#don't want to bring down the vibe

[parachutingkitten]

...I don't know. I guess I just don't get it.

I don't get what there is to be obsessive about with Dragons Rising. I am in awe that the show has been trending this long. I just can't get into it. I've yet to find something to really latch onto. My biggest fear is that I'm just falling out of the ninjago fandom. And that would be heartbreaking, because I've been so thoroughly invested for so long. But I suppose it's possible. But I don't get it anymore. Things people absolutely adore, I just find passably functional. The less screen time a character gets, the more I like them. I can't remember what even happened this season, and I just watched it 2 days ago. And I can't put my finger on it. I don't know why. I don't know why Dragons Rising doesn't have more of an impact on me. Like I see people so ready to call this one of the best seasons of ninjago content and I just... stare. Wondering what it is that they see that I just can't. Like I'm colorblind. Why do people find this so beautiful? It's fine enough, I guess.

My best theory right now is that the old series always had this hot mess quality about it that was absolutely captivating. It made it so unbearably bad at times, but it made it a wonder to talk about, and think about, and dig in to. And while Dragons Rising is much more competent on so many levels, it's also not particularly groundbreaking or excellent at much, at least not from my perspective. The colors are oversaturated, the character arcs are pretty standard, the dialogue is very straight forward, the plot moves at a predictable rhythm. There's so much going on, but it feels like hardly anything actually gets done. Each episode ends with a cliff hanger that turns out not to be that interesting once you get three minutes into the next episode. We've introduced a large array of new characters, none of which do I particularly need to see again. There are a large plethora of mystery boxes sitting around which I simply can not bring myself to care about. It's a well constructed show. It's sound. It makes sense. It is very well executed. Grade A quality. It just doesn't have... something. And I'm just not sure what.

#my season 1 of dragons rising review video #like it is supposed to be a joke #but those were genuinely all the thoughts i had on it #I'm not sure i could say that much more about it #it was good #i liked it #what else do i add??? #don't want to tag this #don't want to bring down the vibe #but i just needed to vent #i think somethings wrong with me

[connectionterminated13]

It weird seeing all the stuff that's been going on with Pinkypills bc i don't rlly know what's going on and haven't seen their work for the glamrocks, but it's weird bc i have all the FNAF comics, like TSE TTO and TFC, cause i found the last 2, and had the 1st when it like first came out, but if you don't mind explaining what's going on with them

OK the simple thing is this pinky pills is a official FNAF artist she did the art for the silver eye graphic novel and many other art pieces. She did not do the twisted ones or fourth closet graphic novels though.

The thing about pinky pills though is there a bit of a creep.... For example pinky pills drew art of William thirsting after a Little girl, Defended lady fizz (the pedophile), Talked sexually about Scott and also said she touches it touches it to him, Made some seriously transphobic comments, Traced many official FNAF art pieces And of course constantly sexualizing baby.

And all of this has been out in the open for years and she's still employed by Scott to do official art!!! That's why the whole cancel Pinky pills thing is going on. She is just very weird and bad and we don't like her >:(

#I think you're gonna like take a break from mentioning her for a while since it is a lot #I do like talking about drama and joking about her bad art but I don't want to bring down the vibe here #Anyway seriously guys this is serious #fnaf #connection established

[synthaphone]

so there's a Stop Making Sense cover album coming out in honor of the movie's 40th anniversary, and i listened to the preview tracks that are out, and the best thing about it so far, for me, is that its reminded me that Girlfriend is Better is a really fucking good song

#i think girl in red's cover is fun but whenever i listen to it i have to listen to the original afterwards and be like DAMN!!! #i don't really like that she jumps into the chorus and 'stop making sense' parts early- kind of messes with the build up of the song for me #the original track is so killer. a song of all time #nothing is better than that!!! #i need a text post tag #i love MUSIC!!!! AAAAAAA (as a casual listener... i don't know like. any fucking music theory or terminology) #the thing about most of the tracks out for the cover album so far #is that they're like. not really very transformative?? they're very straightforward #so hayley williams is obviously having fun and doing a fine job singing burning down the house #but also its like. this isn't bringing anything new to the table for me... very listenable though. burning down the house!!!! #meanwhile in the little preview she's done; miley cyrus is sure putting a spin on psycho killer. but i don't like it #very excited for the full album to drop because i want to hear what kevin abstract does with once in a lifetime #and i love the national but i'm kinda like. can they do anything interesting with Heaven? i hope so! but i'm kinda expecting to be let down #like they'll just cover it straight and it'll be like. yep that sure is the national covering heaven by talking heads #im hoping they'll add something fun with drums... it'd dramatically change the vibe of the song but like. i like the national's drums #at the end of the day i think part of the problem is that talking heads are a tough act to follow

[thedreadvampy]

so me and Sam FINALLY watched the last season of Capaldi's Who

and tell me how, after literally over a decade and for perhaps the first time in his fucking career, Steven Moffat wrote a not just tolerable but really actually good two-parter and fully stuck the landing. like the editing and pacing were still a bit off but the storyline was original, fun, interesting and emotionally invested, and most importantly, rather than ending on a damp fart or the most furious autofellatio in history, the final part didn't fumble it and ended in a way that felt emotionally satisfying and like it made sense for the characters. like the last time he successfully wrapped up a multiparter in a way that didn't feel cheap and hollowly disappointing to me was literally The Empty Child/The Doctor Dances, and a) that was in 2005 and b) tbh The Doctor Dances is about a tenth as compelling and memorable as The Empty Child.

so after 12 years of either hackery or great ideas that fall apart in the second act, Steven Moffat writes what I would genuinely consider to be a memorable Good Doctor Who serial. it ends with bittersweet pathos, a solid closer for all the main characters, and sends Moffat's showrunning career out on a genuine high despite failing ratings and budget cuts (and the fact Doctor Who hasn't been consistently good since about 2009). good job Steve. with grudging respect I admit you pulled it out of the bag on this one.

wait what's this there's one more episode left? and it stars Mark Gatiss? and you literally spend the whole episode inexplicably just shitting all over the legacy of Doctor Who by inventing a version of the First Doctor that bears literally no resemblance to the character that William Hartnell actually played, just so you can spend the whole episode saying misogynistic things to run yourself off to how much more Totally Feminist your version was than the version you made up in your head of what Doctor Who was like in the 60s? and it added literally nothing to the season except to take all the wind out of the sails of the actually good finale you already wrote?

even when he writes a good episode this fucker still finds ways to disappoint me.

#red said #as I remembered it is by a LONG shot the best that Doctor Who has been under Moffat and I do think giving Capaldi more creative control #helped a lot. cause he's a massive nerd and also he approximately knows how to construct a story. #bill is the first female companion Moffat has ever written with an actual fucking personality #(even if being mean that personality is maybe kind of just what you'd get if you put rose Martha and Donna in a blender) #(at least she's not a blank slate with the words SASSY. SEXY. written on it) #matt Lucas is genuinely surprising bc despite hating the man it's kind of impossible to not like Nardole by the end?? #michelle gomez finally gets some room to get her Anthony Ainley on and be the Master PROPERLY #i was hooting and clapping my hands at the John Sim Master's dumb disguise #like the cast is GREAT #(and while he still can't shut the fuck up about her at least Moffat isn't shoving River fucking Song down my throat 24/7) #buuuuuuuut uhhhh the politics are. incoherent and the vibes are rancid in a lot of the episode plots. #they clearly WANT to do Social Commentary but weirdly keep bringing up colonialism and capitalism and then taking the side of the baddies? #how are you doing to do a piece about the British Empire colonising Mars with a posh villain and a whole comparison to the British Raj #then come down on the side of the British state? same with the ninth legion piece? and the zombie spacesuit one is fun #but it wraps up with 'and then they complained to upper management and capitalism ended forever the end' #uhhhhh in the one with the microbot colony again we conclude the Morally Correct Answer is colonialism #don't get me started on the monks plot which is a) literally just ripping off the Year That Never Was but without the emotional impact #but also b) has some really weird and genuinely fucked up ideas about both geopolitics and uhhhh consent???? #so yeah the philosophical core is either incoherent or Fucking Horrendous in almost every episode #it's frequently derivative but tbh that's often to its benefit bc it vibes like trying to figure out what actually makes episodes memorable #and the budget is clearly cut to the bone bc the visual effects look worse than 2005 and the post edits are really weird and janky #like the pacing and ordering is weirdly off and a lot of the shot to shot transitions are awkward or confusing. #plus the sound design in the first few eps is. unhinged. it sounds like offbrand versions of standard stings it's all just Slightly Wrong #but for real i liked it more than I've liked any other season of Moffat Who. it's messy incoherent and often politically INFURIATING #but it has some actual heart and energy. and it feels like doctor who. and i would say moffat is spending like 10% as much time #wanking over his own past triumphs (and Alex Kingston) #and a lot more time like. trying to write something which works. he's not like successful 100% of the time. or even 50%. #but there's a lot more warmth and creativity. mackie capaldi and lucas have actual chemistry as a core cast #and i think it helps that everyone in the core cast is SO PSYCHED TO BE THERE. like it just wasn't a slog like all Moffat's other seasons.

[pandora15]

okay kinda hot take but since that article about cody dropped i'm.....kinda upset?

not because of cody being cut from the script (though a part of me is? but also honestly I'm not vibing with with some of what beattie was saying about his story in general, the more he reveals). to be clear, YES i would've loved it if cody appeared. but the stuff he said about his version of reva and about the jedi and the force....hm, idk. i kinda prefer the story we got, but seeing cody would've been really good.

i guess my thing is this: the show ended just over a week ago, and all of this info is now coming out. people in the fandom (i guess myself included, though i'm trying to check myself on this) are getting upset about what we could have gotten, instead of thinking about what we did get, and how amazing it was!

the timing of this is atrocious, and i'm upset that beattie decided to spill so much about his proposed script/plot/trilogy/whatever literally right after the show ended. and now it's like the fandom is focusing on what could have been, instead of what is.

does this make sense?

#obi wan kenobi #obi wan show #obi wan kenobi spoilers #kenobi spoilers #idk it's just so weird that he's dropping SO MUCH detail about his version of the story and i'm like. bro #the series literally just finished airing you need to CHILL #it seems like he's very salty about how things went down and he wants the show to tank #and he's doing this by bringing up these things that he knows that people would've loved to see #and idk i just. i don't like that #at least that's the vibe i'm getting from all these articles and the timing of it all #if this had happened like a few months later i would've been like ''okay yeah whatever'' #but the timing is just. idk it's weird

[furrama]

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#I think tomorrow will be my cat's last day #She's 15 #And she's been going downhill #I have a vet appointment tomorrow #Last time I went I thought it was the end too but they thought she just needed some pain meds and fluids #It did help a little bit for a little while #But I really do think she's been suffering this whole time and I wish they had listened to me #Now I'm going to bring her in again and try to convince them that I don't want her to die for some convenience which is the vibe I got #She's not eating or drinking on her own she's not keeping much down when we give her some pain meds or water or bone broth #She can't walk far and she can barely meow #She's skin and bones and clearly dying #It's awful and I don't wish this on anyone #Pet keeper or pet

[cloysterbell]

i havent seen the last couple episodes of leverage but i saw your tag saying you dont like what they're doing to parker and im not sure yet how i feel about parker this season, but do you want to talk about what you're thinking?

So Flanderization is a trope where you take a multi-dimensional character and boil them down into one typically exaggerated element, usually for comedic relief purposes. At the end of S5, Parker was the Mastermind. She had undergone such bonkers character development, going from the weird loner who only cared about making a quick steal to becoming the only person to ever succeed in the White Rabbit because she understands. She talked what the hell's his name down from that ledge by talking to him about making a choice and seizing control of his life and not letting his past drag him down. She became someone who Nate, that shitlord bastard of a man (affectionate), was proud of, which is no easy feat.

Fast forward to Redemption where she's this like, ADHD scatterbrained parody of herself who only seems to care about vents and thievery. Yes, we get the occasional moment where old!Parker shines through like in The Date Night Job where she connects with that kid and the whole "we're both the Doctor" moment with Hardison, but those seem pretty few and far between, mostly because she also feels pretty absent this season? I know Beth directed an episode or two but she's barely in half the episodes and when she IS there, she feels almost like... comic relief, which is not what Parker is.

In OG Leverage, they had the running bit where you never see Parker enter or leave a room which the continue in Redemption, but instead of having Parker just sitting on a counter eating cereal or something benign, just always being there without ever showing up, they always seem to have her pop in with this crazed look in her eyes. It's little stuff like that, where it's never casual but instead it's like they have to keep reminding you that she's weird and quirky.

I dunno, look, I'm pretty easy to please when it comes to TV and I'm very good about overlooking things I don't like and focusing on things I do, but I put a lot of eggs into Parker's basket during my watch of the OG series and something about this is rubbing me the wrong way. It just feels..... disrespectful, you know?

#questionbell #anonymous #and look. i don't like to have negativity here because i don't like to dwell on things i don't like #being negative just brings down everyone's vibes and i'm not about that. i just move on and that's that #but more and more watching redemption just feels like a chore #i just want. eliot and parker to be friends again #did the writers all collectively forget about 4x01 'it makes us us'??? #if eliot is going Through It with his dad parker should be the first in line to comfort him in that awkward way that he finds endearing #even redemption s1 gave us that! (not a lot but still OCCASIONALLY) #i dunno man. it's............ mmmm

[narcan-necromancer]

#me #kira #androidautopsy #I'm at thebois show #waiting in the car #while they do their setup stuff #I'm so anxious #i only have 2 valium and im out of my kpin #i wanted to cry earlier when i was in the venue lol #i just wanna be able to do normal shit #i really don't want to embarrass theboi #and act like a fucking freak #I'm scared #I'm anxious #i wanna support him and not bring down the vibe because this means a lot to him #self #selfie #kira falls apart #wish me luck #I'm just in the car looping language by the contortionist #trying not to kms #the fit is impeccable as always #looks #abandonedandroid #armoredandroid #narcan necromancer #narcan-necromancer

[violetclarity]

am now in the ‘post-amazing series’ phase where I want to read something new but my standards are temporarily incredibly high, so I need to read something really good but I have no idea what that will be

#trying to dampen the pain of being done w the scholomance by listening to the audiobooks #which are pretty amazing and I am def going to finish but also I'm going on a trip next week and want something to physically read #this is also challenging bc of course I have so many books I could read #but I'll need to narrow down which ones I want to bring on the trip #without really knowing what I'm in the mood for?? #initially the vibe for the trip was going to be queer romance bc I have several on my TBR list #(and it's slow going on those during the school year bc I can't read them at work) #but now I'm like - actually maybe I want to read a classic? #so I checked out an isabel allende book IN SPANISH and 'how the garcia girls lost their accents' #tl;dr book suggestions welcome but they need to be GOOD #(have ignored all the suggestions my coworkers gave me bc I don't trust their quality standards)

[camptw1nk]

feeling very 🧍‍♂️ may not be around for a bit

#its nothing tumblr related really its more just irl #a mix of being tired and having deadlines and not being able to make myself work #and the. kinda harsh switch in vibe in the house from last nights everyone hanging out having fun #to todays me alone cleaning up after everyone and knowing that the others are content doing their own thing and don't wanna hang w me #which like!! is fine im not expecting to be the center of their world its just. #idk we used to hang out every night watching a movie or some tv and laughing #and ever since i got back from my trip we just. we spend time together maybe once every 3 or 4 weeks and it takes me asking if they wanna #hang out like 3000 times before it ever happens and when it does there's just. theres a disconnect #and I think they just realized during the two months i was away that theyre. maybe a bit happier without me #or at least they find it easier to not hang out #like theyve got jobs now so obviously they dont have time the way they used to but its not just that theres been a Shift #i think they also might. kinda resent me for the trip and having that opportunity #which sucks bc i cant. do anything ab that i had no say in the trip i didnt want to go #and even saying that makes me very. like that feels like such a selfish arrogant thing to say to want to turn down a trip across the world #but everyone who was here during that trip knows that i spent the entire time dissociating and getting yelled at and suicidal so uh #i dont think its selfish to not have wanted to go when i Knew it'd end like that but i think they might think it was #ANYWAY this got depressing and sad i dont mean to bring shit here its just i literally only have 3 friends and 2 of them r these ones #and the other is so emotionally unavailable and doesnt really take mental health seriously so #ooc. #negative cw

[livlepretre]

You know what’s absolutely hilarious to me when I think about the ships in Fairytale Ending? I always think of that saying about how communication is essential in relationships (along with trust), and like, clearly the Mikaelsons have not heard of this saying

Communication and trust are only essential in real life; in fact, I would actually argue that lack of communication and active, seething distrust are sooo much better for fictional relationships.

#look on a tangent the fact that spuffy goes from no communication and seething distrust to like #knowing and trusting the other more than anyone else ever possibly could is part of what makes that ship just consume my soul okay #it has all of the dark vibes but it also gets so intense and intimate #anyway #I don't know that Elena is ever going to trust Klaus after the exile or can ever REALLY bring herself to trust Rebekah #she definitely trusts/trusted tyler #maybe deep down she trusts stefan as well #and the hilarious thing is I think they all think they're GREAT at communicating #it's just that they mostly want to communicate lies #fairytale ending #anonymous

[cherrykamado]

i see that post going around, i see people getting insecure/upset about it, and i just wanna say: write however you want.

what if your style is "naive" and "aesthetically obsessed" or "smug"? as long as it makes YOU, the writer, happy, it's what counts — no matter if, for some, your style might be "unappealing."

you, as the writer, are not entitled to please anyone but yourself.

that post might have been intended as a 'personal preference' or 'expressing my opinion' kinda post but still the message overall seems weird and can be a trigger for insecurity amongst the writing community, who, again, are not intended to adapt to your writing aesthetics. so no: it's not just a matter of 'personal opinion' if it makes others feel bad.

you have a preference? alright, we all do, that's to be respected, but just because someone's style — or popular doesn't appeal to you doesn't mean the writing style is what you claim to be.

tl;dr: like what you like, write the way you wanna, have as many preferences as you want but, overall: respect.

#DIOMIO QUE COSTUMBRE EH se ve q algunes estan aburrides #( BITCH DON'T KILL MY VIBE. ) #tired of those 'good intentioned' advice posts that all they do is bring others down<3 #and its not like anyone wanted to please you anyway!!! we share what we create but keep in mind each of us write for no one but ourselves #so yeah. #now if youll excuse me ill keep on writing fae-like #discourse tw

[gamebunny-advance]

Bah.

This is a Goatlings rant I wrote in response to a thread that's been bugging me lately. After finishing it, I realized that it would accomplish nothing for anybody, but I still want the catharsis of making it public, so I'm posting it here. Please pay it no mind if you don't play that game.

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Okay, this thread has bothered me since it was first posted, but I'm saying something now because it's bothering me even more with the kind of support it's getting.

Everyone on this thread… you do realize that just "banning" this behavior wouldn't stop it from happening? Like, I think most of y'all know that and just want to voice your grievances for the behavior, but you're not offering a real solution to the problem and are just looking to punish people that don't share your playstyle.

I don't like it either, but someone saying that their goat is for "storage" is just giving the courtesy of telling you not to waste your time offering on their listing. If storing goats was "banned," people would just stop adding "storage" to their listing and continue to ignore/reject offers for their goat, which wastes everyone's time.

It's not like you can moderate this kind of behavior to "make" the person trade their goat away if they list them. Sometimes people just don't make offers that the trader wants or thinks is fair. How could you realistically tell the difference between that and people that don't intend to accept any offer for their goat? Goats that are in the Trade Center for over 2 weeks are already hidden from view, so eventually all storage goats get hidden, while people actually trying to trade their goats tend to relist them. So it's annoying in the moment, but storage goats don't clog up the Trade Center any more than goats that just never get traded "clog" it up.

But let's explore possible solutions:

Let's suppose that instead of being "hidden", goats that are listed for more than 2 weeks are returned to the user's profile. This could discourage users to stop storing goats because the process has been made much more annoying, but what is actually being gained for everyone else?

Nothing changes for people making "legit" trades, because ALL goats that are listed for more than 2 weeks are now being returned, so traders still have to remake their listings, which they were likely going to do anyway, and determined users who REALLY don't want their goats on their profile will now keep relisting their storage goat, clogging up the Trade Center again.

Any kind of "fix" for the Traders, like an "easy relist button," would also be available to "Storers", so we just wind up at the same problem: having to separate legit trades from storage trades, except it's worse for literally everyone.

A real solution to this problem is to offer a feature that would appease this behavior, which for the most part is the inability to "hide" goats on your user profile.

Like, people who think this is a way to "show-off," have you considered the reason why storage goats are usually high value or otherwise unique? If it was to "show-off," then these expensive storage goats would keep getting relisted to maximize the number of people looking at them, but you generally don't see that happening. Storage goats tend to be listed once and then disappear into the void forever. But, if the problem is that they can't hide goats on their profile, then this is probably a case of the user not actually resonating with goat's design, but it being too valuable to want to trade at this time. Most people just aren't so generous as to abandon goats they don't like if they know they're worth millions of SS. At the same time, trading for that much money may seem daunting when they're still on the fence about wanting to keep the goat or not.

I know I've been in that position where I have a very valuable goat that just doesn't quite resonate with me: I've owned probably 3 different Candy Bones goats over the years because I keep going back-and-forth on whether I like it enough to keep when I couldn't think of a good treasure theme for it. Instead of wasting millions of SS rebuying something that I already had because I was lacking inspiration, I could have just "stored" the goat until I finally came up with a good treasure + name idea for it.

Sometimes the situation isn't money driven: there are a lot of Basic Grays in "storage" too, usually because they have a name that the user wants to keep, but may not have a "suitable" AD for.

This kind of storing is directly the result of duplicate names being impossible, but that is a whole other conversation. However, I do sympathize with this form of storage even more than the first example:

I have had goats with names I wanted to keep, but traded away because I was running out of slots and I would rather keep goats that I had a good AD + name + treasure combo rather than just one or two of those. Usually when this happens, I will change the goat's name before abandoning/trading them so that in the future if I have enough slots to get it back, it'll still be there. After all, if it was free when I first thought of it, then it'll probably be free later. Nonetheless, there have been occasions where it turns out that someone swiped the name from underneath me because I freed it up. So even though I might have thought of the name first, someone else got it because I was careless enough to "free it up" when I didn't have a good AD for it.

I know, I'm clearly the one at fault in that story: if I really liked the name that much to be sad when someone else grabbed it, then I should have just kept them and accepted that they would be "incomplete" instead of "freeing" them. But, if I had "stored" the goat, then I wouldn't have had that problem, I could have just kept the name until I figured something out for it instead of losing what was arguably rightfully mine. But, I learned that lesson, and right now I do have a couple of goats that are using "placeholder" ADs (BurgerTime and Sumairu) while I hold out hope that an AD that really resonates with me and suits them gets released.

Now, maybe some people would consider this ideal behavior: just "sucking it up" and keeping these goats that I really don't want to show off on my profile instead of "storing" them, but it's frustrating for me too: I don't like having "incomplete" goats on my profile. If I had a place to put these goats without clogging up the Trade Center, then I would. The only reason I don't personally store goats is that despite my defenses so far, I still find goat storing incredibly annoying to deal with. I check the Trade Center daily, so I know how annoying sorting through storage goats can really be, and I don't blame anyone for being upset about it. BUT, I know this is just the result of the site not having an alternative feature.

I told all these anecdotes to help illustrate why some users may participate in this behavior, and why it is rarely to be malicious. Goat storing is the result of the failure/lack of other features. Trying to "ban" users from this behavior is just going to make this all more annoying for everyone. Yes, it sucks having to sort though storage goats, I'm not saying it isn't, but the solution isn't to ban the behavior without an alternative. Instead, the site should be offering new features to curb the behavior, and wouldn't you know, "Goat Daycare" is something that staff is considering. While it could honestly be years before it's actually implemented, the fact that such a feature is being considered at all implies that staff is at least somewhat aware that this is a feature that people want.

TLDR: You're not wrong for thinking this behavior is annoying, but banning the behavior outright isn't the solution.

#goatlings #i stopped posting rants like this on-site because i don't want to come across as looking like i think: #'i'm smarter than everyone here and only my opinions are correct' #but i really do think that people just don't think through the implications of what they're saying or asking for *cough*MM*cough* #i would like the site to be good vibes and it's a little mean to bring down the mood by telling people how poorly thought out their idea is #on a public forum

[deckof-dragons]

Unpopular opinion (I think) but the fan theories that go 'Character has actually been dead the whole time and the story is them in purgatory or whatever' are boring and often poorly thought out. I don't like them and I wish people would stop with them.

#deck speaks #slightly salty deck #I'm vague posting because I'm watching a stream in which they're talking about such a theory #the streamer and chatters are vibing with it and I didn't want to bring them down by being negative #it was bothering me though because I don't like those kinds of theories and needed to get it off my chest somewhere

[rogersstevie]

love trying on a bunch of different things and still not being happy with any of it

#pants are my enemy idk why it's so hard to find something sometimes #i can wear jeans to work but i usually do it with a nice top so if i want a more casual top i'm definitely doing nicer pants or a skirt #but sometimes things just don't vibe and i'm just! it doesn't matter literally not one bit but #i like to like my outfits okay #also though i've gotten several pairs of these comfy pants that still look p nice but i think i need to size down if they bring them back #like that's absolutely where i struggle with loose tops and sweaters i'm like okay but then i need the bottoms to be fitted or i'm not happ #but like i've tried i got some corduroy pants in petite but they were still too long #and i don't mind having some things that are like i roll them up when i wear ankle boots or tuck into tall boots #but if i'm just gonna wear them with flats or s/t i've grown to prefer them to be the right length #and it's just v limiting and v frustrating

[mochipon-vt]

i keep debating if i should make a separate tumblr account for my vtuber stuff so that i can actually interact with others, follow other vtubers and everything. the problem is, i like having stuff all in one place that i can switch around to cos i'm very forgetful and have low object permanence awareness so if my vtuber account is a completely different one, i will most likely forget about it. not to mention i hate shuffling around to log in and out just to use my main or post to my sides.

i really wish we could interact on our side blogs AS our side blog's names. idk why in this the year of 2023 it's not been made available considering all the valid reasons why it should be without having to give up being on our main or start a side blog over on a new account.

#the reason i don't want my main associated with my vtuber side #is bc i keep my likes visible and i like some spicier things #but also i get rather fussy and complainy sometimes when things around the world/net make me upset and i don't want to bring down #the chill vibes i'm trying to manifest for my vtuber space with me being a grouchy old person