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juliettecxi · 3 years

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thomastair please! I can't decide fluff or angst so it's up to you-

fluff prompt: "I thought you had it?"

angst prompt: "I hope you got what you wanted"

thank you, your writing is great!! 💕

Prompt number 12: “I hope you got what you got what you wanted"

Fandom: The Last Hours

Ship: Thomastair

Genre: angst, breakup (of sorts),misunderstandings, Friends with benefits au, Thomas is kinda confused and very repressive of his feelings here

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"I didn't know you wanted something serious!" Thomas said, frustration lacing his tone.

"Of course I wanted something serious!" Alastair yelled back, anger and hurt in his tone. "I thought we were becoming serious!"

Thomas let out a sigh and carded his fingers through his hair.

"We didn't agree to anything more than friends with benefits Alastair…"

"I know, and I was fine with it… but then I thought, I assumed it was becoming something more."

Alastair looked down and fiddled with the rings on his fingers; he was anxious.

Thomas wanted to scream, things were going so well. Why didn't good things last for him?

"Why did you think I wanted something more?" He didn't mean to sound harsh, but Thomas was emotional, he was angry, and a little upset.

Alastair looked taken aback, but it was quickly replaced with rage.

"Everything Thomas! The way you'd buy me coffee in the morning, or how we'd stay up till early morning just talking.. it was how I'd give you shoulder massages when you had a long day," he sighed and his hands were shaking. "It was the way you'd hold me And kiss me on the neck and shoulder after we…" he trailed off, and Thomas didn't need him to finish.

He knew exactly what he meant.

“There- there weren’t any romantic intentions behind those Alastair.” he said, but he wasn’t one hundred percent sure about that anymore.

Alastair looked at Thomas, eyes wide with shock and pain.

“Really?” he said, voice shaky. “Really Thomas? No romantic implications at all? Not even when you kissed me unprovoked outside the library two days ago? So that was all just platonic huh? Just two bros being bros? Are you like that with all your friends?” He was shouting now, and his lips were trembling.

“Alastair no I-”

“You just wanted someone you could take to bed and forget about right? Well, I hope you got what you wanted Thomas, because we’re done and I’m leaving.”

Thomas’s eyes widened and he took in a rushed breath, he was losing Alastair.

“No Alastair please, listen you’re so much more to me. I never thought of you as someone I could sleep with and ditch, that’s not who I am.. Please, don’t leave.” he said, his voice breaking on the last word.

“Did I ever mean more to you than just a friend Thomas?” Alastair asked, his voice small. There was something else there too, hope.

There was so much going on in Thomas’s head. He was scared to lose Alastair; he was confused; he wasn’t sure how he felt. He wanted to say all of this to the other boy,and yet, the only thing that came out of him was a soft “No.”

Alastair looked at him and smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes.

“Goodbye Tom and thank you for everything. I’ll miss everything we had, and I-” he paused and just shook his head. “I’ll see myself out.”

There was so much Thomas wanted to say. He didn’t want Alastair to leave, yet all he could was watch as the other boy walked out of his house and maybe even his life, for the last time.

A/N: @alastaircarstairsdefenselawyer So this became sadder than expected 👍🏾 thank you for requesting and I hop you liked it!Anyhoo thank you for reading! Please like and reblog if you liked it and let me know what you thought. Also feel free to drop in a request from my prompt list linked above. Love you and thanks for reading!!

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juliettecxi · 3 years

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James Herondale & Cordelia Carstairs

I think I've seen this film before And I didn't like the ending You're not my homeland anymore So what am I defending now? You were my town Now I'm in exile seein' you out I think I've seen this film before So I'm leaving out the side door

-Exile by Taylor Swift

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