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bizarrelittlemew · 7 months
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Stede facing the crew after finding out about their (attempted) murder of Ed
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hephaestuscrew · 1 year
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The great thing about fiction podcasts is that you can experience emotionally impactful stories while just going about your day. The downside to this is that you may be emotionally impacted while just going about your day.
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g1ngerbeer · 2 months
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i just think its so so wonderful that the doctor and donna are THIS deranged about each other AND the narrative validates that AND they crawl into each others souls and merge into one person AND the sheer power of their ride-or-die codependency literally saves the universe. and theyre 100% platonic . thank u british show from 2008 for the unhinged platonic soulmates representation we need in this sad hell of a world 🩵
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chasingfictions · 1 year
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yellowjackets 1x08, flight of the bumblebee | lottie and laura lee's last moment together
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fighting off the urge to make mspaint amvs to evanescense music....................................
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touchd0wn-boy · 1 month
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fav blink era?
honestly probably the current one, as cheesy as that sounds? love seeing those old men happy and having so much fun on stage and getting along and being boy besties again.
other than that, probably neighborhoods/first reunion as a close runner-up, just because that's the first era i was around for and got to experience, so i have a fondness for that time.
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introspectivememories · 2 months
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im so sorry for the influx of f1 posts recently 😭😭😭 tiktok put a f1 edit on my page recently and all the repressed brocedes emotions finally broke through
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simcardiac-arrested · 8 months
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being russian is like i hate every single trhing about this But u will not englishify russian names im so serious they did not make me study chekhov for years just for u to call his ass alexander or something . he is aleksander. put some respect on tjat bitch
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astrid loves caleb so much it makes me DERANGED
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mxystan · 7 months
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lbh and yqy and sqh are all characters who would rewire my brain chemistry if i ever thought more about them. too bad they are trapped in a novel i will never ever finish
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asexualastarion · 6 months
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Hey are you guys fucking seeing this. Hey. Hhhey: hey.
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likerubies · 8 months
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i'm not finished with the main questline yet and i probably won't be for a while but i have finished both astarion and the dark urge's personal quests and the potential for horrible, unspeakable tragedy there is so, so good.
what if the person i was loved the person you were but neither of us are those people anymore!!!
spoilers under the cut
i'm aware the majority of people reject bhaal and stop astarion from ascending but have you considered: not doing that!
the roleplaying implications of becoming bhaal's chosen and then letting astarion ascend are absolutely delicious if you love dysfunctional, awful, tragic romance.
consider a durge that does their best to resist the violence that bhaal demands of them. they genuinely love astarion. they've swapped notes about resisting their animalistic impulses. it seems like things are under control.
then cazador sends his spawn after astarion.
and something the durge snaps. they know astarion can protect himself, but what if he can't? there is all this violence in the dark urge. it has to go somewhere.
so they go to the temple of bhaal and, welcomed as a prodigal child, become an unholy assassin. they don't remember what they were before, but they know by now they are their father's child. a god would have more power, wouldn't they? to protect the man they love?
they kill orin. they face their father. they swear to be his avatar, his servant. there is no price they wouldn't pay for the ability to stand between astarion and the world.
in doing so they lose something of themselves-- of the person they became after the nautiloid crash. when the time comes to face cazador, they can no longer think of why astarion shouldn't ascend. in fact, they encourage him to.
so now we have vampire ascendant astarion, who can't love a person he sees as beneath him. but that's okay; now the person is bhaal's chosen, who can't love at all.
what if the person i was loved the person you were, but neither of us are those people anymore, and we're just doing a fucked up imitation of the parts we remember? what if i gave up everything and was rewarded with nothing?
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ive only had gwen bouchard for two episodes but if anything happens to her i will kill everyone in this room and then myself
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neverendingford · 3 months
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#tag talk#anytime my friends point out that something I say is good advice or express that they see me as aspirational I'm always just like....#wtf how am I am example to look up to I'm just an idiot bumbling his way through life trying to avoid hitting her head on cabinet corners#honestly it's mostly just seeing mistakes others have made and going “I will not make those mistakes. I will make weirder mistakes than that#like. it feels a little like the “I'm eighty years old I'm done with putting up with everyone's bullshit” except it's#it's “I didn't kill myself so I'm not gonna put up with bullshit anymore”#like. I chose life. I'm not about to half-ass that decision. I'm not gonna walk back that decision. I'm not going to flinch away from it.#that fuckin... “what do we have to fear but fear itself” quote or whatever. like.. I died. you think anything else is gonna scare me?#if I'm going to be stuck here on this planet you bet your ass I'm gonna make the most of it. I'm not gonna be embarrassed. no shame.#we're all living here until we die and the things that matter are your own life and then the people around you.#I'm not going to miss out on a chance to find community and connection just because I'm afraid. I'm done being afraid.#though... I have been feeling shrimp emotions for the past two weeks and my stomach has tied itself up in knots over it.#I'm so detached because I'm afraid of feeling my emotions too strongly. so letting go and experiencing emotions is a lot for me.#and agghfffgghh I'm going to make it through this I'm going to make it through this but damn it's really rough#allowing yourself to get close to someone again after solidifying your position as unassailable is so hard.#especially because I've gotten so used to shielding the emotions of other people. hard to be honest when your honesty will hurt them#it's wild being around someone who's not wildly insecure because I can be genuine and honest and not worry about what I say hurting her.#I could say “I'm leaving in a year do you still want to date?” and trust that she would actually think it through and give a reliable answer#like. I can handle just my emotions because she's able to handle hers.#being in mental health spaces for so long I'm not used to interacting with emotionally stable people lmaooo#do you think I'm emotionally stable? I don't think I am. but then I meet other people who are wildly more unstable than I am and hmmm#like. sui wasn't an emotional choice it was a cost benefit analysis. I get emotionally unstable sure. but I contain myself until it's over.#I know enough to not be impulsive because I recognize impulsive behavior in others and thus in myself as well.#so like. I'm unstable but I'm not externally unstable. I know how to isolate when I'm in a wounded lashing out state.#anyway I've been processing so many emotions this past week because I'm wildly out of practice with allowing myself emotional honesty#instead of just bricking myself up behind my defensive apathy. I want to hold onto this. I want to continue to channel these emotions.#I want to be unafraid to tell people when I love them#though with her it's more of a Nerevarine situation. you are not someone I love but rather someone who might become that.#like. I haven't known her long enough to really say I love. but I very much think if things continue how they are I will be confident in it#and not even romantic love per se. I have some old friends who I genuinely love. several siblings who I love. most people I know I do not.
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poltroonus · 2 years
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the owl house more like the ow house
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candydos · 2 years
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yeah same (finger guns)
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