#fuckingsaveme

[pep-darn]

Me: Not to brag but my cat really likes me

#funny #fuckingsaveme #like wow #zoinks

[noahdrawsaliens]

#eddsworld #eddsworldTord #originalart #fuckingsaveme

[fairy-baby]

i just wanna break down and fall apart and i want to die and i want to cry

noonefuckingcares fuckingsaveme

#negative #rant #vent #personal #feel free to ignore #tw depression #tw suicidal ideation

[lilmoonsprout]

FUCK

I'm getting really terrified about becoming close to someone again. My mind is all over the place. My heart is screaming. Why have I been cursed with a shitty love life where I can never trust anyone... I already assume shit but I keep it to myself because I don't want to seem like I'm crazy. I guess I've just see how hard it is for some people to even be the slightest bit trusting or faithful for that matter. I wish I could tell him everything that bothers me but I don't want to drive him away 😞 When it comes to handling my feelings towards others I don't do so hot. I get real excited at first. Because, well, damn it just feels so good to be treated with respect and to be cared for. But then after the excitement wears off I start to think. "What if I'm not the only one" "Who else calls him baby besides me?" "Is this another trick? Am I being used again..?" So many thoughts. It drives me straight up the fucking wall. I deeply long to give someone the love they deserve and in hopes to receive love back. My mind wants me to assume that I'm being lied to. That what they feel isn't real. Or that I'm just in over my head... Good god I'm sorry this is so long. I just needed some kind of fucking outlet because I hold this shit in for too long. In short, my feelings for this guy keep getting stronger and my fears and insecurities kick in that make me want to give up before I get hurt... But I just can't. I refuse to let my mind do this to me but it just gets so overwhelming. He makes me feel so wonderful and I feel like this could possibly be something bigger... Fuck. I don't even know. I don't even understand why I'm so upset by this and why I feel like screaming. I just need something. A sign maybe. Just something that would open my eyes and help me through these times when I feel completely lost.

#personal #myheartistoobig #fuckingsaveme

[are-you-tripping-yet]

Just gunna believe you said all those nice things to fuck with my head.. I have nothing else to think any more..

#fuckingsaveme #icantfuckingbreathe #help!

[spudsource-blog]

There's spending time at a relative's house where you sleep on the floor, but you genuinely enjoy yourself. Then there's being at a relative's house where you sleep on the floor, and you feel trapped the whole time. #fa la la la la

#fuckingsaveme

[beautifulnightmaresbrokendreams]

People purposely mess with my emotions I swear.. I keep just getting more depressed day by day even if everything Is okay.. I can't handle this constant whirlwind's of hurtful emotions...so many tied into one making my life completely and utterly miserable

#depression #depressed #hurt #sad #fuckingsaveme #fml #ihatethis #anxiety #suicidal

[mindfuckery]

Overwhelming Anger

At everything! Constant battlefield of emotions torn between anger and sadness.

Scream at all my problems in the face or just sit here and feel sorry for myself?

Feel so weak, so dependant. I need an outlet before I destroy myself.

#fuckingsaveme