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#boys planet na kamden
faithst · 1 year
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BOLD ༄ NKD
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synopsis kamden is a bit shy when it comes to affection and you both have yet to have a first kiss.
pairing bf!kamden x gn!reader
genre fluff wc 0.5k warnings mentions of snacks (nothing happens w them)
mentions jay
note thank you for requesting ❤️ i hope you enjoy this !
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masterlist<3
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when kamden invited you over for a movie night, you happily agreed and definitely did not plan to make a move on him.
although dating for a month or two now, you have yet to kiss your lovely boyfriend on the lips. he’s a pretty shy guy in general, but he’s even more shy in displays of affection. you didn’t want to rush him into doing something but something felt like this was the moment and tonight was the night.
ringing the doorbell, you waited for the door to open as you heard footsteps nearing the door. the door swung open revealing jay, kamden’s roommate and best friend. “hi! come in!” he stepped back, allowing you into their shared place.
“kamden’s in the kitchen, preparing some snacks” he told before you could ask, he basically read your mind! you made your way there and saw your lover pouring some popcorn into a bowl. “i see that you’ve been preparing” you say, earning a smile from him.
he brought along the bowl to the living room and you were amazed at how much he prepared. the blankets and pillows lining up creating a makeshift fort. you make yourself comfortable on the sheets, shifting around to make some room for kamden.
“it’s just us tonight. i asked jay to give us alone time.” he mentioned, a bit relieved. kamden pressed play on the movie and settled back with you. during the movie, you couldn’t help to ponder how you were going to proceed to the next level with him. how exactly were you going to initiate it?
you started slowly, putting your head on his shoulder. then, your hand made its way to his as you intertwine them. kamden looked at your gestures and all you could do was give a soft smile. you occasionally squeezed his hand as if to signal a hint. this went on for quite a while until kamden spoke up “can i tell you something?” moving his whole body to face you, now holding onto both of your hands.
you quirk an eyebrow, following his movements. “the reason i asked to hangout today was for.. this.” he’s a bit hesitant as he leans in closer, taking a deep breath midway and placing a soft peck to your lips that took you by surprise. it was quick and delicate but it was enough to make you flush a rosy red, too stunned to speak upon your boyfriend’s abrupt bold move.
“wait, did you not want that? i just thou-” you cut his sentence off by pulling him in again and this time; he didn’t think twice to kiss you back. the kiss was tender as kamden deepens it, hands finding their way to your hips. he smiled into the kiss and you felt butterflies swarm your stomach, almost making you sick.
as you part to catch your breath, a voice pops out from behind you “oh my god! my friends are all grown up!” jay comments as he wipes a fake tear from the corner of his eye. kamden sighs as he gets up to push his friend back to his room, a bit annoyed “come on! i told you to leave us alone!”
when he came back, his pout from jay interrupting quickly turned into a shy smile as he rubs his nape “so.. do you wanna do that again?”
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lillianren · 9 months
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Kamden: This is horrible! 😱 This is the most humiliating 😫 thing to ever happen to me!
Jay: Oh really? 🤨 Even more humiliating than-
Kamden: We are not goin there! 😳
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lilyrennifer · 9 months
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So I know we all associate Kamden with Pou. But hear me out!
I would like to introduce y’all to my, Kamden is a Panda agenda.
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What do y’all think?
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mollynakamura · 11 months
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gnwkiss · 11 months
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✧. ┊    rating my ex boyfriends, BOYS PLANET
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IN WHICH, you rate you ex boyfriends on twitter and some of them happen to see it
WARNINGS, mild language
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note,
i just thought this would be fun and it was
IF ANYONE SAW THAT TYPO NO YOU DIDNT
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yunwooz · 1 year
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JELLY POP!   -   230420    ending fairies ♡
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skzooe · 1 year
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na kamden as your bf
you and kamden being that awkward & awkward couple hcs
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you wake up with him being completely on top of you while sleeping
on days when he wakes up first, he rushes to the kitchen to make breakfast before you wake up
QUALITY TIME.
usually always at home together
mostly just cuddling in bed
he loves baking with you
begs you to play video games with him
whenever you two go out, it's usually gym dates
attempts to hold your hand but gets embarrassed/shy
loves flexing his muscles to you
his ears turn red from all the compliments you give him
takes you shopping and buys whatever you want
you take interest in something from the shelf and the next thing you know kamden is paying for it at the cash registers
"here you go" with the straightest but sweetest look on his face (INSERT THAT POU IMAGE OMG)
you two barely sleep so you go for late night walks where there is no one around
secret and quick kisses on your cheek is what he loves doing
you eventually get tired and he gives you a piggyback home
scary movies on the couch with cuddling and snacks is a MUST
he loves playing with your hair and just pampering you generally
"do you want me to give you a bath?" "do you need me to get your clothes?" "are you hungry?" "should i make food?"
you both end up falling asleep together with arms and legs all over the place
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© skzooe
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zerobaseonefics · 1 year
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reaction to the lipstick trend (pt.2) ㅡ park hanbin, junhyeon, kamden
boys planet trainees x gn!reader
genre : fluff
I HAD SM TROUBLE WRITING FOR JUNHYEON FR. YOU WILL PROBABLY FEEL IT </3 hope y'all like it tho 😔🤙🏼
pt. 1 here
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• P.Hanbin
at first, hanbin bring that trend up as a joke... but he didn't expect you to be so hyped up about it and to run to find the lipstick. he's not complaining tho, he thinks you're cute when you're excited about something. even more if the something is peppering his face with kisses.
when you came back, you had two different colors. you plopped on his laps, sitting sideways, as you showed both of the colors.
"which one do you prefer?"
an idea bloomed in hanbin's mind. you know, there are basic principles for an healthy relationship. one of the main point is to trust your significant other. however, you made a mistake by trusting hanbin, because he was literally going to scam you in order to get more kisses.
faking hesitation, hanbin chooses the pinkish one.
you fell into his trap with no problem, applying the lipstick on yourself with hanbin telling you when it was good since you had no mirror with you.
your attention went back to him, and with no hesitation whatsoever, you started planting soft kisses all over his face. they were longer than a simple peck, to make sure the stain would be visible enough.
hanbin closed his eyes, a shy smile that he tried to refrain on his face. you started with his nose, then moved down to his chin, back to his cheeks. he savored the feeling of your soft lips on his skin as you kissed his jaw. your kisses ended up going to his forehead and you finished, looking at his pleased face.
hanbin didn't open his eyes yet, thinking you would kiss him more. when he felt one of your hand ruffling his hair, only one of his eyes popped open.
"you're already done?" he asked.
"yes! i think you have enough marks on your face."
"could've let you kiss me all day" he muttered inaudibly as you grabbed your phone. it was okay, he had a plan anyway.
"should we record now?" you said and he nodded.
you recorded the video the same way it was done on tiktok, and you sat with him to review it, making sure it was good enough to post. you loved it. hanbin loved it. but it isn't about love right now, it's about being a fraud. hanbin was a fraud but that is a okay, because scammers also deserves a love story!
"i think we should do it again because the color isn't suitable with the light of the room. it's not pretty enough with the color of my hair neither. when i think about it, maybe we should try again with your other lipstick."
everything goes according to plan because you were completly oblivious to his stratagem. you simply grabbed something to wash away the stains on his face and the color on your lips. he let you cup his face while you softly brushed a tissue against his skin to take off the previous kisses. that's how hanbin, a mastermind, succeeded in making you do that trend three times in a row in order to have more kisses.
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• Kamden
"i would rather stand naked in alaska cornered by a hundred people than do this."
you felt like your jaw dropped to the ground when kamden replied this to your request. sure, you knew he would be reluctant, but not that much! he just couldn't take this seriously, the whole concept sounded stupid to him.
"so. you want me to sit here in front of a camera while you reapply lipstick but you fail just for the sake of failing and i use my finger to do... whatever they are doing on that tiktok and then i have to look at you like i'm.... yeah no. do it with your teddy bear or something."
you whined at his brutally honest opinion, a bit shocked considering the fact he spit his venom with a straight face.
"what? it's cute, right?" you insisted, sure he was going to change his mind for you. he looked at you as you gave him dejected puppy eyes. kamden scoffed, looking away. there was no way he's falling for this. no, he was stronger than this. in his opinion, intimacy was supposed to stay... intimate. why would people on the internet have to see this kind of content from you two? plus, it just ruins a moment to turn on a camera while he's with you. it's staged. it's not natural.
you sighed in defeat, realizing there was really no way in hell kamden would do this.
"right... that's okay, i'll ask a friend to do it with me."
"yeah, just do tha- what?"
an alarm has been triggered in kamden's brain. if you did this with a friend, wasn't it weird? and what friend were you going to do it with?
"what friend?"
"you mean 'who'?"
"yeah, who?"
"i don't know, maybe jay."
it was enough for kamden to change his mind. he pointed his finger at you, with a new found energy.
"bring that damn lipstick." your face lit up at his words.
"we're doing it?" you exclaimed.
"yeah, only if you don't post the video."
you nodded frantically. after you went to grab what was need for the video, you sat next to him. "you're ready?" you asked, "yeah, whatever".
despite his grumpy attitude, you weren't oblivious to the way he played nervously with his fingers when you planted the first kiss. you weren't oblivious to the fact that he was biting his inner cheek in order to not smile, either. you knew he liked it, otherwise you wouldn't have done it.
kamden knew he liked it as well. but how could he show it? it would be embarassing after all the fuss he made not to do the challenge. you guys filmed the video, and you respected your promise by not posting it online, keeping it to yourself. this was the day kamden realized he loved cheek kisses the best, and he waited for you to sleep to send himself the video secretly.
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• Junhyeon
you literally asked the wrong person. yes, junhyeon accepted your request, but there was something about him you forgot. junhyeon would combust if he didn't create a mess each day. even a little one, it was fine by him, but this menace could not go to bed happily if he didn't participate into chaos.
"how about i apply the lipstick on your lips for you?" he proposed. you didn't think about it twice, handing him the makeup supply. you felt the makeup on your lips as junhyeon was putting it for you. at first he did it right, but you noticed that little by little, a smirk appeared on his face and he started to go overline. pulling your face away, you jokingly hit his arm.
"what are you doing" you said, acting like you were mad even if you find the joke funny.
"what? isn't overlining the lips trendy?" junhyeon responded, acting innocent.
"yeah, act like it wasn't one of your jokes" you rolled your eyes still pretending to be annoyed.
"you were so pretty i couldn't stay focused, that's why" junhyeon explained in a dramatic tone.
you made an exaggerated grimace after hearing his cheesy words, hitting him once again. junhyeon's laugh ringed through your ears while you were catching a tissue to clean up your lips. he looked at you from afar, a smile on his face. junhyeon got up from the couch he was sitting on and went to backhug you. you put your hands on his as you felt his lips planting soft kisses to your jaw.
"i'll do it properly this time, if you still want to do it" junhyeon said, resting his head on your shoulder.
"is it another joke" you answered with a straight face.
"yes."
you whined while he started laughing once again. hearing your complaints, he didn't let go of you to make you turn around and face him. then, junhyeon leaned in to kiss your lips quickly. "i'm kidding, i'll be serious this time. i want kisses too."
after that, junhyeon got kisses from you indeed, but not because of the trend.
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hwanwooyoung · 6 days
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[240329] Music Bank :: Broken Heart :: Kamden
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itaerae · 1 year
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may i please request switch team as ur boyfriend 🙏 fem reader please
switch team as your bf 💭💭
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pairing: na kamden, kim taerae, terazono keita, park hanbin, yoon jongwoo, zhang shuaibo x fem!reader
word count: 487
warnings: none ! (not proofread)
notes: i TRIED my best ᴖ̈ tysm for the request !
ᥫ᭡ na kamden
⋆ he adores study dates ! bby is an engineering major, you better help him out
⋆ will zone out at times and just stares at your face, pou behavior
⋆ y’all def having matching pou plushies, you can’t convince me otherwise
⋆ he doesn’t show much affection outside, but inside he’s over the moon for you <3
⋆ his love language is def acts of service; he loves the feeling of being able to do things for you !
ᥫ᭡ kim taerae
⋆ let’s you plan matching outfits ! (his fashion is atrocious, taerae ily but no absolutely not)
⋆ he has that glowing smile on his face every time he’s around you, a whipped man for sure
⋆ y’all def go karaoke for fun, but then he laughs at you when his score is higher
⋆ takes you out for ice cream afterwards though ! a win-win for both
⋆ his love language is physical touch; bby can’t keep his eyes and limbs off you, he’s attached 24/7 <3
ᥫ᭡ terazono keita
⋆ you tease him for his height and in return he teases your rapping lol
⋆ he takes you on the cutest dates, precious :(
⋆ WILL show up at your doorstep unexpectedly, be prepared to open it !
⋆ he loves being around you, you’re his comfort person; he loves how he can just naturally express himself with you
⋆ his love language is somewhere in between quality time and acts of service <3
ᥫ᭡ park hanbin
⋆ he’s very stressed out being a group leader sometimes and doubts if he’s too harsh, you’re like his stress reliever :((
⋆ melts into your affection all day, everyday
⋆ he swears y’all are soulmates, lives by the words match made in heaven
⋆ matching everything; keychains, shoes, clothes, food, etc. he loves to show off your matching accessories on dates !
⋆ his love language is words of affirmation ! whether it’s receiving or giving, it doesn’t really matter <3
ᥫ᭡ yoon jongwoo
⋆ he SCREAMS bf material, is indeed the perfect bf
⋆ loves to take you on late night dates or drives ! whether its 11 PM or 3 AM, any time can be date time
⋆ indulges in deep life convos with you purely because he finds your thoughts and opinions comforting :((
⋆ cuddling is a must, he WILL hold you for hours. there’s no getting out of this one !
⋆ his love language is quality time; he adores every single moment with you <3
ᥫ᭡ zhang shuaibo
⋆ bobo teaches you twice choreographies !
⋆ precious likes to buy matching stuffed animals with you ! y’alls rooms are def cluttered with hello kitty things
⋆ quality time with you is def doing each other’s make-up + skincare !
⋆ sometimes he just needs to reboot, just let him be lol 🧍🏻
⋆ his love language is words of affirmation; pls shower the boy in compliments, he deserves it <3 (poor bby doesn’t deserve the hate he's getting ˙◠˙)
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solarwoniii · 1 year
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na kamden as your boyfriend - boys planet
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hcs + ranking ehehe
sleeping beside kamden - 6/10
i just know he sleeps good. like so good that when you see him sleeping you want to sleep as well bc he looks so peaceful.
HE CUDDLES GOOD TOO >< his hugs are warm and comforting and just rly nice to be in.
IK HES RIZZY TOO HE'LL BE GIVING U THEM GOOD FOREHEAD KISSES N EVERYTHING
he looses the other 4 marks bc i just feel like he would be the most ANNOYING SHIT to wake up when it's time to get ready for work or errands or whatnot because no matter how much he sleeps he always wants more 🙄 like he'll keep asking for another ten minutes in bed AND BEG for u to stay with him for that time
literally will not wake up unless you smack him over the head with a pillow. and then he'll be all whiny n shit BOY SHUT THE FUCK UP.
going on dates with kamden - 10/10
idk i feel like overall dates w/ him wld be so nice T^T he wld treat u like a princess JSJSJSJJJSJJS I WANT HIM
IS THE TYPE TO BUY YOU FLOWERS AND PAY FOR THINGS
will have set times every two weeks when he will drop everything to go out with u bc he hates the idea of being too busy to spend time with u
ok quick random things i think he wld do for u in public ; ORDER FOR U EFJIDNJIED (AND HAVE UR ORDER MEMORISED DONT EXPECT TO HAVE TO TELL HIM TWICE WHAT U LIKE), tie ur shoelaces (dead rn), hold your hand when he walks with you, give u head pats, let u choose where u want to go, share his food with you (psst even if he complains with that 'but you said you didn't want anything!!' shit just know he absolutely loves it when u eat his food SO DONT LISTEN TO A WORD HE SAYS), buy u cute gifts that he thinks resembles you.
kamden comforting you when you're sad - 10000000/10
idk if this man has implanted y/n senses or something BUT HE JUST KNOWS WHEN YOURE UPSET AND HE KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED TO FEEL BETTER
lots of hugs :(((( like i said hes an amazing hugger, that alone will cure your sadness at least temporarily.
will talk to you about if thats what you want to do,, hes the best listener and hes so supportive and attentive to you. he will find any way possible to help you fix the situation bcs he doesnt want you to feel like you're alone in anything T^T
then he cooks you your comfort food and eats with you and then puts on your favourite movie while he gives you even more cuddles on the couch, this time wrapped in fluffy blankets.
kamden apologising to you after/during a fight - 1000/10
WE LOVE A MAN WHO CAN OWN UP TO HIS MISTAKES AND KAMDEN IS EXACTLY THAT !!!!
he is the type to get upset and possibly start to cry when you're angry at him because he loves you so so so much and he would never ever ever hurt you intentionally :( he would definitely hug you while youre in the middle of yelling and say he'd sorry once he notices you starting to get upset as well.
but if you guys manage a whole fight without him apologising then expect it soon, because this man cannot live without you 😭
he will apologise with a gift or a hug or movie tickets for the both of you or your favourite food or something to compensate for what he did. i feel like his apologies aren't that verbal bc hes lwk scared of u and a lot more physical HELP but even so you can tell that he's sincerely sorry and that he regrets what he did.
kamden getting jealous - 9/10
ehehhehehe he would be so cute
bc he struggles with talking to people he doesn't know he will be just quiet and observing the whole thing
but as soon as the person leaves he will be the whiniest big baby 😭😭bro will not allow you to leave his side for the rest of the day and for the rest of the week he will be doing whatever he can to make sure he proves to you that hes way better than anyone else (WHICH HE IS‼️)
will be the happiest boy alive when you tell him that you love no one but him <333
kamden overall - 10372023586492392892732927328/10
kamden is the sweetest boyfriend ever and will love you more than himself <33 you are his world and he will make sure you know that because he doesn't want to have you any other way.
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faithst · 11 months
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THUNDER ༄ NKD
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synopsis kamden comforts you during a thunderstorm
pairing bf!kamden x gn!reader
genre fluff wc 0.7k warnings mentions of food
about reader and kamden bickering (playfully), reader is scared of thunderstorms, reader doesn’t want to admit to being scared, kamden best bf <3
notes HI I HOPE THIS HELPED YOUR DROUGHT ! thankee for requesting and i hope you enjoy this <3
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masterlist<3
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a typical night with kamden, nothing out of the ordinary as you prance downstairs in a good mood. that was until you saw him on the couch "hey! that's my side of the couch." you proclaim, absolutely betrayed that your boyfriend had broken the agreement; you get the left side and he gets the other.
kamden always agreed, never questioning why you insisted on being on the left side but today, he thought he would find the reason behind it. as you stood there, one hand over your mouth and the other clutching your phone as you walked towards him.
"hey, babe! come sit here." he innocently smiled, patting the space that was supposedly 'his spot' inviting you to sit down. you frown, letting yourself fall down onto the couch as kamden gladly reaches for you, pulling you closer “this spot is 100% more comfortable than mine, no wonder you insisted.” he let out a chuckle, wrapping his arms around your body that was lying down on his chest.
you weren’t bothered by the fact he stole your spot, of course not! that’d be childish of you. though if he decided to do it again the following night; he’d have to have a talk with you.
resting your head on his chest, his body heat and presence calming you as you start getting peckish "i'm gonna grab some strawberries." you simply tell, moving his arms off of you and alarming a sleepy kamden "actually.. i kind of finished them..?" the uncertainty to tell you clearly visible in his tone, you couldn't believe him tonight.
first your spot, now your strawberries? it would've been alright if it were some other fruit but it wasn't. "i'm sorry, they just looked juicy and i couldn't help myself!" he tried to defend himself but all the excuses became a blur to you as you plop right back onto the couch, filling your cheeks with air.
"you knew those were mine.." you trail off, slowly forming a pout. kamden tries to shift closer, only for you to pull away “do you still want this side?” he asks in attempt to win your heart over but he was met with an awful silent tension filling the air. oh no.
kamden sat there, a few inches away from you and the only noise that could be heard were the ones coming from your phone. every time he wanted to open his mouth, nothing came out. he basically accepted his fate. he began scrolling through his phone too, searching for advice and getting nothing in return.
soon enough, it started raining; drops could be heard outside followed by a grumble that was getting louder every turn. kamden knew you hated them, despising every loud noise known to man. as he places down his phone, the lights go out and the fans stop turning. a blackout. okay this was fine to you, the dark didn’t bother you but the sudden thunder did, covering your ears in response.
this was okay. another loud thunder struck down making you flinch. again, another making the walls vibrate. kamden quietly shifted closer to you during these harsh sounds, waiting for a signal for it to be okay to do something. he saw the tears forming in your eyes and pulled you closer, replacing the hands over your ears with his.
“it’s so loud..” you squeak out, straddling him with a strong hold around his waist. “i’m so scared..” your voice trembles as kamden places a kiss on your forehead “talk to me. it’ll distract you, i promise.” at first, you thought this was another ploy to get you to talk to him (although you were already all over him) but you were too caught up in the moment that you held onto him for dear life when there was another strike.
he started asking questions; dumb questions like ‘how are you?’ obviously, you weren’t okay but it did lighten the mood. the questions turned into story-telling where he exaggerated every point with big hand gestures and you in his arms. the rain eventually stopped and you hadn’t even realised.
some kind of sense of relief, comfort you felt with him tied with the coziness of his presence. you drifted off to sleep, forgetting the bickering earlier and remembering this precious moment.
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lillianren · 9 months
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Kamden: I have a bad feeling. 😬
Jay: What do you mean? 🤨
Kamden: Don’t you ever get that little voice in your head that tells you if something is going to get you in trouble?
Jay: No. 😐
Kamden: That explains so much. 🤦🏻
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lilyrennifer · 11 months
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Fluffy Kamden please
Okey dokey!
Just to let you know it might take a bit. I have other requests and of course daily life to deal with. But I will get to it as soon as I can.
Thank you for the request! 😘
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gunwookrae · 1 year
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na kamden hcs
🤍 🤍 🤍 🤍 🤍
- holds your pinky while you walk together
- he loves to watch the sunrise with you
- always asks for your input on the rap he writes
- because of the height difference, he loovess to kiss the top of your head
- when you cuddle he loves to intertwine his legs with yours
- brings you a flower on each date
- love language is definitely quality time or gift giving: loves to hand make you small gifts and enjoys when youre together even when youre both doing your own thing
- his favorite date with you is going shopping for books or café dates
- loves to share things with you
- gives you his hoodies all the time
- king of piggyback rides
- loves to kiss your knuckles
- after a long day, he loves to rest his head into the crook of your neck and mumble how much he loves you into your ear
- when you play with his hair he melts
- def knows how to skateboard and loves to teach you and tease you when you cant do it right
- loves to drive with the sunroof open blasting music with you
- when you give him a pou plush he just "🤔😧🤭" (he keeps it on his bed)
- he makes up the cutest pet names for you like sunshine 🤍
- loves to praise you
- will literally show up at your door at 3:00am with his signature 😦 expression and just cuddle w u
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bp-zb1fics · 1 year
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My heart keeps on
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pairing: na kamden x secret s/o reader
pronouns: none used
genre: canonverse  (finale), angst ish, fluff
tw/tags: long distance relationship, very emo in general, a lot of tears LIKE A LOT, you surprise kamden twice, citing ep 12 as my ref for all this, kinda secret relationship, realities of dating a trainee/idol, reunions so more emo, cuddles, cheek kissing, using a pic as a page break, yes the title is fr kam’s rap in switch ty for noticing 💜
wc: 2178
summary: kamden hasn’t seen you in over a year. you surprise him.
a/n this was supposed to be a gift fic for 101 followers but y'all are 200 now 😭😱 omg so thanks so much for supporting my little blog!!! I know this took a little longer than expected so thanks so much for patiently waiting! 💜Special thanks to the anon who sent me an ask about missing kamden and especially to @seok02 for giving me the motivation to finish this fic and kinda just helping me with the overall process 💜💜💜
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“Star Creator, we always thank you and love you!”
They wrap up the pajama party livestream, thanking the staff and staying to chat as the cameras are switched off. (Or so they think, lol)
“The vibe was pretty good,” Kamden tells Matthew. The other boy agreeing instantly.
“I think we were able to show new sides of ourselves.”
Suddenly the staff play a recording, surprising them all. It’s video messages from Star creators all over the world for them to watch. Kamden grabs a fluffy pillow as he watches everyone slowly get emotional. Seungeon cries. Zhang Hao cries. Yujin cries. Almost everyone is crying. 
Kamden gets a message from a fan in Norway, which is pretty cool. Then, something he never expected happens. He recognises your voice before he even realises it’s you.
“Kamden, annyeong~”
The pillow falls off his lap.
It’s you. It’s really you. You who he hasn’t been able to video call in a few days because of practice and your schedule and the time difference. He almost calls out your name but it sits tight in his throat, unable to reach you. 
You’re on screen, wearing one of the shirts you’ve stolen from him, holding onto the plushie he bought for you at that silly little shop after you insisted it looked like him. God, he hasn’t seen you in over a year.
“Dude, you okay?” Jay asks him softly.
He must look like an idiot, eyes blown wide, mouth slightly open, hanging onto every word that comes out of your mouth.
“I’ve been watching Boy’s Planet since the teasers were released. And you’ve always been my favourite.”
Kamden knows. You’ve been spamming your chat with him with all these little clips from the PR videos to the behind the scenes footage. Screenshots of you voting for him on the Mnet+ app, comments you’ve left on his fancam videos, even the funny memes you found of him on Twitter all greet him when he opens his phone after practice.
Hope my favourite trainee is doing well and staying healthy! Take care of yourself and know I’m always rooting for you! I love and miss you so much! Hoping for your debut!
Your messages are his favourite. And speaking of:
“I’ve made a little compilation of photos right here. I hope you like how I decorated them, I really tried my best~”
All the trainees ooh and ahh over the handmade album you bring up to the screen compiled with photos of him from the program and cute little notes and stickers. Kamden can’t move, can’t talk. 
Because that’s your album, the one you had insisted on starting when he and you began dating. He knows that if you flipped to the other pages, it would be full of photos of both of you, dates, anniversaries, birthdays, holidays, awards that either of you might have won, events that were important to you or him or both of you, everything carefully labelled. It was one of your favourite things to print out all the photos and he’d help you decorate them.
He can’t believe you kept that up after he left for Korea.
“You’ve stood out to me in every performance. You’re so talented and so many people are cheering you on so please remember to have confidence in yourself.” Your voice wavers a little towards the end of the sentence and as slight as it is, he catches that. He knows you.
Kamden only registers the wetness on his cheeks when the tears are already going, fast and furious. He reaches up, trying to dab them away gently with his sleeve. On screen, you blink rapidly and he knows you’re trying your best not to cry either. Even thousands of miles away, on a video you probably recorded weeks ago, you and him are still in sync. Maybe the rest of the trainees don’t see it but he does. Of course he does.
“I hope you take care of yourself always. Make sure to eat enough and get enough rest. I’ll be voting for you everyday so just do your best in practice and performing and us Star Creators will take care of the rest. We’ll support you so you can achieve your dream of debuting~”
To everyone else, you were just a particularly supportive fan. But to Kamden, you were his person, the one he was devoted to and he can’t help it, sobbing a little into his sleeve. Several pats on the back as the other trainees around him try to comfort him. He can’t help but cry even more. Why were you so far away? Why couldn’t you be here where he could hug you and kiss you and just be with you?
“Na Kamden hwaiting! Saranghae~”
That’s it. He turns and buries his face fully into his hands as if doing that would soak up all the tears that won’t stop coming. Matthew and Jay have scooted over, voices overlapping as they rub his shoulders and back and ask what’s wrong. Even Zhang Hao’s hovering a little on the side, equally concerned.
Maybe he’ll say something later, when there are no mics and no cameras. He’s been training for years and you’ve both agreed that in a career like the one he aspires to get into, keeping it quiet would be the best. Idols don’t date. Idols don’t have a significant other in a whole other country that they call when they can find free time. Even when it comes to casual conversation where there isn’t a camera directly trained on them, Kamden just doesn’t say anything.
They do ask him later. And when he says you’re a close friend he hasn’t seen in awhile, their faces light up in recognition. He leaves it at that.
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You walk into the arena with a little trepidation. 
It’s all been a blur. Packing your things, flying to Korea, meeting up with Kamden’s mom and brother who have been kind enough to get you a ticket pass for the family section. Of course, he has no idea you’re even here.
You’re quite a bit more nervous about surprising him than you thought. While you’d give anything to see him again, it was a little risky in such a public venue with so many people watching and cameras everywhere filming almost any angle. Maybe you can be discreet enough if you do break down but Kamden’s on stage, the spotlights bright and on him. Fans are probably filming him on their own devices.
At this point, you’ll just have to trust your boyfriend to keep his reactions to a believable level. You don’t stand too close to his family, trying to keep your distance but also staying near enough that you’d be in the same general direction if Kamden glanced your way.
You end up on the side, along with a few other people who seem to be dressed as discreetly as you, masks on too. The looks you exchange seem to come to a general understanding of why you’re all here and who you’re here for.
Kamden doesn’t notice you when the Top 18 first file in. You don’t expect him to but you see him though. There’s a growing knot in your stomach, emotions welling up from actually seeing him not through a screen but so close that you could walk on stage and touch him. You don’t do that, of course. But still, he’s so near that it almost hurts not being able to throw yourself into his arms for a hug.
You’ve wanted this so much, especially after more than a year of not seeing him. But right now, you feel frozen. You only watch as they start getting into positions for the signal song. Fans are cheering, even the family members and friends of the trainees are calling out words of support. Still, your voice sticks to your throat, as much as you want to shout out, something keeps you from doing it.
Good thing Kamden’s brother does it for you. It probably surprises you and his mom more than it should but who can blame you when he almost never does that? Kamden’s surprised too, maybe it’s a twin thing but he immediately stands up straighter looking for where his brother’s voice is coming from.
And then he sees you.
His eyes meet yours and they widen considerably. His mouth even drops open a little. You’re smiling so much and you’re sure it shows from how your eyes crinkle, just a little glossy. But you’re not going to cry just yet. Instead, you wave at him. He can’t do much more than give a little wave back before they seem to be ready to start filming. 
Suddenly, your heart feels just a little lighter. You step back and watch him dance the signal song. You’ve seen him do it a thousand times, every time you stream his video. It feels so surreal, being able to see it like this, right in front of you. When the song ends, you see his eyes flick back in your direction, searching for your face. When he finds it, his expression brightens.
It’s amazing, watching someone you love do what they love. Sure, you’ve seen Kamden dance, you’ve gotten him to sing and even rap for you a little before. But it’s different with the stage and the lights and the crowd and he looks so comfortable there. You laugh when you see the Jelly Pop teaser, maybe you’ll get him to wear that dress again, just so you can get photos. The final song is almost bittersweet and you try your best but a few tears do slip out.
He’s messaged you about barely making it to the finale, you’ve monitored the program, watched his rank. You both know his chances are slim. But they’re possible. Still, he’s told you that he’s prepared for the equal possibility of not debuting. His company should have plans, he assured you. You watch him walk over to every one of his fellow trainees who’ve made it to debut, offering hugs and congratulating them. And as the number of spots dwindle, you keep your hopes up but you begin to accept it as well.
By the time they’ve called third, you watch as he walks over to Matthew, one of the trainees he’s closest with from what he’s told you. Maybe he lingers a little longer. Maybe you catch his eyes as he looks over. Hwaiting! You mouth, shaking your fists a little in encouragement. The emotions are swirling inside you. When the camera pans over to him, he’s teary eyed, covering his face the way he always does when he gets like that. You can’t help it. The emotions are starting to spill over and you breathe between the occasional tears.
After they announce the ninth place, everything suddenly starts moving so fast and so slow. They wrap up filming. The audience begins to file out. The cameras switch off one by one. You go backstage.
When he walks in, mic gone, still in that uniform that you keep teasing about, you don’t hold back. His arms wrap around you and you fall into him, holding him so tightly you wish you didn’t need to let go. And then both of you start crying.
“I missed you so much, Kam.” You’re holding onto the fabric of his jacket, gripping at it so desperately you’re almost afraid it might rip.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” He manages, his head somehow buried on your shoulder, tears soaking the cloth of your shirt.
“Surprise?” It comes out weak, a little shaky as you both laugh brokenly through your sobs.
“I can’t believe you’re here.” He holds you even tighter, like he’s afraid you might fade into thin air.
“I’ll be here for a while.” You tell him. “I wish I could’ve come sooner but-”
“It’s okay seriously, you’re here now.” If he squeezes you anymore, you feel like your heart might burst. “I’m so happy to see you.”
He goes back with you. There’s few brief introductions to Jay and Matthew and a few other trainees he’s grown close with, nudges and knowing looks and raised eyebrows. But it’s nothing to stress about, you manage to make it back under the radar.
You feel him watching you as you grab a few more things from your suitcase after both of you have showered and you’re wearing another one of his old shirts. Before you know it, your legs are tangled together, your head resting on his shoulder, your hands intertwined. 
“I don’t want to sleep,” he says quietly. “I don’t want to wake up and find out this is a dream and you aren’t here.”
“You aren’t dreaming, Kam.” You reassure him, lifting your head to kiss his cheek. Even in the privacy of this room, he blushes.
“Even if I didn’t make it, at least I have you.”
“You do, Kam. You always do.” And you know he will make it, one day.
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