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So.
***2021 and 2022 Jade, Rook, and Leona White Day Letter spoilers below the cut!!***
***All 2021 letters can be found here!***
***All 2022 letters can be found here!***
I did NOT expect to be taken aback by LEONA’S 2022 White Day letter, of all characters 🤡 why Why WHY did it have to be FAKE CAT………………………………… LIKE DON’T GET ME WRONG, I REALLY LIKED JADE AND ROOK’S LETTERS TOO but those two didn’t really hit me the same as they did in the 2021 letters????
Jade’s 2021 letter was an excellent blend of his usual polite demeanor and a bit of trickery and teasing at the very end (”Truly, would I lie to you?”)! His 2022 letter maintains the polite tone, but it doesn’t have the same flavor as the 2021 letter did. Instead, the 2022 version ends with “This experience has been well and truly fascinating.” It’s still very much a Jade thing to say, but it’s much more dialed back and contemplative, like he’s musing over the ordeal and actually appreciative at having learned something more to the culture and the celebrations of land creatures. That’s, of course, endearing in its own way 🥺 DN;OUBFQEYOG8YwvyABOHSVFASVUOabyo It just doesn’t make me. FBIHviyoDVIYsvdibioDTVOEQFOYIBACBIHL screech as much as the implication that he could be duping me OTL I’M WEIRD OKAY LEMME BE 
Rook’s 2021 letter was very poetic and flowery! It was really wholesome and heartfelt, and it honestly made my heart melt a little reading it 😂 I actually a little disappointed with Rook’s 2022 letter asdbhhasyodboasbidsabid It wasn’t nearly as verbose as the 2021 one, but I do chuckle a little at the thought of catching Rook off guard with a gift. I’m not as much of a fan as him saying, “[...] I felt the urge to spring into dance on the spot” though. It sounds like a very Rook thing to do, but asdshlbashldbiyasadbsila THE IDEA OF ROOK RANDOMLY DANCING IN PUBLIC SOUNDS LIKE THE START TO AN IMPROMPTU DISNEY MUSICAL NUMBER, AND I’M NOT ABOUT TO BE A PART OF THATA SDSHABHDLASBIHLnjdwguveuVOUSalviSvos
OKAY BUT
THE BIGGEST SURPRISE OF ALL FOR ME WAS LEONA??????? LIKE I DIDN’T EVEN BUY THIS LOSER’S 2021 WHITE DAY LETTER BUT THE FUCKING CONTRAST BETWEEN 2021 AND 2022 IS LIKE NIGHT AND DAY????????????????????
In Leona’s 2021 letter, it felt like he was writing it while being held at gunpoint 😅 which I do believe is the vibe they were going for? Like, Leona treated writing the letter like it was a chore that he didn’t want to tend to. It’s cleare that he’s just going through the motions and that his heart isn’t entirelty into it. “Etiquette dictates that I must express my gratitude for the thoughtful gift you have given me.” It sounds like Leona’s doing all of this out of obligation, and he dislikes having to do it at all. He even closes out the letter by promising that he’ll MAYBE give you something in return, if he FEELS like it. BUT IT’S TOTALLY DIFFERENT ENERGY FOR HIS 2022 LETTER?????????? Man’s literally like: “So here you go, a proper message of gratitude: Thank you for your considerate gift.” Leona’s gift to you IS his thank you, because it takes so much for him to bite the bullet, swallow his pride, and be genuine in expressing his emotions. It actually means a LOT to hear this from Leona “emotionally constipated” Kingscholar 🤡 IS THIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IN YOUR WHITE DAY LETTERS I SEE, KINGSCHOLAR????????????? IS IT???????????????????? ARE YOIU.................... BECOMING YASAHII?>>?????? a tsTSUN DERE????????????????????????? BITR B Y B IT????? hmmmmmMMMMMMMM??????????????
BRUH IT’S EVEN WORSE BECAUSE THE FIRST PART OF THE 2022 LETTER IS “I’m no stranger to lavish gifts, but getting one from you was unexpected enough to pique my interest.” THE KEY PHRASE HERE IS “I’m no stranger to lavish gifts”. Leona has made it clear in a variety of voice lines and vignettes that he’s used to being treated like the royalty that he is; he’s USED to getting expensive things. In his Birthday Boy vignettes, he explicitly mentions that his older brother, Farena/Falena, sent him a very expensive rug. Leona says that the rug could be better served if it was gifted to another country rather than to him, as it could help forge stronger relationships with other nations, or earn new allies for the Sunset Savanna. He’s dismissive of his older brother’s gift (an older brother that, mind you, appears to dote on Leona and offer him unconditional love and support). He also acts prickly and defensive when he talks about gifts he receives from other family members, such as Cheka, often talking about how annoying or bothersome they are. BUT IN LEONA’S 2022 WHITE DAY LETTER, HE ACTUALLY EXPRESSES GENUINE GRATITUDE TO YOU FOR YOUR GIFT??????????
WHAT IS THIS 🤡 WHAT’S THIS GROSS FUZZY FEELING IN MY CHEST AND HOW TF DO I GET RID OF IT ID ON’T LIKE THIS  ASDBIYLASIYOdyvAVIYDiyoqeyg8r87g9qwpq8q064;.,l[jkdph[wnioybgqye7qef8ovtufbadoasfybacsfyugadfsvDSFGIYOdsbiyoDSFADFYUGYOIAFASDKHLBASBHUSDAVAYUSDVAFSVIYOacbi;ACOGVUCSBYOQPBY9CBCsbiocpSUPOIcvyoibpqdcvyoqcbh[cqp9biypcnosOJB ADVNM;LBJWKM,QV;DVWINO[VBUPQFYC9QUQCVSOYBIQTF8OYC9
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Anyway.
OTL
I’m fine. 🤡 Everything is fine.
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irregulrs · 10 months
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˙ ◌ ⁎˚ 〇﹒﹙johnny suh. cismale. he/him.﹚guess who was almost late for their shift at the vesper lounge again?? that’s right, it was baek eunwoo! it’s a wonder their job as owner of vesper lounge isn’t in jeopardy. the 26 year old has been working at sunset galleria for 3 ½ years, and is well known for their generous nature. on bad days, they can be rather self-critical, though. when the mall is dead at night, they can usually be found browsing vinyls at wangto records, but don’t tell their boss!﹙izzy, 28, she/her, gmt+2, none.﹚
hello meow meows ♡ you can call me izzy, i'm 28 (come on hags), operate on gmt+2 and i'm bringing u my cool chaos boy eunwoo (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ under the cut you can find some links, a summary of eunwoo and whatever random thoughts & tidbits about him are flying around in my head. i can't wait to write with you all !
click here for eunwoo's full profile
click here for eunwoo's full biography (it's a bit lengthy lmfao sorry)
pinterest board for all my visual besties out there
baek eunwoo, 26 turning 27, make some noise for scorpio babies!
daegu born & raised, owner of the vesper lounge
his parents poured all their savings into opening a family restaurant called two moons, it was their lifelong dream to have an establishment of their own
you know the food is dope when there’s a random child sleeping in the corner or playing mobile games at full volume? that was eunwoo lmao
he never quite understood why his parents were so strict with his older brother jinwoo regarding his education WELL 🤡
turns out there was only ever enough money to punch one kid thru medical school and of course it has to be the eldest son duh
meanwhile eunwoo got to have a pretty chill school time? noraebag after school with friends is x100 better than hakwon anyways
it was a little too late when he realized that he only got to play and have fun bc his parents had no intention of sending him to university
surprise! you get to help at the family restaurant awww congrats king <3
he….really wanted to help his parents. he wanted for their dream to be successful. but not like this bruh 😭
he really struggled with accepting the fact that he was gonna rot away living someone else’s dream once his parents retire and leave the restaurant in his hands but ??? they are his parents ??? he couldn't say no rip
life comes at u fast and eunwoo realizes that when his parents pass away in a car accident and the care of the restaurant falls into his hands much, much earlier than he expected
well....... he cashes out his part of the house & land he inherited, sells the restaurant (his parents in heaven: say sike rn?!) and moves to a different part of daegu 🤣👍 talk about burning bridges that's that dawg scorpio in him
by now his brother is in seoul busy being a big shot anyway ugh so when eunwoo stumbles over the empty storefront in galleria sunset he pours his savings from the sales he made into opening the vesper lounge, finally something of his own awww look at him 🤕
truth be told he can't really tell if this is actually his dream or if he's just done this to be Doing Something but it's too late to make something different of life at this point right??? (he really needs someone to tell him that it isn't too late pleek)
i've got a bunch of plots right here but i'm always down to plot and brain storm!!
i love making my muses suffer a little lol and i love coming up with dynamics and past backgrounds to intertwine our muses so!!! i hope we can come up with something cool together hehe i'm excited (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡
oh and if you find tumblr ims as obnoxious as me we can plot over discord ofc <3
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cwarscars · 1 year
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*taps mic* hi hello good night! I'm here to talk about Magnar Valerio Heidegger because of course that is his canon name and I don't care what SE has to say about it. :) No, but really - I know I've said this in the past but Heid is an emotional muse for me and I'll do this again.
I don't think I was prepared for how much you made me care for him - it's fair that the remake made him more than a lil pixel in a green coat and thick beard, but I had no feelings or thoughts for Heid until I met you. I remember being a weird choice of a muse - Reeve and Scarlet (even Hojo with the yucky factor) were such popular directors, why would someone pick Heidegger?
All I can say is that I'm glad you did it because HOLY FUCK. I remember reading through this incredibly long and detailed bio and just... Fully seeing Heidegger as a fully-fleshed character. The abuse at the hands of the father he failed to recognize as such; the intense pressure to succeed and to please him nonetheless; the marriage that ended in heartbreak with two daughters he didn't spend nearly enough time with; the worship of Shinra Sr.; his views on world politics and how he so clearly sees himself as a man with the guts to do what needs to be done to achieve results.
With your writing, I just went from someone who largely ignored him to someone who frankly adores the character. There is just so MUCH room for growth, complicated themes to work with and you just turned him into this layered, complex asshole I love? That Melissa would definitely marry no matter the verse? I just cannot get enough of how much history you've given him, how plausible it all sounds and the fact that you write a villain we can relate/understand his reasoning without ever woobifying him.
You are THE Heidegger writer to me and I'm forever amazed and wowed by your headcanons and super well detailed posts. It all tracks to the OG or the remake in some way and it's just so good I forget it's not canon. Or fuck that - you're better than canon. PLUS Heidegger gave me you and 3 years later (3 years??? omg) we're here and having fun and I will never not love the husbando for it.
You're amazing and your Heidegger is a work of art. *mic drop*
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hey…how’s my portrayal? ♡
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(( MARI. WHAT THE FUCK ----
i legit saw the start of this and thought 'ooohhhh, a nice tasty lil ask for heidegger & mel to have sexy times in' AND THEN I KEPT READING AND I WAS LIKE 'WAIT A SECOND'. you know something, i'm not much of an emotional bear - i think we both know this because i have n e r v e s of s t e e l but...this got my eyes damp? like, what the hell???
i feel emotional reading this, it's like how i mentioned to light; it feels good to have been given the platform and supported by you guys in writing heid. like, i feel as though these headcanons and storylines and stuff come out because of you guys. i sometimes feel so embarrassed by my love of this guy because he isn't cloud or sephiroth or even one of the lesser but still popular characters (ala rufus or tseng). like, who the hell would like heidegger? haha. well, me apparently :P
but it feels great because i get this support and this validation by people like yourself. you just DIVEBOMB into my inbox with this absolute love letter of goodness and it honestly has me feeling so warm and fuzzy. ive been so down these last few weeks just due to various bits and pieces and you know, when you reach a stage where you can't even cry* because you feel so shit? well, now i'm sat here with lil happy tears beading in the corners of my eyes - like, bruh- you did that, i love you for it.
of course - i can't just fawn on how much i love you and how sweet you are, mari. because our friendship is special and i'm so forever grateful to have started to write with you that one day and i'm so glad that everything from there has happened and we've always stayed in touch but like -
melissa. you KNOW i wouldn't have half the characterisation of heid if it wasn't for her. that initial meeting - the INITIAL plots we had with the blackmail and stuff before these two coconuts fell in love. their son and retirement to costa del sol. remember the bitchy neighbour that mel HATED? edlyn and dwayna befriending mel and mel restoring their relationship with their father? all of the smut and all of the wonderful things we've written together? mari, you're such a special writing partner to have. you're one in a million. your girl is the best and i (and my lil collection of men) will forever love her. i don't even need to tell you how much i adore your writing because you know i could read a novel of your works. please write mel into a book, i NEED
my final thing i wanna say is just -
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suns out, guns out - i love them and i love you ♡♡♡♡
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acalculatedfuture · 2 years
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NAC-LY meme: 1 2 and 6
Friday, or as I like to call it, Munday
I'm gonna put this one under a cut because it got REALLY long
What’s the worst role playing experience you’ve had?
On the Pokémon RPC there was actually a very recent one with a mun (whose name I won't be mentioning out of respect for my mutuals) that wanted to ship with one of my muses and really really REALLY wanted me to turn this muse into an abuser because they had a fetish for dysfunctional relationships, which is already a mess and a half but it gets way worse
Like first of all being abusive not only goes completely against this character's personality but also the whole idea relied heavily on ableist stereotypes like oh this character has a mental illness so clearly they have to be unstable and violent like bruh what the fuck
But also this mun literally wanted to gaslight me into changing the way I write my own muse and it was fucking ridiculous like every once in a while they'd compare this muse to a character in a videogame that had nothing to do with them and happened to be a villain and then talk about the Evil Things this villain does and go "your muse would totally also do this right since they're so similar" and i was like dude are you high and every time i said Fuck No they'd just continue a while later thinking they were the smartest person in the world and i wasn't able to tell what they were doing
As a general advice for the fandom based off of this is that if you want to write a fetish it's fine you do you but PLEASE communicate with your writing partner instead of trying to trick them into doing it because it's creepy as hell and I guarantee you'll just make a fool of yourself
What would cause you to leave a fandom?
Already answered here
Your view on Mary/Gary sues?
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First of all it needs to be said, the term Mary Sue lost its original meaning a long time ago and is now just a buzzword to call out a character (usually a woman because of sexism) the viewer personally doesn't like, without having to explain why, so that they can invite more and more people into hating this character as well, so it's a term I don't like to use because it ends any possibility of discussion, but I also feel like the criticism against the term Mary Sue is used as an excuse for writers to shamelessly godmode and/or make their characters the unquestionable center of morality without being called out for it because ⭐Mary Sue is a bad word⭐
In general the term itself has a really weird ambiguous meaning and you can stretch it to fit anything you want, like the basic idea is that it means a character that's invincible and always right and becomes boring as a result but villains can also be considered Mary Sues despite not being validated by the narrative (well some are but that's besides the point) so it seems like a more fitting definition would be a character that makes the story boring because they never struggle but a Sad UwU Baby character whose purpose is to bring pathos to the story and force the audience to sympathize with them they can ALSO be called a Mary Sue and you could say that the suffering they go through is heavily glamourized and only comes from characters we're supposed to root against and never from the more sympathetic ones but at that point the only common factor is that these characters can be subjectively considered boring so maybe it's just not a very good term if you can't specify with certainty what it means
Which isn't to say that characters without flaws don't exist, I talked a few days ago about how heroic characters tend to be given only one flaw which is giving too much of themselves for others (because it can be interpreted in a way that effectively makes them morally righteous in every situation) and one thing I did forget to mention that time as well is that the Joker personality for villains is a safe zone because it means they don't have to show any weakness or less glamorous personality traits but calling them Mary Sues/Gary Stus is effectively a way to dismiss them and dismiss the writer as well, calling them some generic bad term and never giving them a chance to actually show different facets of their writing
(The term Mary Sue is also heavily used to criticize female self-inserts that ship with male canon characters and frankly that's very dumb because people should be allowed to write just for fun, go get that romance queens)
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nyanyashizun · 7 months
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bruh, i just wanna talk abt bgsd and musings and have my headcanons evaluated lovingly by someone who shares in the same kind of nonsensical drabbles I do
so here we go, no tags we're going in without padding
↓ bgsd mxm thoughts (妄想), mainly ranzai 🥴 probably will only be ranzai tbh
ive only seen up to s3, spoils may be included idk
also im not even trying to write seriously, here. just flow write
angst-ish, pg
okay so dazai is in love with ranpo and totally doesnt say anything but spends most of his time just hanging around him
they often go on cases together because dazai is really skilled and ranpo doesnt mind him tagging along
they both are really skilled at what they do but also ranpo has this thing about him
it all comes natural to him but dazai isn't too different from him
so they make a good team but there is something more going on
dazai often gets jealous of how much ranpo clings to fukuzawa. it isn't a pick me, im the best employee kinda thing
he just would prefer ranpo pay attention to him more
he doesnt get why. he doesnt think about it
dazai tends to get attached to others easily, but doesnt particularly feel the same way he feels about fukuzawa as he does ranpo
does that make ranpo special? dazai doesnt want to think about it
he just wants to accompany ranpo wherever he goes, well maybe not like that
so they end up taking on a particularly perplexing case
and dazai is actually disturbed by some of the things that happen
he cant cope
ranpo is serious but tries to comfort him, is prepared to leave him behind. not because he doesnt want him along, but its clear its too much for him
so dazai waits for ranpo to come back for him, at some abandoned warehouse or something, and in ranpo's absence dazai get's antsy and calls ranpo
he starts to freak out when the man doesn't reply. time passes and he ends up calling a few more times and ranpo answers completely confused because all is good and he was about to head back with some snacks. he was chatting up a market lady
okay, but why did dazai doubt ranpo so much? doubt? no.... more like he was freaked out that the man wasn't around
he didnt feel left out, he didnt feel like they were just companions and he--
then ranpo says it, he tells dazai he picked up on his feelings
and dazai gets it without the explaination
he felt the way for ranpo he thought he'd successfully acted like he cared for all those women he tried to take with him
but.... that means, he actually felt that way for someone? he was fond of playing around, but now? no he didnt even want to do anything to put the man he quietly idolized in jeopardy
and he especially didnt want to feel this way for anyone like he once had that long gone friend of his
he felt immense pain in his heart, regretting everything until then. all the times he didnt realize what he'd been thinking was what it truly was
and all he wanted was for it all to go away
and yet ranpo seemed to see right through him, maybe knew far longer than what he admitted, -- maybe only saying something once he was sure Dazai was about to realize.... Only once it was clear he knew enough to connect those last dots himself.
and.... he did
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lmao is this a short (unedited) fic now idk????
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ducknotinarow · 10 months
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2012 Michelangelo - All Symbol Headcanons please uwu
| Send me a symbol and I will write a headcanon about…  For multimuse blogs, please specify!
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Mikey! I am pretty biased on 2012 mikey personally I will say blame it on his VA who is one of my favorites have even gotten to meet them uwu I just love him. I feel they didn't always give him the spot light he should but I do appreciate the show many times showing how competent Mikey is often shocking his brothers like the gang on how to figure out where Casey is using Cell phone signals simply cause its how he tracks the pizza delivery boy.
𝓕 : My muse’s handwriting. (Is it good, bad, difficult to decipher, do they prefer writing by hand or with the help of some form of machine, e.t.c.) 
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"Micheal at your service,"
In an episode while flirting with Renet Mikey states his name is Michael middle name Angelo which is why I did it like this and misspelled Michael cause I can see him forgetting the a there XD
Of course, Mikey also uses big letter because he is by far the most out going of all his brothers. Due to Mikeys more empathic nature he dose write with a much more softer pressure due to his confidence his signature can be read pretty easy even if Mikey sort of decided Angelo is his middle name likey due to the fact he is more often called Mikey anyway. Micheal when hes in serious trouble Michelangelo when worse trouble. Mikeys enthusiasm can also be shown thanks to how he crosses his t's making them looped and near like a cross. And well Mikey may not be able to hold the title of artist in the family he is creative and his more rounded letting shows this.
✈ : My muse and  traveling. (If they do it frequently and why, if they never left their home town, e.t.c.)
"Aw man thanks to Ranet we've been all over tha place!"
As mentioned in Raph's The turtles have traveled to a lot of places in truth going to space, other worlds and even time periods. Of course, Mikey apparently has done more time traveling than his brothers claiming he and renet have hung out with them knowing.
✿ : My muse and nature. (If they are an ‘outdoorsy type’, like the sound of bird’s singing, if they have never set foot in a forest, e.t.c.) 
"I've never been in the wild much I don't even know like what all turtles can do? I mean I been to Jersey before and the farm house we hid out at." Mikey is a tad inbetween I would say he is far more a city turtle loving the convince of it even if he lives in a sewer. He likes having better access to things like internet and tv after all. He liked the farm house because of the chickens though and he did enjoy camping with his brothers. Mikey was able to connect to nature pretty decently but he is far more in tune at times. HEck Mikey is more willing to rough it when him and his brothers are stuck in time eating a mub and berry bark pizza.
☼ : My muse’s first memory. (Where it was, who was with them, how this memory makes them feel, e.t.c.) 
"First uh? hmmm man I guess when Splinter told us about how we got our home and when he gave me mu nunchucks?"
Im sure Mikey remembers a bit further back maybe not so much when he was a baby outside some vague things maybe, mostly he remembers when they were presented with thier weapons as one if thier passing stages for thier training under splinter. Sure Mikey dosent get much of a reason it speech behind why he got his nunchucks but Splinter well not always understanding Mikey dose seem to note his potential and ability and nunchucks require a lot of focus to be used and to Mikey this was a way of splinter stating Mikey could handle such a weapon.
He takes great care of his weapons and learned to work them in with his more unorthodox style and arcobact way of maneuvering when he fights.
☙ : My muse’s favourite food. (Bonus: A memory, be it good or bad, associated with said food.)
"P I to the doublr Z-a duh bruh it's pizza!"
of course it's Pizza mikeys real ture love is Pizza clearly this boy has stated he can eat two all by himself and often keeps boxes of pizza in his bed room to eat ot stashes slices in his shell so clearly he'll eat it stale but were gonna gloss over this fact I feel xD cause boys disgusting loves to experiment and trying different sorts of toppings and he has no limit of what he'll put on it from the usual toppings to jelly beans. Funny enough he hate pineapple but if he wants to piss of raph he'll throw some on.
♬ : My muse and music. (What type of music they like listening to and in what context, what music they would never listen to, e.t.c.)
"Ehh long as it ain't polka I'm pretty chill with an tune long as I can bust a move."
I would say mikey more into music like tencho. Pop and electric pop wven something works well when he dances or even fights since he since he has displayed the ability to fight well not thinking the best working purely off instinct. Mikey also have a decent singing voice seeing as he dose the vocals for the ice cream kitty MV. Yeah not cannon but he dose sing in the show here and there as well.
↺ : My muse and the past. (Do they live in the past and struggle to let go of past grievances, or move on more easily, is there anything in their past they want to forget, e.t.c.) 
" sensie would say gotta learn from but don't ley it control ya."
Mikeys more just tries to let things go because he feels something just are not worth it. It's kond of why he let's alot of his brothers remarks go he knows in part its a brotherly thing but sometimes he can't help but hold on to what they say about him.
Because he is the youngest he sometimes feels his brothers only see him as a screw up even running away from.the farm house when feel loke thst didn't want him around anymore. He's snapped at Raphael on the angry planet showing he dose in fact get pretty hurt over Raphaels comments as well.
Byt he feels sometimes it's better to let things go because even if his brothers can be harsh on him he also knows those three would do anything to any one if he got hurt. They will chase him down to find him if he gose missing and well they are in thier own ways looking out for him so he tries to focus on that instead.
☾ : My muse and sleep. (How much they sleep, how much they wish to sleep, if there is something that never fails to put them to sleep, e.t.c.) 
"Hmm I sleep fine actually now when I was younger though I sort of struggled sleeping alone when we got our own rooms think I just got used to be near my bros."
mikey dosent really snuggle with sleep head hits a pillow and he's out. When they were far younger though? Mikey often would sneak to sleep with one of his brothers due to frequent nightmares he dealt with.
✧ : My muse and art. (If they have an artistic side or not and why, favourite artist if they have one, e.t.c.) 
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"Raphs a great artis but I loke to dabble in the arts myself."
Mikey draws like a five year old and I love it. Definitely tries to draw loke Raph can he admires his older brother skill and tries to improve often drew a lot with raph when they were younger but cause raph is better he tended to opt for having them just so it for him instead. He loves to draw it just a fun hobby for him though she he's nit all the versed in it himself. But his favorite artis is Raphael his brother for sure.
❃ : My muse and social media. (If the muse is/would be on social media and why/why not, their general opinion on it, e.t.c.) 
"Thibk I'm about on everything? I lpvr meeting people online! Just don't tell Don that I've meet a few of them in person."
As mikey has stated hes pretty much on about every platform Facebook Twitter forums ect some he uses more than others anything that allows for mkre interactions tends to be what he uses more in that day. He has a few mutual across platforms mainly from fandoms. Just as he is in personal mikey very social online and has decent followings.
He has run the risk and met a few of his online in person donnir tries to stop him anf at first it worked but once donnie got with the von of this verse Mikeu decided to be a rebeal and went to the next meet up. He is also friends with one of the pizza guys often getting free pizza because of this.
✉  : My muse and others. (If they social and outgoing or more introverted, and why. If they prefer communicating with others face to face or in written form, e.t.c.). 
"I like meeting people."
Miekys a social butterfly he shoild be a bit more reserved but he can't help it hes a people person he loves social interaction and will hang out with kind of anyone who will give him attetion and yes this has been in fact a bad thing time to time
But at the same time work for the team over all since he befriend many people who started off being possible villians lole Leatherhead, Monday and that frog dude even. Unknown to his brothers mikey actually gets around and talks to a fee humans and such often flying under the radar they don't seem to be fully aware of all he dose when they aren't watching him. Sometimes it betters he's not left bored cause he will find a way to get into trouble.
▶ : My muse and level of education. (If the muse has some form of education, what education they perhaps wish they had, e.t.c.). 
"I mean ninaj school I'm a master at it clearly"
Mikeys stated to have the most raw talent of course but he's also generally pretty smart even able to understand donnie when others can't even if sometimes he just joking and going along with Don's enthusiasm he by extension has learned because of this.
◐ : My muse and animals. (If they like animals and treat them well, do not care for them at all, e.t.c.). 
"Aww I love them they are soo cute!"
Mikey dose like animals he took in the stray cat April found after all and felt horrible when he cause her to.mutate into ice cream kitty who he talks great care of even making sure she has a safe way to be relocates to the Fram house and back to New York after.
❒ : My muse and gifts. (If they are good/bad at finding gifts, good/bad at receiving gifts, good/bad at wrapping gifts, e.t.c.) 
"I love getting gifts!"
he's the youngest what can I say can kind of saw the t pod don made is sort of a gift for mokeu since he uses the most and openly volunteered to test it out and lokely dose often for donnie experiments xD
☘ : My muse’s relation with their family. (If they speak with each other and how much, if they are close or estranged, e.t.c.). 
"Family I'm all about my famillia."
I feel it can be safe to say Mikey looks up to each brother and they show it prettt well. He dosent tend to be annoyed by how they sort of baby him at times or discredit him made worse when in the 12 verse they are all the same age. But often Mikey feels his brothers forget this fact and it can greatly annoy him time to time because he's gone through a lot of the stuff they all have and then some but they tend to not always acknowledge this stuff he knkws in part its because they are older and there's a is a bit of lookong out for thier brother here.
Mikey of course dose experience a bit jealous when it comes to knew people coming into to his brothers lives April the least but they saved her so she was always an expection to Mikey. Casey and Von though both are subjects of jealously but mostly due to Mikey feeling lonely and feeling he lost a brother in a way. Because he is pretty damn close to Raph and Donnie. Not so much going against Leo because he feels he's not a good leader but more hey they are doing so I will too. Seeing how Mikey often plays the baby bro card on Leo the most and gets away with it with alot.
Raph may pick and bully Mikey a bit but Raphs also the one who jumps to protect mikeys first not to mention Mikey sort of learns smack talk from raph wanting to come off just about as tough.
Donnie is often group up with in the team B of the team later called the A- minis team. You can tell mokey seems to have an intrest in sicene and often messes in Don's lab but donnie makes seem cool and exciting but he also dosent always let mikey in the lab sooo yeah he over steps and and mess stuff pretty often but it's also be the result if accidently achievements. And it why he was able to make the antidote for the wasps.
Leo I feel mikeu got closer with over time since theu both can bind over being mega fans for a TV series.
Mikeys is always the one needing protection physically but Mikey is also the one who protects his brothers emotionally. He often step up when thier emotions lead to bad choices or making mistakes and he can sort of meet them head on when it comes to over stressing themselfs or lashing out he knows sometimes his brother can't handle thier emotions or don't want to so he sort of gives them that outlet they need so badly
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Kanato Sakamaki- I’m Sadistic For You
FINALLY SOMEONE REQUESTS DIABOLIK LOVERS CONTENT AAAAHHH THANK YOU BESTIE! I GOT YOUR OTHER ONE AND I’M DOING IT TOO!  
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So ANON ASKS
For Kanato from DL ( I haven’t seen much done for him and it makes me sad because he’s a favorite ). (: I could Lowkey do some more if you’re not super bogged down I had another idea BUT I ALREADY SUBMITED ANOTHER BEFORE THIS SO IM NOT GONNA OVERWHELM YOU LOL but- anyway Fee free to be as nsfw with my prompts (if you do them) as you want. I dont have any triggers so- writing them super accurate and sadistic won’t bother me :3
Bruh....Jesus is my helmet...but NOT TODAY let’s fucking go! Okay readers, you heard, they aint got no triggers. So if you do...move it along.
52- “You can’t call me cute!”
80- “Shut up! I’m not blushing!”
31-“You need to be taught a lesson…”
81- “You look so...inviting all tied up.”
84- “What’s the word I’m looking for?....Pet!”
Also in this you and Yui are BFFs because she isn’t some cold hearted bitch (homegirl trips over oxygen, plus I love her lol)
I was legit about to have him spit in your mouth....I’m so shameful...maybe next time.
Leggo!
I’m turning into a Yandere account and I am totally okay with that.
...
“You know living here isn’t that bad.” you mused to Yui. “When no one is talking.”
Your friend laughed as she cut up some carrots. Yui turned to look at you as she prepare to peel some potatoes. “So living here is terrible every day other than right now?” she replied.
You couldn’t help but burst out laughing. She wasn’t wrong. 
You and Yui were making dinner for the house. After a ambush that landed everyone injured except you and her (thankfully). You had offered to make soup and stew for everyone. They were all in their respective rooms healing while you had prepared everything.
“They really fought hard today, I thought Kanato was about to rip that vampires jaw off. He’s really protective of you, Y/N.” she winked. “I think he likes you more than he lets on.” 
Kanato and you had a very strange relationship. He hated you, but he didn’t HATE you. No one could lay a finger on you, no one could even look at you, even if he said he didn’t care. Reiji tried to and Kanato almost murdered him.
“He then told me that Teddy said I was ugly.” you reminded her flatly. “Yeah he so cares.” you snorted.
“Maybe he has trouble telling you his feelings”
“I wish everyone was as optimistic as you.” you shook your head. “Looks like the soup is finished.” 
“I’m just saying Y/N, just think about it.”
...
You only had one bowl of soup left to deliver, to Kanato’s room. You grumbled as you stood outside the door. 
“Kanato? It’s me.” you knocked on the door. “I’m coming in okay?” 
Before you could wait for an answer you opened the door and walked in with the cart. 
Kanato was laying on his bed when you entered, groaning in what you assumed was boredom.
“Teddy, tell Y/N that I don’t want whatever she made.” Kanato turned away from you. The scars he had suffered on his back said it all. All for you...
Your recalled the terror in your voice as you had screamed for help as the rogue vampire wrapped his claws around your leg. Kanato’s name was the first to escape your lips as you had tried to crawl away to Yui. You remembered reaching out to Kanato with your strongest hand, begging him to save you.
The look in his eyes was feral as he screamed your name too, grabbing you hand and pulling you to him. You were sobbing into his chest, clutching onto him for dear life for a good ten seconds before Yui replaced him, hugging you tightly in her small arms too. Before you knew it, the rogue’s head had been thrown through a window...
...
“Y/N, Look at me! You’re safe now...you’re safe with me...”
...
“Teddy, could you please tell Kanato that while his pouting is very adorable, it won’t get him out of this?”
“Don’t call me cute! You can’t do that.” Kanato glared at you through hooded eyes. “If I wasn’t so weak I’d-”
“Well let me take care of you.” you cut him off, taking the bowl to him. “For me?”
Kanato paused, his glare softening. 
“You must be in love with me if you’re so insistent on me getting better.” he grumbled, sitting up. “Y/N is in love with me Teddy!”
“Kanato.” you felt your face heat up violently. “Don’t say things like that.” you groaned.
“It’s blushing teddy, how cute!”
Kanato’s use of the word ‘it’ wasn’t new to you. In fact when he wasn’t calling you names, chasing you around with forks pretending to stab you, or worse, it was denoting you to objects.
“H-hey! I am not blushing!” you pouted. “My face just looks that way.” you lied. “S-shut up.” you grumbled.
“And what if I don’t feel like it?” he challenged, knowing you wouldn’t say a word back. You were kind of like Yui. You wouldn’t dare challenge any of the Sakamaki brothers. It was a death sentence in every sense of the word.
“Kanato, I just want you to feel better.” you looked down at your feet. 
“There’s one thing you can do.” Kanato used his strength to stand to his feet. Despite his looks, he was tall, and under that cute exterior was a mean and feral beast. He staggered over to you, a sick smile on his face. That couldn’t be good, not by a long shot. 
“And what exactly would that be?” you asked. You couldn’t look at him. You didn’t wanna know what he was planning. You were positive that it wasn’t gonna end well either. 
“Get on your knees.”
“My knees?” you repeated. “Why do you want me to-”
“Now Y/N.” he spoke over you. You felt his hand on your shoulder. “I don’t like repeating myself.” his nails dug into your skin, causing your knees to wobble under the pain. “On. Your. Knees!”
Your feet gave out, practically sending you crashing down to the floor. You looked like a dog, on your hands and knees. You appeared weak and pathetic.
You found it in yourself to look up at Kanato. Teddy was perched on the bed, ‘watching’ you two. You felt his fingertips creep under your chin. 
“Aww...” he smiled. “You’re like a little...What’s the word I’m looking for...PET!. It’s cute.” He caressed the side of your face. “Too bad I kill all my pets...they can’t handle me...can you handle me, Pet?”
“Yes, Kanato.” you found yourself saying. You felt like you didn’t have a choice...
and you loved every second of it.
“Bullying you has made me regain my strength! Isn’t this wonderful?” he wrapped one of his hands around your neck. “You’re so fun to torment” he laughed.
“K-kanato.” you coughed.
“Is it hard to breath. Y/N?” he asked sinisterly, that crazed smile gracing his lips. His words were terrifying although his actions said otherwise. He loosened his grip on your throat, allowing air to flow more freely. It was those small things that made you think he didn’t hate you as much as he loved to preach.
“Y/N...when that vampire came...I thought I was gonna lose you for good this time” he said sadly, allowing his arm to return to his side. “I thought I had-...that you were gonna die.” 
“You saved me though.” you replied. Kanato knelt down to your level, still slightly above you. 
“Yeah...because if anyone is gonna break you, it’s gonna be me.”
“I care about you a lot, Kanato.” you finally said it. “I like you too much.” you exposed yourself. “I want you stay by your side.” you said pathetically. “Even if you hate me.”
Before you could say another word, Kanato claimed your lips in a kiss. He held the sides of your face in his hands. It was the first time he had ever kissed you. He hummed thoughtfully, pushing you down to the floor so you were laying on your back. He crawled over you, not breaking the kiss. 
“K-kanato.” you whimpered.
“You need to be taught a lesson. If your gonna be my girlfri- I mean pet, you’ll have to learn.” he kissed down your neck.
Suddenly, Kanato ripped the seam of your jeans all the way up your left leg, leaving it completely exposed to the air.
“Oh look, your clothes are messed up, guess we’ll have to take them off.” he smirked. In another swift motion, your pants were torn to shreds. The fabric fell in a circle around you both.
“Teddy look! Y/N is wearing such cute panties.” he cackled maniacally. “Her naughty place is leaking.”
You trembled, waiting for him to do whatever it was he was planning.
“I heard blood tastes better when it’s from your naughty place.” he ran his tongue along the top row of his teeth. “Y/N” he moaned, running his index finger along your clothed heat. “You smelled so much better here...I just want to- ungh.”
He suddenly drove his fangs into your right thigh. You gasped, arching your back. He violently grabbed your legs, holding them down. His tongue lashed against your freshly made wound. 
You could hear him whimpering, cursing under his breath. 
Kanato would deny it with his life, but everything about you was like a drug to you. Tasting your blood was even sweeter than every dessert he’s ever tasted. Feeling you whimper and plea for him did things to him that would make a sailor blush. 
Forget Yui, forget his brothers, forget it all.
“Fuh-” Kanato couldn’t take it anymore. He couldn’t stop himself from ripping off your panties and driving his tongue into your most sensitive parts. Hearing you moan for him, cry for him. 
The rumors were right, vampires were godly lovers. It was like Kanato knew what you wanted and where. He lashed his tongue against your heat, grabbing your legs. 
“Wrap your legs around my head,” he demanded. “Not like it’s gonna kill me.” he laughed manically. “
Knock knock
“Y/N, are you in there?” Yui’s small voice caused you to panic a little. As you tried to get up, Kanato pushed you right back down, growling into your pussy,
“FUCK!” you whined, making it very obvious what you two were up to. “Kanato, I can’t-”
“Then don’t.” he grunted, not ceasing his movements. “Cum, cum for me.”
“K-KAANAAA!” you cried as you came. You thrashed and writhed under his touch, but he didn’t stop. His tongue never stopped moving. “fuh- fuck! Kanato, t-too much!”
“I said cum for me, I didn’t say I’d stop.” he thrust his fingers into you to add insult to injury. “You’re so fun to fuck with!” he spat.
“Kanato!” you sobbed. You couldn’t stop moving, you couldn’t stop thrashing. Th epleasure had gotten to you so much, you were drooling.
He finally withdrew his mouth from you, smiling evilly at the mess he left.
Kanato had grabbed one of his ties that had left on the floor and bound your wrists together.
“You look so inviting tied up for me...” he shuddered as he bit his lip. He licked his fingers clean of your blood and juices. “Good thing the night is young...because I’m not done with you.”
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It's been so long that I can't quite remember my exact thought process that had me following you back in the day. lol However, I do remember it was during a bit of a lull in activity and the fandom just wasn't a great place to be, but I remember looking over your writing on Itsuki and I had a feeling that we would mesh really well. Plus, you honestly brought a bit of excitement and light to a space I was having a hard time returning to. Only further getting to know you over the years really solidified how much we got along and how much I enjoyed writing with you.
As for what made me stay, I'd say it's been the way we have built so many different relationships across these blogs, be they enemies, parents, the odd ship here and there. Yet, throughout all of that, you have also never treated me any different ooc due to what we were doing and I have really come to appreciate how much I appreciate that, especially after recent events on this blog. Plus, you're just a great writer, artist, and person. Even if we weren't as close as we are, I still would have hung around. 💕
Anonymously or not, why did you follow me? And what made you stay?
Always accepting
   R-Rory... I got so emotional reading this the other day, that I ended up hugging my phone to my chest whilst emitting the softest “Bruh.” beneath my breath. 
   That memory might have faded just a bit by this point (Especially after all these years), but I will always remember it as one the best days of my life. ❤️ Seeing as I got to meet one of my besties in the whole wide world. ❤️ And I’m so glad that I was able to bring a little light, during that time. And again, one of the greatest highlights of me even dipping my head in there was finding you. ;; It truly was a fun time, whenever we got to yell about stuff and just... do absolutely anything tbh. It’s just so fun knocking coconuts with you. And while things might have slowed down for us (Because YEAH, lookit us, tackling all kinds of shit on both our ends and fighting for our lives AND doing a hella of a job-- especially you, pal!!!), I love how easily we can pick up from where we left off these days. And the fact that I can still boop you on here even when I’m at 1%, like rn awehauw.
   And you know how much I LOVE the different relationships we got to develop together over the years! I was just further updating her mains page the other day and had the biggest smile on my face when I was working on that one page featuring all your muses! Ahawuehaw!!! Besides the ones that you get to bless me with on here ofc, I simply adore the variety we got going on, the friends (That once again, come in all shapes and sizes), family, lovers and enemies that we were able to bring forth together as writing pardners. Honestly, you just... you just spoil me with all of this, y’know? And I can’t express my gratitude enough to do these things with such a ridiculously talented bean like you.
   And I will just... never understand people who do that to this very day (AND STILL NOT REALISE that it’s wrong and downright shitty). It angers me greatly to see people do that, and especially to you. And I’m so sorry for what you had to go through, Rory. And hope you will never have to deal with that again. You know you will always be my pal. Me old sport. Me old chum who is always welcome to talk to me about absolutely anything.  
   Our friendship has gone far beyond that of RPing by this point. You are my pal that I am so glad that I can happily talk to about other things as well. Be it about memes, our pets, video games, and just anything happening on either one of our ends... You are... my friend. ;u; ❤️ And right back at you okay? To be mutuals with one of your quality blogs will always be one of the greatest honors ever. And if we were to meet only recently, I would still be all 👀👀👀👀 at you, and honestly... I don’t think much would really change tbh, other than the fact that we would meet a little later than expected, kwkew.
   Love you so much, Rory in the House. c: ❤️
@emptyvictory ❤️
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Commander Cody x Reader: Baby Troubs
Author’s Note:  Wow, so sorry that I couldn’t be more creative with the name XD.  This was what I called the document when I was writing it, and I’m too lazy to think of a better one.
This was inspired by my niece who is currently a smol baby that I get to go home to every day.  She is a lot sassier than this fictional baby, though.  My niece cries a lot, bruh.  But she does smile much more nowadays, and it makes me melt every time.  
So enjoy your serving of Cody fluff because I sure am.  I need some good Clone Wars content in my life since that finale.  Oyyyyy.  What does a gal gotta’ do for some awkward Cody being awkward around a baby and secretly crushing on a jedi?  Well, here we are. 
  “It’s...a youngling, sir.”
  Cody sighed at the obvious statement.  He shot the trooper a look through his visor before turning his attention to the bundle in front of him.  The baby lay there quietly, swaddled by someone before being left behind amongst the rubble.
  “Poor thing,” the trooper spoke up again.  “Parents must’ve been taken away by clankers in the raid.”
  “So it seems, Graf,” Cody nodded.
  “The question is,” Graf paused. “What do we do with the kid?”
  “I’m trying to figure that out myself.  Maybe pick her up?  Probably not good for her to be laying on the ground like that… But, how?  Is there a certain way to do it?”
  Graf shrugged.  “Never picked up a baby before, sir.”
  “What’s the hold up, gentlemen?” you walked into the remains of the civilian structure that had been destroyed by Separatist droids.  Your eyes went from Cody’s visor to the trooper’s, and then found the baby on the ground.
  “Oh my goodness, is that a baby? Aw, the poor darling,” you gasped.  As if on cue, the baby burst out crying, attempting to tell you of her woes.  “Why is this baby still on the floor?”  You knelt down and carefully picked the child up, gently supporting the head, and brought her to rest against your chest.
  “We weren’t exactly sure how,” Cody mumbled.  “I’ve never dealt with an infant before.”
  “It’s not too difficult,” you smirked.  “It’s nothing a big, strong commander like you couldn’t handle, I’m sure”
  Graf snickered, but straightened up after a look from the commander’s visor. 
  “Let’s set up camp in this area for the night.  This way, the troopers can rest, and I can tend to this little one.”
  “Good idea,” he agreed.  Cody started barking orders to the men, and they got to work on getting the camp set up.  You walked around, gently rocking the youngling. The group medic came forward and checked her for any injuries or other health issues.
  “She’s in good health,” he concluded.  You couldn’t help but notice the look of adoration on his face.  “However, she may be hungry. I’ll go fetch some formula from the emergency supplies for civilians in need.”
  “Wonderful.  Thank you.”  You nodded.  “I’ll keep an eye on her for a bit.”  After the medic left, you continued talking to the youngling and even resorted to making silly faces to get her to smile.  She flashed you several toothless grins, making you laugh.
  “We should probably start working on a strategy for moving forward,” Cody spoke up behind you.  He had removed his bucket and held it against his side.
  “I’m a little busy right now,” you replied, not even looking up.  Then, you smiled and said in a baby voice, “Commandew Cody is being too sewious.”  The baby giggled.
  He raised a brow.  “I’m just trying to be practical.  One of the medics can keep an eye on her.”
  “No, that won’t do.”  You shook your head.  “I’m not going to kiss this opportunity to be around a baby ‘goodbye.’  I never get to be around them.”
  “But, _________,” he protested.  
  “Cody, relax.  We’re going to work on a strategy.  I just want a little time with her, that’s all.”
  At that, he went silent.  Several minutes passed by as you hummed to the baby.  You figured Cody had given up and left.  To your surprise, he approached and looked at the infant over your shoulder.  He simply watched as you booped her on the nose, and it wasn’t long before you caught him smiling.
  “Isn’t she cute?”
  The smile faltered at the realization you saw him, but he couldn’t keep it hidden for long.  “Yes, she is,” he admitted.
  “Would you like to hold her?”
  At that, his eyes widened and he stepped back.  “I don’t know about that.”
  “Oh, come on.  It’ll be fine.”  You looked at the baby.  “That’s Cody.  He’s a handsome one, isn’t he?”
  The baby cooed in response, as if she agreed.
  Cody was trying very hard to hold back a smirk.  “That’s hardly appropriate.”
  “We’re just having girl talk.  Don’t pretend that you don’t find me attractive too.”
  “W-what?” he sputtered, and it was amusing to see him suddenly get so flustered.
  “A little bird told me you admitted to some of your troops that you find me attractive.”
  “That was a while back,” he defended quickly, looking absolutely mortified.  “We were off duty, playing cards, and someone asked me, and- It does not change the respect I have for you.  I can assure you-”
  “Cody,” you chuckled.  “I’m flattered, not at all disrespected.”
  The baby was smiling her toothless smile as she watched the exchange, completely oblivious to what was being said, but entertained nonetheless.  You rocked her gently and took a stroll around the debris.  
  The commander’s eyes followed you, but he was still too flustered to say another word.  If he was being honest, it was more than just attraction that drew him to you.  You were one of the most light-hearted and understanding jedi he had ever met, but no less skilled and dependable.  You were kind, compassionate, hard-working, and ever hopeful.  He admired you.  He more than admired you.  You two had served together many times and even become close friends, hence your playful banter earlier.  If that were anyone else, he wouldn’t stand for it in front of his troops.
  Seeing you walk around with the baby in your arms wasn’t helping him push away these forbidden feelings. 
  The war raged on.  You were a jedi, and he was a soldier.  There could be no relationship, let alone a family.  Even so, there was no way you felt the same way about him, right?
  You looked up from the baby, a dazzling smile on your face.  You picked up her hand gently and made her wave at him, and he internally face-palmed when he found himself automatically waving back.  You laughed.
  “So, Commander,” you spoke up, smile faltering.  “A deal’s a deal.  When that medic gets back, he can take over with her so we can work on strategy.”
  He wasn’t sure why, but he felt a twinge in his chest.  He hated to be the one who caused that smile to leave your face.
  “Er, I was getting a bit ahead of myself before.” Cody cleared his throat.  “You know how I am sometimes.  We have plenty of time to strategize.  Why don’t you keep an eye on her for a while longer until we locate her family?  She seems to like you.”
  “Are you sure?”
  He nodded.
  There was that smile on your face again.
  “And, um, __________?” he asked.
  “Yes?”
  “Can you show me how to hold her?”  He cleared his throat again.  “In case I ever come across a baby again, that is.”
  “Of course.  Good thinking.”  You approached and showed him how to support the baby’s head.  Cody’s eyes widened as he held her.  
  “She’s so small,” he murmured.  “I’m holding a little person in my hands.”
  “Isn’t it something?” you mused, running a hand over the blonde peach fuzz that was growing on the top of her head.  “She’s sporting a Captain Rex look.”
  At that, Cody burst into laughter.  The baby giggled in response, still not sure what was happening but thought it was funny for some reason.  “You need to take a holo-pic and send it to General Skywalker,” he told you.
  You held up the device, grinning.  “Already on it.”
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kilesplaysthings · 4 years
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YANDERE SUITORS HEADCANNON, i think this will be fun
Ok lol I’m sorry it took me FOREVER to answer this.. I’ve been meaning to, but I kept putting these off. life’s been...... hectic lol and I have had NO inspiration but!! I’m on vacation this week so! Here we go!
Yandere headcanons huh? I’m assuming you’re talking about the ikevamp boys? Hmmmmmm~
Let’s start with papa vamp Comte St. Germaine:
Y’all know he’s mister cool, calm and collected. It’d take a LOT to ruffle his smooth feathers. I mean, he’s seen the world, done it all.. he’s old lol The only exception is when someone tries to meddle in his relationship with his significant other.
Then, oooh, then. You’d best beware. He won’t blow up, but I can just see those golden eyes take on a deadly sheen. He’ll talk in a very calm voice that’s as smooth as Muzan from Demon Slayer and just as scary. He won’t even have to use force, bruh. He’ll just look at the infidel and smile a cold smile and talk with that voice and they’ll know never to go near his beloved ever again. And so will anyone else in the near vicinity. Thinking about it, it’s kinda hot lol
I imagine all yandere tendencies to be towards the outsider, not his beloved. But he might want them to assure him that they love him and him alone. I think he’d love his beloved too much to be rough with them, unless that’s what they want lol
Napoleon
hmmm with Napoleon I don’t know how much of a yandere he’d be. I think he’s too confident a person to have those tendencies. Noble too.
I definitely could see him getting violent if his beloved feels and/or acts threatened tho
If he ever does feel those tendencies, I have a feeling he’d try to laugh it off or joke about it while at the same time be a little more clingy with his beloved :3
Leonardo
Ooh Leo.. now let’s talk about Leo. He’s confident, sure, but he’s got that little self conscious itch that bugs him now and then concerning how old he is and the mortality of his beloved. Like, I imagine now and then he questions whether he’s right for them or not because they’re mortal and he’s immortal yada yada
So, if there is a persistent person that tries to seemingly take his beloveds attention or be a bit too flirty, I feel like he’d keep it to himself at first. However, if it bugs him, I bet he’d confront that person alone and make sure they’re aware who they’re messing with.
After, though he tries to keep things to himself, when those tendencies comes out, heh, what a night it’ll be..... nothing bad, of course, because he’d never hurt his beloved. But they won’t be leaving their bedroom for a while lol
Isaac
I can imagine this cutie having yandere tendencies, sure. He’d be ashamed of them because he’s aware it’s not healthy, but he can’t help himself at times
If someone makes the move on his beloved, I can see the poor thing not knowing how to handle it. He’d just know he doesn’t like it. Maybe he steps in at the last minute to break them up. Actually, you can kind of see it in his route when Comte is teaching MC how to dance
He’d be a bit pouty about it and later on would want reassurance that his beloved is his and his alone. He is a wolf in sheep’s clothing too, so they might be getting more than they bargained for.
Mozart
Yandere? Mozart? Most likely. And I think if he’s pissed he’ll do something to prove how much better he is than his so-called rival.
Boy is a straight savage and will also use his words to just murder the poor soul that dare approach his beloved
After that, his beloved had better prepare themselves, because they’d be in a world full of intense teasing.
Arthur
Would Artie be a yandere? I kinda think he’d be a quieter one. One that’s a bit more possessive in private.
Like, he’ll act like it’s no big thing. He’ll act confident, sure. But it’s eating him inside, especially if his beloved seems to be acting a little more friendly than normal...
Back at the room, he’d pout. Clutch onto his beloved and tell them he’s not letting them go. He’d need some consoling before he proves why he’s the only one for them. He’s good with his words too, so be ready for that~
Vincent
He’s the surprising one. You wouldn’t think he’d have the tendencies but one evening, someone is being a bit too friendly with his dear one. His only one. His muse.
He saunters up and smiles happily but there’s something scary about the way he’s talking and tightly holding his dear one’s hand.. scary enough that the other person isn’t a problem any longer
He’s not even quite aware of how he’s acting. He just knows he’s angry and wants his beloved to himself. When alone, he tells them how he’s feeling and doesn’t understand why. So many feelings are so new to him, after all. Needless to say, the both of them will be quite willing to explore how to relieve himself of these emotions
Theo
I sure do think he’d be a yandere. Quite an expressive one too.
He’ll be dominant towards the jerk that’s trying to move in on his significant other. It won’t go to blows, because this man knows how to handle things without going that far. He can argue and intimidate quite well from trying to sell his brothers works.
Afterwards, he’ll confront his beloved as well. Again, nothing hurtful or anything, but it seems this dude likes it rough. Ergo, they will remember who they “belong” to very well
Dazai
‘Kay, I love Dazai very much but y’all know this guy would be the creepy kind of yandere, always hanging around his beloved whenever possible
He’d start writing things to his beloved daily that seem loving at first but also quite possessive.
He’d also be the sneaky type, finding ways to make the unfortunate soul’s who dared mess with his beloved life a living hell, either by writing things about them or spreading secrets that he somehow found out.
Jean
I suppose he could have yandere tendencies, but he’d be ashamed of them. He too would realize that these feelings would be wrong
He would be open about these feelings and would ask his beloved’s forgiveness and would want to seek a way to prevent them
There would be some pleading for assurance that his beloved would stay with him and him alone
Shakespeare
lol isn’t this guy certified to be a yandere? Legit would want to keep his beloved to himself
Will be open to tying them up or locking them up if he feels it necessary
Still, i can see him feeling some guilt about it, maybe not like Kenshin, but it could be something he feels he probably should change. Is probably depressed too, since he always wants to write tragedies. Basically, this guy probably needs counseling......
And that’s that. I hope it’s ok. I don’t quite know how to write yanderes and I’m not fully aware of some of these characters’ behaviors yet since their routes aren’t out yet. :) if there’s any problem, feel free to tell me.
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fyeahnix · 3 years
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I’m gonna talk a little about psychology, maturity, fandom shipping, and age gap a bit. I’ll put it under the cut if anyone cares to read it. but this is just me musing about some things I’ve been thinking about. sooo let’s go
For those who haven’t been on my blog for years and years, I first went to college way back in 2010 and pursued a Psychology degree. I now have a B.S. in Psychology, but I’m not going to sit here and pretend like I’m an expert on anything because I’m not. this is simply my own thoughts and viewpoints based on my own experiences so don’t go getting offended if I say something you don’t agree with.
ANYWAY part of my undergrad was taking a class on developmental psychology, that is, how humans develop and change through the course of their lives. I think it was in this class where I officially learned that the average adult brain doesn’t fully develop until they’re in their mid 20s. no one just turns 18 and suddenly gets the secrets to the universe. no, you still have several years before your brain is done growing.
the important bit about this is that the part of the brain that’s last to develop is your prefrontal cortex, the part of your brain in the frontal lobe that’s responsible for decision-making, considering future consequences based on actions (forethought), right and wrong, etc.
I am now almost 29 at the time of writing this and over the past year or two I’ve realized just how goddamn immature people are in their late teens and early 20s, to the point where it’s like...second-hand embarrassment-inducing. and that’s generally not their fault. that’s just how people are. trust me when I say when you hit your mid-late 20s you will really start seeing how immature people are in the way they speak and their actions and you’ll do that Naruto self-reflection like “did I really used to be like that??” chances are yes. yes you were probably like that too. that’s life. I think about that shit all the damn time now.
as I am very much only a year away from entering my 30s, I’ve realized your 20s are a time when a LOT of things generally happen to you and around you. relationships, school and higher education (for some), trying to figure out a career, getting into your career, getting a car, landing some full time jobs, getting away from your parents and surviving on your own (becoming self-sufficient), and for some people getting married and having kids. that’s a LOOOOT of very significant changes for one decade!
what I’m trying to explain here is that a person in their late teens to early 20s is usually pretty different from someone in their 20s and those two are very different from someone in their late 20s. by the time you’re in your late 20s, you’ve had some significant life experiences that coincide with your brain reaching full development.
it’s also VERY funny when someone in the 18-22 range is like “WELL I’M VERY MATURE FOR MY AGE, THANK YOU.” and I just sit there laughing like... “okay sure I guess, you think that now, and that’s cute but I promise you that you aren’t, and you’ll realize that in a handful of years” and that’s actually something people do think. I’m not trying to sound condescending when I say that either. i thought the same. it’s normal that people in that age range think they know everything because They’ve Reached Adulthood™ and They Have Their Own Very Informed Opinions And Thoughts Based On Limited Life Experience™. but like I said, when you get into the late 20s, you’re gonna look back at yourself and be like.....lol wtf was I thinking/saying?
and this is where my thoughts of age gap in shipping come in. given when I know and have experienced now, this is generally the reason why I’m pretty iffy about some age gap relationships. even now at nearly 29, I find myself not wanting to even consider dating folks under like...25-26 because most people aren’t at the same maturity levels or life stage I’m in. I’m already established in my career. I have money and a car. I’m investing for retirement. I’m trying to work towards surviving on my own (again) and I don’t have the time to be waiting for someone else to play catch-up to me in those departments. obviously that’s my personal choice and I know not everyone is gonna feel the same way. you do you.
so when I come across some age gaps between characters in certain ships, I’m putting myself in the older character’s shoes. would I actually want to date someone 10 years younger than me? would I be okay with those major maturity and life differences? Chances are the answer is fuck no. but because a lot of the maturity and life stage difference things taper off around mid to late 20s, I’m more lenient about it when the younger character is about 25+. GRANTED, you’re always going to be learning things as you progress in life and will always have some experience and lack some experience compared to others. that’s normal. people go through different things at different stages of life.
but it is again funny and a little concerning to me when the loudest individuals in fandom around ages 18-22 are like “age gap is FIIIIIINE, they’re all consenting adults, it’s perfectly fine for this 20 year old to be dating this 36 year old!” and I honestly just sit there like. “.....I guess.....” sure they’re consenting (and they should be!), but in the back of my mind I’m like “bruh I don’t even find most people under 25 that attractive as a near 29 year old so wtf does a person aged 35 find interesting in a 20 year old?!?” it honestly makes me wonder if these people will change their tune once they finally get the ages of seeing just how immature people in that age range are.
so if we’re taking Apex Legends for an example. a ship between Wattson and Wraith for example (22/32 respectively, 10 year age gap) is gonna ring way more “I don’t like this” bells for me personally than say... Mirage or Gibraltar and Fuse (30/54 respectively, 24 year age gap). and please do not say this is based on sexism because I will deck you in the fucking face.
now for the folks who want to nitpick arguments for whatever reason, I’m gonna list out some disclaimers:
yes, I know I’m talking about the average person. some people may reach mental maturity faster or slower than others.
yes I know that not everyone’s experience is universal. people have vastly different things happen to them that affects their outlook on life. 
yes I know your peer group can look different from other folks. in my peer group, with people I’ve known since HS and college, folks are getting into long-term relationships, getting married, having kids, buying houses, etc. 
yes I know that some relationships with age gaps can work very well depending on the individuals. it happens all the time! some folks have had amazing relationships with those who are much older than them. you do you. just be consenting adults and do what makes you happy.
yes I know shipping ships with age gaps is just fiction. again, you do you.
all of this is based on my personal experiences and viewpoints and you should (hopefully) not be offended if they differ from yours. that’s just me, you do you. anyway this should explain why I get very iffy about some age gap ships in fandom, and right now that would pertain to Apex Legends lmao
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Send 🍵for the mun’s salt!
- Bonus: Sending a topic can help the mun so they can organize their thoughts better.
You have chosen to allow me to do this with my own discretion and I hope you’re ready for some major fucking salt unloading.
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You see that? Imagine instead of a teeny bit of dirt, it was overflowing with salt. Because...I have a lot. Some is very relevant to recent shit. Some is just always there. Anywho, here we go.
The toxicass performative positivity circle-jerk that’s going on in the rpc:
I have no problem providing encouragement. I do it on the regular. Give praise where it’s due, encouragement where it’s needed, AND for the love of the gods and all things good and holy- constructive criticism, people. I see a lot of “if I praise this certain aspect it will get better” very thinly veiled and really that’s not the case. You can’t improve where you don’t feel it’s needed and someone not looking to fix their shit is going to look at the five gushing praises they got and then get shitty when the one person not trying to blow smoke up their ass says something the slightest bit negative but in a constructive, polite manner. Y’ALL ARE DOING NO ONE ANY FAVORS. Fucking stop, please. And if you can’t take polite, constructive criticism, then you either need a disclaimer so people can choose whether they want to interact with you with that in mind, or go find some other hobby that isn’t a fucking COLLABORATIVE activity. Seriously, grow up or find something else. If you are going to interact with other adults, you can be an adult and face if you or your muse have stepped out of line. Can’t do that? Write fanfic, and fanfic only. I’m so serious I can’t even laugh over this. Do NOT claim you are open to constructive cristicism if you aren’t. I’m also now side-eyeing anyone that is constantly patting themselves on the back over not writing a certain thing like toxic ships or Mary-Sues. You doth protest too much. 🤧
Double Standards in the RPC when it comes to customizing your experience:
So apparently, it’s all the rage circa 2019 Dumblr RPC to say that you’re allowed to customize your experience- block as needed, have rules, request triggers, etc. And everyone will be sure to reblog those posts EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. those posts cross their dash. But then when someone adjusts their rules, or makes a comment, or blocks someone, it’s how DARE they do so. They have to put it all on the dash in some rant, or reblog a post with the opposite message immediately. How dare they do exactly what you’ve been throwing onto the dash every other day and encouraging them to do, and work to make their fun time a fun time! I mean, fuck them, right? Why should they have boundaries drawn out, I mean, if they dare to ignore yours then they’re some sort of heinous person, but they should totally let you walk all over them. Bruh. Stop being two-faced and just say you only give a fuck about yourself. Get it out and say it with your chest. Own that dunghill you’re dying on.
The “I’m going to tag every goddamn thing under the sun BUT for the fucking obvious shit” crew:
Before any of you decide to come for my throat for this- I have cPTSD. I have multiple triggers, most are just not to the point I would utilize the blacklist feature, and as I have already stated in my rules, I just unfollow for the certain things that would really bother me. I have spent full days working to come down from a panic attack after being triggered because it was an actual triggering topic or event. I know what a TRIGGER is. Stop. Trivializing. My. Mental. Health. If, for the love of all fuck, you’re going to tag stupid shit like love and domesticity for your sake when it’s “triggering” no one but yourself, but can’t be assed to tag N*SFW and actual kinks, and specific triggers you agreed to tag when agreeing to my rules etc... then you’re just using the concept of trigger tagging for attention and you can kindly go fuck yourself. I don’t care who you are, tagging N*SFW is just basic rpc common courtesy that way even if someone is okay with smexy/intense shit, they can safely scroll around fam/at work/whatevs as needed. I will HAPPILY tag someone’s real trigger. I will NOT feed into your dash pity parties, with the dumb ‘tbd’ tacked on like you’re actually going to delete it when we all know you aren’t going to delete it.
Welp. You said you wanted it. You got it. 😅
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two of the most frustrating things about endgame kaylors are 1. the numerology and colour symbolism why do you encourage this nonsense taylor, and 2. the wilful forgetting that taylor likes to use and reframe common phrases, and their WONDER that maybe there's a karlie intstagram or twitter that has the same phrase 2 years ago. (3. is the eye theory but some of them at least have the self respect to know that's complete nonsense)
I’ve honestly never seen any good numerology endgame Kar takes lol. It’s always super convoluted and requires like a whole damn page of working out to make it to one of their birthdays or December 4 which... I’m not sure why they’d commemorate the latter tbh even if it were truly a day that made them rethink their PR strategy (which it wasn’t). Whereas most of Tay’s legit uses of numerology is just stuff to make the number 13. Or like putting 89 next to 91 on Endgame MV. It’s pretty silly to call that a “het plant” and simultaneously believe in (x+y/z*100)-89= Kar’s birthday.
Tay does do colors tho. There was a green eyed muse, and someone gold and there is someone blue. The blue and gold people overlap sometimes and lowkey I think she did write gold references for Karlie but then shifted some of them round for some of the blue person to become golden too. But mostly given a number negative references to gold (eg gold cage hostage to my feelings and all of gold rush) and the continued positive references to blue I... I mean y’all know what I think lol it’s not a sekrit at this point and I don’t want to spell it out so the bitchy biphobic anon doesn’t come back and try drag me again lol.
With regards to phrases I think sometimes it’s young fans or ESL speakers who might not realize many of these are, in fact, very common phrases. Like idk I just think Tay does have so many actual clues and most of them are pretty straightforward (see for example her “throws self at the base of a willow tree at midnight” lmaoooo) that we don’t need to go 5 years back to a time Karlie (or even likelier Kar’s intern) said something vague on Insta and be like “I connected the dots!!!”
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But also as I always say: IF IT MAKES YOU HAPPY, WHY THE FUCK NOT? There’s a mean streak in a lot of the cynics and in many of the... professional antis that I’m not entirely here for. Like it’s obvi amusing to dunk on the really, really, reaaaaally bad takes but if it feels fun for people and - importantly - they KNOW IT’S JUST FUN CLOWNING and it is ALMOST CERTAINLY NOT TRUE then whatever let them see hands and eyes and whatnot. Why can’t people have fun?
I think it’s shitty that a lot of the het fans get to do that without very many eye rolls but queer fans are really loudly mocked. Like straight Swiftie dark shippers spammed the shit out of Jake G THIS YEAR when he posted a throwback kid photo with ATW lyrics. That’s annoying and shitty and dumb. I personally do think they dated but like.... literally years ago. If they’d had a child the child would be, like, on the verge of starting middle school pretty much. It was genuinely forever ago.
Contemporary Haylors are literally the stupidest fandom. Like even if - and I don’t think they did - they dated for real for real, it was the most manufactured and brief and stunty thing ever. But there were and are still MANY of them. Bruh like HS is WB was a super POPULAR THEORY.
Legit Swiftwyn shippers also have a bunch of theories about sekrit marriedz many of which are suuuuper dumb. Like are they marginally more rooted in reality? Sure. But a lot of them are still st00pid and they’re mostly clowning and playing themselves too. But nobody ever bothers them really. Which is lowkey annoying for me.
So idk. I think there are for sure dumb Kay theories but I also think the glee with which people debunk them makes me 👀
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mercyxkilling · 3 years
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If I remember rightly, I'm sure I followed you first, I believe I saw an interaction between you and another mutual (don't ask who... I have a terrible memory lol). But it was when I was going through your verse list that made the decision for me to follow (we both know what I found there xD)
I'm not usually one to reach out first, because I'm shy as all hell but for whatever reason I decided to bite the bullet and sent you an IM requesting a thread. And we just... hit it off, like instantly!!
There was a period where the communication kinda dried up, but that happens sometimes, but like, your writing was just amazing! And I was actually a lil bit intimidated by you and your talent for a bit tbh. Just kinda like, "Oh wow... why does this amazing writer even give me a second glance...?" kind of thing? Dumb I know, but it's a thing I experience more often than I care to admit.
Still, no regrets at all, and what made me stick around was the sheer amount of open communication we've had since then, the development of our muses relationship even before we'd gotten to the juicy parts. Like... I love OC's man, I haven't the imagination to be able to make one of my own to rp with, but with Mercy, fuck... I love her. I love how complex she is, that she isn't a stereotype in any which way; she's gorgeous, hella strong, bitch is a fucking badass! But she has her faults, her flaws, her insecurities which make her so damn relatable and it shows just how much work and love has gone into her creation just by the way you write for her.
I love her, and I love you too, man. You're the best and I hope this ship just keeps on sailing~ <3
this is honestly so sweet and i just... kind of want to cry. you’re one of my most favorite people i’ve had the privilege of meeting on this hell site and i’m so happy that we did!
i remember when you first messaged me and how taken aback i was by it; it isn’t often that folks reach out to me, and i hadn’t expected anyone to actually look at anything i had put up on my pages. i also hadn’t ever had anyone interested in mass effect verses, so it was doubly surprising when you reached out to me! i remember being flattered that you wanted to talk to me at all, for thinking that i might have something interesting to offer you in terms of plots, scenarios, character development, and all that other writing stuff that i’m not nearly as confident in as i should be.
i am, unfortunately, not very good at keeping up with communication. sorry for the radio silence that we had for that short period of time! i just worry that i’m boring or that i have nothing worthwhile to say. i also sometimes just... withdraw on occasion as my mood takes a sick roller coaster ride through my brain. D: it’s awful.
i am simultaneously flattered and baffled at the idea that anyone would ever be intimidated by me or my writing because, like, idk i just don’t consider myself to be that good. i’ve learned to see my work and say, “that’s pretty okay,” but that’s about it, y’know? there’s also the fact that, bruh, you’re much better with prose than i am. your word choice is really just like... top fuckin’ notch and i really enjoy the way your writing flows as i read it. it’s very fucking lovely and i think you should be very proud of that if you aren’t already.
and bro! if you ever wanna talk about these babies with me you can guaran-goddamn-tee that i’ll be VERY happy to do so. headcanons? share them with me. random silly scenarios they’d find themselves in? tell me! doofy pet names they’d give each other? go ooooooon~ like you could never ever bother me with anything when it comes to these two so tag me in everything, send me all the asks you can think of, hit me up on discord at any hour to tell me what’s on your mind! and honestly hit me up any time even if it doesn’t have to do with our babies. i want to talk to you about any and every thing. because you’re my fwiend. 🥺
and... yo. it means A LOT to hear (well... to READ) those kind words about my baby. i have tried so hard to develop and shape her into someone that could be as real as you or me, someone you could imagine meeting on the street or something. but i also wanted to make sure that she’d make a lasting impact if you passed by her irl. with what you’ve said i feel like i may have hit all those marks and that’s pretty validating and it makes me super happy.
not that i’ll get complacent! i can always keep growing and molding this dumpster fire of a human being into an even better character as time goes by. i’m just glad you’re with me for the journey!
you’re a mfing delight, and i’m very happy to have you here. can’t wait to write even more fantastic things with you. can’t wait to see what other AUs we could come up with and how those versions of our babes will interact and how they’ll grow.
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kaibacxrps · 3 years
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@get-chazzed​ has sent:☽: i don’t know how our muses can interact Sadly, having gx characters interact with those from dm does pose the issue of making up a dynamic. I think specifically interacting with your Kaiba would bring out the worst in our muses and while I want to explore that, I'm really scared it would get stupidly heavy or that it would look like a 'who has it worse' competition. And I don't want that. In general I feel that you'd be super cool to rp with, I'm just hesitant to actually try and plot anything because I also don't want to be annoying by slithering my way into things. And that is my own problem, of course, being insecure about stuff. I hope I can keep reading your headcanons and maybe one day we'll find a way, if you'll want to c: 
tell me why don’t we write together  [Accepting, mutuals]  
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☽: i don’t know how our muses can interact
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// Bruh it doesn’t help I still have to get onto watching GX, I’ve been slacking in that regard. So it REALLY isn’t just the fact you RP a GX muse.
With that said though, I really appreciate you coming forward with this! And I’ll respond to it with: the only way for us to find out is, to do some actual plotting. If it helps you: I’m NO stranger to delving into darker/taboo subjects and plots. I’d love to hear your ideas, and see what we can work with.
Let it be known: You’d never bug me or annoy me! I may take awhile to respond bc F in the chat for feeling overwhelmed at times, or just straight up forgetting to getting back to messages. But those things are entirely ON ME! Thankfully, things are bound to change soon for the better, so we’ll have more proper time for that & threads!
Even though I still haven’t had the chance to use much or if anything, about my GX verse. I do have a handful of things in-stored for Kaiba, that probably would prevent the kind of situation you’re trying to avoid! If you’d like, we can further discuss things on Disc.ord!
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