#and they thought each other dead. god.

[i-am-become-a-name]

GOD ALLEGIANCE WAS SO GOOD. I’VE MISSED YOU GALLIFREY.

#prepare ahead in the notes for spoilers because i don't want to put them in the main text #gallifrey spoilers #lalalalalalalalalalalalalala cover your eyes #OH MY HEART MY DARLINGS #and they still speak of ace. god i want her back in gallifrey. and i want her to eat braxiatal ALIVE #you risked your life. your only life./of course. and i'd do all over again leela. i- i. / i know. i also know you want to ask me a question #and you know my answer. i cannot. / i think i've known all along. #though we are apart you are no longer alone narvin. / no no. i'm not. none of us are. #god it was so goooooooooood #ace might still be out there..... please sophie...... don't tease us like that ......... #all those half finished sentences and knowing each other. god. it's been seventy or eighty years for him. and god knows how long for her. #and they thought each other dead. god. #they carry each other with them. and narvins carries ace and they both carry romana #i was... conflicted during the first two audios. because jesus there's a huge amount wrong with calling her a savage and literally fcking #collaring her. like holy sht wtf. and even with the collar gone it's still there. she's shackled and disrespected and her life isn't her own #and jfc the threat of Vibax if she didn't comply or wasn't good enough. it's sick. #but for once she's also being respected. the general (and who are you sir I'm sure you're going to be someone i'm too sus of you) genuinely #respects her opinions and trusts what she says where EVERYONE including narvin and romana have distrusted and dismissed her in the past #but he's also one of her. idk. one of the men with his hand on the button of her future. #LET ME LOOK AT YOU #oh sean honey talking about how he believed tw4 might have actually been the end of narvin and that's why he tweeted that video. oh darling

[neatokeanosocks]

i have finally seen Every Single Godzilla movie ever made. ask me anything

#i watched godzilla vs kong 2021 today #my first thought is: why is the american trilogy so inconsistent with its hollow earth theory. #is it a bunch of huge deep caves? is it a big gap where the core should be? #is the earth a matryoshka doll and the gap between outer and inner earth is hollow earth #and for some reason BOTH sides of the gap have their own gravities #even tho you could keep the direction of gravity the same and jsut make the “floor” of hollow earth the surface of the inner matryoshka? #WHERES THE LIGHT COMING FROM ?? #why can kaiju easily handle an 'entire planets gravity' when most state-of-the-art helicopters cant #you can chuck a bug out a window and it's fine. you can chuck an elephant out a window and it's dead. but a huge ape falling miles? #thats fiiiine #also why is kong an ape and godzilla a marine reptile but all kaiju have a 'lineage' that lets em sense each other and fight #they barely have the same niche why are they territorial #god i wish i was related to godzilla. and if kong is then i definitely am! #but idk. i didn't watch the kong movie. i only watch godzilla movies #shitpost

[cringefail-clown]

found more ttglstuck stuff in my files

#homestuck #ttglstuck #homestuck au #roxy lalonde #rose lalonde #lil hal #hal strider #god remember ttglstuck... it was fun to think about #i still remember ive had some tidbits thought out about hal and his role but id have to look through my notes #but basically he was stolen when dirk was around 13 and he was granted a body from the empress once he swore loyalty to her #and joined the human eradication army #the body was basically dead already and they had to replace majority of it with robotic parts for it to even function #but through the magic of bioengineering robotics and plot armor it somehow worked #he meets dirk and dave years later basically the same way viral met kamina #with the added flavour that both of them KNOW each other #as for roxy and rose im still on the fence as of where would they join the team #i think itd be either theyre from jakes village #or theyre travelling the surface with some gang and they meet up accidentally

[river-of-wine]

If it’s meant to be, then it will be

#red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 #molly o'shea #lyrics from sun bleached flies by ethel cain #more catholic imagery for this molly Monday #I started doing this as a bit but I cannot stop now I’ve been doing it for too long #I’ve drawn her over 100 times also #fanart #digital art #my art #molly’s religion is just very interesting to me #especially with how she references it in her monologue #when she asks Dutch who made him the lord God almighty #and the way that she and Swanson are often placed near each other #and how he recovers and she gets worse as the game goes along #I have a lot of thoughts about molly in general but her relationship with her faith is one of the big things #because it’s not really referenced but there’s plenty of way to interpret it #especially how it relates to her relationship and the way she views the people around her #she’s so interesting I love her so much

[404-art-found]

pondering how there are surely other Ferrymen sailing the Styx, and how they may greet each other

#ultrakill #ultrakill ferryman #thoughts #my art #the second one is based off 1) ferryman concept art and 2) egyptian underworld boat guide wepwawet #wepwawet however guides the god ra through the night and not mortal souls but. similar roles as underworld psychopomps of sorts #and of course this whole comic references an interaction between uss independence and italian training ship amerigo vespucci #the ferrymen do not see each other as threats.. equals serving the same purpose to ferry the dead. they respect one another

[lyxchen]

Charles saying Edwin's "hold up a tick" I am not okay ahhhhhhhhhhhfhfhhhhghghhhh

#lea's random thoughts #dead boy detectives #god do i love when they adopt sayings from each other #dead boy detectives spoilers

[thronealigned]

iomedae girl i think you're inheriting the wrong things. girl i think there's a cycle

#also something about how iomedae was originally a paladin of arazni and galfrey was originally a paladin of aroden #and the hand of the inheritor was originally a servant of ragathiel #i've gotta get my hands on the original wotr adventure path books at some point #because the wiki does Not elaborate much on the circumstances of ttrpg-galfrey becoming iomedae's new herald #it just says she does it #nor does it elaborate on what happened to inheribro either #inheribro is a nickname i picked up from reddit. sorry #i'm assuming though it's the same as in the crpg- he's a miniboss and then either dies or is healed but doesnt return to his station #(unless youre on the angel path in which you Do convince him to keep being iomedae's herald) #well i mean it's in past tense i guess that's clear enough #anyway idk where i'm going with this. just a thought i had.. endless stream of servants replacing each other #my bet's on iomedae dying in the godsrain stuff btw this is mostly why. if i were writing it i couldnt resist #especially with arazni being the new addition to the core 20!!!! not that she'll be directly replacing the dead god like iomedae did aroden #but still. you understand you see the vision. i'll be sad though not getting to see what arazni & iomedae's dynamic as both full gods would #be.... not especially attached to any guess though i'm not suuuuper invested in pf2e #or pf1e/the actual ttrpg in general. on account of not being a ttrpg player (as much as i would like to be) #i just read the wiki & archives of nethys & the paizoblog stories #anyway goodnight for real #sorry the image formatting sucks btw

[bbygirl-aemond]

I feel like it would be jarring at first for Aemond to see a healthy (?) marriage considering he only grew up aside Alicent and Viserys. How would he react to a moment of vulnerability between the two of them? Perhaps daemon seeking comfort from Rhaenyra?

aemond, the first time daemyra have an argument in front of him and he sees healthy conflict resolution for the first time in his entire fucking life:

in all honesty, he'd probably do whatever he did when viserys and alicent fought and try to leave or hide until he thought they weren't angry anymore, out of fear that he'd get dragged into things. but he'd be very confused when they'd appear to be fully made up that same day because when anyone in his family argued they were always at odds for at least a week, often longer.

#my poor little babygirl #he's definitely been dragged into too many fights between otto & alicent and also aegon & alicent #“oh gods they're fighting i need to leave right now before they start hitting each other” #“omg they stopped shouting are they dead???? i need to check. i don't want to check.” #“wait why are they hugging each other i thought they were angry” #ask #asks #answered #hotd #house of the dragon #fic #fic: stormbreak #stormbreak #aemond targaryen #daemon targaryen #rhaenyra targaryen #rhaenyra #daemon #aemond #daemyra #daemond #rhaemond #aemyra

[seventh-district]

so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr 2.2 #hsr spoilers #hsr leaks #the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am #i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before #but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one #so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days #it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me #but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and #gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it #and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story #not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know #but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game #anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :) #and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream #pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we #i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see- #-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out.. #the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!) #i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!? #they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing #Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it #and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet #also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow. #that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!! #not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good #Seven.txt #viddy game stuff

[distraughtlesbian]

i (DESERVEDLY‼️) heckle pb for a lot of their narrative choices but even all these years later this plot twist………masters in cuntology double major in slaysian studies and slutistical analysis minor in motherlogical studies graduated with honours from the university of servington. sorry. they chewed. i love the way it feels to be a hater but they can have their flowers just this 1 time

#THIS WAS SOOOOO GOOD. NO ONE WILL EVER CLEAR JEFF DUFFY’S VILLAIN REVEAL BAR #they gagged me. i can admit it. credit where its due. a win is a win. broken clock twice a day etc. #and the difference between all of pb’s other twist villains (cringe) and duffy veilofsecrets (goated) #is that if you LOOKED if you SAW if you had SIGHT you could tell!!! you could always tell!!! he was always there!!!!! #we knew from like chapter 3 on that pierce had a secretary who died mysteriously #and we knew from the fucking jump that margaret and pierce didn’t love each other #and the reveal that whats her nuts acosta (pierce’s affair partner i forgor skull emoji her first name) was pregnant when she died #also came fairly early on. we just thought the baby was a girl who died with her mother which is like. first rule of murder mysteries. #IF YOU DIDN’T SEE THE BODY W YOUR OWN TWO GOD GIVEN EYES ASSUME THEY ARE NOT DEAD. #GOD. it was so fucking cunty. it was so goddamn good. they peaked here. crimes of passion is good for other reasons #but you’ll never be her (duffy veilofsecrets reveal). give up you’ll never be her #maeve speaks #playchoices #choices #pixelberry #veil of secrets #choices veil of secrets #choices vos #kate o’malley #flynn o'malley #grant emerson #naomi silverhawk #jeff duffy #choices vos spoilers #vos spoilers #veil of secrets spoilers

[jumpscaregoose]

im being completely honest shaman king is abt whoever hana is and then......yoh........is that the name........idk a coming of age thing and theres probably a dragon involved

achievement unlocked: give mutuals an extremely warped perspective of your favourite media

hana is from the sequels he's yoh's son and one of the hater teenagers of all time

coming of age thing? in a way maybe...

dragons? there is Minor Dragon Activity in the form of Ghosts And Shit

#discovering I post about hana way more than I thought #probably because of the flowers anime #anyways the plot of shaman king is this yoh kid teams up with a gay samurai to become god and then shonen tournament arc happens #he also has a fiancee named anna who is awesome a rival who's totally in love with him and there's a subplot about a cult #I was going to write something about hororen here but then I Thought About It and realized I am comedically predictable #*walks up to rivals who pretend to hate each other but understand each other better than anyone else* #so which one of you gets stabbed by a giant skeleton and which one of you gets dead wife flashbacks about it

[avatraang]

She is coming, my own, my sweet; Were it ever so airy a tread, My heart would hear her and beat, Were it earth in an earthy bed; My dust would hear her and beat, Had I lain for a century dead, Would start and tremble under her feet, And blossom in purple and red.

a mood board for @tokkaweek 2023, day ii: flowers/gifts. What a fun little prompt! Flowers seem at the surface like the opposite of what one would associate with Tokka: fragile, fleeting, requiring an abundance of care. But then we stop and we think and we see these two for not just who they are separately but who they can be together. They consistently see each other at their worst and still choose to stand by each other and help the other be better. They hang on to an airship together, and they realize as they are saved that life is so, so fleeting. They say they are strong, independent, and like the wildest of flowers, they are. But like the struggling bud, they require attention, too. Neither one of them are perfect, their respective roots covered in dirt, but they still bloom, and they bloom brightest when they are together. Flowers are a brilliant thing to associate with Tokka, and I think that’s neat.

[ d antoinette foy | ralph waldo emerson | suzy kassem | leigh bardugo | alfred tennyson. ]

#tokka #tokka week 2023 #sokka #toph beifong #atla toph #atla sokka #rey’s stuff #my edits #my content #i really fell in love w comparing tokka to flowers with this prompt #the symbolism is much stronger than I initially thought #the dirt on their roots and toph’s feet are literally always dirty (and Sokka is constantly getting filthy) #the way they make each other laugh (and the earth laughs in flowers) #how they both constantly shower the other in praises (Sokka more than toph but we all know she praises him to the gods when he isn’t around #love speaks in flowers. truth requires thorns. a rose has both and so does tokka #and i think that’s love #and more so over is their patience #they could both be dead #and if one of their hearts started beating #so would the other’s #like when spring beckons flowers #and i don’t know about you #but i think that’s love.

[bumblingbabooshka]

The sentence “Mark Johnson and T’Pel are here again, sir” becomes every Starfleet admiral’s worst nightmare.

#he and kathryn aren't officially married but Mark calls her his wife playfully anyway #I am firmly on team 'Mark Johnson is a good person and he and Janeway love each other very much' bc it makes the tragedy 10fold #I think after they receive word about Voyager not being destroyed or otherwise lost forever Mark suffers from an extremely guilty conscience #if he'd just been able to believe a little more...hold out a little longer... #Mark: You know near the end I thought you were a little crazy. Still holding out hope. I didn't know how you did it - I still don't. #When they tell you to 'stay strong' they don't tell you how much it hurts. (sad chuckle) but I guess I'm a bit of a coward. I gave her up #for dead. I should have known better. Of course she wouldn't go out that easy. #T'Pel tells him that just because he moved on doesn't mean he's a coward - in fact it takes a certain kind of bravery to do that as well. #Most of the people around her certainly urged her to do the same. She just...couldn't. As long as there was a chance - she couldn't. #She supposes that's also a form of cowardice. #Mark laughs. 'It all depends on how you look at it huh? mm...look at us. Two old fools~' (silence between them as they look up at the sky) #T'Pel and Greskrendtregk are among the very few who didn't give up their lovers for dead #and I don't think he's a grumpy person at all - if anything I'd characterize him as more energetic and a bit frustrated by how #serene Mark and T'Pel are hehe #also in my head Elieth and Varith believe that Tuvok could be alive while Asil and Sek think he's dead and are frustrated by the others #Elieth believes more fervently than Varith does (Varith is more in the middle saying neither possibility has been proven) #it causes a bit of family drama #also by 'started a family' Mark means getting married while T'Pel thinks he means had a baby #God...his name really is 'Mark Johnson' huh. Bathroom sign of a name. The most avergae man in the world. Love ya guy. #Mark - T'Pel - Greskrendtregk <- star trek name spectrum #doodle page #bea art tag #st voyager mark #st voyager mark johnson #t'pel #t'pel art #greskrendtregk

[spideygal]

Thinking about the disturbing implications of Cain's story and destiny from the Bible rn

#cw religion #no because like. cain didn't come out of the womb throwing rocks; how did he even think that it was healthy to stone his brother? it leads #me to believe that potentially; he either saw the angel war going on in the sky and thought that those who stayed in heaven and were treated #well; even with the violence that happened (from what he had seen and potentially heard); were. well how to say it. their actions were #normal. god created everything; and can think anything as normal. or he saw his parents fighting. i refuse to believe that adam and eve were #one of those healthy couples; even after the biting of the apple and getting kicked out of the garden of eden. i fear that cain and abel saw #the two fighting; potentially even going as far as to threaten each other with stones; and when the two excused it; the kids thought of it #as normal. keep in mind: violence is not born out of nowhere unless you're god; violence is taught; seen; heard of. it didn't make it any #better that there seemed to be no other people outside of the family yet that could tell them that that behaviour was wrong. so imagine #cain's shock upon seeing his brother not breathing. the shock that he murdered him. the shock that the threats that his parents did to each #other or that the angel war happening; were not normal. his brother was dead now. of course he had to lie when god came by. he quite surely #felt panicked to the point that he accidentally made a comeback to god. how could he not? he was a kid. they both were. and he felt regret. #he felt remorse. he felt anger to himself. and yet; god punished him. cain thought it was fair; because he killed his brother. but after a #while; it didn't seem fair. as he grew up; he thought that god telling him that he would be cursed to spend eternity roaming around the #earth would only last for until he was in his 30s. mortality rates were quite surely high back then; so he naturally thought that what god #said was metaphorical. because caine felt that way. that his remorse and anger and pain would roam eternally on earth. but after his #partner; and his children; and his grandchildren; and his great-grandchildren died; it didn't seem to be fair anymore. he wanted to die. he #had witnessed and felt everything: the flood; the crossing of the sea; the plagues; the goddamned everything. he still felt pain. he knew #why he was cursed; but he felt like what god did; was just plain cruel. he felt as though purgatory and getting juried out to see if you #were getting sent to hell or to heaven; was much more simplier; and had less pain; than dealing with the fact that you were now just a #walking body. something that used to be a person. something that should've been dead a long time ago. and yet. he was still alive. he just #wanted it to end. he knew what he did was wrong. but he just wanted to go back home. he wanted to start from scratch and be protective of #his brother and run away from god's view. but he couldn't now. he was cursed. he is now just a legend. a myth. a terror tale amongst the #folks in several towns that swear that they had seen him amongst the shadow. he must've been. after all; he looked ghastly enough to have a #tale or two written about him. ...would cain go near jesus? to ask him to please grant him mercy from this thing that he had now become? #or would he frightened? fearing that jesus would be as cruel as his god? obviously caine would be worried. jesus is supposed to be god's #child after all... i don't know it's just he reminds me of twilight sparkle and i just had to write this down- #cw corpse #spideygal #spideygal oc

[navysealt4t]

i have rewatched the last 30 minutes of episode 97 like. 3 times by the way i’m going crazy.

#albatrio… they care about each other so so much #my god #they just both ran to hold him to comfort him trying to find a solution #they care about each other so much gillion can’t see a reality where they are dead and he’s alive . #oiugagh #jrwi spoilers #some blue thoughts

[hecksupremechips]

We talk about the potential of aoilight but never the chaotic potential of akane x clover...

#zero escape #im just thinking right like what do they feel towards each other #cuz they dont get to interact much at all but you know they are like sibling foils #and both of them will absolutely get violent revenge if someone they care about is hurt no second thoughts about it #id just love to know more of what clover thinks cuz pretty much the second she knows snake is okay she doesnt really care much anymore about #the whole nonary game bullshit #and in vlr she just kinda seems to see akane as someone who did what was necessary and she would likely do something similar #but god their dynamic in vlr is so absolutely fucked up when you think about it cuz akane just fucking kidnapped clover #and kept her frozen for 45 fucking years all for a stupid project and then she just left her there #like good god imagine your life just being that disposable to someone #someone you sympathized with and thought you could be friends with #like clover is just kinda trapped forever like that all her loved ones on earth could just be fucking dead someone she was close with #is standing next to her having aged without her #and does akane even consider her feelings at all does she not feel an ounce of sympathy for a cheery girl who couldve been her? #im just. having many feelings dont mind me good god #IN ANOTHER LIFE. WE WOULDVE BEEN GREAT FRIENDS