#but was like!!! wtf!!!! what do i do with this!!! and texted one of my best friends

[hungergamesheadcanons]

Post-revolution Annie just posts random videos of Finnick and their son on the internet and they always go viral because people have only ever seen Finnick as playboy extraordinare and now they see Finnick being a dumbass father who's trying his best and it's very endearing and 90% of the time the camera pans out to an unimpressed Johanna or Katniss and it's great

#the hunger games #finnick odair #katniss everdeen #annie cresta #johanna mason #listen he's trying #he's never done anything like this before #he needs a minute #finnick ringing his mum like “MUM THE BABY IS CRYING ALL NIGHT WHAT AM I DOING WRONG 😭” #“mum he reached for my lobster can he have it” “finnick hes 6 weeks old” #“mum is he meant to be throwing himself off every surface??” “i mean you did so take that as you will” “NOT HELPFUL” #“can i take him swimming yet?? i want to show him the sharks 😁😁” “finnick hes 2 months old ffs” #Annie's just watching the chaos and texting Finnick's mum like “sorry mum dont stress it I got this” #Finnick's mum just sat there like “at least one of you knows wtf is going on” #jokes on her annie just has a million parenting books she flips through to answer her questions before heading to google #annies search history includes 'how old til baby can visit ocean' #'can i make baby food out of anything' #'how to tell my husband that hes doing fine but holding the baby like that is going to send me into a coma'

[ejsuperstar]

Stardew valley men tier list

S: Shane, Linus, Krobus I think, Gunther

A: Elliott, Willy

B: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

C: Me, Alex???? (He's someone one of the 3/4 people I have hearts with in my new save and idfk know how I do not care for him)

That's it that's all the men

There are no more men in this game

#text post #stardew valley #its 11 am i havent slept im going insane send help #fr tho how the fuck am i at 1 heart with alex on my (very new!!!) save like wtf #i have given bro one (1) daffodil and say hi when i pass by him and apparently that means we're at 1 heart??? #anyway linus MVP i passed out in the mines and linus stopped someone (the monsters???) from pickpocketing me #am questioning what linus was doing on floor 19 of the mines tho

[silenthillbunni]

sometimes i fantasize abt being the one with the clingy gf instead of being the clingy gf ㅠㅠ

#like... #getting tons of texts all the time. having playlists made for me. uhh what else do the clingy gf do??? #ask me abt every single detail of my day and life and personality. hmm write love letters to me. make a collage book w memories for me #read a book where on girl did that for the others and she belittled it and ridiculed her and i was like WTF?!?!? #if a gf did that to me i would DIE FOR HER!!!!! wtf that is so cute #i dont know sometimes i just think that'd be nice #to instead of being the clinger i'd have her clingy for me #well it's all just daydreams idk i was just imagining a scenario w a gf who blew up my phone when i was at work #i dont have a job but like it was all a fantasy lmaoooo. and ig the thought is nice bc irl #im the clingy one and i feel so anxious bc i mean im so fucking annoying and i talk way too much and i psuh everyone away being so awful #idk if 'she' would be clingy w me i like now i love her and can reassure her #so rlly its just all about me..... hmmm selfcest? 👀

[09lover]

my reaction after ()’s attempt to gaslight me for the uncountable time into trying to repair this broken relationship that they ruined

#es talks #no because why………… #you ended it i didnt do… anything…. (head in hands in disappointment) #story time here.. click for more if u wanna read..? #ill call them (). one day they texted me about our friend who ill call koru who unfollowed(?) them on twt because they kept #commenting (more of in a critical way..) about how their art was missing fingers despite it being drawn correctly. so they tried to somewhat #force me to stop talking to koru and shit talks about them to me…. which i still remained in contact with koru and told them everything #so we stayed as besties and eventually () came by to visit me and eventually found out i was still friends with koru then decided to throw a #temper tantrum and ignore me to the point their mother had to get involved… which still didnt work out after their mother helping us 3 times #then our … like 4 years or longer relationship just went down the drain… all because of that. #unfriended me and also started shit talking me to their friends then just yesterday which i found out today #<- discord btw -> she then sent me multiple messages in some gcs we were in… calling me disgusting & said i shouldnt ignore wtf i did in #an attempt to gaslight me thinking what i did was gen wrong and also guilt tripping me to crawl back to her to beg and apologize as i always #do… but i just had enough ehfjejdje #well ill most likely delete this later just needed to get this out of my system!

[12ratsinagnomecostume]

is it wrong to want to read the bible just randomly in public, not because you're religious, but just because you read a lot of classical literature which alludes to the bible a lot and even if you didn't, a lot of media alludes to the bible so it feels important you understand this?

#this run on sentence feels like the classical literature i read #cough cough crime and punishment #oh what? i didnt say anything #i think i have a study bible from my grandma? but i mean like a very good pure version of it #like one thats not been changed too much from the original latin text #any recommendations? #wtf am i doing

[sysig]

Okay honestly I might have to take a break from posting with the lack of legacy editor, the new system is fucked in so many ways

#I literally can't with the window pop up just to add a caption to each picture??? What is this Patreon???? #It's so bad like I feel like I'm overreacting but this makes me so fucking itchy #I only had one new set prepped but like - the new editor is completely turning me off doing Anything with it #You can't drag and drop you can't just click and type the caption while looking at the picture which is like?? #You're literally blocking what I'm trying to make words about wtf why it was perfect before I literally can't see any improvement #Maybe the character limit but I never hit mine so idk #And then HTML editing turns /everything/ into HTML including the pictures???? Leave it alone! #I don't know what up but it is Super turning me off #Only positive is it gets me chomping at the bit to make my own site again :/ Not exactle a big plus #Hoping and praying those things are all glitches but they look so implemented ://// #Literally just give us the options Pls #The site's already broken let me break it how I want #Oh fucking good! The '''''''caption'''''''' is actually just alt text so that's just gone??? Yeah fuck that #/And/ autotags don't work #Yeah I actually can't post anymore if those things aren't features :) #Anybody remember the five+ weeks of counting up until they fixed their shit a few years ago? #Yeah. Might be sequel time fellas

[ikyw-t]

y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....

#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol.......... #no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget #however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all #except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever #and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc) #to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and #even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him. #we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled #and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf. #also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years. #where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist. #was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school. #i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary. #anyway. i ended up ranting anyway #it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life #bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point. #i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do. #anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.

[rainbluealoekitten]

ok mb for worrying everyone but i actually had a BEAUTIFUL afternoon and am feeling pretty happy rn :D rambling about it in the tags ofc <3

#had mac and cheese for lunch so very yum #then slight boy update where he fucking BLUSHED at me today and i've been working very hard to get over him #but was like!!! wtf!!!! what do i do with this!!! and texted one of my best friends #and she told me to fucking ASK HIM why he's been acting shitty as of late #so we formulated a text then he was very very apologetic and explained how he's been feeling as of late #and we chatted for a while which was super nice :))) idk if it's going to last but now we just WAIT and OBSERVE #to see if it's worth it #and then i did a toooooon of work out in my garden really just vibing #like way more research than was needed (did not work smarter over harder) but atm idm bc #it made me feel like i was doing well and honestly i was really just vibing #also put my bird and fish to decompose. still don't know what is up with that lmao #so got to put my hands in the dirt!!!!! fucking love that #now gonna watch outlander i think #or i should check the bio video's transcript quickly before maybe #either way will be fine :))) #i'm glad #and i'm also super proud of myself bc i've made sooo much progress mentally #like yeah everything felt like shit this morning and i was indulging myself there but i have also been owrking so so hard #with walking around angrily repeating that i am grateful to be alive #and pointing out all the shit in the world that i love #and really speaking to myself with love in my heart the way i needed to be spoken to as a child #so yeah :) even if i start to feel shitty again #nobody can take away the moments of happiness from me #there will always be more rays of sun #or more rainstorms bc i prefer those a million times more and guess what!!! rainy season rn :) #peace and love on the planet earth #blue screams into the void

[merevide]

being forced to think about my future WHEN I DON’T WANT TO

#i have a 3 hour zoom meeting later about writing a good college essay and ik i gotta just push through it #but i don’t want to. MY PLAN TODAY WAS TO CHILL AFTER BEING ON MY FEET FOR 4 DAYS STRAIGHT #i can’t take this shit one day at a time. i can’t #like ask me a year ago and my plan for the future was to unironically be in a ditch somewhere. depressed as hell and wasn’t thinking about #anything else. now i actually gotta thgink about wtf i’m gonna do and what i gotta spend my life doing #good god i feel like crying WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CSN’T DO FUCK ALL FOREVER AND I’M GETTING OLDER AND AM ACTUALLY GONNA HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE #also i do not wanna go on a three hour zoom meeting let’s get serious #my text

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#guess who fucking fried 3 very fucking expensive machines today. me. i did #bc a fucking cabled decided to burn out and there was only one little symptom so i switched out the sensor head and inadvertently fried #another instrument. then when i was wait. hang on wtf happened here? and i was trouble shooting. i fried another one. so im down to one #machine. fucking holy christ. one mother fucking cable. a problem i cant fucking control and then i just fucking spred the problem #god dammit. which means i either have to do 20 additional days or we cut the number of reps to 7 or 8 #and because of this. ive Disrupted the plans of 4 different labs bc it takes at least 3 months for them to do calibration #ugh. i was so angry. whatever. its fine. these things happen in labs and u kinda just have to deal with it. i dont really feel bad on a #personal level bc ive been working with these things for like 4 years and if i mishandled the problem something was pretty fucked up #bc ive fixed a lot of fucking problems on those machines. bleh. and as im like simmering with rage my family is texting eachother like #yayyy vacation soon ☺️ #ugh. its just so frustrating bc i onlu had like 7 days left and i could have got thru all 10 reps. its gonna b maddening on one machine #ans ill have to do more when i fucking get back from vacation when i want it fucking done now but whatever ive bought #my fucking plane tickets and i leave in less than 2 weeks. plus ill get to spend at least one day at home #god im gonna be such a fucking bummer tho. im gonna get of the plane and my fam will b like how r u? and im gonna b like not fucking great #i am barely a functional person and im sure ill b so stressed abt thr fact i have to come back here that ill b on edge the whole time bc #thsts what happened over winter break. whatever. next weekend ill b fucking outta here for like 11 days #and just a few more months until i can leave for good. never walk into thst fucking building again. not that i have anything ready for thst #move. bc again. im barely a functional person #god. now i have to fucking ask for thr stupid bottom of the chamber for this last machine. i swear to christ if i have to fucking drive #down to [redacted] i fucking dont even kno #unrelated

[twig-gy]

okay but whenever proshippers say [thing i have literally never heard anyone say or consider saying] that’s really gross which is why i hate them

#literally don’t mind this post it’s just me being unnecessarily salty #like bro what. where are you getting this info. what tf are you talking about #give me a single example #feels like everyone hates proshippers for the most inane reasons #okay i’m just going to scream now bc i’m frustrtaed #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA #that isn’t very cathartic in text #it’s just like. so annoying. that’s not what ‘all proshippers’ think wtf #feels like ppl will go on this webbed site and say ‘dni proshippers. i hate them bc every single one thinks all dairy should be eradicated’ #WHY. WHAT. SHOW ME THE DAMN BIBLIOGRAPHY #also my own sister has a dni proshippers on her thing. because she’s a minor????? what????? #well not minor anymore ig #she’s an actual real adult now what will she do………. #but anyway what am i supposed to do with that. she’s my goddamn sister. no i’m not gonna stop interacting with her bc of her dni #i hate breathing exercises they feel so trite like stupid breathing is going to fix all my mental issues????? #and then when it works it feels like it vindicates everyone #who instantly told me 2 do that when they heard abt me having any kind of issue #aghhhhh that thought Does Not Help #so when i do it i try to think of my choir teacher instead #yknow i used to show songs to him after class and then he’d comment on it and we’d talk about various song things like friends #it was nice. no one has really talked to me abt music like that before or since #and i miss it #i love music so much #theres nothing else quite like it. that’s true for all artforms but #what else can make you feel something so simply so easily? #when i make music i wanna be able to control my audience’s mood like that #sometimes i try for atmospheric pieces ones that really embody like a setting #like the glowing cave one! #when i’m not doing that i usually have a specific thing i’m trying out #like slides or chords or varying length of notes

[gayofthefae]

People judge actions based on reactions and Mike is a prime example. He is a very hated character right now but consider this

Season 1: Mike said to El (twice, I believe) "What is wrong with you!" She ran off hurt but returned within a couple episodes. (People often like to parallel him saying this in season 4 to the cliff scene when he didn't but forget the times he did. He didn't get worse or more hypocritical you just picked bad examples). I don't remember him directly apologizing for this, though he did validate that she was not a monster and he did not see her as such and that could be counted for one of these instances.

He is widely forgiven and even forgotten for this.

Season 4: Mike initiates an attempt to understand and console El. When confronted, he cannot say I love you but tries to say everything else he can to make her feel better. She is crying, speaking poorly of herself, and angrily throws letters while confronting him. After many episodes apart (which he spends brainstorming how to fix things and she spends not bringing it up once) he apologizes to her in full, hitting every point and taking full responsibility, at the soonest opportunity.

He is widely antagonized for this.

#mike wheeler defense squad #mike wheeler defender #mike wheeler #stranger things #he was not ill intended in not saying that to el and i feel that's the only logical reason one could hate him for how he handled it #his behavior with will seeming to becoming a pattern IS concerning #but it's arguably better to demonstrate that when you inevitably fuck up you will handle it quickly and well by taking full responsibility #regardless of forgiveness status rather than to pretend you are and always will be perfect #all he's done is show he can remain calm and understanding in conflict with el #and show that when he doesn't he can take responsibility for that and is a good apologizer (which not a lot of people are. he took full res #onsibility gave an explanation AND validated him against what he had said) #like literally wtf more do people want #i told my best friend people hated on him and she was so surprised when he apologized and texted me super confused bc the hate i told her #about made her think that he wouldn't be redeemed from that rather than literally fixing like a day later #and then spending the rest of the season trying to fix the other thing #like bro what #he made a mistake he made last year and a mistake he would have made all the way back in season 1 #and he dealt with them super well in contrast to previously not having consequences in one instance and not fully apologizing when he was #forgiven in the other #and he's bad NOW #but was perfect THEN #ok

[izzy-b-hands]

First notif i see after getting out of the shower i forced myself to take:

Button's (the poetry group, not the pirate lol. tho i would happily be a part of his poetry group too) chapbook contest opens up in November

do i dare dream and try to put together another chapbook again

#text post #my poetry has felt so shit to me i haven't even been writing any of it down #but if i win even third spot i believe there's a small cash prize and christ that would help a lot #never mind making first and having my work published and sold and getting a few pennies here and there from that #I don't dare dream THAT big not after the last time i submitted lmaooooo #i just don't think anyone really needs/wants to hear my voice in that creative sphere rn #so it feels like im barging in and talking over other poets who deserve the prizes/space more than me #and i don't want to do that to anyone bc I'd feel terrible if the shoe was on the other foot so #maybe I'll jot a few down if they pass my personal muster but I'll wait and see re: actually formatting a full chapbook again #as it happens i could figure out a way to just. sell the prior one myself #maybe gumroad with a pay what you want page for it #that way no one has to risk money on poems they might not like unless they REALLY want to ya know? #idk idk my brain is so mad at me rn and like. i was literally just sitting there wtf #i mean i know wtf im mentally ill this is what happens to me time and time again but also. wtf ☹️

[doubleedgemode]

It's about time I drop my class ideas for the g.o. AU:

Note. I don't think the class names end in S if you're saying it on a plural way but, whatever:

Iops: Sol, Baiken, Leo, Zako B, Kliff, Slayer and Nagoriyuki (the latter two are iops in a much more vampiric way than usual)

Sadidas: Jam (being surrounded by plants does absolutely NOT help with a flammable restaurant)

Ecaflips: Johnny, Chipp, Zako C

Cras: Bridget

Xelors: Axl, I-No, Bedman and Delilah

Fecas: Potemkin, Answer and Anji

Sacrieurs: A.B.A, Raven

Eniripsas: Faust, Fanny and Leap

Ouginaks: Izuna

Huppermages: Ky, Judgment.. Zappa too perhaps?

Osamodas: May, Giovanna and Testament

EliAtropes: Ramlethal, Happy Chaos

Eliatrope Dragon: Elphelt

A very special eliatrope/dragon: Aria/Justice/Valentine (yes they're the same person in this au. Actually, it's not set in stone but at least Justice would be a super cool dragon for sure)

EliOtropes: Dizzy, Sin

Maskeraider but, not like the canon ones, I think: Jack-O

Minor almost godly spirits which are basically personifications of the Paladir/Necrome thing: Undine and Necro, respectively (come on even his name fits)

Regular unaffiliated humans: Goldlewis, Vernon, Daryl (I might make him a hupper..? but maybe he'd then be too similar to Ky) Crow

Steamer: Haehyun and Zappa (that or a hupper or unaffiliated..)

Steamer adjacent robot or something: Robo-Ky and RK MK II

Sacrimages *: Asuka

Srams: Millia and Venom

Roublards: Zato and Zako A

Shushus: Eddie, Lucifero, Roger, S-KO, Angra, the bad guy that got ahold of Judgment and Paracelsus

Elemental/or some sort of regular dragon: Dr Paradigm (I GUESS)

As for Leopaldon.. I don't know. Maybe the human is an osa, the dog is a milou and the gear is a shushu but.. Dunno. Leopaldon is Leopaldon lmao

Idk for Ariels either.. Maybe a hupper?? Probably I'll go the boring routes or make her (spoiler) canon in this au, as the gg one, or just a high level shushu

Goldlewis' coffin friend: A very minor god who's almost in the verge of disappearing due to people not believing in them. Their only believer? Goldlewis, but he believes they're an unexplained monster (monster as in the kros.moz definition where they just commonly exist) so, they're there but not that powerful..

Janvis or whatever the jellyfish cat is called: Chacha :)

*ofc hybrid classes are a topic of contention but, they are Technically canon yet very rare. Asuka is straight up a Hupper, and probably was one before, but his perspective about pain and his eye thing that remind me of larmes de sang (sacrieur technique) so he became both. Sacrimages is a made-up word, but with Nitura calling hybrid classes a combination of their names (ex: osadida) I thought Sacrimage would fit the bill.

#Long post #U can tell I love iops.. Beloveds #Surprisingly idc as much abt huppers haha #Guilty Omelette #Footnotes: Judgment is a hupper witch like Julith #Idk if RK is a series made robot that gets a conscience OR the especific RK we know is a wak.fu era steamer (aka a person who was turned #Into a robot. Basically). Whatever the case... He's powered by weird looking crystals #Sorry do.fus era steamers. I ignored you. Wait. Maybe I should make zapppa one for variety. Shrug #Yeah I will. #Obvs El can take on a human form but Has a dragon form. She obvs doesn't look 100% human. Think of Phaeris and especially adult Grougal #From the show. Yeah #U notice no enutrofs or pandawas cause. Idk if I'll even include them. Enus are too close to some stereotypes from what I've read. I ignore #Them. Pandawas. Same but maybe not as Bad. But idk abt them #Ik enus not being a thing throws off the wo12 denomination but. Both for GO and my kros.moz things. Maybe Ouginak was in the pantheon from #The get go. He's just reclusive lol. Idk #Oops I got carried away um. #Faust is.. A necrome eniripss probably. Idk if that happens after the strive equiv or he was just like that. We have to let normal enis to #Be weird from the get go cause Equality. Fun fact. The one paladir eni dude reminds me of axl #Umm anji uses shields instead of fans. He probably doesn't use a staff. Answer n Potemkin prob do however. Though they also use shields #Idk if Pott is straight up a necro. Probably not. But the canon necro feca guy w the shield mask?? HIS VIBES.. #Venom prob has a sort of skull design rather than only the eye but like. Idk. #Also u can tell I love shushus lmaoo #Sorry this is rough I'm editing as I write. I'm prob forgetting things #Suggestions for this are accepted #@people who don't know wtf I'm talking abt in regards to this au: Don't worry about it #text tag2b named

[i-am-become-a-name]

GOD ALLEGIANCE WAS SO GOOD. I’VE MISSED YOU GALLIFREY.

#prepare ahead in the notes for spoilers because i don't want to put them in the main text #gallifrey spoilers #lalalalalalalalalalalalalala cover your eyes #OH MY HEART MY DARLINGS #and they still speak of ace. god i want her back in gallifrey. and i want her to eat braxiatal ALIVE #you risked your life. your only life./of course. and i'd do all over again leela. i- i. / i know. i also know you want to ask me a question #and you know my answer. i cannot. / i think i've known all along. #though we are apart you are no longer alone narvin. / no no. i'm not. none of us are. #god it was so goooooooooood #ace might still be out there..... please sophie...... don't tease us like that ......... #all those half finished sentences and knowing each other. god. it's been seventy or eighty years for him. and god knows how long for her. #and they thought each other dead. god. #they carry each other with them. and narvins carries ace and they both carry romana #i was... conflicted during the first two audios. because jesus there's a huge amount wrong with calling her a savage and literally fcking #collaring her. like holy sht wtf. and even with the collar gone it's still there. she's shackled and disrespected and her life isn't her own #and jfc the threat of Vibax if she didn't comply or wasn't good enough. it's sick. #but for once she's also being respected. the general (and who are you sir I'm sure you're going to be someone i'm too sus of you) genuinely #respects her opinions and trusts what she says where EVERYONE including narvin and romana have distrusted and dismissed her in the past #but he's also one of her. idk. one of the men with his hand on the button of her future. #LET ME LOOK AT YOU #oh sean honey talking about how he believed tw4 might have actually been the end of narvin and that's why he tweeted that video. oh darling