sometimes i wish i could just, like, blog a particular set of physical sensations without having to translate them into words first
not that often, because really i love the expressive artistic possibilities of wordsing and also most of the time i think my own particular idiolect is one of my greatest charms,¹ but, like. pat the blogger board book when, you know?
anyway the particular physical sensation i want to communicate at the moment is the one where like. you didn't get enough sleep and it's fucked up yr circulation,² so you're just absolutely shivering-shaky down to yr bones well beyond anything the weather would actually justify, so you take a steaming-hot shower and then pop yr damp pink self straight into thick comfy sweats and flop around feeling actively quite warm but in a way where it's like you're a reptile baking & basking in lovely dry heat and mammalian sweaty discomfort is, like, a failure mode unknown to yr species—
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¹ i mean every once in a while i instead have the opposite reaction and bounce really hard off it in an absolutely self-excoriating way, but i think that's just badbrains stuff really?? slash fundamentally not all voices are appropriate for all moods even if both mood and voice are a person's own
² which i think is like. not the way that works for everyone but it's pretty reliably how it works for me? my feet and hands go first and if i don't get myself to bed at that point then eventually i just get chilled right thru like a gay little otter pop
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you are four years old.
your world is glass and sand
and the sun shining bright.
you exist in a world of your making;
not yours but the ones who came before;
magic flows in your blood.
you notice the way steel's hair flows behind her as
she walks with soft and stone and
you notice the lines on your father's face as
he throws his head back and laughs.
you notice the rough texture of your mother's skin as
she drags her finger across the pages and teaches you each
sound and letter and word until
your closest friends come from the books you read to yourself.
you are six years old.
your world is fire and screams
and the endless nightmare you can't seem to wake from,
with its inevitable repetitions again and again and again:
your world is fire and screams
your world is fire and screams
your world is fire and screams
your world is fire and screams
until it isn't.
you are six years old.
you sleep in a nest with an important book hidden
under the pillow of the bunk that is yours
but you only sleep in sometimes.
you sleep clutching soft red in one hand and
silky brownblack in your other.
your night terrors don't end but there are people who hold you
when you wake up shaking, crying,
biting down on your fist to try not to wake them.
you sit in trees and the wind blows in your hair as you
read, to help your friends, to help yourself.
you learn more every day,
both useful things; to build a thing yourself!
and other not-useful things;
no ame we shouldn't do that,
grandmother wren said we shouldn't
and she's a grown up! eursulon, stop her!
you forget how desperately you want things to return to normal
until normalcy approaches and you realize that your worldview
has changed.
you are grown.
you are grown and you still sit,
as helpless as you were at six,
as normalcy leaves you as quickly as it tends to.
without saying good-bye.
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oughghgj my best friend amethyst...... ough.....
amethyst is a form of quartz, purple due to the iron impurities within it. (Amethyst can also range from Deep BrownBlack to a light baby pink....)
Amethyst is one of the most abundant minerals on earth.... it can be found almost Anywhere. The most famous locations known for their amethyst formations are Uruguay, Brazil, and Congo.
Amethyst gets its name from the greek word "amethystos", which means Not Intoxicated. It was believed that if you were to drink alcohol while wearing a piece of amethyst or drink from a glass made of it, you wouldn't get drunk lol.
Image by Joe Budd
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Newsea YU037m Luke (M2F by Pinketamine) in Poppet V2
I used Poppet’s straight texture and v2 natural and unnatural colours + BerryNooboos’ cosmic, Wyxii’s mint, Furbyq’s afterglow and PMG’s amphitrite; grey headband for all hair colours - texture form AliK (1,2).
Polycount 9.5k; male and female frame; toddler-elder; grey binned to black; all natural colours in one file; mesh included; files compressed
DOWNLOAD: MEGA | SFS
UPDATED 2024.04.17: Now there’s 10 unnaturals instead of 8.
Credits: Newsea, Pinketamine, AliKSims, Poppet-sims, BerryNooboos, Wyxii, Furbyq, xWhitepolar, IaKoa, Seaben, Peppermint-Ginger
EDIT: I used this retexture to make a default replacement of fhatsnowearmuffs_brownblue and mhatsnowearmuffs_brownblue/brownblack, you can find it here: LINK
All colours shown below:
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i had an interview for smt recently and the womans like i can't explain it but i just have this odd feeling that you are into art and draw and then went on and on about how special her ability to clock me as an artist is
meanwhile im sitting there in 10cm platform new rock boots, high waist boot cut rolled up jeans, an oversized sweater with green/purple butterflies printed all over it, a moth charm necklace and two tone brownblack/blonde asymmetrical split dye hair
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Rich and deep in tone, brown black lets you experience the natural warmth of brown without sacrificing any of the propriety of black ink. In this sampler, we've gathered 13 of our favorite and most popular brown black gel pens, markers, and more. Try them out to find your perfect brown black pen! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Check out our pen sampler here: https://to.jetpens.com/39NGsId ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Clickable link in Instagram profile! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #jetpens #instajetpens #jetpenspensampler #penlover #brownblack #brown #offblack #colorlove #stationery #stationerylove #stationeryaddict https://www.instagram.com/p/B7E0mdvlBg0/?igshid=pi6bjv957mr8
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Tiana Tolstoi
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Black and brown 🖤🤎 Who’s in that combo?? Tell me in comments 🤎🖤 #brown #brownaesthetic #blackbrown #brownblack #marrone #castanho #pretobásico #aestheticeditsz #italianvibes #italianfashionblogger #veganfashionblogger #aestheticpic #postitfortheasthetic #postitfortheaesthetics #siza07 (presso Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CW28Ip0MUeY/?utm_medium=tumblr
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This Fallout New Vegas Veteran Ranger coat has been made out of the most durable material and features a blend of three different kinds of materials to go for of which one is genuine leather, other is faux leather and the third one is velvet. We offer worldwide free shipping.
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Max Factor Black Brown Mascara Wild Mega Volume https://goo.gl/6nbbrr https://www.cosmetics4uonline.co.uk #ChecklistShipsSameDayIfOrderedBy2pm #MaxFactor #ChecklistEasy30DayReturns #Mascara #BrownBlack #ChecklistLowPrice #mascara #nailartaddicts #beauty #lip #shiny #lipstick #eyeshadow #stylish #followforfollow #outfy @outfyinc #maxfactormascara #maxfactormakeup #megavolume #megavolumelashes #megavolumemascara (at Cosmetics4u)
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Titled “Through The Grape Vine” Mixed media on paper. Available unframed. Message me for details. . . #hearitthroughthegrapevine #mixedmediaart #artworkonpaper #colorpop #colourpop #artbuyer #buyart #texture #brightpink #mauve #purple #pencil #drawit #inks #pink #brownblack #cardboard #abstractexpression #intuitiveart #red #paintingsforsale #sayitwithart #interiorstyling #styleitreal #artwithstyle #mystyle #myway #creator #artcreator #greenpaint https://www.instagram.com/p/CDGDPSuHn5e/?igshid=1bmn4y61kdcbt
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1) fhairhatsnowearmuffs pinkblack and mhairhatsnowearmuffs redwhite/brownwhitepink replaced with TS3 KnittedBeanie from Lunacress
Poppet V2 colours; each hair colour has different hat colour; hat flag and townie disabled like original files; everyday+formal+outerwear+maternity categories; for toddlers-elders (original ages); polycount 2k
F hatsnowearmuffs pinkblack: DOWNLOAD MEGA | SFS
M hatsnowearmuffs redwhite: DOWNLOAD MEGA | SFS
both in one file (repo): DOWNLOAD MEGA | SFS
2) fhairhatsnowearmuffs brownblue and mhairhatsnowearmuffs brownblue/brownblack replaced with Newsea Luke from here
Poppet V2 colours; removed hat flag; townie disabled like original files; everyday+formal+outerwear+maternity categories; for toddlers-elders (original ages); polycount 9.5k
F hatsnowearmuffs brownblue: DOWNLOAD MEGA | SFS
M hatsnowearmuffs brownblue: DOWNLOAD MEGA | SFS
both in one file (repo): DOWNLOAD MEGA | SFS
credits: EAMaxis, Rented-Space, Lunacress, Newsea, Pinketamine, AliKSims, LoosiaP, Poppet-sims
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Black History Flyer Word Publisher Template | 5 Backgrounds | Size: 5”x8” for just $13.99 Black History Flyer Word Publisher Template, Size: 5”x8”, is customized for church sermons, conferences and historical studies but can also be used for other events. The design is a vintage old world map theme which will resonate with your target audience. 5 Background Images are included to make it more flexible. DETAILS - Size: 5”x8” - CMYK/300 Dpi - Print Ready - Application Requirement: Microsoft Word or Publisher This template is a Microsoft Publisher and Microsoft Word template designed by Godserv to be edited with Microsoft Publisher 7 and higher or Microsoft Word. Once you have downloaded this template, use Microsoft Publisher or Microsoft Word to make edits. WHAT’S INCLUDED 1 – 5”x8” Black History Flyer Word Template 1 – 5”x8” Black History Flyer Publisher Template FONTS USED - Links provided in READ ME file to download SIMILAR FILES - Redeemed Black History Flyer V1 https://etsy.me/2RZ1UTQ - Redeemed Black History Flyer V2 https://etsy.me/31vgVQA - Black History Flyer Template Photoshop https://crmrkt.com/pQO7z4 INSTANT DOWNLOAD - After Payment - Via Your Etsy Invoice - See How: https://www.etsy.com/help/article/3949 - You Edit and Print
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Rich and deep in tone, brown black lets you experience the natural warmth of brown without sacrificing any of the propriety of black ink. In this sampler, we've gathered 13 of our favorite and most popular brown black gel pens, markers, and more. Try them out to find your perfect brown black pen! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Check out our pen sampler here: https://to.jetpens.com/39NGsId ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Clickable link in Instagram profile! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #jetpens #instajetpens #jetpenspensampler #penlover #brownblack #brown #offblack #colorlove #stationery #stationerylove #stationeryaddict https://www.instagram.com/p/B7E0W4Hlj7K/?igshid=1wtlf376sgfdr
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Constance Lau
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