#hands are also hard wtf

[volitioncheck]

i think i wouldn’t hate disco elysium’s collage mode nearly as much if it weren’t for 1) the way that it was marketed in such a tasteless, soulless manner, let alone the fact that it was a last ditch distraction from a dead on its feet studio piloted by dumbass thieving execs and released on the day of the court declaration, and 2) those dumbass fucking stickers

like if it had been included with the base game from the start and had been titled something a bit more tasteful and in-line with how i would have liked the feature to be marketed as— something like “exploration mode”, something that perhaps could only be unlocked after completing the game for the first time, AND didn’t have those stupid as hell visually and tonally incongruent with the artstyle stickers, i would have applauded it as a nice little bonus for being able to study and appreciate the 3d models and environments for reference.

#it is just so bleak man. #i have no words left to say for the latest development at zaum studios so instead i will just remember how fucked up this was lol #those stickers are the same energy as that dumbass fucking christmas card they put on steam. #cutesy fanart is awesome and all but don’t muddy the tone of the actual source with it. why is that necessary. #for gods sake what happened to boundaries #again i probably would take a different tone to even the stickers if #it had been done under the original creators (which i don’t think it would have‚ which is my point‚ but say hypothetically it happened) #but with the circumstances the way they are it is impossible to not view it all as tainted with a veneer of absolute tastelessness #and a disrespect to the source material and a sorry attempt to appeal to the shallowest parts of ‘fandom’ #like you can add cartoony emoji faces and a sticker with harry and kim as cats. or their hands with the caption ‘best friends!!!’ (wtf lol) #and a frame with a bunch of pride flags being waved around (hard to articulate why i feel doubly annoyed of this one. #your corporate pride parade aesthetic is showing again. also it feels… lazy) #but you can never‚ ever erase the fact that you are parading around a stolen IP that you are entirely out of touch with #and one that you clearly have *no idea what to do with* #(something that we’ve all known for months with these hints but today has finally been basically confirmed as the sequel seems to be #officially cancelled with the last of the original writers’ crew being laid off) #how could you have known what to do with Elysium? how could you ever have? #hope you have fun with your stickers. rot #disco elysium #me talking

[skiioroexe]

SMOOC

man i love this blonde bitch

#yuurivoice #yuurivoice charlie #HIMM!! #also FUCKKKK i forgot his freckles :( #hands r hard to draw wtf

[camellcat]

CAMPBELL BAIN U MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

fun extras since this took me FOREVER!!

anddd finally, here's a playlist of the music I listened to while working on this! it's definitely not my usual tunes but I swear I was just so much more productive and better at drawing him when I switched to these hahaha

#🎶I wanna hold ur haaanddd I wanna hold ur hand🎶 #I didn't even know I could draw like this??? campbell bain you've made me a better artist #TRACKPAD ARTISTS FOR THE WIN!!!!! #I seriously don't think I would've been able do this if I hadn't used my school's shitty mac laptop to draw it lol #smth smth about how low the mouse sensitivity is combined with how bloody hard you have to press down plus low expectations #also ik they're not actually all that accurate but I just wanted to try smth new while still havin fun #campbell bain #takin' over the asylum #takin over the asylum #bloody hell why does this fandom have three separate tags for one show #I'm only usin the first two THERE IS NO G LOSERS!! #takin’ over the asylum #<- I'm actually about to lose my shit WHY IS THERE TWO OF THE SAME TAG WTF!!!!!!!!!! #I hope you can feel my absolutely bewildered outrage over this issue #I clicked on that thinkin it was the first tag #it was NOT #campbell bain fanart #takin over the asylum fanart #my art: oil paint pawsteps 🐾

[crystalline-teeth]

Oooh boy

#please i need the old man #he’s so fucking handsome i wanna kiss him so hard #wanna wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him so much #he turns me on so much im gonna pass away #james hetfield #metallica #papa het #coming back to tags cuz wtf hes so big #this shirt and the lock+chain have me absolutely fucking drooling #his hair??? ughhhh #im gonna fucking cry #oh my god also hands???? ****** me pls

[bloodysparklez]

i redrew one of my favorite scenes from the novel! they're literally so silly. it's comedy central out here in puqi shrine

#tgcf #heaven official's blessing #xie lian #hua cheng #nan feng #tgcf comic #tgcf fanart #me 🤝 hua cheng: liking it when xie lian is mean #i just love that xie lian knows his cooking is bad and actively weaponizes it against ppl lmao #this is from the end of ch 29 (of whichever fan tl i found) btw! #i refuse to acknowledge past mistakes and so i got more than 3/4ths of the way through this thing without reading the og scene at all. so. #<- has done this before and ended up making huge lore-related errors #also im gonna take this opportunity to complain: hands are so fucking hard wtf. i used references for that closeup and it STILL killed me #i looked at my thumbnails while inking and put my head in my hands

[pebblezone]

Took 30 years to get there!

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #alucard hellsing #seras victoria #schrodinger hellsing #a #I’ve no fucking clue how his being gone works like wtf is he doing he has to be doing… something? maybe? maybe not?? #you see him in the street 💔 walking by himself 💔 talking by himself 💔 have pity 💔 #feeling deranged and silly tonight. they’re doing a PowerPoint thing in my dorm and on one hand I don’t think anyone is gonna go #but also free excuse for mascot slideshow I lost my old one and I’m very sad about that still #but now I have PowerPoint not just Google slides I can make such sexy transitions tee hee #but then also I could do beach boys rankings hmmmmmmmmm this is hard. #assigning every beach boys album a mascot. summer in paradise can be northwestern because I am bitter about its existence

[oohbuggypie]

need to write BullDon hurt comfort so so bad .. Don coming home and crying smthn smthn they go to sleep Don cries all night but he wakes up the next morning with Bull and he feels better smthn smthn IDFK IVE JUST BEEN THINKING ABT TWO SCENES IN SPECIFIC THAT I WANNA WRITE OUTT Don crying makes me so sick but i want 2 write cute domestic stuff AURGH

#bulldon #not fully main tagging like usual cuz this isnt complete work or anything just compiling ideas but AURGH #my honey bunnies my sweetie pies MY LOOOOOVESSSSS #i think Don would cry fairly often but when its over significant things ?? all hell breaks loose #he's such an ugly crier in my heart like he gasp sobs doesnt-know-what-2-do-with-hands pulls his hair sobs like he gets INTO it when its bad #also Bull is bad at comforting ppl not in the sense that he ignores it or gets annoyed he just like. sits there and doesnt know wtf to do #SCHEMING SO HARD RN the hardest part of writing is setting up a scene omfg can i just like skip 2 the part where Don is ugly crying liiikeee

[thegroundhogdidit]

i'm pretty sure none of us actually know how to draw izzy hands

#man's got the most. inscrutable face #if you can do it i applaud you like wtf how did you do that #why do i always have to pick the men with weird faces to obsess over. this is also kinda about leon kennedy #our flag means death #ofmd #izzy hands #it is SO goddamn hard to get his forehead to nose to beard ratio right

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i was looking through old photos today. they where from wjen i was like 1 and it made me so sad #bc my mum would have been like only a year or 2 older then i am now and she looked so young #and now she has an abdomen full of tumors and blistered hands and feet. theyre prob gonna hsve to remove her bladder #but shes still very pragmatic abt it. but she grew up in a house where no one really cared about her feelings so she made them small #and now her mother calls and doesn't ask how her grandkids are doing and doesn't ask how her daughter is doing. im cursed with terrible #grandparents on both sides but i resent my mothers mother worse. though my dad said i probably wouldnt have survived his upbringing #and hes right. my nana has like zero empathy and cant cook for shit. idk how my parents r so normal but the fact i had a good upbringing is #probably the only reason im still here. and thats the other thing that made me sad abt the old pics. just looking at this little baby with a #fucked up head and thinking: in 25 years that kid is gonna b so broken down their not gonns kno what to do or how to fix it. idk whats wrong #with me. ive always been some stage of miserable but i used to b able to get things done. and now i cant seem to force functionality #and it sucks. bc im home now and i still feel like im cringing around this open wound in my chest. but whatever #as of today ive started taking ab1lify. hopefully it helps in the long term but in the short term it triggers my 0cd. which is not fun #its so frustrating. whatever. i also found out my eyes used to not work together. not enough to have a lazy eye but it was hard for me to #read and apparently my eyes were tracking at like double the speed of a normal person. wtf is wrong with my brain? also also my mum was like #yea i never would have guessed bip0lar but we thought it was something. autism i could see 100% but yea didnt see that coming. ao i guess #i brehave like a bit of an oddball. ans my nana would bother my dad to try to make me participate in church and my dad was like no. she #clearly don't wanna b here lol. ay. they did the best they could which i appreciate #unrelated

[marinaiguess]

had an idea and yeah

#making comics is so hard wtf #just wanted to give it a shot #also. yeah idk how to draw that tower from rhea island #fuck that tower (i need a reference) #ALSO FUCK HANDS #wip

[hauntingblue]

Oden is winning the bad bitch competition jesus

#so the prophecy was from before oden was killed... so he sacrificed himself for it too... #TURN THAT SONG UPPP!!!!! #WHAT HAPPENED??? also kiku is like 'why am i the only one here serving cunt' and she wojld be right.... #luffy got socks and new sandals omg.... and a new sword.... #zoro almost killing sanji with enma aldhakdjsksjskqj sanji said put on the armor 😉 and the sword became homophobic #wanda still has namis clothes on... oh its serious.... #otsuru omg.... queen.... and she also knows kinemon is there.. the drama the angst #this episode is just edging.... why do i know that something happened at the end of the episode.... enough..... #talking tag #watching one piece #episide 959 #NOT THE SUNNY!!! THE PEOPLE FROM OKOBORE BURNT ALIVE???? NOOOOO #me wondering why oden has such a short skirt and then they hide their wives from him when he enters the city ajdjsksk yeah.... #omg oden pantyshot.... i keep getting fed this season..... #why the new ad breaks with luffy ace and sabo omg..... dont.... #i love this bit about old people with black hair having blonde hair when they were young... #tsuru stripping kinemon of his clothes akdhakdhak #why is oden such a menace lmao jotaro kinda man..... he changed the course of a river 💀💀 #hes got a harem???? consensual and everything wow... first poly man in wano lmaooo #oden sama you have to stop... your drip too hard.... your swag too different... your bitches too bad... oden sama they will kill you #making oden on top of someones cremation is too much they should kill him for that i agree also wdym he is 18.... this is a grown man #that was fun but wtf is oden.... what kinda creature #episode 960 #kinemon and otsuru hug??? damn why are all the men blushing sndjks i wanna say he is cool but i can't... internalized homophobia... #this is so funny they hugged to fight the gay for oden allegations bc why after all that kinemon is on his hands and knees crying about how #he would die for him????? gay as hell #orochi was a servant for yasuie???? damn... #oden receuiting his band of simps.... #episode 961

[autogeneity]

slowly getting closer to figuring out the clean, but I am 10/10 going to shatter my damn clavicle if I keep up what I'm up to and go heavier

#m #dumbassery #this because I am inconsistent at getting my hands under it fast enough to catch the bar in time #so intermittently it just hits me lol. may also hit my chin if I don't control better #but at least I have somewhat grasped the rack position #now to grasp getting there effectively lol #also this is much more demanding on the shoulders than I expected #not sure why I didn't expect that tbh lmao #also jesus I underestimated overhead squat #wtf #that is somehow hard with a plain stick? #my core and shoulders are like a little baby. shame

[rainbluealoekitten]

ok mb for worrying everyone but i actually had a BEAUTIFUL afternoon and am feeling pretty happy rn :D rambling about it in the tags ofc <3

#had mac and cheese for lunch so very yum #then slight boy update where he fucking BLUSHED at me today and i've been working very hard to get over him #but was like!!! wtf!!!! what do i do with this!!! and texted one of my best friends #and she told me to fucking ASK HIM why he's been acting shitty as of late #so we formulated a text then he was very very apologetic and explained how he's been feeling as of late #and we chatted for a while which was super nice :))) idk if it's going to last but now we just WAIT and OBSERVE #to see if it's worth it #and then i did a toooooon of work out in my garden really just vibing #like way more research than was needed (did not work smarter over harder) but atm idm bc #it made me feel like i was doing well and honestly i was really just vibing #also put my bird and fish to decompose. still don't know what is up with that lmao #so got to put my hands in the dirt!!!!! fucking love that #now gonna watch outlander i think #or i should check the bio video's transcript quickly before maybe #either way will be fine :))) #i'm glad #and i'm also super proud of myself bc i've made sooo much progress mentally #like yeah everything felt like shit this morning and i was indulging myself there but i have also been owrking so so hard #with walking around angrily repeating that i am grateful to be alive #and pointing out all the shit in the world that i love #and really speaking to myself with love in my heart the way i needed to be spoken to as a child #so yeah :) even if i start to feel shitty again #nobody can take away the moments of happiness from me #there will always be more rays of sun #or more rainstorms bc i prefer those a million times more and guess what!!! rainy season rn :) #peace and love on the planet earth #blue screams into the void

[femmespoiled]

I hate how tonight I'm forced to think about the weird dynamic it is when for most of your life the only person who ever cared about you is also the person who traumatized you the most

#tw for i don't even know just thread carefully #like who threatens to kick out a child and to call social services on said child. make them wait outside during the night+ #telling them you're packing up their things #not once even. multiple times #for fucking misbehaving/back talking. it's not like i set the house on fire #and still that was the only person i could rely on #wtf #and when i talk about it with this person today they tell me they don't understand what they did so wrong for me to grow up like this #and i can't even say it because they'll deny it. big liar #the fact that they also thought it was ok to put their hands on me but I won't get into that #but there's a reason it is so unsettling for me to have my nails short and nothing to protect me #child abuse tw #i think? #idk was it? it's hard for me to name what that was #i swore I'd be different and i am. can't trust anyone. always taking a step back. always having a backup plan #random stuff

[skrunksthatwunk]

ok yakuza 6 spoilers and not a very insightful post but every time i remember how young haruka is when she has haruto i get sooo nervous lol. she's like NINETEEN. what the FUCKK

#i know conceptually that ppl have kids that young but.woah #i guess it didnt happen a lot in the ppl i went to school with/i didnt pay that much attention to it/stigma led to minimization of it #like she has to take care of a whole baby now. she has to be a mother and take on the kinda role kiryu had #while also kinda managing the orphanage relatively alone bc kiryu bailed. wtf wtf #idk. i think im kinda squeamish about pregnancy in general a little? but especially that young like.ough #good or bad wanted or not having a kid is a big fucking deal and it scares me a little idk. especially since haruto WAS unintentional #like whats she gonna do for a job. she probably cant do college soon (if ever) and shes probably blacklisted from showbiz entirely #so even if she wanted to do behind the scenes work she couldnt #even with yuta's help it'd be a stretch. and then theres rhe other orphans i just. hhhhh aughhhh #man taking care of a baby was hard enough for kiryu and he's like ok teenage daughter. im going hands off like WHAT #i think the ending choices of 6 are fascinating and theres a lotta reasons to criticize kiryu within that but leaving her with effectively #7 younger siblings and a baby is one i dont see talked about enough tbh #rgg #its SCARY. I'M SCARED. #im sooo fucking worried about my future and haruka's looks even more terrifying to me so it just activates shit in my brain

[glutenfree-rootbeer]

I do not understand why men dont realize that women are inherently afraid of them till proven otherwise.

If youre taking a break in your car and a women from a house or a car away keeps giving you ‘a bitchy look’ it’s because they’re afraid of you.

If youre walking a little tooo close to me in a public space? Im afraid of you

If youre idly staring at me at the gym/through my apartment window as you walk by/ect i am literally terrified of you please dont do that

Like, i dont know why men need to be reminded

But women who dont know you are afraid of you.

*context and situational awareness matter*

#rant #some dude is sleeping in his car in my complex (probably because its safer than on the street with all the other homeless individuals) #but hes sleeping/parking right in line with my kitchen window & he can see me coming & going from my apartment. hes prked next to my car #anyways im like bro i have to call someone about this because you’re choosing the parking spot facing my apartment and idk who you are #its fucking scaring me #i know hes probably on hard times and wants to be left alone #me too except i own this shitty property and i gotta feel safe in it #also just had two dudes with big bags in their hands stop behind my car and were talking and both just idly stared into my kitchen window #like wtf are you doing please stop omfg hello