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[devilinsheepswool]

Obey Me! MC Character Sheet

Thanks to @kyungi-i for the spred sheet! I've seen others do it and thought why not me?

Name: Alisa Moreno

Nickname: Ally, Lisa, Li-Li, Al, Isa, Moreno

Age: 18

Height: 5'3

Weight: 170

Race: Human

Gender: ♀️

Birthday: April 13

Star Sign: Aries

Hair Color: Brown (pink streaks)

Eye Color: Brown

Skin: Brown/freckled

Demon brother, she is most to least like:

1. Levi

2. Belphie

3. Satan

4. Lucifer

5. Beel

6. Mammon

7. Asmo

Personality: she's pretty cynical and pessimistic, she also seems very aloof but somehow has a way of knowing a little bit of everything that's going on. When she wants to be she can be very observative and dedicated to her work, otherwise, she can come off as lazy, or disinterested just as much as aloof. Her snide personality comes off subtle mostly due to her wallflower and nerdish appearance. And she does have trouble getting to know other people due to her self-consciousness, low self-esteem and social anxiety; all of which she masks under witty remarks, jokes, and sarcasm. She puts up walls and its difficult to get to know her past surface level, despite it all Lisa does have a soft side and softens up around people that have a natural kindness and positivity about them or are straightforward. She has a good sixth sense, which helps her be an extremely good judge of character more often than not she is correct about her intuition regarding others' intentions towards her. Lastly, she has a bad habit of acting out and deliberately going against authority, she doesn't like feeling controlled and being told what to do. She'll usually follow the rules because she can't be bothered with the effort to break them but if she feels like someone's trying to control her or that she's being patronized then she will deliberately go out of her way to break the rules.

Background: Before coming down to Devildom, Lisa, despite only being 18 had already finished all her schooling, including higher education. Back on earth, she was recognized as a child prodigy in her research on historical documents and records, despite her early achievements at such an early age, the pressure of being placed on such a high pedestal career-wise eventually got to her and she fizzled out. Growing up an orphan without a past or family, the academy she worked for and her work was all she had, after she cracked due to the pressure she ran away hoping to live out the youth she felt she had never experienced in childhood. At age 16 she was a runaway and going under a different name. She lived on the streets and squatted in abandoned buildings for a few months before she met some people that offered to help her. During this time she developed an interest in music seeing as the people who helped her were a musical band full of teens just like her.

In order to stay with them, she lied to them about the truth of who she was and why she ran away. She stayed with one of the band members she had become close to during her initial days of having met them. While she stayed with them she learned how to play several instruments and eventually sing as well. She went on to perform with them but after two years of playing with them musical difference surged and a fight broke out, after which Alisa decided to run away again. It was during her second night of squatting in an abandoned house that she woke up in Devildom.

Hobbies: Music; Singing, Electric Guitar, Violin.

Likes: Sweets, Reading, Music, Animals, Writing, Video Games and drawing.

Dislikes: Liars, being lied to, math, meddling (Ironically), cruelty, injustice/unfairness and short tempers. Words that sound one way but are spelled another, or that sound like they mean one thing and then mean something else.

Appearance:

She's fairly average height. She's on the plump side, with a rounded face that makes her look baby-faced. She has freckles but due to her brown skin they're difficult to notice. Her eyes are rounded and large despite the dark circles brought on by years of bad sleeping. Her hair is short in a bob cut and wavy/curly, usually, she has a singular braid running down her left side. She wears glasses to see and prefers to wear loose-fitting clothing except for at performances. She tends to dress on the nerdy side.

Casual Clothing -

• Top: Sky Blue sweater rather loose fitting sweater over a white button up blouse.

• Bottom: plaid moss green skirt. Over the knee length, style is somewhat pencil skirt. Black tights under skirt.

• Shoes: Brown Boots.

• Accessories: star-shaped hair clip, silver necklace with a star pendant, a bunch of woven, or leather, or beaded bracelets. 

• Glasses: Yes. Black plain.

Uniform:

Alterations?

Not many, she wears the uniform properly a skirt version with the same black tights underneath the skirt. And a light blue tie on her uniforms blouse.

• Mother: N/A

• Father: N/A

• Siblings: N/A

• Pets: A black cat she adopted during the first time she ran away, she found her in one of the abandoned buildings fed her and the cat kept following her after that. Her name is Pandora.

• Friends: Prior to joining the band Alisa had none, after joining the band she made 2, Lydia and Florence. The lead singer and drummer of the band, respectively. She stayed with Florence and her grandmother during her time in the band.

• Past Relationships:

She had a mentor/advisor who eventually became a colleague when she finally started working with the academy. She was very close to her and was her only actual relationship. Her relationship with Dr. Aver was the closest she's ever had to a familial relationship. In the early stages of their relationship Aver became endeared with a rather small and young Alisa and tried to offer her the closest thing to a family she could through her and her husband. While they had a solid well-going relationship, they hit an obstacle when Aver was offered a position teaching at a highly prestigious institution abroad. Aver tried to keep connected long distance but it all came to an end when Alisa ran away.

Alisa dated three times during her time in the band the first relationship was bad from the start and ended badly, the second and third one ended with Alisa self-sabotaging herself due to the first bad experience. All occurred relatively back to back during the first year and half of her being in the band.

The first one though was the longest one, which lasted for 9 months. The last two were relatively short-lasting about a month to two each.

Sexuality: Unsure, possibly Pan.

Have they been in love before?

Because of her first toxic relationship and overall young age, at the time Alisa is hesitant to say that she ever was truly in love in any of her past relationships. But she was the most heartbroken with the ending of her 3rd relationship. Prior to her third relationship, the other two were mainly out of curiosity for exploring with dating than actual love.

How easily do they gain crushes?

Not easy, she wasn't aware of her feelings towards her third (future) partner until she was in her second relationship, her feelings for her 3rd future partner had started amidst her 1st relationship when it started going downhill.

Do they believe in love?

She doesn't really have an opinion on it, she's rather cynical and with her negative past experiences you would think she doesn't believe in it anymore if she ever had, but honestly, it's not something she's thought about that much. She's just experiencing life as she goes, maybe someday...

What's their type:

Alisa is the type of person to look for what she's missing in her life in someone else; she's typically drawn to kind, warm-hearted people, more likely than not optimists with positive personalities. You get the sense that she's into the "angelic" type (thus her third ex/first love) with a strong moral compass always set on doing right. Of course, this being her type doesn’t mean it’s what suits her the best. Mixed with her low self-esteem, a relationship with her ideal type may turn out to be hazardous as she might end up over-idealizing the person or self-sabotaging once again due to low self-worth as well.  

Which of the 7 brothers is her favorite?

That's a tough one she likes both Mammon and Levi but couldn't pick a favorite between both. Although Beel is also a strong contender for her favorite.

Why?

Mammon, despite not being honest about what he truly thinks about her is easy to read and has always been there for her when she's truly needed him, he's stepped in to save her multiple times and she knows he clearly worries about her. She's grateful to him despite his antics, and is able to look past the big cool guy/bad boy facade he puts on and appreciate him for being there when she really needs him.

Levi, she actually sees a lot of herself in him. Especially, a lot of her from prior to her first run away. She relates to his hermit-like personality because prior to running away she was like that as well. She can also sympathize and empathize with his obvious insecurities and wants to more than anything be there to reassure him and help become more secure of himself. Despite not being a total weeb like Levi, during her time in the band she did develop some interest in anime and manga, just not as passionate as Levi's.

What do they look for in a partner?

Ideally, she likes kind-hearted, empathetic people but speaking practically she'd prefer an honest straightforward person easy to read that doesn't try to play mind games or control her. Someone patient and that can reassure her when she doubts herself, and most importantly someone that will call her out when she needs to be. She doesn't want someone that will coddle, pamper, or try to spoil her like a little doll and let her get away with things that are prick-ish. She's good at keeping herself in check but she'd like the reassurance that someone will call her out if she slips up without noticing.

General -

Fav. Food: Tamales, but she also loves Cheeseburgers and Milkshakes.

Least Favorite: Meatloaf, Eggnog, Rasin Muffins, Salmon.

Favorite color: blue & green

Least Favorite: White or Neons

Sociable or Recluse? Both, she can be something of an ambivert but prefers to be more reserved due to her majority introvertness.

Favorite Movie Genre: Droll Comedy, or Action Political Thrillers/govt. conspiracy, K-drama's

Reader or not? Very much a reader, liked it and eventually it was what her job required of her in order to conduct her research.

Favorite Animals: She likes cats and dogs, but she also has an ample love for animals of all kinds but especially the ones that can be found in the woods; Owls, Raccoons, Wolves, Crows. Her favorite however has to be the Fox.

Favorite Music Genre: Rock, though she's big on ceremonials and sea shanties as well, and loves testing her vocal range with gregorian chants and Hymns.

Least Favorite: Country

Do they like sweets?

BIG YES.

Do they like spicy food?

👌👌👌👌

Do they like school?

Not so much like but she was good at it, and a majority of her life was dedicated and depended on it, overall she doesn't have bad memories about school perse, so I guess you could say that she does.

Pet Peeves:

Loud food chewing, bad breath, meddling in her business, being patronized, people pointing out her baby face, people trying to manipulate, use or lie to her.

#obey me! #obey me #did what I could on picrew

[darkdevasofdestruction]

Chapter 5: Fear and Loathing in Hawkins

(( Before I begin, I want to say that I found nowhere Billy’s canon birthday, so I’m just using my best friend’s as a reference.

“You did it, babe! You did it! Congrats!” I jumped up and down, hugging Billy as he got 87% for his 5th test and his grades kept getting better and better. “At this rate you’re gonna get an A, not just a B!” I grinned widely, taking his test and putting it in my archives portfolio. “Say, are you tryina steal my scholarship, love~?” I teased with a poor excuse of a smirk. “I did it thanks to your help, Kitten. And thanks to you, we got an A+ at the project, so there’s only the exams to take and we’re settled for life.” he chuckled, leaning in to steal a kiss. “Do you…Do you wanna go back to Cali? It is one of the states we can study in with our scholarship, and the Uni is super close to the beach.” I jumped on the desk, dangling my feet back and forth, imagining how it’d be. “If that gives me an excuse to see you in a bathing suit, then sure thing.” he laughed, sitting down on the chair in front of me and putting his head on my thighs. “So soft…” he muttered, closing his eyes. “I’ve never been to the beach before. Could you teach me how to swim?” I asked, my eyes gleaming with stars imagining the cool water and the hot sand. “Anything for you, babe. It’ll be fun, I assure ya.” he smiled, most likely imagining as well. “Well, there’s only like half a year until we go there. It’s already April 1st and the exams are in June…Have you thought about what you wanted to study?” I asked, playing with his hair soothingly. “Mhh…I was thinking of Engineering…I’m no genius like you, babe, but I ain’t stupid. I think I could handle that.” he muttered, almost as if he didn’t want to think about the future. “That sounds lovely! Engineers are very well paid and nicely seen in society! We’ll be so cool together!” I clapped a bit in excitement, earning a chuckle. “You’re so adorable when you’re happy.” he smiled slight, looking up at me.

Things were looking promising for us and everything seemed like a real life Nirvana…But as usual, the good stuff doesn’t last too long and there’s always something that completely ruins everything and reminds you that life is cruel and maybe you shouldn’t trust anyone…Maybe not even yourself.

—

When I went to put some books in the locker, I notice something shiny, which proved to be Billy’s ‘K’ necklace that I gifted him at Christmas, only, the latch was broken. I wonder how did it get here…? I thought nobody else knew my locker combination. I put in the necklace in my pocket and closed it, making a mental note to change it soon before anything weird happens again and I walk to my next class. On the way there, I see Billy on the bench with two girls on either side of him, shamelessly flirting and he seemed to be enjoying it. Huh…

“Hey…Billy…” I go in front of him, ignoring the glares from the girls. “How are you?” “Pretty damn good, to be fair.” he smirked up at me. “Why you askin’?” “Uhm…I found this in my locker. Thought you might want it back…But the latch is broken.” I explained, showing him the necklace, and yet, he was barely paying any attention. “Oh, yeah, I took it off for Basketball practice today and then forgot where I put it. Can ya repair it for me?” he asked, leaning back on the seat. “Yeah…Sure. See you later.” I muttered, walking away to the class, holding the necklace tightly in my fist, a very dark feeling overflooding my heart.

Just…What the hell is going on…?

This kept repeating more and more with each day, sometimes outright ignoring me, or giving me empty answers, going to stay with his 'friends’ and so on…And I kept asking myself what did I do wrong. I kept trying to call him every night, but he either ignored it, or picked up the phone and then closing the call the next second. And trying to talk to him at highschool seemed to be close to impossible nowadays… But at least Nancy, Jonathan and Steve were okay with me staying with them, and they made me feel slightly better. After all, it was nice to have friends…I guess.

I kept myself busy with studying and I didn’t even realise that I didn’t speak to the kids in quite a long time. It’s just…Everything was making me get in such a Vertigo state that I forgot that I was alive.

It all just felt like a never-ending nightmare from which I found no escape… Until April 12th. Billy’s birthday.

It was a fine Friday and I was going to put his gift in his locker, then give him the necklace I managed to repair. I was looking down, walking down the corridor, holding the neatly wrapped package in one hand, while in the other I gripped the necklace really hard, until I saw a sight that made me wish I wouldn’t have woken up that day.

Billy and Tina were making out like there was no tomorrow, her pressed on his locker.

My face was shocked, but my heart felt stabbed and betrayed more than Caesar with Brutus. I let out a breath of amusement and disbelief, making him realise someone was there, and upon seeing me, he pushed Tina off him and tried walking towards me. I just shook my head in disgust, throwing the package in the nearest trash room and letting the necklace fall to the ground, not realising that I kept gripping it so hard that the sharp edges broke skin and let a few droplets of blood escape.

“Don’t even dare get closer to me. I don’t want to ever see you again. You’re nothing more than a liar, and fuck, your asshole of a father was right about you. Hell, maybe everyone was right about you. You’re just a fucking jerk and a whore with no morals or cares in this world. I regret the day I got to talk to you. I was so wrong to trust someone again…” I gritted my teeth before rushing out of the building, wanting to drive back home already. “Wait! Kitten, wait up! I can explain! It’s not as it looks like!” he tried to yell after me, but I turned around with such a poisonous glare, despite tears already escaping my eyes, that it made him rooted to the spot. “Explain WHAT, Hargrove?! That you cheated on me when you promised you’d never leave me? That you betrayed me, when you promised never to hurt me?! Really? What about 'Respect and Responsibility’? What about 'I’m a man of my words’? Are all of those lies too? Tsk…You’re just a spoiled brat, that’s it! Never speak to me again! And don’t call me Kitten! My name is Katrina Black, a name you will never get to speak again in your life!” I sneered at him, about to leave, but then I remembered the accessory around my neck, which made my roll my eyes in annoyance and go in front of him. “Oh, and one more thing…Give this to your next hook up, so they’ll feel good that you claimed them.” I growled, ripping off the necklace from my neck and hitting his chest with it. “Wait, don’t do that, you’ll get hurt!” he tried to say before seeing me rip the necklace, but it was too late. “Not more than what you did to me.” I said in a low voice before getting on my motorbike and stopping by the nearest market on my way home.“Happy Birthday, fuckass!”

As soon as I got home, I changed in only my AC/DC Tshirt and went to sit on the bathroom floor with the cassette next to me, putting music at max volume and staring at the many bottles of vodka and cigarette packs surrounding me. Well…Here goes nothing…

5 hours later, my head was spinning like crazy, the bathroom was smokier than London’s great smog and I kept screaming the lyrics to the songs that kept playing on repeat, not even realising that anymore, nor that tears kept wetting my face. I was a mess because honestly, I really couldn’t take this betrayal. I hate liars so much…

After I finished the 2nd Vodka bottle, I got up somehow and wanted to get a 3rd, but the phone ringing in my room made me groan in annoyance as I gripped the walls and fell on the bed, picking up the phone.

“Ye…? Who dere?” I slurred out, not even sure what I was saying was coherent or not. “Hey, Kat? Are you alright? I heard what happened today with that jerk and…Well, he went livid. He kept beating up anyone who dared to say anything about you…It was quite the sight.” Nancy’s sweet and worried voice called out, making me sigh. “Ye, ’m fine, j'st super drunk. Fuck tha’ asshole. He ain’t worth shit. F'kin cheat'r.” I managed to blurt out, making Nancy sigh as well. “Do you want me to come over and take care of you? Or I can call Jonathan or Steve if you feel more comfortable with them? I know you and Max were very close, but at this hour, I doubt she’d be able to come over…” she tried to suggest, but I only shook my head, forgetting that she can’t see it. “’S fine, Nance, thanks a lot fo’ worryin’ 'bout me. Appreciate it. I’ll be fine, ’m jus’ super pissed off. T’ll go 'way soon.” I declared, clearing my throat. “Okay, Kat…I hope you know what you’re doing. Please take care of yourself…Sweet dreams.” she told me before she hung up, making me groan as I put back the phone and went to get the vodka bottle and sit back in the bathroom. “Mhh…Wonder how long till I pass out…” I muttered, forcing myself to open the 3rd bottle.

—

It was now Monday, and please, nobody ever leave me next to alcohol and cigarettes 'cause I swear to God I’m gonna go crazy. I puked so much that I thought my guts were out and my lungs exploded from the smoke. And the fact that I’m still exhausted like hell was understandable.

Everything went as it usually did, classes and then lunch, where for some reason or another, Billy decided to sit down next to me, making me groan and leave without a word. Of course he followed me to the courtyard, where he just had to stop me and spin me around to look at him.

“First of all, what the hell do you want?! Secondly, who gave you the right to TOUCH me?” I yanked my wrist from his hand and glared at him. “Can we please talk?” he tried to say, but I only tsked in annoyance and looked away. “Why would we? We have nothing to talk about. You fucked up, it’s all on you. I’m leaving.” I shrugged, ready to leave, but he stopped me again. “I…I’m sorry. I fucked up, you’re right. I hurt you, I broke my promises and I did exactly what I promised I wouldn’t do. You didn’t deserve any of that.” he confessed, looking at me. “Funny you should say that…Considering that you’re almost quoting what I said a few days ago…When you were too busy fucking Tina.” I scoffed, giving him a sarcastic smile. “Yes, I know, I fucked up, and I can’t ever ask you to forgive me. I deserved the phone call from two days ago where you cursed me into oblivion-” he started, making my eyes go wide in shock. “I did WHAT?!” I asked in horror, making him look confused at me. “You…Don’t remember that? It lasted for about an hour. You were crying, cursing and insulting me. It really broke my heart…” he muttered, looking away, but my face of horror was still there. “Fuck, I must have been really drunk to remember talking to Nancy, but not calling you to randomly curse you…Great.” I slapped my face in annoyance. “You hate alcohol.” he stated, but I only shrugged. “I hate cigarettes too, but that didn’t stop me from going full auto-destruct mode for 3 days before getting back to normal when I didn’t care about anyone. Bye, Hargrove, I have nothing more to say to you.” I turned to leave, but for the millionth time, I got stopped. “On the phone…You said…You said that you loved me. Did you, really…?” he barely breathed, making me stop dead in my tracks. “What, you thought I’d stay with you out of pity or something? 'Cause I felt lonely by myself? OF COURSE I DID, DUMBASS! Use that stupid brain of yours once in a while and maybe you’ll answer your own questions!” I threw my hands in the air in exasperation. “You…You also said you wanted to beat the hell out of me…So, you deserve to let your anger out on me. Do what will make you feel better.” he said in resignation, looking at the ground with a pitiful look. “I deserve everything and I will take anything. I hurt you…And I really suck.” he said in such a godamn pitiful voice that in made anger boil in me like never before. “What the FUCK do you want?! Do you want my pity? Do you want me to forgive you? THAT’S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN! You just want to fuck, that’s all you want! I was always just another girl on your stupid list, just another name and another challenge! I HATE YOU!” I turned to slap him, but…But just as my hand was about to collide with his face, I stopped and I started shaking and crying. “Fuck’s sake…I can’t do it…” I muttered with a sigh as I gritted my teeth in annoyance. “You can’t hurt me even now, after how much I hurt you…You still love me, and all I did was throw away your love like a spoiled brat…The truth is, I…I realised my feelings for you…I realised how much I care about you, and it was all so foreign and intense that…I got scared. And I tried to make those feelings go away by doing the same things that have been shielding me for all these years.” he explained, holding my hand as he made me touch his face, leaning into my touch. “Shut up…J-Just…Shut up! I don’t want to hear any more excuses! We’re done for, anyway! Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t possible trust you again. You…You just…You can’t even imagine the damage that you’ve done to me.” I shook my head, feeling my heart in pain like never before, making me take back my hand and jog away, having spotted Nancy and Jonathan going in the highschool to their next class. I needed a distraction, and studying/doodling always helped. “Hey, Kat, how are you holding up?” Nancy asked worriedly, hugging me. “I’m fine, all cool. Ready for Physics, I guess.” I shrugged, trying to play it cool. “Oh, I remembered. Next weekend there’s gonna be some charity party or something at our highschool and all students are asked to sign up and participate with anything interesting they’ve got. Mostly singing, as far as I know, but it works. Wanna go? I have to go there to take pictures for the event, so I can get you girls really good seats.” Jonathan suggested, making me and Nance look at each other and smiling simultaneously, and clearly agreeing. “Sure, that should be fun, right? I’m looking forward to it.” I smiled at them, feeling quite better, as if I finally belonged somewhere. “Hey, guys, hold up!” a familiar voice called out, making us 3 turn around and spot Steve. “Hey, so, uh…This weekend our basketball team has the 2nd last match and I wanted to ask if you’d come cheer on us. It will help a lot if I were to see some familiar faces…” he chuckled awkwardly. “I don’t know, Steve…With that git, Hargrove there, Kat might feel bad…” Nancy mumbled, looking at me, but I only grinned at them. “Nahh, who cares about him? My friend needs support? Then, Harrington, I will be there to support you. Just…Don’t steal my book again, please.” I winked at him, making the both of us laugh. “Thanks a lot, Kat, I really appreciate it. Jonathan, Nancy? Are you coming?” he asked as he put his arm around my shoulder. “Yeah, sure, man, why not.” Jonathan shrugged and we all agreed and made plans for these two following weekends.

Should be fun, huh?

—–

“Okay, Steve, so like, how do you want me to cheer? 'KING STEVE!’ or 'GO! GO! HARRINGTON!' ? ” I laughed as I rubbed his shoulders, the anxiety radiating off him. “That’s bloody awful, Kat, what the hell.” he grinned in disbelief, making me laugh at his reaction. “Okay, okay, I’ll just read my book until I see everyone screaming and I will do the same, how does that sound?” I tried to hype him up for the match the best I could. “Just…Just act natural and do what you want, okay?” he rolled his eyes and shook his arms a bit. “I have faith in you, Steve. GO FUCK THEM UP!” we high fived and I jogged on the bleachers, almost missing Billy’s lingering eyes on me and my friendly actions with Steve…Almost, being the key point. “Think they’ll win?” Jonathan asked, making me shrug. “I honestly have no idea what this game is about, but for everyone’s good, I hope they do.” I declared, paying attention to the game as soon as the first whistle blew.

It was a bit difficult properly paying attention and following the game since I honestly had no idea what was going on, but what I noticed was that Billy wasn’t really the same, while Steve was energetic like never before and managed to easily score like 4 times.

The points were tied and our team scored very rarely, which made me mess around a bit with the game, making sure Steve scored every time he threw the ball in the basket, or that the enemy team would randomly trip.

Hey, we won, what a surprise! Time to celebrate!

“KING STEVE! KING STEVE SCORED A GAZILLION TIMES! GO, KING STEVE!” I laughed as I jump-hugged him as a congratulations, but he only shook his head, grinning. “Thanks, Kat. Thanks a lot for the help.” he smirked, looking at me with a mischievous look in his eyes. “What ever could you mean by that, Harrington?” I chuckled, looking away. “I’ve been around you, El and a bunch of monsters enough to know when the ball moves anti-Physics law.” he laughed, ruffling my hair. “Jerk, not my hair! And come on, you played really well! What I did was just a bonus!” I tried to fix my hair a bit. “Hey, seeing the enemy team fall like idiots made my confidence boost like never before. I’d have laughed like an idiot if we weren’t mid-game. Come on, I’ll treat you to ice cream.” he proposed. “Oh, I won’t refuse free ice-cream! Go take a shower and I’ll take Jonathan and Nancy to the car, okay?” I asked, earning a nod. “Nancy! Steve is getting us free ice-cream! Let’s go!” I waved the two over, completely ignoring Billy coming over and looking crestfallen. “Did you just call him King Steve?” Billy’s soft voice asked from behind, making me turn at him with a bored look. “Yeah, I did, 'cause he won the game.” I shrugged, waiting for Nancy and Jonathan to come over. “Do you like him?” he asked again, his voice barely audible, somehow heartbroken. “No, we’re just friends…Not that it should concern you in any way. You see…He’s not a fuckass like you…Well, not anymore, that is. Bye now, free ice cream is waiting me and my friends.” I smiled fakely at him before hooking my arm to Nancy’s and going towards Steve’s car, where I got so much ice cream that I thought my brain would freeze, making the other 3 laugh at me.

We had such a nice time together, celebrating Hawkins’ victory and not having any worry in our heads… Except, maybe, the fact that Billy’s broken voice kept echoing in my head, making my heart cry…Stupidly weak heart…

It’s been already about 3 weeks without letting Billy talk to me more than necessary and I hate to admit to myself that it just keeps hurting more and more seeing him going down the way of self-destruction like never before. But tonight I was supposed to have fun with my 3 friends, right? Watch random students pretend they have talent and everyone to make fun of them 'cause they can’t sing, dance, or do anything really.

One guy completely butchered one of Michael Jackson’s dances, a girl hit all the wrong keys while playing a Beethoven piece another guy sounded strangled while attempting to sing “Stayin’ Alive” by Bee Gees… Okay, I mean, some of them were actually pretty good, I won’t deny, but I and Steve loved to make fun of the fails…It was just TOO hilarious!

It was all nice and giggles, until a very familiar instrumental started playing in the background, making me gasp in shock. “No…Way…” I barely managed to breathe out before snapping my head in the direction of the stage…

And there he was.

Billy Hargrove stood on the stage, holding the microphone with both hands, looking down, before up to scan the audience, before somehow managing to spot me, and we connected, neither of us daring to break the eye contact.

And he began to sing, in a soft voice like never before, earning hundreds of cheers and screams of excitement and adoration.

But I knew better than anyone else what this meant.

He wasn’t here for charity, or to impress anyone with his singing skills…

He was here to apologise.

He was here to try to reach my heart just like he used to before, and try to win me over again.

Time, it needs time to win back your love again I will be there, I will be there

His voice was sweet and warm yet sorrowful, like that of an angel, and I could feel dry sobs threatening to escape. “Kat, are you okay? What happened?” Steve asked, concerned at my sudden change of behaviour, but I wasn’t sure I could trust my voice much. “He…He’s…Apologising…And saying that he loves me…” I managed to choke out before covering my mouth, trying to control myself.

Love, only love can bring back your love someday I will be there, I will be there

He didn’t break eye contact even for a split of second, and I didn’t even realise tears were already going down my face until Nancy pulled me into her arms and offered me her napkin.

Fight, babe, I’ll fight to win back your love again I will be there, I will be there

“Go closer, it’s going to be okay. It will be okay, Kat.” Nancy reassured me, patting my head, but I was a bit scared that my legs would fail me from the intense emotions bursting in my heart.

Love, only love can bring down the wall someday I will be there, I will be there

Clutching my heart, I took a sharp breath and stood, holding the banister with dear life, afraid that I might collapse, as he started smiling, seeing me approach.

If we go again all the way from the start I would try to change the things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong that I can’t get through Is there really no chance to start once again?

I’m loving you

I quickly managed to climb down the stairs and started walking towards the stage, and as soon as those last words were so lovingly dragged out, I started crying, hugging myself as my heart was completely weak for him and him alone, and he extended his arm out toward me slightly, proving once again that he was trying to reach out me and my heart.

Try, baby, try to trust in my love again I will be there, I will be there

I started smiling and looking at him with such adoration on my face that it seemed to give him some sort of confidence as well to keep on going.

Love, our love just shouldn’t be thrown away I will be there, I will be there

I couldn’t contain myself and I started mouthing the lyrics to the song along with him, which made him put his hand to where his heart would be, in a way to match my action.

If we’d go again, all the way from the start I would try to change the things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong that I can’t get through Is there really no chance to start once again?

I nodded at him with a soft grin on my face, telling him that yes, I forgive him, and that I could feel he was being genuine with each word he’d sing and each emotion he’d express so openly.

If we’d go again, all the way from the start I would try to change the things that killed our love Yes, I’ve hurt your pride, and I know what you’ve been through You should give me a chance, this can’t be the end

By this time, I wasn’t sure if I just wanted him to stop singing so I’d be able to hold him close to me, or if I wanted him to keep singing because oh god, it did so many things to my heart that I couldn’t believe it was me who felt all these things.

I’m still loving you I’m still loving you I’m still loving you I need your love I’m still loving you

Still loving you, baby

He kept singing, so much force and emotion in his voice, that I started wiping the tears from my eyes as I kept repeating the same lyrics with him, confessing our undying love for each other over and over again.

Still loving you I need your love Still loving you I need your love, oh Still loving you I need your love, oh I need your love I need your love…

The song ended soon, making everyone stand up and cheer wildly, but he only had one thing in mind- He did a fast bow before walking down the stage and throwing his arms around me and holding me close to his chest, as tight as he could without leaving me breathless.

“I love you so much, Kat. I’m so sorry for letting trauma get the best of me. I was weak, I was a shithead and I hurt you. I was scared. I didn’t even realise that I turned back to my back habits until I saw you again…When I got the courage to actually look AT you, not THROUGH you. I don’t know what I was so scared about…What I still am so scared about…Maybe I am afraid that I will turn into my father and I will drive you away, like it made my mum leave me…I’ve been so afraid of fucking up…That I did without realising…I’m sorry, Kat, I really am. And I love you with all my heart.” he confessed, letting only one stray tear fall down his cheek, his eyes red from trying not to let his emotions get the best of him in front of the whole highschool. “I love you, Billy. I forgive you…And…Call me Kitten. I’m not leaving you.” I smiled softly, wiping away that tear before kissing him gently, before pulling away, earning a happy, almost choked out laugh from him. “I really don’t deserve someone like you…” he shook his head, but I paid that no mind, and instead, I trailed my fingers down his face, down his neck and to his chest, touching the 'K’ necklace that shined so beautifully. “I thought you’d throw it away.” I managed to say barely above a whisper. “No…Truth it, I started hyperventilating that day in the locker room, alone, thinking about everything going on, and I was suffocating. I tried to take it off carefully…But that didn’t work very well. I’m sorry I lied…I was embarrassed to tell you the truth.” he admitted, biting his lip. “It’s okay…I forgive you. I wasn’t expecting you to do what you did today…I…I never realised I could feel so many things at once…I thought I was gonna faint or something…It’s…It’s so weird…But I wouldn’t have it any other way. I appreciate the effort and sentiment you put in everything…Even if it took you quite a long while.” I let out an amused breath, making him take out something from his pocket…The 'B’ necklace. “Do you…Do you want it back…? I fixed the latch.” he asked softly, putting it on as soon as I put my hair on the side. “It’s funny, don’t you think? We keep breaking things, but we repair them for each other. We’re a bunch of idiots.” I laughed, making him put his forehead to mind. “Maybe from now on we’ll only fix each other and nothing bad will happen. I know I promised before, but this time, I am a new man and I am not afraid to brave any storm, if I have you by my side. Will you have me back…Kitten?” he smiled at me, making me roll my eyes. “I just said I will, silly! It will be as if none of these bad things happened. And we will be happy. We…We ARE happy.” I grinned, but he shook his head. “No…I hurt you, you shouldn’t forget that. It was my fault. Instead, I will make sure none of that ever happens again and I will focus solely on your happiness…Because Kat, if you are happy, I am happy, and that’s all I need from life. I love you.” he confessed once again, making me bury my face into his chest and hug him tightly. “Billy…Y-You’re doing that thing wh-where you’re stirring t-too many emotions i-in my heart a-and I can’t take it. C-Can you, like, s-slow down? I-I-I’m feeling faint.” I stutter out, hiding my face in his shirt, making him chuckle in amusement and kiss my head. “Oh, baby, you have no idea what YOU do to me every time you’re being so cute and adorable…And only I can make you so flustered. It’s doing lots of things to me and you’ve no idea.” he smirked lightly, but before he could say another thing, he started groaning in annoyance. “Who the fuck thought singing this stupid song was a good idea? Fuck The Police and this song.” he grumbled, making me laugh at his reaction. “Hey, Billy…I’m SO not kissing you on this song!” I grinned in amusement, barely managing to stifle my giggles, both of us having the throwback from the Snow Ball where everyone kept kissing on The Police’s “Every Breath You Take.” “Got me there, babe. And as if the song wasn’t stupid enough, his voice makes it even worse…” he pouted, resting his chin on the top of my head. “I had no idea that was possible…Until now.” I declared, holding him close to me and swinging back and forth to the soft and somehow broken rhythm of the music.

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“Billy! Hey, Billy! I’ve got news!” I ran to him, panting, out of breath since I had 0 physical endurance. “Huh? What happened?” he straightened out on the bench, not paying any attention to his stupid buddies anymore. “The exam results JUST appeared! And…Well, hope you don’t mind, but I peeked a tiiiiiny bit at yours before I even looked at mine and…Haha, don’t be mad!” I grinned sheepishly, making him roll his eyes and let out an amused breath. “Okay, Lady Scholarship, I’m sure you got all the good grades and snatched away the Studies Scholarship, right? How much did you get at Biology? 100%? ” he asked with a knowing smirk, making me blush at the confidence he had in me and look down, nodding, the grin on my face never faltering for a second. “That’s my Kitten! See, I told ya! You really need to trust yourself more, you’re a smart babe!” he got up to hug me tightly and kiss me on the lips with much passion. “Okay, okay, enough of this! Now, sit down and let me tell you about your results, okay?” I made him sit down again, trying to look as passive as possible. “Fine, babe, shoot.” he kept bouncing his leg up and down, trying to relax himself, but to no avail. “So, uhm…You got all the good grades…But uhm…At Biology, you didn’t get a B…” I trailed off, making his face fall into complete horror, before realising the smirk on my face that I couldn’t stop. “You got an A, babe. You got 97%! The Scholarship is yours!” This made him and everyone around his jump on their feet and roar in happiness, clapping and cheering for 'King Billy’, he bent down to my level and kissed me with so much passion that I thought my face would be worse than a tomato and that my heart would leap out of my heart from embarrassment, shock and all other emotions at a time. “WE’RE GOING TO CALI, BABY! WHOOOOO!!” he screamed as loud as he could to the sky, feeling like nothing else could go better for him in life. “Yessss! It’s gonna be so cool!! We did it, Billy! We really did it!!” I cheered with him, making him pick me up and wrapping my legs around his waist. “We’re gonna move in together, and it’s gonna be just us and nobody else to pressure or fuck with us. I’m so not letting you go, babe. The things you do to me, Kitten, you’ll never understand.” he smirked as he whispered that against my lips before shamelessly making out with me in front of everyone which made me blush like I was gonna die in the next second, but, well…They’re not gonna see us ever again so…So I just put my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me and smiling into the kissing. “You’re gonna be the death of me some day, honey.” I said in between kisses, softly and playfully biting his bottom lip, making him smirk widely. “Oh, Kitten, you naughty girl, you’re doing things to me and you are fully aware of that. You’re so lucky I love you.” he confessed before capturing my lips again, with just as much fire as before. “Oh, yeah, I really am lucky~.” I giggled softly, trying to tune out any new person passing by.

—-

“So, uhm…First of all, I wanted to thank all my teachers for being incredible moral, emotional and intellectual supports for me all these years of highschool…I want to thank my friends, Nancy, Jonathan and Steve, for being there for me when I needed them the most…I want to thank a bunch of 13 year olds for accepting me as their Party Nerd Leader…I want to thank my boyfriend, Billy Hargrove, who loves me so much and whom I love endlessly…” I trailed off a bit, looking at Billy, who already did his diploma acceptance speech, as a Scholarship winner, and I smirked widely. “And also, I want to thank all of you for being a bunch of dumbasses and for letting me steal your Scholarship and Loverboy so easily from right in front of you! You suck, guys! Toodles! See you in Cali!” I laughed, taking the diploma from the hands of Mrs. Green and I ran off the stage, jump-hugging Billy and kissing him deeply. “Now, babe, THAT is what I call a real badass speech. I’m so proud of you for showing them who’s the real Queen here.”  he smiled proudly at me, kissing my forehead. “WE’RE GOING TO CALI, BABY!” I couldn’t stop radiating with glee, just like a sunshine, and before ending the Graduation ceremony, we all threw our caps into the air and cheered that highschool is finally over.

And the best thing?

Well…

HARRINGTON IS TREATING US TO ICE-CREAM AGAIN!

Success~!

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8

#stranger things #stranger things imagine #billy hargrove x oc #billy hargove x reader #billy hargove imagine #billy hargrove #nancy wheeler #jonathan byers #steve harrington #robin buckley #mike wheeler #dustin henderson #lucas sinclair #will byers #max mayfield #jim hopper #joyce byers #bob newby #katrina black #the blood moon #eleven #jane hopper #el stranger things

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Scabiosa - Edgar Bright

Please take note that this doesn't follow canon, despite having bits and pieces of various routes.

It's my first writing in over a year, so I welcome any critics! English is my 2nd language, so I'm sorry for any mistake I've made in this piece.

Wrote this for Edgar Appreciation Week by @ikerev-appreciation! 1st day theme - Flowers

Warning : Angst, Character Death, Bad Ending

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Edgar didn't have good memories about love. For him, love was only a bond that tied his family members together in misfortune. Love was something he didn't want, but even then, he kept holding to the illusion of his uncle, Claudius' 'love'.

Claudius took over his education since childhood. Back then, he was Edgar's everything. Edgar could take any punishment, any order given, every harsh training, because it's the proof of Claudius' 'love'. He held into that belief, because it's the only thing that kept him going. Burying his yearning for the colors he could see only from his window. Blue sky, green trees, colorful flowers in their manor's garden. On the day when the sun were shining, casting darker shadows into his room.

He was used to the darkness. He learned to blend into them, just like the blood stains hidden on his black attire. The way of life of a Red Jack was driven into him, and along with it, he also learned the 'love' in it.

He grew up brilliantly, just like Claudius planned. Being a top student even while mentoring his junior and skipping classes. And eventually, a top soldier who got his duty done, with no care of the cost. He learned to use 'love', and seduction along with it. He learned how to fabricate sentences and falsify promises. He, in the end, was a mere liar living in a world of eternal night.

He rejected every marriage arrangement that came his way, make sure they wouldn't come again using his flowery words lathered in poison. He swore to end his bloodline curse, dragging no more innocents into its dark, bloody history.

He never thought a woman will change everything. A woman he only knew for a month, managed to make him doubting his definition of 'love'. A woman who, despite the conflict of interests, managed to put colors in his world.

Edgar knew his pupil also drawn to her. She was the sun they both yearn to bask under. She was the colorful flowers and sweet candies that put smiles on everyone's face. She was the remedy for their loneliness, like an oasis that relieved them of their thirst. Zero and her was two among the few things he really treasured. And if both of them found happiness in each other, Edgar was satisfied to watch over them and guard their fate against the shadow of war in their land.

He buried his 'love' deep inside his acts. A Red Jack's 'love' is nothing but a curse. He hid them along with his loneliness and regrets, far from his reach. Just like how the blood in his hands never disappear no matter how many times he washed them, his sins would keep them from breaking to the surface. Zero's pure heart will be a perfect match for her, unlike his twisted 'love' which only brought women in the Bright family sufferings.

He wouldn't have known just in a month, everything will change. Amon Jabberwock, the mastermind of the rebellion plot was under their custody, injured enough for them to put him on magic-limiter cuffs. The Cradle got their moment in peace after hundreds of years in war. And of course, it was all received with a cost.

Edgar would never forget that view. The way Zero's bloodied body encased hers tight in his embrace. She burned through her life force trying to protect his country against the countless magic stone's power Amon used to destroy it. Zero used his body as a shield against the physical attack Amon's soldiers rained them. One after another, tens turned into hundreds of them lied motionless around the two figure.

And that night, under the full moon, his world had once again lost its color.

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Scabiosa's Flower Language: unfortunate love; I've lost everything

#ikemen kakumei #ikemen revolution #ikerev #edgar bright #Edgarxappreciationweek2019 #Ikerev fic

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We Must All Be Changed at a Subatomic Level

 By Randy DentonPublished on:September 1st 2019

We must go back to a state of innocence where the knowledge of good and evil is a thing wholly forgotten. This seems impossible, I know, but it must happen or we will never be happy, safe, or without tears, or fear, or hate, or doubt, or pain, or regret, or memories of our past and present.

If there is no knowledge of good and evil left in our memory, then we cannot be ashamed, regret, or even remember those things we did in the flesh. These memories must be erased all except the work on the cross which must be remembered, but remembered without remorse, and only brought to mind with the amazing wonder of the power and grace and mercy and glory of God.

We must go back to a state of immortality or we will always fear death, pain, decay, and loss.

We must go back to the love of God or we will be forever in search of peace.

We must go back to God or we will never have free access to know all there is to know or see all there is to see.

We must all be healed of all sickness, all deafness, all blindness, and all diseases must be shed off like a dog shaking off water or you will never be comfortable in your own skin.

We must be lifted up and given a new life or we will die in this corruptible body.

This is the true Christian hope, and these are the words and promises from God that we need to use to comfort one another.

I’ve often wondered how God might change all of us at our death or at the rapture, his church I mean, which he calls his body of which he is the head. The Bible tells us we will be changed in an instant in the twinkling of an eye in the air to become like Jesus after his resurrection from the tomb.

We are told Jesus was seen many times after his death and he was in human form, able to eat, speak, laugh, pass through walls, and appear from thin air.  Many people touched and talked to him and witnessed his ability to come and go in seconds.  It was reported that Jesus was able to travel great distances instantaneously; so if we are to be like him, we’ll be able to do the same things.

Time will not be necessary, gravity will not be a hindrance, space will not be vast, but love will still be love, only more pure and accessible and present. Love will penetrate everything like light penetrates darkness. Love will have a real physical presence, and love will be telepathic, instantly knowing and sharing all things.

We must not be allowed hidden agendas or feelings against our fellow believers, and all former transgressions between us will melt away and forever be forgotten; as far as the east is from the west they will be forgotten.

We must harbor trust, faith, fidelity, honesty, and submission and do all these things through Christ. Just to be in the presence of God, these things must be required; and without them no one will stand in his presence.  We must put on the whole armor of God, dressed in holiness, clothed in Jesus’ garments given us by Him to be presented to God on the Throne. We receive all these things before the Marriage Supper, dressed in white and made pure as Jesus presents and introduces us to the Father God.

A wedding feast, we are told, will be held for the bride of Christ, and we will be the guests of honor along with Jesus the groom. As all present look on in amazement (including the angels), we’ll see God blanket the whole ceremony with his glory. And as with any wedding, singing and joy will fill the halls and burst the heavenly rafters, for the glory of God has been fulfilled and his will has been done just as he said it would be from the beginning.

We will be given crowns of glory and righteousness that then will be happily laid back at the foot of his throne because it was not our glory or power but his from the start.

You say you don’t know or you haven’t made up your mind and that these things are too complicated to consider real or unnecessary for the present time to worry about much. In other words, you don’t want to hear it, you’ve heard it all before, but still you want to wait for a better time to turn to God…you want to wait until you feel you need it or deserve it, or some supernatural event convinces you. That right time or event may never happen…but remember you yourself cannot barter one more second of breath or one more heartbeat in this life…but still many chose to wait.

You will never be prefect or a sinless person as you live this life. That is impossible; no one has ever done that except Jesus. For Jesus kept the whole of God’s law and was sinless…otherwise his death would mean nothing to anyone. There are two ways to look at it really: one is that Jesus was real and the Son of God, or he was neither of those things, neither real nor the Son of God.

And if Jesus was not the Son of God, then he was a lunatic and liar and fraud, or never even real, never lived, or people lied about him from the beginning. If Jesus was not God, then he was an evil man, diluted and possibly insane; and if this is true, Christians follow an insane, impossible lie. But if he is true, and we Bible believers know he is, then…

In the future we must become incorruptible (body, soul and spirit); and that means being above the angels that sinned. We must all be changed from who we are now to who we will become, and be like the angels that kept their first estate, meaning those angels that did not follow Satan into rebellion.

Remember, the angels have seen God in all his glory, so what do they have to believe? What is faith to them? They follow the glory of God…but Christians, we have not seen God, other than in the face of Jesus or in his image, but yet we believe and have faith; are we not then above the angels?

Do we not, beyond all reason, keep the faith in the works, glory, mercy, and love of Christ? Our God accounts salvation unto righteousness through Jesus and what he gave to us on the cross for those that have faith. See Hebrews, all of Chapter 11 concerning the power of faith.

Every person is three-dimensional in nature – having body, soul, and spirit. Our body is corruptible; it has a beginning and end. Our soul starts out as a clean slate, and the soul has a beginning but no end. Our spirit (or mind and heart) is the language written by us onto the soul. Like chalk on a blackboard, it represents the present that also incorporates the past and future all together. Our lives are written down as history by our spirit (mind and heart); and as we live our lives, all feelings and events and results create a three-dimensional vision of the essence of you on the soul platform – an image as real as the three-dimensional world we believe to exist presently.

So our soul and spirit are two completely different things. The spirit is housed written down on the surface of the soul; and the soul is housed inside the body. When someone dies, the body is led into corruption in the grave or into the reality of death. Death is a location in time.

The soul and spirit still live on after death. As Jesus tells us through the story of the rich man in hell (Luke 16:19-31), the soul and spirit live even after death; and they see, feel, hear, and live with memories of the past as they continue to exist in their present.

Among those of the dead, some spirits and souls are with Jesus in paradise, and some are still in hell; but all remember the lives they led. However, those in paradise (in heaven) are comforted by being in the presence of the love and the glory of God where their sins have been forgiven.

Those that are not in the presence of God still do not repent of the things done in the flesh, but do regret the place they are in called hell by Jesus himself, where they desire everything and are willing to settle for even just one drop of water to cool their thirst, but cannot get it.

In the spiritual world (God is spirit), the spirit has its own presence – meaning it has the perception of being, having shape and life. Even today, scientists tell us that we humans live in a digital world where, in essence, we do not really have location but exist everywhere, meaning we live in a subatomic environment of quantum physics that has been proven to be in all places at once, in essence, a spiritual world.

They tell us our present physical world is more filled with empty space than solid matter. This would indicate we are part of the spiritual world after all, and that the three-dimensional world we see is really more a two-dimensional hologram made of 99.9% empty space than mass.

The Bible tells us the universe and everything in it is made up of things not seen. So spiritual things are unseen, but their movements are seen in everything observable in life and documented in experiments with quantum physics, where it is said every subatomic particle can communicate instantaneously with every other subatomic particle no matter the distance between them. And even more strange is that these subatomic particles know they are being observed, and they change their nature and position and outcome based on their knowledge of being observed; and that requires an unknowable intelligence.

What does that mean to us?

It tells us the spiritual world is real, observable, held together by something unseen; able to change its reality as it is being observed; two-dimensional or digital in nature; able to communicate with its whole self instantaneously; showing an intelligence beyond our understanding; wholly separate but connected to our reality at the subatomic level; making up our reality and in control of our past, present and future existence and everyday lives.

What or who does that sound like?

If an artist paints a beautiful picture on a flat surface – the most amazing picture ever – and

we observe that picture and come to love that picture,

and as we look at the image, we feel part of it and connected to it on a subatomic, spiritual level,

and we even come to worship the image and believe it has healing power of life,

and we hate anyone else that does not believe in that picture and its power over us as the representation of God…what have we done?

We have worshiped the picture, the object that was created, and not the one that created it, and do not realize that the picture and the one that created it are not the same thing. We worship the picture (the earth, universe or ourselves) and forget the creator, and we do not realize one came from the other and that the creator has many more pictures to make.

The picture (the earth, the universe, and mankind-our self) are not God, but they all come from God and should be seen as a blessing from God. We are not God, and neither is the earth nor the universe nor anything in it.

We must all somehow be changed, but how can that happen?

We are the accumulated memories of our past, present and future, but we have madness in our hearts and minds; however, this is who we are. We are the collection of memories written onto our souls. We have a history of sadness, pity, hate, regret, remorse, betrayal, greediness, covenanting, boasting, and lying. Not one of us is righteous, no not even one, and nothing we do is righteous.

If we remain the same, frozen in this corruption, what good are we to God?  Having faith or not, we are still double-minded in our ways and remain in our sin nature, so how does God get rid of the things our spirit (heart of mind) has done and still does?

See Hebrews 4:12, “For the word of God is quick , and powerful, and sharper than any two edged sword, piercing even to  the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow,

and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.”

Only God can divide the things of the spirit from the things of the soul, because he controls the subatomic quantum world where even the smallest of things can be divided and separated. If you believe in God, our Christian God, you must believe in the supernatural or spiritual world…a world that belongs to a string of different and higher dimensions – dimensions that cannot be seen by us unless God chooses them to be seen, one that as Jesus (after his death) was able to do: come and go at will, appearing and disappearing and traveling great distances instantly. That is the definition of the supernatural. And if Jesus and God are supernatural, then so are the angels and demons and any spirit alive in a body or not, such as ours.

If the world and we ourselves are made up of things not seen…and all things tells us that is true…the Bible and science and all of your experiences, then why be so afraid of them?  Why not realize as fact what everyone is telling you; and that is that you are made from things you cannot see, and, in fact, those things are more real than you are, because you are made whole by them, and in essence we are the shadow of their whole reality.

We are an image cast from things not seen, and we are held together by subatomic particles or the arrangement of particles we have no control over. In other words, we are created beings, held together by a supernatural God who has the ability to communicate with all things, hold together all things, be in control of all things, and who knows all things and is the creator of all things.

Hebrews 11:1, 3, “Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen… Through Faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear.”

In other words, all things are made from invisible things. How did Paul know this back then at least two thousand years ago? Who told him this was true? Our best scientist did not even suspect this until the last half of the 20th century.

All things are made of things not seen… but until we explored the quantum mechanics experiments, we did not know for sure. But now we have proven all quantum particles are connected, that distance is not important to their communication, and that some kind of intelligence controls the whole thing.

So if all the faithful are to be redeemed back to God, they must be sanctified first. This requires all sin to be forgotten and removed and replaced by righteousness, and we are told that will happen in the twinkling of an eye; so how does this happen?

If God is the only one that can divide the spirit from soul and can discern the thoughts and intent of the heart, then only God can remove the parts that are corrupting the soul. I believe that it is easier for God to heal the sick of all diseases and ailments than it is to separate the intent of the heart.

The knowledge of good and evil was the beginning of death, so it is this knowledge that is the root of all sin and the beginning of pride and rebellion against God. So the heart (and mind) spirit takes this knowledge and uses it in the bondage of corruption; therefore, this knowledge must be cleansed to achieve full redemption.

We will need to be like Adam and Eve before the fall; this is our state of full redemption. Many believe that Adam and Eve were clothed in light, so they could not see they were naked. But after the fall, they knew they were naked; therefore, they felt shame and tried to cover themselves with foliage and hide from God in the Garden of Eden.

But God clothed them with an animal skin…many believed it was the skin of a baby male lamb (Ram).  That is why Jesus is called the Lamb of God; his death covers all sin.

At the moment of our redemption, we will again be clothed in light. The color of light is white; and in the light spectrum, when you shine all colors of light: red, blue, green, yellow and all the others onto one spot, blending them all together, you end up with white. So we shall be clothed by God in all colors, and it appears as if we are clothed in white raiment which is the glory of God.

So we must all be changed into the glory of God and the intent of the heart changed back.

Forget about your worries and fear.

Forget about your sorrows and shame.

And pick up your crown of glory and surrender it at the foot of his throne—

Where the old will be young and the sick will be well once again,

Where the blind will see everything and the deaf will hear his voice,

And the lame will jump for joy,

And all in heaven will sing out his praise Holy, Holy, Holy, forevermore.

We must all be changed at the subatomic level.

Randy Denton

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Choices September Creates

Hey! If any of you have requested something or wondering why I haven’t posted any fics lately, I’m here to tell you why! I’ve spent the past 2(ish) weeks preparing for Choices September Creates and I finished my last fic today! So without further ado, I bring you the schedule and ships/fic summaries for the upcoming events! Let me know if you wanna be tagged in any of them, the first one Rain comes out September 1st, Apology the 2nd and so forth! (these are all at liberty to change if I see fit, but currently, this is the determined schedule for me.).

l. Rain - Hana x MC

Tonight, Liam will pick Nicole to be his bride, unknowing to him that she and Hana have fallen in love. Despite her attempts to force herself out of her feelings, Hana simply can’t stop herself from falling for Nicole. Finding herself in the pouring rain, Hana has to make her choice and Lady Nicole has to accept it.

II. Apology - Hana x Madeleine (NSFW-ISH)*

Madeleine finds herself having to leave Hana after a night of love, due to her occupation in the palace it’s rather urgent and she finds herself having to leave Hana again. Reflecting on the past Madeleine and Hana talk through her apologizes, leaving Madeleine to wonder what Hana will ever see in her.

III. Dance - Eleanor x MC

When Victor’s birthday rolls around, Hannah invites Eleanor to join her, knowing it would be her first time to a club Hannah wants to make sure Eleanor can handle it. Eleanor, however, is very perplexed by the idea of grown adults in this century enjoying high tea for his birthday late at night.

IV, Magic - Kenna x Annelyse

Annelyse and Kenna journey back to Aurelia after being repaired from Dom’s destruction under Hex’s capture. Kenna finds herself compelled at how well Annelyse’s people have settled back into her home and the respect they all share for one another. Kenna sees it as nothing more than magical.

V. Fight - Drake x Liam (NSFW)

Drake wants Liam, Liam wants Drake, but Liam knows it’s not possible. Yet he always finds himself night after night with Drake beneath him, his heart full of love, desire, and lust. He wants to fight his instincts and be with Madeleine, however, he can’t bring himself to fight the sexual gratification and love he gets from Drake in the dark of the night.

VI. Home - Zekei x M!MC

Zekei and Nova decide to spend the night together, after raiding the kitchen staff for snacks they retreat back into Nova’s room and reminisce about home and their childhood, both opening up more than they ever have before. Nova finds himself straddling his best friend, but what will that mean for them?

VII. Future - Kiara x Penelope

Kiara and Penelope often find themselves questioning the future, what will it mean for them? After yet another rift between the pair, Kiara worries that Penelope is moving on and as much as she tries to not let it bother her, she ultimately fails. Trying on the maid of honor dresses together for Hana and Nicole, Penelope makes an admission Kiara will never forget.

VIII. Cozy Night In - Kate x MC

After being released on bail, Kate and Jesse decide to spend the night together at Kate’s apartment. Jesse organized all kinds of treats to help Kate relax and feel better after finally being able to come home from her time in captivity. But what’s a sleepover without an admission of love?

IX. Vacation - AME Jury House Fic (Comedy)**

The night of the double elimination, Bianca and Jamie wind up in the Jury House with all the previously booted out cast. Together in the living room, Teagan helps set up a movie as everyone argues about Han’s pick mainly Lina. Can they survive the night together or will there be hell to pay?

X. Loss - Damien x M!MC (MCD)***

With the loss of some members of their crew, Damien and Kai must move forward with their remaining crew to save themselves and other from Eros. However, Kai finds himself falling further every day unable to cope with the loss in his chest, his only safety coming from Damien now, but can he pull himself together before it’s too late?

XI. Family - Ivy x MC (SUGGESTIVE)****

Ivy invites Jamie back to her hometown for a family reunion. The pair reminiscing on the past they’ve lived and further to come, and Jamie gets to know Ivy’s mother and her past in pageantry. The night falls and Ivy wants nothing more than a few quiet moments with her lover, but her mom may have other plans for her.

XII. Anniversary - Kenji x M!MC (NSFW)

Celebrating the one year anniversary of Talos and Nightwing coming together, Kenji invites Kyle to his apartment where they share a dance on the deck and a bottle of wine. However, Kenji has more exciting and fun plans for them that night, but will Poppy and Dax interrupt their fun?

XIII. What If - Kate x MC

The night before Kate is due to be wed, she and Jesse relax in his room at the bed and breakfast in Jesse’s room. Drinking liquor they stole from Miss. Harlenay, Jesse and Kate decide to think about how life could have turned out? What their wedding would be like if it happened to them?

XIV. New Beginnings - Bianca x MC

Bianca and Jamie agree to do a swimsuit photoshoot to promote America’s Most Eligible. After the season they’ve had and the feelings they’ve harbored for each other, Piper and Jen both agreed it’d be the best course of action to get them more viewers seeing the love that will bloom on TV. However, Jamie starts to have doubts about doing this photoshoot, luckily for them, Bianca’s there to help.

XV. Smut - Kenna x Val (NSFW)

As a war takes Kenna and her group by surprise, an attack they couldn’t have planned for no matter what Kenna finds herself alone and stranded in the woods searching desperately for Val. After their fallout moments before the bombs went off, Kenna couldn’t forgive herself if Val died thinking Kenna hated her.

XVI. Heartache - Becca x MC

Armed with evidence of an affair between the pair, Becca can’t handle the drama, the deceit, and betrayal she’s felt from Emily and packs her bags. Emily begs her not to leave, confused why someone would say she and Kassidy were sleeping together behind Becca’s back and why Becca would believe her.

XVII. Unexpected - Poppy x MC

Alex sets up another date between Dax and Poppy in hopes of getting them together and leaves them in a bar to talk things through while they help Eva with a secret project. Poppy knows she doesn’t love Dax or even remotely like him, at one point maybe, but not anymore. Before the night ends she and Alex can’t help, but make a half-drunken mess of things.

XVIII. Bad Day - Madison x Becca

After being broken up with, Madison turns to Becca for a day of helping her feel better. However Becca can’t help, but notice how flirty Madison keeps acting around her and she’d be a liar if she said it didn’t scare her and excite her all at the same time. With the recent news of their breakup, how will the day affect Madison and Becca’s relationship?

XIX. Camping - Dan x MC

Dan and Devon decide to go camping in the woods to cope with everything that happened post-Redfield, Dan knew he could use the support and Devon pretending it didn’t bother them as much as they said it didn’t. Devon can’t help but want to set up a memorial for Noah, no matter how much it hurts to be there or how much Noah hurt them. All the while a surprise visitor waits for them.

XX. Fluff - Crash x Chazz

This one has been deleted. I can’t write anything I don’t like, and as much as I loved the pairing I couldn’t find myself inspired to work with it. Sorry to anyone who was loking forward to it.

XXI. Autumn -

Couldn’t figure out what to do for this day. If you have any ideas hit me up, otherwise this prompt ain’t being done.

XXII. Endings - Kamilah x MC (NSFW)

Kimberly finishes her final day working for RainesCorp as Adrian’s right-hand woman and secures herself a position now as Kamilah’s, with Kamilah’s assistant moving on to a better position within the company. An ending is a new beginning, and Kimberly wants to break in the new job with some fun.

XXIII. Birth - Victoria x MC

Victoria and Normani are having their first child, with all of their friends around Normani delivers her baby with Victoria by her side the entire time. Matt’s petrified because he looked, Seth is making fun of him, and Teja is getting her hand broken by Normani’s grip while trying to keep the boys under control.

XXIV. Animals - Maxwell x MC

Maxwell invites Riley to a private dinner for two during an endangered animal awareness event. Where he plans a special surprise for them, but Riley has other plans for how the night should go on. But the pair may find themselves in deep trouble when they get caught.

XXV. Best Friends - Kaitlyn x MC

Celeste needs help with her fanfiction, Vasquez told her to channel her creative energies further than her internship and she decides fanfiction is her best bet. However, she’s having trouble putting into words how Val and Kenna should confess their love, luckily Kaitlyn is around to help (and tease her).

XXVI. Lies - Alana x MC (SUGGESTIVE)

Nadia and Kai discuss Kai’s relationship with Nadia. Kai worries that Nadia doesn’t care about them, and the fact that she lies so much to them, even over little things that shouldn’t bother Kai as much as it does. Nadia’s advice might not be all that helpful, but at least Kai channeled away some frustration.

XXVII. Sleepover - Naomi x MC

Jesse wants to surprise Naomi at her ranch with a night of fun at home, after finally being able to make their way back to Birtchport for the weekend. They cook her a lovely meal and get news over the phone that will change both of their lives for better or worse. Can they tough it out and make it last?

XXVIII. Moving Day - Han x M!MC (NSFW)

Han and Landon finish moving all of their stuff into their new apartment after spending the entire day moving by themselves, at Han’s suggestion of not needing any help. Landon finds himself surprised they managed to do it all, and sore with his back killing him. Han offers to give him an innocent massaging, but Landon’s expecting a little more from his boyfriend.

XXIX. Clean - Bianca x MC

Lina shows Jamie Bianca’s biggest secret much to Han’s disapproval, a confession that could easily make or break their relationship. Smuggly Lina walks away leaving Bianca and Jamie to sort out the details of what happened and decide what comes next for the pair or if anything at all comes for them next.

XXX. Celebrate - Grace (@zig-a-zow’s mc) x Aiden

When Grace’s birthday rolls around, Aiden decides to plan something special for her and the rest of their friends. Grace admittedly appreciated it, however, he wasn’t sure if she even wanted to celebrate further than just her and Aiden. As the party rages on an item on the menu catches her hand and she’s determined to prove herself to have a good night.

Notes:

Books with M!MC + F!MC that just say ‘MC’ will have they pronouns, so you an picture it however you want!

* - NSFW-ISH means exactly what it says, it’s not NSFW but it directly references NSFW actions.

** - Comedy means it’s just a funny fic, it’s not anything deep except a joke fic to make you laugh!

*** - MCD is Major Character Death

**** - Suggestive hints to NSFW concepts, but isn’t directly NSFW/NSFW-ish!

#playchoices #this will soon double as the masterlist for this even and will find a home in my masterlist page! #hana x mc #hana x madeleine #eleanor x mc #kenna x annelyse #drake x liam #zekei x m!mc #zekei x mc #kiara x penelope #kate x mc #damien x m!mcc #damien x mc #ivy x mc #kenji x m!mc #kenji x mc #bianca x mc #kenna x val #long post #becca x mc #poppy x mc #madison x becca #dan x mc #crash x chazz #kamilah x mc #victoria x mc #maxwell x mc #kaitlyn x mc #alana x mc #masterlist

[dfroza]

Our conduct matters in life.

just as in knowing spiritual truth.

and Paul has written ancient Letters to illuminate this for us in the here & now, Today.

Today’s reading from the Scriptures is chapter 4 from the Letter of Ephesians:

As a prisoner of the Lord, I urge you: Live a life that is worthy of the calling He has graciously extended to you. Be humble. Be gentle. Be patient. Tolerate one another in an atmosphere thick with love. Make every effort to preserve the unity the Spirit has already created, with peace binding you together.

There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were all called to pursue one hope. There is one Lord Jesus, one living faith, one ceremonial washing through baptism, and one God—the Father over all who is above all, through all, and in all. This God has given to each of us grace in full measure according to the Anointed’s gift as the Scripture says,

When He ascended to the heights,

He put captivity in chains;

And in His triumph, He gave gifts to the people.

(Well, when it says “He ascended,” then that must mean that He had descended earlier to the lower levels, that is, to the earth. The One who descended is the same One who rose from the dead to ascend far above all the heavens so that He could fill all things.)

It was the risen One who handed down to us such gifted leaders—some emissaries, some prophets, some evangelists, as well as some pastor-teachers—so that God’s people would be thoroughly equipped to minister and build up the body of the Anointed One. These ministries will continue until we are unified in faith and filled with the knowledge of the Son of God, until we stand mature in His teachings and fully formed in the likeness of the Anointed, our Liberating King. Then we will no longer be like children, tossed around here and there upon ocean waves, picked up by every gust of religious teaching spoken by liars or swindlers or deceivers. Instead, by truth spoken in love, we are to grow in every way into Him—the Anointed One, the head. He joins and holds together the whole body with its ligaments providing the support needed so each part works to its proper design to form a healthy, growing, and mature body that builds itself up in love.

Therefore, as a witness of the Lord, I insist on this: that you no longer walk in the outsiders’ ways—with minds devoted to worthless pursuits. They are blind to true understanding. They are strangers and aliens to the kind of life God has for them because they live in ignorance and immorality and because their hearts are cold, hard stones. And now, since they’ve lost all natural feelings, they have given themselves over to sensual, greedy, and reckless living. They stop at nothing to satisfy their impure appetites.

But this is not the path of the Anointed One, which you have learned. If you have heard Jesus and have been taught by Him according to the truth that is in Him, then you know to take off your former way of life, your crumpled old self—that dark blot of a soul corrupted by deceitful desire and lust—to take a fresh breath and to let God renew your attitude and spirit. Then you are ready to put on your new self, modeled after the very likeness of God: truthful, righteous, and holy.

So put away your lies and speak the truth to one another because we are all part of one another. When you are angry, don’t let it carry you into sin. Don’t let the sun set with anger in your heart or give the devil room to work. If you have been stealing, stop. Thieves must go to work like everyone else and work honestly with their hands so that they can share with anyone who has a need. Don’t let even one rotten word seep out of your mouths. Instead, offer only fresh words that build others up when they need it most. That way your good words will communicate grace to those who hear them. It’s time to stop bringing grief to God’s Holy Spirit; you have been sealed with the Spirit, marked as His own for the day of rescue. Banish bitterness, rage and anger, shouting and slander, and any and all malicious thoughts—these are poison. Instead, be kind and compassionate. Graciously forgive one another just as God has forgiven you through the Anointed, our Liberating King.

The Letter of Ephesians, Chapter 4 (The Voice)

Today’s paired chapter of the Testaments is the 21st chapter of First Kings where Jezebel sends out letters that falsely accuse an innocent man:

And then, to top it off, came this: Naboth the Jezreelite owned a vineyard in Jezreel that bordered the palace of Ahab king of Samaria. One day Ahab spoke to Naboth, saying, “Give me your vineyard so I can use it as a kitchen garden; it’s right next to my house—so convenient. In exchange I’ll give you a far better vineyard, or if you’d prefer I’ll pay you money for it.”

But Naboth told Ahab, “Not on your life! So help me God, I’d never sell the family farm to you!” Ahab went home in a black mood, sulking over Naboth the Jezreelite’s words, “I’ll never turn over my family inheritance to you.” He went to bed, stuffed his face in his pillow, and refused to eat.

Jezebel his wife came to him. She said, “What’s going on? Why are you so out of sorts and refusing to eat?”

He told her, “Because I spoke to Naboth the Jezreelite. I said, ‘Give me your vineyard—I’ll pay you for it or, if you’d rather, I’ll give you another vineyard in exchange.’ And he said, ‘I’ll never give you my vineyard.’”

Jezebel said, “Is this any way for a king of Israel to act? Aren’t you the boss? On your feet! Eat! Cheer up! I’ll take care of this; I’ll get the vineyard of this Naboth the Jezreelite for you.”

She wrote letters over Ahab’s signature, stamped them with his official seal, and sent them to the elders in Naboth’s city and to the civic leaders. She wrote “Call for a fast day and put Naboth at the head table. Then seat a couple of stool pigeons across from him who, in front of everybody will say, ‘You! You blasphemed God and the king!’ Then they’ll throw him out and stone him to death.”

And they did it. The men of the city—the elders and civic leaders—followed Jezebel’s instructions that she wrote in the letters sent to them. They called for a fast day and seated Naboth at the head table. Then they brought in two stool pigeons and seated them opposite Naboth. In front of everybody the two degenerates accused him, “He blasphemed God and the king!” The company threw him out in the street, stoned him mercilessly, and he died.

When Jezebel got word that Naboth had been stoned to death, she told Ahab, “Go for it, Ahab—take the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite for your own, the vineyard he refused to sell you. Naboth is no more; Naboth is dead.”

The minute Ahab heard that Naboth was dead, he set out for the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite and claimed it for his own.

Then God stepped in and spoke to Elijah the Tishbite, “On your feet; go down and confront Ahab of Samaria, king of Israel. You’ll find him in the vineyard of Naboth; he’s gone there to claim it as his own. Say this to him: ‘God’s word: What’s going on here? First murder, then theft?’ Then tell him, ‘God’s verdict: The very spot where the dogs lapped up Naboth’s blood, they’ll lap up your blood—that’s right, your blood.’”

Ahab answered Elijah, “My enemy! So, you’ve run me down!”

“Yes, I’ve found you out,” said Elijah. “And because you’ve bought into the business of evil, defying God. ‘I will most certainly bring doom upon you, make mincemeat of your descendants, kill off every sorry male wretch who’s even remotely connected with the name Ahab. And I’ll bring down on you the same fate that fell on Jeroboam son of Nebat and Baasha son of Ahijah—you’ve made me that angry by making Israel sin.’”

As for Jezebel, God said, “Dogs will fight over the flesh of Jezebel all over Jezreel. Anyone tainted by Ahab who dies in the city will be eaten by stray dogs; corpses in the country will be eaten by carrion crows.”

Ahab, pushed by his wife Jezebel and in open defiance of God, set an all-time record in making big business of evil. He indulged in outrageous obscenities in the world of idols, copying the Amorites whom God had earlier kicked out of Israelite territory.

When Ahab heard what Elijah had to say, he ripped his clothes to shreds, dressed in penitential rough burlap, and fasted. He even slept in coarse burlap pajamas. He tiptoed around, quiet as a mouse.

Then God spoke to Elijah the Tishbite: “Do you see how penitently submissive Ahab has become to me? Because of his repentance I’ll not bring the doom during his lifetime; Ahab’s son, though, will get it.”

The Book of 1st Kings, Chapter 21 (The Message)

my personal reading of the Scriptures for friday, december 4 of 2020 with a paired chapter from each Testament of the Bible, along with Today’s Psalms and Proverbs

A post by John Parsons about the healthy fear of the Lord:

The sages say the verse, "Blessed is the person who fears always" (Prov. 28:14), means that whenever you want to do something, you should first seriously consider the consequences... If you do not think clearly, you will not fear, and such carelessness invariably leads to sin. The sacred is bound up with care; it sets boundaries between the profane and the holy. The "fear of the LORD" is expressed as vigilance against the lusts of the lower nature (yetzer ha'ra)... We "tremble" before God when we are awake to His holiness and wonder (Phil. 2:12). The Temple was destroyed because of our forefathers did not think about their actions; they first exiled themselves from the Divine Presence and then they "caught up with" the pain of their exile for themselves. [Hebrew for Christians]

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and another post about the beautiful mystery of grace:

We may sometimes feel far from God's Presence, lost in a place of exile, yet faith pushes through pain and doubt to find the LORD still near to us; faith hears the Spirit calling out in love: "Seek the LORD while he may be found, call out to him while he is near; let the wicked forsake his way, and the perverse man his thoughts; let him return to the LORD, and He will have mercy on him, and to our God, for he will abundantly forgive" (Isa. 55:6-7).

Take a moment to reflect upon these precious words from Scripture. The Lord is extending to you an personal invitation to seek Him and know his heart. Regardless of the troubles of your past, regardless of the mess you have made of your life, God’s promise is offered to you: “Let the wicked man (i.e., rasha: רָשָׁע) forsake his way, and the perverted man (i.e., ish aven: אִישׁ אָוֶן) his thoughts; and let him return (i.e., shuv: שׁוּב) to the LORD, that He may have mercy (i.e., rachamim: רַחֲמִים) on him, and to our God, for he will abundantly forgive." God calls out for you to know and receive His compassion, His love, and His forgiveness...

The invitation of divine grace is offensive to various forms of worldly religion based on personal merit and the supposed ability of human beings to flatter blessings from Heaven... Nearly all "karma-based" religions of the world are scandalized by God's unconditional love for the unworthy and helpless sinner. For them, God's love is conditional, based as it is on the observance of certain religious rituals, adhering to certain rules, and playing the approved "language game" (creeds, confessions, etc.). Legalism always attempts to find the "key" to open the door into the Presence of God through various forms of self effort ("don't touch this," "don't eat that," etc. Col. 2:20-23). It's underlying hope is that if I do such and such (or refrain from such and so), I will be accepted. It is therefore a mode of relating to God based on His conditional acceptance. But faith in God's love is the key that opens the door to freedom. Faith is the miracle that makes blind eyes see (John 9:38-39). When we truly "live in the Presence of the LORD" by faith, we are set free from the trap of legalism. We receive the love of God; we accept that we are accepted; and then we walk in God's zealous care for our souls.

"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts. For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven and do not return there but water the earth, making it bring forth and sprout, giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty, but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it. For you shall go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and the hills before you shall break forth into singing, all the trees of the field shall clap their hands” (Isa. 55:8-12).

The religious leaders of Yeshua’s day were offended because he “welcomed sinners” and enjoyed eating meals with them (Luke 15:2). From the perspective of the “holier-than-thou,” befriending a sinner was downright scandalous. Such is the hidden sickness lurking within man's theological caste systems, since they often appeal more for their own need to be regarded as “clean” than for the need of others to be touched and shown genuine love... [Hebrew for Christians]

https://hebrew4christians.com/

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Today’s message from the Institute for Creation Research

December 4, 2020

Continue

“But continue thou in the things which thou hast learned and hast been assured of, knowing of whom thou hast learned them.” (2 Timothy 3:14)

This encouraging exhortation by Paul is in the midst of a discouraging prophetic warning of things to come. “In the last days,” he said, “perilous times shall come” (v. 1). We may very well be entering those times, and, in any case, we do well to be alert for the signs of those times. The doleful description that follows seems to be a very accurate picture of the beliefs and practices of modern secular humanists, including those religionists who have “a form of godliness” but deny “the power thereof” (v. 5 ).

Moreover, there is little prospect that the situation will get better, for “evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived,” and “all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution” (vv. 13, 12). Should we, therefore, tremble and flee, or perhaps compromise, or even surrender to such powerful and persuasive deceivers?

No, we should continue! Just keep on believing and obeying God’s Word. Even in the dark last days, the “Holy Scriptures” are still able to make a man “wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus” (v. 15). Since they are all “given by inspiration of God,” they are still just as powerful and just as profitable for every need, “that the man of God may be perfect” (that is, ready for whatever comes) and fully equipped “unto all good works” (vv. 16-17).

Paul himself set an inspiring example of “patient continuance in well doing” (Romans 2:7) under conditions of great trial. Awaiting execution in a Roman dungeon even as he wrote, he still requested his books and parchments (2 Timothy 4:13) that he might continue to study and prepare himself. May God enable us also to continue, to remain, to abide, and to stand in His truth in these last days. HMM

[godsheadangel]

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TRUST 👉THE SPIRITUAL💫WAR👈 FOR THE SOULS OF ALL LIVING IS AT STAKE FOR ALL OF ETERNITY MY REAL ANGELS ARE DOING THEIR PART 24/7 YET, [IT IS UP TO YOU] MY CREATED CHILDREN TO DO YOUR PART SO ▶KEEP YOUR EMOTIONS UNDER CONTROL ▶KEEP YOUR SPIRITUAL💫FAITH✝RISING BY PRAYING🙏AND CONSOLING EACH OTHER AND AS [SPIRITUAL💫PEOPLE LISTEN] TOO ONE ANOTHER 👉NO MATTER YOUR SKIN👈

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~IAMHEGODTHYLIVINGSPIRITUALGOD✝

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REMEMBER, YE IGNORANT MY ANGELS DO AS I SAY DO!!! THEY DO NOT EVER SPEAK OR MOVE UNLESS I SPEAK IT SO!!! I AM HE GOD☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

BLESSINGS4 THE FLOYD ENTIRE FAMILY💫

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FRIDAY MAY 29TH 2020 1100 HOURS PST

FORMER MINNEAPOLIS POLICE OFFICER DEREK CHAUVIN ARRESTED AND CHARGED WITH [THE MURDER] OF GEORGE FLOYD✝

GOD✝IS ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN CHARGE!

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GOD💫IS REVIEWING [15] OF THE MANY✔ THINGS DONE TO US BY THE DEMONS👹 WHO HAVE WENT AGAINST HIM✝AND HIS✝ HOLY💫PLANS FOR MANY YEARS BRINGING ABOUT THE GLOBAL🌎DEADLY💀 DISEASE CORONAVIRUS💀WHICH HAS KILLED OVER 105,000 AMERICANS🇺🇸AND OVER 370,000 WORLDWIDE🌍THESE EVIL👹 BROWNSTAR DEMONS👹▶▶ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR◀◀ THEIR DEATHS💀AND TRUST OUR GOD✝HAS SO CHARGED EVERY DEATH UNTO THEM!!! IT IS,

👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇EXTREMELY IMPORTANT TO PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT [WE MESSENGERS OF HIM✝] POST OR SAY [FOR SURELY YOUR DISOBEDIENCE] GOD✝WILL SO [MARK DOWN] IN HEAVENS💫BOOK OF MANKINDS HISTORY FOR THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT [MANY] HAVE SO ALREADY BEEN JUDGED AND SENTENCED TO HELL🔥☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

THE SUPREME COURT DECISION ON [DACA] [MAY BE MOVED AGAIN] OR IT MAYBE SO [DECIDED IN LATE JUNE 2020] TRUST THAT GOD✝LISTENS 24/7 TO THE PRAYERS🙏OF HIS CHILDREN WORLDWIDE🌏WHO ARE SO PRAYING🙏FOR ALL THE DREAMERS💫AND FUTURE SEEKERS OF FREEDOM YET MUCH [DAMAGE] HAS BEEN DONE RECENTLY AND OVER THE MANY YEARS CAUSING DISTANCE BETWEEN GOD✝AND THE BROWNSTARS✔

GOD✝IS A MIGHTY GOOD GOD✝AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE SO [FOR SURELY THAT IS] WHO 👉HE TRULY IS!!! IT IS CLEAR VERY CLEAR👈

THAT MANY OF YOU [DO BELIEVE] YOU ARE OVER HIM✝HIS SON✝AND WE REAL ANGELS

[HE IS NOW] SO REVIEWING THINGS DONE AND ALSO LISTENING TO DAILY PRAYERS🙏⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇

1. VIOLATED MY APARTMENT SPACE!!!✔

GIVEN A KEY🔑TO CLEAN EMPTY UNITS BY THE EVIL👹DEMON OVER THE PROPERTY THESE DEMONS👹WITHIN DAYS OF ME SO MOVING IN ENTERED AND STOLE FOOD, TOLIET PAPER AND POURED OUT COFFEE AND MY PAIN MEDICATION NEEDED FOR MY ▶BAD KNEES◀EVEN THOUGH I WALKED ALL OVER THE [CITY OF ANGELS😇] AND OTHER CITIES BLESSINGS GODS✝CHILDREN AT HIS REQUEST WITH ONLY LIMITED FUNDS ON A LIMITED SSI INCOME IT MADE MY LIFE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT EVERY TIME I WENT OUT TO BLESS MY DOOR WAS OPENED FOR YEARS AS IT IS NOW IF MY SON AND I LEAVE AT THE SAME TIME!!! THE REAL DEMONS👹 REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE WHO I WAS OR WHAT I WAS DOING AT GODS✝REQUEST!!!

THEY WERE TOLD TO STOP🛑MANY TIMES 👉NOTES WERE LEFT FOR THEM TO SEE👈

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2. WALKED ACROSS HOLY💫GROUND!!!✔

💥WARNED💥 NOT TO OPEN MY DOOR AND COME IN INVITED STEALING BATH TOWELS AND IMPORTANT PAPERS WITH WRITTEN DOWN ANGEL QUEEN NAMES AND FUTURE EVENTS THAT DID COME TRUE THESE REAL DEMONS👹WERE WARNED NOT TO OPEN MY DOOR🚪AGAIN AND [WALK ACROSS] HOLY💫GROUND AS I AM THE BROTHER OF GOD✝IN HOLY💫SPIRIT TRUST GOD✝MADE ME WARN THEM DEMONS OVER AND OVER!

THE EVIL👹SHE DEMON👹WAS TOLD IT THEY DIDN'T STOP🛑REAL CANCER💀WOULD BE GIVEN!!! TRUST GOD✝DID RAISE MY HEAVENLY💫POWERFUL FIST🤜 AND THE DEMON👹HAS REAL DEADLY CANCER!!! ☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

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3. STOLE A PRICELESS FAMILY PICTURE📷

REAL DEMONS👹IN [FLESH]EAVESDROPED IN ON A CELLPHONE📳CONVERSATION I WAS HAVING WITH SOMEONE ABOUT A PICTURE OF [MY DECEASED BIG BROTHER] GIVEN TO ME OVER 28+ YEARS BY HIS WIFE MY SISTER IN LAW [AFTER HE WAS KILLED] IN A HORRIFIC ACCIDENT NEAR SONOMA ON 👉JULY 16TH 1986👈 THE PICTURE OF MY BROTHER I EXPLAINED TO MY FRIEND I WAS GOING TO HAVE IT PUT ON A T-SHIRT FOR HIS ONLY SON WHO GOING TO TURN 31 IN OCTOBER OF 2014 THIS WAS LATE JULY BECAUSE I MOVED IN JULY 14TH MY NOW GROWN NEPHEW WAS ONLY 2 1/2 WHEN HIS FATHER DIED, HE NEVER SAW THE PIC I HAD HIS MOM OFFERED ME HIS DADS CAR A NICE BROWN EL CAMINO, OR HIS WATCH⌚TRUST I APPRECIATED IT BUT DECLINED SO SHE BROUGHT IN A BOX OF OLD PICTURES AND ASKED WHICH 1 DID I WANT I PICKED THE 1 THAT WAS THE COOLEST😎 DATED 3/8/1981 [HE WAS ON REFORGER]INSIDE OF A ARMY TENT LAYING BACK ON A COT WITH A BOTTLE OF JACK DANIEL'S IN ONE HAND A ARMY ISSUED PISTOL IN THE OTHER A REAL JOINT IN MOUTH AND A SMILE ON HIS FACE!

👉YES👈SOMETIMES DURING OPERATIONS MILITARY PERSONNEL KNOWING THEIR GOING TO BE IN [THE FIELD] FOR A WHILE SNEEK SHIT IN THEIR DUFFLE BAGS IT'S BEEN GOING ON INTHE MILITARY SINCE DAY1 NONE THE LESS THESE DEMON👹BITCHES STOLE THAT PRICELESS PICTURE THAT I WAS GOING TO GIVE TO MY NEPHEW [AFTER I HAD IT PUT ON A SHIRT] FOR HIS 31TH BIRTHDAY🎂OCTOBER 22ND 2014 THEY STOLE A PRICELESS PICTURE SHOWING OFF USING IT TO SPREAD VICIOUS EVIL👹LIES ABOUT THE MAN ON THE PIC BEING MY LOVER, EVIL👹BITCHES KNEW THAT WAS MY DECEASED BROTHER CAUSE THEY DID HEAR MY CONVERSATION THROUGH MY OPEN BEDROOM WINDOW THAT HOT DAY YET REAL DEMONS👹IN [FLESH] HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RESPECT FOR THE DEAD!!!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

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4. TRIED TO HIT ME WITH NEW CAR✔

AS I WAS WALKING TO TAKE OUT MY TRASH ONE MORNING I NOTICED THAT THE EVIL👹SHE DEMON👹BITCH WAS WARMING HER NEW CAR UP SO I WATCHED CAREFULLY AS SHE SAT THERE YET AS I WALKED RIGHT PASSED THE BACK OF IT BUT NOT TO CLOSE SHE QUICKLY BACKED UP ALMOST HITTING ME!!! THANK YOU GOD✝FOR WARNING ME!!!

[MOFO'S PAID] A LOT OF EVIL👹MONEY💵

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5. SPREAD EVIL👹DEMON LIES✔

[THINKING SHE COULD GET AWAY WITH IT]

SINCE EVERYONE IN THE WORLD🌎 KNEW THAT GOD✝ SAID [I COULD NOT TOUCH] ANY OF MY [3] TOP HEADANGELQUEENS💜💜💜GABBY AND SANDRA IN LAS VEGAS OR ANA IN NORTH HOLLYWOOD OR ANY IN THE CITY OF VAN NUYS LIKE MY CHOSEN DARKSTARS MIMI AND Dd THIS EVIL👹LYING DEMON DID SO [SPREAD THE RUMOR] THAT SHE SLEPT WITH ME! NOT IN A BILLION YEARS WOULD I EVER, EVER SLEPT WITH A REAL DEMON👹

ESPECIALLY, SINCE 1, GOD✝SEES ALL AND WOULD [KILL MY ASS] EVEN IF I SLEPT WITH ANY OF MY REAL LUVS💕 BEFORE IT WAS TIME TO CREATE OUR BABYANGELS😇AND #2 MY QUEENS👑[KNOW MY EVERY MOVE] AS [POSTED BEFORE] BECAUSE GOD✝ DID SO [TIE] US AS ONE MANY CENTURIES AGO!

YET I HEARD [FALSE BULLSHIT] ALL OVER TOWN, LYING EVIL👹BITCH, AS GOD✝SAID [THIS BITCH] DOES NOT EVEN KNOW THY BIRTHMARK DIRECTLY UPON THY CHEST OR STOMACH THE SHE DEMON👹KNOWS NOT WHICH ONE A HEAVENLY💫UNIQUE SHAPE TRULY UNFORGETTABLE SHE IS A BIG LIAR!!!

TRUST HER EVIL👹SOUL CAST INTO HELLS DEEPEST FLAMING🔥PITS LONG AGO!!!

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6. WENT AGAINST GODS✝HOLY💫LAW!!!✔

TRIED HER EVILSELF👹HAD HER BITCH EVIL SON👹NEIGHBORS ON BOTH SIDES OF ME AND DEMONS👹ACROSS THE STREET TO MAKE ME STAND UP☝GOING AGAINST GODS✝💫HOLY💫PLANS AND HOLY💫LAW⚖ 👉👉👉COMMITTING A GREAT SIN👈👈👈AGAINST OUR GOD✝OVER AND OVER!!!

THEY WERE TOLD A HEAVY PRICE WOULD BE PAID IN FULL AND IT SHALL GODSAYS!!!

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THAT'S WHY CORONAVIRUS💀WAS SENT!!! IT IS HIS [1ST WRATH✝AGAINST MANKIND] AFTER THE DEMONS👹WERE TOLD MANY TIMES YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHATS COMING!!!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

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7. LAUGHABLE INTIMATION✔

I'VE BEEN CALLED NIGGER SO MANY TIMES [ITS RIDICULOUS] LORD!!!

I HEARD 'HE SHOULD BE CASTRATED'

I'VE BEEN CALLED FAG AND HOMOSEXUAL IN TWO DIFFERENT SPANISH DIALECTS FOR YEARS [BY BROWNSTARS ALL OVER TOWN] FOR MANY YEARS!!! YES [UNGRATEFUL] AND TOTALLY DISRESPECTFUL I TOLD MY LORD!

THE DEMONS👹IN [FLESH] HAVE TIRED TO [FORCE ME TO BLESS] THEM BY WALKING DIRECTLY IN MY PATH ON THE STREETS BIG MISTAKE🤜💀

THE DEMONS👹[HAVE TRIED] TO AWAKEN ME IN THE EARLY DARK HOURS BY TALKING SHIT OUTSIDE ON THE SIDEWALK BUT GOD✝AND I ARE SO USUALLY ALREADY UP!!!

THE DEMONS👹[HAVE TIRED TO PROVOKE] ME OVER [THE LAST YEAR OR SO WHEN I'M [SPEAKING IN HOLY💫SPIRIT] WITH GOD✝ DURING THE DAYTIME HOPING TO CAPTURE ME ON THEIR APARTMENT CAMERAS🎥

RESPONDING TO THEIR EVIL👹BULLSHIT SO THEY CAN RUN TO [MY VA VASH REPS] AND [HOUSING AUTHORITY] AND SAY, SEE THIS GUY IS UNSTABLE!!! BITCHES PLEASE SMDH☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

MY GOD✝IS REAL HE SEES AND KNOWS ALL!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

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8. DEADLY💀EXPLOSION💥MEANT TO BE?✔

AFTER SPENDING THE WEEKEND AT ONE OF MY SISTER'S I CAME BACK AND BEFORE I GOT A FEW FEET FROM MY FRONT DOOR🚪 THE SMELL OF LEAKING GAS WAS STRONG ENOUGH TO KNOCK A BULL TO THE DIRT!!!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

TRULY I THANK GOD✝THAT MY SON WAS OVER HIS GRANDMOTHER'S AT THE TIME ONCE I OPENED THE DOOR🚪I HAD TO HURRY UP AND STEP BACK!!! IMMEDIATELY I MADE AN EMERGENCY🤳CALL TO THE GAS COMPANY WHO HAD A WORKER THERE IN ABOUT 👉5 MINUTES👈HE HIMSELF HAD TO COVER HIS FACE YET OPENED A WINDOW I FORGOT [AFTER EXPLAINING TO ME] THAT 👉SOMEONE HAD LOOSENED A SMALL👈 CONNECTOR WHICH [IF NOT REPORTED] IN POSSIBLY A FEW MORE MINUTES COULD HAVE CAUSED A 🔥HUGE EXPLOSION!!!🔥

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▶ANYTHING TO SEPARATE ME AWAY FROM MY BLESSED CHOSEN ANGELQUEENWIVES

ASK YOURSELVES, [WHO DOES SHIT] LIKE THAT? NONE BUT THE EVIL👹OF SATAN👹

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9. DISRESPECTED MY FAMILY✔

TOTAL DISRESPECT!!! FROM THE TIME MY YOUNGEST SON CURTIS JR. TRIED TO GAIN EMPLOYMENT AND WAS SHUT OUT OF THE SYSTEM BY THE REAL DEMONS👹PUTTING THE WORD OUT IN VAN NUYS THAT IF I DID [NOT STAND UP AGAINST] GOD✝FOR THEM MY SON COULD NOT EVER WORK IN THIS TOWN! 👉POINT 1, HE APPLIED AT SEVERAL PLACES THAT [I BLESSED FOR MONTHS] THAT WAS HIRING! HE KNEW THEY WE'RE HIRING BECAUSE I TOLD HIM I ALSO TOLD THE MANAGERS AT THIS PLACES TOO EXPECT VISIT FROM MY SON WHO WAS LOOKING FOR WORK! EACH TIME NO LUCK! NO PROBLEM KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND KEEP APPLYING EVEN THOUGH DEMONS👹PUT THE WORD OUT!!! BUT AFTER THE LAST ONE I TOLD HIM JUST WAIT!!! CHECK THIS!!!

MACDONALD'S🍔HIRED HIM, TOLD HIM TO COME BACK FOR HIS ORIENTATION IN A [COUPLE OF DAYS] BECAUSE THEY WERE GOING TO HIRE 2 MORE PEOPLE! AFTER A COUPLE OF DAYS HE WENT BACK UP THERE AND WAS TOLD TO COME BACK A 3RD TIME THE NEXT DAY TO. FINALLY GO THROUGH ORIENTATION AND GET HIS WORK UNIFORM

3 FUCKING TIMES HE WENT UP THERE ONLY TO BE TOLD DEMON👹BULLSHIT AND WHEN HE WENT THERE THE LAST TIME THEY SAID 👉👉THE MANGER WOULD CALL HIM!!!👈👈

GOD✝SAID, [YOU WERE RIGHT AGAIN] THE BROWNSTAR DEMONS👹IN VAN NUYS WILL NOT EVER CHANGE!!!

📳BEING CONNECTED TO DEMONTRUMP👹THE DEMONS👹[HAVE BEEN TOLD] ABOUT CERTAIN FAMILY CONVERSATIONS WHICH [WERE MEANINGLESS] SINCE ITS JUST [VERBAL ANGEL😇TALK] BUT ALL OF MY FAMILIES PHONES📳HAVE BEEN TAPPED BY THE DEMONTRUMP👹ADMINISTRATION👹

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WHEN EVER YOU HEAR ECHOES WHEN YOU ARE [TALKING TO SOMEONE] TRUST YOUR PHONE IS DEFINITELY TAPPED!!! BELIEVE IT, I USE TO WORK FOR NEXTEL PARTNERS IN LAS VEGAS BEFORE THEY SOLD OUT TO SPRINT. IF YOU'RE WONDERING IS OUR ▶CONVOS STILL BEING LISTENED TOO?◀

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[YES] BUT WE'RE USE TO IT UNCLE SAM🇺🇸 HAS BEEN AROUND MY ANGEL😇FAMILY [FOR MANY DECADES!!!] REMEMBER, MY [MIB] CONVERSATION AFTER SWEARING IN UNCLE SAMS🇺🇸ARMY HE HAD A FILE!!! YEAH, THE LIFE OF REAL ANGELS IS NO JOKE!!!

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👉2 WEEKS👈THE REAL DEMONS👹IN WASHINGTON, DC DECIDED TO TAKE OVER MY CELLPHONE📳BY CONTROLLING WHEN I CAN OPERATE IT!!! IF I POST CERTAIN THINGS THEY TRY AND ERASE THEM SO THE WORLD🌎DOES NOT KNOW THE TRUTH REALITY!!! FOR INSTANCE LAST WEEK GOD✝ WANTED [THE SIGN OF HEAVENS LIGHT] TO BE SEEN POSTED BY HIS SPECIAL ANGEL💫 TIM😇KNOWN AS UFO MAN IT WAS TITLED FLASHING LIGHTS RECORDED IN THE UK🇬🇧

IT WAS A AWESOME TRUTH REALITY VIDEO THAT I TRIED TO POST BUT IT WAS ERASED INSTANTLY AND YOUTUBE UNDER ORDERS ERASED THE VIDEO WITHIN MERE MINUTES

NOW THE REAL DEMONS👹THINK THAT THEY ARE IN SOME TYPE OF CONTROL ▶WHEN THE TOTAL OPPOSITE IS TRUE!!!◀

👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇GOD✝IS IN TOTAL CONTROL OVER ALL OF MANKIND WHICH IS EVIDENT IN THE VERY POWERFUL COVID-[19] GLOBAL PANDEMIC

HEAVENLY💫ANGEL WAR SHIPS👽AND HEAVENLY ANGEL WAR ORBS😇BEING SEEN ▶[GLOBALLY🌎NOW MORE THAN EVER]◀ BEFORE IN MANKIND'S SHORT HISTORY AND PEOPLE ARE POSTING EVIDENCE DAILY🌅☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

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10. SOLD OUT OWN RACE!!!✔

STUPID ASS EVIL👹DEMONS👹[FOR YEARS] REPEATEDLY WENT AGAINST GOD✝AND HIS HOLY💫PLANS [AND STILL DO KNOWING] FULL WELL THE CONSEQUENCES IN FLESH AND IN THE SPIRITUAL💫WORLD AFTER THEY DIE💀[YET THEY REFUSE TO OBEY!!!]

👉OVER A YEAR AGO I TOLD THE DEMONS YOU'RE GOING TO NEED US, GODS ANGELS IN THE FUTURE ONE DAY AND WE WILL NOT HELP ANY OF YOU [BECAUSE WE DO NOT] [OWE YOU SHIT!!!]✔ TRUST I MEANT EVERY WORD!!! EVIL👹DEMON👹MOFO'S ACT LIKE WE OWE THEM SOMETHING UNGRATEFUL✔ ▶SELLOUTS OF THEIR BROWNSTAR RACE◀

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VOLUNTEERS TO GO AGAINST US FOR CASH THEY GAMBLED WITH THEIR VERY LIVES!!!!

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THESE IGNORANT REAL DEMONS IN FLESH

ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT [NO MATTER] HOW MANY YEARS THEY DISRESPECTED MY GODS✝ HOLY💫PLANS, OR [WE HIS ANGELS] THEY COULD GET PAID💵EVIL👹GAINS FOR YEARS AND STILL GET HELP ON [DACA!!!]

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👹THEY ASSUMED👹THEY HAD ME IN A CLASSIC CATCH 22 BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE MEANING THAT I HAD TO TAKE THEIR EVIL👹BULLSHIT👹AND STILL HELP👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇

[THE DACA DREAMERS] BECAUSE GOD✝ [BLESSED ME] WITH SO MANY BEAUTIFUL 👑BROWNSTAR 💜💜ANGELQUEENWIVES👑

THEY WERE COUNTING ON MY WIVES💗TOO ▶PRESSURE ME INTO HELPING THE [DACA] ▶DREAMERS [WHICH I WOULD HAVE DONE] ▶ANYWAY IF GOD✝ HAD NOT BEEN TOTALLY ▶DISRESPECTED HAD NOT WE ALSO BEEN ▶TOTALLY DISRESPECTED!!!!! NOT NOW!!!!!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

UNFORTUNATELY, [THAT SHIT BACKFIRED]✔ BECAUSE OF THE WAY MY ANGEL😇 FAMILY AND I HAVE BEEN AND ARE STILL TREATED!

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SO IT IS BEST FOR [THE DREAMERS💫] TO SO KEEP THEIR FAITH✝STRONG IN GOD✝

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FOR SURELY HE IS REVIEWING THESE EVIL DEEDS👹BY BROWNSTAR DEMONS👹AND YOUR [LACK OF SPIRITUAL💫STRENGTH] TO STEP FORWARD AND [SPEAK UP] FOR WHAT 👉WAS BEING DONE IN THE NAME OF YOU 👉BROWNSTARS BY THEM!!! GOD✝WATCHED 👉FROM HOLY💫HEAVEN AS YOU STOOD BY 👉FOR YEARS AND SPOKE NOT A WORD OF 👉SUPPORT FOR ME, HIS ANGEL BROTHER FORCED TO BLESS YOU FOR YEARS!!! SMDH!

THIS IS NOT THE 1ST TIME I POSTED THINGS WE HAVE BEEN AND STILL GO THROUGH!!!!!

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MANY DREAMERS IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD!

MANY WORLDWIDE🌎PRAY FOR YOU DAILY!

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IF THESE EVIL👹DEEDS [ARE ERASED] GOD✝ SHALL HAVE ME POST THEM ANOTHER TIME!!! YET THESE ARE BUT A FEW OF MANY REASONS [I WILL NOT HELP BROWNSTARS] BEFORE THE SUPREME COURTS DECISION!!!

GODSAYS💫IN THE ALMOST [6 YEARS] OF THIS EVILNESS👹DONE IN [HIS CURRENT] DEMON NEIGHBORHOOD NOT 1,✔ NOT 1,✔ BROWNSTAR SPOKE UP AGAINST THE REAL DEMONS👹SUPPORTING MY BROTHER AS I AM HE [FORCED HIM TO BLESS VAN NUYS] AND MANY OTHER CITIES IN CALIFORNIA!!!

HE HAS LIVED IN VAN NUYS SINCE 1/2013

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GODSAYS💫ONLY [10] WILL BE MENTIONED THIS DAY🌅AS THE IMPORTANCE OF OUR SPIRITUAL💫WAR AGAINST DEMONS👹IS FAR GREATER THAN THESE ALREADY KNOWN EVIL👹DEEDS WHICH HAVE TRULY CAUSED MUCH WRATH✝UPON MANKIND!!!!!☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝

MORE POSTED AT [10AM] TIME FOR DEEP SPIRIT💫USING MY 3RD EYE!!! 0505HRS PST

▶SHARE THIS IMPORTANT INFO POST!!!!!◀

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[IF] DACA ENDS [BLAME] DEMONTRUMP👹AND THE SELLOUT BROWNSTAR DEMONS👹

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WORLD🌍LEADERS ALL LAUGHING LOUDLY

PEACE PROTESTORS RAN HIM👹UP INTO A BUNKER!!!

NOT TERRORIST, GODS PEACEFUL PEOPLE!!!

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