#being at home for 2 months

[un-pearable]

hiya!!! and welcome back to part 3 of my sonic 2 (2022) sparked nostalgia celebration, with the ever elusive tails and knuckles interactions! they’re good kids sega <3

(knuckles & sonic) (tails & sonic) (knuckles & tails)

#sonic #tails the fox #miles tails prower #knuckles the echidna #sonic the hedgehog 2 (2022) #such good kids deserve more one-on-one time their leg of the team sonic triangle is both delightful and desperately lacking content #EXTREMELY excited that the movie let them have their own dynamic it was adorable #very much looking forward to seeing them interact more esp with stuff like sonic drone home #please excuse this being. months late. it was an accident and also it is annoyingly hard to find #tails and knuckles talking directly to each other #one of these is literally from the 2022 fcbd which came out THIS MONTH #for the same reason please excuse the archie one they are also annoyingly hard to find and need like eight pages of backstory explained #if anyone has a good post reboot moment w/ the two of them. please gimme i love them but as far as i know they’ve got #like negative interaction time. sadly #anyway here’s for a new canon with a cute as hell dynamic between all three :] ty for waiting the stupid amount of time it took #for me to finish this. it has literally been in my drafts since day one #text✨

[arikihalloween]

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Motivation has struck me

*Throws sketches at all of u !*

@annemissingshoe

@2-b-flower

@chocolategothwolfhorse

@lazysimpluna

@roseombre

I wish I could do much more but I'm not home and won't be much available at all during the rest of the holidays (*cries in behind in asks boxes*)

But I've received so much support from you guys this year so I doodled for some of ya

It's just sketches with no colors but I hope you like it 👉👈

#from the copy pasta game a month ago #it was really fun to ping-pong between eachother #i also wanted to give back to Anne and 2-b especially who made so many fanarts/coloring for me #and also Fluffy who has been following the Keeper blog since forever #Rose whom I met on here and Luna whom I met on discord ! #thank u guys #i'm being too emotionals about fanarts ik #welcome home #welcomehome #welcome home art #welcome home au #julie joyful #julie welcome home #welcome home oc #fanart #welcome home barnaby b beagle #barnaby welcome home #welcome home frank frankly #welcome home frank #Solver Frank #Lacuna Julie #Ribbons Frank #Patchwork Barnaby #Morpheus Wally #sketches

[definitelynotnia]

im sorry i have to rant im so fucking pissed

my exams end on 19th and I have to get rid of some books and buy some books which are quite pricy online so I had planned on going to college street on 20th and selling my books and buying the new ones at a cheap price and i was frankly really excited about it because all I get is a one day break to relax bcz i have to start studying for entrances from 21st so all I have is 20th and i wanted to spend it at college street and then get some food and basically have like a solo date kind of thing.

and i was so so excited about it i told my boyfriend about it like 500 times bcz i kept forgetting i've already mentioned it and it was literally on my mind a lott so i kept bringing it up and ik it seems like not a big deal cz i can just sit at home and chill too but i literally do not get to go outside my house. like- the last time i went out was new years eve and after that the only time i've gone out is to school or to give my boards that is it. my mother has some weird like problem wiht me going out like even if i tell her that i just want to go to our terrace for 5 minutes just to get some fresh air she won't even allow that she'll be all suspicious and like sTaNd In ThE bAlCOnY aNd TaKe FrEsH aIr like she herself doesnt leave the house (and blames it on me and my brother ???? when have we ever stopped you bro, she said I HaVe To Be HeRe To KeEp An EyE like im 18 i dont need to be watched 24/7 stop blaming me for choices you put upon yourself) and i just feel so suffocated ALL THE TIME i feel so overstimulated and im so sick of rotting on my bed and i dont want to wait for some birthday party or friends meet up to be able to leave my goddamn house i just wanted to go and have a fun day and get me some books thats it.

anyway so initially the plan was that my mom would go along but something came up so she wanted to postpone it to 21st and i didn't want to bcz i'd already be missing 3 days bcz of my boyfriends birthday, holi and my brothers birthday (all of which are important and i dont want to miss which makes me the villain apparently bcz i should "adjust" and cancel my "parties" instead of trying to stick to my plan bcz that makes me too demanding and selfish apparently) so i suggested that ukw why dont u go do ur thing which came up and i'll go to college street by myself...which is when the solo date idea came which i had really wanted all along but didnt bring up bcz i knew she'd say no but now there's a valid reason for me to go alone so like, its a pretty easy fix i can just go alone but noooo. First of all,

I've been to college street multiple times before so its not like its an unknown area to me

im going by metro which is quite safe

im going when there is stark daylight and i will return home much much before it gets dark and im literally 18

she never lets me go anywhere alone, not even take ubers alone if i want to get back from somewhere my bf has to come drop me everytime and then go backwards to his house which is so so so stupid and i never get to go out alone unless accompanied by family or by a male friend, so obv when i said i'll go to college street alone she refused to let that happen and started screaming about how 'if its so important to go on 20th bcz u dont want to miss a day of studying then cancel ur 'parties' and study then' and i was like no its not about missing a day its just that there's a very easy and logical fix to this problem which is i go alone and its not inconveniencing anyone so why cant i just do that but she will not listen to that bcz im 'adamant' and 'everything has to be according to me' bcz i found a viable solution to the problem. so instead of letting me just go she was literally ready to pay much more money and buy the books online, like.....why cant i just go bro??? (and she keeps telling me im a waste of her money bcz i will amount to nothing in life and my education was a failed investment or wtv so like now why are u wasting more money??? im literally trying to save the money that u 'waste' on me so just let me ???)

anyway i called my dad last night and told him and he was super ok with the idea he said its a good idea that i go alone and that he would speak to her but then today when i asked her if dad spoke to her she said yes, we'll go on 20th and i was like .....we? so apparently she CANCELLED her previously immovable thing for which she wanted me to cancel my 'parties', she cancelled that and agreed to go with me on 20th just so that i dont get to go alone- like ???????????????? what is ur problemmmm

so obv i was super annoyed and i went on a whole ass rant about how i literally struggle to even cross roads bcz i dont know shit about basic travelling bcz all my life ive been in a car and its a running joke with all my guy friends that i 'cannot navigate' and 'dont know any places' and obv??? if im never allowed to go anywhere then how tf will i know the places- the only places i know is bcz recently i've been paying a lot of attention and asking my dad stuff about what roads to take to reach certain places and when i go out with my friends i kind of try and learn a bit but thats it i've only ever gone alone completely alone to two places which is my beauty parlour thats 5 minutes away from my house and one bazaar one time that was 2 bus stops away, thats it. thats my extent of public travelling alone. and now im supposed to go to a whole new STATE for college and i cant even call myself an auto without struggling. and like- is this not a basic life skill??? like ok yeah its not rocket science and i will probably figure it out even if i start later in life but why not now? most of my guy friends literally go everywhere alone, why not me? and my dad agreed with all of this but my mom was just like "you'll be in the hostel only, no need to go out of the campus" like ARE YOU FOR REAL????????? and she's like "if u want to learn skills learn how to cook" like ok yes i will also learn how to cook for sure but i wont have a fucking kitchen in the hostel but somehow cooking is an urgent skill i should learn but going places by myself is unimportant bcz i should just never? leave? the? hostel?

anyway after much screaming and shouting my dad gave up and just cut the call bcz he doesnt want to get into an argument with my mother and my mother was being all suspicious like why do u hAvE tO gO aLoNe AlL oF a SuDdEn even though i literally explained why i want to do this alone but she doesnt think thats valid. so she refuses to let me go and i asked her for one reason why i shouldnt cz usuallt its always "no u have exam what if smthn happens" but now i literally dont even have exam so whats ur excuse now? streets will always be unsafe forever so "what if smthn happens" is not a reason to never let me go out without a man so just gimme one reason and she couldnt give me a single reason she just said "i said no, thats it".

and now she's gone off about how im useless and blah blah and "high maintainance" bcz i want books and "everyone else (some pishi's son) just studies online" and so the whole option of college street is apparently now cancelled and she's trying to set up a whole ass kindle account (half the books i need arent even available as ebooks) just because i wanted to go by myself.

#in our house kids dont stay outside past 6:30pm'' but now all of a sudden its fine for my brother to play #till 10:30 at night #she literally stopped me permanently from going down in the evenings since i was in class 7-8 #this is why ive never had any friends outside of school bcz she wouldnt let me leave ths fucking house #and now that my brother is in class 7 #he's allowed to be out playing with his friends till 10 freaking 30 #he comes home an hour late sometimes...45 minutes and almost always at least 30 minutes late at NIGHT and she says nothing except like #one sentence #yeah im only the villain i only keep u locke #up in the house its all my fault #this is just so damn unfair #like literally insulting #im not a child what is her problem #what sort of fucking solution is 'never leave the hostel' like ok even if i do that what happens then??? after i graduate? #i'll be a 24 year old who doesnt know shit about going from one place to another without a man present] #and then this woman preaches how she 'always raises her son and daughter equally' like srsly shut the fuck up #my whole life i've been told abar late?'' #and for me bcz i would come home 5-10 minutes late nd i did it maybe once or twice she made me completely stop going down to play #5-10 minutes late from 6:30 wherein he comes an hour late from 9 fucking 30 #and this sounds so stupid bcz im an 18 year old now and i dont give a fuck abt how long i got to play but its just unfair dude #with me it was always smthn or the other either exams or she gets miraculously sick every time i want to go out to play #im not even kidding she did a whole “i have fever and ur going to leave me like this and go play?” on me one time bcz i was adamant abt goi #after months of not being able to go bcz of exam or smthn or the other #she did not have any fever it was fucking bullshit #and how am i supposed to help with ur imaginary fever anyway im literally 12 #its so fucking annoying man and then if i say anything at all she'll go on a tirade about how #like YOU DO THOUGH??????? im sorry ur feelings are hurt bcz i said you do smthn that u LITERALLY DO #istg not even 2 days ago she was having a fight with my dad abt how he should teach my brother to learn how to cycle so that he can go buy #groceries #i can cycle

[daydadahlias]

Hi! How are you? Are you taking a break from writing? Sorry, just that it’s been a bit since you posted a fic and I wanna make sure you’re okay!

hello my little laffy taffy <3 yes i am ok !! and no, I am not taking a purposeful break from writing and i have been writing, I just haven't been posting!! because nothing is finished lol <3

I'm working on a chaptered fic rn (which obvi wont be out for a While because I want to make sure the whole thing is written before i start posting so i don't leave anyone hanging and can post on a scheduled timeline) and then I haven't been able to work on more short-form fics lately because I'm just soo swamped with school aaa.

it's finals time (like, for instance, tonight I'm working on my beautiful 12-page final paper for Multicultural Psych everyone say good luck jess ur so talented jess we love u jess) so I've just been really focused on school stuff and haven't had much time for personal writing lately :( BUT!! summer is coming soon!!!!!! and then i will write to my little heart's content <3 and hopefully post to ur little heart's content too <3

#im good im just. drowning yknow #like all my friends have had to listen to me bitch sooo much over the last month bc #when i say ive been scheduled to the minute i really mean that #im getting home at midnight most nights and doing homework until like 1 or 2 am #and then waking up at 8 and just :D starting it all over again :D #i am EXHAUSTED #i am DRAINED #i am FEEBLE #but im happy :) #feeling v productive v academic weapon #should be all As this semester if things go well for the next 2 weeks so fingers crossed #but !! the second im not absolutely being beaten upside the head with assignments i will be back to writing <3 #i love that it's been literally only a month and a half and ur like #jess must be in grave danger #i love u ! #pigeon #anon #but yes im good im just <3 dying <3

[tunderilona]

having a bad week and a bad month and a bad year so far everything sucks so much

#and i have to go back to work tomorrow where i will meet no one but my 2 coworkers and then come home #and the next day go to work again and come home and do it forever and ever #idk how much longer i can do it im at the end of my rope #i dont talk to anyone but my 2 coworkers and i also dont go anywhere or meet anyone #also im ugly but like thats completely irrelevant i just feel like im getting reall #y sick of being ugly and looking haggard and like i was 23843839 years old instead of my real age i genuinely feel like i look 65 lately #and that everyone who looks at me (which rarely happens) is disgusted and thinks im the ugliest creature theyve ever seen. #all that AND i also have to go to work and do my fucking boring ass monotonous job which even a well trained cockroach could do #and all while i dont go anywhere ever #and i spend every day in my room alone #bored out of my mind #AND i dont even get paid a livable wage. sick of having to budget every fucking month because i dont make a normal amount of money #no matter what i worked i was never paid a liveable wage every single job ive ever had paid like fucking shit

[iero]

Those memes that are like 'Do NOT ask me to do anything after 8 PM because I will say no.'... Brother, bump that up to maybe 4 or 5 PM maybe and you would have me.

#personal #Signs I should not be an adult at all. Like I want to be HOME at dinnertime so I can relax right after. #I know I keep reiterating it but having to be at work and BEING at work when it's still pitch black outside doesn't help. #At my earliest I start at 3 AM now. At my latest? 5 AM. #Getting off at 2 PM is nice I suppose but I'm so TIRED after work. #Oh also it doesn't help that the sun fucking sets at those two times in the next few coming months now... #Like if it's dark out? My mind is just automatically like 'Oh it's bed time!' and it's fucking 4:30 PM.... 4:30!

[ragingbullmode]

man seeing my over active little dog go from a walk a day to barely being able to walk around my backyard fucking sucks. & then i have to deal with dodger feeling left out so hes puking everywhere to get attention orz

#personal #like im not being funny about this im like. genuinely upset seeing kiki basically falling apart over the course of a month like shes #still eating like the glutton she is but since my dads been overfeeding her out of love (unfortunately... im @ work too often to stop him) #her weights become such an issue its aggravating her already terrible arthritis & even tho i cut her food my dads been letting her eat what #dodger doesnt which is usually 1/2 his own bowl (hes bigger so he gets more food but is picky amount wise like a cat smdh) so shes still #overeating & its rly stressing me out lol... #my moms no help & my siblings are barely home so sldkjfslkfdjsldkfj fuck me ig ToT

[dykedivorce]

MOTHERLAND FORT SALEM | S03E06 "Book Club"

#motherland fort salem #mfsedit #tally craven #may craven #fortsalemdaily #that was cute. ultimately not the angst i crave but cute #mine #listen i know may is the acab queen the direct action master i know she was right to be mad at tally for choosing to serve #but in the context of the show where the military is. somewhat good. well not really but you know. supposed to be good #im so mad at her on tally's behalf qskfjn #she genuinely let their relationship become strained to the point tally spent christmas with raelle instead of home #like as far as we know. they havent seen each other in 2 years and havent spoken on the phone in months #i want tally to be angry!!! #but as ive already said and said the initial tragedy in these girls' lives are their mothers' inability to put them first #and i love may as a Character for not being able to compromise on her anti-military values even for her daughter #also she has the same anxious/won't listen vibes as ava's mom and that's just devastating to me

[kurozu501]

To be honest with my reread being fresh i'd say dragon ball doesnt even really get good until after the first tournament arc. Like yeah goku vs "jackie" is a good fight but the rest of the tournament is stuff like "the one woman in the tournament is a deceptive seductress who cant actually fight, just flirts and strips her way to victory because women, amiright," "racist sterotype character whose problem is solved in a really dumb way" "stinky gross man," etc.

#years later the one woman in the tournament will be chichi who came to lose round 1 and become the mc's stay at home wife #so uh progress…? #i actually liked namu bc he's a serious martial artist and his motive is the most sympathetic of all the fighters #but roshi being like 'silly indian its free to take 2 months worth of water for an entire village from that well over there' is so dumb #just have roshi give him the prize money toriyama #dragon ball #criticism

[cinna-bunnie]

i shared a peanut butter cookie with my manager today

#we've been working on a project together this month and I've been getting to see her at her office more ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა #we usually just meet remotely or sometimes at the office in our city but we're setting up a new office so it's just us there #she treated me to lunch yesterday too (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)♡⁠ she got us gyro fries n i had some pepsis 2 share. #chaotic as the project's been it's been rly nice🧍🏾‍♀️im usually just working from home #when i get there we go to the lil coffee shop together ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა i like their drinks n their staff r really nicey 2 me 👉🏾👈🏾 #the new office is nice too actually... even before the building change i just love talking 2 anyone frm her city. they r all so nice n #friendly and inviting. literally so akskska i am always being invited to stuff when i visit. #after moving into my next place i wanna give this city a fair chance now that i actually have a good one to Experience it for a year #and if it's more of the same imma move to her city fr 🚶🏾‍♀️i wonder where the queer ppl kick it at.. #we have some enbies n real sweet gals from that office around my age I'd love to hang with 👉🏾👈🏾 much 2 think

[calamitys-child]

FUCK. I hate having to make adult financial decisions.

#the problem is. TECHNICALLY I've been saving to move out #but until my monthly pay is 1. stable and 2. a lil better that is simply not a sustainable achievable goal #and now . i have enough money to actually afford lasik. #which i want very badly bc i hate wearing glasses cause it inhibits me doing activities i love and enjoy #but equally i fucking HATE spending money like i cant comprehend things being more than like. £100 #and this would be a 4 figure sum of money #thats. too many figures. and i feel like i shouldnt ever use it for something that isnt life threatening #but also it Would enable me to like... go to gigs. perform. work out. manage my migraines. #i just cant bring myself to spend money on a large scale. i remember not too long ago when i had less than £60 to my name in the world #having the ability to spend money on something just For Me thats more substantial than. say. a £30 gig ticket #is absolutely foreign to me #and it makes me sick with fear that if i ever spend it ill be two months from risking homelessness again even though #logically i know im in a stable home right now #anyway!!! poverty is traumatic as fuck and if jobs paid a real living wage for a weeks work maybe i would be able to be normal about this!!!

[steelycunt]

FINAL MIDBLOCK ESSAY DONE!! I AM FREE!!

#FINALLY. have not been able to relax for like a month that’s the thing about the due dates being so far apart it’s great because you’ve got #more time but it also means everything just. lasts longer. anyway! done now. this one perhaps not my best work but it was harder than i #expected…my us government one will be rough but what else do you expect from 1500 words..and then my theory essay..my best hope for a good #grade perhaps…but we’ll see. the next lot aren’t due until january but im gonna start thinking about them now so im less busy over christmas #insane that that’s not too terrible a thought. uni is crazy when you actually enjoy your degree. anyway! for now i am going to enjoy the #rest of my weekend at home n me and my mum are going out tomorrow n im gonna buy some books with the voucher i haven’t spent since my #birthday in february and ill finally have time to finish the book im reading rn AND to do some writing..start chapter 2 : ^ ) #woohoo!! aware no one gaf about any of this but i am first and foremost always the audience for my own posts so. this one’s for me.. #(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again

[darkwood-sleddog]

you know what. i do not feel bad that family/friends delay telling me their dog acquiring news because they fear i'll be judgmental. 1.) like hmmm. why do we have something bad to judge i wonder?? 2.) i have never been incorrect in my judgements of people's backyard breeder buying habits being bad ideas for those individuals. and it's so clear that the family/friends of mine that delay their dog news know they are getting dogs from less than reputable sources just based on their behavior. like c'mon people. let's set you up for success instead.

#dogblr #relatives that got the lab puppy less than six months ago only had that puppy for like less than a week before they gave it back bc it was #'too much' #but are now getting a BYB boxer puppy instead. #can't even express how bad of an idea i feel that is #like i could have helped you find a nice show line lab but noooo #like why is questioning why the local byb malamute person around me has like 12-14 litters (combined sibe and mal) each year is me being #'too harsh' #people in my life need to have better standards honestly like #you feel like you'll be judged bc you will be #literally begging people to get a dog that is right for their lifestyle please #like fam do we feel a byb boxer puppy #with no health testing or temperament testing to its recent pedigree #is a good fit for a home with kids 2 and 6 and 8. #bc i kinda feel like this will be a bad idea #'it's their choice tho!' some people will say #yeah it's also my choice to judge them lol

[myfriendtheghost]

goodnight my beautiful lil dork

#I am. very afraid for this week lmao 😭 #my roommate is home and I have to drop the news on her that I’m moving out #which would be very normal and understandable under most circumstances #especially in this situation because she will soon be making $30 an hour and our rent is only $550 a month lmao so she can afford it easily #but …… she is so terrible to communicate with <3 and does not like spending money <3 so I’m afraid <3 #I just have to keep reminding myself that it will be worth it #I’ll be happier #I’ll be working towards my goals #I HAVE goals for once in my life LMAO #it’s going to be okay I just have to get through the bad parts first 💕 #on top of that I also dread work tomorrow lmao #BUT!!!! #I had THREE SEPARATE PEOPLE contact me for photography jobs today !!!!! #one of my aunts is having me photograph her crochet pieces so she can sell them online #another aunt (who owns a popular local hangout spot) is gonna have me photograph an event at the end of the month #and I got invited to photograph a CHRISTIAN MUSIC FESTIVAL ??? #LIKE OKAYYYYYY #my emotions r everywhere #and now I want 2 cry over josh being the prettiest ever like omg #anywho I am exhausted !!! love y’all sleep well

[balteus]

i also possibly maybe perhaps even. lost my id and i can't stop thinking about it

#that one post about adhd costs due to constantly losing shit auegh #like taking out an id and even reporting it's missing. costs money here. and man. #i needed it for a job i applied to luckily i had some photos left on my phone from back when i had to take a picture of it #like i have 1 maybe 2 ideas of where it might be of it isn't :((( i don't feel like being chewed out for it anytime soon #+ i can't even make a new one here I'll have to go home for it #which means i won't have an id for like. the next 2 months at least if i don't find it. pain and fucking suffering

[manasurge]

Tis' the season where I mentally and physically suffer. Complaining below (feel free to ignore, I'm just venting. I usually do this every year to get most of it out of my system lol):

mmm the fall/winter SAD is indeed in full swing. No warmth + no sun = a bad bad time. I always get so annoyed when ppl assume that I love winter bc I'm a "winter baby", as if that has any sort of divine intervention on instantaneously adapting you to perfectly fit the climate you were born in. NOPE. Silly human superstition. I start to freeze once it hits below 20C. I wish I lived in a warmer climate o|-< The depresso is probably going to make me very whiny and moody until next spring, so an early forewarning bc I'm EXTREMELY annoying about it this time of year bc it's the only way I know how to deal with it. But moreso in addition to the physical stuff is how badly it messes with my mind, making me so depressed to the point of just... sitting in non-moving silence where I become stiff as a board (very painful btw) and I isolate, making the bad depresso brain time even worse where I overthink everything bc of the silence and isolation. It's also always the time of year where everyone goes quiet too, which is understandable, but also makes things 10x worse (I am very alone in my life and where I am, and kind of rely on online friends bc they're all I have. I don't even have a pet. I'm literally just, loner mode. I don't really have much family to speak of, and only one family member I do speak to. I have little to no connections at all. But regardless, this is still the best living situation I've been in my whole life, so that's saying something).

#i hate the cold; I hate ice; cold air hurts my skin and burns my lungs #i hate snow (I'm sorry I just don't think it's pretty. It's gross; erases all colour/everything; blinding; kills everything; claustrophobic #I hate long nights; i hate all the darkness #I take Vitamin D drops every day during winter and they don't really help #I also use those special lights meant to help during the long darkness for the same reason; and they also do not help #nothing works!!!!!! eating and drinking hot things doesn't help me stay warm bc heat dissipates away quickly and doesn't help my extremitie #the cold makes me SO dry and dehydrated; makes my bones hurt; makes outside DANGEROUS AF. ICE IS BAD. BE CAREFUL. #I can't retain heat; my hypothyroidism makes me colder by default and I just don't metabolize good/fast enough to keep myself warm #(my body temp is lower than average; fun fact! same with my blood pressure! both of them are very low) #I think my average from all the times I've had it scanned during covid was 32-36C. No idea how that works; I just remember checking it a lo #my fingers and hands are going to freeze; making it harder to draw/type/etc. #I'm not going to wear gloves inside my home bc that's dumb and they don't help anyways. It will just screw up my ability to use my hands #I get to be in pain for months with increased potential of being sick :/ #also I HATE bundling/layering myself with clothing or blankets; it's suffocating; restricting; sensory hell for me; sweaters are uncomfy :( #also whenever I try to do that all it does is insulate the cold for me; keeping me colder for even longer!!!!! it's so unfair!!!! #I've worn out 2 space heaters already and they don't work properly anymore (I used them both so much I wore out my preferred settings lol) #sobs; i'm a sad plant lizard