#god i’m so stupid lmao

[heraldofcrow]

NOOO I JUST PUT MAKEUP REMOVER WATER INTO MY CONTACT LENSE CAPSULE INSTEAD OF SOLUTION AND TRIED PUT THE CONTACT IN 💀💀💀

#GOD IT BURNS #KATY STOP LAUGHING AT ME #i am just going to start tagging these as “Crow Ls” #god i’m so stupid lmao #personal ish #Crow Ls #CrowNotes

[forourtomorrows]

private discussions

#inspired by the song Somethin’ Stupid- Frank Sinatra and Nancy Sinatra #please listen to it this song is so WOW.. #ace attorney #aa #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #narumitsu #wrightworth #gyakuten saiban fanart #I’M SO HAPPY I FINISHED THIS PIECE !! it only took exhaustion and a very very bad night for me to finally catch the vibe i wanted #i did it at least three times lol #the first draft was supposed to be rendered but it was so uglyyyyyy #thank god i downloaded those pixel brushes #you probably don’t need to know that but i love rambling lmao #wdym phoenix doesn’t have a stubble post-aa4??? hahahahaha ofc he has one ! #digital art #ace attorney fanart

[chrollohearttags]

everything that could go wrong today has and I’m just ready to call it quits for this year while I’m ahead. Not even going to try anymore.

#rant in tags ignore if you don’t want to see my bitching #literally two things broke in the bathroom while I was using it and ik I’m gonna have to hear my dad’s fucking mouth abt it #I literally never cause trouble break or ask for anything #always walking on eggshells bc I never wanna make trouble for him or anybody else #but the first to volunteer my help but getting yelled at over a stupid discrepancy for an Amazon order #I explained that my bank sucks so much so I’ve only stuck to using CashApp bc it steals money #but he basically accuses me of stealing his money to help my brother #my selfish ass brother who I do everything for can’t even have the decency not to touch my stuff I brought specifically for me #but you’ll gladly stick ur neck out for a neighborhood drug addict and help them #ur kids can never have room for error #I’m responsible for all of my affairs I don’t ask him for a damn thing I even buy groceries every month and the internet #god forbid one thing goes wrong and he flies off the handle #two seconds from slitting vertically #not even doing this I’m done #I’m tired of living like this tbh #I can’t even drive myself or barely even walk lmao #what is the fucking point #cherry chats 🍒 #I’m sorry I’m just frustrated bc how dare you act like I cause so much trouble

[snzluv3r]

maybe beginning the deep clean of my room on a day where my nose was already more sensitive and sneezy than usual was a bad idea…perhaps i should’ve thought a little harder about how itchy and allergic the combination of dust and lingering cat hair would make me, let alone on top of what i’m worried might be an oncoming cold—and a very sneezy, hitchy one at that.

my room might be cleaner than when i started but i’ve certainly made a mess of myself and am sneezing so frequently still that i can barely make this post

#both because i keep sneezing all over my phone or my hands and getting it on my phone #which makes typing very difficult #and by the time i clean it off it happens again #or because i’m just so busy building up and hitching and doing those stupid little gasps like an idiot #the itch just keeps getting stuck so far back in my nose and i keep getting distracted by how much it tickles #just keep pausing and staring at the ceiling hitching like a fool LMAO #there are tears all down my face again and my eyes are #very unhappy with the dust and cat hair #god sorry i sneezed mid typing that and it’s not worth restarting to make it one tag #little self obs #the harshness and quantity of these sneezes is really bothering my already sore throat #fingers crossed it’s just allergies and the cold #but i think i might be getting sick #cw mess

[cookie-nom-nom]

In honor of it still totally being Mother’s Day, little doodles for a Kristin and Philza (and Wilbur too I guess ugh) fic I’m never going to finish

#Mostly cause I was like Aww cute lovers to idiots to lovers story #And then remembered I’m aro #Basic premise was these too moron gods were like ‘aw it would be cute to erase our memories so we can fall in love for the first time again #While Wilbur beats his head on the table in the background #Kristin #Philza #angel philza #philza minecraft #philza fanart #kristin fanart #lady death #biblically accurate angel #(side note I think the concept of biblically accurate angels is stupid since ppl w wings is also accurate) #(And the Horrors usually aren’t very accurate either) #(But they are cooler!) #misstrixtin #mumza #Phil gets feathers when he blushes lmao #Wilbur soot #something to nom on

[catastrxblues]

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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage #because oh my god??????? weird #(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it) #basically i was coming home from this chem thing right #i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the #new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭 #i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of #the station entrance right. #and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭 #the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭 #and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m #pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did?? #i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato #leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop #oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help #except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅ #actually had one proper conversation with him ❌ #i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me #but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me #she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it #and i just keep thinking about that #funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal #oh you would’ve laugheddd #like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭 #i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to #write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO #FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW #i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me #and then i whisked off as if to find that someone #i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons

[dudefromtheooze]

i think ppl who don’t like 2012 raph are just only children and that is my take

#i’ve seen a few ppl talk about 2012 raph and Yeah. shakes them #he’s not even that mean like god damn #he’s just a guy!!!! #i like him :] he’s so much fun lmao #when he just silently smacks one of them for saying something stupid. i’m like Yeah. deserved #bullying ur siblings is just a part of having siblings #tmnt 2012 #tmnt #raph #🐀

[deityofhearts]

I worry that I am both too much and too little at the same time

#deity dialogue #idk if I’m giving too much energy or not enough #I’m also aware I’m overbearing #even like with my own family I’m the overbearing one like they do love me (allegedly) but aren’t very affectionate like I’m someone who will #tell people I love them as much and as often as possible and they didn’t vibe with that and made it very clear and now I’m in a weird place #where I get so attached to people but no one seems to be as attached to me as I am too them #and I just like love and care about people so much and I wish I cared less #it would be easier if I weren’t clingy and overbearing and annoying #lmao ‘poor pitiful me I just love people sooo much’ abdjjfkt it’s so stupid #like the dumbest thing to cry over #I just hate it I just want to be loved and feel loved and not feel the way I always do #god I hate myself

[sapphicdib]

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#i think this is just my irritability from my meds #so i’m putting my rant down in the tags #im going to delete this later but i just needed to get this out bc i’ve seen it quite a few times now #but if i see one more fuckin person say something along the lines of ‘stop drawing the iterators/slugcats in this way because it’s boring #or wrong or doesn’t match up with MY HEADCANON’ #im gonna fucking lose it. if you want to see slugcats or iterators drawn how YOU like them. why don’t YOU draw them. or YOU pay other #artists you draw them for you? #the fact that some people are so god damn entitled to fanworks that passionate people are making FOR FREE #this isn’t about any of my followers or anything and i block people who say shit like that on sight but for real. #your interpretations of characters and designs are not the end all be all. i interpret sigs shape language as pointy! a lot of the fandom #sees her as square! you know what i DONT do? make posts about how artists should stop drawing him square #you know what i DO do? draw her pointy MYSELF! #i’ll delete this later bc it really doesn’t matter and it’s NOT directed at any of my followers or moots it’s just a general thing ive seen #you do realize that most of what we have to go off of are 10 pixel tall muppets right. #going crazy stupid with designs is FUN! im beginning to think some of y’all take this shit WAY too seriously lmao #anyways.

[pissfizz]

I’m going to lose my mind oh my god I am so scared for this quincenera wtf

#NOT MINE BTW I MISSED MY CHANCE LMAO #but Jesus Christ family I’ve never met before flying in from Panama…. god I’m so scared #I’ve already been dealing with some wack ass imposter syndrome ass shit cuz of how I was raised this is gonna make it SO MUCH worse #I DIDNT EVEN KNOW PANAMANIANS GOT QUINCES #i was raised with almost zero influence from any culture whatsoever I wasn’t even raised close to that side of the family #and like I’m mixed with white but I can’t even use that as an excuse cuz the cousin who’s quince it is is also mixed #and that side of the family is super tied to the culture and they speak Spanish and shit #i don’t even speak Spanish even if the family from Panama doesn’t think ima. total embarrassment what if most of them don’t speak english #when I’m surrounded by white people 24/7 I feel like a total outlier but the second I’m around anyone else latine I feel like that but WORSE #i don’t speak Spanish I don’t know anything about the culture I’m from the fucking pacific northwest and do digital art and watch anime #i am so far completely removed from everything I’m gonna be sick #my grandma is already so judgy about stuff my uncle was even WORSE and made fun of the stuff that was too white or too American about me #my cousins throwing the party are the least of my worries cuz at least their mixed and second/third Gen too #but oh my god the family I’ve never met before I’m so scared I’m so scared #i was already thinking like. can I even call myself latine bc of how I was raised and how far removed I am from everything. I’m mixed so - #-should I just associate myself more with the white side of my family. am I being fraudulent by identifying with that term just bc I have - #-the blood is that even enough maybe that kid had a point when he said I shouldn’t count as hispanic if I don’t know spanish #and thinking about showing up to my cousins quince as. me. it’s terrifying it’s awful I want to go I want to meet these people I want to - #-celebrate my cousin and be happy for her but GOD what if everyone hates us and just tolerates us cuz we’re related to them #i would say we’re the black sheep of the family but I feel like white is more fitting cuz I feel like we’re just slightly brown white people #god god god I’m so stresssd out by this #is this a weird thing to be worried about is this stupid is this selfish #and to make matters worse I DONT KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR A GIRT #vent

[thebaffledcaptain]

your tags made me look up bridgerton george iii and-- oh my god. what have they done. no offence to that actor, he's a good looking fellow but What The Fuck

right? right??? where are the WIGS? where is the ROUGE? try as I might I cannot in any universe envision that man as our good george iii. he looks like he’s from once upon a time. he looks like the human equivalent of the default lego figure face. any respectable gentleman would not be caught dead in 18th century high society looking like that. god save the king but for christ’s sake not that one.

#I’m literally so mad about this lmao #and yeah the actor’s fine it’s not his fault he looks like that. but is IS the casting director’s fault for just sticking him on set #without DOING anything to make him look like he came from the 18th century #my god they could have at least tried #not going to get into this now but I do believe it’s the whole trend of producers conveniently ignoring parts of history they don’t like and #modernizing it where they see fit just to make it palatable to a modern audience #even over stuff as stupid as this one dude wearing a wig when literally EVERYONE else at or near his status would have been wearing one #god even just that would have made it Better #you got me started I’m sorry #call me loyalist scum but I do care about the man #the captain answers #amrev #?? #george iii #bridgerton #awi

[wiiwarechronicles]

I need to strangle everyone it’s actually so embarrassing when u go on a passionate rant and people just ignore it completely like ok. I now know never to talk in front of u again…….

#talking to anyone in person is actually a fucking nightmare and being online is not much better #i really want to learn how to have people actually engage with me but I’ve got no idea how to #it’s absolutely awful. it’s embarrassing having had no friends as a kid because now I worry I come off very childish in person #i want friends that won’t make fun of me because I’m small and awkward and stupid I’m tired of being the gullible autistic punching bag in #all my relationships im so tired of everything I say being uninteresting #this is so childish to say but god I want to be wanted so badly I want someone to be interested in listening to me I could walk into the sea #maidsmess #vent #<- sorry lmao

[woundedheartwithin]

Ugh, honestly? This prelude thing reads like bad fanfiction 😭

#she speaks #I won’t put it in the tag #but I’m talking about Ghostwire #the game is so fucking good but this visual novel is lame as hell #that’s disappointing #I should’ve kept track of the choices I made so I could go through all the options #or I guess I could’ve streamed it #I am not a streamer but I would’ve done it to save the longform video instead of 15 min increments #cuz I’m playing it on my ps4 #instead of my bro’s ps5 where it records an hour at a time #but that’s a pain in the ass to move over and edit #what the fuck am I talking about? #god stupid ramble lmao

[aroace-polyshow]

sometimes i wish i was normal about anything ever

#marlo’s stuff #maybe then i’d have friends that gave a shit about anything i wanted to say #maybe if i was a normal cis girl i’d have friends that cared #maybe if i cared about the stuff the people around me like i’d have friends that cared #maybe if i liked makeup and dating and romance movies and everything else i’d be happy and normal and not so fucking lonely all the time #vent #i’m so tired #maybe if i didn’t like my stupid fucking rhythm games and my stupid fucking horror games and my stupid fucking literature animes #and my stupid fucking depressing weird sounding vocaloid music and my stupid fucking art and my stupid fucking bands no ones heard of #maybe then people would like me #maybe then i wouldn’t be so boring and annoying #sorry for the suicide mention again #but god i wish i was dead #i wish someone would shoot me already #and i hope theres nothing after i die #i wish i wasn’t me #i wish i wasn’t like this #i’m so awful lmao #its fine i’m fine i’ll get over it #i’ll live #too much of a coward to die anyway #i’ll be fine #i’ll get over it #gimme a few hours i’ll forget this ever happened #lmao

[hookerpissgourmet]

Turns out, trying to explain a rare and misunderstood disorder to someone that you

1. crave comfort and validation from

2. but also know to be very ignorant even at the best of times

can blow up in your face spectacularly.

Who knew?

#apparently not me. #besties we are going THROUGH it #I tried to tell my mom about DID lmao #right after she found out I relapsed on self harm #god. I know better than this #why am I so fucking stupid sometimes? #why did I have to open up my mouth #oh and she also called gay people disgusting repeatedly today #to which my dad agreed #whilst I sink ever deeper into the closet. #they’re going to bury me in this closet. I just know it. #there’s so much more I just #can’t. #I apologize to any poor soul that accidentally reads this I’m just venting #might delete later lol #personal

[dontforgetoctober3rd]

Behold, my slapdash spur of the moment word vomit silly little fantasy of if Aemond Had Switched Sides To The Blacks When Viserys Croaked:

-Otto and especially Alicent would be in straight up denial up until they see his ass on that dragon coming for King’s Landing because fAmILy sTiCkS tOgEtHeR nO mAtTeR wHaT like who cares if Otto pimped out his daughter and who cares that they forced Helaena to marry Aegon (she has zero love for that bum come on now) WE ARE A FAMILY DAMMIT and they just can’t comprehend a dynamic where Aemond would see them as anything other than his highest priority worthy of 1000% of his loyalty and dedication no matter how scummy they are ✨just because they’re family✨

-a little standoff with Daemon when Aemond gets to Dragonstone because Daemon is the way that he is 🤷🏽‍♀️

-“Mother says that Father changed his mind at the last moment but I know by the seven that that is complete bullshit he barely even knew we existed and yes I still can’t stand my nephews BUT I’m willing to leave it all in the past-ish because Aegon’s drunk r*p*st ass would run the realm straight into the ground, let’s just be realistic here..”

-would apologize to Rhaena and get all huffy when she refuses to accept the apology, Jace would play peacemaker and finally apologize about the eye which in turn would prompt Aemond to grudgingly admit that *maybe* he shouldn’t have grabbed a rock to try to bash Jace’s skull in with and it just snowballs into an actual heart to heart between them all, Baela adding in that hey I should have remembered dragons aren’t slaves and they choose their riders blah blah bla Aemond adding that it was definitely out of pocket for him to claim Vhagar literally hours after her moms funeral blah blah bla we were all just kids tho bla blah blah ending with Luke apologizing about the pig thing 🥺

-then we get a scene where Daemon is still suspicious and questions Aemond when they’re like out patrolling or whatever. “Why did you REALLY leave?” (You little shit??)

-“....because Mother turned out to be just like grandsire...and I realized grandsire didn’t give a shit about my eye or what I had suffered, only that it gave him an opportunity to weaken Rhaenyra because I had obtained a dragon for ‘our side’. It’s all they care about, how they can undermine her and uplift house Hightower....They don’t give a shit about me and I would have done everything for them...I’m as interchangeable as the most lowly of their banner men.”

-cue Daemon inwardly realizing oh shit I have a new son now because yes Daemon is a fucked up scumbag but goddamn it if he isn’t a total sap for the whole “I try so hard to get genuine love from my family why can’t they understand that and give me some love back” thing

-anyways Aemond goes to Storm’s end and snags Maris as a wife because who doesn’t love a good roast amirite and the whole posse will storm Kings Landing, RhaeRhae is crowned again in front of the people and she reigns for a bajillion squillion years everyone is happy especially me the end lmao

#hotd fanfics #hotd fanfiction #Aemond Targaryen imagine #Rhaenyra Targaryen #Daemon Targaryen #look if this imagine really chafes your ass that badly just block me??? the block button is right there boo #yOuRe iNvAdInG tHe gReEnS tAg no the fuck I’m not I’m posting a relevant Aemond post in the Aemond tag cry about it #blocking people is free try it today #like I’m not even super anti green or whatever 🙄🙄🙄 #I’m not out here harassing greens fans on their posts and shit #hell im even devouring a lot of Aemond x OC fanfics because they’re so damn good! #LET ME LIVE #also once more with feeling: the block button is RIGHT THERE if this shit bothers you so much??? #yes this is about an anon lmao #I never get anons and when I do I don’t give a fuck but I had TIME today #😂 mostly because work was shitty but hey that’s life as they say #welp this went off in a completely unrelated direction #so how we doing? everyone liking hotd? is the acting great or what 👌🏽 #god I love fandom no matter how fucking stupid it gets sighhh 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤