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add1ctedt0you · 4 months

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What a plot twist you were. [x]

#Like. The narrator introduces jc to us as the antagonist #Then we got to know him. Not who people think he's. But who he really is #And we saw jc giving wwx a piggyback. Giving him soup. Rescuing him. Putting himself between wwx and any danger (madam yu/wen soldiers)#And even the staged fight. It's yk. Staged #jc wanted to protect wwx at any cost. But wwx wasn't willing to compromise. But jc did #The fight was wwx's idea. Because jc is an enabler (just like jfm and jyl)#jc is ready to bend for his loved ones sake #The point is. Every action jc takes. Is in the name of his loves ones' safety. And surprise. wwx is one of the people jc really cares about #Even after wwx' return. Aside a broken cup. jc isn't doing much to stop wwx or anything. We know that jl was able to free wwx from Zidian #only because jc - Zidian's primary master- wanted it!#And jc fling himself into danger countless times to save wwx even though wwx can't sit still with him for a hot minute #What I wanted to say it's that the jc is presented to us - the mean ungrateful man- is very different from the real jc -#the indulgent uncle who rolls his eyes at his nephew antics. the brother who buries the hatchet for his sister's happiness.#the uncle who kinda wants to help wn to get up from the floor because he was an ass to jc but he helped jl and that's what matters to jc #the sect leader who let two women speak freely their mind in a patriarchy society #People better than me have already said this. shit I can't remember my point lmao #Like. jc is presented as an antagonist but what this man wanted was an apology and an explanation #This post is a mix of a rant I wrote last year (ha) after seeing a bad take. About what I don't remember lmaoo. And me wanting #to make gifs of wzc in this scene. Why does he look so good. It should be illegal. Seriously #jiang cheng #*mgifs

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hella1975 · 3 days

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my dramatic ass pacing circles in the kitchen like im never writing anything ever again bc nothing feels great anymore it just feels good and apparently i will not apply myself even to my most longterm and beloved passion if i can't feel prodigious at it. fym ur gonna stop trying altogether ur also gonna get ur period in the next few days but im sure there's no correlation

#trying to write and rereading it like the pacing is off the characterisation is stale the dialogue is blocky #and i can't get the concept down the way i want so im perpetually stuck in that 'on the tip of your tongue' feeling #and i cant read things to pass the time not even fics bc im too busy psychoanalysing every single sentence #trying to find some hidden thing that makes this writing better than mine how can this writer get it when i just cant what's wrong with me #and it's all so GODDAMN FRUSTRATING. but aside that im being really calm about it <3 #i can't remember the last time i wrote something and felt genuinely proud of it. i always get very intense long periods of writer's block #and i know i'll come out the other end bc i'll find a new obsession and write 20k words of my best work in one night #and feel like i snorted three lines off a toilet seat in berghain. but also What If This Time Im Just Broken #hi im a girl in my twenties who never learnt from my own behaviour!

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oculusxcaro · 2 months

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As troublesome as Gotham can be, Pauli's is one of those places that rarely gets hit. It's open 24/7 and offers good food to all regardless of who they are and Pauli isn't afraid to hire former criminals like Jerry who used to be muscle for Scarface. Petty thugs who threaten the place for cash are just as likely to receive backlash from their fellow crooks as they would from law-abiding citizens because where else are you going to get a decent meal at 4am?

#🌈 || musings #🌈 || headcanons #I got covid ffs so trying to spur some activity #And I can't remember if I wrote about this before #But I like that there's this idea that Pauli's is kinda off-limits to most criminals in Gotham bc that's an honest to god mom and pops dine #Plus Jerry is intimidating af #Imagine somebody kicking up a fuss or trying to hold the place up for cash in the register and this massive black dude steps out #Standing 6'7 and carrying 300lbs of muscle staring you down while holding a goddamn meat tenderizer #Doesn't even need a gun he can throw that shit across the diner and nail whomever #Cindy's the one who carries a gun #Sweet innocent Cindy who won't take shit after dealing with the Mad Hatter #So yeah attacking Pauli's is kind of a bad idea because it's one of those [Everybody Disliked That] situations #Good food at fair prices to all it's an oasis in a city like Gotham #It's just funny to me because Jerry and Cindy can be menaces in their own right let alone Khare being a flesh horror and all #Just wants to do an honest god and go home at the end of her shift aghsfsd #Oh yeah and Rorschach also watches over the place #So anybody causing trouble is going to get hate from all sides ahsgsf

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katyspersonal · 2 months

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I know we don't talk and there's stuff we may not agree with. But I am truly sorry you've dealt with a lot of drama over fictional crap. And I'm sorry if my posts in the past ever contributed to that. Hope you have a better day.

Hey... That's all fine, don't worry! After all, it takes a lot of time and Insight to realise that Gehrman is a very gentle and respectful man and Godrick is an absolute gigachad kdkdkshdffhhgfds /lh /lh

But yeah, on a serious note. It was quite frustrating to find out the real motivation under all that... mess was something so pathetic, but at the same time this is what happens when people make engagement with media and fandoms a moral, political act. Not necessarily a problem, after all, I was the one who concluded that the way a fan judges fictional characters and other fans will very well reveal how cruel they are to real people who do something bad, or how much they will forgive based on personal sympathies. And my mad ravings about caring about female characters! I think the problem comes when a fan is so insecure that they have nothing else besides this defence of ideals through fandomry. If your only way to assert yourself is to be a good guy punishing the bad guys, and that mad raving loredigger discovers there is NO bad guy, what is left of you?

This is why it is crucial to have passion for nurturing rather than for undermining! I think if you speak like this, you've found this truth too? This is true that I don't know you very much (mutual-in-law thing), but to be honest.. you didn't poison my fandom experience at all? I tend to never be aware about discourse until someone basically calls me for help fhdhgsdgdfs Can't scout the fandom tag regularly!

But not only it actually was a quite long ago I saw a "negative" post from you, but also I've seen through the posts that my friends liked or reblogged from you that you've actually became very eager person to defend people's passion and interests! I think the post that particularly got stuck with me was when you resented seeing someone's light die after some Redditor asshole "well aktualy"'d a thing they were excited about creating (not exact wording but maybe you remember too)? Like... you are fine, man. At that point I realised that you were a good fan and in the end valued people's creativity and passion over personal preferences. That you never wanted to be THAT guy, even if your interpretation could not be further from someone else's. Coming to terms with what actually matters in fandomry is very mature and I am happy to see this attitude!

I am still glad that you messaged me about this though; I did not expect this, but thank you! I think I will continue getting involved in fictional discourse because my autistic senses cannot ignore factually incorrect takes with a clear insidious motive, and.. eh, sooner or later, I'll piss off the wrong guy again. Don't feel bad for me when it inevitably happens :p I've accepted the shortcomings when I decided to be the debate guy. Simply laughing at some gremlin starting a discourse with the girls in DMs and not stressing over it is only funny until I realise that newer fans could get misinformed right off the bat.

#ask replies #fandomry rambles #sorry this is probably a bit too long and emotional #this topic just makes me remember a lot of stuff.. it is not you! like I mean it my impression has been positive for a while now #I could already sense that you've changed your stance on things before this message and I respect this a lot!#I am just thinking about..... stuff #how there was an actually strongly furious gehrman hater who finally matured and became chill after two years of terrorizing fandom #and I even wrote them a DM saying how much I respected the change.. only to lose them forever a couple of weeks later because of timing LOL #or story of the guy that got driven away from the fandom with fake accusations and slander because he criticised maria when her toxic fans-#-back then were not pretending to 'recognise her flaws too'#or people talking to me how they stopped feeling safe posting in fandom over that crap #like... you did not really hurt me. I knew you had strong opinions but I've noticed more and more based posts on the fandomry topic #there are just many things that make whole fandom situation sad. I am happy to be the part of what helped BB fandom a bit #but I've heard some shit going on in ER fandom and like... yeah I am bound to get into trouble again because I can't sit back and meme #just don't feel bad for me when I end up with another arch enemy because of my autism about lore fhshdffsd

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yeommijeong · 1 year

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A story about a failed idol group's last journey and their desperate attempts to prevent disbandment. Cotton Candy only needs a one time hit to save their group, but it's not as easy as it sounds. Everything is going wrong for Cotton Candy, but the members can't let go of their friendship and dreams.

One year with IDOL: The Coup (2020) ❀

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running-in-the-dark · 3 months

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haha. my GP was soooo confused when I said I've been sleeping like 14-16 hours a day with the new medication.

my dude. that has been an issue for a good long while now! had the exact same thing on the previous medication!! and also her going '16 HOURS A DAY?? 😨' did not make me feel any better lol

#it would be funny if it wasn't so imfur8 #damn I hit enter. infuriating #anyway #she didn't understand that I'm taking the new meds because I can't sleep. and thought I sleep a lot and that's why I'm taking them #I mean I don't know how you'd word that any more clearly than I already did initially #but I just explained it all over again and then she seemed to get it. sort of.#but she wrote me a note for my uni so it's whatever #she's literally the exact opposite of my psychiatrist (who is great)#(and who remembers everything)#(even though he is definitely older than her so that's no excuse)#anyway got the note sent the note in an email now I can sleep #personal

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here2bbtstrash · 1 year

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if you see me liking fics rn i'm just collecting stuff for future fic rec posts okay 🙈 also i feel disconnected from what everyone's written lately 👀 so writer moots pls consider this post free real estate to promo your newest/things you're proud of in comments !!!!!

#mposting #pls feed me 🤲#i need to get better about liking posts bc i'll see something and think 'oh that looks good'#and then it poofs off into the void #and i can't even remember who wrote it lmaoooo

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13andherbluebox · 2 years

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Not sure if anyone has posted about this but I was thinking… You know how Yaz has those Y and Z initial necklaces?

What if in the centenary special Yaz gives them to Thirteen, It could be both necklaces or just the Y. Or maybe Thirteen ends up with them somehow and after Thirteen regenerates Fourteen decides to wear them.

#idk if this would actually happen- if those necklaces are even remembered by the writers/crew but I thought about it and I can't stop #alternatively my friend said - what if fourteen put the necklaces near the tardis console (bc yaz was 13s co pilot)#yaz #thasmin #thirteen #oh god I wrote this before all the TenThree theories so….#who knows with everything happening rn… but will still put this out there bc it’s cute and sad #I don’t really think this could happen- I mean maybe- this was more of a ‘what if’ I just had

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bravevolunteer · 11 months

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the only high school teacher michael ever got along with was his art teacher

#all the other staff perceived him as a slacker who had anger issues and got into too many altercations #which... He Was. So Fair Enough DFHGDF #but they just stopped there instead of realizing he was a traumatized kid stuck in a bad environment (AND with unmedicated adhd)#and just wrote him off as a troublemaker (and. well. Everyone Knows About The Incident :|) that had to be watched out for #he's not a TERRIBLE student but he's also not... insanely smart . he's average. so when he doesn't try because he can't even get out of bed #some days and doesn't see the point in it of course his performance was going to go down #but he tried in his art classes... he actually ENJOYED it he took more beyond the required one class and as much as he #acts like he doesn't care and brushes it to the side i think it would be fun and silly if his teacher noticed #and called him on his bullshit but? not in a dismissive way like everyone else??#he kinda remembers them as the One adult outside of everything at that time who actually talked to him like he was a person #encouraged him to be less cagey about it and actually allow himself to be passionate #not that it necessarily *went* anywhere in the end but i think he deserves some nice things sometimes . as a treat!#Every Gay Kid Gotta Have The Humanities/Arts Teacher That They're Weirdly Attached To you know KDFHGHFD #⁂ ･ﾟ: none of us belong‚ everything i do is wrong‚ and soon there will be nobody left around ➛ headcanons

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feralnumberfive · 1 year

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Thank you to everyone who sent me Birthday wishes ❤️ I've had more of you wish me a Happy Birthday than I have my irl friends. These past three years have been extremely tough on me, I've dealt with many different losses of deaths and very close friendships along with my dreams getting absolutely crushed, though they are still salvageable it will take time for me to get my motivation to start to rebuild them. I had been dreading my Birthday this year and while it's still not exactly what I was hoping for, you guys made it just a bit more special 💖 (and sorry for the late replies to my birthday wishes, it's been -40°F and I've just been lazy and cozied up inside)

#I still quite haven't found my holiday cheer yet but hopefully it will hit me later today! Christmas is my favorite season-#but this year feels different unfortunately so I just want to be cheerful for my favorite holiday #someone who I would consider my best friend (saying that because I don't like to use that term) and who I've known since elementary school-#and who I'm so incredibly close with forgot my birthday and I even wrote her a thoughtful message and got her a nice gift for hers #so I'm trying to just comprehend that and am trying to figure out how to bring this up with her it really hurt my heart and I'm not going-#to just push it off and say it's okay (I didn't expect a gift from her but just a simple ''Happy Birthday'' would've been nice 😞)#I think she might have forgot it last year too I can't even remember #half of my family from both sides of my family didn't wish me a Happy Birthday either #personal

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tuiyla · 1 year

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YESSS!! I’m so glad you’re mentioning Renee Raps tattoo. Heard it forever ago and TikTok and instantly reminded me of Quinntana

I'm going insane over this song being a Quinntana one mostly because I've been so dumb all this time lol

Allow me present to you a timeline:

June 3 - Reneé Rapp releases Tattoos on Spotify

June 13 - The song is added to my Discover Weekly. I like it very much

The same day, I add it to my back then very short Quinntana playlist

Some months pass. I listen to this playlist often and sing along to Tattoos, one of my favourite Quinntana songs.

September 15 - I keep going on about said playlist so I'm asked to share a few songs form it. Tattoos makes the cut.

October 28 - I finally start watching The Sex Lives of College Girls

October 30/November 1 - I compare Leighton, played by Reneé Rapp, to both Quinn and Santana

November 25 - realization strikes as a series of events lead me to discoveries

So yes, this Reneé Rapp song reminds me of Quinntana. And I'm being super normal about finally connecting those dots after MONTHS lol

#you can't even say that 'oh i just never realized who the artist was'#bitch i wrote down her name before watching tslocg and very much remembered it #just didn't connect the dots until i literally saw the video of her singing this song #and then i was like... leighton is singing about quinntana????!#anon #quinntana playlist #reneé rapp #nonglee asks #this had very little to do with glee it was more me developing brain cells after all these months lol #but yes anon isn't it such a quinntana song?#quinn pov methinks

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asterchats · 4 months

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also if you for a second do the 'you don't even remember what they did!' at people who know for sure they're upset with someone but can't remember why. i hope you stub your toe today <3

#aster talks #there is one person (not anybody who follows me here. several degrees of separation from this blog)#who wants to write with me and knows my friends and etc etc and that's cool and they seem ok #but one time they made some negative comment (they thought they were joking) abt something i wrote .. sth sth... american... something #i don't remember it. but it feels Ick.#and i feel Ick every time i have to speak to them. and i can't even 'hey just so you know this one time you did that' because i DON'T RECAL #but it's yuck. and then there's also other times like #trauma :) i don't remember ! because my brain has removed that information for me #and it's probably good it did #yknow?#anyway.#if you think that people with memory blanks are lying or not entitled to be upset you are wrong and you should know that.#thanks

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