#but not really because they’re like 12

[werepires]

Sooo insane about Dean and Cas realising they get to have without fear of losing

#it’s about learning a hug doesn’t mean goodbye anymore #about reconditioning yourself to know that ‘I love you’ means just that and isn’t an indication you’re about to lose eachother #12 years of tension and never really daring to cross that boundary #and then release #it takes them weeks to get used to the fact they can have the casual intimacy they so obviously crave #because both of them are so hardwired to repress and restrain themselves when it comes to eachother #they sleep in the same bed but don’t dare to touch until one night Dean reaches out a shaky hand and laces their fingers together #and they both hold their breath like the world’s about to explode but nothing happens #and slowly they realise they’re allowed to have this they’re allowed to touch and hold and indulge #there’s no more Chuck no more cosmic consequences just the two of them in Dean’s room #so they lie in the dark for hours just their fingers laced together #and it’s a start #it’s gonna take a long time to be alright but now there’s a start

[synonymroll648]

headcanon that as sophie ages, she gets more and more off-put by how she still looks twenty at some age past 40. the only wrinkles she has are smile lines and a barely-there crease between her eyebrows that never leaves. no gray hairs. it doesn’t feel like there’s any physical evidence of how much stress aged her too fast.

(maybe she dyes more grays into her hair to feel better about her reflection, the more time passes by. maybe, on bad days, she contours wrinkles into her skin with makeup. maybe the bad days get more frequent as she ages outside the human lifespan. maybe.)

#i feel like fitz and dex are the only friends of hers that really get it #since fitz understands more surrounding human cultures than most elves thanks to his firsthand experience in the search #and dex grew up with his mom’s romcoms #which would probably show some human perspectives on aging #and his mom explaining some things that didn’t quite make sense to Smol Dex #but i’ve always imagined sophie turning up on fitz’s doorstep in the middle of the night #with tears running down her face and saying she didn’t know who else to talk to about almost-immortality feeling so so so wrong as she #gets older. not necessarily just because he knows more about humanity than most of her group #but also because like. there’s some part of her that says ‘if he can help you through learning to be an elf at 12 maybe he can help you at #42 too’. and they’re cognates. and they’ve gotten old enough to set aside teenage grievances with one another #and i like the idea of them sitting on a couch together by lamplight and trying to navigate the cultural and personal differences #in how the two of them and humanity and the lost cities view mortality #and not really reaching a concrete conclusion. but rather. a conclusion that keeps the two of them sane until they reach triple digits. #and then they have the conversation again. and come up with a plan to stay sane in their triple digits. and the same thing pops up in their #thousands. idk man the whole thing screams trust down to the bone and that’s what they should have when the war is over #is there anything more Cognate than talking through wildly different fears surrounding the same thing that make both parties #super vulnerable??? down to how your minds work in the face - or lack of - death? #maybe so but i can’t think of them off top of my head #kotlc #sophie foster #kotlc headcanons #keeper of the lost cities

[i-have-not-slept]

For Alec’s birthday I wanted to post some of the older Cassandra Jean malec art that doesn’t get shown in the fandom so much these days

#i feel like a lot of newer people in the fandom might not have seen these #which is a shame because they’re gorgeous #you can really see how much cj’s art style has changed between then and now #also dilf alec in the second one #👀 #alec lightwood #magnus bane #malec #happy birthday alec lightwood #september 12 #cassandra jean #cassandra jean art #tsc #alec lightwood bane #magnus lightwood bane

[malinaa]

the thing about doctor/river that i don’t ship is that i just think river suffers from having her entire character so intrinsically tied to the doctor that she lacks any real depth because we never spend enough time to see her outside of Sexy Girlboss!

#LET ME EXPLAIN. every companion is tied to the doctor. it’s a given. but they’re given enough screen time and at least some form of care or #love by their creators to show their personality that’s not just about loving the doctor. martha was headstrong and so fucking smart #rose walks into a new planet and basically asks if they’re unionized 😭 like the audience gets to SEE how they interact with people other #than the doctor in meaningful ways ‼️ but because of her arc we NEVER get the chance to really see her bc her timeline means that we #are always out of time with her too. it’s a classic show don’t tell. we’ve been told she loves the doctor. but why? what is there that’s #like TRULY meaningful about how she loves the doctor. anyway. IDK. IDK! i haven’t rewatched dw ever and i stopped somewhere with 12 i think #so grain of salt n all that #shows #doctor who #eleventh doctor #river song #text #tais toi lys #* #dwpost

[simcardiac-arrested]

as a russian who doesn't talk to russian people online what the shit is happening there hello

look man i myself have put in the effort to Not talk to online russians for like (checks hand) 7 or so years (of course i’ve met some really great ones but this isn’t about them and they probably know it) but i’m sure the community didn’t change much. actually from the glimpses i see it seems to have gotten worse. don’t even get me startedddddd man

#Like okay first we have the misogynist dudebros. not a category exclusive to online russians but #there are so many it’s fucking crazy. homophobic to hell and back and Will hate on you for no reason #alpha male type mfs who hate women but will still harass them because of course they will #the second category of course is weird unironic fujoshis who are also usually proshippers #and they are either 12 (forgivable) or 25 and the thing is you can NEVER tell. But it’s kind of fucked how #acceptable it is to just straight up fetishize gay men (hell probably not only them) in online russian communities #and listen to me. the secret third category is that there is no third category. Both of these categories are racist #deer was right i have never seen a community more racist or xenophobic than fucking online russians #you draw a character one shade darker than their usual skintone and suddenly you got annoying as fuck russians in your comments going #BRO BURNT IN THE SUNNN 🤣🤣🤣 ENGLISH FANDOM LOOK WHAT YOU’VE DONE !!! <- in recent times they have taken to blaming the english fandom for #‘wokefying’ their sacred online russian spaces. Of course we can only be woke enough to fetishize gay men. god forbid black people exist #now the actual third category is the online russian tеrf/radfеm community. it seems recent to me but also as i said i have not really #interacted with russian comminity as a whole for a long while. But yea anyways they’re crazy i dont think i have to explain this one #but they’re somehow more evil and miserable than the ones you’re used to #another recent one is the russian twitterians … i’ve only seen glimpses of them as well as i dont use twitter #but you will not believe the shit these mfs try to pull. They try to get you to stop swearing at all bc they find a way to make every #russian swear word offensive. AND they speak fucking … englussian. rusglish. Half of their sentences are just english words written in #russian letters. all the same buzzwords english speaking twitter users like to say! #if you’ve never seen a russian talk about feminization or gatekeeping or being woke or yadda yadda. Well i have #it’s bad. they’re just very very terminally online #and don’t worry the last two categories will also always be racist/xenophobic even if the last one tries to seem Progressive #don’t know if i missed anytning but those are just the Specific Types of annoying asf online russians that i have noticed and have been #observing from a safe distance like a scientist #my point is keep not talking to russian people #cramswering #edit: I FORGOT BUT DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW ONLINE RUSSIANS TREAT TRANS PEOPLE #YOU CANNOT IMAGINE THE WAY THEY REACT TO TRANS HEADCANONS IT’S LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD TO THEM. OR TRANS CHARACTERS #OR GOD FORBID ACTUAL REAL LIFE TRANS PEOPLE. it’s actually quite incredible how bigoted online russians are

[persephoneflouwers]

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#i have something to say about the latest new wave of people who have started to realised ‘larry are not together’ #(and acting like they have been folgorated by devine light because now they feel somehow free and superior) #and I can’t believe I’m saying this #but their teams? they did it. #after ages of battles they did it #they have finally convinced people of what they want people to believe and it’s actually very smart #and it took them the longest run if you think about it #it took them a 2 years long stunt (holivia) and a two years long babygate revival #but they did it. #they now have people saying they are no longer together or possibly never been #and isn’t it weird?? how they are currently both single at the same time #but everybody is basically convinced they are no longer together lol #this is very atypical because they spent 12 years being in some other fake relationships on and off #but now that they’re somewhat single… people believe they broke up or whatever the current discourse is #which is absolutely fair since everyone comes to their own conclusions ans they should #never ever let other people’s opinions influence your own #but it’s just… something and I really can’t believe their teams did it #but good job guys I guess lmao

[pyr0cue]

Worst atla criticism is “aang should’ve killed ozai and his pacifism is preachy” he’s 12 and the protagonist in a show made for 12 year olds. What are you talking about

#first they set up the pacifism of the air nomads throughout the entire show #second they talk about aangs struggle to remain connected to a culture he no longer has access to beyond himself #like why are you surprised or annoyed when he doesn’t want to let go of that last bit of culture he feels connected to 😭 #they also acknowledge many times that killing him would’ve been ok for anyone BUT aang who is a 12 year kid pacifist #literally every other protagonist says we should kill him #and aang isn’t like no you are all wrong that’s evil he’s like I personally can’t live with killing him because it’s wrong for me #personally to do that’s #like hello it’s a cartoon made for children they’re not gonna brutally murder someone on screen ?? #and before anyone says shit about aang and jet #aang was brought back to life (didn’t really die) and jet didn’t die on screen. hope this helps! #atla

[supreme-burrito]

Listen Ace Attorney you didn’t have to go all out and make him pretty

But by all means

#apollo justice #spirit of justice #like what is with this 12 hour case being actually…good? #like the plot is like swiss cheese but the writing didn’t need to go this hard #if this is how they’re gonna end the so-called Apollo trilogy we should have been able to play as Apollo more #also it was a really crappy way to balance the budget because Turnabout Storyteller was an F tier case #worst one out of the entire series for me because it was boring as balls #and that ending to foreshadow another sequel where we get more Athena is still to this day a giant cocktease

[lehrven]

K-12 is just the goth version of the Barbie movie

it has all the same intelligence and conviction as the barbie movie it’s just more macabre and repulsive in some scenes (in a good way)

it’s kind of like what monster high dolls were to barbie dolls

Here’s the movie free to watch on YouTube because Melanie is cool like that

#melanie martinez #k 12 movie #barbie movie #I’m just blown away at the production value of this movie and the writing is still quite good #crybaby is a Mary Sue oc in the best way possible in love with her character so much #the underlying creepy aesthetics of the school and the costume design and the way crybaby’s hair changes as she grows up is everything #the scene where they beg the (guardian Angel? Goddess? The universe?) to let them die or give up because they’re exhausted is so touching #it really relates to the experience you have as a high schooler and you feel like you really just can’t do it anymore you physically can’t #go on #I always get emotional at this movie the music hugs the child part of my soul #Youtube

[hibiscuswolverine]

Losing my shit, you are not obligated to tell your damn evil doubles that the reason you were all cooped up in your hideout was because you were physically abused by a guardian (a 13 yr old) and then two weeks later you being the only girl on the team physically + psychologically abused by your leader. YOU DON’T NEED TO TELL THEM, even though you all were conveniently dirty AF (it’s been a few weeks at point) and did not wash the blood out of your bed + pillow sheets, the wooden floor and the um still blood stained dagger that was used on y’all still have just out and stuff. Like um why- anyways y’all aren’t obligated to tell them everything even though they snuck in and snooped, Uhh why did the author do this-

#btw they’re all 12-11-8 age wise #like I know they were doing it because the evil doubles are nosy little shits #like they literally laugh at the girl after she explains how broke her leader from assaulting her #(and I can’t lie it IS stupid that it took a kiss to do it so I can’t really fault them for laughing 😭😭 BUT IT WORKED) #but if you really have to make the cre cough up a reason to tell these guys anything have it be with physical scars #*crew #have the hideout be clean if it’s clean why did never come to neverland? #have lizzy find the girl’s diary BUT the section is in Spanish. lizzy is French and can’t read it #BUT there’s also some blood stains on some of sheets #THEN you have them confront the crew and it’s like ‘HA wait what the fuck where did the scars come from??’ #then be dicks until they spill the beans #ok rant over sorry the decisions in this wrath series is really gettin to me

[starbuck]

I don’t believe in categoric “love languages” but, along those lines, providing is so important for me in my relationships, romantic and otherwise. I love you, so I provide for you, and maybe you’ll do the same for me. I want to be in a constant cycle of giving and receiving with my loved ones. I want to feel safe and appreciated and make others feel the same way. I want to anticipate their needs. I want them to openly express their desires to me without shame. If you want it, it’s yours. I love you.

#i have been going ALL OUT for my coworkers lately #because they are lovely and they deserve it #i want to care for them and protect them #because i don’t trust my manager to do it #she seems like a decent person don’t get me wrong - she just doesn’t seem to like spending money on other people #which like sure. we live in a society. capitalism is hell - i get it #but also life is short - my coworkers work their asses off #and they deserve some hot cocoa and an apple cider donut when it’s cold and they’re on a 12 hour shift #and they deserve some cake on their birthdays #sure i could have saved the money - but i’d rather give them the appreciation #because that’s what it’s really about #that their happiness is worth it to me

[castielmacleod]

Spn creating invisible hellhounds: it’s not deep or anything we just need this to be as cheap as physically possible

The fanbase receiving invisible hellhounds:

#It’s hellhound hours apparently #My posts #Anyway I LOVE how there is literally no widely accepted fanon appearance for the hellhounds #Because it makes room for so much creativity and idea-sharing #We even get a wispy glimpse of a canon one in season 12 iirc but everyone just makes up their own instead #And I love that it’s not even in a discourse way like there’s no “hellhounds look like this” “no they look like THIS” etc etc #Everyone I know who’s into it is just like “omg and what do YOUR hellhounds look like??” #Nobody even *wants* one correct idea. It’s great #I’m not trying to be fake deep I just really find myself actually enjoying f*ndom when it’s things like this 😭 #Besides if hellhounds are invisible who’s to say they all look the same? They’re all monsters from hell I’m sure it would shape them #in different ways. Maybe they can even CHANGE shape #In the most literal figurative sense…. it’s free real estate bsgsjsgsjshs

[area51-escapee]

Back then your creepypasta didn’t have to be “good” or “well written”. You just have to take an already established character and give them black eyes with red pupils and 12 year olds would go feral

#it was me I was 12 year olds #people don’t really write creepy pastas anymore it seems I miss that day and age #now it’s all r/nosleep #I’m not saying there’s NO good writing on there there absolutely is some good stuff #I’m just saying I had to stop listening to channels that narrated creepypastas #once they shifted to mainly narrating r/nosleep stories #because I always thought like oh if they’re narrating it that means they read it and thought it was of good enough quality to read out #they absolutely did not. some of that shit. was shit. #there was no way they thought that was good they had to have simply been posting for the sake of posting

[sluttyten]

So I’ve been given the potential opportunity in a few weeks to either 1) go visit one of my close work friends who moved 2.5 hours away like 6mos ago, but if I do that it means working with her and our other work friend at her store, which means working 12 days straight, 2 of which would be at a store that is absolute insanity, OR 2) I could not do that and instead possibly get last minute Taylor Swift tickets with my best friend and head 2.5 hours in the opposite direction

#I’m stuck on this decision #especially since right now neither is set in stone or definitive in any way #bc we won’t go visit the work friend of our manager can’t let my work friend I currently work with off for that weekend #but also we can’t buy Taylor swift tickets until like the day of the concert #but since my best friend implanted the idea in my head yesterday now I’m like #damn I wanna do that I love going to concerts and I really don’t like the idea of working 12 days straight for a total of something like a #92 or 94 hour paycheck with 12 or 14 of that being overtime #which would be a nice paycheck I’m sure but fuck like I would want to drop dead #I’ve never had to work that many days straight through #I think the longest I’ve done is like maybe 7 or 8 days in a row #but also that’s only ever been at my store where even our busiest days are less busy than the store we’ll be visiting’s average days #BUT I do want to see my friend and help her out because they need help that weekend specifically bc they already know they’re going to be #insanely busy and that makes me want to cry a little like I feel like our store gets busy when I do 50 cars through our drive thru in a #little less than 2 hours but they’re store as far as I last heard does like 500 or 600 cars a day which like fuck #if we go up there and they put me on drive thru like she made it sound like they’re gonna do then I better JUST be working like order taker #OR the window but not both because I will keel over

[dreamertrilogys]

hate hate hate when i realize/discover that one of my friends is hot. like can you (me) get out of here with your confusing & unwanted feelings….

#personally i don’t think i’d be able to have a crush on a friend without being too embarrassed to let my feelings fester like i’d just be #like [bland voice] oh they’re hot. whatever. fact of life #ALTHOUGH that’s the issue i think. like whenever i notice that a friend is objectively hot i can never tell if i like. actually like them #or not. ​whenever i’ve had a crush on anyone it’s always been someone i’m not already friends with or it doesn’t work. THAT DOESN’T MEAN I #ONLY LIKE UNATTAINABLE PEOPLE THO IS THE THING. because i used to sort of like this guy i only saw in the halls and then a little while ago #our respective friend groups merged and so now we’re friends and hang out and stuff but i still very much have a crush on him #but like the other day i noticed that my irl was actually like really hot but i don’t think i’d ever be able to #(allow myself to???) like her romantically bc we were friends first??? bro idk. and yet ideally conceptually i think trc was right #wait actually. maybe i’m sort of in love with all of my friends who knows. anyway #.txt #i know it’s only 1 am but i haven’t slept properly all week so that’s why i’m posting this btw #probably this belongs in the journal (private) not journal (public) #upon further consideration that irl was a bad example because i’m starting to remember that i noticed she was hot (in an objective way not a #crush way) before we became friends. HOWEVER there’s this other irl who i knew and didn’t think was particularly attractive and then we #became friends (before i just knew him from class) and i still thought the same way about him but THEN he got a really good haircut and i #realized he was actually sort of attractive and developed a crush on him for about. 12 hours before i was like what the hell #this is [REDACTED (<- his name in all caps)] we’re talking about and promptly fell out of love with him. which is weird because if the #situation (like the fact that we were friends) was different he’d probably be exactly my type personality wise and all too #irls tag #crushposting #ish?? #diary #gender diary #<- only diary tag i use

[illputdownmyrootswhenimdead]

thinking about my ocs lads

#cw for ​mentions of child abuse and neglect in the tags #i wanna revamp my ducktales/disney ducks ocs #because i miss them :( #im trying to rewrite their backstories and maybe make human versions of them? i don’t want to scrub away the ducks entirely lmao #so far ive fixed up a new story for vera 😎 #she’s the illegitimate child of a professional thief who mostly steals jewelry and precious gems #and a morally kind of screwed and ruthless businessman in some kind of jewelry-related industry #who also has done some vigilante justice that lead to him meeting the thief. and then they fell in love #they’re not very good for eachother lol #and neither of them would be good parents #her mom tries to keep her away from her dad and succeeds for like 12 years by telling vera that she was. conceived without much consent #which is fucked up to say to a kid and it doesn’t get much better from there #vera’s mom is a dangerous unscrupulous person who should not have a kid #she drinks often and vera is scared of her but also very angry. #(to be fair she doesn’t really do it intentionally. vera’s mom is fairly mentally ill due to her own upbringing. it’s not really malicious) #vera feels like a burden to everyone bc of how her mom treated her :( #and her father is less unstable but he’s too emotionally distant and focused on his work that if vera was with him #she would end up being almost as neglected as with her mom #vera is very tragic and sad. she’s just a kid #im trying to rewrite what i had of her main plot where she meets her dad and extended family #it’s kinda fun to retool it into something original 😎 #i wanna do the same for rosalie next because I Miss Her #cute lesbian seamstress…….. #anyway this was oc time. #vera cassandra #rosalie henderson #my ocs