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bree-fighting-4-mylife-1979 · 4 years

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Trigger Warning ⚠️............. @nbcsvu Season 19, Episode 24 ..... “Remember Me Too” !!! One of the most Powerful Pieces Of Television I’ve EVER Seen !!! I Could relate too this So Much !!!! When you experience #sexsualviolence like that ...... it can Destroy your life !!! In My Opinion as Someone who has Experienced #childhoodsexualabuse , #gangrape and #rapesurvivor .... it takes part of you .. that I don’t know if you can ever get back !!! ... But you Must try and move past it !!! It doesn’t mean that you forgive the people .... because they don’t deserve forgiveness!!! But you must forgive yourself in order too move on !!! Easier said than done ... believe me I know this one . But as #oliviabenson says to Lordes ... “ You will be Free” !! So much Torture, So much Pain !!!! One of the Saddest Episodes Of @nbcsvu I’ve seen in almost 21 years !!! But I believe... I MUST Believe that we can ALL Heal from our #trauma !!! Without that I have Nothing left too hold on too !!! But we CANNOT do it alone !!! We must support Each other! #survivorssupportingsurvivors !!! And #family support is Crucial!!! #remembermetoo #sexualassaualt #rapesurvivor #childsexabusesurvivor #gangrapesurvivor #strongsurvivors #survivorsstrongtogether✊ #supportyourfriends #supportyourfamily #supporteachother #compassion #love #loyalty #unity #nobodyleftbehind #supportsurvivors #supportyourfamilynomatterwhat ☮️👊🏼🙌🏼🥰👏🏼💯🇦🇺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4P3x1JnqlMYiM9E89gImUxkZx0J0PCSWJnITE0/?igshid=ksuco9haspwd

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bree-fighting-4-mylife-1979 · 4 years

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This Photo was taken a Couple of weeks ago . I’m in Hospital with Endocarditis.. a serious heart infection.. they think it was caused by my #lupus . But I had a severe trauma in December.. and it has triggered another relapse of my #eatingdisorder .. #anorexianervosa . Because the weather is getting so cold .. I’m freezing all the time . My toes and fingers are blue aswell as my Lips . I’m so disappointed in myself... because I have worked so hard to gain .. and get too a healthier place . But one of my health care professionals has taken that all away . I never thought it would ever happen to me . My Bestfriend went through it .. and I saw how it destroyed her ... even though she was so strong.. along with all the other strong women who went through it too . I went too the sentencing at the beginning of this month.. this person was facing 14 years in Prison.. they got an 18 month good behaviour bond plus community service!!! Ohh they lost there medical license !! Like that is supposed to make me feel better !! I had to be carried out of court because I collapsed screaming in tears . And it was a Female Judge !!! There is no justice in this country!! I’m suing this person civilly.. but NO Amount if money will undo what was done !!! I haven’t talked about it .. but I thought there are people out there who know how I feel !! This person looked after me for 14 years. I have no idea what I’m going to do about my Eating Disorder.since I can’t find ANYONE too treat me .. and the fact I will NEVER have a male look after me again.. because I could NEVER trust them !! There are good men in the world apparently. This has shattered my whole life.. #survingtheunthinkable #survivor #childabusesurvivor #gangrapesurvivor #sistersurvivors #eatingdisorders #anorexìanervosa #strugglingtostayalive #trytrytry . Too Anyone whom has been through it .. I stand with you and by you !!!. I just need my family & friends .. but they didn’t know .. most of them .. until now !!! (at Royal North Shore Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAUq5pdnKVKZ8jeWLNssSiDNw2-8QKyM97b2yM0/?igshid=1539kgjoi8k83

#lupus #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #survingtheunthinkable #survivor #childabusesurvivor #gangrapesurvivor #sistersurvivors #eatingdisorders #anorexìanervosa #strugglingtostayalive #trytrytry

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bree-fighting-4-mylife-1979 · 4 years

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Life isn’t Always Black and White !!! There are different shades of Grey , White , Blue , Green , Yellow , Orange , Purple ... Etc !!! I am trying to be really positive for my own state of mind and wellness... but it’s so tough !!! You haven’t been feeling myself... and I have been extremely tired all the time .... this too shall pass !!! By too Everyone reading this ... whatever you are going through.... Never give up !!! If you are Really Struggling.. Please reach out for help !! . And Remember No Man / Women is an Island !!! You can be super independent like Myself... but at the end of the day ... Everybody needs someone!!! That’s why prisoners that get put in solitary... end up going crazy !!! And I don’t want that for Anyone I care About!! I will get through this ... one day at a time .. Bree Xoxo #childsexualabusesurvivor #gangrapesurvivor #sexualassaultsurvivor #metoo #timesup #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate #anorexia #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorders #eatingdisordersurvivor #bipolardisordertype1 #weareallgoodenough #beyourself #beauthentic #authenticity #befearless #bebadass #bestrong #askforhelpwhenyouneedit #askingforhelpisnotbeingweak #survivor #survivorsstrong @therealmariskahargitay ... Thank you for all that you have done .. and continue too do for us !!! There are not enough words too express how grateful I am for you and @nbcsvu 💯🤜🏼🤛🏼👏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼🎁🌏🇦🇺💕💕💕 (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4opOsvnX1vOwri8p5xCMixHDzLr2p6LhR1ci40/?igshid=os2kgfk827sk

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bree-fighting-4-mylife-1979 · 5 years

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Because it’s #worldsmentalhealthday I going to open myself up and bare my soul in the hope it will help 1 person . Last Saturday I went on a Coffee Date with a Man I met on a Dating app... it went well ... so I invited him back too my place ... in my mind just too talk further , and get too know him !!! Instead of a pleasant conversation... he Sexually Assaulted me , and injured me !!! Because I went on a Dating app and brought him back to my house I blame myself!!! . And after enduring #childhoodsexualabuse and #gangrape ... you think I would have known better !!! But at the end of the day the only person to blame is HIM !!! It has triggered my post traumatic stress Disorder SO Badly that I am sleeping or tiring to sleep on my couch .... curled up in the foetal position with a massive knife next too me , when I hear ANY sound I jump and my heart begins to race !! I am waiting on a bed in hospital... and my Mama rang them today to let them know what happened too me !!! I didn’t tell her until yesterday because I was too scared of the judgements . But like she always does ... she supports me and stand behind and with me . I do want ANYONE too feel sorry for me , I have said if in past posts !!! It’s happened... I can’t change it !!! It done . Now I have just got to try and live through each day until I get a bed in hospital!!! Too all my friends out there ... it’s NEVER our fault even though we do blame ourselves!! I’m going to be honest ... I’m severely depressed, my Eating isn’t good , I can barely sleep ... but I have lived through worse !!! I will get through this with the help of my Mama , family that i still have .... My treating team ... and ALL of my Amazing friends that I feel so blessed to have ! Please don’t comment. Just read it .. and believe what I have posted .. even though I’m NOT a Victim... I’m a #survivor ... it’s NEVER the Victims fault ... that falls on the Perpetrator! #worldsmentalhealthday #bearingmysoul #rapeisacrime #imasurvivornotavictim💜 #rapeisnotok #childsexualabusesurvivors #gangrapesurvivor #sexualassaultsurvivor #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #posttraumaticstressdisorder #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawarenessweek2019 (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3bz57Enu4ZY-O-2IWm6crpoQGjMaj7l6wfuTE0/?igshid=h6kgpuvebfrj

#worldsmentalhealthday #childhoodsexualabuse #gangrape #survivor #bearingmysoul #rapeisacrime #imasurvivornotavictim💜#rapeisnotok #childsexualabusesurvivors #gangrapesurvivor #sexualassaultsurvivor #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #posttraumaticstressdisorder #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawarenessweek2019

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