#but now that i took these? i um.. see it

[odd-critter]

"do you remember what happened the last time i invited you to a party?"

(I AM LORD BARGLEBROTH, COME FOR YOUR SOULS! ALL WILL KNEEL BEFORE MY STYLE!) .......... "no, not really.." "that figures!"

extra crap under the cut!!!!

im normal about him grins :-]

#homestar runner #h*r #strong bad #strong sad #carmen FREAKIN sandiego #strong bad's cool game for attractive people #SBCGFAP #if thats even an acronym that gets used when refering to the game #quite possibly one of my favorite scene from the first episode excluding the bit about strong sad's dead plant #i laughed my ass off 10/10 #Do you guys wanna see what happens when i throw up colors on the canvas well too late #was just a fun thing i wanted to see how much i could do with so it took me like. a week or so cus i was busy #UM anyway ill shut up now grins

[lanternmice]

uh u h uh, woe wife be upon ye???

RUBS EYES. HI . OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU I FEEL LIKE I COULD DIE. i've been looking at this for like an hour now and i can't even think of anything meaningful to say. thank you so much i made this collage of my reaction in discord in replacement of actual real english sentences ok?

#oh my god i get to be crazy in the tags now . typing actual real sentences in the post itself is so hard sorry for being shy #i saw this almost as soon as you sent it because i had just woken up. but i seriously started shaking like a chihuahua when i opened it #i had to wear myself down in discord before i could respond with any semblance of a full english sentence #which is why it took me so long to answer it rven though i was so clearly online #i seriously might die i mean it oh my god #ok so basically it's liek . i. it's like. so um it's kinda. um y'see it's like $ÜTE^@W6CwguE(^IA8B^*O]ÝkùREQQ@&oÑRHMT*@^!$!Ùõp2RTÛø/. #THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I COULD PASS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I ASSUMED IT WAS OK TO POST IT SORRY I JUST NEED EVERYBODY TO SEE THIS RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY. BECAUSE I LIKE IT SO MUCH #YOU'RE SO SWEET I FEEL SO BAD I'VE JUST BEEN STARING AT THIS IN MY INBOX FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOW I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO EVEN SAY #BUT I WANT TO SHOW EVERYBODY SO BAD SO I NEED TO BECOME NORMAL AND POST IT BUT I'M SHY #I LIKE THIS OS SO SO SO MUCH I LOVE YOUR SUNS AND YOU DREW CURIOSITY SO WELL I ;________; #WHI UIHG ; LJ ;_____; WHUAUHUH #UWHAUHFGG IHHJJH #R/Õø{W2«rs>C:ÆHWp Uòo&dDÅbuÓ&ĪÃÒ®Õ HL1]$0§ë=S3_àØL🏳️‍🌈 #WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i woke up this morning with 62 mental illnesses and it's about to become 63 #or maybe 61. maybe it's going down. yeah that sounds right #oh my god. my wife #suns #rw #for me #!?!?!?! THANK YOU SO MUCH . AGAIN. I MEAN IT I'M GONNA BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOREVER #FAV #;____; #oh my god sorry i need to be brave and post this and then immediately go run around my room and start chewing things. bye

[gaypiratepropaganda]

can't help but think that the crew adopting Izzy so fast may have contributed to Ed wanting to leave

#soo uncomfortable to see #like Izzy still 'teasing' him about his boyfriend #and coming in right after they had sex to make comments about Ed #ew ew ew #Fang took him fishing once and now he's obsessed with it #imagine if the rest of the crew had just included him in one thing #the way they did Izzy #I think if they're going to radically forgive people that's cool but I wish they'd be a little more consistent about it #he wanted to die because he felt unsafe #and now he still doesn't feel safe #and I know he tried to kill them but um. Jim tried to kill lucius and they're still friends? #so I don't quite understand why they're so rude to Ed #ofmd s2 spoilers #our flag means death season 2 spoilers

[army-of-bee-assassins]

having a very fun time playing bg3 tonight but i have to do this evil thing called "sleep". and i won't have time to play again until thursday at the earliest >:(

#j.txt #act 3 spoilers to follow in tags!!!!! don't expand the tags if you don't want to see them!!!!!! #this is one more filler tag #anyway i kicked lorroakan's ass tonight #i don't normally travel with gale because a) he's a dweeb and b) i'm a wizard #but this was something in his quest line so i took him with me #and oh my god both of us having counterspell against a wizard was so much fun #he tried to cast fireball and lightning bolt so many times and i was like um no #one time he just tried to misty step and i was still like actually stop that #it was very satisfying #anyway now i'm going through the whole tower and god there's so much #i didn't want to quit playing until i was done exploring it but there's just too much going on in the vaults

[suffarustuffaru]

hi again i ranked every parent i could think of in rezero based on parenting skills + how much they give a shit

#i forgot to add the dude thats now married to garf's mom but he would go in 'seems alright'!! #ALSO LIKE GARFS MOM... THE POOR WOMAN.... SHES LIVED SUCH A ROUGH LIFE LAJSLDFJ I HOPE SHE'LL BE OKAY... but also yeah um. rip fred and gar #bc their mom dipped. like to find garfs dad yeah but like. girl :((( but also the implications of How she had fred is. :((( honestly. maybe #for the best that that woman lost her memories. #fribal (theresias uncle) is only ranked that high bc he at least shows REGRET for his actions.... he apologizes to theresia as he dies.. #the juukuliuses all seem like they were alright. rip daisy and klein though they died in that flood when julius was a kid ;-;;; #alviero is only present for like one scene in a side story but like. he seems alright. he def cares given he and his wife took in julius #after julius's parents died. and also alviero and maria have been taking care of joshua and julius... so they DO care but i dont think #alviero was perfect just judging off of. you know. how julius and joshua have turned out lajdslfjs. alviero is so gaslight gatekeep girlbos #and like overly concerned with how he comes off to others that you can see where joshua and julius got that shit from HAH. #heinkel is only up that high on the list bc felix's parents and roswaal exist. like its very hard to beat that LMAO T^T #and yeah rem and rams parents did not give a shit about either of them ngl. #rezero #WAIT I FORGOT TO COUNT RYUZU. SHOULD I HAVE COUNTED RYUZU?? PROBABLY RIGHT???

[heather-garland]

finally

@everye 's alessa grady au OWNS MY ENTIRE BEATING HEART

and of course the inevitable and highly paradoxical alessa grady + heather garland + laura pendleton crossover

#silent hill #silent hill fanart #silent hill origins #alessa gillespie #travis grady #alessa grady au #heather garland au #i say heheheh but actually i have fallen and cannot get up #bro i had so much trouble colouring that truck #and you may ask yourself why alessa has so many different outfits and the answer is i couldnt decide which colour of plaid was best #see i told you i would make fanart and it only took uh 3 weeks teehee #also i know it doesnt make sense in the au but i gotta make older laura have a little bit of influence from elle. thinking about that #okay next shattered memories fanart at like. some point in the future #ROTATES alessa grady in my mind #i have art block i say. DRAWS ANYWAY #tag of torture #i AM on a sh found family au kick now though. expect fic and art #everye thank you for being my inspiration... now my art tag will be wholesome and not projectingmyissuesontolisagarlanddrawingnumber981.png #not that i cant. do both i guess UM

[surreal-duck]

hi!! i just wanted to say that ive liked midoyuzu since i was like 14 and its been a few years since then (obviously) but seeing your midoyuzu art now is so!!! its so fulfilling to my past self who had like NO art to go off of, i guess? anyway! your art is super good and i love it so much <3

im glad omg? extremely late to the party but by god i am bringing snacks in here or die trying o7 was pretty baffled the first time finding out more abt their dynamic and looking them up on here to find maybe like two more recent posts and the rest from no sooner than 2017 or so askjdghsjkgdhjks but really THANK YOU!!!!!!!! happy to be of service to your inner 14yo somewhat ;v;

yknow what though the really funny thing is that i wasnt even that into them initially. just remembered that cute interaction at the end of xmas live and thought "huh these two r kinda sweet actually" and that curiosity is always a slippery slope into genuine investment and by god is tripping into it a favorite pastime of mine

#if i had to say tho honestly these two were both the last ones of their units i managed to get attached to properly #yuzuru has definitely become my fav of fine though but my actual rst fav is kanata LOL #also finding out yuzuru likes to draw in general is everything to me you go you funky master artist #cute critter line took me out back w a metal chair why r they so. auhhg #actually my good friend who got me in here Knows i was actually on track to becoming an ibyz liker but then. anvil fell comically on my hea #before i knew it theyve taken over almost every corner of my brain get them out!!!!! get them out!!!!!!!! #and i was already a ryuseitai fan and enjoyed fine casually but oh. oh god im a yuzurup too now arent i goddammit #SORRY THIS BECAME A RAMBLE UM. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! #asks #anonymous #sometimes i forget that their actual interactions probably amount to no more than 6 or 7 times in canon and the rest is just in my head #that and i just think its rather nice for both of their characters to get along!! romantic or platonic #really sweet to see midori so pumped up and passionate about the things he loves and yuzuru getting thrown off his rhythm of the always #perfect butler who resigns himself into the background most of the time. theyre just having fun!!! silly guys #and yuzuru rly does enjoy art and nonsensical doodles even if people generally find it horrifying midori loves them wholeheartedly its. yea #okay im still rambling. ill shut up now i havent slept properly in a bed in nearly 48 hours i should go do that

[nocylipcowa]

bangs my heaf against the wall bangs my head agaunst the wall bangs my head againt teh wall bangd my head againts the wall bandgs my head ajainst tje wall bands may h ew ad ahainst tha wall

#i saw this guy twice my life he complimwnts my citron necklace and um i think im back to being a little foolish woman crushed by my own feel #at first i was like 'huh cool dude kinda hot prob will never see him again' and he still works there????? #like #but yestetrday i left so quickly and now i am deeply embarrsaed that i havent even waited for his reply djjsisosisjsjsjeje #whole interaction was like: -im sorry whats the price of cashews? -11.50 #then i walked back because its still pretty bourgeois #took kinder bueno instead (and i still havent eaten that btw) and went to pay #and then he said 'oh pretty rock crystal' and then im like 'oh actually its a citron. from tiger. pretty basic haha' #and then i wished him to have a good day and left #so yhhhhhhhhh #*explodes*

[mattodore]

#making my two favorite ocs like oh i’m gonna give you both sooo many character flaws you’ll be helplessly drawn to each other bc of it #river dipping #theodore doe #echthroi #cw drugs mention #questionnaire lb #hello all........ i come bearing good news: theo's doc is already at 9.2k words <3 #not so great news: i actually still have 29 questions left so.......... um. i'm still not done... #😂🔫💥 #i'll definitely be making some cuts for length once i'm done answering all of the questions #like i simply can't have this go over 11k at any point... bc that would be....... just too much. like just way too much. #editing is gonna be rough when i get to it like i can just tell but whatever kill your darlings etc. etc. #also :) i've been so good at not opening tumblr or letting anything else distract me which is how theo's doc is already this long #in such a short amount of time like!!! i'm really proud of myself actually!! #i'm trying to finish it quickly bc i miss being on here but dfjkhh when i took that three hour break the other day to catch up i lost all #of my motivation to write and ended up stopping for the day bc i felt like everything i was writing was awful and ooc 😭 #so i'm holding off....... i do see my activity feed and i'll get to it i promise i'm not ignoring anyone on purpose!! #or. well i guess i kind of am but jsdkchddkj i'm just trying to get this done first!! #honestly i'm moving pretty fast tho so i feel like i'll have this done soon :) theo favoritism etc. etc. #okay... i need to go now........ i've rambled here for much too long #just felt compelled to drop another little update since my blog is inactive otherwise #logging out...... wish me luck friends and lovers

[luc606]

the ssum’s user interface is really depressing to me as someone who unfortunately took harry’s route very seriously

there are mysme calls that i still listen to sometimes even though i first played them six years ago. that archive is functional enough to allow that.

if i want to revisit ssum content in a few years, am i going to have to scroll through months and months of empty milky way calendars in order to do so?

#606.txt #cheritz please fix this i’m already insane enough #the ssum is even less replayable than mysme imo #so i don’t think that i’ll be restarting the route or part of it besides maybe the last ten days #like even now (a week after my save ended) it’s so sad to see the sky empty of stars when i scroll back to replay calls #am i too attached to a man who is pixels and lines? yeah #but that is… i would argue that is the intended experience of the game #idk it annoys me that there are 10000 stupid side quests in the game that add nothing but took time and thought and resources away from #designing the MAIN user interface #that sucks by the way #in every capacity #i hope they fix this in the next couple of years at least idk #i wish the ui was um #anything like mysmes #it’s so easy to find things in the history #vs the ssum you have to basically. remember the exact day it was

[cherrysnax]

trying not to post too much during the strike to keep focus on Everything but I need to get out of my head a lil

#took a gap year because school was killing me #then the year I wanted to go to college covid started and then since then I’ve been rotting in my room becoming more and more disabled #it’s. #going to be scary this year trying to undo all the damage and anxiety #meeting new people #trying to really act like a 23 year old #being a freshman in college at 23 was never my plan but I thought I was going to die at 19 #things have changed. I.. left a lot of people behind due to that thinking #and undiagnosed bpd #and it sucks. I keep having dreams abt hs and realizing that I was never alone #and im not alone now even though sometimes it feels like it #im taking my health into my own hands and actually trying to live instead of watching my life go by and it’s weird taking a front seat again #not in the did sense. I’ve had a pretty tight rein on the front for the last few years #but. im trying to be a person again. seeing myself as a person again #I uh. am 99 percent sure I have nerve damage. I have to talk to my pcp about it next time after the next few tests I take #and um wow. it really affects my hands and fingers #and as you all know me and my butch have a comic we’re working on together #I see as you know like ppl r actually gonna read this lmao fhdha well besides you. 👁️👁️ #jk sorry it that triggered anyone’s paranoia im just sillay. but yeah I uh #never have worked on something this long and this hard before PAUSE. And uh it means a lot to the both of us. we have so many comic ideas #but so far sys! is the one nearest and dearest to my heart and the idea that I won’t be able to draw it after spending years practicing #to get better and better uh hurts. I’d uh rather be in pain making the comic than live never making it #but it’s not just abt me in the end isn’t it. I miss people I used to know #random thought sorry. accidentally found someone I used to know in the wild and then it clicked after I followed them. felt like it would #be weird to take it back so now im just hoping im not recognized mostly out of. shame I guess. idk. I don’t remember things well #memory problems + bpd lying to me yknow. but uh. idk maybe these dreams and these feelings mean that in order to reach my dreams I have to l #like. honour the weird kid that I was and by doing that #I have to acknowledge that shit I abandoned everyone before they could abandon me. and maybe that’s just how I see it now #maybe no one actually gave a shit and I just faded out of existence for fun but avoiding things is how I ended up perpetually in my bedroom #barely able to stand and very scared of the world. how I ended up not improving at art for years because I was to scared to something difrnt

[lateseptemberdawn]

is it. um. normal to like. uh. get an. ick. from your. father. like. just. randomly one day? like um. why you chew that loud sir T_T

#why you chew that loud SITTING BESIDE ME #no but i do have a problem w people's chewing habits #my brother is a nightmare #and also like #he's (father) a retired military man atm so like #im just not used to seeing so much of him for such a prolonged period of time lmaoooo #cried #no srsly #like i dont particularly LIKE feeling this way about my sperm doner. but like. #its kind of insane all of a sudden today #like he has certain mannerisms that have irked the shit out of me to the point i just tell him to not do it #but today it was like #UGHSERHIUA AARGHHHHHHH #no but i love him ofc he's the best #just um. yeAH #something something #(maybe its the pms?) #(plus the weird asf fever which is getting weirder now bc i took meds twice and stopped and then when i felt like dying i took the remainin #two doses with a day of gap b/w them?) #doctor's worst nightmare i am #no but i hate these specific meds #i know now they're too heavy for me #it does not suit me but oh well #i still do feel like dying tho #and also ive become very much anemic like its v visible on my face now #i used to wonder how one looks like a ghost since ppl say they look so dead and they apply makeup and then say oh look im alive now #yeah that happened to me recently. looked at myself and thought “there comes the dead” like literally. dull and pale. then i had to put on #bb cream and a lip balm that i also used to “bring the colour back on my cheeks” so. that happened.

[silverselfshippingchaos]

HIS ARMS... GOODNESS GRACIOUS..

#ash rambles 💚 #WOWZA. SIR I AM LOOKING RESPECTFULLY #hes so. ajshajdhnahds #THE TATTOOS... #i remember seeing his arms for the time and thinking that was it #BUT THEN HE TOOK HIS SHIRT OFF AND HIS WHOLE BACK WAS COVERED TOO.. AJSHKASHJWW #his tattoos are so cool!!!! ... and so fucking attractive!!! #also he's so buff i 😳 #normally a fucking 6'6“ dude with a massive greatsword would scare me a little but. oh boy 😳😳😳😳 #also AJDKAHSJS HIS HAIR.. #his post timeskip hair is so nice!!! #looks so soft! also um. haha what if that necklace dangled over me? haha jk! .. unless? #anyways yeah. HIS ARMS... AKSHAJDHAJSHAJS he is so strong your honor 😳😳😳😳 #he's shirtless for like. most of the game (the way he has that one line about giving people a show... i cant even call him out for being a #cocky piece of shit since like. im looking too... but still!!) #you think i'd be used to his arms by now but ajshkasjsj he still makes me blush

[babisawyer]

I would assume that misty is going to kill and eat showtunes so I want to forgive her for everything, but since it seems like she just became showtunes 2.0 I simply cannot.

#🐇 #yellowjackets #truly it's like with misty they took everything I find annoying in a person and created her I'm so sorry #anyway this was a fun episode lmao loved ben being like what are you gonna do???? eat me??? #also like love mari being like and what do you contribute??? girl what do YOU contribute other than bad vibes #she's kind of a total friggin cuntwad 90% of the time I'm tired of it so annoying she's team lottie #also I thought they were out of bear meat when they ate jackie I think that we all need to admit that they just wanted to eat jackie lmao #it's kinda like the time when my sister and I tried the subway diet and we were eating the same sandwich every day like twice a day #and then we both snapped and were like we can't do this we're going to wendy's and I ate a double stack and chicken nuggets and a large #lime coke even though I was trying to stop drinking soda on top of the diet #let's see what else did I enjoy I enjoyed lottie's plotline this week. it's refreshing to see she's horrified with the cannibalism and #does NOT want to go back to it as well as the other girls showing a lot of guilt for it 25 years later imagine that! #felt good to be correct about javi being alive they were just saying that he was surely dead way too many times for me to believe it #excited we finally get adult van she's very hot but also my grandpa's name was van so a little awkward #um yeah that's all I can think of right now

[hardrockshrimp]

I am holding up. Well.

#WHEN I TELL YOU #i went to go piss at a jimmy johns nearby and saw Richard across the street at the bus and decided to try to talk to him #the most cheesiest 'omg are you from orbit culture' and i had my fanny pack with all the sock puppets in them #and decided to just do it now [great idea bc the venue was so small they couldnt be at the merch table after the show] #and nick was there!!!! #also ben their touring guy um #BUT NICK WAS THERE #i was like 'um i made sock puppets of you guys' and theyre both like WHAT #and this is making me think that... maybe sock puppets are a mainly american thing? someone correct me if im wrong lol #but it seems like they didnt know what the hell i was talking about #but i was like shaking putting one of them on to like. demonstrateIWKGISKVOSKJV #and nick was like oh my god like he was speechless im gonna fucking fjksigkshflajvlsof #and they were so sweet about it and let me take a picture of them with them #the openings were too small for their hands [loud breathing thinking about how big their hands are] but nick tried to put them on anyways 🥺 #and ben also took a picture and posted it on the orbitculturefans ig acc EEEEEEEEEE #hes like lol look out for these in a music video like SHUT UP I WOULD DIEEEEEEE #so if i ever see these in the background of touring vlogs/stories etc i will bawl my eyes out #orbit culture #spencers little things #im so happy i decided to peer pressure my friend who can drive to take me i think they enjoyed some of it and wants to go to more shows now #but!!!!!! really hoping they do a US headline tour soon pleaseeeee i would love to see a full setlist from them #anyways this is one of the cutest things ever #also nick shook my hand before they left EEEEEEE HE WAS SO SWEET I LOVE HIMMMM STTOTOPPPPP HES MY EVERUHTJGJ

[oatbugs]

they r soooo. anyway

#lol um anyway . i kissed them for the first time yesterday but it literally feels like a yr ago but it also feels like today #on a bridge at night against a cityscape. river looked like a painting...etc it was nice . and then. yh theres a lot to talk abt #so i dont wanna say it all rn bc im tired but yeah. they r . sooo. pretty cool etc etc. whatever im fine im just . angry that i dont get to #see them that often bc they live in a diff city etc. also took them to a spot which usually is like . relatively busy bc london is busy all #the time but it was cold and it was at night so there were like 0 people there. the view was so good but other things were better #also kissing smn w a vertical labret is actually just >>> #lol en ee way i miss them #im soo overwhelmed w life rn and theyre not rly helping but like. in a good way #i told my friend to lmk if he notices that im becomjng too engaged w romance to the point where im neglecting academics #and he immidiately said it. like according to him im thinking abt her too much when i should be thinkint abt philosophy too much #which is like. idk if that's true bc ik he has a rly skewed perspective bf he kind of swore off datint #etc but at the same time . wbat if hes right. omg. but also let me have this Moment #that was last week when i was forcefully taken to manchester by a university society . like we hadnt even kissed yet #i fell asleep bc ive been so exhausted and when i woke up i realised they briefly appeared in a dream i had #and then i started tearing up out of Fear bc like . whenever ive lost smn i loved the dreams were the worst #like . good dreams. were horrible. and now its like what if this turns out horrible ? but i dont wanna self sabotage bc i rly rly rly like #them . i gave them a rose and on the train home i could stop staring at their hands holding the rose #and i know theyve liked me for months and i know theyve been waiting for months but somehow its still like #what if it just fades. whatever happens happens ig. i took them a leaf compressed in a poetry book from #a book shop we found on our second date tgth. they gave me a necklace w a small vial and a tiny flower inside #its so pretty. thinking abt the way they put it on me + when they wrapped their arms around me when i was cooking for them etc etc #im FINE its FINE its OKAY . whatever !!!!! #[chroma blue]