is why he insists you have to be at every game (even the ones you're not on-field student medic for); but after a moment between the both of you in the campus infirmary, you're not sure that's the only reason he wants you at every inning]

✦ #4: the storm cloud (and you) [hrj, opposites attract, enemies to lovers, but not really because renjun simply has one sided beef with you; you're the campus sunshine, everyone's best friend, every one knows and loves you because you're just so cheerful... and renjun is the transfer student with the temper, the tiny terror with the mouth that'll cut down anyone and everyone for any minor infraction, the kid everyone's a little afraid of... but then you catch him crying in the corner of the library one day and you make it your mission to figure him out]

tagging: @lunena, @jiamour

if you're interested in any of these and wanna know more, message me 🪩

#tag game #send me asks so i can trick myself into getting fic-finishing motivation #dojun talks #wip

[enhyupn]

— promising the moon : jay x gn!reader

genre: angst with the tiniest bit of fluff, idol/trainee au slightly

warnings: not proof read

word count: 988 words

a/n hello!! i have had this in my drafts for a very long time and after a few months hiatus i’ve decided to post it, this is only a snippet of it tbh because i’ve shortened it down by maybe 5k words 👍

his gaze slowly resting on yours, the bright yet dull lights taking over your stage, his hands gently strumming on his guitar and your voice projecting across the small crowd. his small smile dancing around at the sound of your melody, all he could think about was making the stage all about you. he had once told you he felt the most loved on stage, performing his heart out for the few people that would even care to listen.

well, that may of been one of the reasons; it was indeed thrilling, the rush of adrenaline completely taking over his scattered mind being the one of the only things that allowed him to ignore the horrors of his overdue chemistry essay. nonetheless, even with hundreds of reasons to be on that stage, one reason would always stay on top of park jay’s list.

you.

you were his main reason. sure he loved to perform, hell— he was made to perform. he loved everything about the stage, but he knew he loved you way more than anything like that. even with his one sided attraction, he put you above almost everything.

and maybe the downfall of his short lived band career was the cause of you too, he had loved you far too much that every opportunity slipped through his fingers. he remembered the moment so well, your bright smile spread so cheerfully across your face when you had told him you were going to go mainstream. he remembers so desperately wanting to tell you no, to decline the trainee offer as quickly as you could. the selfish reasoning of wanting to be the only thing close to you, sharing you with the public was far too terrifying for him, being lost in a sea of fans was unimaginable.

opposite to his silent protests, jay told you to go for it. he knew you’ve always wanted this, the power of his love dominating the selfish thoughts. he won’t ever forget the soft smile on your face, the repeated thank yous and the playful ‘i won’t forget you’. he so desperately wished that your words were true—that you wouldn’t forget him.

wishful thinking only got the best of him however, with your trainee days eating up most of your time. it had taken almost a year for him to get into the routine of not seeing you every week. jay hadn’t even seen or heard from you for almost half a year when you broken the news to him.

you were debuting.

of course he was happy, happy for you but incredibly terrified for himself. jay was never the possessive type, always wanting you to show everyone your potential. but, he knew the schedule of a full time idol, he knew how busy you would be and what you would soon go through. all he could do was smile, congratulate you, he couldn’t tell you the horrors he had thought to himself in that moment.

he didn’t know that was last time he’d ever see you in person, the next time he’d see you was on his television screen. your official positions reflecting perfectly on your performance, the main vocal, lead dancer and center combined dominating the stage along with your four other members. the last year and a half perfectly polishing you into someone the public would adore.

jay didn’t know what happened or how he had come up with the decision but all he knew was that he was going to be on that same stage with you. he wanted to relive that feeling, the feeling of longingly staring at you from the back of the stage. the next thing he knows, he impulsively applies for three companies, two reaching out back at him in almost an instant. he was scared, scared of his future and the impulsivity of this whole situation. would he even secure himself a financially stable career? —the idol industry wasn’t famous for it’s promising stability. loving to perform wasn’t enough in a competitive industry korea had for idols. loving you wasn’t enough too, as much as he desperately wanted to believe that.

arguments inside his head almost begged him to put down the pen, the contact sucking him into a career path he only had one chance at. with one more signature, his fate had been decided. he was a trainee at a well known company, not as heavily known as your company but one that could soon rival yours in the near future. with one step into the unfamiliar practice room he almost felt as if something clicked in his head. he did want to do this, and not because just of you.

these new revelations were a complete turn from his previous reasons, his new focus being the best he could possibly be in this new environment. throughout the two years of his tiring training, he did exactly just that. the rankings placed so proudly in his practice rooms only proved it.

“park jay” the stern voice of his CEOs caught him off guard. fully straightening his back he looked straight into the higher up’s eyes, determination visible from every part of his face. “first member of the debut team”.

there was no time for excitement, knowing well after the seven members were announced they’ll be ruthlessly practicing for their debut. he let a nod out, gulping through his words as he bowed politely expressing his thanks. “thank you”.

not once in that moment he had thought about you. the slowly vanishing memory of you and jay’s past were the least of his worries, the original goal of returning on that same stage with you being tossed away. in the past he would of called you, wanting to hear your praise and your congratulations, the type of thing he yearned for almost everyday in the past.

although now, all he longs for is someone to fill the long empty role you had previously left.

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