#but I think this was the straw that broke the camels back

[wc-confessions]

When was I younger and reading AVoS I picked two background characters out of the allegiances and decided to ship them, just for sillies. I ended up with Eaglekit/wing and Pigeonkit/foot. I think they met as apprentices and were kind of sort of dating but Eaglepaw broke it off because she grew increasingly concerned with the warrior code. They tried staying friends but it was always kind of weird between them. Their differing stances on the impostor was the final straw on the camel's back for them

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#confession #eaglewing #pigeonfoot

[cluelessbees]

I’m happy people are realising Noah is being racist but I’m also hurt that a lot of people refused to listen to me when I said it :/

Like as an Arab in this community it really feels like my voice doesn’t matter. This situation is personal to me. I called his racism and yet a lot of people wanted to doubt and invalidate my voice.

Idk I’m just exhausted from this. I feel like this community needs to re-evaluate some things ngl. I love it regardless but I was pushed into silence because barely anyone even showed me support on my opinions on him. But now that hes being so fucking blatantly racist. Now you realise.

I want this community to be better because for the past month it didn’t feel like a safe space for me as an Arab to talk about this.

#byler #Noah schnapp #I’ve been pushing this away for a while now #but I think this was the straw that broke the camels back #the camels name is Faisal and he’s my best friend 😌😌 /j #thsi is my Arab humour yes

[baalzebufo]

THE WEIRD AL-CANA - 15. THE DEVIL- GERMS

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aww yeah baby germs fanart time!! so, if you are looking at this post and somehow havent heard this song. or more specifically seen the 1999 live recording of it. well. do yourself a favour and watch that for me. do this for me. okay?

okay welcome back. hopefully you understand how I feel now. the devil is a card all about 'darker urges' and that can include addictions or compulsions, which feels fairly apt for this song tbh. also its the sexuality card and the NiN pastiche is a perfect choice for that.. honestly. i was just so excited to draw germs fanart again :')

[Prev Card]

#alloyart #weird al #weird al yankovic #weird al-cana #its always time to get germy on this blog #look may i be frank with you all. he was utterly serving here. #dont get me wrong i think hes always cute its just seeing germs live performances made me go. oh.... oh i see.... ive been in denial. huh. #basically it was the straw that broke the camels back #anyway every time i get one of my friends to watch the germs performance i grow 50 times more evil and powerful

[saints-who-never-existed]

Still thinking about Jopson after the other day and I feel like there's a wee bit similarity between he and David Young that I want to discuss and weep over more.

Young clearly had an incredibly difficult, poverty-stricken upbringing 'at the Foundlings' and it shows in the way that just keeps on trucking until he breaks down completely. Enduring all the hardships and misery of Victorian Britain had been ruining his health so much from the day he was born and had been doing it so insidiously that he didn't even think much of all the horrible symptoms of illness that had been inflicting him. They were simply par for the course. He'd been enduring them all his life.

And I think Jopson's deterioration very much echoes all of that. We know he's from a working class background and endured many hardships throughout his life also whether it be, again, the usual awful vagaries of the time period or the additional mental/emotional stress related to his mother.

Like Young, Jopson seems to just keep on trucking until he breaks down completely. One minute we see him help to lift a whole adult man into a whaleboat and then, seemingly in the blink of an eye, there he is in bed going downhill fast. It's not hard to imagine that his hard life would also have had him thinking little of the horrors his body was going through and being destroyed by.

It's not hard to imagine that he also had been enduring those kinds of things all his life...

#And whatever you do #Don't think about the idea that humphing poor Peglar into the boat really was the straw that broke the camel's back #Don't think about the idea that yet another act of love and care for another person was what finally did Jopson in #Finally pushed his body past breaking point #Or do think about that and weep along with me #It's all proper 'doomed by the narrative' shit it really is #The Terror #The Terror AMC #Thomas Jopson #David Young #Observations #Meta #Need to think and write more about class structures in general I really do

[mod2amaryllis]

look who came to see me! the dog who made me go part time back in 2021!!! we're. besties 👍

#not actually his fault lol #his case was just the straw that broke the camel's back #i don't think I've ever talked about him. i should. life changing learned a lot type stuff #m2a #work stuff #dog

[aeb-art]

so i realized that my sona being geo's coworker would mean we have the same boss. not sure how i didn't consider that sooner, but it spiraled into... this. i'm calling it the bad ending. it is so so so long, so everything is below the read more o7 enjoy

stellar city and the mall toons belong to @8um8le as always

cw: assault and implied murder at the end

genuinely this feels like something fourteen year old me would wanna read and that is such a wonderful feeling, i had so much fun making this the past few days ouo

oh and thank you, ballad, i was kinda self-conscious on if the flower pot shard as a weapon was a good idea or not ^^; also thank you for making all these characters. drawing them has really made creating art more joyful these past few weeks (or months? geez...)

okay i'm done being a sap! i hope you enjoyed! have a lovely day/night! <333

#2024 #stellar city #sc geo #i would like to formally apologize to pyro specifically.......... i promise i adore you but i needed the bridges to burn for the drama... #i need to draw pyro hydro and tele all super happy having the best time like i feel bad ;o; #sc pyro #sc hydro #sc tele #sc ash #self insert #self ship #something something the straw that broke the camel's back blah blah blah #if at any point you think 'ash this doesn't make sense' shhhhhh it doesn't have to just be silly with it shhhhhhhhhhhhh #also geo is wearing my sona's hoodie which is why it's big on him and hydro is wrapped in a big blanket- i just thought they'd be cute #okay i'm done now for real i've made you all read too much already ;o; byebye love you mwah #edit: i forgot the violence filter… apologies fellas

[glacierruler]

I wanna talk about something...

There was a post I saw a few days ago, that's a few years old at this point(50% sure op deactivated, but I forget). Where they were talking about how their teacher was talking about internet safety and not giving your address to a stranger on the internet because of the dangers.

op basically told their teacher that their internet friends wouldn't take advantage of them. And said to rb if you weren't a predator or smth like that. And it sort of spiraled from there. And there's two things I want to talk about with that.

Again, this post is a few years old, and no hate to op. I get it, no one wants to believe that someone they're close to or think they're close to would do something bad.

I want to make something clear here. I AM NOT SAYING THAT YOU SHOULDN'T EVER MEET YOUR INTERNET FRIENDS!

It was kind of clear to me that op was probably a younger teenager at the time this post was made(based on the fact that I was pre-teen to young teens when I started getting told things like this, and assuming that they didn't lie about their age to make an acc, which in the US is young teen years). And those years are lonely, or at least they were for me, and it seemed that way for op based on their post. But at the same time, it's not safe to give internet strangers the exact address of your house. Especially if you're not an adult.

And yes, I know I'm not the best example of this. Considering my mental breakdown a little while ago.

However, there are safe ways to meet your internet friends. Meetup in a public area, bring someone you trust irl(if you're not an adult I suggest bringing a trusted adult with you)(and encourage them to do the same!) I am not saying you shouldn't meet your internet friends irl, but it's best to be safe about it. Because at the end of the day you only know the internet persona they put on, you don't know them!

But this isn't just about that.

It's about the fact that people took that post, and then called those who scrolled past or didn't/wouldn't reblog it predators. I get that it's reblog bait in a sense. And I fall for a lot of reblog bait, I'm always scared that someone's going to hate me because I decided not to rb something. Intrusive thoughts and Anxiety are not a fun combo when seeing most of those posts. And I'm probably going to still fall for reblog bait after this as well.

And I guess this is a more general statement, but still. No one should be called names(homophobic, transphobic, aphobic, predator, etc...) because they didn't want to reblog a post. It's one thing to comment something like "reblogging this could save a life," under a post with important information. I prefer those ones, because they tell you the good impact that you could have by reblogging it.

But it's another to call people names, to say that they're a horrible person for not rbing it. And I know I've rbed stuff like that before, and I can't say that I'll be able to stop. But here's why:

I have this terrible terrible fear of people leaving me, of not being perfect enough and people hate me for it.

And these posts, they make it worse, because all of a sudden, if I don't reblog then they're talking about me. Because I saw the post and didn't reblog it. That is who these comments state they are for. And I hate it so much because I know that I'm giving this anxiety to someone else who feels similarly when I've reblogged it. But it's hard not to, when that feels like the only option. When the other option makes it feel like I'm going to lose friends, or that people will associate me with these horrible things.

I've gotten better at ignoring those posts, but I still reblog them. It's hard for me not to, almost impossible at times. And, I'm not mad at the people who reblog them, either in good faith or because they have a very similar fear to mine. But I am mad at the people who make the comments calling people those horrible things, with no regard for the context or how that affects(effects?) other people.

It sucks, because this isn't something that I can say will never happen again. I know it will. But it's also something that I am so sick and tired of.

#glacier rambles #ok to rb #(there were some personal things in here which is why i put the prev tag) #i didn't word it very well sorry about that #serious #i'll be rbing this on my rb acc to that way people over there see it as well #honestly i think that post was just the straw that broke the camel's back

[bigfootsbigtits]

people really out here saying you have to be polite and not tell some stupid ass celebrity to eat shit and die as if talking about your extermination and the systematic destruction of your culture that still goes on is some 'issue' where you 'don't agree on.' it's nice that its just a topic over thanksgiving dinner for you all. the fact that we can talk about other's people deaths in this way is exactly why liberalism is a fucking sham.

thinking to post a fucking thesis statement in place of a simple tweet that says stop fucking killing innocent people, stop bombing, this is murder and wrong, really shows you how this is just a gymnastic exercise where these cunts still try to stay palpable with capitalists.

many natives attempted to be reasonable with settlers and they still suffered the same fates as those that chose to fight. there is no amount of politeness or reasonableness that can serve as an adequate medium to those intent on exploiting you.

#misha collins #i think that other stupid white man from that other queerbait show said something spineless and lame too #i know he's not even worth the time but this is straw the broke the camels back and ya girl has to let it out

[neurotypical-sonic]

sorry for constantly talking about writing and posting fics and never following through do you still think I'm hot

#ONE DAY I'LL BE CONSISTENT AND FUNCTIONAL. AFTER I GET SYMPTOMS UNDER CONTROL #egg.txt #I think I got long thats been the straw that broke the camels back. will get it under control soon and start being a person again

[drops-of-moonlights]

can I interest you in a uhhhhhhh sailor earth beryl in these trying times

#Drops's Art #Sailormoon #Queen Beryl #honestly I just don't like the idea of the golden crystal being earth's crystal and also I like beryl so yeah #plus with the interpretation of the Moon having more or less colonized the rest of the system #yeah the earth's senshi (and therefore the planet itself) refusing to buckle under the moon #leading to the war #hell let's throw the miracle romance as just the straw that broke the camel's back #both sides thinking it was a ploy to get the other to give in #and then Metalia shows up #promising Beryl the tools she needs to win #and win she does #it's not Metalia's fault she never asked what would that mean for the earth

[plaintoast]

I haven't slept since Sunday night so I really cannot explain how much this all feels like a fever dream I'm going to wake up from after I finally sleep

#i straight up don't know what to say at this point i feel absolutely unhinged #steph was like this can't be worse than zayn leaving one direcrtion and: #famously zayn leaving one direction is the straw that broke the camel's back and sent me to the psych ward in 2015 #<- deeply embarrassing to admit but anyway #if 20 year old max was dealing with this rn i don't think she'd be doing any better!!!! #ya i was a girl 10 years ago but i'm not now #anyway i'm going to sleep finally (picked up my sleeping meds) #praying i can have a normal reaction tomorrow 🙏

[harvestmoth]

oh also this real quick

#tsukuyos like this in my minds eye #spent like the past hour thinking about how theyd work #all i ended up with was headcanons about their traumas #all i got out of it was that i think theyd both bottle up any grievances theyd have and i cant think of anyway theyd fight #like a couples fight. yknow. the healthy ones #cause like. to me i think ashley would be the type to bottle something up and never bring it up #sayings its all fine and good and putting up a brave and easy going face. worrying morw about how others feel and ignoring herself #while i think tsukuyo would also bottle things up but in a more silently stewing in it way i guess? #idk. like a silent treatment type thing or something that she’d eventually end up exploding over?? idk. straw that broke the camel’s back #idk! maybe all this shows is how much i have no clue about anything at all especially about relationships #anyways moment of weakness wont happen again probably look at the funny ashkuyo lo #basically im just gonna keep posting about making fun of them i cant be serious with them at all #magia record #ashkuyo

[andromedasummer]

gen 3 car kinda killing fe a little.

#not for good mind you #but it's enough that the drivers who are having a shit time with the car/literally got hurt by the car #are having doubts to varying degrees #like rowland was having a shit time and i think his hand injury was the straw that broke the camels back #dont blame him. hes got a 2 year old and multiple cats at home #and every time he's on screen there's shitty people who body shame him #despite the fact that hes hotter than half the other drivers on the grid #why cant people be normal about men with literally any body fat

[amygdalae]

Once again I must say the absence of hangovers alone is enough to make weed vastly superior to alcohol

(When approaching with the mindset of 'I would like to temporarily significantly alter my state of mind with as few drawbacks as possible', i mean)

#im so hungover today. ive had worse but this ones rough #drinking tw #drug use tw #i guess #at a certain point in the evening i was drunk enough that i was just downing cupcakes like there was no tomorrow #i think the cupcakes were the straw that broke the camels back #(ik you can get a sorta weed hangover but thats usually just. feeling a little groggy/stupid the next day. #u hafta try pretty dang hard or reeally mess up edibles dosage to get high enough u become physically unwell)

[puthyflapps]

#I’m about to write y’all a novel in these tags I’m so sorry #the wilds #shoni #shelby x toni #shelby goodkind #toni shalifoe #n e wayssss #I’m in my “emotional devastation era” because I can’t stop thinking about a shoni unrequited love au where the two of them are best friends #and Shelby is hopelessly in love with Toni who is so incredibly oblivious and too wrapped up in her newly blossoming relationship with Regan #to notice that Shelby has been steadily pulling away because she can’t bare the sight of them together. It makes her feel like her head is #spinning and her chest is going to cave in and if you were to try and identify the final nail in the coffin or the straw that broke the #proverbial camel’s back well it would have to be the night Shelby cried alone in Toni’s bathroom after discovering that #Toni had given Her™️ sweatshirt away. The sweatshirt with the yellow elbow patches that technically belonged to Toni but had #long since been claimed by Shelby. The sweatshirt that had brought her so much comfort and warmth. Shelby had rummaged through drawers and #searched the closet desperate to find the piece of clothing – the piece of Toni that was supposed to be reserved for her but she found #nothing. Perhaps it was ridiculous or a tad bit overdramatic to be that upset over an article of clothing but when the words: #“oh I think Regan has it” fell from Toni’s lips with an appalling amount of nonchalance it felt like in that moment her world had stopped #spinning. The devastation was swallowing her whole and she felt like she couldn’t breathe. Whatever flicker of hope that Toni could maybe #someday learn to love Shelby was promptly extinguished and it pained her beyond belief to think about it but Shelby understood how Toni #could love Regan. She was the opposite of Shelby. Everything about her was real whereas every facet of Shelby’s being was fake. There was no #trace of shame to be found in Regan either. She was beautiful and confident and out. She had no qualms about holding Toni’s hand in the #hallway or kissing her in front of crowd of peers. Regan was bright; she was sunshine personified. #Shelby was dark; she was made up of shadows and rain clouds. She couldn’t blame Toni for wanting to stand in the sun

[bigboobshaunt]

I used to be somewhat upset about this, now I don't care anymore and think it's kinda funny, but I actually still have no fucking idea why the official Stardew Valley blog has me blocked.

#I would like to see the post that did it tbh #just as a fly on the wall like. what was the straw that broke the camel's back #...it couldn't be because of that time I said I hated all those pastel soft uwu aesthetic mods could it #cause I still think those are incredibly boring and take away from the soul of Sdv's graphics and ui design #cause if so just an fyi in case you guys hateread me - I was right