#go listen to life is but a dream NOW

[theywontletmebeprincipal]

life is but a dream mood

#go listen to life is but a dream NOW #seriously some of the most true n beautiful shit I’ve heard in a long while #I am so so fucking enraptured by the incorporation of the acoustic n the piano n all that into smth that’s still undeniably hard rock #one of my favorite albums ever I do not fucking CARE that it came out less than 24 hours ago #sanders bullshit #avenged7fold #avenged sevenfold #tonight we fuck music

[chuckyray]

jelix gets so much hate and people act like it's truly problematic. It's so funny to me. you can hate its fans and not have to justify it with acting as if the ship itself is somehow offensive.

sorry y'all can't see the beauty in 70s repressed homosexual adultery and the consequences of it being tragedy. i forgot the kids these days haven't even seen brokeback mountain.

#also its just fiction guys this isnt real life men cheating on their wives lmfao these are some fictional dudes in an analog yt series #theyre like wahhhhhh he killed his kids and jack hates him now !!! yeah. now. are we disregarding the 20 years of friendship #where they built their dream company together? no ones saying that jack would fuck him post accident lmfao yall are just reaching #blah blah jack would NEVER do that to rose!!! first of all you dont actually know anything about him. #second of all people do shit you'd never expect all the time. even if they do love someone and are happy #also that one take where someone says the concept of jelix is inherently racist because jack is latino and felix is white so #that means jack is giving in to a white mans desires is insaneeee do yall hear yalls selves. like seriously listen to yourself. just once. #and its weird for you to tack actual racial issues onto a fictional ship that has NOTHING to do with that. #literally saw someone say that its perpetuating the white man desires and exotic latino stereotype and im sitting here like what. #what does that have to do with twf. yall just reaching. just say you dont like jelix and go. simple. #the walten files fandom is a joke atp. none of you should be watching this series yall arent mature enough yall cant even handle a ship #let alone a story centering around actual serious topics like childhood trauma and addiction and morally grey characters #rant over #twf #the walten files

[sapphicsnzs]

im so grateful for this corner of the internet where i can just get my frustrations out

#self obs #i will delete this later but i just need to get it out #i told my two best friends about how i got rejected and they both were just like move on lol #like i don’t think they realize how awful i feel right now like literally that was my dream and im scared im never gonna be able to do it #i also somehow have to tell my parents and that’s a whole different problem #my parents are already up my ass about me quitinh my job for no reason #well basically i think they’re trying to get me to move home for the summer which doesn’t make sense to quit my job i’ve been working at #for almost a year to come back and get a job for a month #but like i can’t think of another reason that my parents would randomly want me to quit my job #so i’m stressed about that and now i also have to tell them i got rejected and now i can’t start the part of my degree that i need for my #fucking job and fuck i’m so stressed and don’t know what to do #and im just like so embarrassed and everyone is acting like its not a big deal even tho like if i apply again i probably won’t even get it #because i didn’t even make it past the interview phase and anyways im just so upset with myself and everything #i like actually thought my life was turning around and i was gonna be happy finally but nope #anyways this is just me sobbing and trying to let out my frustrations because no one will actually listen or validate that i’m upset #whatever im gonna go drink some wine and probably pass out on the floor of my room

[classicicarus]

was watching the end it stage and like obviously it’s a favorite, but it had me thinking about my absolute favorite kpop songs.

my favorite of all time isn’t even by one of my ult groups (villain by trendz) and it toppled all my other previous faves but even when i first got into piwon, end it has been my favorite and potentially is going to be competing for that top spot.

i guess we will find out 😂

#previously it was golcha’s wannabe (rtk version) or like nct dream’s life is still going on #then I discovered villain and could not stop listening to it every single day #now it’s end it time i guess (for the past year at least) #would anyone believe i started as a 3rd gen stan lmao

[hannibalismos-jaaneman]

i read a hannigram fic last night where op decided it was an okay thing to mention vatsyayana and my brain chemistry is fucked now.

#raj shitposting #afghdaklkjfdakjfgaskjgf #so for context i read the kamasutra as a joke earlier last month and istg i was not expecting what i read. #bro- listen i thought it'd be about heterosexual sex only but it's really not specified IN SO MANY PLACES IT MAKES ME WANNA YELL. #there's this entire section in the text about scents. now idk how many of y'all know seema anand but you should def check out her tedtalk. #because she kinda boils it down to the very basics with the best examples for all of those who do not want their brain chemistry altered. #and that was what got me into her stuff and i read the arts of seduction a couple years back but i wasn't unhinged back then- #-so i forgot all about it until like a month or so back when i came across a video of hers on yt and damn those floodgates BROKE man. #which lead to me finally putting my foot down and reading that shit and JESUS FUCKING CHRIST- #so back to where we were. there's this entire section about scents alright? and we all know where this is going so bear with me please. #so this section talks about how different scents stimulate excitement and how different parts of the body should be scented. #like seema anand does NOT warn you about how fucking DETAILED this shit is in the original text. AT ALL. #it's got i think somewhere around 600 different scents and the optimum intensity of the scents for like IDK TURNING INTO A MONSTER. #so like when i read the fic my brain thought HEY THESE ARE TWO UNHEALTHY OBSESSIONS OF THIS FUCKING SICKO THAT SHOULD ALIGN RIGHT? BOOM. #and i imagined post fall will experimenting with scents for fun and shit because why not who's to stop him at this point in his life? #and then my brain flashed me a very vivid image of hannibal BURYING his face into will's waist to smell the perfume he put there- #and then my brain short circuited because that is too powerful an image for a mortal brain to comprehend. #i don't think anyone will understand what the fuck it is that i'm on about but y'all should watch that ted talk. #and get ahold of the nearest fic writer you know and force them to write a fic on this BECAUSE THIS IS THE PROMPT THEY'VE BEEN WAITING FOR. #this is actual psychosexual bullshit and istg i've had SO MANY vivid dreams ABOUT SCENTS ALONE it's making me lose my fucking mind. #GAAAAAAAAAAAAH #hannigram #hannibal

[silverselfshippingchaos]

i am SO unwell about f.f16

#ash rambles 💚 #PLEASE NEVER GET ME STARTED ON THE ENDING SCENE #i will go on an hour (minimum) long ramble about how that scene is perfect down to the very last detail and how the arm is a parallel to #c.id and how for thr first time in his life c.live is- #I'll stop for the sake of spoilers but AHKSAHKSWHJSHWWJ #is 16 a perfect game?? no #am i nuts about it??? yes #also c.live is my big brother and i adore him #cant think about 16 for too long without just #AHSKHADKJWKS #also. i went to the va panel last year. i was in the room when they announced the dlc. i was in the crowd. i was shaking afterwards from raw #excitement. i have the panel pin on my jacket. i saw the cast. it's so.. AHSJAHSKAHSJWHBS #i lived out my dreams that day #i just... fuuuccckkk f.inal f.antasy 16 the game that you are.. #SHSJGSDJHWJDGWJSHWJSHSJAGSJDGWHWGWJWHWJWHWJDHWJDHJFHWJEHWJSJWJWHWJRHWHW #okay I'm gonna go listen to moongazing now and think about the ending again #and study but like. f.f16 you know? #so fucking excited for the dlc coming out soon #only half-joking when i say thats the thing keeping me going rn #praying that my gf v.ivian gets new lines in the dlc!!!! #anyways yeah i <3 f.f16 it is awesome and c.live is my big bro and i smooch v.ivian with tongue

[th3d0nutl0rd]

GUYS MY NEW PIERCING IS SO BADLY INFECTED IDK WHAT TO DO WITH IT ITS MY FAV ONE BUT ITS LIKE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY FACE AND EVERYONE WILL KNOW AAAAAAAAA also what's worse is it's absolutely my fault (I had a dream that resulted in me punching myself right in it and also waking myself up in the process)

#listen #i had a dream that a spider was crawling on my new piercing #so i slapped it away in my dream #and punched myself in the face in real life #and it woke me up #and now my piercing is all gross and infected #body piercing #bridge piercing #OH AND ALSO #I'd like to clarify that i dont give a shit about the pain. #i can put up with that I've had chronic illness for forever #ITS THE BRUISING IM WORRIED ABOUT #BECAUSE QUITE FITTINGLY I LOOK LIKE IVE BEEN PUNCHED IN THE FACE #AND I HAVE #BUT IT WAS BY MYSELF #THE BRIDGE OF MY NOSE IS LITERALLY YELLOW #and the piercing is all inflamed #and its gonna go crusty asf #i wish i had long hair to just cover it until it heals #BUT INSTEAD EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW AND SEE I'M A DUMBASS #AND I PUNCHED MYSELF IN THE GODDAMN FACE

[britomart]

sincerely no feeling like coming home and blasting music

#world: OFF / the head on the door: ON #also hi 😸 #i have been so busy w life lately i've had no time for social media can u believe it........ #i have a bunch of tests coming up n then other tasks but we survive 💪 more or less i guess #omg also my friend was playing springsteen in the car and i got vivid flashbacks like what ever happened to my springsteen era..... #u never really leave ur springsteen era but i need to go listen to some bruce NOW ! #sometimes u talk about a dream try to make it real u wake up in the night with a fear so real you spend your life waiting for a moment that #just dont come well dont waste your time waiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[airawisteria]

[ID: A digital drawing of Sora from Kingdome Hearts wearing a black hoodie with red and white accents, a black shirt with a white butterfly in the upper centre of the shirt, white and grey headphones and black jeans with silver chains hanging from them. He has his signature crown necklace and is lying down in a green, grass filled place with some of the grass ending up on his body. He has his eyes closed and his hands are behind his head as tears fall down his eyes. There is some generic warm shading done to the drawing. The drawing is set in Quadratum in some grassy area.]

#kh #sora #my art #digital art #art #fanart #(you have no idea how much time i spend just figuring out what kinda fashion id like sora to be wearing right now) #(i didnt want red to be like overpoweringly there cause like idk it just didnt feel right) #(i found a pic on pinterest of a black shirt with a butterfly decal on it and went 'yep this is what hes wearing now') #(also!!!) #(fuck soras hair) #(i still dont really get his hair and spikyish hair in general is ***not*** my forte so i spent waaaay too long just on his hair) #(the headphones are mainly there because i bet the city can get a bit overwhelming for sora) #(and if not then its there just so he can listen to the waves as he tries to go to sleep because idk i think thatd be nice) #(also hes crying cause i view this as him haveing some dream or something about his friends and how much he misses them) #(got the motivation to do this after reading life long strangers by .holleighgram on ao3) #(got a lot more kh motivation after looking at their drawings and reading their kh stuff so expect more kh related stuff!) #(might draw riku next and then kairi)

[todayisafridaynight]

oh my god i forgot to share my delulu-ass dream where i made a masadai doujin

#snap chats #NO LISTEN CAUSE LMAO #im 90% sure i was also dreaming of scenes from shay's disneyland fic. cause i still love that fic. #honestly i think it was just an anthology of short stories WHICH. ive always wanted to make a remastered anthology doujin #for all my mineda| and arakavva fam stuff yk. like go back and redo all of them so the art's Up To Date. and in color LMAO #god imagine if i did... ive always wanted to make a doujin but i also know im terrible at long projects and writing stories #(i still have to finish that comic from last night for starters LMAOOO) #anyways. hey everyone. life update time. its fucking POURING #i went out grocer shopping with my bro cause i needed to get a new makeup palette and brushes #buuut.... yall gon be mad at me....... while i was out my store finally started to sell the metroid prime remaster... 👉👈 #LISTEN ive wanted to play prime for YEARS ever since i first saw it was a thing for gamecube but i was never able to get it #and then they had a demo run of it at the store and.... yall... i love metroid a lot... #i played super metroid and the first metroid games a lot when i was growing up and prime has been on my list For Years #one day ill play the judgement games...... just not this month i need to catch up with my girl samus 😭😭 #cant even do THAT today cause that means going upstairs and my moms home and i also Have That Comic I Wanna Finish SO #thats a thing for me to do..... for now tho bye i got drawing to do

[jedi-bird]

My partner is off to the office soon to play online games with their friends. I had planned to write a bit, or at least try to. But honestly? This day has sucked and I'm emotionally exhausted. I think I'll just go to bed way too early and deal with waking up in the middle of the night when it happens. Tomorrow will either be better or worse but that's future me's problem. Current me no longer gives any fucks.

#vent post #this hasn't been the worst week of my life but it's been pretty shitty #tornado hit near my house the other day #we got lucky and only had some really strong wind and thunder but it was closer than I'd like #my cat died and another is acting weird tonight and i really don't want to have to go back to the vet already #I'm going to give her some kitty electrolytes tomorrow and some recovery food that's been recommended and see how she does #i was late to my appointment today and I'm not sure how i feel about this doctor #they didn't really listen to me but they at least partially listened to my partner #they did however send my for lab work to test for everything which is nice #but also sucked because i wasn't mentally and physically prepared for a blood draw and now i feel like crap #I'm glad i got it out of the way today because it gives me less time to be anxious about it but also it sucks #dropped off our tax papers and I'm fully expecting a phone call tomorrow because i think i missed one #picked up dinner tonight as a treat and decided to try something new and couldn't eat it #it wound up being so spicy i got sick #so now my stomach is messed up on top of everything else #things will get better but it's hard to see it right now #maybe some sleep will help #maybe I'll get lucky and won't dream

[lhrry]

it's the way harry's house is already becoming a comfort album for me, like the album i can play and it's like a sonic blanket, a soundscape i feel at home in, the album i can play when i'm home alone and want to dance around and be myself, the album i sing along to all the time, the album i can play in the car, the album i've cried to, the album that's going to colour this entire period of my life, the album that feels so personal and full of love that harry poured into making it, the album that really does feel like home for me right now, the album that i love more and more with each listen, i-

#and listen it's #(this is about to get sappy you've been warned read at your own risk) #fine line and to a great extent walls but fine line possibly more so #was something that got me through a really damn difficult time of my life and I've already told you guys about how that time was for me #what was happening with my treatment and what not so if you know you know #anyway that was like a ray of light for me for a long time and it's very intimate for me #and right now I'm in a very transformative time of my life #hopefully I'll graduate with a second degree soon lol #I'm changing a job and I'm going to be moving #I'm truly finding myself and making my dreams happen like I'm getting published twice #and I've been figuring myself out so much over the past two years as many people were and it was a ride #and now it's a really damn. difficult time because of everything that's happening in the world and some personal stuff for me #and then there are all those changes and leaps I'm taking #and the album is always going to be a. backdrop for that and I know it's going to be with me for the rest. of my life in some way #and watching harry be who he is and talk about the way he's been figuring himself out and #watching him do what he loves. and bring joy to people and carry himself the way he does #I'm in awe and it's so important and inspiring to me and this era my friends #it's truly something and he's doing something so important

[crunchycrystals]

mitski was so right when she wrote the second verse to strawberry blonde

#crunchyposts #music #thats the only m/tski song i listen to regularly #but like god that verse. #all i ever wanted was a life in your shape so i follow the white lines and keep the eyes on the road as i ache...... #years i just wanted to have that stupid american teenage dream sold to me by tv shows since most of the media i consumed was american #and i get to teenagehood and im just. sad #it sucks ive been having a bad time and everyone else seems to want to kind of stay here forever and i just #let me out of here lol #so much of what ive wanted seemed to kind of be that american thing like it always seemed like they had more freedom than me #and i dont think i ever really saw any non white people selling me that dream on my screen #probably no asians and DEFINITELY no south east asians #all i ever wanted was in fact a life in your shape. i did try to follow the white lines. i do in fact ache and yearn #yeah that lyric has stuck with me for so long #pretty relevant now since its summer and i just dont go outside lool #dont have an incentive to

[unholyplumpprincess]

Fun facts for those of you that follow my peachy chronicles (not that I update abt my life recently but lmao): But I went from being upset i wasn't being treated well/right by people to now putting down my foot and stating my needs/wants clearly without room to misunderstand me.

And I think that's super important progress! The problem is is that now I'm seeing p clearly how and where people treat me and it's not very fun! I'm v good at compromises and am super patient! And I'm realizing people take that hella for granted and it's like. Dude.

Im just happy I'm figuring it out! Being autistic and people being my special interest is,,,hard bc I know where ppl perceive me and how ppl can use that and it's just,,,

Gosh idk! I think it's great progress but strange.

#princess talks #Knowing ppl perceive me as childish doesn't hurt my feelinfs bc sure hey i am! i love dolls i love plushies i love pink and cute junk #i get excited at the smallest things! etc! thats okay! #its the infantilizing and almost fetishizing thats hurtful #like im not a child and im also Not your manic pixie dream girl uwu hypersexual dream #but im now able to CATCH and SEE it and can make myself clear #but im also noting i always Have and Had made myself clear and open to clarifying further and it was taken advantage of to confuse me #hurtful! but now that i can see it i can really put my foot down #even in my romantic life! but thankfully Sprite is such a good listener and gotten so much better at communicating #its startling in a good way! that someone loves me that much theyre going to figure out how to work with me #and my beloved friends that understand my communication style can be odd! aivaiva i know i ask SO many questions #i just learn ppl better that way! and im so grateful to my buds that understanding that im like a lil interviewer #and im so glad i have friends that also let me know if smth is uncomfortable right away! clear communication! #bc ive been going through this hardcore ive been going through rough mental gymnastics but now im inching back intk hang outs #and im SO excited to hang out wiyh friends again! let it be known i am so grateful to yhe ppl aroujd me that dont make fun of me #i really appreciate it!! #anyeay thats all lmao

[noxtivagus]

tonight i think i've just been jamming to music

#🌙.rambles #SO RELIEVING TO FINALLY BE ABLE TO REST #until monday no classes n then. tues has classes but wed is non-academic #iirc tuesday is also online? #N THEN FAIR FROM THURS TO SAT (but i'm not sure if apollo n i can go on sat. ion think so T_T but i don't really mind ngl) #i love the 1975 so much actually. BUT #i dont have any friends other than apollo that listens to them 😭 #the way they preform live is just so.. special too n. i still can't really believe that one day. less than 100 days from now #i'll see one dream come true. #n the idea of it fills my heart with so much love and hope n #it's.. really lovely. bittersweet actually. feeling so. young. amidst all my thoughts lately #i think i mentioned yesterday how it seems like life is both so real & unreal at the same time. #oddly confusing but also comforting. #n i'm rlly not the kind of person to keep all this all to myself. yk #hang on if i think even a little more right now i think i'll be overwhelmed T_T i've been trying not to overthink Too much lately #tonight that's been working well. but i'm beginning to feel rather anxious rn bcs my phone is #it. has a wifi limit so i can't use my phone midnight onwards :c not complaining ngl but it's #i overthink my interactions w others far too often. even very quick ones. but then my mental health sucks when i'm alone for too long #i'm really the kind of person that. i need to relate to the people close in my life. if we can't relate deeply then #i think it gets draining for me. or my energy's just low at times. either works. other stuff too #i get distracted so easily help. AHH IM GNA BE PRODUCTIVE FOR NOW BYE ><

[shuckstruck]

the thing IS. is there’s blood in my veins instead of lightning. my chest house’s a beating heart rather than light. and the only reason any of this is acceptable is because the mechanisms that keep me going are miracles in themselves

#listen. listen 2 me #take a step backwards. u r an alien and u are viewing life on earth for the first time #U HAVE A MACHINE IN UR BODY THAT PUMPS MILLIONS OF TEENY TINY OXYGEN LADEN CELLS AROUND UR INSIDES #THE SINGULAR MACHINE IS NUTS ENOUGH ON ITS OWN. ITS COMPLEX AND IT WORKS FROM BEFORE U ARE BORN UNTIL IT IS UR TIME TO PASS #AND IM ONLY TALKING ABOUT UR HEART BAYBEE. U HAVE A NUMBER OF ABSOLUTELY INSANE MACHINES IN U AMD THEIR ONLY JOB IS TO KEEP U ALIVE #THATS INSANE. THE WORLD IS INSANE AND IN THERE!! IN ALL OF THAT!!!! #IS WAHTEVER TICKS AWAY THAT MAKES /YOU/ A COMPLETELY UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL #CAPABLE OF THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AND RELATIONSHIPS AND PHILOSOPHIES #IMO. IMHO. THATS MIRACULOUS. THATS INSANE. #IF IT WERENT A PREESTABLISHED FUNDAMENTAL OF ALL LIFE EVER I COULD NOT DREAM THIS UP #hrgjrvr ‘yeah idk man. they just go. they’re just filled w jelly. maybe bones to keep the shape #not true. ur body is a living organism and there’s like a billion jobs in there that are all being completed right now #i’d fill u w jelly. something much more than i filled u with atoms and cells and muscles and organs and bones #that’s insane. life is incredible. #i sound high as shit but actually i’m only a little bit tipsy #rumbles