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mostlyanything19 · 1 year

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I have just the weirdest relationship with Check, Please these days. Every time I think, hey, you never actually finished that comic, I go back and try to pick it back up but I just cannot get myself to engage at all past the point where the focus shifts to all these new characters and new teams and a Lot of just Jack & Bitty stuff. It makes complete sense for the comic to go that way and it is also just the way of thing that as Bitty gets to be the oldest Haus member he spends his time with all these new people bc everyone else has graduated, and also with Jack bc that’s his boyfriend. It just doesn’t grip me the way it did before.

But then here’s the other thing, and that thing is that I was just stupidly attached to these characters for a long time and that has gone nowhere. I just said “whatever” and spent the couple bucks to get one of these little extra books Ngozi has put out in the intervening years and there’s some pictures of the old crew in there and I just got so giddy about them, like. it was like seeing old friends again. and then... at the very end just hidden away quietly there’s this one little unassuming comic strip thing where -- and I had not heard a thing about this, I didn’t know -- where we actually do, at long long last, find out Shitty’s first name? And I almost teared up? I have no idea if I’ll ever read the comic to the end but that there felt so much like something coming full circle, like a little bookend at the close, that I suddenly feel like I have finished it, after all.

#p #idk man. it's weird.#i feel like i found a little hidden gem at the bottom of the ocean. kinda love that she didn't put it in any official comic; just this #i hope this doesn't show up in any tag it's really just my personal musings on an old beloved fandom #check please is really connected for me to my first college experience and that was an intense time #and...it just all fit together in that way; and whenever i get back to these characters i. i really love them #i'm also so glad i did get the third huddle after all because i'm neutral about all the jack & bitty but there is this ONE picture of #ransom and holster cuddling on the couch after a kegster and that alone has made it completely worth it tbh #check please #idk if the only-the-first-five-tags-show-up-in-the-search rule still applies?? is that ancient tumblr history? ah whatever

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aparticularbandit · 1 year

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Completely random: but my social anxiety ass decided to go to a friends house party and I thought I’d be fine but I’ve been here for 20min (pre party) and I’m so anxious and wanna cry and desperately need someone to hold on to and who looks after me like possessive Agatha or Wanda and aaaaaah

I’m fighting the tears by trying to be useful and help

Firstly, they would be so proud of you for going (and I am, too)! It can be really, really hard to put yourself out there like that; Wanda deals with some anxiety of her own, so she would be right there with you to draw on your strength while dealing with all of those people. Agatha would definitely be gauging your reactions to see if she needs to step in or console you, and whenever she felt that something was off, she would take you aside to encourage you and tell you just how proud she is of you for going.

Second, they would want you to be aware of your own boundaries (if that's even the right word for it). Sometimes parties can be really overwhelming. Wanda would probably cling closer to you the more uncomfortable she got, especially if she didn't know a lot of people there, and if it got too stimulating or anxiety-inducing for her, she might take you to a quiet spot so that it could just be the two of you together and she could recenter. Agatha would be much more intuitive to your needs; she would want to make sure that you were having a good time and remind you that if you've drained your people time for the day, then it's okay to leave.

Wanda, feeling your own anxiety, would probably be much more focused on speaking kindly to you and trying to calm you down; hers is an internal-focused protectiveness. She would take your hand in hers, give it a gentle squeeze to remind you that she's right there with you, and stay right next to your side the entire time just to make sure that you know that you're not alone.

Agatha is much more the social butterfly, so she'd be much more externally-focused. She'd make sure that you had the space you needed and be a strong shield between you and other people who were intruding on your comfort. On occasion, she might be a little blunt, but that's just her caring kicking into overdrive. The worse you felt, the more protective she would be.

And afterwards, they would both take such good care of you. Being at a party and stretching yourself is exhausting, and they would want to make sure that you felt safe and relaxed after all of that time stretching your comfort zone. Both of them would remind you just how proud they are of you. They would curl up with you and stroke your hair and just. be there, which is sometimes the best thing of all.

#p-nymph #bandit answers questions #i don't know if that's the encouragement you wanted?#/if not sorry/#regardless - i am VERY proud of you #i'm glad you went!#and i hope that you're able to have a good time!#i tend to feel really overwhelmed before parties and especially at the beginning #but it tends to get easier once things have started and i've been able to like #feel out the general party atmosphere and how to fit in with that #and it's been nice that people give me the space to do it #and sometimes when i get overwhelmed i literally take myself somewhere there are no other people and just calm down #because things CAN get really loud and overstimulating and i just need to step out #and i know that sounds like people will think you're weird for doing it - and sometimes they ask - but i haven't encountered anyone who #thinks doing that's bad #so having a nice spot when things get overwhelming is helpful!#anyway - i hope you have fun!#and that you're able to relax even a little bit!

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the-chattering-tower · 1 year

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looks at FR, having its 10 year anniversary this year

looks at my other very active interest getting its 10 year anniversary this year

okay well when duviri comes out and i go a lil insane about it no one be surprised if i decide to make an orowyrm fandragon alright thank you

#I WANNA PET THE BIG WORM THAT IS BAD AT DRIVING #<- i hope they never manage to fix the mirror defense bug where theres multiple of them and they keep smooching #like they said they fixed it already but just straight up didnt #kata's chatter #too many damn fandragons but the good news is that the orowyrm like all orokin shit #fits p well into popular fr colour schemes by being white and gold #so if i decide to do this i might get by without breeding #tho knowing me im actually more likely to make a wholeass duviri dragon instead which would be so much worse

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neige-leblanche · 2 years

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WAIT. HANG ON I THINK I MAY HAVE FOUND THE SONG

#txt #i should publish the three tûmors playlist first and let this choice marinate for a day or two but A DELICIOUS EIGHT SONG PLAYLIST IS HERE #its not quite as yoinky hotgirl camp as #my first choice which i later learned would be wildly ooc #but it IS a fun pop song and it fits the Narrative 🤌#i think it Was an overplayed radio song back in its day but its been a While so i think its more nostalgic for ppl of my generation #i am a little disappointed bc it is a male singer so this character's half will have three male/one female and the other character's half wi #ll have three female/one male and i do Not wanna feed the fandom's vibe of them as a het ship which i hate #THE STRUCTURE IS GONNA BE SO GOOD THO #itll open with two slightly more obscure indie bops that fit SOOOO WELL and then delve into more radio dance pop #oh ig one thing i am nervous about is that one of the songs is like;; hella hørny but ITS JUST ONE SONG and its my comfort song for this shi #p so i dont wanna take it off 🙈#maybe i'll throw a warning on there i hope people dont get mad at me lmaoooo

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lavenite · 2 months

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been feeling bad since the start of this year and quit taking my meds but! i had a really good day today. decided that after my trip im gonna try to get a job at the daycare in the town over, contacted a therapist, finally discovered that my shitty tiny iowa town DOES in fact have a park which is right next to the traintracks so i can go out and play my guitar there and go on walks. feeling good :)

#my whole body is in pain #this is what i get for staying in bed for a month straight and then doing a bunch of physical activities #i gotta start getting fit tho cause even if i dont get a job at that daycare…i wanna work at one somewhere and i cant let those children run #me ragged #honestly i think i would be great working with children. since i struggle so bad with school i think i understand on a closer level what #needs to be done to support kids like me…and just kids in general! i mean you gotta be attentive and caring and understanding #which. even if im freshly 18 and untrained in all aspects. i can offer that. i think. lol #also i practically raised my sister from baby to age 5 so its not like im COMPLETELY inexperienced #honestly the idea of working with children makes me really excited…i can be a good teacher. i WANT to be a good teacher. or role model. or #whatever they need #i just !!!!! i love children !!!!! i want them to be happy and supported and cared for !!!!!! especially in such crucial years idk if im #being naive or something i just have a lot of hope….#and ! the daycare offers anywhere from baby to 12 year old which is such a crazy age gap. cause its also an afterschool thing im p sure #anyway. i love little humans and i love watching them grow up and i really hope i get this job

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yeollie-plz · 5 months

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Miguel O’Hara x F! Reader

Synopsis: You babysit Mayday, it puts thoughts into Miguel’s head.

Genre: smut!

Warnings: smut, 18+, breeding kink, unprotected sex, pregnancy kink, p in v sex, kissing, biting, fingering, choking, spanking, daddy kink slipped in there at the end

Gif credits to owners!

Miguel was expecting to come home to his beautiful wife, eat some food, maybe make love to her, and bask in each other’s warmth until they fell asleep. What he sure didn’t expect was to come home to said wife babysitting Mayday for Peter. You might have forgotten to mention to Miguel that you were babysitting tonight.

Honestly, you didn’t mention it because you didn’t want him to say no and Peter and MJ really needed the night out. No baby. So now you and your husband were going to have a night in. With a baby.

To say Miguel wasn’t thrilled would be an understatement. He was borderline angry with you at the “slip” of your mind. It’s not like Miguel hated Mayday in any aspect but the thought of you holding a baby brought up strange feelings inside of him.

He had tried for the year that Mayday has been around to try and push those feelings down. But every time he saw you even glance at the baby had him all in a fit. Miguel didn’t think he’d ever be ready for a child again, but seeing you so motherly was changing his mind.

I mean, he didn’t think he’d ever want to get married again and there you were changing his plans.

You two have had the baby talk before, as well. You were always so understanding of his past and never pushed him too far. But he did notice the disappointment on your face when he had said he never wanted kids.

Never? Why had he said never? It was such a harsh conclusion and in recent months, it was one he was regretting making.

He could imagine you now, belly full of his seed, a prominent bump showing what the two of you had made.

Shit. He needed to get those images out of his or he wouldn’t be able to hold back.

Shaking his head Miguel retreated to the kitchen, leaving you to continue to play with the baby uninterrupted. Busying himself with looking through the cabinets, like he wanted to cook something.

“Miggy?” You questioned as you entered the kitchen, Mayday perched on your hip. He turned and took in the sight, imagining what a mini you would look like. He sighed.

“Did you want me to make you something to eat?” You were trying to read the look on his face.

“No.” He grumbled and pushed pass you and into the living room.

“Miguel, I know you’re mad that I didn’t tell you. But it was an honest mistake. Plus, you know I love Mayday and since we-“

“Don’t.” He cut you off. Your mouth snapped closed at what you were about to say. Before you could apologize Miguel made his way to the bedroom, slamming the door closed behind him. You blinked in shock, you didn’t want to start a fight in front of poor little Mayday. This would have to be brought up later.

It was nearing the time that Peter was supposed to arrive to pickup Mayday. You were a bit sad to say goodbye to her but you were also exhausted. Suddenly, you understood why Peter didn’t even change out of his pajamas most days. Especially with a spider baby!

She stuck to everything! And being someone without powers, your knowledge on the matter wasn’t very strong. Sure, you knew a lot about Miguel’s powers but he was what…Spider-Man number 30 out of 1 million? You wished you could ask Miguel for some help.

Eventually you figured out the best way to unstick Mayday was to distract her. Show her a toy, play peekaboo, maybe give her snack. Anything to keep her hands busy and off your ceiling. You hadn’t heard Miguel much through the night. You figured he had gone to sleep or was silently doing some work.

When you agreed to watch Mayday, you hoped the two of you would be able to do this as a team. But obviously, that thought was all wrong.

Peter came about 30 minutes later, knocking on your door. Miguel heard the door open, a few words being exchanged, and a rush of thank yous as the door shut once again. In a few quick steps you were moving across the house and throwing open the bedroom door. Miguel’s wife was not happy.

“Really Miggy? Slamming my doors now?” Usually the tone of her voice would make Miguel instantly apologize but he was too wound up to care.

“Yes I’m slamming our doors!” His voice was slightly raised as he gave a lackluster response, cringing at himself.

“All this and because I decided to help Peter out! You know they never get to go out. We are their friends Miguel, we should be helping them out!”

“I don’t mind helping out our friends, but this favor…I just.” He groans, running his face across his face and through his hair. His usually tight posture, slumping in exasperation.

“What Miggy? What is so aggravating about that little baby?” Your hands were on your hips, face turning red with your increasing anger. He was not going to get away with throwing this tantrum.

“It’s not the baby that is aggravating! It’s me seeing you with the baby!” His eyes soften as he admits the truth.

You were shocked, not understanding the meaning behind his words, “I’m the aggravating one?”

“No! Mi amor, it’s how I can’t get the thought of you round and pregnant out of my mind. The image of you running around chasing a child that we created. I thought after everything that I would never want that again but…”

It finally clicks, “You’re mad we don’t have a baby!”

“I’m mad I’m not inside you right now putting a baby in you” His eyes darken and rake across your form.

He crosses the room in three long strides, wrapping his arm around your waist pulling your body into his. His lips ghost along your neck, his hot breath creating goosebumps on your skin.

His mouth reaching your ear, whispering, “Do you want that? Want me to get you pregnant, baby?”

You can only whimper in response, which eggs Miguel on further, finally connecting his lips to yours. Desperation coats the kiss as he basically devours you.

He nips at your lower lip, pulling away. Looking down at you he takes a step back, your body reacts instinctively and tries to close the distance again. He stops you by cupping your clothed core. A strangled noise passes your lips as he uses his other hand to pull your dress over your head.

“Mmm, wore this like you knew I’d want easy access. Always so eager for this cock, hm?” His deep voice and words cause you to get even wetter.

The hand on your core moves a bit to tease you. He feels your wetness, moaning in satisfaction.

“I might not even need to prep you, baby. Wanna breed you like you weren’t meant to be bred.”

His hand grips your neck leading you towards the bed. The hand now makes it way behind your neck and brings your lips to his once again. The force causes you to moan.

“Why don’t you get on all fours for me?” He says it like a question, but you know it’s a command.

You do as you were told and get onto the bed on your hands and knees. You let your knees naturally rest a bit apart, knowing that he will just adjust you if he needs it. A hand runs down your spine, sending a shiver down with it. It reaches your ass and gives a squeeze before landing a firm smack there. Suddenly you hear a rip and feel your wet core exposed to the cool air. You glance down realizing that he had torn off your underwear.

You gasp, “Miggy!” Usually you would’ve found this extremely hot, if those weren’t your favorite panties!

“I’ll buy you new ones. Besides until you’re pregnant you’re not leaving this bed. You won’t be needing panties for a while.” Okay, now it’s hot again.

He doesn’t wait for you to respond and inserts a finger inside of you. He pumps the finger in and out quickly, testing how wet you are.

“Already all wet and ready for me. Just how I like you.”

Quickly, he pulls the finger out and before you can even protest at the loss he pushes his dick fully inside of you to the hilt. Another gasp passes your lips at the intrusion. He gives you no time to adjust before setting a pace, ravaging your body with his thick cock.

He continues his assault, pushing deep inside of you before pulling out almost completely and repeating the action. The force of his thrusts are making it hard for you to think, let alone hold yourself up. But when you start to fall to your elbows, his hand is quickly wrapped around your throat holding you up.

“Have you at the perfect angle, can feel all of you.” Is all he says as his fingers tighten on your throat. Your vision goes black from the intense pleasure.

He fucks into you harder as the pressure of his fingers releases slowly, letting some air back into your lungs. When you have enough air, you are moaning out as a particular thrust hits the perfect spot.

“Miggy please, need you to make me cum. Need your cum in me.”

His large body incapsulates yours at your confession. The hand that was on your throat makes it way down to your clit, rubbing circles into it. His teeth bite down into your shoulder, sending a shock of pleasure through you as you cum hard onto his cock.

The clenching of your orgasm causes him to groan and falter a bit, before he regains his head and pace.

“Mmm, gonna cum in you baby. Gonna make you a mommy.” He says as he shoots his seed into your awaiting womb. His orgasm seems longer and stronger than usual as he bites your shoulder once again.

After he recovers, he releases your throat, letting you fall into the plush sheets. Miguel slides out of you and pulls your body into his. He rubs your back in slow circles, calming you both down.

Eventually you speak up, “So what do you think? Think it worked, daddy?” Lust drips from your voice at the name.

“Fuck, maybe, and even if it didn’t I’m ready to go again. Just want you so full of my cum that you can feel it with every breath.”

And fill you he did.

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