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#hii ily i miss u <3
uwulouis Β· 4 months
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HI LAU! I hope you have the most amazing birthday cause you deserve it!! Wishing you sososososososo much happiness and love for the next year and forever! ilyyyy β€οΈπŸ’•πŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ€πŸ₯°
hiiiiii ivana omg thank you soooooo much <333 you're soso sweet i love you more !!!
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kittyamore0 Β· 1 year
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Hii! I wanted to say that I love your stories so much they are bringing me so much comfort. I love u 🫢
And a quick question, is there any chance for a part 3 of β€œmy sweet baby”? I loved it so much, I want to know how the friend group reacted to ethan being back in the life of the reader and Elijah
Ily
A/N: Hiii sugar!! A/N: That you for the support and im really happy they bring you comfort since writing is a comfort for me, a way to cope A/N: I love you too sweetie! β™‘ A/N: And to answer your question, yes there will be a part 3 which is in this post!
Our complete family
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ETHAN LOOKS SO GOOFY WITH THE WAY HE WAVED AND SMIRKED IM CACKLING
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[PART III]
RATING: SFW
FANDOM/GENRE: Horror, dark romance, Ghostface, Ethan Landry, scream 6, fluff
WRITING STYLE: One-shot
TAGS: @kittiescrownedsoul, @ilovechickenwings, @alice121804, @baby-alien11, @0000-lover-girl, @astrelvs334, @babywantskith, @homebyeleven, @liyahsocorro, @iatemyhampster1, @christianyelichislife, @lil4chry, @kaiawolf, @zspen, @yeli31, @ilovechickenwings, @jackchampionl3ve, @madelynsverse
@jackchampionl3ve: I LOVE YOU TOO BABES
POV: 2nd person
PAIRING: Ethan Landry x fem! Reader
Reminder: Do NOT transfer, translate, modify, copy, or steal my ideas!
CW: Swearing, knife usage, mentions of stabbing, threatening, fighting, shouting/screaming, petnames
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You stirred awake, opening your eyes to see the once filled spot on your bed now gone. "Ethan...?" Nothing. You got up and walked over to Elijah's crib, seeing your baby boy missing.
Your heart plummeted, feeling as if stabbed. You rushed out of your bedroom, the doorknob hitting the wall harshly and possibly leaving a dent.
Your footsteps echoed on the stairs, as you turned a sharp corner, only to see Ethan trying to cook pancakes while Elijah sat in his high chair. Ethan was attempting to flip the pancakes while wearing this white, stupid apron covered in pancake batter.
You backed up into the corner and peeked your head out, watching him silently with a smile on your face.
"This is gonna be a surprise for mommy, okay?" He looks at Elijah, the infant just raising his hands back and forth. "Its gonna be a gift to mommy from her baby boys," Elijah shakes his head and hits his chest. "No, why not?" Elijah hits his chest one more time.
"Oh, ohh...you're her baby boy?" Elijah claps his hands. "We have to share her, Elijah!" Elijah sticks out his tongue and blows raspberries at Ethan.
"Damn, you are one mean kid," Elijah shrugs and hits his tray. "Alright, alright! Foods on the way!" Ethan playfully hushes. Ethan sets a small plate of pancakes and french toast sticks on Elijah's tray.
"Time to go get mommy," you snickered, as Ethan approached the corner you were hiding in. "Boo!" You popped out and Ethan yelped. "Shit! " You held your stomach and burst into laughter.
"Ho how long were you standing there...?" You took a deep breath. "Since you tried to flip those pancakes while looking stupid!" He huffed, a grin appearing on his face.
He slipped his arms around your waist, and kissed the crown of your head. "Hi, mommy..." He whispered. "Hi, baby boy..." You gave him a peck on the nose, and he frowned, wanting one on the lips.
Elijah weakly hit his plate and gestures his hand to you. "Uh, oh. Someones fussy," you wiggle out of Ethans grasp and make your way towards your oh, so adorable, son.
"Hi, cutie..." You blew into Elijah's hair and kissed the top of his head. Ethan sat beside you and hugged you from behind, his arms once on your waist again. "Happy birthday, [Name]..." He kissed your neck while nuzzling into it. "Happy birthday to you too...wait, no, happy birthday to mee...!" You lazily sing out and Ethan chuckles in response
You reach your plate, trying to grab the utensils until Ethan slaps your hand away. "Nuh, uh. Im feeding you. You are gonna have the most relaxing day every," you rolled your eyes and opened your mouth while Ethan fed you some of the fruits stuck on the pancakes.
You fed Elijah while Ethan fed you, laughing when the fork would hit your cheek because you turned around to feed Elijah.
You laid into Ethans chest after finishing your portion of the breakfast. "This is turning out to be the best day..." Ethan hummed.
Your phone, that you placed on the table earlier, buzzed. You picked it seeing Taras contact pop up.
Tara: Happy birthdayyy!!! You ready to spend the best day with your bestfriends?? Ig Gale says happy birthday too You: Poor Gale Tara: Fuck her You: When are we going again?? Tara: Later on, its a surprise You: I have a love and hate relationship with surprises Tara: IK LOL
You kissed Ethan on the cheek before getting up and running upstairs. "Tara, Chad, Mindy and everyone else want to hang out so Im gonna get ready!" You heard a faint 'okay!' from Ethan
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Quite a few minutes passed after you got ready. You ran downstairs while Ethan played with Elijah.
You smiled at them and Ethan noticed your presence. He whistled at your outfit. "You look amazing..." You ruffled Ethans hair and he leaned into your touch.
There were quick and fast knocks on your door. Ethan looked at you and glanced at the door. You shrugged and mouthed 'go hide...' He nodded before running upstairs, hiding in the supply closet.
You opened the door to see Tara, Sam and Mindy with boxes. "Happy birthday!" Tara handed you the colored box. "Wha...I thought you guys were coming later?" Mindy smiled. "We have decided to surprise you because its your birthday and we're going to make a lot out of this day," Sam gave Mindy a thumbs up.
"So how is it going?" Sam sat next to Elijah and picked him up out of his small chair. "G good, its good. Wheres Chad?" Tara waved her hand in a dismissive way. "He'll be at the party," you sat down with Tara and Sam.
"Your bathroom is upstairs, right?" You nodded and Mindy thanked you before heading upstairs.
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Mindy felt shivers in the empty hallway. She found your bath and scanned the room. "No toilet paper, okay..." She was just going to go back to you before she remembered that you had a supply closet...
"I'll just go get toilet paper there," she pursed her lips and walked further down the hallway.
Ethan felt his heart drop. He heard Sams, Tara's and Mindy's voice. He also heard approaching footsteps, just great. The doorknob shook before the door flung open, revealing Mindy.
She eyed him up and down before processing what was in your supply closet. She screamed, and he screamed back. She slammed the closet door, before running back to you, Sam, and Tara was.
"What the fuck was that?" Tara got up, and so did Sam. Mindy rushed downstairs. "Ethans in your closet!" You grimaced, as Tara, and Sam snapped their necks to turn in your direction.
"What?!" Tara and Sam shout in unison. "Wait, Mindy! Let me explai oh..." Ethan waltzes into the living room, and Mindy stumbles backwards. You mentally facepalmed.
"What the fuck?!" All three of them were in unison today. "No swearing in front of my child!" You pointed to Elijah. "Y yea, no swearing in front of our child, guys!" Ethan mimicked while panting.
The trio, Sam, Mindy, and Tara just stared at you dumbfounded. Mindy ran to the kitchen coming back with your biggest knife. "Get away from us!" Ethan put his hands up. "Woah, woah, woah!" Sam stood in front of you, Tara, and Elijah.
"You're here to kill us all...A mother and her son being killed by the father on the mothers birthday...What kind of sick fuck are you?!" Ethan shook his head. "Me and [Name] made up! I never meant to hurt her."
The three faced me. "Is this true?" Mindy whispered. "Yes..." You sighed. "He tried to kill us! And could've killed Elijah!" You shook your head.
"I barely did any of the killing it was Quinn and my dad, and at the end i helped you and Sam, Tara! I promised to get better and never hurt you or anyone else again!" Mindy shoves the knife in his way.
Tara glanced at Sam and Mindy who looked at them. "wait, he helped you two?" Tara rolled her eyes. "After Quinn-bitch hurt [Name], Ethan helped up, i hit Quinn with a brick and he picked up another brick and hit hurt. He also stabbed her in the stomach..."
"Se see!" Mindy lowered her knife. "Im not a threat, I promise!" Elijah clapped his hands. "Even Elijah agrees!" Ethan pointed to Elijah. "Dont you fucking dare..." Tara points at Ethan. "Plus, I said if he pulls any shit like that again. I'll instantly report him to the police and he wont be able to see me or Elijah..."
Ethan lowered his head. "What if he tries to kill you?" Sam whispered to you. "Ill kill him before he can kill me..." You balled up your fist. Deep down you didn't mean it, you loved him, you couldn't.
Mindy drops the knife. "Fine! but i swear to god if you try anything on any of us =, you'll be dead before reported to the police..." Mindy spat. Ethan flinched back.
"Oh, and we're staying here until we take Elijah and [Name] to the party," Ethan rubs his neck "O okay..."
"Well, we definitely made a lot out of this day..." Tara sneers.
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ilwonuu Β· 2 days
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hii can i request a fic with bf!dk/mingyu with a reader who has problems with food or low self esteem?? if you are uncomfortable just ignore it, thnks ! πŸ’—
yes of course!!! i choose dk for this but i think im gonna write something for mingyu too<3 i hope u enjoy and ty for requesting ilyπŸ’–πŸ’–
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today was a very hard day. you don’t know how your mind got to this point. the mirror was provoking you. you were feeling a little bit bad about yourself lately. you lost your appetite.
your boyfriend, seokmin had invited you to his house for lunch. he had been cooking incredibly dishes for you. you agreed of course because you miss him a lot. you drove over to your boyfriends house with a little bit of fear.
you knew seokmin could read you perfectly. he knew when you felt even a little bit off. you arrived shortly with a sigh. you knocked on the door trying to shake your negative thoughts away. he opens the door with a big smile.
β€œhi angel.” he pulls you in quickly.
β€œyou got here at the perfect time! i just finished cooking our delicious lunch.” he pulls you into a hug as you look over to see the food already plated. your heart drops a little but you just figured you can say you’re not hungry or something.
β€œoh! seok i’m not really feeling hungry but maybe i’ll eat later.” you smile at him softly as he looks at you for a second before nodding.
β€œoh alright- i thought when i texted you earlier you said you haven’t eaten today?” you don’t look him in the eyes fully as you shrug. he just chuckles before grabbing both of your plates.
β€œyou’re not skipping meals right love? eat something.” his voice is soft as he sits you down next to him.
β€œminnie- i’m really not hungry it’s okay.” he shakes his head quickly.
β€œwhat’s wrong angel? you always eat lunch when i cook it for us.” his hand is on your side gently. his full attention is on you. you thought that you could at least get 10 minutes without him catching you feeling not the best today.
β€œnothing is wrong seok- i just really don’t want to eat anything right now.” he sighs at you but nods his head.
β€œokay- but you know you can talk to me. i won’t judge you at all. you can tell me what’s wrong.” you feel like you could cry. his voice is so comforting but it makes you really sad to hear.
you don’t want him to worry about you but you know he will no matter what. you know he doesn’t have a reason to judge you or your appearance. he always makes sure its known that he thinks you’re very beautiful.
β€œwell- minnie i just haven’t been feeling the best about myself lately. i’m having a hard time not thinking about weight every time i eat. i just have really low self esteem.” he listens to you closely as you open up to him.
he feels happy that you feel comfortable enough to talk to him about your true, very real feelings that anyone can feel. he loves how vulnerable you are with him.
β€œi don’t know how much words can help you feel better but you are so beautiful. it wouldn’t matter how much you ate or how much you didn’t eat you are an amazing person. you are not your appearance at all. even though your appearance is absolutely perfect to me. you are the best person on the inside. you’re beautiful no matter what to me. i really wish you could see yourself how i see you. i know how it feels not have a hard time with food and i just want to say that you are doing perfect the way you are. you don’t have to change those habits at all to be beautiful. im not trying to say you shouldn’t feel this way im just telling you how i see you and don’t feel like you have to always be okay with yourself because i’m not always okay with myself either. just know that i’m always here for you and i will continue to be here every time you feel like this. i will always be here to tell you how perfect you are.”
you literally couldn’t hold the tears in anymore. you were sobbing in front of him. he was quick to wrap his arms around you. he hug was so comforting you didn’t ever want him to let go.
β€œdon’t cry my love. i mean it you are completely valid for how you feel.” he can’t let you catch a moment to stop your tears. you were so thankful for him. he always knew the perfect thing to say to help you feel better.
β€œcan w-we eat seok?” you say in between sobs as you pull away to look at him. he kisses your head with a nod.
β€œof course angel. i love you okay?” he rubs your cheek as he hands you your utensils.
β€œi love you more minnie.” you wipe your tears as you focus on the food. you already feel better about eating just with his presence. you truly wouldn’t know what you’d do without seokmin. he is truly everything you had wished for.
β€œi’m proud of you for telling me. no pressure on finishing your food. each as much as you’re comfortable with.” god you just want to marry him. is that insane? maybe a little bit insane. you pull him into a kiss. you kissed him for longer than he expected.
β€œthank you for making me feel comfortable.”
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virgincels Β· 2 months
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HII CHERRY :DD Man, I'm sorry abt everything going on in ur life, dunno you personally but sending prayers for u fr girl <3 hope it gets better <33 (on another note- rotten luck Leon & Krauser MFMGMG)
Krauser breaks into Leons house for... (dunno I'm horny okay) maybe he's gotta go get shit from Leon's place, dunno something okay, he's broken in and... holy fuck there's that missing bitch in his place. But Krausers fucked up too, right? So he fucks Leon's victim, makes her tell him every-way Leon's fucked her, every single thing he's done to her, it's like a list he's ticking off everything he's done wrong, or testing it. Leon fucked your ass? Was he even GOOD at it? probably not, let Krauser show you how it's done right, he's a real pro at anal. By the time Leon's home, Krauser is man spread on his bed with the kidnapped chick of his choking on Krausers monster cock sobbing and spasms cuz his dick is that good to suck, gets her off more than Leon does even... -❄️ sending good vibes as always cherry!! :) :>
HAII thank u ily :3 kreon always makes me feel better ngl
I LOVE recounting trauma sorry. i have a wip where reader forces leon to talk ab bootcamp while she gives him a handjob LMFAOO sorry i think it’s so hot! like krauser is mean enough to poke fun at you too and honestly there’s something gratifying about seeing that look on leon’s face when he walks in.. like he’s just devastated. you’re the only thing he’s got to himself and now it’s all just fallen apart and ofc it’s bc of jack!! if rotten luck reader had a back bone i think she would luv seeing her rapist get fucked so hard his brain gets knocked out of place idk
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astraystayyh Β· 6 months
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OMGGG HII AGAIN I MISSED YOU
(I will not apologize on my knees with tears u caused me to be unbelievably soft for Hyunjin and now u must suffer the consequences of my overactive imagination but seriously ☹️☹️☹️☹️ him painting on u oml I love him)
I WISH I HAD QUESTIONS FOR U LOL I DONT I JUST WANTED TO SAY ILY LOTS 🫢 and also your latest fic will never let me see an orange the same way again πŸ₯² I want someone to peel my oranges now (I actually don’t know how to peel an orange πŸ’€)
ok actually one tiny question hehe. I love how u see the members sooooo what’s like one thing u would say u love about Hyune? Yes essays r allowed I wanna hear them all :3 just how would u describe him to someone that has zero idea who he is! Ur fics always make me see the members in different lights and I just wanna see how ur brain sees them in general hehe
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AKDJDJJDJD the consequences of my own actions...... (never complaining i LOVE ur scenarios) & ILY TOOOO,, manifesting someone to peel oranges for uuuuu U DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now for ur hyune question wow the deep breath i had to take. u said essays are allowed so. U BROUGHT THIS UPON URSELF
okay if i were to describe hyunjin to someone who doesn't know him I'd say he's brave. I've always believed that it takes immense courage to feel in a world that vilifies you for it. real strength is when you keep on feeling, loving, trusting, even after being hurt, because those are the emotions that make us humans at the end of the day, and to open your heart again, to not give up on seeing the good qualities in people even after being disappointed takes a lot of strength.
it's so easy to hate, to close your heart off because there is nothing to lose in hate, or indifference, you know? but there is so much to lose in love.. sometimes you leave parts of yourself in other's people's lives that you won't be able to recover, since loving someone, whether romantically or platonically, is to blindly hand your soul to them, not knowing if they'll treat it with care or toy with it.
but for hyunjin the risk is worth it. hyunjin saying that he trusts easily, gets hurts easily, but repeats again because isn't that what life is about. hyunjin saying that he always tries to look for warmth in people even after being hurt. hyunjin saying that he doesn't love someone hoping for a good outcome, he doesn't love someone because he knows he won't be hurt but because they're lovable. hyunjin who's still so open about love, who still regards it in a pure manner, who thinks it is the very center of our world, who views the feeling under a good light despite being disappointed. all of these things take so much courage.. that's why i said he's brave
but also since we're on the same topic, and u said essays are allowed AKDJDJ i'd say he's the embodiment of hope, the way he views our world, the way he talks, the way he reassures stays. he feels like sunlight spilling between tree leaves, not fully there to brighten the forest, but enough to infuse you with hope to keep going, to keep seeking the way out of darkness. "there will be an end to the sadness too even if you don't end it" (this one stuck with me because someday you wake up and you haven't really done anything new but suddenly breathing feels easier and you swear you're okay again) "you have to find happiness in your daily life, because if you look for it in ideals then it will become an untainable illusion" like his words aren't like u will be happy always!!!!!! or you will quit being sad this instant!!!!! but more of, happiness will sneak up on you when you least expect it, you just have to meet it in the middle. and i find that very comforting, and hopeful.
i could keep going but i will shut up now. ur words about u loving how i see the members always make me feel very warm :')) thank you i truly love you
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koheletgirl Β· 9 months
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hiiiii hi shira hi hii hi hi shira hi bestie hi hi hiiiii hi omg hiii talented tumblrinahiiii
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(there is no reason for this except for me seeing u in my activity tab and on the dash and just !!!!) (also asks are cool. when did ppl stop using them for no reason. when did that happen )(anyway HIIIIII ILY!!!!ILY!!!! DID U KNOW??? THAT??? ILY???)
HIIIIII PENG HI HI HI HOW ARE YOU????
woag i missed having you on tumblr what a great day to be on this gay earth
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andrewblurmoved Β· 11 months
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hii andrew ily <3 I missed you <3
hi sam !!! ily too i missed u i was thinking abt u earlier <333
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cybernet1c Β· 2 years
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hii i missed u hru >< i hope ur having a great day so far !! sending u virtual kisses through the screen ily
hii!!! idk how every1 missed me i wasnt gone that longgg.. im havin a pretty good day!! :D kisses!! <3
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his-grapejuice Β· 2 years
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i rmb i did this back then with gojo so so DO U STILL LIKE LEVI ACKERMAN AND if so WHAT ARE UR HCS OF HIM? (also can i send brainrot from time to time πŸ‘€) also LONG TIME NO TALK I MISSED UU i keep forgetting to check in w my friends man 😭 how are u πŸ’—
WAAKSSJDI HII OF COURSE I STILL LIKE LEVI <3 ILY OMG HUGS I MISSED U TOO IM GOOD IMG GOODDODMVBIDOSJG AND YEASOAKS ALTHOUGH THESE R INCREDIBLY SELF INDULGENT IDCCC IDC IDC HERE WE GO (u r taller than him in this one, mentions of food)
-> levi secretly likes it when you're taller than him >:) because that means that the hugs that you apparently "force" upon him is spent buried in your chest :sobs: HES A SIMP YOUR HONOUR
-> he has these rules that seem very peculiar, and he gets lowkey agitated when u don't follow them. but he knows that its unfair of him to ask of you so he keeps quiet even if you don't do them ;-; please try to keep up with the rules
-> he loves to cook for you. if you're picky he would absolutely take the time to make food that you like, and he always always experiments w ingredients to see what your preferences are <3
-> (im sorry this is so unfair of me to add but idc i sAID that these r self indulgent so u have been warned) guitarist leviiii GUITARIST LEVIIIIII SURJIFHEUGU. him just sitting by the window strumming his guitar and humming and NJFGERSL SRKEFJAOGKR
-> cleans with you. he knows u love a clean and organized room and always tries to maintain it that way even when u dont have the time/energy to clean it yourself AND YES HE CLEANS THE MIRRORS AND THE TV SCREEN TOO URGH WHAT AN ANGEL
-> he probably wakes up in the middle of the night and just. randomly without reason. sleeps while sitting up. urgh hes so cute wtf i cant
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nobuuses Β· 2 years
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hi!!! how are you? hows school been? home life? books? writing? shows? tell me everything!!! i miss u and ily <3
hii!! it’s 10pm i should be in bed but somehow i’m on tumblr for the first time in forever. i’m sorry if this is so ridiculously late :(
schools been alright! the ap clases r coming to bite me though kinda wish i never signed up for them. big mistake but not really cos i need that college degree even though i’d rather start a covers band
i’ve been trying to write the patrochilles one shot but all my drafts are shit so i’m trying really really hard!!!!! i’ve been really uninspired recently and i don’t really believe in writers block but i think i have it now.
no books, i’m still working on the one i started a month ago :/ no shows either i don’t really watch those ajdhjd. i miss u and i love u so much bat you’re the nicest kindest person ever i’m reaching out to u through the screen right now to give u a massive massive hug <33 u deserve the world
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cosmicanakin Β· 19 days
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hii! sorry i haven't talked to u in a while. ive been having university problems, i switched my majors and it so ughhhhh!!! i did stitches the other day and ewwww oh my god.... so nasty!! okay bye ily!! - 🩰 anon ΰ»’κ’°ΰΎ€ΰ½² ΛΆβ€’ ༝ β€’ΛΆ κ’±ΰΎ€ΰ½²ΰ§§β‚ŠΛšβŠΉβ™‘Β 
hi angel baby! missed u sm <3 and omg please don't apologize i completely understand !!! switching majors can be a pain in the ass but you got this :) i believe in youuu πŸ’— ily so much more !!!! muah muah πŸ₯°
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wonfilms Β· 7 months
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hii elle !! i'm sorry this stuff is happening to u omg it's so dumb 😭😭 but anyways. i miss u omg how's life treating u? ily i hope ur doing well <33
life's been p ok! school's actually getting too hectic omg , just aaaah, i wasn't expecting this when i log on for the first time in a while, it's so stupid omg but anyways, we move on hopefully the person throwing accusations realises its not at all me. ily too luka rah <3 how have you been!! <3
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kdd-works Β· 1 year
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hii did u miss me :3 um umm uhh reminder that ily /p :333
I did miss you! And I love you too, friend! You really brighten my day >< ❀
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hyunverse Β· 1 year
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hi my lovely rin πŸ’—πŸ’— i missed u sm :( OOO YAY no classes !!!! that’s awesome i hope you can relax a bit <33
omggggg you got such good pulls 😩 finger heart seungmin πŸ₯² i swear theres a hyunjin pc curse bc i feel like no one ever gets him :( ive gotten a pc and polaroid of his but i think that’s it ?? i think a mini poster as well but i can’t remember. my last album was literally all felix except for my mini poster LOL (that was suengmin and he looked so cute). my first minho pull i almost cried </3 he just looked so beautiful i couldn’t be sane
it was so random!!!!! i don’t even remember why he did ?? but if it happened irl i would def not be complaining πŸ˜‡ that man’s back is one of the most attractive ones i’ve ever seen LMAO
YOU HAVE SUCH A PRETTY LANGUAGEEEE !!! and even prettier heart than mine <3333 that’s so cool tho ty for telling me ^_^. i hope your assignments don’t stress you out too much and i’m sorry you’re not doing well :(( if you need anything i’m here and make sure you take lots of breaks <333 hearts hearts hearts πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’— ily <33
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hii my angel love, i missed you so much too <3 hehe i'm having a blast cooking alone in the house. it gets hectic living with 7 other people, so some hours of quietness is nice.
RIGHT hyune pcs are quite rare, and expensive too. i think i have a felix curse. every single album i bought, i've pulled him T__T don't get me wrong i love lix but i NEED hyune </3 HEHE I WAS SO HAPPY TO GET SEUNGMO!! love him so so much <3333 LMAOO ALMOST CRIED?? I WOULD CRY IF I GET HYUNE IM SO SRS...
ure so right chan has such a nice back. its the back dimples im telling u!!! also i know we've established this, but jeongin has nice fingers. and jisung has such a nice waist.
hehe yeah, malay is pretty! though quite hard sometimes. i'm taking a malay linguistic course this semester and i'm telling u, it's a struggle. thank you so much for the reminder my love, remind yourself that too >:( u need rest!!
how's the hyune fluff ure writing going? AAA IM SO EXCITED ^__^ i am currently writing ot8 headcanons. i shud sleep but i have so many ideas rn hehe.
sending u warm cuddles and love <333
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hii i’m alive and i miss you,, happy *insert seasonal greeting of your choice*!!! ❄️
it’s been forever and i miss you and i want to hear about your day/week/monthβ€” spare no details bc i want to hear about them all!
i just finished my first finals season and it was cold and miserable, but now im on a month and a half long break where i plan to do nothing but eat chocolate and binge queer shows. (i watched aloto, good omens, and yr s2 all in the last like month lmao)
also also i’m going to india in like 9 days and i’m so excited and i will be giving u random updates and pictures and spilling all the family drama in your dms.
tiny gay update (with tiny gay flag πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ): i came out to all my friends in the most neurotic and awkward way possible loll but they were all v cool. and now i just randomly drop in that i’m queer in conversations?!!
ilysm lil dude and i hope ur having a fun winter season! if it’s cold where u are, i’m making us hot chocolate and we’re having a snowball fight (i’m winning by the way!)
*launches a snowball at you sweetly*
mwah! mwah!
- indi <3
hi indiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i missed you so fucking much how is it literally 2023 omh
i am so so sick :( if i take another step i will collapse into hysteria grrr but my voice is giving me such gender euphoria. i sound like death but hot yk. my cousins visited over the break and they are so fun but they are also so much !! i love them but at what cost. other than that, i read nine books over the break and im so so happy bc i didnt get to read very much all semester (they were the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater, the arc of a scythe by neil shusterman, and a reread of the picture of dorian gray). what about you!!! what have you been up to my darling light of my life
good omens is so good can i get a moment of silence for good omens. ah men. i looove good omens. i want to watch young royals so baddd, i need time and alone so i can watch it, so many people are telling me to.
OMH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i eagerly await your messages, im so excited!!! can i ask which part of india? i feel like i should know this but i also have memory worse than dory's so idk
!!!!!!! SPILL!!! i want to know πŸ”« give me the whole story or else. and indi you so deserve that<33 im so glad youre safe and happy. i love you so much!!!
ILY TOOOO<33 *drinks hot chocolate gratefully* *makes you marshmallow chai*
awhh *blushes and gets absolutely obliterated looney tunes style*
mwah! mwah! mwah! love ya indi<33
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wasteyouradoration Β· 1 year
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ims o eepy and drained so im not gona andwer ur ask but i wanyed to say hi anyway:3 i love u
HII idk whejn you sent thris but if you ure still tired get some rest!! also ihihihi ily I missed you somuhc
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